I don't know if it's due to loneliness and desperation combined with years increasing insecurity, but I genuinely want a cuckold relationship now.
My cock is 5.5 inches on a good day, so I know I'll never truly satisfy a woman, so I genuinely want her to fuck other guys (specifically black guys) so she can be physically satisfied, and I'd want her to tell me everything and maybe show me pictures/videos so I could get some sexual satisfaction out of it too.
All I would want from her is for her to love me and care about me, but I don't think that for a cuck is possible. Oh well.
In terms of a real story, I was on tinder briefly about 6 years back and I matched with a fairly attractive woman; white, light brown hair, blue eyes. Her first message right out of the gate was, "Are you bi?"
That really made me insecure because I didn't think I looked like a fag, but I was honest and told her yes. She then asked if I would be comfortable with a threeway relationship with another guy, and I would have to literally date and fuck (get fucked by) him.
I was already pretty lonely back then, so I told I would be open to it. Then she sent me a couple pictures of her and the guy, and he was black. I asked if he had a big cock because I had never done anything with a guy before, and since I was supposed to be the bottom, I was worried. She sends a picture of his cock and it is indeed pretty big, maybe like 7.5 - 8 inches.
The conversation went pretty far, to the point that we exchanged numbers and spoke over the phone. She explained the deal to me: I would be completely submissive to both of them, they had an onlyfans so they wanted to film a lot of stuff, and they wanted me to move in with them.
It sounded like I was just going to become a sex slave for them and, again, I was so lonely that I did genuinely consider it, but I got cold feet when we were discussing where we would meet for dinner so we could talk irl.
I chose to block them on everything and delete my tinder.
Now I'm down so bad that I would 100% do it because I have nothing else.