Fantasies are so weird sometimes. "realistic" fantasies for me are mostly just finding a cute polycule who don't mind or maybe even participate in my occasional ageplay fetish. The best possible one that's not completely in the realm of fiction (only mostly fapfic based), has got to be getting diaper cucked, but in a loving, non cruel way. Like eventually the two start dating but keep my around as a pathetic 3rd wheel. Id get my own crib in the room and pretend to sleep while they fuck, then in the morning get bathed by my ex while her bull / current bf cooks us breakfast.
Now if we start ignoring the rules of reality, then let me share my favourite imaginary scenario.
>be me
>drugged on playdate with a potential new caregiver from fetish site
>wake up diapered, tied down in a crib
>after eventually end up having to use the diaper figure i should start crying
>he enters the room and starts cooing over me and changes me
>afterwards explains he wants a little girl to fuck
>like actual pre-schooler
>but instead of hurting a real kid he is going to turn me into one
>agree because terrified im going to end up in a shallow grave or basement freezer otherwise
>sifi bullshit somehow he actually does it
>be the loli
>go to day-care a few days a week and try and act normal
>rest of the time im a pedos plaything
>normal day starts with an inflatable plug being deflated, letting out last nights enema
>get strapped to changing table, gagged, and ruthlessly pounded
>new diaper goes on with bullet vibe set low
>instead of baby powder its lube powder
>baby food or bottle meals that always taste at least a little like jizz
>if we stay home my playpen is probably going to be under his desk so i can be his good little cock warmer
>some days we go out
>not allowed to drop my paci because its shaped like a dick
>he usually ends up pulling the wasteland and using my diaper as his personal toilet
>nightly spankings, extra if i came that day
>get anal cream pie and daddy's special enema
>its his piss
>inflatable plug and night-time waddle diaper go in and on
>locked in crib for the night just to do it all over again tomorrow