>>70568
I’ve already wished you welcome on Discord, but might as well do it here to, so welcome!
>>70578
Welcome to /mai/!!
>That was also around the time I learned of the manosphere and redpill.
As you felt the need to mention this, I was wondering if you see a connection with your love for Lime, or being a waifuist in general.
>She's a robot, a gynoid, programmed to feel emotion.
Does this special aspect of her change the way you see her, or as any kind of impact on your relationship with her?
My waifu, Flandre Scarlet, is a vampire, so she is not human (she is a youkai, according to Touhou’s nomenclature), but that doesn’t change one bit the fact that I see her as a
person.
Overall, the fact that she is a vampire has very little impact on my relationship with her, besides imagining I could let her drink some of my blood. It’s almost as if I would forget sometimes that she is a vampire, because all I see is a marvelous and precious girl that I adore so much.
>In addition I bought a ball-jointed doll and had sewn together a costume for her to resemble Lime.
I thought of buying a ball-jointed doll to make a Flandre version of it, but actually never did it. I still have a dakimakura, a plush, and a figure though. Do you have a dakimakura? I would strongly advice every waifuist to get a daki of their waifu; it’s really a game changer (or at least it was for me).
>the doll has now become something slightly different from the anime/manga Lime. She's now a partial creation of my own
At some point, I was so much into my daki, that I realised I was starting to lose touch with the fact that the daki was not Flandre herself, but an object meant to help me connect to her ("her" being a character, a concept, therefore a metaphysical entity). I therefore had to make an effort to use the daki not as an end in itself, but as a tool to connect to the "real" Flandre.
But it’s interesting to see that you seem to appreciate and celebrate the fact that you connect specifically to your doll.
> having her close to me gives me the extra oxytocin that you won't get from audio/images alone.
If you want an oxytocin boost, try a dakimakura! Although if you already have your beloved object of connection to Lime, then maybe a new one would feel weird…
>Thanks for making this board, glad to be here!
I’m glad to have you here and I hope you will fell home! Don’t hesitate to create new threads and bump old ones!