had a weird schizo chud nightmare. basically I was bonding with some fellow chud from my hometown and he was telling me that they were demolishing this small public park (basically removing amenities for families to play, because whitoids 'shouldn't' be breeding anyway), and we were getting outraged about that, and then there was this giant vaxx truck with an electronic billboard and a loudspeaker telling people to get injected with vax juice and they were stopping at every house and drilling into the walls to spray some kind of vaxx liquid or gas into the walls or something. basically the chud and I were bonding and freaking out, like 'what the fuck we need to stop all this'. and then I was thinking about the demographics getting worse and seeing shitskins when I didn't used to when I was growing up
and then I woke up, thinking about the dream, and realized that even if the dream continued and the chud and I started knocking on every door in the town to try to redpill people about everything that's going on, how our home is being destroyed, 99% of them would not listen and would call us names or tell us to go away. or they would open the door and just be non-white to begin with... "umm, never mind..."
I'm really tired of it all. been so many years watching all of this go on, and while more people have gotten redpilled in that time, it's just not enough and so many people are still so retarded. if they are that retarded to still be retarded in CY+9... when will they ever wake up? many such cases where somebody's son or daughter gets killed by a black and they go on to defend the black. for many it seems the brainwashing is just terminal and they'd rather die than see the truth because they're such social animals that the fear of social ostracism outweighs the fear of legitimate personal danger