>>47793 >>47796 >>47802 Interesting, but there goes my fantasy.

>>47802 Dude its just a diaper change, at some point you are going to be an old fuck in a home with some male nurse named Pedro changing your diaper with or without your consent.

>>47842 NTA and personally i don't think i'd have an inherent problem with a guy changing me but getting your diaper changed as part of a kink is very different from an actual medical need with a professional

>>47787 oddly, i don't want another guy changing my diaper, but i would play with another guy as long as both of our diapers stayed on. he can kiss me, he can touch me (but only over my diaper), and my padding is a shield protecting my asshole from any unwanted invasions. does this mean i'm gay

>>47863 Yes. Unrelated- I hate that I can't get past how disgusting shit is and enjoy messing content. I love diapers and wetting and would consider myself a deviant degenerate porn-brained pervert, but the fact that maybe >50% of diaper porn involves messing and it just always takes me out of it is really frustrating. My dream is that technology will invent a colonic implant that intakes feces, vaporizes it into gas, and makes it so you never have to shit, but just fart occasionally. But the tradeoff is a side effect of urinary incontinence, which I would obviously address with DIAPERS. Never having to shit, ever again, and being able to wear diapers 24/7 because my bladder doesn't work, would be PERFECT. (but I'm still very envious of other diaperverts that can get past how gross shit is. i totally understand all of the aspects of losing control/being humiliated/being a helpless baby, but the literal feces is always just way too disgusting for me.)

>>47874 Oddly, or maybe not that oddly, I like messing content, but I can't see it. Seeing scat ruins it for me. Bravo to any CG that can handle changing a grown mans messy diaper. I don't think I could.

For most of my ABDL life I've diapered myself while laying down. Lately I've switched to diapering myself standing up against a wall, and it's significantly improved the fit. I'm bad at sensory things/body awareness so maybe this is very intuitive for other people, but I haven't seen this discussed anywhere/most of the times you see ABDL diaperings are while laying down.

>>47990 I was a standing while diapering guy from pretty much the start, something about a lack of flexibility made applying tapes while laying down too difficult to be satisfied with the result and the diaper itself always ended up cockeyed so I've just always done it against a wall

>>47990 >>48000 Always standing for me. You should try triple folding 2XL booster pads into the crotch of a diaper. Way more bulk and it feels so much better.

>>47787 Would never want to get my diaper changed by a guy. That feels too intimate. And not interested in doing anything sexual with men. But I would be fine with it if there was a scenario where me and another guy are babies and there's a mommy taking care of the both of us. Just hanging out, playing with toys, playing videogames, having bottles and snacks. Then if there's any need for diaper changes or stimulation there's a hot mommy or babysitter to take care of that.

>>48014 I want to be the other baby in this scenario with you. We are just parallel playing, nothing sexual. Mommy is in the other room. Suddenly you feel yourself smashed face first into the carpet. I'm on top of you, mounting you from the back. Your pacifier is in your mouth so you can't cry out immediately. I'm grinding my wet diapered cock against your diapered ass. The buttons on your onesie snap. You struggle and try to scream but I'm too strong for you. I keep humping you and you start crying, weak and helpless.

any of you guys find that you like the fantasy of playing with baby toys, watching baby shows etc. way more than you like actually doing it?

>>48043 Yeah totally. I've tried to 'regress' before and I just can't get into that headspace and I kinda question people who say it's a real thing for them. I do like wearing diapers and have a pacifier but I kinda find the pacifier more uncomfortable than I think I would. It's better as an aesthetic. And watching actual baby shows gets mind-numbingly boring very quickly. The closest I've ever gotten to this headspace is in the early days of the pandemic I was just chilling by myself in my apartment with some nice Spring weather. Napping on the couch with a diaper, pacifier, light blanket, while watching some nostalgic shows like Recess and Sabrina. But that was more like carefree nostalgia + wearing a diaper rather than actual 'regression' and baby headspace.

>>48043 Fantasy better than reality? Who would've thought? Fucking morons like you is how Trump got elected. Twice.

>>48061 KeK

>>48061 you act like i said something like 'have a massive enema and wear the same diaper for hours without changing' instead of something minor like 'watching bluey with a stuffed toy' which plenty of people do regularly

>>48043 You might want a different paci. There are a variety of different shapes and sizes out there, and some definitely fit the mouth better than others

I kinda want to make an old-school 2000s style internet forum for ABDL stuff just as a personal project. I feel so nostalgic over that era of the Internet. Even if no one was using it, it would be cool just to have a little old-school part of the internet maintained. Anyone know how I would go about doing this?

>>48130 Yeah. Set up a phpBB forum and invite people to it

baby bea Anyone know if she quit? her justforfan hasn't been updated in a month.

>>48143 She quit

Okay I know this is going to sound like I'm just typing with one hand, but I'm not: Are we (America) going to get to the point where some kids don't potty train? Not every kid, not even MOST kids, but at least SOME kids never end up learning to use a toilet. Again, I know that this just sounds like a fetish fantasy, but consider the following: -kids in school aren't held to any kind of standards anymore. the combination of teachers not caring, not enough funding, not being allowed to hold kids back if they're dumb or emotionally immature, not being allowed to punish kids because it's racist, not being allowed to teach kids things because history is traumatizing, kids having ADHD/autism/anxiety and being exempt from doing any work or speaking to anyone or making eye contact, etc. -if weird gender stuff is tolerated (kids can be trans/nonbinary/furries), someone wearing diapers could be tolerated due a combination of not wanting to be ableist and also wanting to accept diverse identities -parents (on both sides of the political spectrum, weirdly) feeling like "the state" is indoctrinating their kids and insisting on raising them the way they want and sperging out at PTA or town council meetings if they meet any resistance. -I don't even think it would be because the parent is "lazy", more like the parent is excessively controlling and afraid their kid won't be able to use public bathrooms safely. -Or, kids just get increasingly retarded because they're handed iPads at age 2 any time they make a noise and actually aren't able to potty train because they don't develop normally. "I'm keeping my child in diapers until he's ready to potty train because I don't want to enforce systems of patriarchy and fascism on him." "My child doesn't want to potty train and just wants to keep wearing diapers; fine with me, if anyone else has a problem with it they can suck my 9mm and kiss my white ass." "Trannies rape girls in public bathrooms, so I don't want my daughters going in there alone. They can wear diapers and change in places that are actually safe." "It's actually been shown in holistic homeopathic health studies that 'bathroom pressure' tends to lead to prefrontal cortex shrinkage, so my child isn't going to be subjected to having to 'hold it' at the risk of damaging his root chakra." i KNOW these just seem like fap fuel, but America is so deranged at this point that I really think at least one of these threads/dynamics will be actualized (on a relatively small scale, but it's still insane in a rational/non-fetish context obviously). to be clear, i don't think this is a good thing.

>>45502 Late, but https://anonfile.io/f/EciAvyu8

>>48165 standard mentalist >>48061 check >>48130 adisc. "No those people are retards!!!" ok, good luck

I feel stuck between two conflicting desires. I either want to be rid of this fetish entirely (and all sexual desire, honestly), or to be able to commit to a degenerate fetishist lifestyle where I wear and use diapers as often as possible and engage in things like untraining, posting pics of me in diapers, writing erotica, etc. As it stands now, I get horny, watch porn and jerk off a few times, but don't feel like it's enough and want to do more involved things. However, when I try to do those more involved things, I stop being horny and it feels pointless and I feel turned off by all sexual desire for a few days. Then it comes back and the cycle repeats. I used to have self-loathing about my diaper fetish, but I think I've worked through the majority of that at this point. I'm just wondering if it's something hormonal (I am 30). Within the span of a week I will oscillate between sincerely wanting to try wearing 23/7 (can't do messing, can't do 1-2 specific hours a few days a week, but could basically wear every other moment unbothered) and documenting my diaper life, and feeling no interest in sex whatsoever and, while not wanting to purge, feeling similar to lying on the couch in a food coma after overeating but sexually.

>>48359 Are you only masturbating? If so, you might want to start seeking out someone to have sex with. It can subdue a lot of intense feelings of needing to engage with a fetish

>>48396 i am only masturbating, why would sex change it? the times i have had sex with people, if anything it's made me want to try fetish stuff because i'm like, okay well they're comfortable enough to have vanilla sex shouldn't i see if they're okay with introducing diapers or roleplay?

>>48408 Sex is typically more fulfilling than masturbation and nullifies the need for fetishes, at least for a while. Though if you can find someone who indulges in the fetish as well, that can be much more powerful

>>48448 what does "nullify the need for fetishes" mean. my diaper fetish is "hardwired" as they might say. it's not something i discovered i was into because i found something on deviant art when i was a teenager. it's been there since before i understood what sex was. when i've had sex, it's been "fulfilling" but it absolutely does not nullify my need for diapers.

>>48359 I'm near your age, feel the same way. I have a full-time cg/daddy, but I wait till he's home from work to engage even though I work from home. Honestly, as I've lived this type of life since about 25, and been able to do 24/7 etc, I find it has naturally waned as I've gotten older. I still wear, but idc about masturbating or sex until it has been a week or so. May be hormones, and if so, good. Been busy with a lot more important stuff. I say do whatever you wish now and go all-in because it will inevitably ebb and flow. I'm also someone who was "into" this since being conscious.

>>48451 It means that you may feel less inclined to feel the need for diapers for a while if you have reached sexual fulfillment. Are you saying that you constantly need to be in diapers? Maybe it's something beyond a simple fetish in your case

>>48475 Thanks, this was helpful perspective. >>48477 Having vanilla sex to me is like eating rice and beans every meal. Is that "fulfilling my appetite"? I will not go hungry. But it's not what I would consider "satisfied". I don't constantly need to be in diapers, but I do constantly think about them in sexual situations/contexts/moods. I think I will just jerk off a lot for now. I'm sure it will wane, then come back, then wane. These things are cyclical.

>>48484 That pretty much confirms what I suspected. You seem to be far beyond having a simple fetish

>>48503 I think the phrase I've heard that best describes me is "exclusive paraphiliac", but people tend to use "fetish" to mean anything from a kink to exclusive paraphilia. Also unless English is your second language, your writing style is condescending and arrogant and you aren't being very helpful just dismissive.

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