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Heh I know exactly how you feel, lowkey have similar thoughts too and random stuff on my mind about her that I could ramble on. I remember that zatsu, it was one of my favourite zatsus ever from her, some nice talks imo. She does seem to be contradicting herself from what was said in that zatsu. Iirc even in her return stream (only halfway through the VOD, been kind of busy) she talks about how she's still keeping herself grounded and I'm like hmm... She always did like to test the boundaries but she does amp it up whenever she's around Mika and Kyo, don't really like their haha cancelled stuff. She also always talks about how she will be more careful, even after the chicken incident but looking at some of her recent actions, most recently during the Kyo Karaoke stream where they talked about planning a stream "that will definitely get them cancelled" I'm like thinking bitch really? During that collab she even mentioned how recently her dad told her to not not get into too much trouble and that he knows she's a good girl lmao, her dad lowkey knows.
Personally the way I see it, the dramafagging seems to only happen in certain collab dynamics while her solo content still seems alright, still enjoying it a lot. I enjoyed her roleplaying in Plague Tale 2, ALTTL and Melatonin had fun singing shenanigans and it was really nice hearing her reuniting with her family and hanging out with Petra + Maria for example. Are you still enjoying her streams? My lowest point in my enjoyment of Enna was actually around the time she started playing Soma and Cult of the Lamb, so I'm not too affected by the recent noise surrounding her although it is damn fucking loud noise tbh.
I think if things stay as they are now, where it's not really a mainstay in her solo content (which I don't think it is, maybe others beg to differ), things will be fine and she'll be alright although I lowkey don't really trust her to haha, I got trust issues ever since she fucking replied to obvious hate comments during the rice collab, self sabotaging herself and attracting so much fucking noise to what was at the end of the day a damn mediocre off collab. Gotta hope she's actually being careful I guess, can't do much but let it play out.
Maybe it's better to focus on the positive things to look forward to instead of worrying about the future. Is there anything you are looking forward to from her? What she's shown of her mushroom songs seems pretty good so far. She seems to be contemplating on doing a karaoke during her Japan stay despite the bad mic and her being shy singing around the parents and is interested in bringing her dad on stream. Hopefully those happen.