When I was ~8 my grandma told me >at Easter if you go outside you can see the sun jump this from what I've read later comes from some creative mistranslation of a bible passage (or not?), but I went outside, stared at the sun and it jumped. I went back inside and told her I saw it happen. No one listened to me. (Yes, this was back when you could actually look directly at the sun for several seconds and not get blinded by it, like they say on /x/. It's strange to imagine today, when it's impossible to even look in its general direction. The sun when I was little, was a round, orange/yellow quite murky glowing disc, its sharp round edges fully visible to the naked eye.) How would I, at that age have known, with the scientific frame of reference, what this really signified?

>>2807 >The sun when I was little, was a round, orange/yellow quite murky glowing disc, its sharp round edges fully visible to the naked eye. I'm curious, since I've heard others say the same thing. What's the cause of this phenomenon?

>>2807 >>2808 I figured out that the eyes have a "setting" that allows it for sungazing. It's not exactly the eyes itself but how the eye meridians operate. If you make the meridians take in the energies above and below the eye it's good if you make them go through/pierce the center of your iris then it burns it out. Practiced sungazing in my early psychic years but got bored of it then some years ago I had to sit down under a tree and gaze at the sun for hours to ground myself. Some weird energetic structure was breaking apart around me and tried to gaslight me that the world is "Breaking apart". After that I noticed the 8 layers of the sun and how it is a different but the same object on many layers at once and how we connect to it. >>2806 >turns out real potential is strong enough that they can't do that to you Jesus went on the cross by his "Own will". It's not always "they" that make you do it. Sometimes the potential brings you to places where they can blossom the best. Control and Fate gains a new definition. The gravity that held your life together changes and new things will gravitate towards you or maybe you are gravitating towards it? Who knows what karma grants to those that interact with it.

>>2807 That’s interesting. I believe you. But when I was little (30+ years ago) I remember vividly that I dared myself look at it for one full second, and it was as difficult as it is today.

>>2808 >What's the cause of this phenomenon? The boring (and contradictive, when it comes from modern "science" as always) is that the air in the 90s was filled with particles from heavy industry burning coal, old cars etc, which created a screen that filtered away the harmful light of the sun (and also reduced global warming, another way to tell "climate science" is bunk). After new environmental legislation was imposed, factories installed "end of pipe" filtering, car engines burn their fuel better which leaves less particles in their emission, and electric cars are increasing in number. This has caused the air to clear of all smog, which is making the sun much brighter than it was since the entire industrial revolution began some 200 years ago. This is the real cause of global warming, the smog particle screen that blocked the sun has been removed. It will only get worse the more clean energy is being pushed. But whatever. I have my own understanding of what lies behind it, and it's currently too esoteric even for Fringe.

>>2810 >>2811 During last winter I was doing ritual magic sessions out in the forest at night at a 4 road crossing at repeated occasions. After one of these, when I got back home I noticed my physical perception of light had changed. A strong light bulb in my room which I wasn't able to look at directly before, was now easy to look at, it wasn't blinding. The effect on the sun the next day was the same. It's still blinding, but I can now look briefly at it and see its round shape, where earlier in the past few years (when it has gotten increasingly worse, just like /x/ says) I wasn't able to look anywhere near the sun. It used to be a strong "mess" of light coming at me so strongly I would feel blinded looking within 45 degrees of its location in the sky. Not so anymore. I don't know what caused this, but it feels like all light sources appear "contained" to me after this one session.

>>2814 If that's any hint, I was working with the bible and kabbalah at the time.

Jannies, purge this thread. Clearly, people don't have an interest in renouncing lust since they're talking about the sun fucking jumping. The absolute state of /fringe

I RENOUNCE MY LUST FOR THE NEXT 10 MINUTES. I SWEAR ON MY FRINGE I WILL NOT WANK TO THE HOTTEST PORN ON THE INTERWEBZ NOR WILL I ENTER COOMBAIT THREADS NOR WILL I OPEN THAT FISHY LINK THAT WAS POSTED NOR WILL I LOOK UP SOURCE FOR THAT DEFINITELY PORN CROPPED IMAGE. I SWEAR I WILL NOT TOUCH ME PEEPEE FOR THE NEXT 10 MINUTES >>3452 Happy now faggot? Hope you are elated of the fact how unmolested my crotch will be in the next 10 minutes and how everyone is aware of it now in this thread now. Bet you dream of untouched penises at night.

>>3462 phew. Challenge completed. >>3452 Forgot to mention this to you my flagless complainomancer friend that YOU ALSO FORGOT TO RENOUNCE YOUR LUST IN THE RENOUNCE YOUR LUST THREAD. Maybe we should make a renouncing pointless complaining on fringe thread and create tutorials for effortpost maxing. Now excuse me but I have some astral acrobatics I am scheduled with my astral wives and astral wife accessories. They are very educational acrobatic movements about the nature of existence but sadly they involve my crotch and my crotch accessories so I will have to delay my next renouncing of energies that the non initiated would consider as lust

Aw fuck yesterday's astral acrobatics went too well. I am in a constant state of full body orgasm and I will have to use it to deepen the relaxed state of my body to remove knots and karmic blocks. Wanted to write a longpost how making a "Pledge" creates a dualistic thinking that makes you even more obsessed with sexuality and ever since nofappers and MGTOWers became a thing I consider it way too lame to announce how you are not going to touch your peepee but man... I cannot force myself to indulge in such a low energy posting now. I can feel my insides melting in a good way.

>>3607 is this really what kohlchan users think is attractive?

I will pledge the next 3 minutes! >>3607 >>3640 Guys you have to mention how you are not touching your penis for an extended amount of time or some flagless retard will complain that he cannot indulge in his chastity fetish while visiting this thread.

>>3607 >>3640 >kohlchan users No, this is Bing's representation of a loli succubus. KC users have a variety of preferences, non of which is AI generated. >>3643 >not touching your penis This is the "renouncing lust" thread right? I gave up lust long ago, I only do this for tantra.

>>3640 The window where >KC finds it attractive >I find it attractive >it can be posted here is very narrow, but let me try. Renounce this.

>>3646 Those are pixels on the screen, giving into that is only going to hurt you, and sank any chances you might have with real thing, so yeah i would renounce this if they were right here right now though...

>>3643 You’re being rather passive-aggressive. I have a problem with that too, but I’ve been working on it. Also, I pledge until the end of tomorrow to not go to an XXX site on a computer or phone, provided that I remain alive in this body for that long, anyway. I’ll probably go far longer than that, but I have this issue with making promises since they tend to put alotta stress on me, so often I’ll just say “I don’t even have to promise to do it”, and then it’s easier than if I actually promise since it ain’t binding. Also some recent times when I have made promises, pressure made me break them. I think I’ve had this issue since the 3rd or 4th grade maybe.

>>3669 >You’re being rather passive-aggressive It's part of the process of reviving fringe. The main energies of fringe was lethargy and passivity then slowly it came to life but the old energies are still inactive. While the stagnant energy is slowly evolving into proper energies that slowly turn into creative informal and effort posting activities the looming negativity is still here. You can call those energies "rage and ridicule". They are better than lethargy and stagnation but they are not productive either. Sadly you cannot always overwrite a negative energy with a positive energy but only with energies with similar vibration. These flagless complainers act upon those stagnating energies as they try to make a "comeback" but they cannot use it for anything productive besides complaining. It's annoying but if the energies don't have enough momentum you cannot expect wonders from them. For them to evolve they require positive interaction but in some cases they might appear rather harsh or stupid. >but I’ve been working on it. Good to hear! >but I have this issue with making promises since they tend to put alotta stress on me Everyone has that. When you do that you start "arm wrestling with yourself" it just creates tension. Tension has value ofc but you need to know how to relax too. >when I have made promises, pressure made me break them When I make a promise I am too hard on myself and I had to learn to relax and not torture myself towards "meaningless goals". There were energetic activations on my path that required me to release stagnating energies but that doesn't mean wasting energies is beneficial. Nofapping for nofap's sake is meaningless and harmful. You will have to realize what you are striving towards while doing it. Making these pledges has 1 benefit tho. Training willpower. If you always break your promises it means you cultivated a force of "anti-willpower" and you have no control over your shadow. The shadow requires to be understood then integrated so does the light then they need to be transcended. I think I will respect this thread by making a pledge for a week for not masturbating and using the energies for energy work instead. Sometimes I have to do it for grounding or to learn about deeper mechanisms of the abdominal muscles like learning how energy can travel with similar movements like sperm and cum does before cumming during cumming and how they require to be guided towards the higher meridians not to mention internal bloodflows that are similar to the mechanisms of the erection. Hope this will serve as a energetic restarting process for this place. See you guys in a week.

>>3679 >See you guys in a week. Challenge accomplished. My energies stagnate too much if I am not igniting my sexuality for some reason. I will have to solve that. >>3452 Still awaiting your pledge

pledging 4 weeks, day 1.

didnt take too long to break it.. im so fucking tired of wasting my seed to succubus. but as much as i want to stop i feel as if there's an outside force or demon tempting me again and again. bros please give me guidance i need any advice i can right now. the flame of lust just can't stop burning. im willing to sacrifice anything at this point.

>>5082 Try working on your heart; sex feels immensely more satisfying if you actually love the woman as some mundanes have probably told you, which means that your lust should be willing to use that as a goal because you’ll get hornier that way, But ofc, this requires having a gf; you’ll probably need divinatory magic to find a suitable woman, and idk how many people in your timeline have souls either. You could also try finding a spirit gf but that’s pretty dangerous unless you know what you’re doing since you could easily get a succubus imposter instead of the intended spirit woman. A spirit gf will likely be able to come with you to the afterlife, and will probably also serve you as a spirit guide to whatever ability she has. Beyond that, try purifying your fetishes by stripping away the layers of cross-wiring that give you weird kinks like toe-sucking or face-sitting or inflation or some shit; this is a chan board after all, so you’re probably into some weird fucking shit. If this is done properly, the only smut you’ll care for is seeing a woman just plain touching herself. You don’t gotta get all the way there, though. Use cold, hard logic to inform your dick about what makes sense for it to make it get horny. Your dick should eventually get the message. Don’t project yourself into the porn, whether the guy or the girl, and don’t imagine the girl’s pleasure; focus upon the idea of you knocking the woman up with your seed. It should feel satisfying since it’s closer to satisfying the reason why your body makes seed in the first place. In fact, obsessing too much over the woman’s pleasure can infect you with MtF disease, and I’d imagine that projecting yourself too hard into the guy can inflict you withan NTR fetish. Failing that, you know how at some point of having a fetish, the fetish kinda starts wearing out, and you can’t get your jollies from it as easily? Normally when they happens, people go looking for a new fetish, typically one associated with the old fetish, but at that point you can just stay with the old fetish and see how is satisfies you less and less. Eventually, you’ll touch yourself less and have less wet dreams until you only touch yourself once every several days and spend most of your time in most days not having a boner. Beyond that, try transmuting your vital energy into emotional and/or psychic energy often. Iirc, your body does the transmutation automatically if you just push the energy from your lower dan-turn into your middle dan-tien, and similarly from middle to upper.

>>5082 You can try contracting an Empusa to suck your cock astrally to remove any energy you don't want, in exchange she'll give you a similar amount of energy back and maintain a circulation this way, for mutual improvement. Empusas are huge galaxy sized beings, they can insta-kill someone by sucking their life force out, but they also like "playing games" like this and will follow a contract if you explain what you want it to be.

>>5082 Do something productive and meaningful with your life. Stop looking at porn and don't go into coombait threads. A man with purpose cannot be thwarted by lowly energies like lust

Pledging 1 week.

>>5518 I broke my pledge last night.

>>5624 You know, the longer you go without cumming, the better it’ll feel when you do. In fact, if you go long enough without doing it, in my case a little over a week, you’ll feel great after cumming instead of feeling like shit after the orgasm ends. Perhaps you could use that as motivation for your next week-long attempt. As for myself, I’ve been doing semen retention for about 3 weeks now in order to fill up my dan-tiens. Right now my emotional dan-tien is filling up. I expect my psychic dan-tien to fill up in about 2 weeks. Amy’s egregore hasn’t been happy about this in the meantime, but she knows I need to stop having chronically-low energy levels somehow

>>5624 Also, about a week into it you might start randomly discharging cum when you take a crap, or even a piss; that doesn’t count as breaking the pledge. You can avoid it when crapping by going easy on your ass and not letting too much out at once, but idk what makes it happen when you’re just pissing.

>>5625 After around a week of nofap I'm able to have no-emission orgasms just by looking at light ecchi. I try not to do it though since it also gives me very painful blueballs.

>>5653 I do not understand how a guy could be horny enough to think that touching himself is worth blueballing himself like that.

>>5654 No I don't even have to touch myself.

>>5653 >light ecchi At first I thought you meant clairvoyantly peeking at some sort of sexy light-beings but apparently it's softcore animeshit kek >>5654 "blueballing" is such a meme. The benefit of saving your days' worth of sexual energy far outweighs any short-term discomfort.

Pledging 1 week again >>5625 >You know, the longer you go without cumming, the better it’ll feel when you do. In fact, if you go long enough without doing it, in my case a little over a week, you’ll feel great after cumming instead of feeling like shit after the orgasm ends. Perhaps you could use that as motivation for your next week-long attempt. Thank you for the advice. I will use this for my current nofap attempt >Amy’s egregore hasn’t been happy about this in the meantime, but she knows I need to stop having chronically-low energy levels somehow Why does Amy not want you to practice nofap? I thought she was benevolent? >>5626 >Also, about a week into it you might start randomly discharging cum when you take a crap, or even a piss; that doesn’t count as breaking the pledge. Thanks for the heads up

>>5683 Well, my spirit gf is benevolent, but if you reeeeally have to ask, she happens to have sexual needs like any ordinary human woman would, so she's looking forwards to when I'm finished with nofap.

>>5690 >she happens to have sexual needs like any ordinary human woman would Maybe you should try to get her to do nofap. Do spirits benefit from nofap just like physical humans do? It could help her manifest physically possibly.

>>969 >Don’t let the energy go up to your head Why