To start out, I don't think I really remember potty training itself. I definitely remember having accidents at a time I am guessing would be not super long afterwards. I also wet the bed until at least 5 pretty regularly and wore pullups for that. I think by 7 or 8 I had stopped, as I have a fairly coherent memory starting around that age and I dont remember wearing pullups at that point. I did actually start wetting the bed again when I was around 10 or 11 in 5th grade during a period of high stress. At the time I was totally mortified. I never told my parents but I'm sure they knew. Not sure how many times it happened but I know for sure it was at least 3 where it was a major accident and not just a little leak where I woke up and stopped almost as soon as it started (which started happening at that point as well) I was about finally tell my mom and ask if I should go back to wearing pullups or something when it finally stopped.

>>7340 >Not sure if this is too much of a slippery slope/sketchy/taboo topic since it involves kids Ourselves as kids. As in people who aren't kids anymore. The thread is fine and pretty tame by the site's standards. Me? I was a lazy kid. I didn't care much to always stop playing to go to the bathroom, so I'd wait until the last minute and made a habit of pooping my pants. It got bad enough to where my parents made comments about making me wear pull-ups if I didn't stop pooping my pants. That scared me and 'corrected' my behavior. I was also abused by someone some time before that in a way that placed me in the role of a baby. I never did wear diapers or anything but I believe that my obsession with being a baby/taking care of someone who wants to a baby stems from these incidents.

>>7344 I thought "child so lazy they shit themselves" was just a myth. Anyways, for me, I remember being interested in diapers for as long as I can remember. I was left at a babysitter when I was young with a bunch of other kids, so I might have felt neglected and developed an interest in diapers and ageplay because of that. My brother and two cousins also like diapers and went to the same babysitter.

>>7344 >Ourselves as kids. As in people who aren't kids anymore. The thread is fine and pretty tame by the site's standards. Thats a good point. >>7346 > My brother and two cousins also like diapers and went to the same babysitter. Like diapers as in abdl? Thats very interesting... I also have a sibling who is into this as well. I definitely had a fascination with diapers from a very young age. Basically as young as I can remember. We had a friend who ran a daycare out of her house for a little while and we would sometimes go over to visit, and I remember always being excited because that meant proximity to diapers. I also remember having a diaper laying around that I would play with, maybe around 4 years old or something. One day it dissapeared and I thought I had just forgotten where I put it, but I never did find it so I'm guessing that at some point my mom probably threw it away. I remember as a kid looking for it, having this weird longing for finding it for some reason. >>7344 >I'd wait until the last minute and made a habit of pooping my pants. How old were you by then? I remember pooping myself a few times, and other times I dont actually remember pooping myself but I remember what came after. The one I remember most vividly was me playing outside in the driveway and I had to go and in my head I just decided to poop myself for some reason. I'm not even sure if I was in underwear at that point for sure. I would have been less than 4 at the time I think. I also remember running to hide behind the couch when I had to poop. Not to poop my pants behind the couch, just to sit back there and play while needing to poop. (there was a little play area behind it, it wasnt against a wall) I liked the sensation it created, like a bit of excitement like when you go over a little drop in a car, but sustained.

>>7347 >How old were you by then? 7 at the very least, 9 at most.

Memories... When I was four I convinced my mom to buy me some diapers from the store even though I was potty trained... right after 3 I think. Anyway, I remember desperately hoping the cashier wouldn't think they were for me but, of course, she definitely did. I just wore them for awhile and threw them away but one time I accidentally wore one to preschool. I was playing just in a diaper and pants on my bed, mom said it was time to go and in a hurry I grabbed a shirt and forgot what I was wearing. Completely skipped my mind that I was even wearing the thing until I went to the toilet, unzipped my pants, and there was the diaper. My mind went, "oh fuck" as much as a four-year-old could, ripped it off and shoved it in the trash. Then I peed in the potty like I was supposed to and spent the rest of the day commando. But, from the time I was out of diapers, I wanted diapers. When I was 7 or 8 this kid and I were playing at his grandparents and we found these old baby diapers and totally put them on under our clothes and wore them the whole time we were playing. Right before we left we both patted our butts surreptitiously towards the other to prove we were still wearing them. It was fun. I didn't get up the nerve to buy my own diapers until I turned eleven. I biked down to the convenience store first, then to the grocery store when I realized I couldn't still fit in pull-ups. GoodNites were my friend at that time. I still remember my disappointment at 13 when I held it for hours hoping I'd wet the bed, still woke up, and then the GoodNite leaked hardcore because of how much pissed I'd stored in me. Cleaning that shit up at 2 am was not fun.

>>7351 That sounds really wholesome! Do you still know that friend? In any case it sounds like a really nice set of memories!

I only have one diaper related memory, and that was enjoying wearing a pull up with trains on it after I had been potty trained. Just as >>7347 said, one day it disappeared and over the years I always thought I would find it in a box of my baby stuff or something. Other than that, I just remember always wanting to be younger than I was. I was already potty trained in my earliest memories, and I remember wanting diapers. Then I liked toys that were considered below my age range, and I continued to play with kid's toys while my peers had grown out of them. When I played make-believe, I would always be a baby or end up in diapers somehow. Stuff like that. Other than that, I never had diapers between 2-3 years old and 19 since I had no younger siblings and I didn't attend any daycares. When I was 4-5, I tried wetting the bed on purpose to get diapers, but I was too scared to follow through with it after the first few times. So I was pretty much doomed from the start. I am curious though if I had been able to indulge my babyish desires when I was 3-5 years old, would I still want it so badly today?

Hmm. I don't remember potty training. Some of my earliest memories are the accidents I had afterwards (about 3 years old), perhaps I should have had pullups when out of the house. One time I remember crying as it became more urgent, then happily sighing as I gave in. Another time I think I pooed my pants. This was at home and my mother angrily dragged me to the bathroom, stripped me and diapered me. I hated it, cried the entire time; was I a baby after all and not a big boy? Afterwards I got into my bed and tried to get it off, maybe I'd be a big boy if I could? (I still had help getting dressed at the time.) I managed to get my trousers off but not the diaper; it was taped on me and I tried to pull it down like it was any other piece of clothing that would be put on me there (I certainly didn't remember wearing diapers prior at the time, and I was too busy with my tantrum to pay attention to how it was put on me). I don't remember what happened afterwards. This was probably the catalyst for me, the fact that my mother was angry at me probably made me yearn for a time before, I very much dream for AR now. Or some other equivalent scenario.

>>7370 Out of sheer curiosity: Is your mother the type of person that isn't very open with her feelings/only typically showed her feelings when she was angry with you? My mother was like that. I only really got attention from her when she was angry with me.

>>7372 Nope, I wouldn't describe her as such.

>>7344 >I didn't care much to always stop playing to go to the bathroom, so I'd wait until the last minute and made a habit of pooping my pants Since my memory doesn't go back far enough to remember being diapers, I guess I can branch off of this. I've always had weird pooping habits. When I poop on the toilet, I'm the type of person to always strip naked no matter what. When I wore adult diapers for the first time, it felt so damn good and naughty to crap myself. Before diapers, when I was thirteen and home alone, I wrapped myself in a towel and released a turd that had been inside of me for a good four days. When I was finished, I threw the turd in the toilet, and put the shitty towel in the washing machine. The toilet overflowed, and it took me the whole night to clean up my mess. As a kid, I would always hold in my poop as long as I could, and remember saying it "felt good to hold it in" to my parents, and they gave me a strange look. I would stick my fingers up my butt, and when I got poop on them, I would smear it on my walls, much to my parents dismay.

>>7369 >When I was 4-5, I tried wetting the bed on purpose to get diapers, but I was too scared to follow through with it after the first few times. Do you remember what happened when you did do it?

>>7376 Yes, I do. I would get tucked into bed, wait a little bit, wet myself, then fall asleep. I don't remember much specifically about the wetting, but after a few times, I remember my dad being upset with me and saying that if I do it again, they're going to make me wear diapers. Considering that's what I want, I don't know specifically why I stopped, but it's probably a combination of my parents being upset and that "point of no return" feeling making me scared. That's all I remember about it.

>>7340 i was 7 or 8 and found pampers in my friends closet.....his bro was a bedwetter and wore them. I joked with my friend and said he'd never get me in them even by a sleeping prank, and my friend took the bait....while i was sleeping, i ended up diapered and he made me wet with the hand in water. After that,he did it every time i stayed over and thought it was funny he was able to prank me into diapers

I posted a bunch in the other threads but here's the short backstory: bad scoliosis and some other birth defects kept me in diapers until 10ish (though I should have been in them a lot longer), then inadequate pads and plastic pants until I was 17 or so. Parents were nice but your typical rural stoner rednecks. Mom in particular changed me until I was 9ish, wasn't great about privacy and would often do it out in the open, just said, "Oh, nobody cares," etc. When I was 5-7 years old (age verified), we used to live in this shack in the country, down this long gravel road from my aunt, who lived at the edge of a VERY tiny town (like, 200 people). My mom would hold my hand and take me on walks down the road to my aunt's house almost every day. At least once in the hot summer, I remember walking with her and wearing ONLY a diaper and shoes, but feeling pretty shy about it (I'm guessing I protested and mostly kept clothed after that). On a few occasions while we were walking, I'd announce that I needed to be changed and my mom would just change me right on the side of the road. I specifically remember the dust, the rough gravel, the breeze and sunlight on my bare skin. I also remember that even though I generally loved changing time, I'd always be impatient because I was afraid a car would drive by and see me having my diaper changed (which sometimes happened). At least once, I freaked out because a car drove by but it was coming from the direction I couldn't see. Not sure why but even though I was shy about strangers seeing me being changed at that age, I preferred to be changed outside instead of at my aunt's place--I'm guessing because I had a younger cousin (2ish) who was still in diapers, and I felt embarrassed whenever my mom changed me as well (even though I was so much bigger).

>>7415 Sounds like you were treated just like your two year old cousin anyway. What a baby!

>>7415 >On a few occasions while we were walking, I'd announce that I needed to be changed and my mom would just change me right on the side of the road. So would you be walking along and just start going, or were you already wet and just told your mom along the way because you would rather be changed outside than at your aunt's house? >I specifically remember the dust, the rough gravel, the breeze and sunlight on my bare skin. That sounds like a really nice memory, especially considering how hard it must have been for a kid to deal with all that growing up. >I also remember that even though I generally loved changing time Same with this. Also, did you like changing time because you just liked the process of getting changed itself, or was it more that you disliked having a wet diaper and getting changed was just removing that bit of discomfort?

Now that Christmas is almost here does anybody have any Christmas memories? I have a terrible recollection but there's plenty of photos of me opening Christmas presents and pajamas and diapers way past the time I was potty trained.

>>7443 Im sure there are pictures of me in the same situation, but I dont have any memories of christmas morning still wearing diapers for bedwetting. Now, I do have memories of other times. I would wake up and just stay in my nighttime pullup, and only changed when my mom woke up.

My english is shitty, but I'll try to tell how I got involved in this: I was 8 or 9 at the time when I started to wet the bed. Since I'm from Mexico, at the time that this happened (mid 2000's) this seemed like I was so lazy to get up and go to the bathroom to piss, but it was nocturnal enuresis. My parents had another education and since I was their only son who wet the bed at that age (because my older siblings did not wet the bed) they scolded me for doing that. Keep in mind: even if we had internet at home there was no "why does my son wet the bed" Google Search, so they did not knew I was under stress at school (bullying, bad grades, solitary kid who had no friends) that made me pee while sleeping, and I couldn't figure it out what caused it. When I wet the bed for the third time my dad decided to buy me diapers so I couldn't ruin the mattress. I saw this as a humilliation mostly because my siblings made fun of me. When I turned 15-16 I remembered this and decided to wear an adult diaper just to know how did it felt to wear a diaper at that time. I liked it and I acquired this fetish. Currently I'm only a Diaper Lover, and no, I'm not into diaper humilliation.

>>7340 I distinctly remember having two chances to be diapered and babied, both of which were at daycare. I was very young, only in kindergarten in the first instance, and in first grade (second?) in the second instance. Even at that early stage, I had a very strong interest in being diapered, at first just out of curiosity, but later I remember wanting to be treated as a baby in a more total sense. A lot of it probably had to do with the fact that I've always felt very pressured by my mother to be a "big boy", mainly out of gratitude to her, since she's actually pretty amazing. As a result, I potty-trained when I was 3, and have no actual clear memories of before that time. Anyway, the first time was when I was at my aunt's daycare, and saw another kid there, probably no older than two, being changed. For whatever reason, I watched it happen quite fixatedly, and she wondered why. I answered that I was really curious how it felt to be diapered, and she invited me to come up to the table and get changed into one. Unfortunately, my "big boy" complex kicked in, and, terrified of the reactions of both my mother and my peers at the daycare, I turned her down. I was also the kind of two-faced brat who tried to get her in trouble for it, probably out of guilt over having considered it. The second instance was after a kid at a different daycare had forgotten to wipe after using the bathroom. The woman in charge diapered him as a punishment, which seemed to have really messed with him. No pun intended. Again, I was offered the chance to be diapered, with the added bonus that the other kids (who were WAY better with babies than I was) may well have even played along. And again, I refused and tried to get her in trouble. You have no fucking idea how much I regret not taking them up on the opportunity when I was still young enough to really enjoy it. I think I really screwed myself out of the chance for some kind of healing on a very deep level. I'm a piece of shit, aren't I?

>>7451 I mean, yeah snitching in general is a lousy thing to do but then again you were just a kid so who cares at this point. I would have also loved to be offered the opportunity to wear diapers too and bab out at such an early age, but like you I would have also been too embarassed and proud to take anyones offer at trying on a diaper. The fear of my mom somehow finding out about this kept me quite throughout my childhood years. The closet I ever got to a diaper is seeing my nephew's bedweeting diaper in his closet when I was kid and wondering if what I was seeing was real. I touched it with my finger and was surprised it was actually a diaper! At this point I didn't know there was such things as bedweeting diapers and was surprised by this. I had my suspisions for some time up to this point after his older brother rated out to me a few years earlier hat his little brother wore diapers at night when they both got into a fight when were at Kmart one time. I didn't believe him and sided with my younger nephew because at the time I didnt know that there were diapers available for other people that weren't babies!

>>7340 On the contrary, I cannot remember a time when I was ever in diapers. My parents rushed my toilet training, and I found myself surrounded by other kids that seemed to get more attention from adults due to changes, checks and such. Due to this, I felt very intrigued towards the thought of wearing and using diapers from a young age. I was smart enough to know I shouldn't be wearing them, but I still deeply wished to know what it was like. I was (and still am) a curious person so I suppose that also contributed to this fetish as a whole. However, the critical event that turned my fascination into a fixation was during pre-school, where young me became good friends with an outgoing girl my age...who wore diapers on the regular. Many times, she would tell me about how better it would be if I wore diapers, since she would just casually wet and fill her pampers while we were on the playground. A part of me was disgusted, but since we were good friends, I got used to being around the stink, and ever since I parted ways with her, I really miss it. Sometimes I even got to catch glimpses of her wet/loaded padding (she wore dresses a lot), and young me would think about it the whole day. Considering the fetish I have now, those are some of the things I can't forget.

>>7453 was she a "special" kid?

>>7463 She wasn't. In my country a lot of parents tend to toilet train late out of convenience, since they want to keep their kids busy with playtime or whatever distracts them. Of course my parents were an exception to the rule, so growing up I felt somewhat out of place seeing these other kids in diapers/pull-ups while I was in a playground/playroom. Even seeing kids younger than me using their diaper in the corner of the playground made me a little envious, since I felt like I missed out on being a baby, in that sense

>>7464 What country is that?

When I was 4 or so I was in daycare. I still wore diapers and don't think there had been any push to potty train me yet. I remember playing inside with the other kids with those big cardboard blocks. I must have pooped because the kids started ostracizing me and the lady who ran the daycare took me to the kitchen and changed me. She was pretty pissed off that I wasn't potty trained I think. Soon after that I was potty trained, it went quickly. In a ploy to wear again, I peed the bed and got my mom but she was just very mad and I never got my diapers. In preschool there were still kids getting diaper changes occasionally, but I never tried wetting my pants or anything unfortunately, a huge regret of mine. At like 6 or 7 I was in a before/after school daycare situation. They had a playpen and some babyish stuff in their basement. I remember going down there with one of the other kids and climbing in the playpen and having a huge rush of adrenaline. At this point I had an obsession with little stuff. I tried to subtly convince my mom to get a car seat when I learned about the car seat weight/age laws. I never had success with much of this stuff. Later around 8 or 9 I had a couple essentially step sisters. The older one, about a year younger than me would pee her pants sometimes when we were playing. This gave me some weird feelings. At some point I would sneak into the laundry and wear her pajamas and pee in them and I think I got her in trouble doing that once. Unfortunately we never talked about any of it. Around 12 I was regularly going to my uncle's house when seeing my dad. I had a younger cousin still potty training. I eventually worked up the courage to sneak into her room when everyone was still asleep, I snuck past her and grabbed a pullup. I put it on in the bathroom fighting a very hard erection. When we were out playing football or something I stopped and wet, I was worried I'd leak but I was fine. The whole thing had me shaking for hours. That night I got back to my mom's and the sides were starting to tear and I had to throw it away. After this my mom would leave me home often with cash to order pizza, which just became diaper funds. I'd wait for her to leave, grab a backpack, get on my bike and go to CVS. I usually got Goodnites, the checkout was always intensely nerve wracking, but worth it once I got home. IDK what my moms problem was, but she knew I was up to something and started coming into my room and pulling my blankets off when I would go to sleep diapered. She raided my stash multiple times and we fought a few times over it. At one point during a fight she angrily asked me "Do you just want me to buy diapers?!" and me being a fucking moron said no, but I felt like it was a trick or something. I have a few other memories but they aren't that unique.

>>7466 actually when I was 6 or so I tried making a diaper out of grocery bags and peed in them but it really sucked

>>7429 >>So would you be walking along and just start going, or were you already wet and just told your mom along the way because you would rather be changed outside than at your aunt's house? Sometimes, I'd suddenly/uncontrollably flood my diaper, especially if I was walking/running around, but more often, I'd basically just dribble like a leaky faucet all throughout the day. In other words, I was used to being in a fairly wet diaper anyway and would only ask to be changed once it was REALLY wet, either from dribbling or a big gushing flood-session. But once I decided I needed to be changed, I was like, this needs to happen NOW. That might because sometimes, my mom was really bad about changing me (I've seen a few family photographs of me as a kid in soaking wet pants, etc). >>That sounds like a really nice memory, especially considering how hard it must have been for a kid to deal with all that growing up. Yeah, since it happened so long, I have tons of memories of being changed. Like I said, my parents meant well but were total rednecks living in the backwaters (not to mention all the time I spent being cathetered and prodded in hospitals), so there really wasn't such a thing as privacy. So everything was kind of a jumble of embarrassment, fear, reassurance, and... um... stimulation. >>did you like changing time because you just liked the process of getting changed itself, or was it more that you disliked having a wet diaper and getting changed was just removing that bit of discomfort? A bit of both. Even back then, I distinctly remember having a love/hate relationship with diapers, wetting, being changed, etc. I felt really embarrassed whenever someone saw me in a diaper, but I also definitely enjoyed the attention and acceptance that comes with being changed (to this day, that first brush of the diaper folding up between my legs puts me in orbit). Like I said, my diapers were pretty much always somewhere between damp and soaked, so I didn't necessarily even notice (or find it uncomfortable) until they were practically bursting open.

>>7465 The Philippines, where convenience is king, to the point where a lot of parents just let their kids wear diapers until 4-5 years old or so due to a lack of restrooms in public spaces

>>7466 >>7451 We all wish we had the confidence to pursue our diaper dreams when we were little, but hindsight is 20/20 and we didn't know that it would be our last chance. I think about what my young life would be like if I had continued my false bedwetting, was put in diapers or pullups, and got to be the diapered kid I want to be. I'm not sure if the diapers would have had a negative impact, but I want to believe that I could have had the opportunity to be a happy five year-old toddler. I remember one time my brother and I were teasing each other and telling our mom that the other one wants to wear diapers. My grandma was there at the time and she offered to buy us Pampers, which got my hopes up, but my mom said that we were just playing. I just dropped it at the time, but I wonder if I asked in private if grandma would have got me diapers.

>>7473 The crime of the century was other abdls online preached against faking bed wetting because you wouldn’t actually get diapers. You would have to get tests done and all this shit. Like no, 90% of parents are going to use a mat or pull ups or goodnites probably at the direction of the pediatrician. Or they would taint it as some immoral act. If lying to your parents to get diapers growing up is immoral then be a bad boy.

I was a baby in the late 90s but I don't remember ever needing diapers because I was potty trained before I was even 2 and I even stopped wearing diapers to bed about the same time because oddly enough I would hold it till I woke up, then pee. Parents said it was the strangest thing and I'd completely flood out any diaper I was put in as soon as I woke up. But yea, no memories of even potty training nor wearing diapers to bed. My older brother though wasn't potty trained till he was 4 so we had plenty of large diapers laying around especially considering he wet on and off till 6. On top of that I had a new baby brother so I was surrounded with diapers galore. My parents though we're extremely against me wearing diapers again. I'd even get spanked for trying to wear them. I was literally in the closet wearing diapers especially the plastic back ones that felt so good to rub on my butt. Later found out I have Asperger's syndrome so it may have been a sensory thing. Fortunately thought both my parents worked and we had either grandma or our babysitter. Both of which I lied to and convinced I wear diapers. I think my grandma clued in on the fact I was lieing but let it happen and teased me about it. I fondly remember her saying in that condecending voice you say to babies and dogs: "do you like diapers, aren't you a bit old for diapers?" And all I'd do is giggle and run off in a diaper and shirt. After a year or so parents caught on and started hiding diapers. It was pretty useless though since I knew where they were. Eventually grandma and babysitter were told I wasn't allowed to wear diapers so that was ruined and it was back to the closet. As soon as my younger brother was out of diapers they got rid of all the diapers specifically so I could not wear them. There was a solid few years where I didn't have access to diapers at all till i was about 8 and my cousin was born and when we'd visit I'd steal some diapers and hide them in my pants. Somehow I wasn't caught but that only provided a year with diapers before they moved away. From there I was diaperless asside from the off chance one of my mom's friends had diapered kids and I'd steal a few and I'd only get a week or 2 of enjoyment before the tapes wore out and I can't wear them anymore. It wasn't till I was 18 that I finally wet a diaper. I got my license and one of the first things I did was go to CVS and get some taped depends briefs. They sucked but I was finally able to enjoy myself. After going through a few packs I was caught and I liked saying I wet the bed one night and I was scared and wore diapers till I found out it was a one time occurrence and I just kept them. They believed me but threw them away anyway. After that I decided to get bold and I ordered some Bambinos on Amazon and enjoyed myself that way. It's been 3 years since and I haven't been caught. I've regularly been ordering various tykables products since they come up for sale on Amazon occasionally and Amazon will always deliver on the day promised so I can time it and get the package when they're working. I'm having a pretty good time in college studying in padded comfort. All in all I'd say it was very obvious from a young age I'd wear diapers 24/7 given the opportunity. Wasn't till puberty though it became a fetish. I remember the first time getting a boner thinking about wearing a diaper and I was like wtf?

>>7472 >parents just let their kids wear diapers until 4-5 years old that sounds oddly hot by that age they are definitely pissing themselves consciously

>>7484 Imagine him or her coming into your care somehow via babysitting. They're obviously squirming and doing a potty dance, but they just let it out into their squishy padding for you to check and change.

>>7484 Definitely. I even recall as a kid running into other kids in the bathrooms of those massive indoor playgrounds, and they used their diapers exclusively for peeing. I realized this when a playmate of mine used the toilet, and revealed a massively soaked diaper under his pants, pulling it down to sit on the stall. (I walked past him and the stall door was nonexistent for some reason). So in most cases, they are actually toilet trained, and can grasp using the toilet, but can't hold in their pee.

>>7485 Very cute scenario! Another one I'm imagining is that you're babysitting a girl or a boy, and then you go out of the room for five or ten minutes to go get their lunch ready, and when you walk back into the room, you come in and see them laying on their back, changing their own wet diapers, all exposed! When you come in and see them doing that, you remark that they're a little old for diapers, but they say in return, still with their legs up, changing themselves, that they are a big kid, because they are changing themselves!

>>7642 And then if they're struggling, you can insert yourself into the change and embarrass them. "I thought you said that you were a big girl/big boy? Looks like you were having some trouble, enough for me to step in. Sounds like you're more of a baby to me!"

>>7489 Since the kids wear until 4 or 5, what's the situation in the pools? I presume the kids would wear normal swimsuits (but after that description of the Philippines, it's hard to know what to presume now :P)

>>7662 BTW: I think the situation you mentioned in the Philippines, where laziness on the part of mom and dad leads to functional incontinence for the kids, has become more and more the norm in the Western world as well. I've observed this in Europe. You now have a situation where enuresis is spoken of as a 'normal phase', where it is OK if a kid reverts back to an earlier level of control once, twice, three times, or even for an extended period: 'slip-ups' can become the norm. Kimberly-Clark is fine with this because GoodNites make a lot of profit for them (because kids who bedwet have to wear for years and years). In the UK the teachers' union complained because kids who had started school still couldn't use the toilet yet! https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2014/06/the-surprisingly-political-history-of-potty-training/371512/ >A rather antithetical strategy was used in East Germany just a quarter-century ago; there, officials used militant, communal potty training schemes as a means of breeding steadfast Soviet citizens. Under the Communist German Democratic Republic, toddlers attended state-run crèches that were equipped with large “potty benches,” on which, several times a day, every child sat down—and remained seated until everyone was done. “This not only aimed at training [children] to use the toilet,” explains Berlin’s DDR Museum, “it was a first step to social education.” Forcing children to defecate on cue ostensibly taught submission to authority. Synchronized bowel movements preceded a synchronized politics. https://www.thesun.co.uk/living/3908329/potty-training-crisis-sweeps-uk-as-70-of-schools-say-kids-are-starting-in-nappies-with-some-as-old-as-nine-still-in-them/ >Worryingly, some schools expect one in six new pupils not to be toilet trained. According to the latest report from the Lecturers and Teachers Association, the average age at which children are toilet trained has increased to three-and-a-half years old. Fifty years ago the average was just 15 months. >“Then there are teachers who sometimes spend more time wiping children's bottoms than teaching the rest of the class.

>>7663 >>7663 >https://www.thesun.co.uk/living/3908329/potty-training-crisis-sweeps-uk-as-70-of-schools-say-kids-are-starting-in-nappies-with-some-as-old-as-nine-still-in-them/ I honestly feel like this is taking stuff which might be technically true and twisting it to make it sound more sensational than it really is. "not potty trained" might be classified as having an occasional accident for all we know. Also it talks several times about diapers "clogging up landfills" but in reality landfills only contain something like 1% to 2% diapers by volume. For comparison, either yard waste or paper products alone (not both of them together) takes up like 40% to 60% and those are embarrassingly easy to recycle or do something else with. Im also guessing the "as old as 9" may have been a one off instance and that there was some other issue at play, either medically incontinent or something else. That whole article sounds like its manipulating data for its own agenda, whatever that may be. It could be just to grab peoples attention so it gets lots of ad exposures. The 3.5 year old average I can believe though.

>>7662 In a public pool or waterpark the parents would usually just allow their kids to pee in the pool (or even next to it, in some cases, since the whole floor is wet its hard to tell the difference) but in a private pool such as a hotel or resort they actually urge their kids to at go to the bathroom since it is a nicer place. Filipinos have this thing for worshipping western luxury hence they don't want to spoil it. Swim diapers are rare here. Mostly cause its cheaper for a kid to just go in the pool (or on the beach) and clean their mess up on your own rather than buying packs of swim diapers. Swimsuits, trunks and such are common place.

>>7669 >That whole article sounds like its manipulating data for its own agenda, whatever that may be. It could be just to grab peoples attention so it gets lots of ad exposures. Yeah, that's sadly the methodology behind most so-called news, particularly from trashy rags like The Sun. Still, it's a nice fantasy even if the reality is probably far more mundane. I also remember seeing a few articles about potty trained school-aged kids regressing back into diapers as a result of lockdowns.

>>7669 Yes, I think the fact the mean time has increased to 42 months from 15 months is most notable. Kids like that 9 y.o. are outliers. Still is true that kids are now toilet-trained later and later, there is no sign either this trend will reverse. So I see it as similar to what the other user described about life in the Philippines >>7676 Makes sense. But I can't imagine a parent in the West would let their kids piss on the floor next to the pool. And in that second-last sentence, 'mess' means piss... doesn't it? xD >>7677 https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/uknews/13155533/kids-nappies-forgetting-forks-schools-lockdown/ >LOO-DICROUS >Brit kids back in nappies and forgetting how to use forks after schools and nurseries closed in lockdown, Ofsted warns I think it's an awful sadness we put kids in this situation, I understand corona is a threat, but the lockdowns must be poison to a child's little mind. Ofsted thinks so too

>>7682 >but the lockdowns must be poison to a child's little mind. Ofsted thinks so too Our current culture is a much worse poison. Children shouldn't be expected to grow up so fast, to be exposed to so much. I'd argue that regression is actually helpful for them in the long run in that case. Western culture sorely needs a return to innocence.

I miss just taking a nap in the middle of the day and waking up a little more wet than when i slept or stretching and "some" pee squirts out, but it doesn't matter because it's only a little and my diaper isn't soaked yet, i got to a point where I was managing my own diapers, so on the way to the bath I would take a dry diaper in(like a towel) to wear after, plus the sight of an entire drawer full of Huggies was always reassuring to see, i remember having erections, even though my dick was the size of a baby carrot, and the feeling of being erect but not enough to make the diaper uncomfortable stands out in my mind, i can still get the feeling if i get oversized abris or megamax

>>7701 >Children shouldn't be expected to grow up so fast are you stupid? people were never growing as slow as they are right now. slowing it even more(as it is happening right now) will lead to even more manchildren. tho, i agree that our culture sucks, can't even find mature child wife smh

Ngl, the Philippines is sounding pretty based. >>7677 > I also remember seeing a few articles about potty trained school-aged kids regressing back into diapers as a result of lockdowns. Globalized ABDL soon.

>>7706 Except that isn't true.

>>7703 >stretching and "some" pee squirts out That sounds really adorable. I was a bedwetter for a while and I remember one time I decided to try peeing in my pullup/goodnite after I woke up. I was afraid it would leak because it was already wet and didnt know if they worked "more than once" so I ended up standing just outside the bathroom with my legs spread apart while I went, and of course they didnt leak. After that I would go in them in the morning fairly frequently. I miss the carefree nature of not changing because there wasnt any particular need to change.

>>7682 Corona isn't even a threat. It's a meme virus that kills the elderly and fatties

>>7738 No wonder 8kun imploded.

>>7340 When I was about 3 or 4 I was at a friends birthday party and needed to go pee. I was totally toilet trained at this point and didn't need any help. I asked my friend's Mum, "please can I go to the toilet?" which she must have interpreted as me needing some help with that. So she opened and locked the door behind us, I did my thing, at the end, she asked, "do you need loo roll or wipes? I replied, "I usually have wipes at home" (i did not) and she proceeded to help clean up. I remember my behind feeling damp from the wipes on the way home in the car and how much I adored the attention and feeling little again. This memory was super ingrained and definitely a catalyst for my kink.

>>7741 >No wonder 8kun imploded. 8kun imploded over the QAnon faggots thinking an unguided tour of the capital building was going to 100% totally change the results of a 100% not "fortified" election.

>>7741 the board owner of 8kun's /abdl/ is also a hyper sensitive faggot who flips shit at the slightest bit of criticism so it's not surprising that the website is dead as fuck now, everyone just hangs out in 4chan nowadays

>>7757 I agree with this, the BO there has done some.. questionable things.

>>7703 >>7737 You have no idea how jealous I am that you two managed to explore your diaper kinks when you were little. It sounds so adorable and relaxing. What else was a daily routine for you guys? Can you guys describe to me more what your diapered life was like as a kid? How about anyone else in this thread? What did you do? I'm seriously so jealous! I want to hear more!

>>7764 I wouldnt say that I was exploring a kink even. (I was the bedwetter) I mean yeah I knew I was interested in diapers/pullups even when I was still wetting the bed, but it definitely wasnt a kink or anything. Just a fascination that I couldnt really explain. As for other things I did, there are a few things I could go into. I remember after being potty trained I had a few diapers I still had to play around with (for playing house, that kind of thing) and one time I got the idea to put it on myself. (I know I did this on at least one other occasion, I'll talk about that later on) Anyway, later on, our neighbors had a big bonfire where all the adults would get together and chat and cook hotdogs and the kids would all play games and cook marshmallows and everything, there was even a creek that ran through their back yard so it was tons of fun. So we were over there and playing some kind of game when all the sudden I remembered I was still wearing the diaper! I instantly felt self conscious, as I was afraid that if anyone else noticed I was wearing it, they would think I wasn't potty trained yet. (which I was. I dont know if I would say I was "proud" but I definitely didnt want anyone thinking I wasnt) I ran back over to our house, took the diaper off, then changed into a pair of undies and went back over to play. I dont know exactly how old I was then, but I would say at least 4. I think I was potty trained at 3.5 ish (was developmentally delayed in a lot of areas like that, walking, talking, etc) In my mind I hadn't been potty trained really recently, that is, I didnt remember wearing diapers during the day time when this happened. Another thing that I did for a while was probably when I was 5 or maybe really early 6? Basically, instead of throwing away my wet nighttime pullup, I would hide it under my bed. Later on, I would play with it, putting it on while laying down, pretending I was a baby getting changed. My parents noticed the diapers under the bed before too long, but they werent mad really. They just said not to put them on the carpet because it would stain it or something, and that if I really wanted to play with them that it was OK, but I didn't have to play with the ones I had already used, I could just use clean ones. I would also love hearing the daily/mundane stories/etc other people may have!

>>7767 That sounds incredibly adorable, man. I can tell you that if I had met you as a kid and I found you wearing a diaper, I probably wouldn't have made fun of you at all! I probably would have been so amazed, asking you about it and probably thought you were some type of diaper god as a kid. It would have been great to meet you!

>>7767 What was your favorite brand as a kid?

I don't remember a large amount from when I was much younger, but most of those sorts of memories tend to involve diapers or accidents, so I guess I must have been pretty fixated on them from a young age. In what must be my oldest memory, I guess I must have been in the process of potty training. I was in the bathroom standing right next to the toilet. I had some kind of protection on, though I don't know what kind, and noticed I had to go. I remember thinking "it's ok, the diaper will catch it all" and just going. In another memory, I was wearing (I think Mickey Mouse themed) pull-ups, and decided to put more on at once. So I would keep running to and from the bathroom where they were kept, grabbing a single pull-up before running back to my room and putting it on. This kept going until the entire pack was empty, and eventually, my mom noticed and scolded me for it. I also remember asking to wear a pull-up sometime shortly after, with her telling me "we don't have any more since you stretched them all out"

>>7771 Sounds really cute!

>>7771 I have one specific memory about diapers that probably set me up for life. I had a problem with "holding in" as fas as I can remember. So I had some accidens as a child. I too remember me staring at a pull up bag with a toy story theme at one point. Some time later I tried to find that bag, nowhere to be seen. Very simple stuff really, funny how you can get a fetish out of very early childhood things like that. Later in my life I stole a baby diaper from my Aunt, and tried it out in the bathroom. I was in my 10's, but I was pretty disappointed that it didn't fit.

>>7453 Imagine if you'd ended up growing up, marrying, then doing that again as married adults. >>7483 >Fortunately thought both my parents worked and we had either grandma or our babysitter. Both of which I lied to and convinced I wear diapers. I think my grandma clued in on the fact I was lieing but let it happen and teased me about it. I fondly remember her saying in that condecending voice you say to babies and dogs: "do you like diapers, aren't you a bit old for diapers?" And all I'd do is giggle and run off in a diaper and shirt. I love this bit It makes me want to draw it in anime-style, with the grandma looking down at the viewer >>7484 And here I am, dreaming of not even noticing I wet myself - imagine just suddenly noticing a growing warmth and taking a moment to realize what it's from - and other times having to legitimately ask/wonder if you're wet or not. >>7489 It seems to oddly aesthetically match with the hot, humid, lush environment. I say that having grown up in similar semi-tropical climate. Cicadas. Maybe it just matches to have a wet diaper when everything else is wet. And to be poofy when all the trees and clouds are poofy, too.

>>7776 >Imagine if you'd ended up growing up, marrying, then doing that again as married adults. That'd be the dream. Sadly I have no idea where she ended up after we graduated from pre-school...a shame, indeed.

>>7370 OK, time for more I guess. Getting "funny feelings" from TV etc.. I'm not sure how old I was, could have been as young as 4 or as old as 6, but this sponsor ad spot for a certain TV show... no idea even what the product was, but one of them was just this guy walking through woods, holding a baby or toddler... like five seconds long, and I somehow got it into my head that the baby was pooping, with the jolting of each big step helping it out... At about 7 or so I started to get Tom & Jerry collections on VHS. I actually would skip past Baby Puss because I wasn't sure about how it made me feel, I still don't enjoy the old-timey style carriage/bonnet kind of getup. And of course, the random episode of Fairly Odd Parents with AR themes that I'd catch on TV, but surely that's predictable? My paternal grandmother also had this VHS of me as a baby, not sure how old I was maybe about a year old or so, it was from some place I'd gone to and my parents had paid for the filming etc. I always loved watching that when I was younger, was fascinated by how everyone was saying that was me in the video and yet I had no memory of the events. Dunno what happened to the tape when VHS became obsolete. Oh yeah, in the mid-00s big UK kids comic the Beano started having this obsession with having strips of a certain baby character (the younger sister of the title character) where at least one punchline without fail would involve messing. (Offtopic but since I mentioned the Beano: I always found it funny that both the UK and US Dennis the Menace debuted in their respective countries during the same week!)

>>7340 Alright, storytime! Let's see... I remember waking up in the middle of the night, lying in bed, looking at - I think a baby bottle or humidifier or something on the nightstand, and falling back asleep. I class this as a diaper memory because I think I might've woken up from using my diaper in one way or another. A less-pleasant memory was my older brothers teasing me, so I got furious and chased them around the house flailing my "claws", and they were like, "there's poop going down your leg!" and I just denied it because I didn't know and I was angry at them. But eventually my Mom intervened to change me, so I guess there really was poop leaking from my diaper. Another time I got some minor operation done in my mouth when I was like 2 or 3 that I was anesthetized for. I felt nothing from it afterward, but I remember waking up in the hospital bed to my Mom offering me a sprite, and very distinctly feeling the diaper I had on. The diaper sensation stood out to me super hard, I don't know why. Not sure if I was potty-trained so surprised to be in one (and in one just for the operation), or if it was just a lot tighter than I was used to them being, or if coming off the anesthetics made me feel it unusually distinctly or what. Maybe it just felt tighter because I was used to feeling other clothes, too, but the hospital gown was a lot softer so made the diaper feeling stand out more? But for whatever reason, I really felt that tight diaper and it was very reassuring. I have a few other baby memories, but none that involve tape-diapers, other than the big one: This one very much seems a smoking gun for the diaper fetish: I remember that changing table, getting my diaper changed by my mom while on it, and she was about halfway through the diaper change when she was pulled into a heated discussion with my dad. Now, my parents aren't particularly bad, but they do argue on rare occasion, and this was the first time I'd ever seen it, I think, and it got to yelling and shouting and stuff. And I start bawling my head off. She was gone, and I heard adult anger for the first time, between my parents no less. I seriously thought the world had ended and everything was destroyed and gone forever. But of course she came back and finished the diaper change, and I was infinitely relieved to have my peaceful, happy world and fresh diaper back. All the rest of my memories are pull-up related. I wore those on and off at night until I was maybe 8 or something What's funny is I basically never used them, but I kept wearing them at night, anyways. I distinctly remember the one incredibly sad day I really wanted to ask my parenss to buy more (they probably would've), but was too embarrassed to. I really loved my pull-ups when I was in them. Some pull-up era memories: I discovered I had other fetishes at this time and mixed them in fantasies. I loved pulling the front of my pants down just a little to expose the pull-up and pushing on the pullup's front. One time I put pullups on my head, arms, etc., and somehow convinced my brother to do the same and we attacked my dad as "diaper monsters". Had some baby siblings over, so there were some diapers visible. I was proud to be a "not-baby", in pull-ups instead of DIAPERS, so I wasn't particularly tempted to steal them or anything - I was also a super good kid and always asked for permission to do anything so I'd never put on a diaper not meant for me - but I remember looking at them, up on that shelf, kinda confused that I felt such a longing for them. Regularly on weekends and during the summer, I'd keep the pullup on under my PJs as long as I could, and sometimes even kept it on under my other clothes when I got dressed. I remember being super embarrassed since I'd done that, even though I was just sitting in the passenger seat of the car while my Mom went through a drive-thru. But I particularly remember, in the last few years of pull-up-ing, at one point I stripped to nothing but the pull-up, next to the closet where the whole pack was, standing in front of the mirror, I started hopping a little, peed a little, "oops, wet my diapee!", went to the trash can, pulled it down, threw it away, ran over to the pack, put another one on, and repeated that about 2 or 4 times. Maybe more. I really loved the sensation of pulling up a pull-up. I was also super adamant that "they're not diapers, they're pull-ups!" with the thought being "Diapers are for BABIES, I'm not a baby! I'm a little kid. Totally different." I remember being 3 and seeing a drawer open full of baby toys and thinking "who are these toys for? I'm not a baby! I'm too old to play with them!" Not sure why I was so adamant on being - wait, literally as I type this I realize it was probably because of how much my older brothers teased me I was desperate to grow up and be respected more. But anyways, truth be told, I've always been into pull-ups more than diapers, until I started wearing pull-ups again as an adult once I made a friend who helped me acquire some, but that's an adult story. But since I've gotten into them as an adult diapers have grown on me. But it's kinda crazy to look back and realize I've always loved diapers - or at least pull-ups - this much. Even when I was in them. I had some real fetishy moments playing with my pull-ups. In the years between that last pull-up and the first adult one, virtually all my wet dreams involved finding a diaper hidden somewhere and putting it on. Seeing baby diapers would trigger that longing. >>7776 >Maybe it just matches to have a wet diaper when everything else is wet. And to be poofy when all the trees and clouds are poofy, too. And warm/hot when everything else is warm/hot.

>>7776 I'd love to see that drawing. Maybe the reverse where the viewer is looking down on a smiling, blushing shota holding his shirt down to hide his diaper

I know this might seem pretty cringe, but did any of you have fantasies about your favorite characters from any TV shows or video games being diapered up? Pic related were one of my first.

>>7851 >I know this might seem pretty cringe I mean I see tons of work with various shows and video games being diapered up or regressed so what makes one more cringe than the other?

>>7453 > I got used to being around the stink, and ever since I parted ways with her, I really miss it. Sometimes I even got to catch glimpses of her wet/loaded padding (she wore dresses a lot), and young me would think about it the whole day God that's too hot.

>>7875 What was your first childhood character that you wanted in diapers?

>>7706 >>7701 Both of you are right. Kids are expected to grow up too fast in some ways, and too slow in others. I think it's their early childhood development that's rushed the most, they're expected to sit down, work, not play, and care about very adult things at too young of an age. The parts that are happening later now are adult milestones and life goals like getting jobs, marriage, and having kids.

>>7882 And children with development delays are basically left to die if they miss an arbitrarily set deadline on learning certain social skills. The abilities of small children are completely disregarded if they aren't the "right" abilities. You can be a 3 year old assembling lego sets made for 10 year olds and still be medically labelled as mentally retarded if you have trouble communicating with normies.

>>7851 My favorite characters as a kid were Alvin and the Chipmunks. I had their movies on DVD so could watch them over and over. For whatever reason I always imagined Theodore was Diapered and even as a tiny child it gave me the warm feeling inside thinking about it. Sadly I don't think there's much if any diaper art with them

>>7875 That's pretty cute. I imagined Sonic, and a few other DBZ characters like Kid Goku, Goten and Trunks in diapers.

>>7875 Here's a higher res for that Link and Kafei pic.

I know that people in here have been having experiences with disposable diapers, but did anyone else have cloth diapers as a kid?

>>7938 My parents used cloth diapers, but I don't remember ever wearing them because I potty trained early. But as an adult, the first thing I got was an Ecoable while the popular disposables have never really interested me much, so I guess I remember them subconsciously or something.

>>7938 I can remember wearing cloth diapers, I have quite distinct memories of getting changed (late trainer). Guess I would have been about 4 or 5 I continued to wet the bed, but my parents gave me disposable pull-ups instead

>>7955 Do you remember how those felt?

>>7955 Any more detailed memories? Do you remember using them? Being changed? How they felt when wet/full? Other casual stuff?

Did any of you have friends that'd play in diapers with you?

>>8045 No, but I had fantasies about them wearing diapers. I'd imagine that they wouldn't get to the bathroom in time. That in combination with acting up would get their mom to buy them diapers and treat them like a baby. Its how my young mind explained them taking a long time in the bathroom.

>>8045 Not exactly. I always kinda knew I liked diapers. My best friend at the time, about 2nd grade, wet the bed (I didn't know). We had a sleepover one day we were playing Sonic on the Sega. He was a bit fidgety and kept pulling down his shirt and eventually he was like anon, you won't tell anyone right? Uh, what do you mean? Well uh, I wet the bed sometimes and my mom makes me wear diapers. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. I really wanted to wear one but I didn't want to sound like a weirdo. If it makes you feel better I can wear one too. He was somewhat open to the idea and had a if you insist attitude. I grabbed a goodnite from his drawer and put it on. From then on he was alot more relaxed about it sometimes we'd sit there playing sega in only shirts and pullups. I was estatic to have a diaper and the next few sleepovers I would wear one with him. Sucks I had to move away. I'm pretty certain I can pin this as the moment I became a DL

>>8062 Little friendship moments like that are so adorable and precious. Were they nice and comfy?

>>8064 It was pretty much everything I hoped for, I remember it being like really thick underwear but to me it was all about the crinkly feel. sadly I didn't use one while I had the chance. I Wish I knew where he ended up but I only knew him by first name so I can't look him up

>>8070 That's sad :( I'm glad you at least got to experience those moments with a friend. That sounds so very wholesome and sweet. What about games? Did you two just hang out together and watch movies or play games in them? That sounds like complete heaven.

>>8072 He didn't have many games. I only remember him having Sonic and boogerman and since I don't think boogerman was multiplayer we played Sonic all the time. I don't remember watching movies but there were a handful of board games we'd play like guess who

>>8073 That's really cute. And you said that you'd feel comfortable enough to just play with shirts and pull-ups on? That sounds like a wonderful time.

>>8070 I'm sorry, but I can't imagine how good that felt. That magical moment when the thing that you have that childish curiosity for, finally makes it to you and you try it on. Then you find out it's everything you wanted. I'm sorry if I'm gushing too much about this but that experience must've been incredible.

I have a few memories from childhood that I can relate to my diaper fetish, though not directly to diapers. I recall having couple accidents while waiting for my mom to come and pick me up from kindergarden. Surely someone there had asked me if I needed to go to the toilet before we went playing outside while we waited, but I guess I had either lied or been too busy to notice the need to pee. I especially remember one time while wearing my rainy day clothes, the feeling of being really desperate and then my body deciding to go. It felt wonderful, and I would casually keep playing while soaking my pants, as the other children couldn't tell I'd wet through the raidy day clothes. My mom didn't make a fuss about it, I'd just take a shower after getting home. I wasn't a regular bedwetter as a child as far as I recall, couple times here and there but nothing out of the ordinary. I remember one time, I was soundly asleep and saw a dream where I needed to pee. I was getting desperate, but finally found a toilet. The initial release felt super great, but then I noticed my crotch getting warm and damp. I'd then wake up in middle of peeing the bed. I'd get up, tell my parents I wet the bed and we'd just clean up the mess without a big deal. I also have a memory of myself being a bit older, laying on the bed at my childhood summer cottage, just in my underwear, pretending that I was peeing myself. I would make peeing sounds and imagine what it would feel like to wet myself in the bed like a baby. I guess the accidents I had when I was younger had already awakened something by that point.

>>8074 >>8075 I don't blame ya. Tbh I'd pay almost anything to relive it. God I miss those times so much

>>7340the first time i remember wearing a diaper was around the age of 8 or 9. it was the early 70s my next door neighbor was a little girl that wore them at night for bed wetting.her older sister would watch us she was 13 or so their father worked nights so when my mom would go out she would have me stay the night with them.i remember seeing my friend being diapered before bed i must have said something about it because i remember after our bath being forced into one at that time i'm not sure about larger pampers being available but hers were cloth with plastic pants.then i was put into one of her nightgowns buy the way i'm a man .i just remember the feeling of the thick padding between my legs and being turned on by it i think it was a sexual turn on right from the start.i remember that she made us use them for both on a regular basis then change us and clean us afterwards and i always got turned on by the cleaning of my privates.

>>8076 In 5th grade I had this thing for a while where I would hold it all day at school. Im not 100% sure why, maybe just a combination of being shy about asking to use the bathroom and just being a little bit weird or something. By the end of the day I was usually fidgeting significantly, and although Im sure that my teacher could tell what was going on she never said anything. (I also remember feeling rather shy knowing that she could probably tell, and making an effort not to squirm or fidget or anything, but often failing) I never had any accidents though. >>8057 I remember in 1st grade (I was 7 at the time) I had a few sleepovers, and I always thought about everyone being hooked up to some sort of machine/pipe system that carries all of our pee into a combined tank. None of the people wet the bed that I was aware of, and I had probably been consistently dry at that point since at least 6 or 6.5 years old. I dont know why but the idea of all of it getting mixed together got me feeling funny.

>>8087 Reminds me of when I was still a little kid. My parents would go to work and leave me with the neighbors. They had two girls I think one was a 5th grader or something and the other was in middle school they seemed very big to me. I was probably in first grade at the time. They thought it was aborable that I'd play house with them and they would put me in their old diapers that were just stored in a closet. I'd play along they'd pretend change me and stuff like that. It was a bunch of fun. They ran out of regular diapers one day and they wanted to put me in old pull ups but since they were princess themed I refused and we would play house without diapers. In retrospect I wish I didn't refuse

>>8105 That's super adorable man. I love that story. Do you remember what type of diapers they were?

>>8105 Super jealous you got ara patrolled IRL

>>8106 Took a while to find them. I only remember them being almost all white with bears on them. These must be it. Pampers phases for girls

>>8105 I hope they were comfy!

This is gonna sound kinda strange, but did anyone else as a kid put toys down their pull-ups or diapers?

>>8128 Ha, yup. I posted earlier but I had to wear diapers all throughout my childhood so naturally, I got caught "playing with my tinkle," as my mom called it. So I started putting toys down there instead to "innocently" cause some friction. My action figures at first but I didn't want them to get wet so I switched to random objects like Crayons, pens, bits of plastic, Legos, etc. This was also aided and abetted by a couple times when I was sitting there in just a diaper, eating crackers or cookies, and crumbs got down in my diaper -- plus a couple times when my grandmother made me a makeshift diaper out of a towel and a bread bag but didn't shake out the bread crumbs first. Then one morning at breakfast when I was around 6 or 7 and everyone else left the room, I got an idea and poured my bowl of Frosted Flakes down the front of my Pamper. Naturally, my mom saw when she went to change me but I thought fast, remembered her saying not to dump milk in the trash, and said I did it to keep from making a mess. Not sure if she believed me but I think she thought it was funny so I got away with it once or twice more. I also have dim memories of someone dumping food or a wrapper or something in my diaper as a joke when I was younger (4ish) but that's pretty cloudy. Plus memories of some kind of kids' book that had a drawing of a mean brother putting a mouse down his sister's dress (but imagining he put it in her diaper instead), and another memory from around 5 of hearing about a cousin pouring her oatmeal down her diaper, but mishearing it and thinking my dad did it as a joke, wondering if they'd do that to me next, etc. Anyway, all this culminated in a recurring WAM-related fantasy when I was 12 or so. In the fantasy, I had to wear nothing but a diaper to a restaurant or food court, and everybody would scrape their plates into my diaper (instead of the trash can) when they were done. Around that time, I started stealing diapers from aunts' diaper bags, but I was still too shy/ashamed to masturbate or use them, so I'd put toys down their instead, walk around, almost instantly orgasm, then wonder why I was so weird for not masturbating like "regular" boys. Brains are weird, yo.

>>8130 Yep, I remember the first time I got a diaper I was probably 13 I think. Barely fit the tapes on because raging erection and I came making a big mess that I had to frantically clean up before my parents get home

I've been wandering if i should post or not. Anyway i'm OP who posted original childhood thread on 8kun dpr thread(the board seems dead now). i'm gonna make it clear this time. My early memories of wearing diaper probably when i was maybe like 3-4 years old in playground cause my mom didn't one to deal with accident. I vaguely remember how it feel so there's not much to talk about it. fast forward when i was 7, i wet the bedsheet a lot and didn't wear the diaper unfortunately. at some point, i remember got offered to wear diaper by my mom but i refuse it cause i'm too embarrased by it (i'm kind of regret it now and ironically i got sudden aroused from it) it keep goes on until i was like 10 and slowly i can hold it and less frequently wet the bed. Also because of that sudden stimulation that i mentioned before, i try several attempt to buy baby diaper at small retail shop but end up failed. Anyway that's all i can say for now.

I have a very faint memory from before I was really fully conscious of pooping my diaper and bouncing on a chair messy, I feel like that was probably the first thing that triggered being ABDL. I also remember stealing my sister's pullups and wearing them, and sometimes wetting them, I was very sad when she got fully potty trained. I didn't really think about wearing diapers a whole lot until I was 10 though, I snuck a diaper from a friend's house I went to and messed in it when I got home. After that I discovered one of my other friends was kinda into diapers and his sister was a bedwetter, he would steal her goodnites for us to wear sometimes and I would take a lot home and use them plenty. Eventually he lost interest in it and I stopped getting diapers from him, I didn't get any diapers except for wearing a makeshift towel diaper until I was 16 and able to drive to the store and buy some.

>>8542 Kinda strange how it works. Seems like if someone has easy access to fetish material when they're young it just kinda goes away

Funny and random question. Does anyone remember farting in their diapers as a kid? I remember thinking that it would puff up the padding in a very silly fashion. It did feel funny when it attempted it haha.

>>8673 Not any memories particularly farting in a diaper with this in mind, but I remember being young trying to do thinks like this to puff out my pants to feel like a diaper. I remember going swimming and trying to keep the air in my swimming trunks to feel like I had a massive accident. >>8667 I remember asking my parents for diapers a lot around 12-14 trying to tell them that if I got diapers then I would get over it. Sometimes I wonder if that would have actually happened.

>>8703 I think by that age it's too late

You know I kind of wonder why there aren't a lot of stories of girls trying diapers as kids especially since they could pass of diapers as being an accessory for their doll?

>>8718 Girls aren't as into this forum type. I knew an ABDL girl who told me she tried on her little sib's diapers when she was nine or ten, but got caught and was forced by her mom to wear the thing in front of her siblings and parents for the rest of the day. I can only imagine how rough that was.

>>8724 Seems hot but seems also like a typical story from daily diapers fiction section. Got more details?

>>8727 Kek, was thinking the same thing

>>8703 I remember doing it a couple times as a kid and smirking each time. Just because of how funny it sounded and how warm it felt. It always felt funny to rip a gnarly one. Lmao.

>>8740 Who else used to laugh at stuff like that as a kid?

>>8542 >After that I discovered one of my other friends was kinda into diapers and his sister was a bedwetter, he would steal her goodnites for us to wear sometimes and I would take a lot home and use them plenty. Details?

>>8727 >>8729 It's typical story-fodder because it's a stupid thing a bunch of older Boomers did to make their kids in ABs, much like the whole catch a kid smoking, make them smoke a carton. I met her parents at one point and I buy it; I don't think they were sadistic, they just didn't think that punishment out and didn't think light humiliation would end up a fetish. I got her to talk about it as much as she was willing, it was an in-person conversation, imagine how nerve-racking it'd be to talk about one of your most embarrassing memories in person. I couldn't be like, "hey, I need some fap fuel here, tell me exactly how deeply humiliated you were and how it felt to walk around in a diaper in front of your family." But, yes, I am also bummed about the lack of details, I just wasn't in a position to get more.

>>8828 Seems legit. My dad told me a story one time of how he was caught drinking beer so his dad made him take shots of whiskey till he was violently ill

>>8837 >>8828 The whole 'let the punishment fit the crime' way of parenting is very misguided but more likely than you might think. You don't have to pass any test to become a parent and there are plenty of terrible choices made by otherwise good parents. If children make up a quarter of the population of the United States, that's at least 75 million people under the age of 18. According to recent data, the age group spread is relatively even. Take the middle group, 6 to 11, and you have 25 million children in the USA today that are in the age range where parents are starting to use stricter behavioral correction. This increases as they get older. So really we're looking at 50 million children in the United States alone who could be subjected to such an occurrence of corrective reaction. Even 20 or 30 years ago we're still looking at big numbers. My point? Diaper punishment, even at a mild form, is more than plausible in the 12 years that these children are within this age group. It happens and you never hear about it. Even if it happened to only half a percent of this population of 50 million, you're looking at 250,000 children in the range of 6 to 17 that this sort of behavior happens to. Even if it were 0.05% you're looking at 25,000 children. Chances are you might know someone who went through it and you wouldn't even know it and won't ever know.

>>8846 Well, yeah, and we're a biased sample size towards exactly those people. More likely to find them around ABDL spots than anywhere else, even if it only makes and ABDL in 1 of 100 cases, though I think it happens a lot more than that.

How did you guys feel about baby powder? Did it feel good as a kid? Enhance any of the sensations you felt?

>>8856 I'm not sure what it is or if it's just nostalgia, but I remember there being this absolutely transcendent smell of baby powder/baby diapers that I got exposed to in the 90s/early 2000s that I have yet to experience in the modern day. I've bought modern baby powder and modern baby diapers before but the scent is never how I remember it. Maybe it's just nostalgia and I've got an imaginary scent lodged in my memories.

>>8862 Johnson and Johnson baby powder smells the se if you get the talc, but it's harder to find since some say talc causes cancer The perfume on the diapers has gotten purposefully milder over time as people associate strong scents with chemicals and allergens. Everyone wants to be more natural.

>>8869 Yeah, I've tracked down some talc stuff before but it wasn't the same. Does anyone know what was the scent from the baby diapers from that era? If I could buy just the scent I would.

>>8871 That's the million dollar scent. If someone sold their diapers scented like that it'd be a hit everyone would clamoring for it. I got kinda close to that smell. I stuffed a cabinet with old linens and an open case of diapers. Made it smell faintly like the old smell

>>8846 Considering the levels of child abuse that goes on maths seems to check out. There was also that site way back then that parents were dumb enough to believe was legit advocating for diaper punishment for kids.

>>8941 What site, probably some sad/funny shit on there

>>8828 >>8846 I doubt it is particularly rare, but probably isn't discussed that often. The English were well known circa 1800s for their flagellation fetish (which was called in French, the English fetish), the rise of which coincided with the rise of the cane at home/school. I think the idea that if your child misbehaves, you should make them misbehave, take the pleasure out of it is common. I had a friend whose parents made him drink beer after beer after he had a few glasses of wine (he was about 12 or 13 I think). He was pretty sick. It is a bit shameful to admit but my parents (my mom, really, because my dad wasn't up to much) forced me to wear diapers much like in >>8724 (I think I was about 8-11 but I cannot really be sure, my memory of childhood is not great). I am pretty sure that had something to do with the genesis of my fetish. I've made peace with my ABDL now and stopped trying to get rid of it. It's ironic that my mom's punishment drove me to where I am now, wearing 24/7 >.< I don't see her as abusive, just misguided. I've no anger or anything, a lot of folk parenting advice runs along the lines of what she did.

>>8989 Still feels weirdly like an Angela Bauer story from dailydiapers.

>>8774 I discovered one of my friends was into diapers after I saw a saved chrome link on his desktop of a youtube video of a guy wearing bambinos. Confronted him about it and we both admitted to each other we liked diapers. He told me his sister was a bed wetter, I convinced him to steal a pack of them and he eventually did. I got most of them since he wasnt into it a whole lot. Often filled these up with bananas, almost getting caught one night when my dad came in half asleep and I was just standing there in an absolutely loaded girls goodnite, literally pushing out even more bananas. He told me to keep down the noise and left. No clue how he didn't notice.

>>9002 Who knows, her stories may resonate because they contain a bit of truth for some ABDLs, of course, it is exaggerated for the sake of getting off. I find her mostly a pretty awful writer

>>9012 > I saw a saved chrome link on his desktop This is typically where I doubt stories like these. Are people really dumb enough to have their favorites saved openly? >>9021 Found her stories very much one note, predictable and bland. I think she got banned actually on DailyDiapers as well but I am not up to date on the drama there.

>>9032 One time I saw a saved page from some abdl page or other in my friend's download folder. I asked about it and he said it was related to some xss he found, I didn't ask further out of respect for him.

>>9032 >Are people really dumb enough to have their favorites saved openly I knew a guy who didn't know what incognito mode was so when I asked to borrow his phone because mine died his search history was full of femdom chastity and CBT. I pretended not to see it and gave him his phone back

>>8869 >some say talc causes cancer I looked into this, and it turns out it wasnt the talc, it was the asbestos from the machinery processing it that was causing cancer. Of course this has since been remedied, but the damage to talc's reputation was done.

For those of you that remember, what was it like to go to sleep in a diaper? How comfortable was it? Did it feel even better to sleep with one on? Did you ever have go wake up in the middle of the night to pee?

>>9080 Is this why I can't find talcum powder anywhere?

>>9101 At least in North America. Any type of powder that included talc and was being sold in NA has switched to cornstarch or is now discontinued. You can still buy talcum powder in other parts of the world like Japan and the UK but looking at the current news right now, there might be a global withdrawal for J&J to use talc in their baby powder. I was able to purchase a few 22oz bottles for $8 each a few years ago back when you could still find some remaining stock in stores. Now you can expect to pay $25 each and I think remaining stock is going down since I've seen people comment that they were sent exported versions of the product instead of remaining U.S stock when purchased off Amazon. The prices are even worse on Ebay since sellers are being jews.

>>9111 Fucking kike lord lawyers ruin everything

>>9099 I have one memory of waking up in the night and using the potty on the floor next to the bed. I can't remember if I was still in diapers at that stage though.

>>9099 >For those of you that remember, what was it like to go to sleep in a diaper? How comfortable was it? Did it feel even better to sleep with one on? It just felt normal for me, I guess it was comfortable (it wasn't pleasant on hot nights or whenever I would mess it, I just had to wait until morning, but that's life). I hated to sleep without one, probably because it was just something I had literally always done. My sister is disabled (autism, not the good-with-maths type) and had the incontinence issues that go with that, so by comparison, my wearing was treated as nbd. Parents were not pressuring me to 'grow up' >Did you ever have go wake up in the middle of the night to pee? I would normally piss in my sleep till I was relatively old. As I became older I would awake, more and more so >>9114 I have a few memories of using the potty next to my bed because I was too scared to walk to the toilet at night, down the dark hallway. My parents let me use the potty if I wanted to, but I had to be the one to clean it. I hated that

>>9124 >I would mess it, I just had to wait until morning, but that's life). If you messed they made you wait until morning? Or would you mess it at night and then just had to wait? Either way, I cant imagine it'd be that bad. Itd just be all safe and contained until morning. I can imagine though that during winter nights wearing one was pleasantly comfortable. >I was too scared to walk to the toilet at night, down the dark hallway. My parents let me use the potty if I wanted to, but I had to be the one to clean it. I hated that. Lol I can imagine that. But that does sound awfully cute too. Were you a sitter or stander? Lmao

>>9125 >If you messed they made you wait until morning? Or would you mess it at night and then just had to wait? Had to wait until morning when my parents woke up. They wanted their full sleep and they were not going to reward me for cutting it short. I understand the reason, and their reasoning was very pragmatic: that is the whole point of your wearing a diaper, you should be able to wait until morning, you don't need to disturb us. And it wasn't the end of the world for me, even if it was pretty weird sleeping in that state. And I can't especially complain, it was the same for my sister too, so my parents were applying an equal policy >Either way, I cant imagine it'd be that bad. Itd just be all safe and contained until morning. Totally contained within the diaper, but spreading everywhere within it lol. I did feel safe though, yeah, I guess because I didn't see it as something wrong or bad >I can imagine though that during winter nights wearing one was pleasantly comfortable. Yes, it was. Actually I used to shiver when I went to bed on a winter's night, because the blanket would be so cold until your body could warm it up. I used to deliberately pee when I went into bed, and I'd sit back and relax in the warmth for the few minutes it took to be a bit warmer. I used it like a personal heater! >Lol I can imagine that. But that does sound awfully cute too. Were you a sitter or stander? Lmao I was a sitter, lol, I think my aiming was an issue so I was told to do that. What were you?

>>9128 >Had to wait until morning when my parents woke up. They wanted their full sleep and they were not going to reward me for cutting it short. I get ya. I get ya. You did well and you were a good kid for letting them sleep. I can imagine it might feel a tiny bit annoying or uncomfortable, but you made it work. Proud of ya. It must've been really refreshing to finally get changed in the morning. A messy diaper isn't so bad and nothing to be ashamed of. I imagine that you got used to it after a while. >Totally contained within the diaper, but spreading everywhere within it lol. I did feel safe though, yeah, I guess because I didn't see it as something wrong or bad. That's a good thing! Those diapers should be built for the maximum comfort and safety of the user. I imagine it felt weird at first but you slowly just got used to it and simply dozed off. I imagine it was a bit worse to clean up after haha. That sounds super cute though. >I used to deliberately pee when I went into bed, and I'd sit back and relax in the warmth for the few minutes it took to be a bit warmer. I used it like a personal heater! Now this is just adorable and ingenious. You were a smart little cookie for getting that down to a science. Imagine once your entire body warmed the blanket it felt amazing and much much better. I can just imagine you having a smug little look your face figuring it out haha. >I was a sitter, lol, I think my aiming was an issue so I was told to do that. What were you? I was a mixture of both. I tried to aim but it also was an issue at night and at night I usually just sat down and went.

>>9128 How old were you when all this was going on btw?

>>9128 May i also ask what kind of diapers you were wearing?

i was in daycare. when i was little i had migranes that resaulted in me wetting my pants untill i was maybe 5. i cant remember much of that. 11 or so i was at daycare, older girl there had her own pampers size 6. we had outside play time but could not come back inside. if we didnt get our drinks, food, toys, or use hte toilet before going out and we asked to come back inside - we then stayed inside,. one day another kid and i were outside, she had to use the bathroom but didnt want to go in. after some hessitation she thought it was just better to piss her shorts than go in and so she did, right infront of me... it wasnt long untill her dad came to get her anyway, i dont think anyone ever knew she did this as it wasnt very noticeable but she really didnt need to in the end. that night i got out some shorts and tried it myself in my bathroom. i did not like it, damp, cold, bleh. the idea was there tho, and one night when other kids had gone home i was in the bathroom at daycare, about to use hte toilet when i had a thought. i woundered if the diapers would fit me? if i could use them instead of wet pants? i took out a pampers and to my surprise it actually fit, REALLY WELL. it felt fine, soft, just like normal underware. i sat down on the toilet, not wanting to pee on teh floor or anything. it didnt take me long to go, just a few seconds. i let out a lot of pee - or so i thought - i did not hear anything hitting the water in the toilet so i stood up. looking down i was dry, the seat was dry... untaping the diaper i found only the middle of it was wet; the rest was dry in the front nad back... i threw away the diaper and went back to tv. the following week i snuck some diapers home, i tried wearing some durring play and nap time. by the time i was 13 in 8th grade i was wearing to school and using frequently. 8th grade is also when i started buying my own instead of stealing from daycare. i found atends in 9th grade but still used pulllups and pampers well into my 20's.

>>9183 What was it like wearing to school? Weren't you worried about getting caught? I first started getting back into diapers in middle school, but that's also when I started having to change clothes for gym class. So while wearing to school was a fantasy of mine, it always felt too risky to actually try.

>>9128 I'd love to hear some more stories from you if you're still in the thread!

>>9130 >>9132 >>9133 >>9531 >I get ya. I get ya. You did well and you were a good kid for letting them sleep. I can imagine it might feel a tiny bit annoying or uncomfortable, but you made it work. Proud of ya. It must've been really refreshing to finally get changed in the morning. A messy diaper isn't so bad and nothing to be ashamed of. I imagine that you got used to it after a while. Thank you, lol. I was a pretty well-behaved kid most of the time, and I wanted to make life easier for them. It wasn't a choice at first but I soon understood the rationale for the rule even if it did make me uncomfortable. And mom and dad were not authoritarian types at all (in fact more on the bohemian flower-power Christian end, so permissive, lots of love/tolerance/forbearance toward their kids), so I think I understood the context and didn't mind so much. You pointed out that I didn't need to be ashamed, well I was never ashamed, a little bit uncomfortable at how putrid I was, but I became used to it after a while. >That's a good thing! Those diapers should be built for the maximum comfort and safety of the user. I imagine it felt weird at first but you slowly just got used to it and simply dozed off. I imagine it was a bit worse to clean up after haha. That sounds super cute though. That's true, I did really become used to it, to the point that I didn't think much about it. The cleanup was a bit unpleasant for mum and dad (but I had a sister who would *smear* so it's all relative). You can think about what the condition inside would be like, since I tended to toss and turn when asleep. TBH, I'd be covered in muck down there, little bit embarrassed to admit this. But that's life, no-one protested, and the showerhead on a hose made it not so bad :) >Now this is just adorable and ingenious. You were a smart little cookie for getting that down to a science. Imagine once your entire body warmed the blanket it felt amazing and much much better. I can just imagine you having a smug little look your face figuring it out haha. The natural alternative to the electric blanket! Yeah, I did almost have it down to a science haha. I had the idea I could make a habit of it when I started to surf, and dad told me that 'if you need to piss, you can piss in the wetsuit, it's normal'. (I'm still not sure if it is normal or not!) Now I started to drink a few cups of water before bed and then I'd let it out as I described. >I was a mixture of both. I tried to aim but it also was an issue at night and at night I usually just sat down and went. Ah, it's hard to aim in the dark. I am pretty sure I was told to sit down because I used to piss all around the potty chair or toilet, but not inside of it. TBH, if I ever use a toilet now (which is rare), I would still rather sit down this way, it feels more normal for me. >How old were you when all this was going on btw? I went into puberty late so I still looked like a boy when I was about 14, and remember, mom and dad were flower-children and were pretty casual about nudity in the home. You can work out the rest :P >May i also ask what kind of diapers you were wearing? You mean cloth or not? We used both kinds. >I'd love to hear some more stories from you if you're still in the thread! I was away for a little while, I'm back now. Happy to talk about whatever, I'm surprised you are interested lol. You can ask me whatever, of course. BTW, feel free to leave contact details in case, because I fear this site could be shut down as it's hosted in Eastern Europe (?) >>9183 >i was in daycare. when i was little i had migranes that resaulted in me wetting my pants untill i was maybe 5. I'm sorry to hear that, I had terrible headaches which caused a similar issue. Are you okay now? >>9212 It's not that hard. I once talked to a teacher about this, who commented in each cohort of 100 students in HS there are a handful who still have to wear. And I never noticed others who wore in HS, so I think if you're careful, it's fine.

>>9550 >Because I fear this site could be shut down as it's hosted in Eastern Europe Do you know what Nation in Easten Europe is hosting it?

>>9550 I'd love to talk to you more on discord! My username is Mydoria#6264

>>9552 No. >>9559 Thanks! I can talk here, I only wanted your contact in case this site went down. Did you have other questions you wanted to ask me? You're more than welcome to!

>>9601 How old were you when this diapering stuff first started? How did the cloth diapers feel compared to disposables? Immature question but have you ever... farted in a diaper? Lmao. Just trying to imagine how funny it'd feel. Did you ever play around with your diapers, sticking things down them? If I have any more I'll be sure to ask!

>>9124 >whenever I would mess it, I just had to wait until morning would you mess it after you fell asleep and just wake up in it in the morning, or did you wake up in the middle of the night after it happened? Or was it something that happened before/after you would fall asleep?

>>9550 >BTW, feel free to leave contact details in case, because I fear this site could be shut down as it's hosted in Eastern Europe (?) I feel like the whole board should have a dedicated bunker or other communication system in the event that this site goes offline. when the original 8chan went down it almost killed the image board abdl community because we were all scattered and had no way to know where else to go. I feel like we still havnt fully recovered our previous level of activity. A simple pre-determined meeting site would do.

>>9601 You there still man? Id love to hear from you again!

When I was 5 or 6, I had long been potty-trained (minus some accidents I cant *still* remember). But, it turns out my mother was a bedwetter until 7 or so. I didn't know this until much later. But I guess because of that, my grandmother encouraged me to wear diapers to bed when she would watch me while my parents went away. I loved every minute of it. The diapering. The powder. The rash cream. Shimmying my diaper down over my hips to use the toilet. It was all amazing and was reinforced by her being so supportive. I don't 100% remember exactly when it ended but I do remember some very specific things that let me date certain events during that timeframe. So it was at *least* until 5, but likely 6, and maybe even 7.

>>8070 Can't your parents remember his last name if you ask them about his first name? Tbh it's so ABDL-perfect I'm almost suspicious, but I guess my experience of just happening to room with a DL is about as unlikely, hah. I never had the nerve to actually go and buy or order actual adult diapers, until at college I wanted to room with another brony and so roomed with one I knew. He kinda dug through my old Deviantart faves when he found I had one, and I'd left a breadcrumb for other ABDLs to find me with and it worked. It was straight-up an ABDL pic. But out of thousands of favorites I had just 2 or 3, and all of them were dismissable as "oh just a funny little passing joke". But if you knew...

>>9099 I remember at one point, waking up in the middle of the night and just lying in bed, looking at a lamp and a bottle half-full of milk on the nightstand, and falling back asleep. I'm not sure if this part is false memory or real, but I think I even felt my diaper being very warm. So I might've woken up as or immediately after wetting my diaper. One of the biggest things I miss in original diapering as a child that's kind of impossible to get back is just the casualness of it. When you're a little child it's not a fetishy thing, it's not a shameful thing, it's just a very casual "your diaper gets wet sometimes and you need a change". And just the casualness and lack of any need to hide the diapering, too. Man. That combined with just suddenly feeling warmth or not even noticing you've wet your diaper until much later. Stuff of dreams.

Hey guys. Sorry in advance for my poor writing. I was always fascinated with diapers and had a bit of a bedwetting problem, and faked it after I grew out of it so I could keep wearing. When I was 9 I had two girls who were practically my step sisters, 8 and 6 I think. I'll give them pseudonyms Clara and Mara respectively. We would play in our finished basement making forts out of bedding or pretending to be pokemon and trainers etc. Well one night after dinner we had gotten in our jammies and were playing in the basement. I noticed Clara fidgeting and grabbing at her pants between her legs. This wasn't new, she would always neglect peeing when we played and occasionally had accidents, but when we were going back upstairs I saw her pants were soaked all down her legs. I finally built up enough courage to say something. there's more but I need to go to bed nitenite~

I was around 5 when this happened. I was playing with a few girls a little older than me. Probably 7 and 8 I'm not really sure. They wanted to play house and I didn't want to play alone so I joined. They all picked there roles then said I was going to be the baby. I protested a little, but ended up saying yes since I didn't want to be alone. One of them had me lay down and put a towel over my pants as a "diaper" they told me I can't talk " say goo goo ga ga" or baby talk like that. One of them would "check me" once and a while and pretend I pooped myself and "change me" I think I recall being talked to like a baby when she did it, but I don't know if that really happened or if over the years I tell myself she did. It's for sure what triggered this in me and probably the reason I like POV of changes so much. Also this is one I've told on 8chan years ago >be 9-10 >at sleepaway camp >last night >campfire/rec room goodbye party >have too many sodas >go to bed >wake up before anyone and feel wet >panic a little >Grab undies and PJs from the draw next to me and change. >hide the wet ones in my wrapped around my swim trunks >sleep over the sheets >Never was found out by anyone.

>>10058 I don't think it's that too far fetched tbh, lots of kids wet the bed at that age

>>9950 I don't even know if youre still looking at this thread or not. But what kind of diapers did you wear?

I think my earliest clear memory might be the thing that caused me to be into all this shit. I must have only been around 4/5 and playing at a friend's house. I went upstairs to piss and while I was pissing I got a mad urge to poop. Now at this point I was potty trained but still needed my mom to wipe me when I pooped. It would have been way too embarrassing to ask my friends mom to wipe me but I really needed to go so my dumb ass thought "oh I can just poop my pants and then I can empty it when I get home and pretend I did it then so I can get wiped by mom". I clearly remember standind there at the top of the stairs and pushing a massive poop into my pants, thinking how funny it felt coming out and piling up against me. I also remember really enjoying how it felt moving around as I walked down the stairs. Obviously my genius plan didn't work and I got found out straight away. I got dragged by the hand into the kitchen and put up on the counter and proceed to get cleaned up diaper change style. I don't remember anything really after this point except that when I got picked up my mom never mentioned anything about it so I don't know if friends mom just didn't say it to her or if she just didn't want to embarrass me but I remember thinking at the time that I wanted to do it again but never really did. My first ever orgasm was to this memory.

>>10551 I like that feeling too. Wasn't till I was much older that I actually tried. I wish poop didn't stink but microwave bananas are probably a far better option

I remember one time when I was little (I dont remember how old, but I would say absolutely no younger than 3.5 and up to 5 or maybe almost 6) and my parents took me to this place that had a huge model train layout. It was actually super cool, like a little shop style thing except the whole place had tracks and scenery going all over the place, and there were windows and tunnels and all sorts of things little kids could use as view ports to see it from unique angles. Of course I was absolutely fascinated and amazed and it was the coolest, most interesting thing I had ever seen. At some point I realized I needed to poop, but of course I didn't want to stop looking at the trains. I think it was a thing where you paid to get in or turn them on or something, and I was afraid that if I left to go to the bathroom that I wouldn't be able to come back or something. So I just held it. At some point my parents noticed and asked me if I needed to go to the bathroom and I said no, again because I didn't want to leave. Eventually they got me to admit I needed to go, and they even asked if we could come back when I was finished and the person working there said of course, so we left to go to the nearest bathroom. My parents asked if I needed them to come in with me but I said I could go by myself. (I think I realized at that point that I went in my pants a little bit already and I didn't want them to find out) I went into the bathroom and went on the toilet and wiped and all that, but I remember my underwear was definitely stained a little bit. I tried wiping it out with toilet paper but it didnt really help. At the time I was thinking it was just that; a little bit, just skid marks essentially, but based on the rest of the story I think I may have actually had a fairly significant accident. I dont remember there being any solids in my underwear, but when I came out after I was done I remember walking funny, with my legs spread apart. (this is why Im thinking it may have been a more significant accident than I remember; why would I have been waddling if it was just a smear?) Of course my parents immediately ask if I had an accident, and I said no, and eventually conceded that there was just a little bit on my underwear. They took me back into the bathroom and checked and they seemed to think it was a lot more than just a little streak, even though I distinctly remember genuinely believing it was. I vaguely remember them cleaning me up a bit, but not much after that. I'm not sure, but I don't think we ever did go back to the train place, but I could just not be remembering that part.

A bit of context for this story. I'm part of a large family I have 5 brothers, no sisters. My mom always wanted a girl but she had 3 miscarriages all of which were girls. She coped with this by dressing me and my younger brother (I'm #5 and he's #6) as girls till we were about 5 with my dad begrudgingly accepting it. I only remember a handful of events that occurred with me dressed as a girl I know there are quite a few pictures that exist depicting us dressed up but I don't know where my mom keeps them. (And I wouldn't dare post them here) >Baby shower for mom's friend >All grown women except a few kids >I was in a blue dress with a white collared shirt under it (I remember because it was in a picture) >I was diapered but it didn't matter that much to me >My hair was heavily curled with a bow in it. >In the picture I was getting my nails painted >I remember enjoying it because I got alot of attention because I was patient and calm enough for them to paint my nails >I was all smiles and giggles and one of the things I remember enjoying was bouncing on my dry diaper enjoying the feeling. >I was spanked for something but I can't remember what for Another time I remember but I don't remember enjoying this and I was quite a brat about it >Mom's friend was gifted a bunch of dresses >Mom invited her over to try them on me >I remember standing in front of them wearing nothing but a diaper as they dressed me up in each dress >They would put one on me she'd have me spin around and she'd see if she liked it or if she'd donate it. >I was put in some kinda old ones I liked with a frilly collar and some skirt overalls. >I got teased for liking it and I cried and insisted I wasn't a girl >They tried putting some strawberry shortcake dress and I wasn't having it >I ran away and hid but eventually I came back and tried on a few more >My mom kept a few for herself and when they were done I was allowed to go play in the last dress they had me try on. I remember my little brother being dressed up and it kinda confused me because I thought I had a little sister but no. I vaguely remember being jealous of him being dressed up and me being too big for any of the dresses. My mom painted my nails as a consolation prize but it wasn't the same. I grew up to be a fairly well adjusted adult but now I have a feminization fetish and can't help but to wear girly diapers on occasion. I want to buy a dress but every time I'm about to press the buy button I freeze

>>10829 Did you wear girl diapers or no, Also how often were you dressed up. Did you ever go to school/daycare dressed like a girl?

>>10843 That's the truth. I could have embellished it with fap fiction but I didn't >>10864 Nope, most of the time I was dressed as a boy. It was a special occasion thing really or if my mom was bored. I never once went to school in girly clothes thankfully

>>10829 Did you actually use the diapers though.

>>10919 Well yea, I was a kid, kinda late to potty train through. Nothing really interesting judging from the other stories I read. I still remember my potty training days and I remember the praise I got when using the toilet right and my little potty training chair and pull ups. I remember being so happy when my mom and dad came home with toy story briefs (Woody was my favorite). I don't have any specific memories wearing dresses and using diapers though

Some questions for you all What were your favorite brands of diapers? Did you have strap on diapers or pull on type diapers? What felt more comfortable? Going pee or poop? Did you ever have to use a training potty? Did your parents approve? Disapprove? What did you think about the powder and the cream?

>>9550 I hope to hear from you again

I have four distinct memories that eventually coalesce into me finding out about this and getting involved. When I was 3 or 4, I used to steal my brothers diapers and use them before putting them into his trash can. I remember sometime after that, I went to the mall with my mom and saw a tshirt with a picture of stewie from that family guy episode where Lois goes to jail and no ones changing him. That got me curious. I was probably around 5 at the time. I didn’t act on it, but I remember that day very specifically. Probably around 3 years went by to when I was 8-9 and my mom was babysitting, which means she bought a big thing of pampers. I remember going into my parents closet and just staring at the bag. It was out of reach and closed, there was no way I coulda gotten one- but I wanted too more than anything. The last one would be, if you remember, that Disney Channel original movie called Zapped. Specifically, there’s a scene where Zendayas character makes a male antagonist pee himself. And this wouldn’t have been a problem but they literally made it look like it felt amazing while he was doing it (iirc, this was years ago). But that got my interest into omorashi started, and that ended up coming full circle back to diapers. Anyway, the moral of this story is be careful what your kids see. Because literally anything can knock them off a ‘regular’ path. It’s pretty crazy how I ended up here, but whats even crazier is that 2 ‘harmless’ scenes contributed to this degeneracy. Anyway, this is my first post on 8chan. I hope I’m doing it right lmao

>>11417 >Anyway, the moral of this story is be careful what your kids see. Because literally anything can knock them off a ‘regular’ path. It’s pretty crazy how I ended up here, but whats even crazier is that 2 ‘harmless’ scenes contributed to this degeneracy. Are you being serious right now? This is literally "Spongebob turned my son gay" but with diapers instead. Those desires weren't implanted into you by a few brief childhood experiences.

>>10551 What did they change you into?

>>10137 Part of me is curious how this went from here but the other part is skeptical. But then again, my own story is pretty crazy and unbelievable, too. Literally roomed with a DL by... well, there were a lot of factors skewing the odds, but it was still very unlikely he'd be a DL, but he was. So maybe I should be a bit less skeptical since I've had extremely unlikely things like that in my own life.

>>11434 Man, i don’t know. Guess I’m just desperate to figure out why I’m like this, because I really don’t understand. I had an alright childhood, not like I was abused or anything. So I’m just trying to go down the chart of what *may* have happened.

>>11465 Some combination of predisposition meeting circumstance that triggered that predisposition. I guess I'm a bit fortunate that I remember what probably gave me the fetish, back as a baby, described here >>7801 I sometimes forget it, but when I remember it it's a bit satisfying as an answer as to why/how I initially got the fetish.

>>11465 The human brain is very creative and also we have a strong desire to know reasons for things. Combine these two and we can create elaborate stories explaining reasons for why things happened that have absolutely zero basis on reality. Surely we are much more susceptible to external influence when we are younger, but I really doubt seeing a T-shirt and a scene in a movie are enough to 'flip a switch'. They may have some influence, but I bet there are other events involved that you've forgotten long time ago and other more subtle factors that played a bigger role in surfacing your fetish.

>>11175 >Favorite brand of diapers loved pampers, but I only got to wear them a few times after potty training. First diaper I messed in though somehow. Wore girls goodnites much more often and sometimes I wish I could still fit them. >what felt more comfortable I peed a lot in diapers that I stole from my sister when I was 4-6, but loved messing so much more. >did you ever use a training potty not that I can remember. >Did your parents approve? When I told them at first, they were kinda unsure what to do, but after my counselor (helped me with adhd) told them its not a good thing (she later told me she only told them no because she didn't want them to go to a different counselor lmao thanks I had 0 trust in her after that) they were super against it and constantly tearing up the house and my room looking for diapers. >thoughts on powder and cream Never used them when I was younger, still haven't used them.

>>11494 >Some combination of predisposition meeting circumstance that triggered that predisposition. I think this is probably it for me. I definitely remember as a little kid being very interested in diapers and all things diaper related. (like around age 3 ish) It slowly went away/dormant as I got older and had less exposure to diaper related things (I stopped wetting the bed at some point, neighbor who ran an at home day care stopped that, etc) but it never totally went away. I remember one time playing at a friends house who had a young sibling and I was oddly fascinated by their diapers. It was almost totally dormant in my head to the point that I had basically forgotten about it altogether, until around sometime between 5th and 7th grade, when I saw some advertisement for pullups in a magazine and also simultaneously discovered the internet and also found a pack of donated pullups at a place my family was volunteering at one year around the holidays. I slipped one into my coat pocket when nobody was looking and that re-ignited the long dormant part of my brain that was into this.

>>11175 >What were your favorite brands of diapers? Goodnites probably, with pullups being a close second. Im pretty sure I wore pullups when I was still wetting the bed, but it might have been early goodnites. >Did you ever have to use a training potty? I vaguely remember once while potty training. most of the questions didnt really apply to me.

>>11175 Favorite brand of diapers growing up was Pampers, hands down. Not sure why. But as I got older, I liked that the package (specifically Pampers Ultra, gold box) was mostly just a solid color, i.e. I hoped it'd be less obvious if my friends saw the diaper box in my closet, lol. I also remember starting off BEFORE diapers had elastic leg guards and, as my mom put it, "my little soldier peeking out". I always wore tape-on diapers. I vaguely remember wearing cloth diapers with pins a few times but this was right before Goodnites so it was mostly just regular disposables. I was way more self-conscious about messing my diapers but I do remember it feeling good when I was little (around 4 or so). I peed like a leaky faucet all day so that was just kind of a constant background. They TRIED to potty-train me many times, many because the doctors weren't very good at explaining why that was a waste of time. I hated the "potty seat" and always wanted to be in diapers, even though I was embarrassed about it. Parents didn't really make fun of me being in diapers but they weren't great about it and, as I said, didn't really get how serious my problems were. I loooooved powder and cream, but I guess because my mom rarely used them, they felt like a big deal and when she did, I'd get, um, rather excited. I remember asking her to put powder on me when I was 6 or 7 and kinda being teased about it. (Did I mention we were poor rednecks?)

I use to wet the bed a lot when I was younger, I stopped around 11 or so, but every night was basically a soaked pull up. I have a few memories that come to mind but one I do remember somewhat clear is around when I was 8 or 9. My parents had gone on a vacation for a week and I stayed with my aunt and uncle and cousins. It was during summer vacation so me and my cousins were at their house while my aunt and uncle went to work. I remember waking up, soaked pull up as usual, and really needing to go #2. I went to the bathroom but my younger cousin was showering. I tried to hold it but after a few minutes lost control. This was before I had any abdl feelings, so to me it was just a little kid having an accident. I was so embarrassed about it until my cousin came out of the bathroom. She came up to talk to me and knew what happened. I remember her being super calm and nice about it cause I was on the verge of tears. She calmed me down and ended up changing me, which never happens, I’d always just take my pull up off and throw it away but I think I was just to shocked from the accident or something. After she changed me she had me go take a shower. I’m not sure if she remembers that time at all but she still remembers that I used to wet the bed

>>12186 To clarify, she wasn’t younger than me. She was the youngest out of the two cousins I had, 15 and 17

>>12186 >>12187 Thats actually a really adorable story! Im glad she was so nice about it and helped calm you down!

>>12186 I dont know if you're still in this thread, but did it feel good to get changed like that? I imagine it felt calming and refreshing.

>>12575 I am still here! I linger around every now and then. I do remember being embarrassed like a mentioned but when she calmed me down I got more relaxed. So when she went to change me I just kinda laid there and relaxed as she untaped the pull up and cleaned me up. At the time I even thought it was nice cause I just had to lay there for a little bit and suddenly I was all clean and how much easier it was than if I had to do it myself.

>>12627 That's really sweet. I'm glad your cousin was able to help you!

I have a really immature and somewhat funny question. Does anyone else remember farting inside of a diaper? I remember doing it a tiny bit as a kid and thinking it felt hilarious and the diaper kind of absorbed it. Did anyone else do this? Or am I just the weird one here?

>>12629 i don't remember doing this as a child but i do it now and really enjoy it :)

>>12632 Hah, really? Tell me about it!

>>10395 I wish I knew what kind they were. They were white disposables at a time that baby diapers were starting to have some patterns. They were big and I think they might have been junior diapers. I remember there being a smiley face on the package but don't remember a name or anything. I think they must have been store brand or some junior diaper brand that doesn't exist anymore (due to pullups and Goodnites mostly taking over that market in America). I remember the rash cream was called Diaper-X. Which also I don't think exists anymore.

>>9101 >Is this why I can't find talcum powder anywhere? >>9080 >it wasnt the talc, it was the asbestos from the machinery it isnt the machinery, asbestos is naturally present in talc where/when it is mined, the machinery that processes/packages the talc is not capable of 100% separating the asbestos out of the talc, so inevitably there will be some small percentage of asbestos in talc products. because they cannot 100% remove it all, they cannot sell it anymore. its no big deal to me i dont see any difference between cornstarch and talc, not counting fragrances add/used by the brands. and honestly id rather not have any chance of asbestos floating around in my bed/room.

>>8862 try johnsons baby shampoo, not the body wash kind

>>12773 It' only the US and Canada that stopped selling talc based baby powder Johnson & Johnson still sell everywhere else in the world. Reason they stopped selling in US and Canada was of course because they got flooded with lawsuits. Based on the limited amount of data on the effect on talc use on the female genital area leading to ovarian cancer the International Agency for Research on Cancer classifies it as "possibly carcinogenic to humans", the US National Toxicology Program hasn't even fully reviewd talc as a possible carcinogen. So basically you can still buy talc based baby powder and there isn't any concrete evidence currently that it is harmful.

I was born DL I remember being 4 and finding pull ups in a drawer and trying one on. They were nice but I wanted real bulky diapers. My mom was a hoarder of clothes and stuff (not trash) and I remember around age 6 finding a pack of real diapers. I stole them and hid them in my room. I was so excited to try them but they didn't fit me right so I was sad. I was around age 13 when my aunt went on vacation. I had to go over by myself to feed the cats and found a pack of adult sized diapers. I ran back to my house and got a backpack (so I could hide them) and ran back over and stole 3 of them. I figured she wouldn't notice 3 missing, the pack was open and there were 11. They were depends adult diapers, plastic backed. I was super excited but I was disappointed when I put them on they weren't that bulky. I triple diapered and it felt sooo good and bulky. I was happy. I tried wetting one and if felt awesome but then I had to figure out how to get rid of it. At 16 my entire family went on a trip. They wanted me to go but I had other plans.... They left. I had just got my drivers licenses so I drove down to the local big box store and got a pack of depends. I was so scared buying them I felt like someone was going to see me. I purchased them and got checked out at the pharmacy so I wouldn't have to stand in line at the front. I still had to walk through the store with them in a slightly transparent bag. I got out the front door and could see my car to the left and heard a girl voice call out my name. Omg it's the hot girl that I had a crush on I SHIT YOU NOT. Oh hi hot girl I chatted with her for a moment trying to hold my bag to the left side of my body so she wouldn't see it. Sorry I gotta go they are waiting on me! I blurted out while she was talking about something at school I didn't care about. I rushed over threw the bag in the trunk (idk why the truck I was so nervous) and took off. I hid the diapers in my closet with a lot of other clutter. I wore them and used them that weekend and it was awesome. I went to a gas station with a trash bag of used ones to dispose of them so my family wouldn't find them. I stuffed them in the trash next to the gas pump. I moved out of the house at 18 and to an apartment with my sister. She was moving out after that semester then I would have the apartment to my self!! The day she moved out I went to the big box store and bought adult diapers. I was reunited at last and I could do anything. I was so happy. I ordered all kinds of BDSM gear and even a special locking segufix diaper cover. I was so aggravated the day the locking segufix diaper cover was supposed to show up it wasn't at my door. I went to my overly religious and nosey neighbors door and knocked. I ask him if he had my package. Oh ya here you go. Wow were did this come from? All those strange stamps (it came from overseas). I told him it's from over seas. He said wow it is heavy. I said ya and took it from him and went into my apartment. Part of me wishes I would have told him it was a locking segufix diaper cover like for a mental patient just to see the look on his face. My interest in the locking diaper cover was inspired by a episode of rugrats. I remember watching rugrats as a kid and there was an episode with where tommy wouldn't keep his cloths on so his dad invented this harness thing so he couldn't take off his diapers. Well at 18 on my own I found a website that sold a version that used segufix locks. I paid like $400 for the guy to make it. I still have it and it is still awesome and definitely cannot escape from it when using it with shoulder straps. That's part of my life story of being born DL. I have always liked diapers and cannot help it. I'm so happy to find others on the internet like me and now you can even buy specific diapers for this fetish, I never dreamed there would be so many choices. I use to go through phases of hating my fetish but now I have come to except it and embrace it.

>>12821 I actually bought some J&J talc baby powder imported from the UK to see how noticeable the smell was from the US J&J baby powder. There is definitely a difference to the smell compared to the US one. It smells more like soap or shampoo. I Would consider it a waste of money if you were only interested in the baby powder for that distinct smell that some of us remember. Only difference I can tell from the powders is the US one was made in China while the one from the UK was made in Thailand. I have not tried the J&J talc that they sell in Japan but it has the same labels as the UK ones, so if it's also made in Thailand, then it might also have that same fragrance.

>>12686 >some junior diaper brand that doesn't exist anymore (due to pullups and Goodnites mostly taking over that market in America) I guess I always assumed that goodnites were more or less the first product that was targeted at that age group. Were there other existing "junior" sized diapers for older bedwetters before? Speaking of junior diapers, besides goodnites, it seems like there are currently not really that many options for older kids. I think abri-form has a junior size, and I think tena has a youth diaper, but other than that I dont know of anything made to fit older kids and are designed for serious protection (ie, not counting

guards or pads or whatnot) I realize there are not tons of incontinent grade school kids, but I'm sure that world wide there are enough for there to be a market for it. Even in the US I could see a small market, given the population size. Have I just never heard of them or do they not exist? (the post got sent randomly halfway though typing it for some reason)

>>12847 Northshore and pretty much every medical diaper supplier should have youth sizes. There's just not going to be entire brands aimed specifically at children. The only reason why goodnites and other shitty pullups brands exists is to disassociate themselves from diapers(literally profiteering off ableism(and kinkshaming to an extent)).

>>12861 This. First thing that came to mind were the Tranquility diapers which come in XS sizes and I'm pretty sure Tena does too.

>>12847 Goodnites was the first to try and make bedwetting both discreet and something to not be ashamed of by making it "underwear." But before Goodnites, baby diapers actually often went up to larger sizes and there were options for bedwetters. Past a certain point it was more medical specialty, in case beating your kid or whatever hadn't fixed it. But for a kid of 5 or 6 there were definitely options. Just not many kids were probably very happy to be put into an actual diaper at that age like I was.

>>13187 Like I said, Goodnites and similar are literally profiteering off ableism. If it weren't for diaper fetishes, probably nobody would care about this issue. I think fetishes in general are a subconscious expression of awareness of specific social issues.

>>12861 >>13208 >ableism >kinkshaming >social issues fucking shut up good lord you're so pathetically autistic it's borderline deranged

>>12861 >(and kinkshaming to an extent) I wouldnt think it would have anything to do with kinkshaming. Like its target audience isnt even old enough to HAVE kinks. As for the ableism part, I can see that line of reasoning but I also think I disagree with you here. If I was a bedwetter, I would much rather have something that was discreet and wasnt called a diaper. The other thing is that the very existence of a product designed specifically for bedwetters is in and of itself a reassurance that this is not all that uncommon. The only way that it is worth while making the product is if there are lots of other bedwetters out there, which kinda would make me feel less isolated.

>>13187 >But before Goodnites, baby diapers actually often went up to larger sizes No they didn't, baby diapers in larger sizes is a very modern phenomenon. >and there were options for bedwetters. No there weren't unless you just mean a rubber sheet on your bed.

>>13232 >Like its target audience isnt even old enough to HAVE kinks. I agree with the rest of your post, but I definitely had both ageplay and bondage kinks by the time I was about 6. This notion that kinks don't appear until a person's 18th (or 21st) birthday is a bit silly.

>>13232 >I would much rather have something that was discreet and wasnt called a diaper. You want that because of ableism, so it doesn't disagree with me. >The other thing is that the very existence of a product designed specifically for bedwetters is in and of itself a reassurance that this is not all that uncommon. You know what would also assure people that bedwetting isn't that uncommon? Having a non-ableist culture where it isn't deliberately covered up and shamed.

>>13240 >ableism are you fucking autistic?

>>13251 Pretty sure you're being trolled. And successfully, too...

>>13251 Yes, but you don't need to be autistic to care about violence against disabled people.

>>13263 >violence against disabled people. what

>>13280 the proper spelling in this instance is "wat?"

>>13236 >I agree with the rest of your post, but I definitely had both ageplay and bondage kinks by the time I was about 6. This. I had a strong interest to ageplay things already in kindergarten. It wasn't sexual then of course (I started fapping as 9yo or so) but trollers, baby swings and especially car seats were very appealing to me. Shame though those were only used for babies / very small toddlers back then when I was a kid. Nowdays, in murica and australia they make very large car seats, e.g. australian "type g" car seats can be used in 5-point harnessed mode until the child is 10 yo or so :) >This notion that kinks don't appear until a person's 18th (or 21st) birthday is a bit silly. Many american abdl ig/tumblr girls seem to really think that one shouldn't practise their sexuality at all until 18 years old. I remember a case where 17 years old girl ordered diapers from some company and all those tumblr whores wanted to cancel that company. It feels fucking absurd here in europe where sexuality of minors (of course as solo or with similar age partner) isn't a taboo at all.

>>13393 >I remember a case where 17 years old girl ordered diapers from some company and all those tumblr whores wanted to cancel that company. I mean, how is that even related to sexuality? Don't have much game in the topic (I was close to adulthood when I started to masturbate and didn't see any early activity like some people apparently did), but I think people might get a bit too paranoid at times due to it.

According to my mother, my babysitter said I was a very well behaved baby. Could that be related to my diaper fetish? It's not just because I was autistic, because my brother was also well behaved and he likes diapers, too.

Back to stories? I remember convincing my mom to buy me some diapers after I was potty-trained. I had to be around 5, but might've been a couple of months shy. I was still in preschool, I know that. Anyway, I don't know why she bought them for me, but I was -super- embarrassed at the check-out stand, hoping the cashier wouldn't think they were for me but, obviously, they were. After I got home, I ran with them back to my room to put one on. I had some good fun with those before I ran out - I didn't have the courage to ask for anymore afterwards. A couple of memories that stick out from that pack: one time I was wearing a diaper while my parents were out running errands (yeah, leaving a 4-5 year old at home alone... great job), whatever, so I'm wearing just a diaper and a t-shirt crawling around like I'm a baby. I was too embarrassed to do this when other people were home, so I almost always wore them in my bedroom with the door closed but, like I said, today everyone was out. So I'm crawling around the living room and suddenly I realize I needed to pee. At that point it was really rare for me to have an accident - probably only had one every two months or something, and that feels like forever to a 5-year-old, but I got the wicked idea to pee in the diaper. Like, I expect my mom thought I'd use them but, for whatever reason, I thought that was way out of line and didn't dare ask, so I'm on all fours having diapered myself, house is empty, full bladder and... I just let go on impulse. Oh man, that felt so good, and super, super naughty. I bet 4/5ths of my fetish was formed right there. Totally wet this diaper, felt immense satisfaction and, then, suddenly the reality that I was in a wet diaper as a five year old. I took it off right away and crammed it into the deepest part of the trash can, purposefully covering it with other trash and hoping desperately no one would ever say anything, and no one ever did. Another memory I have of that pack... I think there was only one, though I could be mistaken, was wearing one before preschool. I got up early, taped up a diaper, put on my pants and was just playing in my room jumping on the bed . Suddenly, it's time for school so I run over, pull on my t-shirt, socks and shoes and run out and we get in the car... I knew I got in trouble for making us late. Five-year-old me was so dumb I forgot I had the diaper on. Even more crazy is that I went around for probably 2 hours that morning without remembering - everything at school was fun and I was playing with my friends, and I just didn't think about what I had on under my pants. I remember I had to go to the big-kid's class that day for some reason (it was a private preschool / elementary school, but I wasn't in the kindergarten yet), and I was doing some arts and crafts with them and, suddenly, I had to pee. Got my butt into the potty only to drop my pants and see I still had a diaper on. In my mind I was all like "oh fuck, oh fuck" without the expletives. I was wondering if anyone had noticed I was wearing the diaper, cause' that would be social death... but no one had said anything. I debated what to do and, finally, just ripped off the diaper, shoved it in the trash, peed in the potty and went commando for the rest of the day. I got some major anxiety from that one but it was also a little exciting. I do remember at one point my mom telling me I wasn't allowed to play with the diapers with my friends... I wish I'd ignored her ass on that one, way easier to get five-year-olds to play baby with you than it is to find fellow adult ABDLs, could've made some friends that were into it when I was a kid.

>>13410 I wonder if having such a "complete" experience with diapers as a child causes any noticeable differences in the fetish compared to other people. Do you like forced diapering fantasies? Because I don't, and I had an experience that was similar to yours in some way.

>>13459 I'm not into forced for the dominance sake, although sometimes it adds realism since, even though I liked it, I was reluctant to indulge in it for a few jewish years. So, I'm cool with forced if they secretly like it, but I don't see the enjoyment when the whole thing is forced and based on the suffering of the diapered person. What's your story?

>>13521 Lol, does this site autofilter jewish to jewish? Otherwise that's one heck of an autocorrect.

>>13532 Well, that answers my question. It was the years before my teenage ones

>>13521 When I was 7 or something, my mother bought a package of Goodnites for me. I liked them, but was afraid of asking for more. I don't even remember the context behind her buying them for me, but she apparently knew I liked diapers long before that.

>>13535 God this thread needs to be deleted in the worst way. So much fap-fiction and straight up bullshit.

>>13536 >Parents who listen to what their children want? Must be fapfiction.

>>13536 Like, I've seen threads filled with fapfiction. This isn't one. Fapfiction in these threads is usually written by weirdos with subfetishes, like the guy who likes diapers at first communion. >>13535 Details please, I raockedmy brain to get some details, give me some from your story.

>>13544 The details are all either forgotten, cringe, or uninteresting. Nothing spectacular happened, so now I spend all day coming up with childhood diaper fantasies that actually are interesting.

>>13537 this stuff is sexual tho if your kid asks you to touch them inappropriately, would you do it? or would you be a bad parent that doesn't listen to their children?

>>13599 First of all, neither me nor my mom knew it was sexual at the time. Secondly, she wasn't directly involved, so it was more like a parent buying a sex toy for their child, which is perfectly fine.

>>13599 You might have a point if you were a parent dealing with a gang of niggers as recent as the mid 2000's when that CSI King baby episode aired in 2005 and I'm sure I'm missing other mainstream abdl references from that time frame. Some parents might have been aware of diaper fetishes by then and the potential of causing their kids to develop such a fetish or that there may have been sexual connotations from buying them diapers to wear and use. I think that you might also be referring to the act of a potty trained child wanting to wear diapers which involves getting naked with emphasis to wearing padded material around the waist and genitalia . I can see why you would consider it sexual if you had that view. For some of the anons who were born in the 90's, 80's and further or those who just had parents that didn't think much of it. Our parents weren't thinking about it being sexual. Especially in our early childhood. They probably thought it was some silly phase that we would eventually grow out of like thumb sucking. My mom allowed me to drink from a bottle when I went to bed so that I wouldn't spill any chocolate milk. I was around 4-5 at the time but when my dad found out about the bottles, he convinced my mom to get rid of them. That and being curious about diapers from that age and actually having an opportunity to wear them a few times is what did for me.

Apparently I triggered a word filter. I meant child and not a "gang of niggers". Still pretty funny though.

>>13537 >>13604 Most parents don't buy them every single thing they ask for for no reason. It's one thing if you were pissing the bed but something completely different if not. Parents also want their children to regress and grow and I doubt most parents would buy something "regressive" like diapers, pacifiers, or even more babyish toys.

>>13606 My mother had some major insecurities and infantilized me my whole childhood. diapers disgusted her, so while, she bought them if i asked, she discouraged it. But she literally encouraged thumb sucking and bottle use into late elemntary school. I was very messed up by this until... well, i'm on this site, aren't I?

>>13606 Not every parent fell for the "development timeline" meme, so there's plenty who would have no problems with letting their child wear diapers and use pacifiers.

>>13580 C'mon now. It's an anonymous board. Spill whatever you do remember, how it felt, where you wore em', etc. That's the best story. Dwell on it for awhile and, at least for me, more little bits of memories come back. So what if it's cringe or uninteresting - it's somewhat interesting to everyone here or we wouldn't be here.

>>13533 What word got filtered?

>>13608 My parents did, it sucked. I got spanked quite alot for wearing diapers meant for my younger brothers. Funny enough I'm into forced diapering

>>13676 I believe that, the more shame you experience because of diapers, the more likely you are to be into forced diapering, because the "forced" element creates a layer of disconnect. The same goes for other fetishes.

>>13675 jewish gets filtered to jewish

>>13675 >>13725 Arrgh pre separating teen without separation becomes jewish. I tried just separating the letters with asterisks last time, that obviously didn't work

>>13683 Wdym by a layer of disconnect

>>13599 >this stuff is sexual tho For smaller kids, at age 5 or so, parents have no idea that their child is/will be abdl unless they have this fetish too. And there is a also a small but very important difference - buying a pack of diapers and diapering the child vs. buying a pack and just giving it to the child. In the first one parent is involved in the situation which makes it abuse depending on the age of child. For older children it's pretty comparable to your touching example. In the latter one, parent just helps the child facilities to explore him/herself safely and in private.

*gives - not helps

>>13760 In a forced diapering fantasy, you aren't the one putting yourself in diapers, so you are disconnected from the shame of "wanting it".

>>13763 What if the kids asks to be diapered? You still think it's wrong for the parent to do it? Obviously, I don't want any kid to have this burden but, also, I did some sketchy shit to try and get my butt changed when I was a teen (e.g. internet and meeting people). Nothing bad happened - but it easily could have gone wrong. I met one guy when I was 14 for ABDL stuff a long time ago, when internet was new. He said he was 18 but now I think was probably in his mid 20s. We hung out, he treated me to a pack of diapers and changed my butt when I needed it in a family restroom. Nothing weird happened... but looking back on it, it easily could have. And, like, that was it, never met him again. He never offered again (he claimed he lived a long way away). One thing he mentioned in chat afterwards was how big my dick was... and I later realized he was right, I was big even at 14, but it made me wonder if he was gay... he never came on to me though. Anyway, if TL;DR, don't you think it might be more dangerous not to give kids an outlet if they want to be changed? You don't want them meeting up with someone sketchy instead.

>>13798 Sorry, harm reduction is only valid when it's applied to ends that I agree with.

>>13799 But is it even harmful to be changed? Like, perverted crap is obviously not okay with minors and I'm not going to deny that it's always going to be at least a little sexually stimulating to be changed post-puberty (and, possibly pre-puberty but I wouldn't know), but does that slight stimulation - if it's done just for cleaning purposes, make it wrong? I mean, I've been changed as an adult and, while it was slightly stimulating, I've managed it without getting an erection and the pleasure I derived was much more from being taken care of than having my genitals touched. Public perception would obviously be horribly negative, but changing a diaper doesn't have to be sexual even if you're ABDL. So, you think it's wrong for a parent to change a child even if it's entirely their (the child's) idea? (I mean, obviously it'd be wrong if the parent encouraged it in any way).

>>13800 I was being sarcastic. Whether or not something is harmful has nothing to do with it being sexual. The genitals are just a sensitive part of the body, and sexual excitation is just a state of higher sensitivity.

>>13798 When I was in my twenties and early thirties I had a tenn friend who was into diapers. We met on an abdl chat board that has long since gone away. As big as the world is we only lived about fifty miles away from one another. He and I met up more than a few times though it took over a year before the first time - but only because I knew what the age of consent was in my state and I knew he would want me to change him (as he said more than once). Once he was legally old enough for us to meet in person we did. On one visit he came with me back to my house and spent a few hours. Though of legal age he was still in school and living at home and didn't have a way to get diapers or a place to use them. I became a gateway for him. The first time I change him he got a really big boner. I asked if I could "take care of it" and he said yes and if I were to guess that was probably his first oral experience and possibly his first time with someone else at all. After he got a clean diaper we watched tv and cuddled for a while. Before leaving I changed his diaper and then drove him back home. We met a few times after but then lost contact. I don't remember all of our experiences but I do remember his sweet face and kindness. I wish we had spent more time together TBH. I won't give away too much but in was in a mountainous region of the eastern US...

>>13823 I was a super shy kid who never talked to anyone about ABDL for a very long time, even through the relative anonymity of the internet. One time when I was 18 or 19 (in the early 2000s) I got a little courage and made a profile on some abdl dating site (think it was a site associated with daillydiapers but can't remember). Of course I didn't put a photo of myself on there so I only got one message. It was from an older man who lived about an hour's drive of me who asked "looking for a daddy?" Being the shy little fag I was I didn't message him back but it's one of those things I've kicked myself about a lot in my later years. Not just that specifically, but just not being more adventurous or having any confidence when I was younger.

>>13765 Oh I see

>>13798 >Anyway, if TL;DR, don't you think it might be more dangerous not to give kids an outlet if they want to be changed? You don't want them meeting up with someone sketchy instead Yes, I see incest much more harmful

>>13844 There is literally nothing wrong with (consensual) incest.

>>13844 pretty sure there's a difference between changing someone's diaper and fucking them.

>>13868 >pretty sure there's a difference between changing someone's diaper and fucking them We are talking about sexual acts. 14yo having sex with her similar aged buddy is completely normal. In most european countries, adult and 14yo can legally fuck each other, even though seeking for partners that young isn't really socially acceptable. I don't see any reason "protecting" your child from that by doing fetish play with her. And even if the child is younger, I see it as wrong way to prevent her for being abused by others. It's like giving your child drugs so she doesn't need to buy them from street - whoever knows what shit they might get from there!

>>13958 >sexual act Under the fetish definition, literally anything could be a sexual act. Are people committing sexual acts on babies when they change their diapers? What about a late training 5-year-old? What about a disabled 9-year-old? No, right? Or is it that changing a diaper is a sexual act, without more, for ABDLs. Does that mean we shouldn't legally be allowed to change our baby's diapers? To not have children? I think we can establish diaper changing, provided there is no more stimulation than necessary to clean the area, is not a sexual act. That said, I'm open to your argument that it is wrong... the analogy to giving your kids drugs is a better argument. Can you flush that out? Why do you think changing the kid will harm them because that analogy assumes there is inherent harm (like drugs) in being changed.

>>13968 You are missing the whole point. Original question was this: >One thing he mentioned in chat afterwards was how big my dick was... and I later realized he was right, I was big even at 14, but it made me wonder if he was gay... he never came on to me though. Anyway, if TL;DR, don't you think it might be more dangerous not to give kids an outlet if they want to be changed? You don't want them meeting up with someone sketchy instead. If your 14 year old able son randomly asks to put him in diapers, it's 100% sure a sexual thing. Just like him asking to be breastfeeded. 5 years old kid or disabled kid needing diaper change, it's nonsexual of course. If you have problems understanding what is sexual and what is not, then you probably have autism or something.

>>13971 >If your 14 year old able son randomly asks to put him in diapers, it's 100% sure a sexual thing. I'll concede this is true 99% of the time. But just because it is somewhat sexually gratifying doesn't mean they want to have sex with their caretaker. i definitely would never have wanted to fuck my parents, but I wouldn't have liked to be changed by them if they hadn't shamed me about that stuff in general. It was far more an acceptance thing. Now, something got crossed where that acceptance thing became sexual but it still never attached to the caregiver. I've been changed by several guys over the years, always enjoyed it but I never wanted to do anything sexual with any of them. So, say a kid gets off on being tied up. You think it'd be wrong to just tie them up with a rope, leave them for awhile, and untie them when they request it? Again, I definitely see your concerns and I'm not sure you're wrong, I'm just thinking it out.

There is no such thing as "sexual" or "nonsexual". It's all puritan genital-shaming nonsense.

>>13983 some actions are designed to lead the person being touched to orgasm, others are not, that is the difference, in my opinion, between sexual and non-sexual. Foreplay leaves an interesting gray area,

>>13989 So causing accidental orgasms isn't sexual?

>>13994 There are drugs that can cause spontaneous orgasms, clearly those are not sexual. Rubbing a back could make a fetishist orgasm, but I wouldn't say that's sexual. so, yes, accidentally causing an orgasm, provided it is truly accidental, I do not think is a sexual act. The honest of the "accident" is a big issue but I think my definition is correct. More than two shakes (wipes) is playing with it and all that.

>>13971 If my 14 year old had the balls to ask me straight up for diapers I'd respect that. I'd ask him what kind he wanted

So back on track >be me 7/8 >mom in long term relationship with guy >guy had two daughters >older one had bedwetting issues/would wait too long and pee pants >already had diaper infatuation but was transfixed by her peeing >would go through dirty laundry and wear her pee pants or pee in them myself >we moved to new house >I pilfer through their stuff when they were at their moms >find goodnites >life affirming experience I couldn’t just keep taking them of course but I did eventually tell her I wanted to wear diapers and thought it was “cool” and her secret was safe with me. She let me wear with her and we would sneak into our finished basement after bedtime and play gamecube late into the night sadly our parents had a really nasty break up and i only ever saw her again in high school a year under me. i had developed pretty severe social anxiety by that point and she was always in a large group and we never did more than make eye contact

Talking about forced diapering and telling your parents about your fetish makes me ask the question I often think about. All those fap stories on [REDACTED] and other sites about mothers treating their teenagers as literal babies and diapering them, is it possible some are true? That must have happened at least once. A woman with the right kind of mental illness would probably go along with it.

>>14041 How old were you when your parents broke up? That must've been cool, having diaper time with someone else at that age. I was into diapers back then but there was only two times I ever got someone to wear with me. How often did you guys get to wear? Did you use them? (I'm assuming you did since you straight peed her pants, lol.

>>14047 when they broke up I was 12, she was either 10 or 11. I don't know exactly how many times, but they would be there on the weekends and Wednesdays and in the summer we'd do this probably once a week. of course I wet them, and I'm sure she was cause she never used the bathroom and like I said she would just pee her pants after waiting too long. what's really sad is I saw online that she tried to kill herself a few years back. :( I think she has/had anxiety issues.

>>14049 >what's really sad is I saw online that she tried to kill herself a few years back. :( I think she has/had anxiety issues. Way to kill the vibe; that sucks though. I mean, her issues probably stem from some trauma so it makes sense if she isn't getting help for it. >she never used the bathroom like, never never? She didn't soil herself, did she? Sounds like, as much as there were problems underneath, it was fun though. That would've been so cool to have a diaper friend like that at that age. So you guys had 2-3 years like that. You guys ever talk about your interest in detail? When you guys wore together would you guys go around in just diapers or get clothes back on? Was the little sister around (I assume you guys had to hide it from her to not get ratted out)? Favorite memory out of all the times?

>>14050 >like, never never? She didn't soil herself, did she? she was potty trained and I never saw her poop her pants or anything. we would just be playing and she would get antsy and eventually pee her pants. she grew out of that I think but when we diapered up neither of us ever used the bathroom. >So you guys had 2-3 years like that. You guys ever talk about your interest in detail? I wish we had but not really and I don't think she would have wanted to. I don't know if she was into it like me but idk. we just played pokemon or sonic or talked about kid stuff. >Was the little sister around (I assume you guys had to hide it from her to not get ratted out)? we were friends in a way that I just wasn't with her sister, her sister was kind of the "better sibling" so I think that I was more preferred to hang out with given a choice but we did all play together. we actually shared genuine interest in the same things and her sister was more independent. she probably would have ratted us out. actually I think the older sister did tell her mom (she told her everything) but I guess she didn't have a problem with it? >Favorite memory out of all the times? yeah its a good place to fall back on in my head

oh I misread that last one. well sometimes we'd fall asleep in the basement rather than sneaking back upstairs. I was kinda stuck in my wet goodnite for breakfast and we watched this disney show for like toddlers called pb&j otter and it was just so babyish.

>>14055 What was the diaper-step-sister like? Like personality-wise. What did she look like? It's hard to imagine a kid that old pissing themselves like it was nothing, though I know another ABDL that had stories of a girl that liked to pee her pants around the age that and it made them realize their interest. Did she do this in the house only or out in public? Did you ever catch her expression/get to see her actually going while she was wetting herself? Did you guys ever hand out in just diapers? Sorry to keep asking, it's like a fantasy to have had a diaper-friend back then. I got the courage to buy some diapers the first time when I was ten (biked to the grocery store and saved allowance) but I never had the courage to try and rope any of my friends in... that would've been so cool.

>>14056 >What was the diaper-step-sister like? Like personality-wise. What did she look like? she was normal if a little anxious. she was skinny with long brown hair. We were obsessed with pokemon and would build forts out of extra mattresses and pillows. There's pics online of her at 23, but I don't want to post because reverse image search would give her full name and location. >It's hard to imagine a kid that old pissing themselves like it was nothing, though I know another ABDL that had stories of a girl that liked to pee her pants around the age that and it made them realize their interest. Did she do this in the house only or out in public? Did you ever catch her expression/get to see her actually going while she was wetting herself? she only ever peed her pants playing at home as far as I'm aware. she didn't pee herself like it was nothing she was very self conscious about it and would try to hide it, and nobody called her out on it so she probably thought nobody noticed. like she would get antsy and grab at her crotch I never looked at her face I guess, I mean it would have been weird I think. >Did you guys ever hand out in just diapers? I did after changing a few times but she wore pants or shorts. like if our parents came down we were already gonna be in trouble and definitely should have had pants on >Sorry to keep asking, it's like a fantasy to have had a diaper-friend back then. I got the courage to buy some diapers the first time when I was ten (biked to the grocery store and saved allowance) but I never had the courage to try and rope any of my friends in... that would've been so cool. its all good, it was kinda a secondary thing though yaknow? like we were diapered but it wasn't the focus. I biked to cvs later on too and bought diapers lol

>>14059 >she only ever peed her pants playing at home as far as I'm aware. she didn't pee herself like it was nothing she was very self conscious about it and would try to hide it, and nobody called her out on it so she probably thought nobody noticed. like she would get antsy and grab at her crotch I never looked at her face I guess, I mean it would have been weird I think. Did she leave puddles behind or wet spots? Like, how the heck do you hide peeing yourself inside? Or was she peeing just enough to take the edge of holding it?

>>14065 honestly i don't know how much she peed. we had carpet. her pants would be wet down both legs in the middle. she would sit or hold something to try to hide it but when you walk up stairs you can't do anything except walk awkwardly. and it would smell like pee.

>>14066 What was your initial conversation about diapers with her like? Can you remember any of what was said? Bet there were some major butterflies there.

>>14067 I was very nervous to bring it up because I never actually acknowledged her wearing or being a bedwetter and I knew she would be upset that I brought it up. beyond that its of course weird to want to wear diapers and she could tell her parents and her dad would have told my mom and I would get in trouble I'm sure. I said I always wanted to wear diapers and I thought it was cool she got to wear them. She didn't believe me and was kinda avoiding talking about it, but I kinda desperately asked her again if I could try them and she relented. after she gave me one and I had it on and I was obviously very happy she eased up. If she had asked I would have told her I like the way they feel and I liked not having to worry about being potty trained or that I wanted to be a bedwetter, but she didn't ask and was content with me just wearing with her. If I had to guess she probably liked the way they feel just from how she would press on her pants sometimes.

>>14071 When did she go from peeing her pants to wearing diapers around the house? Did your parents make her? I get her being sensitive about it, but it probably made you guys closer, right?

>>14072 >When did she go from peeing her pants to wearing diapers around the house? Did your parents make her? She only wore the goodnites at night for bedwetting afaik, we would just sneak downstairs after bedtime. Maybe that's why she stopped peeing her pants though, I just assumed she grew out of that but I guess it could be she was just wearing them. I didn't discover them until later so idk. >I get her being sensitive about it, but it probably made you guys closer, right? yeah we were very close sharing our embarrassing secret, being able to share that and wear and accept each other

>>14082 You should gently hit her up now, see if you can rekindle a relationship. If she's down, it means she's probably into that stuff. If not, then whatever, you gave it a shot. Just start with like, you were being nostalgic and thought about how much fun it used to be hanging out and what a bummer it was how stuff ended up with your parents... how you been doing? If she shuts you down, nothing lost. If she's lonely, major possible win.

I don't have a lot of memory of having diapers changed by someone else. I was day trained before I was two according to my parents but have never been dry at night. My ma tells me I would put on my own diapers for bedtime from when I was three or so. The only time she or pop ever did was when I fell asleep before doing so. That hasn't happened since kindergarden or around then. They do buy my diapers still and ma will make my bed on occasion but only because she is doing laundry or already cleaning the house. I get up for school early and sometimes just grab a quick shower and barely make it out in time for the bus. Other than that we don't even talk about it. I do remember choosing to wear a diaper when we went on drives or would fly somewhere. They had nothing to do with changing me though and I only started because if I fell asleep I knew I would wet. I wore pullups or regular baby diapers until I was seven or eight before switching to goodnights. I asked to try diapers again when the goodnights leaked every night and felt kind of sad that the adult diapers didn't have any designs. I think this is where my abdl side comes from. I liked wearing 'baby' stuff. Unfortunately the diapers they buy are not abdl diapers but I did get them to at least by a good brand so it doesn't usually leak (though sometimes it does like today)...

>>14148 How old are you if they're still buying you diapers? Did you ever get to wear with other kids / anyone find out about your diapers?

>>14173 Just graduated HS but don't want to write more and piss off the censor. No big issues in school since I have good control during the day. I was in Sp. Ed when I was little for autism and other issues but was mainstreamed before middle school. Some of the kids I was with in special ed were later mainstreamed too and we are still friends. Had many sleepovers as a kid but no biggie with the diapers since a couple of the other kids were in diapers all the time and almost all of us wet the bed for a long time (some longer than others, heh). My best friend has spina bifida, but he is actually smarter than I am and got a full scholarship. He can walk with a walker but mostly is in a chair. He has no bladder or bowel control at all. Between our parents we had as normal a childhood as they could. I also went to sleep away camps and other trips, but always was in a camp with special needs (when little) or at least a cabin with us 'mainstream kids' who mostly wet. Last few years I also worked at one of the camps as a counselor in the bedwetters cabin. I am going to be in a dorm in like six weeks or so. Not sure how that will work out. We spoke to the college health services and let them know about the issues I have. I will have a roommate but I don't know if they have any issues.

>>14184 >>14184 >>18184 So do you like being a bedwetter or would you prefer to stop? Does your autism present any issues in life these days? I was dignosed in my teens but never had any services or therapy for it. Really its just some OCD and anxiety but I cope well. You said your AB and prefer babyish diapers but having a choice whether to wet or not is not the same as wearing just because its fun. Do you still wear when traveling and such? Do you think you will wear when your in classes and cant leave for an hour or two during lectures? So curious. I have lots questions and really want to learn more about you and your life.

>>14280 I have been to hundreds of doctors and specialists to try to find a cause or treatment that works. I've been on different drugs, used wetness alarms, hypnosis, fluid restrictions, and more. I've had cat scans, mri scans, bladder scans, blood tests, spinal fluid tests, and everything else you can imagine. I was given statistics. Oh only about 1 percent of kids reach 18 and still bedwet and most of them are developmentally delayed. What they never say is that the percentage continues to go down from early childhood to late teenager years. Then the stats go flat. If you reach the age of 18 as a bedwetter it is unlikely it will ever go away. At this point I don't know if I want a cure or not. I suppose I do. I imagine it will make dating easier. I have some anxiety about telling my future 'other' that I have to go put on a diaper for bed. I don't like being bullied. I don't know if I will face problems in a dorm in college and hoping that I get a roommate who also has the same issue. It is different to want to wear and choose when than it is to need to wear and have no choice. Writing this I am also conflicted. It is now part of who I am and I don't know if I want to delete 'me' to make 'me' fit someone elses expectation of me... I am autistic but I don't know if I feel like I am. I haven't had any therapy for it since I was in middle school. Maybe I should but I think I'm doing okay. Maybe some anxiety at times but I think that is also just normal for everyone. I haven't decided whether or not I will wear in classes. If I do it will be to avoid leaks during long classes not because I want to wear. I just finished my campus visit and got my dorm assignment. I have to work this summer to get some savings so I don't need to work during the fall term. I don't know how much I will be on here but will try to answer when I can.

>>14184 Do camps actually have a "bedwetters" cabin? How does that work? Do the counselors broach the subject with the kids/talk about it to make them feel more comfortable or do anything special to help them with it? Or is it pretty much just letting them deal with it on their own Do the kids know they are in the bedwetters cabin?

>>14439 The camps I went to did, maybe that's why my folks sent me to those and not others.

>>14549 Did the counselors change the campers? Up to how old? Did you guys go into the bathrooms separately to change or just figure it out in the cabin? (since it seems changing would take forever if you had to wait for everyone in order before going on a hike or something).

>>14550 What kind of freak are you? No, the counselors didn't change anyone. We were capable of managing our own hygiene, not that that would serve your fantasy at all. This was a sleep away camp for kids, some of us wet the bed at night. We're not running around the camp in pampers weirdo...

>>14653 You're on an ABDL website bro, I would've thought you'd have hoped for the same. I don't know how that shit works, I've been potty trained since I was three. Turns out real life is lame, whatevers.

>>14653 >What kind of freak are you? No, the counselors didn't change anyone. If you're going to get annoyed with someone trying to satisfy their fetish on a board dedicated to a fetish, why post your experiences to it in the first place? I don't even think it was that unreasonable of a question considering cabins that were explicitly for special needs were mentioned.

Recently found out a friend of a friend from high school wets the bed and wears diapers for it. I never knew, makes me wonder if it made him become a degenerate like myself and fall into the ABDL trap. We grew up in a really small town in NC, kinda shocked I never knew / noticed.

>>14730 A special needs cabin/camp would be one thing. Like, if you have kids who are severely impaired in motion and such, wheelchair bound, etc, that might be one thing, but just a cabin full of bed wetters is another thing entirely. >>14549 What about the other kids? I assume they all knew they were in a bedwetters cabin. Did you guys ever broach the subject between yourselves? Did you all wear pullups/goodnites or something or did some kids just go for a waterproof sheet and have their sheets washed every morning/as needed? Im an adult leader in a scout troop, and I have been aware of a handful of kids who wet the bed occasionally and who didnt wear any kind of protection for it. In most cases it was probably a one-off thing, but with at least one kid I suspect he might be more prone to it, but its just sort of inconsistent and only happens when he is abnormally stressed or tired, as he said it doesn't really happen at home. One year at a 6 day summer camp he peed the bed 3 of the 6 nights, and the next it only happened once, but the second year he wasn't as stressed since he had done it before, plus he woke up right after he started so said his underwear and sleep pants were wet but his sleeping bag was fine. (I woke up because he was sort of freaking out/crying a little bit, so I went over and talked to him and got him calmed down and all that) Later on the next day I talked to him briefly about it and he told me he wasn't upset because he was embarrassed, but rather because he was worried about ruining his sleeping bag and stuff. Given his personality I probably believe that about 80%, but he could also be saying he wasn't embarrassed because it would be embarrassing to admit he was embarrassed. My main goal as an adult leader on outings is to make sure its as positive an experience for the kids as possible, and Im wondering what I could do in situations like this that might be helpful. There have at some point been kids who presumably wet the bed more frequently, but I dont know who they were. I only know because I would sometimes see a goodnite or store brand bedwetting pullup in the trash can of a bathroom when we were the only ones at a campsite. On one hand I feel like that would indicate they have it handled, but on the other hand I wonder if having them know there is an adult available who is aware of it would help. Like if there was a place we were camping that didn't have bathrooms that were as private or something, then we could provide them with a more discreet way to dispose of them or something. On the other-other hand, would bringing it up at all cause more embarrassment than it would be worth?

>>14658 >>14730 Fetish kink site or not getting your jollies with kids is never okay. I am a former camper and now a counselor. I would happily disappear any creep who did anything to mess with my kids and sleep great at night knowing their no longer a risk. >>14805 This is sort-of a special needs camp but not really. Many of us are on the autism spectrum, mild CP for couple of campers, or other issues that create some handicaps to overcome. But we are all very independent and "mainstream". None of us will need ongoing care when we leave home. Most of the campers in the camp have no diagnosis at all - just 'normal' kids. It was originally supposed to be a camp for very high functioning special needs kids to mix with kids without any handicaps but the 'therapy' aspect of the camp doesn't exist any more - it's just a regular camp with a mixed group of kids. The bedwetters cabin is well known but the way the camp is structured it isn't a bad thing or source of bullying. Almost all of us wear some sort of diaper, but there are a few that have disposable pee pads and change their sheets whenever wet. I learned the 'quick change' bedding here - where I make my bed twice so if my diaper leaks at night, I get up, change my diaper, then strip the top sheet and pee pad. Underneath is another clean sheet and pee pad. As for your scouts... Most kids old enough to go to camp are old enough to completely manage their issue on their own. In private, or a small group of other bedwetters, just say that you know and you're there to help. In another camp I worked at we had a few younger kids who were bedwetters, but no special cabin or steps for them to manage. So I talked to them on the first day, let them know I was a friend and would never break their trust. I typically go into the cabin before bedtime, tuck a clean pullup or goodnight into their sleeping bag (so they can change once in their sleeping bag), and otherwise try to distract the other campers so the bedwetters aren't found out. In the morning, I go and collect the wet pullups from their sleeping bags and put them into an outside trash bin where the other kids won't see them. The goal is just to let them manage their issues, but provide some accessory help and distract the other kids if suspicion arises. Mostly none of the kids know I also wet the bed. I say mostly because at the one camp, where I was a camper, some of the older kids were the younger kids when I was still a camper - but they don't really say anything.

>>14835 >anything to mess with my kids I really admire the fierce protectiveness you seem to feel towards them. I feel the same way with the kids in my scout troop. Im usually a pretty laid back guy, and very much avoid confrontation, but god help anyone who threatens the welfare of the kids under my care. Fortunately I have never had any issues like that. >So I talked to them on the first day, let them know I was a friend and would never break their trust. >The goal is just to let them manage their issues, but provide some accessory help and distract the other kids if suspicion arises. This is more or less what I had imagined would be a good system in a scout troop. The kids coming in are mostly aged 10 to 11. The thing I mostly wonder about is how do I know which kids to talk to? Like if they or their parents volunteer the info that makes it easy of course, but I worry about those that don't, you know? I realize they probably have a system already worked out in that case, but I would still like to just let them know they have someone they can trust if they need anything, ya know? Even if it's just more discreet disposal than tossing a goodnite into the nearest trash can or something. At the same time, I don't want to embarrass them needlessly by bringing it up either. This all started years ago, when I was still a youth in scouting, but one of the older scouts, and this one kid who was one of those "problematic" kids that people tend to not like (adults included unfortunately) wet the bed one night. It made me realize that even though he had some behavioral issues, he was still a kid, and still vulnerable, and as I started paying more attention to him I realized he just needed someone to pay attention to him, to care about him, work with him, etc. At this point I hadn't wet the bed since I was in 5th grade, and I was a sophomore in high school. Literally the next day after getting home from that outing though, I wet the bed myself. (which really messed with me to be honest, couldnt focus in school the next day, plus lots of conflicting feelings because of the abdl thing) and that little sequence of events ended up having a big impact on me, I think it made me more protective and understanding of kids in general.

>>14852 By the time I was 10 my parents had almost zero involvement in my management of my wetting. If I went to a sleep over, they didn't even ask me if I wanted them to tell the other parents. The answer was automatically 'no'. Several of my friends were also wetters so there is was really a non issue. When I slept someplace new, I always brought a sleeping bag. In the sleeping bag was a Goodnight. My ma sewed in some pockets so I could keep a few inside without them falling out and also sewed in bed pads so if my Goodnight leaked it wouldn't leak through the sleeping bag too. I don't know your kids but they should be very able to manage any problems on their own at that age. If your not told about their bedwetting it is probably because they are good at managing themselves and don't need help. They avoid potential embarrassment and ridicule by keeping it undetected. By the time I was a teen I was a bedwetting ninja. I went on extended class trips where we would be three or four kids to a room. No one else wet the bed and no one knew I did. I was never caught even though I slept in a Goodnight or even a adult diaper in the last few years. Your kids should be able to do the same. And if they are doing so, then it is really none of your business and you shouldn't concern yourself with it unless they ask. I am a bit concerned about going away to college. I know I will have a roommate. I also learned that some of the dorms are four-student rooms so I could end up with three other roommates. I can get away with a week but hiding it for months at a time has me a bit concerned. A week is just a few diapers hidden away but being there for months means I will need two or three cases of diapers for the semester. There is no way in these rooms I can hide even a case. Hiding one pack of diapers will be a chore. Fuck... I'm sweating thinking this out.

>>14855 You shouldn't be worried. I can't talk specifically about dorm life because I lived off campus, but in my experience, college isn't high school. Nobody cares who you are, there are no popularity contests, and most importantly, everyone is (or should be) mature enough to understand a medical condition. It seems like you're stressed about hiding it, but there really isn't anything to hide.

>>14895 I lived off-campus but I had friends that lived on-campus. On campus life is exactly life highschool from what they described. People who live off campus have lives to live, jobs to work, it's being an adult+. Kiddies having their school paid for and living in a dorm is kid+ schoolwork is slightly harder (or easier, depending on your uni) and your curfew is later but, otherwise, it's basically still being a kid.

>>14895 >>14924 You two are a package deal. Yin and yang. Worry and don't worry in one swoop. So glad I shared my anxiety. Let me know when you get into couples counseling. lol :D :D :D It is what it is. Finished my last day of camp today and have the week to get a few things done, but mostly relax, before heading off to campus. I don't think I'm going to get on here much once school starts. Seriously my mind is running like a runaway freight train right now. Not just bedwetting or diapers or college but basically everything I know and have lived is about to be turned over and dumped out. One of my co-counselors who is a lot like me started last year. I was waiting for this week to ask him what school was like and how it worked out. He didn't have it easy, there were kids who gave him a lot of grief and had to request to change roommates more than once. In his second semester they ended up giving him a solo room as his parents and lawyers met with the school and threatened to bring a lawsuit on discrimination grounds. Fuck me... Is it going to be this bad? Is there any possible hope I can have to get a roommate with enuresis too?

>>15342 > One of my co-counselors who is a lot like me started last year. I was waiting for this week to ask him what school was like and how it worked out. He didn't have it easy, there were kids who gave him a lot of grief and had to request to change roommates more than once. In his second semester they ended up giving him a solo room as his parents and lawyers met with the school and threatened to bring a lawsuit on discrimination grounds. Fuck me... Is it going to be this bad? It sounds like you may already be in school, but I hope you see this! First of all, I would say try to stay connected with some tether to life before college. That can be phone calls with parents, keeping in touch with friends, or even just hanging around this place every now and then. It can act like a bit of a support group if that makes sense. As for roommates, I think a lot of it is up to chance. What will be will be, but that doesn't mean you have to live with a bad situation. most schools will work with you if you have legitimate issues with roommates. If you have any issues, first dont be afraid to stick up for yourself. You have a right to not be teased/bullied/harassed by the people you live with. If it becomes an issue, tell them that you expect them to respect you and your privacy, even if they don't like you. If it continues, or if it is really bad, talk to the dorm director. You can even preface the conversation with something like "I would rather not discuss the details if its at all possible but im being harassed/etc because of a medical condition. They might just agree to move you somewhere else or even on your own without you having to disclose exactly what the condition is. I would say that you should be prepared to disclose that if needed though. More often than not schools are more than willing to work with you. They want you to be self reliant where possible, but will step in when issues go beyond "person A is rooming with person B and they don't get along". Keep in mind, YOU are paying the university. That means they do not want you to be miserable, not only because it means they lose out on the money, but also because if you dont perform well or drop out or move to another school, that puts a black mark on their record. Having a roommate who is making your life suck WILL impede your ability to perform academically, so it will be in their interest to deal with it. What they don't want to deal with are petty squabbles or minor personality incompatibilities, since they simply dont have the capacity to do so and also because learning to deal with those is a useful life skill. I would say its not impossible that you could end up with a roommate with enuresis. It probably wont happen by chance (I think the standard probability for it continuing past the age of 18 is something like 0.5% to 1%) but if you ask them they might just know of someone else. Keep in mind that even though 1% seems pretty low, there are also a LOT of students at schools. Above all else, remember that you have a right to not be harassed over this. As for just general anxiety over your life being turned upside down, the best I can say is try not to worry about it. Yes, things will change, but a lot of things wont. Its a lot like homesickness with kids at a camp for the first time. Its a whole new experience, but keeping busy can help, and after a while it wont be as new or scary anymore. All your old friendships will still be there as well.

>>15967 and others. It's late. Tried posting earlier but 8chan wasn't having it. All packed and ready to go, leave in the morning and will be in the dorm tomorrow night. I'll know soon if I won the roommate lotto, or not. It is what it is right? I can hope for someone who has enuresis or incontinence. If they turn out to be TB or AB/DL then just as good from my point of view. If not then some hope they're not total jerks. I don't think I would mind humor in jest, I make fun of myself pretty much all the time and it does make it easier. Thanks for the chats all. Will update here if I remember the next time I'm home. Know any good bedwetting or incontinence jokes? Might need some new material when I get home.

This is a lame memory, but it's what I've got, and I'm trying to get the thread back on topic: I remember being in preschool, probably 4 years old, and we were out on the play equipment and one of the teachers was changing this 2-3 year old right out there by the jungle gym. I only remember because I remember being up on the jungle gym as me and two of my friends mocked the kid for still being in diapers, calling him stinky or something. Teacher threatened to put us back in diapers, which shut us up, but which I secretly wanted, even as a preschooler, though I was too ashamed to test it.

>>16024 >I can hope for someone who has enuresis or incontinence. You sound very young and naive so I hate to break it to you but the chances of this are damn near miniscule at best. >If they turn out to be TB or AB/DL then just as good from my point of view. Even less likely. Not that it matters. By the way your posts read I'm guessing you're gearing up for some bullshit larp about getting an ABDL roommate or some shit but I'm not yet willing to rule out autism

>>16190 Can we get back to childhood memories. Whether larp or not, it's off-topic, he should go make a new thread.

I just kinda discovered this board recently (spent 14 years in prison for robbery and so missed out on the whole chan thing. Was big into usenet back in the day). I am only half sure this is gonna post tbh cause Im 42 and this site confuses the fuck outta me, but anyhow, I think I have a few good diaper related memories. well not specifically diaper relate necessarily, but how I got into the fetish. Its unique cause of how it started and how I ended up cause over the years my DL fetish has flipped so to speak. Anyway I want to post this first before I actually write anything out cause Ill be severely pissed if I wrote a huge post and it gets removed or vanishes. Its a little excirting, the only person who know is my wife, and well my mom but she foesnt know what it DID to me lol Let me know if youse wanna hear it

By the way as someone who has been around for over 25 years in the scene I know some obscure trivia. Angela Baeur is fake. Well, shes a real person who did a real video or two in the 80s, and she dated the dude who was supposedly her husband, but they broke up in the early 90s. turns out, the guy Hijacked her identity and posted as her all those years. Someone dimed him out and they demanded credentials to prove she was real but she angrily refused. Alot of us had suspcions because no one ever got to meet her, and she had all these ridiculous stories about being a high profile attorney and open with her incontinence, and 25 female relatives who all wet their bed named Aunt Sue and Grandma Dottie and shit. Supposedly one of those famous girls that got diaper pastied, cant remember who, expressed to Angela how hurt she was by it. It was all too much. thing is "Angela" re released her video again and made bank. Dont know if thats fraud or not but the whole story is bananas. Adrian Surley is crazy suss too. When I tell you there was no girls in th scene, there was none. DDLG is a blessing. Ive had participating girlfriends before. But absolutely zero of them had ever thought of it beore. My wife will wear diapers for me but it doesnt turn her on. I had to "flip" any girl I played with, and honestly even the super kinky ones were kinda lioke "Uh, you want to wear diapers?" (super wierd look)..."No, I want YOU to wear diapers" "OHHH Ok no prob. Youre a freak!". Made me glad Im not into wearing bc the reception is polar opposite. Anyhow Ill wait on a response to make sure Im doing this right then tel youse guys my origin story, and hthe reason why those bedwetting/mom/act like a baby fap stories are so incrediblky popular. It seems like shit split:until the 2000s, nearly everyne was DL or AB due to a humiliaton or threat in childhood. Now it feels like parents are super chill no stress on the bedwettting, so kids wear pullups till theyre 10 and catch the fetish! theres no winning!! Sorry so long

>>16203 >>16204 Dude, skip the blog post and get to the story. We don't need your life history or weird obsession with the story of some diaper chick, they're a dime a dozen now.

Argh I knew it. One thing these chan boards all have in common is...man the people are dickheads. Its a pulling and pushing. You wanna talk but everyone just seems like someone that you would mandatory have to trash on sight if you ever had the day ruining misfortune to run into. Like the kind of guy, youre at the party, you just wanna relax, and here comes this dude, and you know by the end of the night youre just gonna have to fuck him up? Why are these places, otherwise potentyially promising, stocked two to one with these places?? I even started to notice you guys filtering in to prison my last few years. My friend called them reddit cons and since I never been on either 4chan or reddit I didnt know the fifference. Turns out they were chan guys. Must be a generational thing, cause to a man not one could fight either for having such mouths. Its really wierd tho, ngl. Ah well, as we saw in my world, Im off the gate. Back to lurking and my blog guys, carry on...

Good luck to college guy, though. Of course youre a bit naive, youre 18 or so. But I think youll find college a lot less judgemental than you think. Unless you go to Wheaton or some shit, you could probably get designted an ethnic minority or some shit and participate in the parade. I Never went to college but when I was 18 I had a similiar experience. i got sentenced to a 3 and a half to 7 year sentence and ended up shipped to Graterford State Prison, one of the oldest and worst penitentiaores in the country. I was a street kid, a hood rat, but still this was some next level shit. 800 people in one cell block. I threw up my first night. But just like college I met a few decent guys, plus a couple of heavies from my nerighborhood etc and it wa like anuythign else, you got used to it. Im glad Im out, but spending 20 total years there cetainly gave me an insight into human nature that maybe psychiatry glimpses but faintly. Lotta crazy memories, and youll have the same. Good luck, and remember: Everything aint for everybody. keep your business your buisiness Good Luck

>>16228 >>16229 Holy fuck, shut up. The cringe in these post is overwhelming. We're the same generation, so it's not me being young, it's you being a lame-ass. I'm old school internet where name fags were lame and boring stories that go nowhere are reserved for union-busting squads run by Abraham Simpson. Tell your fucking childhood story or shut the fuck up. At this point, frankly, I'd probably prefer you just get off the chans and go to plebbit where you clearly belong.

In 2nd grade, I had this dream where I was in a special shop that sold a bunch if diapers made out of weird materials and I tried them all on ( I remember a wooden one, one that was 2 layers of plastic with water filling the space between them, and a pumpkin carved into a diaper shape). This dream is the earliest sign I can remember about diapers. When I was in middle school I at some point started looking up the word "diaper" in every website I used that had a search function, I found shitty photo shops of celebrities in diapers, forum posts from bedwetters, accidentally found a full porno on a youtube knockoff website (I was so autistic that I closed my eyes during the part where she was getting changed because I was afraid to find out what a naked woman looked like). I started putting pillows in my pants to try to simulate wearing a diaper and I ended up cumming for the first time that way by complete accident

>>16293 I remember looking up "diaper" and "bedwetting" in all sorts of things, especially dictionaries and books and such around the age of 9.

>>16293 I had this wierd reoccurring dream where these flying robot things with Toyota badges would suck me up into it and diaper me. I wasn't even in first grade when I started having this dream. It'd only let me go once I was thickly diapered and let me waddle away on the grass. Nothing I could do to stop it from diapering me because I'd always just kinda float out the front door and it'd suck me up

>>16316 I had some dreams kind of similar when I was about 4-5. The walls would actually come to life, pick me up and diaper me then put me in a crib. I was potty trained SUPER early so it was odd for me to think about diapers but they somehow made me happy thinking about them. I was the youngest of 4 boys so I never knew any of my siblings to be in diapers. I also had odd feelings sometimes when I'd be near furniture for some reason, like the furniture would feel bigger or I'd feel like I was shrinking. It'd only last a few seconds but it made me feel funny. I also always loved the smell going by the diaper aisle in stores and stuff and would try to sneak away just to go down it quickly before grabbing something from a different aisle when I was younger.

>>16301 Now it makes me wonder how much of that shit was just fapbait written by other diaper fetishists

Before I was 13, I had a feeling that I knew I liked diapers and wetting/messing myself, but I never did it and I never told anyone. It was like I knew this was something you don't tell people.

>>16318 I was potty trained very early too. I always tried to figure out ways to make the dream happen because I loved being diapered. Waking up was the worst part of it

>>16321 I think I knew before I was out of them. Got duped out of them to using the potty of course. I clearly remember intentionally wetting the bed hoping I'd get diapers at 3 or 4. My mom was really angry and I pussied out and didn't try again. If only I had some persistence. When I was older around 12 I was stealing/buying diapers all the time. My mom would raid my stash and yell and shit. After like a year of that she confronted me asking why I do it and all I could say is "I dunno" and then she asked me if I wanted her to get me them (I was getting goodnites mostly) and I thought it was a trick question and said no. Both of these instances I will always wonder if I fucked myself out of some stress free, sanctioned diapers. And now that I'm fucking old my mom knows about all of it and doesn't care. Like I want a fucking redo.

>>16362 Would really have changed much? It's not like you could have been open with it with other people at that age.

>>16367 I can only guess but almost definitely. I don't see how being open, whatever that means, is relevant. Being able to wear diapers to bed and adjacently, not have it be this forbidden stressful covert activity where I'm smuggling diaper packs like a mexican drug cartel with a key of heroin. No one needs to be involved, just my mom being a little less of a cunt.

>>8724 >>8718 Reminds me of some thing where a Vtuber mentioned how when she was young she tried on one of her little sister's diapers and tried to wet it to see what it was like, but couldn't get herself to do it before she was caught. It was in some big group thing with a lot of other vtubers and just conversation going around. She didn't seem to even know she was firmly in fetish territory. - Found it! Apparently she tried a few times, and was never able to get herself to actually wet it despite trying: https://youtu.be/9M_AUb5cFZQ?t=1053

>>16380 @17:35

Did anyone else have fastened or lockable plastic pants put on them when they were a kid? I've heard about these before, but I've never heard of someone using them. I've always wanted to try them out myself.

>>16418 >hey has anyone ever had their parents lock them in adult fetish gear, something that would get them put in jail and probably make national news, wouldn't it be crazy if that happened

>>16418 Things like Little Sleeper Keeper are more likely to be used in real life. I don't think lockable plastic pants are actually that good at preventing people from getting their hands into the contents of their diapers, which is the main thing parents are worried about.

>>16419 >>16422 ironically little sleeper keeper is way hotter fetish gear than those pants I guess not ironically it's pretty logical can you imagine being locked into one of these when you were a kid? why do we have a thread about our real pasts where some people write fapfiction and not have a thread about the pasts we ideally want? isn't that partly why this thread has interest? or is this where you go to find authenticity and what's actually possible in imagining your ideal? or is it just a lot of pedos? sorry I'm high and ranting

>>16423 Oh my if that is you, you're SO CUTE in those. I'd been thinking of getting a little keeper for the longest (or a footed sleeper) but I get SUPER hot wearing anything more than a onesie to bed.

>>16423 Sweet, they make them in my size, and they're fairly cheap. I'll need to get one

>>16423 >ironically little sleeper keeper is way hotter fetish gear than those pants Agreed. In this fetish realism is important, at least for me, and using something that's also used by toddlers is very hot. >why do we have a thread about our real pasts where some people write fapfiction and not have a thread about the pasts we ideally want? isn't that partly why this thread has interest? >or is this where you go to find authenticity and what's actually possible in imagining your ideal? >or is it just a lot of pedos? All three, to varying degrees. Obviously most of the stuff in this thread would be unethical to be involved with in real life, but it's still nice to fantasize about. The absolute ideal would be to play the parent to a consenting adult who just happened to look like a 4-8 year old, or equally to be in that 4-8 year old body. Things like the LKS are incredibly fun to fantasize about, especially if there was no safeword. >>16437 I was thinking of getting one, but the shipping to my country would cost almost as much as the sleeper itself.

>>16429 They do sell a shorty version which leaves most of your arms and legs exposed. That looks better for people who like to be cool at night.

>>16429 >>16440 Yeah and I think they actually look even cuter. They're closed till the 5th but filtering in stock and size 16, there are a few shorty ones in cute colors: https://littlekeepersleeper.com/shop/page/4/?swoof=1&stock=instock&pa_size=16

>>16440 >>16441 Hmmm those are pretty cute. I always feel like I'm missing out on cute pajamas because of the heat. Footies have always been something Id wish I could wear. Maybe these could work though. Thanks anon I'll ask my CG what they think. >>16439 >using something that's also used by toddlers is very hot Agreed

>>16423 The problem is there are generational issues. Some of the stuff that was socially acceptable in my time would totally not fly currently. And yes it probably would make national news. First off, I'm not a boomer. I'm Gen X. I was born in the late '60s. When I was a kid it was completely fine for the principal to give you a bare butt spanking with a paddle for acting up in school. This stuff didn't stop until I was in the 5th or 6th grade. If a parent decided to slap a kid in the grocery store, or even swat them on the ass nobody gave a crap. I and almost every boy took a pocket knife to school. Most of the high school kids had trucks with gun racks and one or two guns in them at high school. The first three cars my parents had didn't even have seatbelts. My first "car seat" was made out of cardboard from some plans my parents found in a book. I actually still have the book. It's scary to look back at some of the stuff people thought was okay for kids. The point is most of that stuff wouldn't go over today, hell most of it wouldn't even go over in the 90s. Anyway, my father was strict by 70's standards, fucking abusive by todays. Needless to say, I acted out a lot as a kid. Because of this, I was sent to a school in Poland Maine called Élon. I was a bed wetter and I was forced to wear diapers there. I was even forced to wear pink footed sleepers with my ankles shackled for trying to escape. I suffered a lot of humiliation and abuse there. I still suffer from GAD, PTSD, and panic disorder from my time there. I've told people here on these forms about my past experiences at Élon. Only to be accused of making it up or writing fap material. My stories are not original. Many people have horrifying tales from Élon. A simple Google search and you'll find stories from others that suffered at Élon. Stories about kids who were forced to wear diapers and footed sleepers as well. There are a few people here who have told their childhood stories of forced diaper use. Only to have others call them out on it too. Like I said, someplace like Élon would make headlines and be shut down in a fucking second today. Yet when I was a kid it was fine. The way some people got treated as kids in the 60's and 70's was fucking downright abuse and criminal. So many of our stories of diaper punishment get called out as being fake or made up. Most are not it’s just a generational thing. What was ok and acceptable in our day just wouldn’t go over today.

>>16450 >I've told people here on these forms about my past experiences at Élon. Only to be accused of making it up or writing fap material. Because you're making it up and writing fap material, you utterly sick fuck. I did not attend Elan, but I know enough about the place, and have read enough shit from people who actually did, to know that while diapers were occasionally used in the ritual humiliation that went on there, it was nothing like you describe. At all. Didn't think I'd ever see anyone on /abdl/ use a real-world child abuse center as the setting for his fantasies while trying to make people believe he's not making shit up.

>>16450 kinda has the same vibe as this.

>>16450 >Mfw the pink bunny suits and diapers were real I'm so sorry dude...that place seems like literal hell on earth. If you have any proof you were there you'd have me deepest sympathies

>>16452 First off, sorry for the misspelling. I'm severely dyslexic, and use talk to text and text reading software. I've been chatting with some friends about electric cars and unfortunately Élan got swapped with Élon like as in Elon Musk. Great software when it works right, not so much when it doesn't. Secondly I've NEVER posted anything here about my time at Élan. It was one post on the 8kun site. The thread is long gone, lost to the internet. I only made the post as my psychiatrist at the time suggested it might help me to speak out about what happened to me. Assholes, dicks, and fuckfaces like you made it a second living hell. Élan was two fucking years of pain and abuse for me. Then to have to defend myself for speaking out about it to fuckers like you. Yeah FUCK that and fuck you! I was there, I fucking lived it! Day in and day out for two fucking years! As I was a bedwetter before, during and after my time at Élan. I was harshly abused because of it. But you are right as rumors and stories about the abuse got out Élan started to toned down the abuse a bit. I was there during the early days of the place. During the height of the abuse. Hell, when I finally got out because my parents divorced. Mom got custody of me, and she didn't have the money to keep me at Élan. No one believed me at first either. It took 3 suicide attempts, one that almost succeeded. Before I ended up in a psych hospital where for the fucking love of God a doctor finally believed me. It was about that time the truth started to come out. By then the abuse had been turned down a lot. The deaths that followed finally got the attention of the public and authorities. Third, I wasn't planning on telling any of my stories of abuse at Élan here. I did that once and it didn't go so well. I have NO plans on doing it again thanks. The point of my post was to say things fucking change. People born in the 90's and 2000's don't seem to get that. Stuff that today would be national news, that would land parents in jail. Wasn't that big of a deal in the 50's, 60's and 70's. For fuck sake, I had a game called lawn darts growing up. What fucking idiot though. "Hey let's give kids weighted metal spikes you toss in the air! What could possibly go wrong!" Point being some of the crazy childhood stories here could possibly be true. Most are a bit far-fetched and fap material, but there are a few that could definitely be real. Finally alongside the generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD, Panic disorder and crippling anxiety I got as mementos of my stay at Élan. I also got a sexual attraction to humiliation. My psychiatrist says it's a trauma response. That the embarrassment and humiliation of the events I suffered was so bad my brains coping mechanism was to turn it into something pleasurable. So here I am an AB that now enjoys the humiliation of some of my childhood traumas, go figure. Anyway thanks for your trolling and for being a generally insufferable human being. You're growing up to be a wonderful asshole.

>>16450 The story as you've posted here so far doesn't sound too far outside the realm of feasibility and it doesn't scream fap material so could be fake or not as far as I know. People who post bullshit stories usually like going into detail about their diapering but you want to ramble about everything else instead. You did get suspiciously defensive when someone called you out on it though. Regardless, let's talk about this: >Most are not it’s just a generational thing. >Most Congrats, you're a boomer who believes everything they read on the internet. You sound like the type who believes the whole "bridal diapers" and "first communion diapers" stories and any number of dumb-shit "diaper punishment" stories perverts post on parenting forums too. And what's worse is that people who are so gullible as to believe the bullshit only encourages the bullshitters to bullshit more. Again, not to say that EVERY story is bullshit but to claim "most" of them are probably true because "muh generation" is downright stupid. It's not that we call everyone out for their stories, it's that so many of us have encountered enough bullshit that it's now easy to detect. The downside is that if an outlandish story happens to be real it gets labeled bullshit as well. Let's face it, child abuse is a very real fucking thing and shitty parents like to get creative with their abuses. Some small minority of these stories are actually true but the vast majority are not. >a generally insufferable human being. As an impartial third party I can say you're both insufferable.

I don't really see the point of a thread like this if stories must be boring and unarousing to be believed. In fact, scrolling up it seems that this thread mainly just attracts stupid arguments and angry people.

>>16479 Okay let's talk. I got "suspiciously defensive" because of my past experiences. It sucks when you're screaming the truth and no one will listen. So I get a bit defensive when people are just being dicks for no reason. "Most are not, it's just a generational thing." I misspoke, sorry I was in a hurry when I made the first post. That is also why I didn't proofread it and didn't catch Élon instead of Élan. I fixed that in the last post. "Point being some of the crazy childhood stories here could possibly be true. Most are a bit far-fetched and fap material, but there are a few that could definitely be real." You'll note I said "Most are a bit far-fetched and fap material, but there are a few that could definitely be real." I stand by that. Now on to the rest of your comments. Like I said I'm Gen X not a boomer I believe I said that. I did say I'm severely dyslexic so I don't really spend that much time reading stuff online. The vast majority of my internet use is actually YouTube. I watch a lot of Rust, DayZ, Arma, Minecraft, so on and so forth videos. The reason is I own a company that rents out gaming servers. So I try to keep up with what people like and don't like. Outside that I spend a lot of time on putty updating, setting up or taking down servers. I honestly only visit this form maybe once or twice a week if that. Usually just to see if the threads I like to follow have anything worth reading. Most of the time they don't. Anyway, as for the "bridal diapers" and "first communion diapers" stories. Again I don't read much of that stuff but what I have seen, yes it's most definitely fap fuel. I can't say ALL of them are fake for sure, but most are. Interesting side story. I'm friends with this guy who's a little fur. He got a job at the local theme park as a mascot. Since he likes wearing diapers anyway. And getting in and out of the costume was a pain. He'd wear diapers under his clothes in the mascot costume. He NEVER messed them just wet. Well he would sometimes wear the Priva plastic pants over his diaper just in case he leaked. Anyway a kid rush him and hugged him at…. well that level and heard the pants crinkle. The kid pulled back and asked him "are you wearing a diaper" and then smack his butt and said. "Yeah you're wearing a diaper". The kids mom called him back to tell him not to hit. My friend heard him tell his mom, "but he's wearing a diaper". Mom just told him no he's not and not to hit. My friend was all self-conscious about it the rest of the night. Me and him joked about the kid growing up to be an AB/DL and writing posts on forms like this about mascots wearing diapers. Anyway moving on yeah I agree, as a parent and stay at home dad. I used to visit parenting boards looking for other stay at home dads to hangout with. I would occasionally see the fetish post by some perv. Some diaper, some bondage, some truly unspeakable. But yeah it was sick and it did bug me! But every community has its bad apples, or poor actors or whatever. Humanity sucks, it is what it is. Now before anyone asks yes my kids are both healthy normal young adults. Me and the wife both kept our fetishes in the closet while raising them. My son works at a prestigious national Lab doing maths. My daughter went to school for forensics. But has decided she likes prosecuting murderers better than catching them. So is currently at a prestigious college to become an attorney. Well I enjoyed our little chat. You have a wonderful day! >>16483 I agree!

>>16479 >Congrats, you're a boomer who believes everything they read on the internet. You sound like the type who believes the whole "bridal diapers" and "first communion diapers" stories and any number of dumb-shit "diaper punishment" stories perverts post on parenting forums too. And what's worse is that people who are so gullible as to believe the bullshit only encourages the bullshitters to bullshit more. Nah, he's not the one who believes them, he's the one who posts them, and he's getting increasingly assmad that we're not gullible enough to buy his bullshit here. Dude never set foot in Elan. I guarantee it. It's the things he's not saying that are screaming the loudest. >>16483 >god damn it why do you people keep insisting that there's a difference between fapfiction and reality

>>16486 >>16479 >I guarantee it. It's the things he's not saying that are screaming the loudest. What is he not saying that makes you think that? Oh are you fishing for fapfiction! Sounds like you're the one getting assmad lol. You got some blue balls and need some relief! 😆 >People who post bullshit stories usually like going into detail about their diapering but you want to ramble about everything else instead. I have to agree he seems legit to me.

Bros, I got no stake in this, but I do want to say that I am a fellow ABDL that likes to keep his fap-fiction and true stories separate. This is because, if I go to a fap-fiction thread, I expect good grammar, quality writing, and people generally telling Croc to fuck off forever (since he lacks that). I don't care if you're a wordsmith in a true stories thread, I'll let your writing slide if you have a good true story to tell. The problem that shitty writers use true story threads as a place to seek validation for their awful fapfiction. We are right to call them out, humiliate them, etc. for this pathetic attempt. If your story gets called out, move-on, let people believe what they want. We call you out because, at minimum, your story was shit. It might also well be a lie. If it is fiction, then "get good" at writing before wasting everyone's time and post it in the stories thread... I think that covers the issue. On the topic of the Elanfag, No one wants your life story faggot, your diaper story was mediocre fapfiction, sorry if that's your real life as well, but just deal and move on grandpa.

>>16486 >god damn it why do you people keep insisting that there's a difference between fapfiction and reality There's a difference between a thread full of real stories and a thread full of people getting angry and arguing about fapfiction, yes. Sadly this thread has much more of the latter than the former. At the risk of stating the obvious, perhaps an anonymous fetish board isn't the best place to look for truthful non-fetish stories.

>>16485 I wasn't sure whether your story was real or not but you reek of bullshit after this: >Now before anyone asks yes my kids are both healthy normal young adults. Me and the wife both kept our fetishes in the closet while raising them. My son works at a prestigious national Lab doing maths. My daughter went to school for forensics. But has decided she likes prosecuting murderers better than catching them. So is currently at a prestigious college to become an attorney. >>16490 man I hate almost all stories for being written like an ametuer who enjoys creative writing, if I wanted to read that shit I'd become an English professor. its often a crazy scifi/fantasy with world-building, even if its not its plagued with far too many visual descriptions, garish language, I mean its literally like creative writing papers from college freshmen. Prose littered with descriptive paragraphs. I just think a separate thread to post fapfiction would be good to divert some of the bs, but think about it as what could have been, plausible fantasy as autobiographical fiction but not with cringe tryhard writing.

>>16479 >>16486 >>16489 >>16490 >>16492 >>16511 Everyone here seems to be hating on this story that this elan guy posted. Yet I've looked and I don't see any crap story about this elan place? WTF are you all on about!? How could a story that doesn't seem to exist here or anyplace on this site (from what I can tell) get so many people worked up? If it doesn't exist (as far as I can tell) how's it crap, fap, fake? How much crack have you all been smoking?

>>16483 I posted a story about how my mother liked to dress me up as a girl till I started preschool and it got called fapfiction. It's annoying

>>16535 Eh I post about how I live with my Mommy wife, have a fully stocked nursery, and wear diapers and onesies 24/7 and nobody believes it either. Haters gonna hate. >>16490 >No one wants your life story Pretty much this, nobody here cares or wants blogpost.

>life story thread >no wants your life story!

What kind of "childhood experiences" are people even looking for?

>>16548 Nobody needs to know or cares that now someone has mental problems, what gen they're from, what school they're going to, what kind of job their kids now have or even that they have kids. It isn't a life story thread it's a childhood experience thread. Post your childhood experience that involves diapers if you want, but don't go into the whole backstory or what it's done to your life now. We don't need shit about how their therapist said they should share the stories or their feelings. If you want to do that start a damn blog. If people believe it fine, if not fuck em.

>>16549 these are good posts: >>14041 >>13410 >>12823 >>12186 >>12137 just tell your childhood experiences. If you had a weird childhood, people might call bs, just ignore them and don't respond. don't put fapfiction here though, that's annoying.

>>16551 >>16551 Not to ruin it but at least one of these is only half true. I took a real story from my life and embellished it, otherwise it's just not as satisfying. Like when a movie is based on a true story. We come here for realistic fapfic, do you really care how true it is?

>>16558 I mean, yes? Like, if you want to write fiction, just go write fiction. All the stories I post in this thread are true, though I add description nothing isn't true. I also write fapfiction, which is generally well received and I keep it to the fapfiction threads. What's so hard about this?

>>16546 >Eh I post about how I live with my Mommy wife, have a fully stocked nursery, and wear diapers and onesies 24/7 Don't know if you're kidding or not, but I'm curious about what your daily life is like. I've never heard of anyone being so accepted in this community. Can we get a brief rundown?

>>16669 Fuck off, make a new thread for this. Childhood diaper stories in this one, or just let the thread die.

>>16670 Sorry.

This probably sounds like one of those made-up "fan fiction" stories but it's true. When I was 8 I got home from school and was sometimes by myself every day for about an hour before the babysitter arrived with my little sisters. My dad was an airline pilot and he was away for 5-6 days at a time. My sister was 3 and still wore diapers to bed. Whenever my dad was away, I stole one of her diapers just about every day and wore it around until the babysitter got there. They were "just for girls" diapers, pink with some kind of girly design on them, I don't remember what. That bugged me at first but then I think I started enjoying that aspect of it too. Anyway, I'd wear the diaper for 30-40 min., pee in it, poop in it, then clean myself up and throw it away in the outside garbage. The diapers were small on me (of course) but manageable. One day my mom confronted me and asked me whether I was wearing Katie's diapers. I denied it and she showed me where she'd found my discarded diapers in the garbage. I admitted that yeah I'd been wearing them and I didn't know why. She let it drop and I stopped doing it because I knew she was counting the diapers now. After a week, she surprised me with a package of diapers (not girls diapers, though) in the largest size they made. She said she talked to a child psychiatrist, who told her that it was harmless and that I'd grow out of it. The diapers were still too small for me but they were a huge improvement. I put them on under my clothes every day after school and kept them on until I had to "go" and then I soiled myself and changed into regular underwear. I wore them at home on the weekends. When I ran out I didn't say anything to my mom but I stole just one of my sister's diapers one time. That same night, my mom told me to stop taking my sister's diapers and to tell her when I needed more. She was counting every day. So she bought me a package of girl diapers and said that was all they had in the biggest size. I said it was okay. She asked if I preferred the girls diapers and I said it didn't make any difference to me. I wasn't sure that was true but it's what I said. The next time I asked for diapers she asked me if I wanted girl or boy diapers and I said it didn't matter. The next time she gave me diapers, they were for girls. I started wearing them to bed every night, even if my dad was home. Instead of getting up to pee in the morning, I'd relieve myself in my diaper. One weekend I came out of my room wearing just a T-shirt and a diaper and my mom saw me. She'd never actually seen me in a diaper and she gasped and laughed. I ran back into my room and she said it was fine and she didn't mind if I wanted to wear just a diaper around the house. So I started doing that for a while. Eventually I stopped wearing a diaper around the house because my sister commented on it and I realized that she might say something to my dad when he was home. So I wore diapers only under shorts or pants after that. Eventually, after maybe a year of this, I just stopped doing it. The "biggest" diapers available were getting too small for me to go in, and wearing them without messing them just wasn't much fun. I gave them up and ended up throwing away a pack of diapers with four or five unused diapers in it. I never really got "into" diapers and I don't do that as an adult. I have some other weird fetishes but you didn't ask about those. Anyway, I found out years later that my dad found out about what was going on and he fought with my mom about it. She had him talk to the psychiatrist and my dad grudgingly let it go on. When my mom told me that I'd "grown out of it" my dad was really happy. Ha ha ha.

>>16672 Good experience; more like this. Why didn't you mess them later/ how did you clean yourself up at that age? If you're not into it as an adult, why are you here? What's your most vivd particular memory of that time?

>>16673 "Why didn't you mess them later/ how did you clean yourself up at that age?" The way I remember it, I just got kind of bored with it. By the end, I was just wearing diapers almost out of habit. As for cleaning myself, I did a bad job of that a few times, but I learned to use either a paper towel or a LOT of toilet paper and wet / soap it a bit and wipe myself down. "If you're not into it as an adult, why are you here?" Well, like I said, I have other weird fetishes -- one of which is dressing up like a little girl. "AD" groups generally have a lot of pix of adults dressed like that, which I really enjoy. When I'd been out of diapers a bit I started swiping my mother's clothes, and I have a whole story about wearing my girl cousin's dresses when my family was staying at their house. So I guess the cross-dressing aspect of "AD" draws me even though I'm not into the diapering anymore as such. "What's your most vivd particular memory of that time?" Wow, you really made me think with that one. I know I tried wearing a diaper out to a movie with my aunt and cousin once and I was so scared of being found out that I didn't even remember anything about the movie we saw. At one point I was so sure they knew my secret that I almost cried. I never tried anything like that again. I also remember smearing Desitin on myself the way I'd seen my mom do to my sister. The smell of it brings that back into sharp focus to this day. I don't know why I didn't do that more, it's a really fond memory.

>>16672 This was an interesting read. Makes me wonder if we would all "grow out of it" if this happened to us as kids. How did it go when you told your mom you needed more? Like do you have any particular memory of that? When you said you wore them on the weekends, do you mean all day? Did your mom ever comment about it while you were wearing them, or when they were wet/dirty?

An abdl friend of mine said when he was a kid (6-8ish) ice cream van used to sell convenience items as well for some reason, he says him and his friends would buy individual diapers and wear them together

>>16700 That's crazy, but those things are individual businesses and carrying them might be profitable, especially if you hit parks or places where a parent might have forgotten their diaper bag. I wonder what the icecream man thought as kids bought the diapers instead of the parents.

>>16699 >Makes me wonder if we would all "grow out of it" if this happened to us as kids. With that specific mentality behind it, I don't think so. Children could still easily develop complexes over the expectation of them "growing out of it", especially if they're aware of incontinent people who can never "grow out of" diapers.

>>16672 Lucky you. I wish my parents talked to that psychiatrist because my parents were convinced that allowing me to wear diapers was somehow going to make me regress and make me retarded or something like that. I got punished whenever I got caught with diapers

>>16558 I embellished my story a bit. My bits and pieces of memories I just filled in the gaps with what likely happens with a sprinkle of what I wanted to happed

>>16749 I don't embellish when I have my stories, but I have a good memory and can really pull details from those memories - even as young as 3 or 4. Also helps that I've been replaying the diaper memories for myself since I was a kid.

>>16760 I don't remember a whole lot. My memory is really poor. I basically just remember snapshots of little moments. I'm basically piecing together a puzzle with half the pieces missing

>>16699 (I apologize if there are duplicates. I'm having a really hard time posting responses and the one success I had was a double post. I deleted one and both went away. I get a lot of connection problems with the CAPTCHA and (bogus) inaccurate CAPTCHA messages. Once I got a message that "R9K prevented your message from being posted." I don't work in tech and I don't understand a lot of this. It took me tremendous effort to get here at all.) >How did it go when you told your mom you needed more? I never got over the embarrassment of that. But she got pretty mad the one time I swiped a diaper and anyway I really liked having the bigger ones. So I'd go without a few days hoping she'd just notice. She never did and I always had to ask. The first couple of times she asked me whether I wanted boys or girls and I said it didn't matter. It really didn't matter a lot to me, but thinking back I feel like I wanted the girl ones but couldn't bring myself to ask for them. Anyway, she always got me the girl kind. >When you said you wore them on the weekends, do you mean all day? That's not what I meant, no. I just meant that if it was the weekend, I didn't have school and so I was freer to wear a diaper. If we went out or even if I just went out to play with friends, I'd change out of my diaper. Once in a while, I'd end up spending the whole day in diapers, just because I'd put it on in the morning and we never went out. If I pooped in a diaper, I was usually done for the day and I'd clean up and wear underwear. If I just peed in one, I'd clean up and go right into another diaper. I don't know why, that's just how I remember it. I don't remember even fantasizing about having to be in diapers all the time, though I probably would have enjoyed that. I do remember fantasizing that my mother would change me, but she never offered and I couldn't bear to ask. Now I think she would have done it if I'd asked. What I REALLY wanted was for our babysitter (a young woman, very cute, very sweet) to change me. But I couldn't bear to let her know I was wearing diapers at all. I was pretty careful when she was home with us. >Did your mom ever comment about it while you were wearing them, or when they were wet/dirty? If I was wet or dirty and my diaper was sagging, I usually just stayed in my room or out of sight. I was too embarrassed to be seen that way. And I didn't usually let that go very long because I was afraid of getting a rash. (I did get a diaper rash a couple of times, mild cases that went away quickly.) I can't remember my mom ever commenting on my wet or full diaper, though she must have seen it at least a couple of times. But if I was just wearing a diaper around the house with a T-shirt, she often commented on that. Nothing special, just "Oh, I see you're wearing your diaper," or whatever. I think she meant to discourage me from wearing them without being too mean about it. I wish I could remember something more specific about that. I remember watching my little sister being changed and being jealous of her. Later, I was jealous of her cute little girl dresses, which I wanted to wear. But I never let my parents know about that one. I could probably turn my real-life experience plus my fantasies into a pretty good "fap fiction" story. I've written some about forced feminization but never diapering.

>>16937 >I've written some about forced feminization but never diapering. Why does it have to be forced though.

>>16940 >"I've written some about forced feminization but never diapering." >Why does it have to be forced though. Willing feminization can be fun, too, but that's not really my fetish. When I think back about my diapering time, what I really wish had happened was that my mom had made me wear a short skirt with my diaper underneath. And that she'd made me wear it in front of our babysitter. THAT is the stuff of fap fiction (to me). I honestly didn't think of it at the time, or at least not clearly. I wish I'd had older sisters whose clothes I could "borrow."

Just want to say I apologize for the bad pic. I knew the rules but spaced on the "just because it's clearly legal doesn't mean it's okay" part. That's not an excuse. Nothing like that will happen again. I am genuinely sorry.

>>7340 I was a kid in the 90's. I was born 3 months premature. I was very small and always a late bloomer with every step. I have a tiny bladder, OAB, and very small genitals. That last one isn't relevant, but it's a symptom of being so premature. It's a literal micropenis. I wore pampers diapers till I was 8-9 full time. It's pretty much all I remember. I went to little hippie private school through 3rd grade. My mother worked there. I don't have Bowell incontinence. But most of my childhood memories are me filling the seat of my diaper. It wasn't something I was ever made to feel bad about. No one ever told me I should be potty trained. My mother just dressed me, bathed me, changed me, and fed me every day. I was with her at all times. My only friend was my cousin. I remember going to the beach and wearing just a diaper. Or being changed in the back of the car, or the ladies room. But I had no thoughts that this wasn't normal. I can remember riding my bike around the neighborhood in a diaper. I must have looked insane. My parents got divorced when I was 3, so it's not like my Dad had any say in me being in diapers all the time. I was basically treated like a toddler till 4th grade. 4th grade I had to go to public schools. I wasn't stupid but I was put into special ed. At this point I would wear goodnites to school. I would go to the nurse several times a day to change. This continued till 7th grade. There was one other person who wore diapers. A girl named Daphne. People used to make fun of Daphne because she would poop her diapers in school. Looking back she was probably autistic but we didn't call it that. I remember going to Daphne's house off the bus one day. And they were supposed to be swimming. I made up an excuse that I didn't want to get sunburned because I didn't want her to see my pullup. I was too ignorant to just take it off. I didn't know swim diapers existed. She came out with a pullup under her one piece suit. Her mother knew I was incontinent as well. And asked me if I wanted to wear one too. I don't remember saying yes or no, but before I knew it I was standing there naked from the waist down with her Mom pulling off my goodnite and pulling on a swim diaper. At least she put a pair of shorts over it. After that Daphne thought I had an " innie" penis. Which is kind of what it looks like when I'm cold or nervous. This isn't even the weird part. After we were done I stayed longer and she bathed me and Daphne together in the tub. I know we were SPED's, but that would be wildly inappropriate today. She put us both in one of Daphe's diapers after. Then fed us canned spaghetti. I remember this because I had never had canned spaghetti before. She ate it with my her hands on a baby placemat. I remember being revolted. I went to her house a few more times. Even had a sleepover. Played with dolls, got bathed with a female my age at like age 9 or 10. First and last vagina that wasn't my mother's I would see till college. She picked her nose and shit her pants a lot. But other than that it was a good time I guess. Anyway, after 7th grade I stopped wearing goodnites to school.. But still wet the bed very night. My mom still put diapers on me before bed till probably like late freshman year. And I still wore pullups when I wasn't around anyone from school. Because even though I didn't wear them to school. I still had/have a small bladder and OAB. So I would have frequent accidents if I didn't pee every hour. I would lay around and play video games and my mom would diaper me like I was an invalid. it's kind of embarrassing really. Once I got out of highschool. I went back to wearing 24/7. It's like a security blanket for me. I'd rather deal with diapers than have an accident. I wore them all through college till this day. I've only had 2 girlfriends even though I'm not bad looking. I've had sex once in college with a very overweight kinky Asian girl. She was into small, beta white boys. I was so nervous I couldn't get it up. But I sort of had sex. It touched a vagina. I ate her out and she squirted in my mouth. It tasted like curry and I almost puked.... I'm rambling. TMI

Because of the discussion of fap fiction here, it crossed my mind that I could write up my real memories with some embellishments into a decent story that people might enjoy. But I don't know where to post it. I've written feminization stories, but this wouldn't really be the same thing. Let me know what to do with this idea (even if your thoughts on "what to do with" it are mean, that would make me laugh).

>>16982 >just because it's clearly legal doesn't mean it's okay What's this? What was the picture? and why is this a rule? if something is clearly legal why is it not ok to post it? I feel like Im missing some context here.

>>17009 If you weren't bowel incon why did you poop yourself? Did you ever use the toilet?

>>17069 No

>>17038 There's a thread specifically for fictional stories. However most people just post other people's stories

>>17072 >There's a thread specifically for fictional stories. However most people just post other people's stories Where is that thread? I'm not great at this but I might try my hand at an original story.

>>17042 >What's this? What was the picture? and why is this a rule? if something is clearly legal why is it not ok to post it? I feel like Im missing some context here. It was a picture of a maybe 8-year-old boy in a pink diaper. I pixellated his face out thinking that was enough, but it was still a child. When I re-read the rules, I agreed it ran afoul of them. Should anything that's strictly legal be permitted here? Not for me to say. I read the rules, didn't really think too carefully, then posted something that is fairly clearly in violation of them. Next time I posted I was banned, so I apologized in the "appeal" box and I was reinstated. I felt I should apologize more widely because I am new to this forum and to this kind of forum.

>>17070 care to elaborate any further? This is rather interesting...

>>17009 >thought I had an " innie" penis Holy shit lmao

Found out today that my parents would put me in warmed cloth diapers in winter Wonder if that explains some things..

>>9099 my parents tried to get rid of my diapers at a very early stage. I didn't get to wear diapers when I wet the bed and got punished very badly, that I still remember. I don't remember how old I was back then, but I remember that my friends would still wear diapers at night. My bedwetting continued, I never got diapers to cope with this problem. All my parents did, was putting my matress and pillows in plastic, under the actual linen. I vividly remember my first arousal when I was at a sleepover at a friends house and the friends mother put me in diapers. I filled it at night and rubbed myself on the bedpost, until the mother came in and changed me. Thats the only memory I have unfortunately.

>>16024 Back home for Thanksgiving week, but going back to school on Sunday. It's going okay not too much grief. Roommate was a little weirded out at first but not just in a bad way. He only never realized people over 3 and less than 70 would need a diapers. He has no idea about those who need or want to wear diapers. There are a few who have given me grief but nothing serious. Ableism or any 'ism' just isn't tolerated so pretty sure people may want to be jerks and are just keeping quiet. School health services has been really great though. I am still supplying my own diapers as I expected to but the school provided a mattress cover, reusable pads to catch leaks, and sheets (we all get sheets on a weekly basis, but I can get them whenever because of disability). Not spending a lot of time here or online, home for family, but wanted to stop in and say hi quick. Back for Christmas break so hope everyone is great.

A lot of thread to catch up on... looks like some discussion about truthfulness. Tbh, I've had some experiences that I wouldn't believe if not for the fact that I had them, myself. Just the odds of happening to room with another ABDL were so low I never thought I would - and find out. So, that makes me a bit more willing to believe things. The other thing is the sheer number. 300 million people in the US alone. Hundreds of millions more in Europe. And of course billions across the world. Those are big numbers. Some insanely unlikely stuff has happened. >>11511 >>12137 To those who still remember what Pampers were like - have you worn ABU's Little Kings or AlphaGatorz (basically same diaper just different prints)? How do they compare? I'm curious since I don't remember my actual non-pull-up diaper days much. I just have a strong feeling ABU's cloth-backed PreSchools are what my diapers were like. Mid/early 90s. But I'm really curious if these new ABDL diapers hit the nail on the head with making adult versions of more modern pampers than what I wore in my babyhood. >>17922 How old were you?

>>16672 But why did she get you girl diapers? Maybe because at first she was keeping it a secret from your dad and didn't want to leave evidence - but then after they fought and she convinced him, boy diapers became an option, and maybe that's why she only gave you girl diapers at first but later let you pick? Okay, I meant to ask a question but writing it made me realize, and the consistency of details you didn't even offer at first makes me think it's true. >>16699 >>16736 Damn, not only do I wish for this as a fantasy, but I also wish for this because maybe then I wouldn't have this weird fetish. I went 24/7 for a week or two before. It got routine, kinda meh, but I never felt "well, I'm done with this forever now, bye!" like this anon says he did. I'll have to study some child psychology before I have kids. I really want to know what the best approach is. >>16937 Funny, sounds like the way you were with girls' diapers was almost identical to how I was with pull-ups. I had to prompt my parents to get more. Eventually I just reached an age where I was too embarrassed to ask again. I remember that very day, that very moment, very distinctly. I stood just outside their bedroom, looking at the stairs to the right, weighing how old I was, how embarrassing it was, and how badly I wanted more pull-ups, but realizing that this day had to come sooner or later, and I let the embarrassment win. What a tragic scene. >>16760 Funny enough, replaying a memory you've forgotten for a long time makes it less likely to be remembered correctly. >>17009 Being premature does a lot more than I thought it did. That would explain some things about myself... Interesting. >but that would be wildly inappropriate today. Oh? How far back was this? Sounds like it was mostly just special ed treatment. >>16749 I mean, filling gaps with what you genuinely think happened is one thing, that's fine, especially if you say "I think" and such indicating words to differentiate what you remember from what you're extrapolating. But people post fapfiction in what's meant to be a childhood memories thread will face the severe consequences of my mild disappointment. I will be annoyed. Please don't.

>>16439 >using something that's also used by toddlers is very hot It's actually primarilly for literal retards and autists. And because my larp persona is a slightly special boy, I love my LKS very much.

Only good one I got. I was probably 4-5. I was being babysat by one my usual babysitters. She's like some 60 year old grandma. I'm at some other kids house because the babysitter was baby sitting them and the only way she'd be able to watch me is if I were there so my parent dropped me off. We were in the basement and I felt like I needed to pee. I didn't know where the bathroom was so I started walking up the stairs when the babysitter asked me something probably along the lines of "Whats up" or "Whats wrong" and I replied something like "I have to pee". she then picked me up. Took me to the laundry room and put me on the floor and then put a baby diaper on me. I dont know what kind of diaper and I don't think she used powder or anything, but I remember wetting that diaper after she put it on me. I dont really remember thinking anything was weird about it because I was so young.

Have a bunch of stories from my childhood. I wet the bed till I was ~18 so my mom always kept me supplied with diapers. I've been abdl as long as I can remember so I played with diapers a lot as a kid. One of the earliest ones was when I was ~5 me and my older sister were playing house and I was the baby. She told me to go get one of my diapers so I did and she had me put it on. We played for a bit and after awhile I had wet it and she laughed about it and asked if I had ever pooped in one of my night diapers. I told her no but I had done it a good amount before lol. She then dared me to poop in it so I'm there squatting in her room messing my diaper. After that she said we had to get rid of the diaper so our mom didn't know I pooped it. I went into our bathroom and took off the diaper she told me to just dump the poop into the toilet and we threw the diaper in the trash so it wouldn't smell. We did stuff like that a lot. When I was 18 we lived together for a while and both wore diapers for fun. Nowadays she says she's not into it anymore but I'm sure it's just the whole purge cycle.

>>19924 How much older than you was she?

>>19925 She's 3 years older than me.

>>19926 Ara ara

>>19930 What?

Not to derail, but does anyone else recognize the experince of buying your own diapers for the first time? For me: >was about 12 or so. >wanted diapers for god knows whatever reason >can't buy adult sized ones without prescription in my cunt, therefore i had to get the largest size baby diapers. >had scouted out the store in question beforehand on google earth, and planned my bicycle rout so i could time it before my parents got home from work >got to the store, and bought nothing else but the giant pack of diapers >old lady at the register comments: >'keep the receipt, in case you need to "change"' >panicked on the inside, but laughed it off >went home and hid the pack in an obscure part of the attic what a high it was, felt like i pulled the biggest heist.

>>20226 Strange you would need a prescription for diapers where you're from lol what kind of shit is that. I never got the experience the thrill of buying diapers really. I wet the bed and my mom would get them for me till I was 18. I do remember the thrill of telling her I didn't want pull-ups anymore and wanted real diapers. She didn't know what kind exactly so I went to the medical supply store and picked them out with her. Was probably about 12 when I did that and not long after she found out I liked wearing for fun too. She didn't get mad when she found out just told me to not go through diapers to much cause they are expensive. When I was a little older she found the bambino diapers I had bought when she was cleaning up my room. She actually put them in my diaper drawer with the ones she would get me. I'll never forget what she told me she says "I found your cutsie diapers in your closet you can just put them in your drawer with the others".

>>20228 I wish that happened with me, when my mom found my bambinos she called me a faggot

>>20240 Damn I'm sorry that happened anon :( I wish everyone had parents like mine. They had their flaws but were very accepting of me and my diapers/bedwetting.

>>20240 What the fuck did she hope to accomplish? I'm sorry your mom is so fucked up. Like, I'm anti-LGBT and shit but if my kid comes up to me someday thinking they're gay, I'll be like, that's tough lot in life- how do you think that interplays with our faith, etc. - rather than going crazy and calling them a fag. And you just had diapers, that doesn't make you a fag, even if it's a little wussy.

>>20272 Never understood how anyone into this shit could ever be anti lgbt. Like, you were born with this fetish basically, they were born the way they are. Unless for some reason you chose to have this fetish, in which case you are truly fucked in the head

>>20285 > Like, you were born with this fetish basically No you're not moron. Fetishes are developed thru life experiences. If that was the case what would be the biological basis for a human to be born with a fetish for a manmade object. >they were born the way they are Gay people are more often than not results of sexual abuse at a young age. You aren't born gay as once again there is no biological basis in Humans for it to manifest.

>>20285 Your inability to comprehend others is pretty standard on the liberal side these days. I know why people end up LGBT, I feel sorry for them. The fact that I understand you but you don't understand me is basically the entirety of why liberals are wrong at this point. 30 years ago it was the conservatives who didn't understand anything - they'd always just did things this way. Now, if you're under fifty and conservative you are such after thirty years of attempted brainwashing by the media, do you probably got a lot of free thinking down and consider your opponents position carefully before deciding against it.

>>20272 I mean she's not wrong but her reasons for suspecting are wrong. I have a bad habit of taking hotel key cards with me so I just toss them in my nightstand. Well apparently she thought I was going out and having gay sex and staying in hotels to do it. She only gets intolerable when she's drunk >>20286 >Gay people are more often than not results of sexual abuse at a young age. Yep, happened to me, teen cousin had his way with my butthole before I even got to 5th grade. I don't want to admit it to my parents because I know they'd be devastated, my dad especially since we're very close. Also why I don't want to come out because I don't want to open up that can of worms or worse have my mom assume she was right from square one

>>20285 >being born lgbt/abdl yeaaaah... no. I was molested by my mom but I cant tell anyone because no one would believe me. I believe she did so because she half hated me being a product of my father whom she hated deeply for being a simpleminded moron. And the other half out of jealousy because my grandparents cherished me while they treated her like shit and chastised her constantly. As I started developing my abdl desires, some crossdressing desires also arised. In the end I just realized that I dont like pretending to be a girl I just like femenine-weak-like beings like girls but also enjoy femboys, sissies and shemales, all of this after struggling a lot with coming to terms with being bisexual. I would never aim to form a family to be honest, I am afraid of perpetuating harm or abuse of any kind. I have no desire to harm or abuse anyone honestly, but after using abdl as a coping mechanism for feeling loved, sexual release and """"happy"""" my self identification as a baby has been cementing over years. If a had a partner whom loved me and accepted me I think I could become jealous of my offspring as well... the human mind are fucking scary... I dont even know if I should discuss this shit with a therapist.

>>20228 well, it's not like it's illegal to buy adult diapers without prescription. however no store carries them, except for the state owned pharmacies, where you do need a prescription for proper night time diapers. not sure why regular stores won't sell them, the reasoning is probably something along the lines of anyone that has to use them, should not need to pay for them. it's no issue to order online though, but that wasn't an option for me until i turned 18. this was really annoying, since it was hard to even find goodnites. your mom sounds super nice btw.

>>20294 Sounds like my situation. I want to talk to someone about it but I just feel that would potentially damage my career prospects. I do want a family though, I think raising some good well adjusted kids would go a long way to help alleviate my trauma but alas, I'm gay, family seems like an unobtainable goal

>>19817 Im glad everything seemed to work out alright! Come back and give us an update some time.

>>20286 >Gay people are more often than not results of sexual abuse at a young age. This has been proven false by numerous studies.

>>20297 That makes sense, glad you can get them on the internet but that would be frustrating not being able to get diapers easily. And yeah my mom is great, being able to wear diapers growing up made for a interesting childhood.

>>20294 >>20306 Kind of what an anonymous thread is for - the disadvantage being that nobody gets confirmably qualified to offer professional advice. But, if you want to talk, I'm happy to provide whatever insight I can.

>>20310 >>20286 The whole "origin story" debate on sexualities (and, indeed, fetishes) is one of the more done-to-death issues out there, and in my humble opinion I don't think it's especially useful. On an individual level, it doesn't matter *where* someone's sexuality comes from - all that matters is how they choose to deal with it and how people treat them because of it. Both of those are social science questions, probably psychology and sociology. Sociology is weird and there are limits to how effectively a person can impact society, so I choose to focus on psychology. What is the province of psychology? I'd suggest the word 'curing'. But what kind of curing? I don't want to be cured of my choosing the colours purple and grey, or my liking for a bottle of beer after work. We shouldn't seek to 'cure' every abnormality out there because most 'weird' things are only weird by value judgement. The only worthwhile curing in this respect should be the curing of unhappiness.

>>20286 >Gay people are more often than not results of sexual abuse at a young age. Are you sure you're not just thinking about altar boys? Plenty of people in this fetish and with other abnormal fetishes/sexualities report not being abused. >there is no biological basis in Humans for it to manifest. I can tell you haven't studied biology.

>>20319 This is also a good point. No matter whether sexuality is determined 9 months before birth or in the first few years of life, it's impossible to argue that anyone should be blamed for having the sexuality they do. The only ethical thing we can do is try to build a society which accepts those people.

>>20320 Because admitting you have been abused carries social stigma and will label you "damaged goods" and no one wants damaged goods, that label NEVER comes off... NEVER. You will always be reminded that you are a victim, it was not your fault and it will be always in the air lingering in every single conversation you have, for the rest of your life. Period. Also, you are actually forgetting that abuse can happen between ages where you dont have a fully formed consciousness so everything is absorbed by an unconscious state of being. The fact that you dont remember being abused does not mean it did not happen, SPECIALLY during the earliest stages of your life. Thats ok though, we dont have to agree. In my case, my mom did it, and I am not straight.

>>20321 I agree that gay people shouldn't be blamed for their urges, just like a psychopath that doesn't kill anyone shouldn't be blamed for his condition.

>>20325 Just to play devil's advocate, I'm going to read that comment in the best possible light and assume you mean something like this: “Being gay is a mental disorder (like psychopathy). When people have psychiatric disorders, certainly it’s right to sympathize and feel sorry for them and want to help them. But the way we try to help them is by treating their disorder, not by indulging them in their delusion.” I think people would expect me, as a gay man, to argue that being gay “isn’t really a mental disorder” or something, or point out the categorical differences between psychopathic behavior (which is objectively harmful) versus homosexual behaviour (which isn't objectively harmful). Of course, from my perspective, it isn't - but I'm playing devil's advocate here, so for arguments sake, sure, I'll go along with you and believe that being gay is a mental illness like psychopathy. But “psychiatric disorder” is just another value judgement dispute, (see earlier comment >>20319). At this point, I don’t care enough to say much more on that. I'd much rather talk about Scott Alexander's Hair Dryer Incident. To summarize... ---------- Basically, this one obsessive compulsive woman would drive to work every morning and worry she had left the hair dryer on and it was going to burn down her house. So she’d drive back home to check that the hair dryer was off, then drive back to work, then worry that maybe she hadn’t really checked well enough, then drive back, and so on ten or twenty times a day. It’s a pretty typical case of obsessive-compulsive disorder, but it was really interfering with her life. She worked some high-powered job – a lawyer or something – and she was constantly late to everything because of this driving back and forth, to the point where her career was in a downspin and she thought she would have to quit and go on disability. She wasn’t able to go out with friends, she wasn’t even able to go to restaurants because she would keep fretting she left the hair dryer on at home and have to rush back. She’d seen countless psychiatrists, psychologists, and counselors, she’d done all sorts of therapy, she’d taken every medication in the book, and none of them had helped. So she came to this hospital and was seen by a colleague of Scott's, who told her “Hey, have you thought about just bringing the hair dryer with you?” And it worked. She would be driving to work in the morning, and she’d start worrying she’d left the hair dryer on and it was going to burn down her house, and so she’d look at the seat next to her, and there would be the hair dryer, right there. And she only had the one hair dryer, which was now accounted for. So she would let out a sigh of relief and keep driving to work. And approximately half the psychiatrists at the hospital thought this was absolutely scandalous, and This Is Not How One Treats Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and what if it got out to the broader psychiatric community that instead of giving all of these high-tech medications and sophisticated therapies we were just telling people to put their hair dryers on the front seat of their car? ---------- The primary thing in counselling, psychology, psychiatry, medicine etc., is to help people, whatever the means. In that respect, I think the guy deserved a medal. Here’s someone who was totally untreatable by the normal methods, with a debilitating condition, and a drop-dead simple intervention that nobody else had thought of gave her her life back Someone can concern-troll that the hair dryer technique leaves something to be desired in that it might have prevented the patient from seeking a more thorough cure that would prevent her from having to bring the hair dryer with her. But compared to the alternative of “nothing else works” it seems clearly superior. And that’s the position from which I think any "mental disorder" frame-of-reference person should approach sexuality from, too. Being tolerant - even permissive - of LGBT+ people being able to live life in a state of equality and freedom is a cheap and cost effective 'cure' to all the negative correlates of mental health with being a closeted gay (anxiety, depression, et cetera). Imagine if we could give depressed people a much higher quality of life merely through a short course of talk therapy. I don’t think there’s a professional in the world who wouldn’t celebrate that as one of the biggest mental health advances in a generation. Imagine that we could make a serious dent in ending anxiety just by letting anxious people hold hands in public without being judged. I’m pretty sure the entire mental health field would join together in bludgeoning anybody who refused to do that. Or, indeed, to use your laboured example, imagine if we could remove the risk of psychopathic violence by letting psychopaths f*ck each other. Cheaper than jail, and more effective at preventing recidivism too! So think carefully: are you sure you want your opposition to gay people to be “I think it’s a mental disorder”?

>>20334 >So think carefully: are you sure you want your opposition to gay people to be “I think it’s a mental disorder”? >highest rate of STDs >highest rate of drug use >highest rate of pedophilia >highest rate of single members even in areas with full acceptance Sure sounds like a big issue that fucks over most people who are gay. Reminder that monkeypox propogated pretty much only in the gay community for the reasons above while it was nearly nonexistent in straights.

>>20334 Yes, you correctly understand my beliefs and your story did not move me in the slightest. I love the hair dryer solution, however. You see, I also think that homosexuality is contagious. By being openly accepted, homosexuals increase the problems listed here: >>20338 I wouldn't make homosexuality illegal, I think sodomy laws were too far. However, it should always be shameful and hidden lest it corrupt the youth. I won't inquire why Bob and Tom lived together their wholes lives without marrying, and Bob and Tom should never tell anyone they're anything but good friends.

>>20338 In "white picket fence" gay cultures (IE in cultural groups where conventional homosexual relationships have become normalized) these things aren't such an issue. The 'issue' if you can even call it that, is that through years of being denied participation in normal societal routines, a subculture evolved where risky behaviours (like unprotected sex with multiple partners) became normal, and this subculture has persisted as a solidarity norm in the years after decriminalisation (at least in the west) in spite of said risk factors. But once again, the issue is not fundamentally one of "gayness", but rather how society treats gay people (and how gay people have often been socialised by older gay people who had that as the norm, I guess). >>20342 There's literally zero evidence to say it's a contagion (social, biological or otherwise). At any rate, gay people don't have the power to turn other people gay through simple time spent in their company (if they did, then I would have spent a lot less of my teenage years fantasizing about straight guys, and a lot more living out bad fapfic) And if you like the hairdryer anecdote, then can I suggest you think slightly bigger in terms of what constitutes a simple but impactful solution to the problem... I can't speak for the types who go on marches and the like, but the basic bar for 'normality' for me was equal age of consent, equal marriage rights, equal right to adopt, and equal right to military service. All of those things were achieved in my country by the time I was leaving high school - I'm now happily married to my partner and we have an adopted child who is no longer stuck in a shitty state care system but has a stable and loving home instead. I can't speak for the perpetually angry types, but for the vast majority of us, that's all we want - the right to live equal lives to straight people.

>>20355 Good for you two in being able to conceal your fetish in raising a child! If I was stuck with Nancy Pelosi, I’d be constantly worried that they’d find fetish gear if they looked hard enough and the evidence wasn’t locked away…

>>20355 >gay people don't have the power to turn other people gay through simple time spent in their company You have to specifically exclude rape to make that statement, because that's a pretty major source of homosexuality. Which makes it a lot like a virus in that regard. >>20342 >it should always be shameful and hidden lest it corrupt the youth. based

Okay, I'll bite. The first time I knew I liked diapers was when I was 3 years old in a daycare run out of someones house. I was one of the older children there and would get jealous that other kids got to wear and I didn't. I never had any issues with bed wetting and potty trained very quickly according to my parents. It was one of my very first memories, and I remember standing up and poking another kids diaper in his crotch area, and he would giggle and cover his crotch. We both just thought it was funny, but secretly I yearned to wear and be in his shoes. I would get jealous because the other kids would wear swim diapers when we would play in their backyard in the pool, I remember really liking the colors of their diapers for some reason. This culminated in me getting caught wearing a diaper to the place when I was 4 and the daycare people finding out. I remember saying that my dog put it on me, and it wasn't me lol. The next memories I have in relation to this subject is me getting the class teddy bear in kindergarten for a week, and taking it home and wanting to put a diaper on it. My younger brother wet the bed at the time, so my mom let me. I wanted to put one on after, so I went to the bathroom and did so. My mom thought it was weird and tolerated it for that day, but said I was never allowed to do something like that again. I remember whoever had the bear for the week had to take pictures with it (this was 1999), and show the class the pictures. My mom worked at the school I went to, so she came in and showed the class a picture of the bear wearing a diaper. I got super embarrassed and some kids asked me if I still wore diapers, to which I responded with a fervent NO! I remember going to friends houses and stealing diapers from their siblings rooms, and then taking them home with me to wear (I was 9-12 y/o). My mom found one when I was 13, and freaked out with a verbal onslaught. Didn't do anymore stealing from then on. All though childhood (and adolescence through adulthood) I always wanted to wear, once again out of jealously. I just liked the way diapers felt, and wanted the attention that other kids got. Parents divorced when I was young, and because I was the older brother I had to grow up very quickly and didn't really have any time to be a kid. My mother was physically and mentally abusive, and would always put me down and let me know I did everything wrong. I somehow had to know how to read her mind, and if I didn't know what she wanted from me, or if I wanted to know an answer to a question, I was told to "figure it out." This is said to reinforce the idea that I just wanted to revert to a state where I could relax and just be cared for and loved. I just wanted to be able to have fun with the kids around me, and be accepted by my peers because my parents thought I was too much of a hindrance. Ultimately think I just missed out on "love," and somehow thought I could replace it with wearing diapers. I'm not a homosexual, do not have a mommy kink, but do enjoy wearing diapers, and wear goodnights most nights to help relax. Like I said, they feel good on my genitals. They arouse me for the aforementioned reasons, and also because I project my feelings of comfort onto the mental images and fantasies I construct of women wearing diapers. For whatever reason I get turned on by imagining that they enjoy the feeling of wearing a diaper as much as I do. I'm also aroused by the idea that I could have someone who would just let me cuddle with them and take care of them. I grew up very touch-deprived and am still very touch-deprived, and the idea of someone just letting me hug them and care for them is a big turn on because of this. sry 4 blogpost, but it helps me figure it out myself.

Is this this thread worth posting my full abdl "life story" to?

>>20355 >In "white picket fence" gay cultures They're actually significantly amplified in areas where it's accepted. Degenerate acts actually increased after Gay Marriiage got legalized. You retards don't even know your own community. The more accepted LGBT is the higher the rates of STDs, Drug Use, Domestic Abuse and Pedophilia. >gay people don't have the power to turn other people gay through simple time spent in their company They propagate mainly thru sexual encounters with others of the same sex early on in life. This is probably the single most common experience with gay people. To deny it is to deny gay people themselves.

I'm not sure if this counts but, I remember that because my dad wasn't around my grandfather was in charge of potty training me since we're both guys. And at the time, I tried to stay in pull ups as long as possible because potty training consisted of him showing me how to use the bathroom by example and I enjoyed watching him pee/ seeing his dick when he "pooped" (pretty sure pretended but don't remember) so I figured the longer I was trained the more I could watch. Couldn't last forever though I suppose. Keep in mind, I'm not going to pretend like all of this was my thought process at the time, I'm just stringing the events together with my current knowledge. It also led to me wearing diapers occasionally while I watch piss porn. I don't mess the diapers, but I think it helps bring me back mentally and gets me rock hard.

>>7340 The story that I think got me into abdl stuff in the first place was back around 13-14. I had a neighbor who's son I was a friend with and he was around the same age. He had two sisters and one of them (I think) was still bed wetting so she had pullups despite being 5 or 6 at the time. He asks if I want to play a game with him and naturally I say yes. So he and I steal two pullups and he said "the first one who pees loses." We never actually got to that point because our parents discovered what we were doing and we got a stern talking to for it. But I still remember him and I wearing princess pullups together in his room.

>>20556 How'd you get caught at 13-14? Like... I get getting caught at 9 - 10 cause dumb kids but at 13 I was definitely able to avoid detection

I feel like I've told this story in one of these threads but can't find it. I've had ABDL urges literally as long as I can remember but I was the youngest child in the family and so had no younger siblings to steal diapers from so I ended up stealing diapers from stores when I was about 12-15. I lived in a small town and this was around the time I was given more freedom to just ride my bike around and fucking do whatever. Anyway, I'd ride to the pharmacy or department store and rip open a pack of depends, and stuff one down my pants or in my coat then go to the bathroom and actually tape it on. I was never caught but I remember a few interesting moments. First was one of my first times doing this and I was in the grocery store bathroom. It was a small bathroom that didn't lock with one stall and one urinal and a sink and not much else. I don't really remember what I was doing or why but I had the door to the stall open and my pants were either down at my ankles or completely off. Think I might have taken my shirt off too. Maybe I just wanted to get caught and exposed but I remember I'd often try to figure out some way to get water from the sink into the diapers to simulate a wet diaper if I couldn't pee. I don't fucking know. Anyway, I was standing in the bathroom stall with my diaper fully exposed when some guy in probably his 50s or 60s came in and saw everything. We looked at each other awkwardly then I slammed the door to the stall shut and waited for him to go away. Neither of us made a sound and I think he might have been as embarrassed than I was. I lived in a small town and was fucking terrified of someone I knew seeing me so I was way more careful from then and stuck to bathrooms that actually locked. Trying to dig up more stories from 20+ years ago but that's probably the only really interesting one. Other thing I can remember is that one of the stores I'd frequently hit actually put up a little hand-written sign in the adult diaper aisle that said "please don't tear open the adult diapers" or something like that. It stopped me from doing it for a week or so before I was back at it.

>>7369 I was about to post this again, but I realized I already posted it. Revisiting this, I started thinking about wearing that pull up again, I thought that those were probably left over from my potty training, and my parents had already sort of been indulging my babyish desires. I would think that most parents would want the transition from diapers/pullups to underwear to be clear to avoid confusion, but my parents were totally fine with me being potty trained but still wearing my pull ups. Now I'm wondering if that little bit of wearing pull ups with the approval of my parents planted the thought in my head that it's ok to act littler than you are, and if that's why I am how I am. I don't fucking know, I, like most other people, am just curious how I ended up liking this stuff. The time with the pull ups would make sense because I'm not super interested in real diapers, but rather prefer pull ups or training pants meant for someone who just has accidents sometimes. Maybe one of these days some company can make an adult pull up like in the pic so I can enjoy them again.

This isn't really much of an 'experience' but I'm the baby of my family and we used to keep our Christmas decorations in an old Pampers cardboard box. I always used to feel kinda 'funny' when 'my' Pampers box came out of the attic. Minor thing I know but it's been on my mind this Christmas

>>7340 >Anyway, what sorts of diaper related memories do you have from when you were a kid? Have several instances in my life. >1st Instance When I was 7 years old I was visiting family in MX and had slept over with 3 of my cousins since we used to be crazy about Pogs that came in chip bags. Needless to say my aunt didn't trust her kids to have a dry bed on account of the youngest two being 3 and 5. She was surprised that my mom let me sleep in normal underwear and insisted/made sure I went to bed in my Cousin's diapers. I remember them being Huggies Size 5s. Didnt think anything of it since i woke up dry and got put back into my underwear. >2nd Instance(s) Another Instance in MX that developed due to my absurd fear of the dark. I would feel the need to go #2 at night but I was so afraid of this place that wasn't my home that I always held it in only to wake up with messy underwear. From the Ages of 8-11 anytime I went to MX I would wear diapers to bed if my room wasn't next to a bathroom. >3rd Instance Fast forward to High School and 16 years old. Lived in a nice upper middle class town with those over the top grocery stores that catered to "organic" nuts. My dad wanted to make some burgers at night but we were out of meat so he took me and my 14 year old sister to go ingredients. For some reason we both went in Feetie Pajamas we wore during the Winter. Nothing weird for us since our size made us look like Elementary students. Most of the trip was uneventful until my sister made it known she took a Pull-Up from our youngest sister and wore it. Didn't think much of it at that point but during that week the interest got to me and I waited for a day I was home alone to try a diaper myself. Paired it with my feetie pjs and played some games before being too distracted by the diaper and masturbating for the first time ever by humping the couch arms.

>>20734 >always held it in only to wake up with messy underwear Never heard of anyone actually messing the bed. Were you at the breaking point before going back to sleep?

>>20598 >ended up stealing diapers from stores when I was about 12-15 Nigger mentality

I posted it in another thread, but when I was 8 or 9yo I got in trouble for something stupid. Can't even remember what it was, but I do remember my dad saying "If you're going to act like a baby, I'm going to treat you like a baby". He made me go to the store with him and pick out a pack of diapers for myself, and said I had to wear them until I learned my lesson. He never checked to see if I wore him, and the embarrassment of having them in the closet was enough for me. I was tempted to wear them a few times, but the last thing I wanted was for him to see that I had opened the pack. Later on(around 13-15) I started getting into pee. I didn't know how to orgasm(I didn't know I had a clit), but whenever I was horny I felt like I needed to pee, so I attributed the two feelings to each other. I'd read/watch stuff while sitting on the toilet, and pee when it felt like too much. For awhile I tried to make diapers out of towels, but it did not work out well. I settled for laying down towels on my bed and staying clothes, peeing when I felt like I needed to. I learned how to orgasm around when I was 16, but the pee/wetting/horny link had been established enough that I would still often wet for the fun of it. My folks never found out as I was lucky enough to have the washer/dryer next to my room, while parents room was across the house. Those two things ended up making me into someone that loved both diapers and wetting in them. My bf is known as Dad(to both myself and strangers who meet us), and knows very well that I both act like a baby and should be treated like one.

Not a childhood experience, but anyway. So when I wear diapers to sleep, I just wear a shirt. Or at least I did. One night I didn't cover myself with a sheet. I didn't closed the curtain of a window because it's in front of a tree that blocks the view. There's a balcony that cannot be accessed from the inside as the balcony door's key has been missing since my parents bought the house. Out of fucking nowhere a policeman wakes me up with a blinding light that lights the entire room. I wake up confused and I think it's some party from next door. But no, the policeman is on the balcony, looking at me with a flashlight. I duck and cover, as best as I can. Rip out my diaper, change into shorts. He tells me that someone has entered my house, asks me permission to go look inside. As it turns out, I could very well be dead without knowing. So, a little back and forth, I say yeah, go ahead man. He asks if I have a dog, I say I have a cat, and no it doesn't bite. He asks if I have been drinking alcohol. I say no. (I was dying inside). I call my parents, they wake up. We stay inside our rooms. A little later the police explains that the man they were searching did not enter our house, but was possibility in our yard. After almost an hour of searching the police didn't find anything. All is right, but they found evidence that the suspect jumped from another house to our house to another house. They've been chasing him, and so that's why they woke me up. Thankfully the officer did not tell my parents about the diaper, and asked me no further questions beyond the alcohol. So tl;dr thanks to one house jumping asshole a police officer saw a grown man sleeping in a diaper.

>>21242 Considering how many people out there specifically need diapers for nighttime, I wouldn't fret about this too much. Chances are he just thought you were incontinent, not a baby.

I usually lurk, but I decided that what the hell. Might as well share my diaper story. Early on I was pretty late potty trainer, in that I didn’t get potty trained until I was nine. This was a mixture of physical problems with movement (had a bit of an awkward gate), abnormally small bladder and speech/language issues (dyslexia). Meaning for most of elementary school I went to a special school program. I probably could have been potty trained, admittedly. But my parents weren’t that anxious about it, as my younger sister was mildly autistic and turned out would never potty train. I think they accepted early on that I would always wear diapers. So, my mother mostly changed my messy and wet diapers for most of my earlier years with nary a complaint. During this time, I was somewhat anxious about wearing diapers and also kind of loving them. I wasn’t so much picked on, but I did resent having to be around clearly retarded people. When I was in fact, so much more advanced than them. Same time though, I loved sitting in my room and squatting down, passing a deuce into my diaper. Or being able to pee wherever I wanted, like I didn’t need to think about it. Around nine, the school had decided I needed to be potty trained even if my parents were lazy and decided that I was probably incontinent. After three months, I was potty trained for both pee and poo on the toilet. My parents didn’t care, they were more focused on whether I could read, write, do mathematics, and could walk like a normal human being. I remember thinking throughout this period that I really missed my diapers. Mostly because I was always rushing to the restroom to go, because I really couldn’t hold it. Around ten, I started to steal my younger sister's diapers and used them. Part of this was me not wanting to go to the restroom every 30 minutes, and part of it, I really missed the comfort, and safety of my diapers. My mother may have been lazy, but she wasn’t dumb when she saw that some diapers were missing. It took one look through my room to find all of them. She wasn’t upset, a bit confused and asked me why I wanted them. I don’t really remember what I told her, but she decided something was fucky with school. I don’t recall if I was having daytime accidents, but it’s possible. She had me withdrawn, and homeschooled. She had already started homeschooling my sister after problems with an IEP issue at another school. For about a good six months, I didn’t really think about wearing diapers. I was just glad not to be around all those retards. And it was nicer, less stress free schooling at home. I could use the restroom whenever I wanted, and then I started stealing my sister's diapers again, and having some accidents in my underwear. At this point, my mother kind of gave up, and decided that it was better to have me in diapers or pull ups, then deal with the messes and wet spots. Next couple years were mostly spent wearing diapers at home, and being home schooled. Wake up, have diapers changed, eat breakfast, homeschool, diaper change, homeschool, lunch, diaper change, homeschool, diaper change, OT, playing, dinner, diaper change, playing, and then sleep was my normal schedule. Around this time, I learned my dad was a Diaper Lover, which made things kind of awkward for a little bit. But also explained why parents were a bit more open about their kids not being potty trained. Around the time high school rolled around, my movement problems required me to use a cane or wheelchair to get around. And my mother decided to send me to another special school. That lasted for about 2 years, before she had me withdrawn after some incidents unrelated to diapers. After that I spent the remaining bit of late teen homeschooled, when I promptly ‘graduated’. I still live at home with my mom now since my dad passed away a few years ago. Mostly doing IT small jobs, small freelancing projects and other stuff. Mom sometimes still changes my diapers now, that’s mostly my sister, which I’m grateful for. Who still wears diapers, and has a boyfriend. It’ll be sad when she leaves, then that means I’ll have to mostly change my diapers myself. But that’s life.

>>20734 >masturbating for the first time at 16 That's some late bloomer shit

>>22280 You’re in the wrong thread. The thread for fake made up bullshit is over here >>20133

>>22288 > The thread for fake made up bullshit is over here Back in the day when I was twelve or so, before I knew about porn or how to masturbate, the Goodnites Community Forums was the most interesting place on the internet for me. It was full of stories from kids my age who wore diapers 24/7 for both number one and two, and who needed their parents and big sisters to change them and tie their shoes and stuff. In retrospect, they were all been grown adult men. Sad life

>>22339 shit, i remember those forums. cringy asf now that you think about it. also wetbusters forums.

>>22339 When I was 11-12 I found Deeker. Very happy I didn't stick around that place for longer than a year or so. I was just a stupid kid looking for anything on this odd kink I just found out I had. After that, this was pre halfchan exiting, I found some deviant art like site. The first 2d images I remember saving was ones I still see posted sometimes, these anime guys in hoodies with a moogles from the FF games. It was slim pickings in the early 2000s Around that same time I'd also take a towel and some safety pins and make a cloth "diaper" to wear at night. I'd pretend to use it by putting rolled up (clean) socks in them to mock mess them then rub my hand on the outside. Thank god by that age (12-13) I was doing my own laundry so I never need to have a cum crusted towel found. I was also very lucky to have a lock on my door.

One of my probably the earliest memories is diaper related. I was 2 yo, maybe 2 and a few months. I remember being in a diaper, something was wrong with the tapes. I suppose one of them was directly touching my skin. Still remember that feeling of stiff plastic cutting into my skin. If you ever taped bottom tape in your diaper improperly low, you know what I'm talking about. I asked my dad for a diaper change, without any further explanation, only saying that I need a change. He was surprised, and asked what happened, because he had changed me just a few minutes ago. Don't remember what happened next, but he or mom probably changed me or refastened the diaper properly. This recollection stuck in my mind strongly. For years, every feeling similar to that tape cutting into my skin, like, for example, a shirt tag, reminded me of that. Maybe I was aware that is probably my earliest memory, or maybe I always had some interest in diapers, but didn't realize that until I was 11-12yo. I also have one memory, including my crib. I was wakened up by some really loud roadworks next to our building. I was crying, scared and lying in my crib, when mom came up and was trying to calm me down.

>>22374 Going back to the question of whether I felt something special about diapers before. When I was about 5 years old I watched a lot of Cartoon Network cartoons, but in fact, other than what titles I watched, I hardly remember any details, scenes, except for literally a few. One that particularly stuck in my mind was a segment from an episode of "I Am Weasel," in which Baboon takes care of a baby. He's holding it in his arms, and it suddenly poops a big load in its diaper. Now I've verified that this episode is "I.R Mommy," and I just watched this for the first time in almost 25 years. Strange feeling. I do remember, however, that I found the scene interesting in a strange way at the time. I guess it was the first time that actually using diapers seemed to me a thing not so much disgusting (or funny when it appears in a cartoon), but just somehow interesting. I also remember when we had family coming to visit for Christmas. My cousin is 7 years younger than me. She wore diapers for quite a long time, she was probably over 3 years old when they finally potty-trained her. I was also very intrigued and fascinated by it. And even then I didn't see anything wrong with it, quite the opposite. I remember her mom checking her diaper, taking her to the bathroom to change her. I remember how she stood in the middle of the room and grunted for a known reason, or how her older sister once announced to the whole house that the younger one had pooped in her diaper. I paid strong attention and wondered what it would be like to be in a diaper. But it took probably another 2 years for it to fully come to me and I realized my fixation on diapers. Before that, I rather thought that maybe that's cool, but after all, diapers are only for small children. It wasn't until I was about 12 that it became stronger than me. At some point, I started making "diapers," making a sort of absorbent pad out of several layers of toilet paper, sanitary pads and cotton balls. Then I would put it in my undies. It wasn't until more than a year later that I got access to the Internet, and after a while it became clear that I wasn't alone in this. I bought my first adult diaper not long before I turned 14, and putting it on was one of the best experiences of my life

>>22347 they had to shut down the forums on that site because too many DLs were on it http://www.wetbuster.com/wetbusters_disable.htm also, lol EarthLink

I vaguely remember this, but when we were really little, my brother and I started taking blankets and tying them in what we would call a "diaper knot". Basically, we would wrap the blanket around ourselves like a diaper, pull one end through the front flap of our underwear, then tie as difficult and tight of a knot as possible. So we would end up in bed or waddling around the house with these blankets tied through our underwear with a tough knot securing it on. This practice was quickly shut down by our parents, either because we were putting unnecessary wear on the blankets, or because they didn't want the blankets to end up as actual diapers in the event that we couldn't undo the knot before having an accident. That's one of my first memories of thinking about wearing a diaper as being fun and enjoyable.

>>23052 yea, i remember that. not shocked at all.

I was sure I had posted my story before but I can't find it here. Maybe it was on a different board. Anyway, one of my earliest formative experiences was when I was 3 or 4 playing a friends house and I wet my pants. In retrospect a 3 year old peeing himself is not really that big of a deal, neither my friends parents or my parents scolded me. In the end my mom came and picked me up but I was sobbing like it was the end of the world. I always thought of myself as very much a big boy and very mature so this blow to my ego was not taken lightly. Shortly thereafter I remember looking for cloth training pants in my dresser only to be disappointing in realizing they were long since put away. I distinctly remember wanting to wear them if I could only find them. I had a couple more traumatic accidents and then there was a bit of a gap in events related to my fear of accidents and desire for padded protection. After we moved to a new home 8 hours away a few years went by and more siblings were born. I don't know if I thought about diapers much in this time but my desires were clearly there but perhaps dormant. Around 2007/08 either just before or just after I turned 13 two of my younger siblings started wetting the bed. This was the year that Underjams came out as well as the Goodnites boxers. I don't know what came first, the Goodnites for my siblings or me seeing the Underjams commercials. But it was around the same time and I popped a boner t every time I saw this commercial https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sG3B8O-vMHk& I didn't know at the time what I found compelling about these things but I was obsessed with baby diaper commercials too. Eventually I couldn't contain myself and snagged a blue Goodnites boxer. I quickly asked my mom if I could go out for a bike ride and sped away with my prize to a nearby field next to a bog. We lived in the middle of nowhere. Anyway after hiding behind the a treeline I pull it out from my hoodie pocket and yanked off my pants and underwear. It didn't fit well but I could fit a little bit and my dick was rock solid which didn't help. I think I got it on and then rubbed the front like 3 times before jizzing uncontrollably. Pretty sure that was my first orgasm. I had played around with my penis a bit when I got erections before but I think this was the first time going all the way. I had no competent sex education but I had a fair idea of what happened to me just then. I'm not sure if I actually peed in it but I'm pretty sure it was partially torn from trying get it on and I ended up throwing it in the bog and riding home. I began regularly stealing 1 or 2 diapers per pack. They ranged from boys and girls Goodnites to Underjams and a couple of different no name brands. I started peeing in them regularly and jerking off. I just couldn't get enough of the warm wet feeling and the closeness and the texture. All of my sexual fantasies at the time revolved around strange same-sex scenarios. Either imaging girls I knew all at a sleepover diapering each other before lezzing out or me and other boys diapering each other and playing video games together. The boys fantasy didn't have any explicit sexual elements but without really knowing it I found it highly erotic. I got so many boners while imaging playing with other boys my age while changing each other's diapers. I would only imagine explicit sexual acts when imagining girls for some reason. I cant properly describe what I thought I was imagining at the time and I wouldn't have dared admit same sex attractions but I definitely got aroused imagining a specific friend of mine who was rather boyish and immature being tied up and having his genitals teased while being forced to wear a diaper.  That's pretty much it. It's taken a long time to fully process all of that. I'm 28 now and I think I can now confidently say that I am bisexual but pretty much only when diapers are involved. I wish so badly that I had some kind of first hand encounter with another boy my age when I was 12-15 playing around with diapers. I feel like there is a part of me inside that is kind of dead and I will never be able to move on from that obsession. I'm married now and I love my wife and hope we have kids of our own someday. I just wish I had had the courage to explore my bisexuality before getting locked into this relationship. So I'm firmly in the DL side of ABDL. I don't want to regress for a caretaker/little dynamic. I would however love to be able to regress to an adolescent with diaper fascinations and no working knowledge of sex along with another boy and just innocently explore diaper play and sexual discovery.  I love my wife and she is well aware of my diaper fetish but doesn't really know about my bisexual fantasies. To be fair when we first started dating I hadn't actually figured it out myself. But now I just don't know how to deal with what feels like a broken part of me within the context of a happy hetero marriage. I love fucking my wife and being sexually dominant in that but I also have a burning psychological need to be diapered and penetrated by another cute diaper boy.

>>23300 Keep that bi stuff inside, it'll only make everyone sad, even you. I think it springs from your inability to be emotionally close to your peers in young adolescence and the diapers touching your junk crossed some wires and made it sexual. I think you'd be disgusted with yourself if you ever actually engaged in it. Your wife will always look at you differently if you mention it. It won't be positive for your kids that you hope for and you're probably way more diapersexual than bisexual anyway. Good story though, best wishes for your family.

>>23301 Part of me knows you are right. Not sure how deep to bury it. Right now all I allow myself to do is write/read smutty diaper boy stories. Im also scared of being outed as a pedophile or something. While its true I get off to stories of teen boys with diaper fascinations having sexual relations its not because Im attracted to minors. I just need to imagine myself being able to have the sexual experience I didn't get during my formative years. Im not a pedophile but the distinction in my mind wouldn't matter to others.

I'm kind of angry at my parents for inadvertently imparting this fetish onto me. When I was very young, I used to get erections quite often and when I asked my parents about what was happening to me, they would say that I just needed to use the bathroom. Going forward, I was always afraid that I would wet myself when I got an erection and even went to the doctor at one point because of it (even though I couldn't properly convey what I was experiencing at the time). Eventually I reached puberty and realized that I had an attraction to the release of urine, especially in the form of omorashi and diapers as it was linked in my mind with arousal and the release of semen. Although I enjoy this fetish sexually, I find it to be an inconvenience and wish my parents would have handled my sexuality with more care. I also think that cartoons that depicted wetting also influenced my inclinations.

>>23302 It's called autonepiophilia, the sexual desire for the self to be a baby - or in our case pubescent boys playing the diapers again. People think pedo shit when it's more like even crazier trannies. Part of the reason I hate trannies so much is because I realize how crazy my sexual desires are and they don't. Obviously I'm never going to be ten again, wearing diapers but this time unashamed and with the context to truly appreciate it, but I still wish for it uselessly.

>>23312 Yeah. I'm not about to demand people recognize me as a 13 year old in need of diapers. I think thats the scary part. Like I know a part of me is broken, and to let me pretend I am something I'm not for real and forever seems unhealthy to me. Ill pretend in the comfort of my home and not bother anyone else.

>>23314 >>23312 ABDL is supposed to be two things ("adult babies" and "diaper lovers") but it's actually five or six groups cohabitating the same space. One group was always proto-trans and were trying to take their identity public. Pic related. The mental health of modern westerns is a sad state. I'm tempted to launch into a schizopost about history, but basically our civ is over-socializing people in an unsustainable way. (Or at least, the socialization is unsustainable for a neurotic segment of society which will trend towards extiction if this memeplex doesn't collapse first.) ABs, sissies, babyfurs, trans, and kooky leftist social activists are all expressions of this When a neurotic person notices an 'impurity' in themselves, they have three options. One is to realize the scouring calvinism of your society is fake and de-internalize it. Two is to overcompensate and become a deranged social activist against the impurity you yourself hold. Three is to found a heretic branch of your inherited religion and try to redefine your impurity as a virtue to be evangelized. "I have to be honest to my TRUE identity", "You must accept me, it's Current Year bigot" etc Groups two and three are fucking awful. Try to keep your demons to yourself until you manage to go through door number one.

>>23331 Elaborate on number one, your allusion to Calvinism is a bit opaque. I'm interested in what you consider a healthy way to deal with it?

>>23332 Don't tempt me to schizopost. Calvinism is the underlying mindset of the puritans, who took over america who took over the world. An intense guilt-based worldview that emphasizes the sinfulness of most people and insists only a tiny group of good people will be saved (Of course, this same group today are all atheists.) American Nations by Collin W. describes this group and its influence on modern society pretty well. You could also read Seeing Like A State, or if you're feeling really spicy the Unabomber Manifesto or Mencius Molbug. As for how to go down door number one -- rejecting the guilt socialization you've received from these people -- how should I know? Feels like either you can or you can't. Intellectually I could tell you why most of societys norms are bullshit, but actually believing they're bullshit is something you have to work out emotionally for yourself.

>>23331 Please do schizopost but I'll go first. I have a theory that the industrial revolution and the world wars made our current mental health crisis inevitable. The human population expanded far faster than our ability to understand and treat mental illnesses due to the industrial revolution and other things like the introduction of synthetic fertilizers that made the food supply explode. Then the world wars traumatized two entire generations of young men, who repressed their trauma since the society did not have the knowledge or resources to treat them. The only option was public humiliation for perceived weakness or repression. Repression turns to alcohol and other substance abuse, which in turn promotes sexual violence, domestic violence, gambling and other socially destabilizing behaviors. Compound that with a bunch of other novel problems, including two generations that grew up on war time rationing and processed food. This created a habit of binging on fatty and sugary prepared foods as a survival mechanism as well as severely diminishining the average persons knowledge of food preparation, and thus even more reliance on processed fatty and sugary foods. Now shake that all up and let it play out for 3 or 4 more generations. Family life for most people is at least a little bit fucked up. Everyone has an uncle whose addicted to something. Everyone has an abusive parent or is friends with someone who does. Parental-child relations are 3 generations into this hellscape of social issues. Children in bad situations find ways to cope and sometimes they just get fucked up. I think in my case the lack of emotional availability from my mother led to an early feeling of independence that backfired on me when at 3 years old my ego couldn't handle the embarrassment of wetting myself, so I begin obsessing over the only way a 3 year old knows how to protect himself against accidents. Diapers. So please anon, hit me with your best history class.

>>23337 >Please do schizopost but I'll go first. Welp, don't say I didn't warn you. One of the ways you can tell a concept is real, and not a castle in the cloud, is when people from different walks of life and political persuasions notice it. In the past few centuries, people as far ideologically and culturally as Karl Marx and boomercons have noticed that the modern world's ongoing process of deculturalization. Everywhere, traditional bonds of community, values, and filial loyalty are being replaced by homogenous atomizing value systems that make individuals controllable, legible, and most importantly INTERCHANGEABLE to society. This process was not planned. It is an organic evolution -- a sort of "furin cleavage site" in society -- that once it arose, started outcompeting all other forms of social organization. Much like monotheism bulled over polytheism in the classical world. Societies/communities that do not "keep with the times" are simply destroyed. (See: Rural appalachia.) This process is what the far left calls "capitalism" and the far right calls "globohomo" The seminal event which set this process in motion was the unleashing of the urban commercial classes during the protestant reformation. As members of the prominent non-elite, burghers had a natural tendendacy to fanaticism and millenarianism. (Traditionally, the money-making classes were bottom rung socially. But they wanted to be on top. Religious extremism provided justification for them to overturn society.) In the middle ages, whenever a burgher successfully made enough money, they would buy a noble title or marriage into a noble family, and abandon their trade. However, during the period from 1517-1789 (Martin Luther through the French Revolution), burghers remade society so that prestige and economic productivity were one in the same. This lead to an explosion of economic growth. Everyone in society struggled to improve social status through productivity, which was not the way of things before. This is considered a good thing these days. (Economic growth definitely has its upsides.) However, this rat race has caused the breakup of communities, the decline of large families and clans, psychological torment for the losers, and the loss of spiritual peace. The revolutions of the 19th century and the wars of the 20th century were expressions of the fact people find this new age, despite its economic wonders, INTOLERABLE. Moreover, the fanatic and millenarian values of these burghers -- Calvinism, puritanism, whatever you want to call it -- are making people insane. Unmmoored from Christianity, they instead attach themselves to issues of social justice. But there is no God to forgive people for their original sin anymore. This makes sinners neurotic and insane. In order to be a good person, you are supposed to treat all people equally (esp no nepotism), you are supposed to be an activist for good causes, you are not supposed to believe wrongthink, you are not supposed to want the kind of sexual relations or social relations that you are biologically programmed for. This is added to host of traditional puritanical values which still secretly exist These requirements are IMPOSSIBLE. NO ONE can meet the minimum ideal for what is required to be a "good person" 'Racists' are bad people. But research shows basically everyone is secretly racist. 'Pedophiles' are bad people. But research shows basically all males are attracted to teens. Those are two things I suspect won't get pushback here. But I'd encourage you to make a list of things society expects from you, then try to look up statistics on how many people actually meet the ideal. I look at far rights PUA incels and far left trans activists and I see the same thing: People who don't meet the standard the world expected of them, and who are wildly lashing out to try to make themselves okay. Of course, the vast majority of people are NOT like this and are suffering more pro-socially. But there are enough mentally ill people now that it's beginning to threaten the integrity of the system. The authoritarian turn against things like free speech since 2020 is a reflection of how the system is trying to paper over the symptoms of this dysfunction. But the dysfunction is so central to the system, they have no way of addressing the root issues. To close, let me quote Uncle Ted, who saw some but not all of the problem: > The industrial-technological system may survive or it may break down. If it survives, it MAY eventually achieve a low level of physical and psychological suffering, but only after passing through a long and very painful period of adjustment and only at the cost of permanently reducing human beings and many other living organisms to engineered products and mere cogs in the social machine.

At this point I'm just watching trolls jerking each other off with psuedo psych bullshit. Keep on going, my popcorn bag's full.

>>23343 While I do spew psuedo psych I'm not trolling. I'm just an anon who had an accident at 3 and is trying to figure out how things went so downhill from there.

>>23337 >I have a theory that the industrial revolution and the world wars made our current mental health crisis inevitable. Sure. I think most people would probably agree, but they'd have a different breakdown of the causality. >Then the world wars traumatized two entire generations of young men, who repressed their trauma since the society did not have the knowledge or resources to treat them. The only option was public humiliation for perceived weakness or repression. To me, the world wars and the mental health crisis were both caused by the industrial revolultion, rather than one causing one causing the other. I recall some podcast (reliable source lol) referencing a study that a huge portion of the pre-modern world must have had PTSD if they had the same susceptibility to stress moderns do. The system still worked. So it isn't *specfically* the world wars that caused the mental health crisis, but something alreadly there that made people vulnerable. For a bit of concrete counter-evidence, consider that you still see a mental health crisis even in the parts of the west that weren't heavilly hit with the world wars. If your logic holds, wouldn't France be the fattest, most sexual deviant and mentally ill country on earth? They got hit harder than practically anyone besides the Russians. But we don't see a correlation between the amount of trauma a country had from the wars/depression and how messed up they are today.

>>23343 >At this point I'm just watching trolls jerking each other off with psuedo psych bullshit. I bet you think you're tilting me by calling my theory pseudo psych bullshit You're actually tilting me by misusing the word "troll" Learn what words mean anon.

>>23346 Well I write this form the perspective of someone in Canada. I can only really comment on the social impact the wars had on our young men. I don't know how France handled it or if they had differences in their rates of PTSD and other issue.

>>23347 Shit troll is shit. How about you learn to troll.

In a world where children aren't erroneously punished for being childish in the "wrong way", nobody would develop a diaper fetish. Fetishes are reactive psychology. It's just like how freaking out over your son being a little "girly" is the fastest way to turn them into a tranny.

>>23376 My parents were as laissez-faire about toilet training as any set of parents can be. And yet here I am. Also, most trannies are the kids of left wingers, who tend to have extremely loose gender roles and actively try to resist gendered treatment of their toddlers Your theory sounds plausible on the surface but I don't think it passes muster with reality

Personally I think that fetishes and other sexual/gender abnormalities have actually always been the norm for humans. It's just that we're only now reaching the level of industrial and economic advancement to allow people the time, resources, and connectivity to explore them properly. For almost all of human history you might only interact with about 100 people regularly and none of them would share your weird fetish. You'd be too busy struggling to keep yourself alive to worry about indulging in your fetish, not that you'd have access to any fetish toys or even artwork unless you made them yourself. Even if you were rich and could afford to commission an artisan to paint you as a dog shitting itself or as a little girl wearing a cute dress, you'd have to speak to them in person and explain exactly what you wanted them to create.

>>23376 That's blatantly false. Some like the feel. Some like the degradation of a piss bag on them. There are many facets

>>23383 You are correct, the Internet has created a society and generations of degenerates. Now the scum of the earth are finding little communities and cults on the Internet of other scum just like them. They may be secluded geographically but they’re connected through these communities which is enough to slowly normalize abnormal behavior in their minds. Over time they start to think “gee, maybe I’m not so fucked after all and maybe expressing my fucked up fetish to normal society should be ok.” Instead of hiding their shit from others, they start pushing for “awareness” and “acceptance” and with enough push and enough time they actually get it. The Internet was a mistake

>>23394 Maybe you should take your own psuedo psych bullshit and ask yourself why you so desperately want others to be "degenerate" compared to you. Retard.

>>23376 Lol that's objectively false. I never even got grounded my entire life and I have memories from four years old related to being interested in diapers. What happened to you isn't the world standard anon.

>>23376 >In a world where children aren't erroneously punished for being childish in the "wrong way", nobody would develop a diaper fetish I understand your point, for me and many others too abld is mostly about humiliation aspect. Forced to use childish clothes, maybe even diaper. Maybe even baby car seat and ask caregiver nicely to unbuckle them <3 But how about foot fetish and such? I don't think feet, shoes etc. are considered humiliating but still are one of the most popular fetishes

>>23376 My parents were fantastic and extremely loving. If anything, I developed an age regression / abdl fetish because of the exact opposite of what you're saying. I felt most loved, secure, and carefree as a child. I think you lack perspective though. My other fetish is a shrinking fetish and my parents never shrunk me or got angry about me reducing myself to the size of an action figure lmao. I didn't even realize I had a micro fetish (which became my most powerful fetish) until I was in college. Imagine if your theory was true, anyway. >Small child is torturing animals >Punish child for torturing animals because that's fucking psychopathic behavior >Now they have a gore fetish, should have just let them stab frogs with sticks! So grateful that you are a retard spouting nonsense backed up by no data at all.

>>23430 Look, he's wrong that it's the -only- reason, it just seems to be the most common reason. Some people pick up fetishes from other people, or T.V. shows, or whatever. But, there's no surer way to make a fetish than having something fucked up happen during childhood.

>>23376 Umm, no. I've never been punished for being childlish. Actually I don't remember any real punishments at all, maybe due to I was that "nice, quiet and good behaving child"

>>23430 >My other fetish is a shrinking fetish and my parents never shrunk me Lmao

in my country, most parents put their kids in daycare when they are around 1-2 years old, so that they can go back to work. in my case, our daycare was segregated, with one section for 1-3-year-olds and the other for 4-5-year-olds. most of the daycare workers treated the kids fairly, but there was one worker who would always threaten me with diapers or putting me together with the younger kids if i acted out. i specifically remember a dream i had several times at that age, where i would be dressed in only a t-shirt and a diaper holding a stuffie alone and exposed in the playground.

>>23430 There's a difference between being pressured to act a certain way with good reason vs without good reason. When children are taught that "adults are always right and don't need to explain themselves", they begin accumulating all sorts of issues. You can say there's any number of reasons why a child shouldn't do certain things, but if they're all reasons that will never actually be told to the child, it doesn't matter. They will either go along with the charade and invent their own (bad) reasoning, or reject authority all together for being unreasonable.

>be 7yo boy >Family is going through a financial rough patch >Both parents have to work full time to make ends meet >Parents get a family friend to babysit us >She's just started college and needs some money >She starts to be a normal face often times there 4-6 days a week >Anyway, I like diapers, parents know this and they do everything to make sure I can't get any >She just keeps the diapers right out in the open >I'm a terrible thief though and make it super obvious I'm up to no good >I'm constantly peeking around the corner to see if she's looking >Run into my brother's room and snatch a diaper before running back into my room and closing the door >Immediately start changing into it getting it taped up >She opens the door and I rush to cover up with my shirt >I knew I've been caught red handed >Do you want to wear diapers? >No... >If you want to wear diapers you have to clean your room >She closes the door and I'm stunned >Normally Id get a lecture about how I'm not a baby anymore and that I need to grow up till I cried >I did as I was told and cleaned up >I wore nothing but a shirt and diaper out in the living room >I was pushing it but she didn't seem to care >It was the most liberating thing I had ever experienced getting to prance around enjoying the poofy crinkly diaper without having to worry about getting caught >It became a regular occurrence for me to wear diapers doing anything, weather it be homework, chores or computer games >One weekend she was changing my brother and she asked if I wanted to be done too >I was hesitant but I jumped up on the changing table and she took off my pajamas >She rubbed me down in diaper cream and taped me up tight and secure, better than any of the attempts I've ever made before >The diaper felt so official after that almost as though I was diapered for real. All day I couldn't help but play with it >Having her diaper me was a rare treat but enjoyable every time she did it >My brother took forever to potty train, iirc he was 4 by the time he stopped wearing in daytime and he was a bed wetter for a very long time after >Parents switched to pull ups though and it just wasn't the same after that >I started loosing interest as the novelty wore off >Wasn't till highschool I started feeling extremely strong urges to wear diapers again >Finally I gave in and bought some bambinos online If my parents caught me with my current stash I'd be so screwed

>>25037 Fictional stories should go over here https://8chan.moe/abdl/res/20133.html

>>20734 How does someone not jack off till theyre 16?

>>25055 bro i didn't jerk it until i was 20. being hyper-sheltered will do that to a fella.

More of a teen story but whatever >Be kid suffer from incontinence >Parents are very pissed every time I wet myself >Makes me feel like trash. >Takes a while but I build up some resistance but can come out without warning >Parents don't want me wearing diapers so they instead insist on training pants >They work but I hated wearing plastic pants. >Fast forward though to highschool >My life is kinda miserable >Basically spend every free moment going to the bathroom so I don't piss myself and leak through the training pants >Grandpa offers me a job. I help him out with his ranch and he gives me $40 for a day. >Not a bad deal. >Get working a few days a week basically doing chores >I get a sudden realization I could use the money to buy the diapers I've always wanted >Took me a few weeks of walking down from school into town and standing outside the pharmacy/medical supply store. >I finally get the bravery to walk in and get the depends tabbed briefs >I hide it in my backpack and get picked up I felt like I got away with a major heist >That night I opened up the package and I strap it on. >Excited I sit down diaper only playing games on my computer >When I got the urge to pee I just let it go >It was the most liberating experience in my entire life to just sit there and pee. >I sat at my desk till midnight with a soaking wet diaper. >I was so thrilled I tossed that one in a plastic bag and put on another one >It took some getting used to but after a while I was finally able to sleep through the night and just pee rather than getting up to go to the bathroom every couple hours >I knew it had to get better than that so I finally started looking into diapers more seriously and discovered ABDL and the like >I see the options out there at the time like the tykabkes overnights, rearz safari, and bambinos >I see the insane absorbing numbers and know I have to try it >Finally get brave and order some rearz safari on Amazon >It finally arrives >Parents intercept it >Shit >Get into long argument about how im not trying to be a baby and how this is what I want ect >Parents relent and let me keep the diapers but make it clear I have to pay for them >No fucks given as that was how things were already working >The abdl diapers became my special treat for lounging around all day while the store diapers were my go to for an occasional outing or returning from school >Parents never quite got over it and would talk about how disgusting and embarrassing it was for me to wear diapers but I moved out at 19 got a good job and now I can wear whatever the fuck I want diaper only if I wanted to

>>27606 Why are parents like this?

>>27610 >When I got the urge to pee I just let it go >after a while I was finally able to sleep through the night and just pee rather than getting up to go to the bathroom Literally that's why. No encouragement to try to improve

>>27610 Simple >Get treated like shit >Take it out on children instead of doing something about it >This compounds over generations

>>27611 Unless you work a job where its impractical to wear a diaper at night (like the army) sleeping through the night is strictly better than interrupting every single sleep to pee once or more per night.

>>27643 Yeah, I have to agree on this. If I have to occasionally wake up to pee at night, thats fine, but if it was literally EVERY night, and nothing I had tried had changed that, I would probably prefer just wetting the bed in my sleep and wearing diapers to manage it so I could sleep uninterrupted. Even if I was only awake for like 2 minutes to get up, pee, and get back in bed, thats a major disruption to your sleep cycle and you feel it the next day, especially if it happens several days back to back. And even more so if you dont have the ability to just drop back to sleep easily, and instead have to lay there for half an hour or an hour or even more before you can get back to sleep. Thats why Im honestly against the concept of bedwetting alarms for kids to bed wet nightly, especially if they wet more than once every night. Like again if they *occasionally* wet the bed like once every few weeks or something in that range, that might be one thing. But Waking up a kid 1 to 2+ times a night, and training them to do that on their own even without the alarm in place, to me is just asking to destroy their sleep system, and its gonna make their brain not perform nearly as well as it should be. I know I'm biased cause abdl and all, but still.

>>19924 Thats really cute! Any other stories?

>>9183 kids are so unbelieveably spoiled these days with modern diapers I tell you what back in my day, it was more like size 5 was a current modern size 3! If it didn't fit, it was all plastic, so you ain't gonna stretch that fit! I should know, I tried to walk around with a diaper contained within my underwear in the mid 90's as a 4 or 5 year old - which was too easily caught by the supervising parents and grandparents, given a time or two. Apparently, when you can't get it to fit, if you just stuff it in your underwear, it will make you waddle. Or I was just a dumb kid who let himself waddle regardless.

Some of the weirder diaper habits I hadd as a child: raising my legs during diaper commercials and pretendding I was being changed sneaking off and stealing my brothers diapers if I heard the word diaper in a movie piling sand against my crotch at the playground and making baby noises

Some random situations I can remember I must've been about 2 and vividly recall my mom laying me down for a change. She said, "You're too old for these," and I felt disappointed. Potty trained normally, but I always wanted to be back in diapers. I did the whole "toilet paper in underwear" thing a few times which was not at all satisfying. In daycare, the ladies in charge would take us all to the bathroom. They'd take our diapers off, we'd go, then everyone would be in underwear the rest of the day (til lunchtime I think). Again, feeling of disappointment. I'm not sure why I would arrive diapered since I'm pretty sure I was dry in the daytime at this point, but it was the same for everyone else, so maybe it was just easier for our parents. Pullups weren't a thing, at least not IRL; think I saw them first on a commercial. >Diapered at night >Wake up, realize I can take my pants off myself >Take my diaper off, run into living room >Proudly present to mom No idea why I did that lol Had a younger brother who got a sample pullup in the mail (EasyUps maybe?) and I was insanely jealous. >One random morning when I was maybe 3-5, home alone with my dad. >Pack of diapers sitting out in the open, genius decision to try one on before we had to go to the barber >Wait til he was in the shower. >Try putting it on, stick tapes to my tummy for some reason (like you would normally, just didn't pull the front up I guess). >Eventually get it on, super excited. >Hear shower turn off, run back to couch and watch TV. >Hide under blanket when dad comes out >"Let's go potty" >I'm screwed >Dad takes off the diaper, "You're not a baby" >Never try on baby bro's diapers again for some dumb reason I was a bedwetter until 1st or 2nd grade. Always sucked having to wake up in the middle of the night to grab a towel. Knew of Goodnites at that point, but my parents didn't get any and I knew asking for them wouldn't work.

>>39960 "must've been about 2" Did you mean 12? Also, I remember doing the toilet paper in the underwear trick as well.

I would wet the bed up until I was halfway through 6th grade, so around 14. It wasn't because I couldn't control it, it was more that I was too lazy to get up to go to the bathroom at 4:36 in the morning, and would just pee the bed instead. I'm surprised I never got put into diapers or pull-ups because of it. By 14, I could do my own laundry so I guess it made me go like, "wait, this is what it's like to wash wet bedding? I should really stop wetting the bed."

>>39970 Ah makeshift diapers. Not very fond memories lol. I would shove a bunch of paper towels in whitey tighties.

>>39970 Nope. I have a few memories from that young, what I mentioned is one.

>>39971 >6th grade, so around 14 6th grade is 12 max. so around 12. I had a cousin that pissed the bed until he was almost in high school (he might've kept going into his freshman year) - he was like 13-14 when he stopped. I tried to get him into diapers with me but I think he was too ashamed about the whole thing to enjoy it, though I got him to wear once or twice. He -said- he just thought it was weird and I dropped it after a couple times realizing that either he legit wasn't into it or at least wasn't able to enjoy wearing around me.

I didnt remember being in diapers but I did have some accidents that upset my parents a lot. One in particular I remember is when I was very young and I was watching TV on the couch. I don't know how long Id been holding but I suddenly had to go, bad. I got up and ran as fast as I could but ended up exploding in the kitchen. I just remembered stopping dead in my tracks and looking down at all the pee hissing out of me, the huge puddle it was creating at my feet. My mom wasn't happy i wiped it up (poorly) with the dish towel. Later I discovered being into omo and would hold all day at school. At the end of the day Id come home and strip and lay on the bathroom floor and let loose. I also liked to hold bath towels between my crotch and pee into them. Nobody ever figured why they "smelled". I have also seen my siblings pee before and found it exciting. My favorite was taking a bath with my sister, playing together with toys. She suddenly tensed up and i saw a yellow cloud coming from under her. I asked if she was peeing and she gave me a stiff no. But it didn't bother me and i peed too afterwards when we went back to playing.