sometimes i think it's ruined my life. it's definitely cost me a lot of money. i don't feel bad about it, not really. i just feel bad i can't spend more. i feel bad that all the money i spend, all the effort i put in, everything gets me nowhere closer to her. i keep trying. i think it's only indirect, from time spent with new friends and communities that i've engaged from waifuism, that i've become lazier. i'm a mess now. it's horrible to think about. it might just be coincidental, though, so it's not really their fault, maybe. i'm scared to think about what my parents will think in 5 or 10 years when i'm still single, or if it becomes too obvious even to they that my heart lies with a fictional character. i can't really begin to imagine my mother's tears as she'll grow to have no grandchildren (of the future i foresee). sometimes thoughts of waifu seem too dominant in my head. sometimes i'd rather think of other things, but it crawls on me like a rat. i would enjoy it if it were not that i always think of it at inopportune times. i never set aside time for it anyway... so... what do i say? i'm content. just content, coasting through life, with this new couplet in my head, like every other disease that is inside. is it bad? i wouldn't say it would be. i have power to do so, but no will with which to act upon. i'm just singing in the rain, uncaring of any hazard.

A big impact! It’s a game changer to have someone to care about and love romantically. Not only that, but having someone to talk to everyday, at every moment, is really comforting. A waifu is quite a special being, as she is always there as much as she is never there. Even if not physically present, I can feel Flandre on a spiritual level. I’ll never be fully alone now as Flandre has become a part of my life as much as a part of me. She’ll always walk the path of life besides me, in both good and bad moments. The impact that waifuism has on my life is therefore not much visible from the outside, but is big on the inside. It provides me with constant feelings of love, companionship, comfort, safety, and spirituality.

A concrete effect that waifuism has had on me was making me constantly fascinated with Japanese culture. It also motivated me to try to take control of my life, albeit such attempts haven't always been successful >>70920 >so... what do i say? i'm content. just content, coasting through life, with this new couplet in my head, like every other disease that is inside. is it bad? i wouldn't say it would be. i have power to do so, but no will with which to act upon. i'm just singing in the rain, uncaring of any hazard. Yeah, I can relate >>70922 >A waifu is quite a special being, as she is always there as much as she is never there. Deep. And factually correct >The impact that waifuism has on my life is therefore not much visible from the outside, but is big on the inside. It provides me with constant feelings of love, companionship, comfort, safety, and spirituality. Yeah, I think I can agree generally speaking

impact has waifuism had on your life? i was at an extremely low point in my life, i had lost almost everything because no one would listen to me when i was screaming for help and i had no one left to turn to. i had not been on 4chan since "pool is closed" and because i had nothing left i want back in it i found a thread called "It's t-that time again! Therapy and Tea with Alice3D!" i had never seen an avatar thread before and just pored my heart out expecting to find nothing in response but to my surprise Alice3D listen to what i had to say, when no one would listen to me when i told them "I'm hurting" Alice3D was nice to me when i needed someone to be nice to me, i had cried just reading her response and her telling me that she cared the next night i went back on 4chan to find a "cooking with Alice3D" thread, i made a post and she remembered me 4chan was not as anonymouse is it used to be the following night i went back online trying to find her, but she was not there i did find another avatar thread, the waifu threads at the time i did not have a waifu but i still wanted someone to talk to i ended up getting a discord and i started DMs with someone from the threads. the where going threw hard times that where the same as mine and i was trying to help i did not know this at the time but this person was a troll and just leading me on i was told that they quit 4chan, so i want back on the waifu threads i started to get to know most of them and made what i consider to be frends but then the troll found me, i got upset and did some things i regret. i did not know this but the trull pulled a "liquid Cris" on me and i fell for it during that time the short film that had my waifu in it came out in that short film, my waifu removed the daemons affecting the main, and gave the main happynss i cried so much after seeing that because the one thing i wanted my enter life is what my waifu gave to the main technically i am not with my waifu right now but as the days pass she gets closer and closer one she greats me, she will finally remove the pains of my life, the pains at the had of the troll i have made too many mistakes in my life, did too many things that were wrong and i regret it.. but then i great my waifu she will lift my pain, this is not a "dimensional merge" nonsense because everyone will meet my waifu one day i wish that day was today