I would call myself bisexual but really have no emotional interest in men as a romantic partner. I don't like the thought of kissing them, holding hands, snuggling, or anything like that. With women, yes, I enjoy all of the above. But I do also like to give blowjobs or play a bottom roll. The sex is great I think. It gives me goosepimples just thinking about. The first time I gave a BJ was when changing another guys diaper. It wasn't supposed to be sexual at all but he asked me to change him and then became erect while I was doing so. I looked at him and ask him if I could take care of it. Then I just went down on him. It I found it hard to do and not gag, especially when he came. I wanted to swallow but the thought was so repulsive I barfed instead. We repeated that more than a few times that summer. And in the forty or so years since then I've become quite good at it. I don't want a relationship with a guy, though. I just like the sex. Does that mean I'm gay, too?

I kinda want to share this cause it's been awhile since i had chance to meet someone with almost same kink. anyway this experience mostly lean to bdsm but it have a little bit of abdl in it. It's all begin when i chat with this guy who have interesting experience in fetlife and know really well regarding kink in general. after chatting for quite often, we agree to meet each other and do kinky activities. Fast forward once we seen our each other face, i quickly go to bathroom to remove my clothes and come out naked with only chastity cage on my body. He then instructed me to lay on bed so he can put on buttplug and change me into abu diaper. First thing we do were doing puppy play with combination of sucking dick and magic wand tease. it end with me being hogtied laying on top of bed with diaper hood on my face. next session was my hands being tied up to stair railing still wearing same diaper and being teased with magic wand. initially he agree to overnight stay so we can both be padded up while asleep. but he was busy that day and didn't have time for it. sigh. overall it was pleasant experience and it can be better if we can cuddles, kissing, and sniffing pamp.

My best experience has always been with a daddy I know. He really helped me in the fetish and fufilled so many if our fantacies together. I meet this daddy through criagslist back in the day. He had all the furniture and we first meet over coffee and we discussed boundries and our likes and dislikes before he invited me over. Turns out he is openly bi so he loved experimenting and having someone just as open to try out things would be fun. Our first 4 sessions were vanilla with no sex or touching myself. I later found out it was his way of testing me out to see if Im a good fit and have self control. I wasn't allowed to talk, walk, or stand up and I kept to it. He changed my diapers without complaining and I was a happy baby. After several of the previous play dates we meet over coffee again and discussed roleplay idea and our relationship expectations going further. He had kinky ideas as did myself. We communicated very well and from there 1 or 2 weekends a month and it was a blast. We had a ton of memorable moments like doing a little camp out and putting me in a cub scout uniform and a pull-up he had me intentionally wet and overflow and scout leader daddy punishes me and diapers me. We also roleplayed with daddy as a doctor and I a mental patient for him to experiment on with hypnosis, straight jackets, restraints and sense deprivation while he teased and tortured me which was incredibly hot. We also had playdates with other littles and road trips.

>>25296 I'm diamonds and insanely jealous.

=)

This was several years ago, but the first abdl munch I went, I went with LollyLaLaz and her then boyfriend. This was quite a while before she started her professional abdl ventures. We're about the same age so kinda on the younger end and between us, this other fun couple, and Diapered Kat, 90% of the get together was a cringe-fest (no surprise). Anyway, skip ahead like a year, Lolly, myself and other couple are regular homies, even if it wasn't abdl related, we'd got out for dinner and drinks and hang out at each other's houses to get high and play video games. One night I'm hosting, and Lolly brings a new friend over for a more private abdl get-together. Friend is not super attractive, but not ugly either. She's also a nurse (no problem changing adult diapers) super single, and get this...her big fetish is nursing. Anyway, it's a typical night, we drank, got high, played rock band and named our band after another fetlife abdl group that would regularly talk shit about us cuz our little get-togethers weren't inclusive enough. We took a video of us playing a song in our abdl gear and sent it to the leaders of the other group for the lulz (LollyLaLaz is, or atleast was, an S-Class shitposter.) It gets late, the one couple goes home but Lolly, her date and friend decide to stay the night. Lolly and I are the drunkest and she bullying for wearing an Abena. I like them, but I accidentally ordered a size too small and it looked and felt kind of silly. Her friend ask if I want to wear something else and pulls a fresh Bambino out of her bag. I'm like "holy shit" cuz I've only worn a legitimate abdl diaper like 1 other time in my life at this point. Lolly and her date go to bed in my guest room, her friend goes with me to my room and changes me into the bambino. Like CHANGES ME. Not just swapping out diapers, I mean she lays me on a towel on my bed, does a thorough wipedown, oil, powder and gets the tapes on really snug. I'm in heaven, but it's still not over, she wants to put a movie on and asks if I want to nurse. Fuck yeah. So we put on the matrix trilogy and I spend the next 4 hours sucking on her tits, lying in my own bed in just a diaper and a t-shirt. The next morning the 3 party guests leave. I clean up the pizza and beer bottles, change out of the wet bambino and take a shower, where a blow a load so hard it could've pierced kevlar. Tldr; got drunk and high with non-cringe abdl friends, played video games, trolled trannies, had a stranger change me into a legit diaper and sucked tits all in one night.

>>29748 I'm sure this was a great time for you, but I'm completely distracted by the nursing and watching a movie bit. More specifically, whose idea was it to turn on The Matrix trilogy? The way I'm reading it is someone along the givingmilk-to-receivingmilk trajectory decided, for some unknown reason, that The Matrix was the correct background entertainment for this particular situation. What was it about those three films that made one, if not both of you, decide to watch The Matrix? If it were just one movie there wouldn't be any questions, but at least one person here decided that the diaper change and breast feeding scenario would not be complete unless every single one of the Matrix movies was queued up. Are you some sort of backwards individual who thinks the 3rd one is the best and didn't care if you were sucking tit through the first two? The world needs answers.

>>29752 Honestly, I have no idea why I named the movie. I've got the special blue-ray box set so it was quick to grab and something we had both seen and were interested in. It was mostly just background noise but subconsciously I probably figured if the nursing goes poorly, at least there's something to fall back on and if the nursing goes well, I'm not going to be distracted by a film I'd be particularly invested in at the moment. There's no real meaning behind the film choice, like I said, mostly just background noise. I do remember being impressed/annoyed that she talked about her personal life for like 3 hours with absolutely zero input from me.

>>29753 I mean, you kind of have to expect that if their nipple is in your mouth for hours. Babies don't talk anyway.

>>29753 chill, you're having a breakdown over the matrix sequels

>>29804 Lol, sorry if it sounded that way, I was just trying to answer the question. Another Lolly story, we went to a concert together, she hooked me up with one of those purple molicare diapers and kept squeezing it throughout the show. I won't name the bands we saw, cuz apparently that's distracting. It was a free show, but the catch was it started at like 6am, and they only let a limited number of people in, so we had to be in line at like 4:30am. Anyway, by the time the show was over (just before noon) I was so drunk I didn't even realize I was diapered. We headed back to my place and while I was taking a nap, Lolly did some house keeping. Later in the afternoon, we went to her place, she changed me and slipped a suppository in. I got shackled and we watched the episode of "Arthur" where Sue-Ellen brings Goodnites along because she's a bedwetter. After a other change, I drove home. I've got one more story involving Adavan and a documentary which aired on the BBC if anyone's interested.

>>26622 Have you looked at what Wisconsin is? If you're even remotely within driving distance of the south to east, I have news for you...

>>27127 can confirm this, already went through and I'm about to go again tomorrow morning.. not looking forward to any of it, especially the side effects of the anesthesia. >>25217 My experience is so fucking tame in comparison, but whatever. Not even too long ago. My parents were away for a few days on vacation, but since work was stressful and I hate vacation in big cities, I decided to stay home. Didn't feel like traveling anywhere either, so I made the best of it, and ordered a pack of rearz dinosaur and crinklz beforehand, as well as an adult sleep overall "onesie" off amazon. Day 2 was the probably most relaxing day I could've imagined. I was diapered from morning to evening, playing games on my computer, watching TV, eating and drinking like its the most normal thing in the world. Even after I jacked off, I didn't purge and just changed into a new, clean diaper and continued. Didn't even hold anything in anymore, I was wetting at every tiny amount I had, eventually I didn't even really notice anymore. Most of the afternoon, I was sitting, or laying on the couch, watching an animated movie (I was raised to think animated=childrens movies), turned out to be really good, just peeing myself, and being relaxed. halfway through the film I almost thought my rearz diaper was about to leak, and I didn't even really remember using it at all. In the evening, I found a leftover bottle of liquor from a party a while back, so I sat down in front of my computer, got a bit drunk, and relaxed with my hand resting on my diaper, for the first time not caring if anyone found out.. that was great.

The first time I ever had sex I was in a diaper and asked my ex-girlfriend if I could keep it on while we screwed. She would regularly give me hand jobs after diapering me and I would lay against her chest. I got to try breast milk once when I met her and she was pregnant. It was kinda gross though. I dunno wtf wants warm milk.

>>25995 A bigger city

i told my ex-girlfriend about my diaper fetish, a few months into dating. i wasn't going to, but she kept asking and asking and i really loved her so i told her. she was an actress, so she really wanted to get into the "role" of roleplaying. not that she did research or anything, but she took getting me off seriously and really leaned into it. we did a few scenes, but my favorite one was her wearing a diaper under her skirt. she was playing the popular girl at school, and we had to get together to work on a project and she wasn't having any of it. i discover her diaper, she's sort of embarrassed but explains she has a fetish and wears them because she thinks they're hot and she likes them. i promise i won't tell anyone at school if she lets me fuck her. probably the hardest i've ever came in my entire life.

Not so much a single event but just very content with the way things get a little better all the time. When I met my wife she was totally vanilla. She's still not super into fetish play but over the years she has more and more indulged mine. Now, as I type this, I'm diapered and wearing a onesie, holding my stuffie and a bottle of milk, watching Bluey. My diaper bag sits on a nearby table. I work from home and my wife works from the office, so I like to imagine her as a single mom working a job while I sit at home in my playpen. Not every day is a baby day, I do a lot of work around the house, shopping, get her little presents and traditional romance and sex that she likes. It's give and take.

>>25217 Curious enough, one of my best ABDL experiencies was with a baby stroller of all things. When I was in 3rd to 4th grade in school, I lived in an apartment complex, and whenever I waited for the schoolbus to arrive, I used to see this baby stroller stored near the bicycles inside the building. So I loved sitting in it, with the straps and everything. I wasn't a tall kid back then, so I could've still fit inside of that stroller comfortably. For some reason, it was so relaxing and good to stay in that baby stroller. I felt so calm and sleepy in it that once I almost forgot the schoolbus because I felt asleep in it.

>Be me >30, freshly broken up with BPD wife >Still coming to terms with the emotional abuse >Finally come out to myself as Bisexual >Meet up with gaybro from Grindr. >Told him before hand that I like diapers. >Taken aback at first but asks what I like about it >Tell him its sexual but comforting and cute too >"Cuteness of you looking like a lil kid in his diaper?" >I tell him yeah. >He says nothing for a but finally tells me he got a boner thinking about me like that. >He comes over and we chat, cuddle, make out, do 3rd base stuff for a couple hours. >I was worried I wouldn't like being with another dude, or that I wasn't really bi. >I was so wrong. >Before he leaves he watches me put on a diaper. >My boner is so big I have to jerk off to put my diaper on. He lays next to me while I jerk off into my open diaper. >Before I finish cumming he sucks the last of it right out of me. >Finish diapering. >He helps me into my onesie. >Says that it was hot but a bit wierd for him. >Wants to do it again at some point to see if he can get more into it. The diaper part at the end wasn't planned but right when he was leaving he said I should have one on next time he came over. When I told I was gonna put one on right after he left he offered to watch or help. I'm definitely bisexual now, validated those credentials for sure, and I met someone who, may or may not be into diapers with me, but will be fine with me wearing most of the time. Life is good, so glad I got away from the ex.

>>42956 Women with BPD should have to wear bells around their necks. Glad you got out.

>>43030 >I hear a bell go off >Start running towards it at full speed >Ruin my life for a 3rd or 4th time

>>43030 > women with BPD should <do something that makes them more sexually desirable> No anon, you need to rethink that

>>42956 Tell wife she made you gay, that'll teach her for having BPD

>>43094 Ive made this joke more than once. Ive told 3 dudes off tinder/grindr and all 3 have been interested in trying diaper stuff. Dating gaybros is easy with my cheekbones apparently. Also guys are just way more open and emotional with me. Like I can just ask a guy how is day is going and ask some interesting questions and he immediately spills his guts. Guys seem so emotionally starved and way less guarded with me than girls are. Also, they are always interested in hearing about my hobbies and work. Dating women was never fun in the initial stages, guys are just easier to get started with. Maybe I will just be gay lol. Fuck them bitches.

>>42956 gay guy never beating the child molesting accusations

>>43116 >adult gay guy gets horny thinking about a 30 year old dude wearing a diaper and roleplaying. >somehow pedophilia >ddlg is totally different and definitely not pedophilia. Im not sure if you actually agree with that sentiment or not, but I think we all know its bullshit. Its baseless moralizing nonsense.

>>43991 I was the one who wrote that and I ended up going through with it. >Go to party in normal clothes >Go upstairs halfway through to get changed >Put on diaper with booster for extra bulk >Put on flowery tights and a onesie with flowers on it >Have some accessories: A pacifier, a bottle and a pacifier clip all with flowers on them. >Go downstairs and get various compliments, mainly for 'dedication to the bit' >At one point one of my friends suggested I should be drinking my drinks out of my bottle. I chickened out but it was a nice thought. >Spend the night chilling and drinking in a diaper with friends >End up winning a chocolate egg for having the best costume >Go home and end up using my diaper before going to bed Great night overall

>>42956 Since this I've met up with a local ABDL. The guy who sucked me off in that story didn't end up working out as a partner. The ABDL guy is actually much more stable and mature. He's already got a GF though so we are just doing kink stuff together, not dating or anything. Last time he was here he fucked me in a goodnite and that was like a 10/10 experience. I've been dreaming of goodnites sex for like 15 years.

I had an ounce of Shrooms and three other ABDL friends who never tried them before. I had been talking about how when your tripping that it sets your brain into a more infantile state and doctors theorize this is how babies see the world. So we planned to have a frothing session together. I decided to go balls out and we all combined our stuff, crib, playpen high chair and toys, and providing food and whatever else. And best of all we had 2 tripsitters/CG willing to watch over us all. We got diapered and dropped around 1030/1100. The effects started about an hour later. We decided on little crawling so regressing to about 6 month Olds. And our CG set up some rules of no verbal communication so only crying and cooing. After about 3 hours we were all tripping hard. I was giggling kicking my feet staring at the Wood panel ceiling while cocomelon was playing in the background. One was playing with several toys. Another getting a book read to them by a CG. We eventually were in the playpen with building blocks giggling and laughed and I realized I hadn't been this care free in forever. Watching my friend cry and get picked up and cuddled by one of our CG in a fleece blanket while she sucked on her pacifier made me appreciate everything. We had a very light lunch of fruit crackers and juice from bottles while our heads laid in our CG's laps and followed by a diaper change and some ticking by the CG. Our entire afternoon was amazing visuals of colors blended and twisting with euphoria. Afterwards my friends said that it was the most intense and closest they ever been to feeling just like an infant. We're planning another one in the near future and hopefully doing an outside adventure.

What have you bastards done to me?! I'm not supposed to like this cutesy pastel crud! I'm not supposed to furry stuff or nekos or yaoi or Yuri or this damn abdl trash! You happy now?! I broke down and wrote God awful ai fanfiction because of this shit! Damn you damn dirty apes damn you all to hell!

>>47897 fuck yeah that sounds lovely anon! thanks for sharing

>>47924 Well don't stop now. Post the fanfic, little one!

Absolutely not!

My roommate is the one who introduced me to ABDL in college. It was her way of relaxing and vibing out after her classes were over. I for the longest time thought it was weird and just left it alone and told nobody else. When she explained the psychology behind it it made sense. But just more literal about the regressing part. Her boyfriend was all about babying her, and it was really cute watching them cuddle and roleplay, but I was very put off at the idea of actually using said diapers like she was. On holloween, she had another ABDL friend over, and they were going to bar hoping and hopefully enter a costume contest and asked if I wanted to tag along. After begging me to dress up in one of her spare onsies and diapering me up for the first time, I started to understand why she liked them so much. The bulk took a little getting use to, but it was overall very comfy. And I got so many diaper pats and swats on my ass because guys asked me all night if I was diapered only to bend over and let them pat my ass. (Ngl I loved the attention). We ended up getting 2nd place which was like $150. So the 3 of us got $50 each which paid for our entire night. Fast forward a few weeks later and my roomie and BF are over and she's in full baby mode doing a Disney marathon I was feeling a little jealous of the two and I decided to join her. Her BF diapered me properly unlike holloween where I put it on myself. And it was bitterflies in my stomach extremely exciting. I watched a movie with them before feeling really horny and decided to drop a bullet vibe down my diaper and grind on my pillow. Afterwards my roomie told me they could hear me moaning. The next day I decided to order some diapers from ABU and my roommate got the package first. She took one look at the shipping lable and my name then gave me the smug SpongeBob Squarepants smile as if saying "You like Krabby Patties don't you Squidward?"

>>48397 fake story thread is somewhere else.

>>48397 Started believable but you started thinking with your small brain too quick