I just discovered this place today & it seems like this board is the right place to ask for help since I cant ask anywhere else- so I (20f) recently met this really cute guy on my flight, he (27m) is British, 6'2, fit, blue eyed- literally the man of my dreams (lets call him Edward). we talked the entire time, & he asked for my number when we landed. Edward's here to travel & will be going back in a week. I came here (another state) to attend my friend's wedding & im also engaged to marry next month. he messaged me next day & we decided to meet as I promised to show him the best spots in the city so we did & had so much fun together. I looove spending time w him, hes humorous & just too sweet. every moment w him feels like magic. I love everything he says in that hot accent & get lost in his mesmerizing ocean blue eyes when he speak. its been five days together & our friendship has gotten so far to discover that Edward has a thing for brown girls just like I do for white men, specially british white men. we finally agreed for a ONS so ive invited him at my place tomorrow. he'll be coming for the first time & I plan to give him a nice welcome, he told me to wear a red saree so ofc I will & prepare a nice meal of all his fav indian foods for dinner, watch his fav movie together & show him my skills as massage therapist, & ofc do what he want me to do in bed, although im quite nervous as Ive never even kissed a guy before (its not socially acceptable where im from & hes the first non-relative male ive ever held hands with). the only problem is, Edward doesnt know I want more than just to loose my v card to a white man, I also want to get pregnant. its hard to put it in words how badly I wanna bear his baby . (Ive always dreamt of having a mixed white baby since I was like 16 but my religious, regressive father, typical indian male, would never allow me. he arranged my marriage to his friend's son bc he's wealthy & of our caste, smth I never consented to. this might be my only chance & I dont wanna mess it up). my fiance is light brown skinned & im fair so he wont suspect if the baby comes out a bit white looking or have blue eyes (few people in his family have bluish-grey eyes). now all it takes is to convince Edward to get me pregnant without making him think im some fetishist weirdo. so how do I do it? its fine if he doesnt agree to it but my god if he does, that would be a dream come true. Id also like some ideas to make sure he has a good time tomorrow evening. I want him to feel as great as he made me feel, especially since we agreed to never see eachother afterward. (also sorry for bad english lol)