>>115 Discord. 𝗬𝘂𝗶#4582

>>96 Well I do online work, but the rest is true. I just hate society and don't care to do anything out in the world. It's not ego-distonic, outside the interest of the self; I don't feel conflicted about it. Sometimes I imagine owning my own property and making things in a workshop, but then I remember that in these fantasies I have unlimited money which is not realistic, so that's never going to happen for real. drinking -> no. bad unhealthy. causes fat and small artery death. smoking and e-cigarettes -> bad unhealthy. causes small artery death. drugs -> illegal and gives only transient feelings that don't last. girlfriend -> women are low IQ narcissist who since time in memoriam have been parasites that steal sperm, money, and opportunity from men. The ones who live around me are rude and fat and ugly. education -> school doesn't teach you anything that will make your life better. Old people born in the 60s and 70s had to go back to school because there degrees don't keep value but they are still paying off the debt from the first time they went to college after going back to school, so it's all a big scam to take your money by promising you the moon and putting you in debt. work -> work that has a linear relationship between hours of labour and money earned is not sufficiently profit efficient and will be replaced with robots in the very near future, so there is too high an opportunity cost wasting your time at a dead end job that's going to be automated away. parents -> shitty workaholics who neglected and abused me all my life. turns out all they wanted was an obedient pet that would give them the 'mark on the bed post' of having a kid without any realistic proposition of creating an independent functional citizen; my parent don't care that I still live at home.

Yup, dead. Even the Discords for hikis are dead, dead everywhere. A sea of ruins. There's a hikki on zzzchan also mostly dead, only discussion there is two guys arguing about the rules of their dead board.

dead dead, super dead

dead dead dead :((((

today I found a little maggot on my bed

Posting is fruitless.

>>129 I enjoy the chance to talk anonymously with real people like me and i will never tire of it. Even if fruitless and probably not good for my psyche, or anything else for that matter, i could never stop.

>>131 That's just depressing. If i could get off my ass i probably would do it.

>>125 It's a religion. We have our own cannon. We have are own media. We are the beautiful ones. The human race is going extinct just like Calhoun's rats.

>>72 >>61 it's a sin to take blood out of the body.

>>89 >Rosetta Stone better to suck it up and watch childern's videos on youtube https://youtu.be/K-nw5EUxDz0

I learned a little grammar from a Japanese app on the android store while it was free but now they charge a subscription so I deleted it. I'm on and off learning the kana and katakana using the neocities kana tool. Sometimes I can read enough kana to look up words from an image! It's been a few months now but I want to get back to learning it. Reading Japanese would be amazing and being able to hear it would be even more amazing. I think I'll get there eventually but I have more pressing things to do before I can fully focus on learning it.

I kicked off learning it with Genki textbook, you can shit on it all you want for conventional grammar explanations, but it's greatly tailored for total novices in the way that it hand holds you to level up to at least pre-intermediate (although it would be better to practice the language outside of the material in the book of course), took me about 3 month to cover all of the main studying course, the workbook, 300 something kanji (learned just to recognize them though, not to draw), and the reading/writing section, My anki card count had been at around 3000 by the time I finished. Now I'm 4 month in, and there's still nothing much to brag about of course, but I think I'm on the right track, I'm subscribed to many youtubers, bookmarked a lot of sites and forums that teach Japanese, and pirated a ton of scanned books and dictionaries and whatnot, there's so much content and lessons to go from, it's just a blessing living in the digital era and having unlimited time on my hands. I'd say learning a new language is a very fulfilling experience and a good change of pace from jerking off and shitposting all day in my neet life. I with full confidence say that I pretty much don't want anything else from my life other than Japanese, all the content that I like is being produced in it, all the things and people I'm interested in is in it. there's literally no excuse not learn it all day every day, if I only I didn't get sidetracked by being hooked up to some video games again in the last few weeks, but I'm sure this phase won't drive me off my goal of course, mastery of Japanese is the only thing I could call a dream, without which everything else would seem like a waste.

>Has anyone else noticed things change for the better around the time of the lockdown no, i've only been getting a bigger and bigger headache as more normalfags stay in. i can hear more bullshit in my neighbors apartments then ever before and there is always non-stop complaining about this shit, constant boomer tier complaints about masks being the root to evil or some shit. fucking hell i wish the wuflu was a real fucking deadly pandemic so these fuckers would just die already.

>>31 I was struck by how the normalnigger memes I came across on Kym and the like reflected my real life. I saw them "living like me". I'm generally happier because I've been seeing a therapist and fixing the parts of my life I don't like.

Don't expect her to take responsibility for her own failings. I mean, of course she ought to, but she doesn't sound honest enough for that. She sounds like the type who'd blame you for something that isn't your fault. Anyway, if she's not going to look out for you, you need to look out for yourself. Don't let yourself get in a bad way because of her negligence. Also, as someone who did something similar once: if you let trash cover your floor, bugs will show up. (I don't know about you, but I hate bugs.) Is there any way you can arrange things so that the trash can can't be knocked over? Like, put it against a wall and place some big things around it, or use tape to secure it? I think there are also youtube videos about keeping dogs from messing with trash, but I've never lived with a dog, so I don't really know what'd work.

>>53 I'm not quite sure what you're asking slavanon but that's a nice drawing of satou. Post more of them if you feel like it desu.

>>53 Write a book so everyone can be as miserable as you.

>>53 >Что делать, если я русский? Изучять стихотворения Йосифа Бродский.