>>7775 Will Athena be kind and gentle like snotra? Will she care that I am a misogynist volcel? I saw that Akasha poster also interacts with Athena. Plus unlike Thoth she was in a ethnically european society.

>>7776 Just summon one that you like. Don't overcomplicate it. If they don't like you they will say it. The more you stress about it the longer it will take for you to hear their voice.

>>5497 There we go, I can feel something within me returning and realigning just right. Just gotta lock this newfound power in, and I'll be myself again in no time.

>>7815 >>7796 There seems to be an abandoned Hearts of Iron board on 8chan called /hoiiv/. Why don't you take it over and unleash your creativity upon that great place? If you bothered to use a trip you sure can bother yourself to become a BO too! It would be the perfect place for your meme magic aspirations.

>>7819 I don't need your passive aggressive snark.

What are some exercises or stretches that would help heal the chronic tension and pain I've had in the red-highlighted area for the past few years? Is there a label for this particular network of muscles and nerves, which I could use to find specific ways to heal it? I already have a few that help, but I suspect there are more effective ways to alleviate the problem once and for all. The reason it's so important to solve is that it limits the length of time I can remain in half lotus when my right leg is on top. Meanwhile my left leg feels like it could stay on top much longer, but I don't let it because both legs must be equal. Yesterday I was doing stretches to open my hips, as I do, and it must have unstuck a bunch of energy or something because not only did it rush down to my feet, causing the redness (first in my right big toe, then left, then both feet completely red) but it also activated my sex organs, making me very horny and causing pain in my prostate/base of my penis This particular pain is a problem I've had since puberty. It's usually related to either fapping too much or abstaining like I'm doing currently. It used to get unbearably agonizing when I was like 13. I tried the golf balls which helped, but the feeling was more intense than ever. Then I went outside barefoot to "check the mail" and the sensations on my feet were so pleasurable they almost felt like sexual stimulation. When I returned inside, I was reasonably satisfied, although I would have wanted to continue walking barefoot for much longer. I was also quite sleep deprived by this time, since I'm still resetting my circadian rhythm the hard way Feeling so aroused I was hoping that when I fell asleep I would see Kali again, but I just had this recurring dream about my dead dog coming back to life. I listened to songs about Kali that I found, and mantras. Soon enough I'll get some of those prayer beads so that I can lose myself without OCD fixation getting in the way, and express the attraction and love and deep yearning in my heart when I think of her. Today I did a neck stretch I haven't done in a while, because I had been focused on finding ways to regulate my energy without FG. It helped with pic related, but caused a strange dull throbbing pain to the right of my tailbone and adjacent to my anus. It was slightly pleasurable and didn't feel like anything bad. I think it's finally gone now that I've finished writing this.

>>7832 The upper part of your drawing would be what is traditionally called "tennis elbow", epicondylitis, but when computers became more widespread, it turned into "mouse arm", it effects the same muscle groups and is caused by repeated low tension movements over extended time periods. In the case of this appearing as you are using a computer mouse (or playing tennis), the immediate solution is to use the other hand. I experienced this in high school after prolonged computer use, during that period I simply learned to use the mouse on my left hand instead, and for some reason I never developed an issue with the left side. The part down into your leg, looks like possible https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sciatica in which case you should be careful with what exercises you do. I recommend getting examined by a professional physiotherapist for this. In my experience, the remaining tension when all other possible medical conditions are solved, doesn't have a single solution. Ashtanga yoga may help, a full body program. Although it appears in one part of the body, the cause may be complex.

>>7820 Found the board while scrolling through the first page on the board list. I thought it was divine providence for your memery when it popped up and that is why I mentioned it. I don't know why you consider my post as a passive aggressive snark.

>>7840 Something about the subtext rings very closely to the same condescending demeanor in which my sperm donor talks to me in. There's a general reason why I hold contempt and scorn for hoes and it all comes back to how effeminate my henpecking father and his side of the family is, so you don't need to know any deeper beyond the fact that my own mother was more of a masculine role model than my own father is.

>>7899 >I have been forced to take anti depressants and anti psychotics since I was 6 years old >I tried going off my meds cold turkey and I felt extremely psychic and could feel energy really well but I ended up with crazy wizard syndrome and psychotic delusions and ended up arrested eventually for making school threats >>7901 >>7905 >>7914 Bringing the topic here because it's no longer a blog. He would have to solve the core issue which caused him to make those threats, first. It would come from some kind of mental/spiritual composition, since there are a lot of people who >are not on meds >don't threaten to commit violence >are psychotic, but still don't Now you could blame manipulation by spiritual forces or 5G antennas or anything outside of yourself, but it still doesn't change the fact that most people do not step out of line like this. So the solution is to fix this issue, which is part of yourself, in the most direct sense it's in your DNA physically. Violent tendencies could be removed, or they could be strengthened genetically, that's a first thing. Secondly, even if you have a lot of "fuel" which could cause a fire, there is nothing saying it will actually ignite; that's the other part, your mentality. The Fringe solution would be to use your mind and spirit to change whatever is causing your violent tendencies to appear, then also aim to change your physicality to not support them. Even if you got a verdict to take these medications for life, the physical is controlled by the spiritual, maybe the timeline itself can change and nullify this if you make actual improvement. Moreover, taking anti-psychotics doesn't have to block your abilities. I have a friend who was put on them for being very insane and hospitalized for several months at a time. But when he came back, he could still do perfect channelling. He was just too open to anything. Maybe this is your problem too. Had you been living in a primitive village in some ancient past, you could have been the village shaman with the right training. But they also used drugs to initiate awakening in different ways, they just had a known methodology for it. Don't overlook the possibility that spirits may have driven you to this situation because they want you to take these meds and become a controlled occultist instead of just turning into a mass shooter where you'll be locked up and would be useless to them. https://web.archive.org/web/20180408105851/https://www.jaysongaddis.com/the-shamanic-view-of-mental-illness/

Does anyone here know how to force unlock spirit senses?

>>8174 Yes, it's known as Mk-ultra or trauma programming.

Anyone knows what this energy form may be? It's a white pillar thing with two "mouths" with teeth on it.

>>8215 Context: it made itself known by being annoying for no reason.

>>8216 >>8183 >Mary🤱🏻 just gave me a "hush" gesture I think a certain purification process is going on currently and this is how it might manifest for some people. Hope those mouths of bad ideas will finally detach from the consciousness of a certain person so he can finally find peace

Incidentally I just watched tv for a bit and it had two upset lawyers talking about Trump getting back at those who conspired against him, and they specifically brought up how Vance had called universities "enemies of the people" for being hives of "race and gender" issue obsession, they also mentioned "woke" culture having taken over universities, not as "a claim by Trump" but "as a fact". >>8215 >>8217 It felt like the lawyers were somehow channelling the "mouths" on this thing, and it made me think of the https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frankfurt_School which is weird now that I checked this article, it's just "part of a series on Marxism". Didn't it used to be labeled a "right wing conspiracy theory"?

>>8219 >it's just "part of a series on Marxism". Didn't it used to be labeled a "right wing conspiracy theory"? :) Yes btw. The problem was the usual memewar routine. The Frankfurt school made several theories that dealt with different forms of Marxism and other weirdness but right wingers (including Hitler) said how every type of degeneracy started from Frankfurt school. Which was generally true but not entirely which made "fact checkers" start doing their "um akshully" routines. And once right wingers attributed one or 2 things wrongly to the Frankfurt school without having peer reviewed evidence it was labelled as a rightwing conspiracy theory. Like how it was a conspiracy theory that Soros is smuggling migrants into europe until he started advertising how successful are his NGO's that help migrants get into Europe thanks to his philanthropy. And covid vaxx is not protecting you from covid was also a conspiracy theory so was the vaxx adverse effects are more serious than covid itself was a conspiracy theory. And it goes on and on and on. Ofc Frankfurt school went into New York which means the FBI chewed through them and I cannot imagine what levels of madness they came up with in the USA but I am certain everyone wants to forget that they existed. It was the bunkerchan of academies I really hope we can forget about them soon. I really hate keeping up with the inanities of these (((people)))

Anyone here capable of speaking to or summoning a deity?

>>8237 Yeah its called prayer you dip

I still don't have my emotional, visual, spiritual, psychological, nor chronological memories, lessons, development, and all else properly restored, let alone competently compiled and re-synchronized. If only Ironpill were here to help my ass out (and perhaps teach me to enchant if not enchant my quaternary of Pistol Mitralieră model 1963/1965 carbines.

>>8237 Yes, but it was never me making first contact, it was always them. So I can't tell anyone how to "summon" a deity. If you want to summon a demon, the rituals at black witch coven work. https://blackwitchcoven.com/furfur-the-demon-of-lightning-and-thunderstorm/ Navigating the site is a mess, so I usually search from Bing to find the right article. If you're interested in Hindu avatars like Shiva, Kali, or Bhramari, just do ashtanga yoga and mudras. They'll come if you just do it right and they see that it would help. Multiple people on here have experienced this. Dharmakara, they founder of Pure Land: Not a "deity" specifically, since he's a buddhist, but he will come if you chant "Dharmakara" 10 times while sitting in lotus position. You only need to do it once, this is his promise to anyone sincerely wanting enlightenment. I've tried it and this method works to call his attention. The Virgin Mary: Just ask her, it can help to burn incense for an icon of her after reading the bible out loud. Barbara, the protector of artillerymen: Similar as above. Saint Lucy: Same. It's mostly important to understand their symbolism, like the cannon and lightning for Barbara, and the crown of lights and red belt for Lucy. Enoch/Metatron is also available, but I'm not sure if there is an exact method for contacting him, just look online. You should be able to do this with some research into the specifics for each one of them.

>>8237 Depends on the deity how well it goes but the answer is yes. And depends what you want from the deity. If you want some guidance it's usually simple if you want instantaneous miracles it might be more complex. Is there someone or something specific you are looking for?

>>8239 >If only Ironpill were here to help my ass out Do you like to be owned? Because if you are unwilling to improve yourself on your own and stop obsessing over material frivolities I will have to start doing things which will be worse than the lobotomy that the other wizard did on you previously. Currently you seem stable. If I do my things you will go insane (far more insane than previously) and I am uncertain in my ability that it will go well. Not to mention I am not motivated enough to get involved with the life of others currently. If you refuse to improve I will have to become your "soul keeper". Which means I will have to realign your entire life and soul and find a protective entity that will guide you. It's too much work to do for me currently and it will be extremely unpleasant for you. >enchant my quaternary of Pistol Mitralieră >asking me to enchant a Romanian weapon Why don't you ask a rabbi to bless your ham sandwich? Why don't you ask the Imam to pray for Israel? I know romanians would sell their sister for a quick buck but how in the living fuck did those weapons end up in the fucking states and why the fuck do you even own one. You need to learn to internalize your energies to reactivates your mental/emotional faculties and not waste it to "imbue" material objects or other memes ffs. And "enchanting" is all about imbuing something with an intention. What do you even want it to be "Imbued" with. Victory? Bloodlust? The ability to find copper in the walls like it's makers do? Don't answer it. Figure this out for yourself. Enchanting things depends on how pure is your intent and how much energies you can project into the object with it. Enchanting guns is dumb imho. You should enchant yourself and the tools should follow your energetic lead and not obsess over material objects. Guns are not spiritual objects. They will not help you to retain your mental and emotional capabilities. They actually dull it by default. They are a bad conduit for divinity. >>8238 This is the base way you enchant things btw. Light some incense for cleansing then pray for it. Doing the gun cleansing routines is almost as ritualistic as making prayers. But it's idiotic as hell. Any effective magic which relates to guns drags you down to hell. Because only hellish frequencies can work well with iron, oil and gunpowder. Oil, fire and sulfur are all elements that found only in hell. I found some lowly demons that dwell in machinery some years ago and they are not ones that you wish to keep around. >>8240 >Barbara, the protector of artillerymen: Or you invoke her. That might also work. I don't like blessing tools nowadays. They clog your meridians. I merely purify things and once it's purity reaches the purity of my own energies they will be automatically overtaken. Enchanted my car and other machinery with elemental magic many years ago and it worked surprisingly well. But it's a waste of energies. I don't recommend it for beginners

>>8240 >>8244 Interesting, thanks for the advice. >>8243 I am interested in asking something of Persephone, but I am not really experienced in this. I'm interested in the subject of "divine heritage" and blessed bloodlines. The question I have relates to that (if I am connected to her).

>>8246 >asking something of Persephone A question or a task?

>>8253 A question, whether we have some special connection. In history and myths we learn how for example Alexander was believed to be connected to Zeus. I want to ask about that specifically (not that I'm comparing myself to Alexander, but it makes me wonder how these relationships work).

>>8254 I connected with her right after reading your post. I did some "research" (reading about the various myths on wikipedia and trying to connect it to what I already know) but wasn't able to understand if there even is an original Persephone or if it's an archetype or egregore. But someone appeared to me directly from a dimension filled with white and yellow light, in the image of her as shown on the greek statue I had on the screen at the moment. She was rather forward and casual, didn't say much and left again. But I can definitely make that connection if I have reason to. I think the important thing for you is to be able to relate to why you feel this way, and what you'd want from the connection, if it exists. Which part of the myth do you feel is about you?

>>8259 It isn't the myth but rather a number of different people/sources telling me that I have some connection to a goddess. I've been given certain traits/characteristics but without any confirmation as to her identity, so I'm sort of at a loss. That's why I was looking for some confirmation about who this goddess could be. I suspect Persephone and have received strong indications I may be right, but I remain unsure, partly because "validation" in this "field" is fairly tricky.

>>8263 But Persephone can be understood as a personification of the seasons, of the journey to the underworld(hell) and back again, and how her eating the pomegranate seeds made her connected to Hades in a permanent fashion, because it's a "fruit of the underworld". All of this is clearly very symbolic, and may be about some kind of inner alchemy or kabbalah. I have a friend who believes strongly in the notion that all Greek gods and heroes are based on real historical people. This may be true, but the fantastical elements of the myths suggest they were also used by storytellers as representations of concepts, or as proponents of a divine drama in which form some kind of information can be easily memorized. There is someone who responds to the name Persephone, but this person may only vaguely resemble the person in the myth. When you say "connection", do you mean you would have a past life connection with the historical person who was named Persephone in myth, or do you mean something about the concept of her life and achievements?

>>8264 Well, I don't believe all gods are based on past/mortal humans. Some demigods likely were, and mythologies in general were integrated with what we moderns would consider "normal" or natural history, but the divine beings from other realms clearly originate from somewhere else. Symbols, higher entities/powers, principles/laws, perhaps all of the above. As far as what I mean, it's hard to say. I'm just going off of what a few others have told me. I've been told that bhakti/devotion/work with a saturnine goddess would be the most beneficial for me in this life for moksha, that because of my ancestry I have some special link to a chthonic goddess, that there is some "dignified" feminine divinity who watches over me, etc. I'm not inclined to dismiss it all in toto as there have been too many indicators that there's something to all that.

>>8268 I don't believe all gods are historical people either, some of them are concepts turned into humans, some of them are celestial objects, some of them exist only on the astral. It's up to you to find out what the connection is, then, if you don't have a clear question.

>>8284 Well, it's just that there's more than one question I could ask. I suppose there are different ways of understanding what "connection" means in this context. What I'm wondering is basically: >do she and I have an ancestral link/connection? <as in, are we linked by blood, either directly or indirectly ("indirectly" in this case meaning an ancestor was a devotee whose descendants receive her blessings) >does she act as a guardian for me/has she taken a special liking to me? >do she and I have some special affinity (in our natures)? >given all this, should I become a devotee of hers? Apologies if I'm being unclear.

>>8291 I obviously don't know anything about this (but that may better!) but I can do a channelling/automatic writing on these questions: >do she and I have an ancestral link/connection? No. Not physically, you are not the same race as her when she was alive. <as in, are we linked by blood, either directly or indirectly ("indirectly" in this case meaning an ancestor was a devotee whose descendants receive her blessings) >does she act as a guardian for me/has she taken a special liking to me? She knows about you. That means your energy somehow called her attention, but that is all. However, don't underestimate the significance of this - the vast majority of humans never catch the attention of a deity for even a second. Your energy stands out like something shiny floating by in the river. It causes someone to look. Astral residents are not allowed to interfere with human fates, though. Consider this channelling one way in which she may help you in a roundabout manner. I am not her, btw even if I know the situation, it's visible to me. >do she and I have some special affinity (in our natures)? Affinity in terms of similar thinking, causing the earlier described attraction of attention. >given all this, should I become a devotee of hers? It would help, if you are able to understand what that means. She can't help you by telling you though, only hints are allowed, or it would actually cause a negative effect - a deity directly aiding someone ruins the "test" of being human, it's like the teacher giving you the correct answers in advance, then it isn't a test anymore and doesn't count, causing you to fail per default. So it will always be cryptic. That is perhaps also why you only get this indirect reply from someone who doesn't care and doesn't understand. As well as me, the one speaking (writing) via the channel, what do I know, really. I'm literally a kid. The less I know, the more I can say, because it may be wrong, silly and irrelevant. The more correct, the more restricted. The Fool can tell the truth, because it's random and no one listens to him. That's the rule here. The wiseman will shut his mouth, fearing the consequence of his words. When he does speak, the words are put on a silver scale. That will be all for now, over and out. [foolish image attached for reduced credibility, omg]

>>8292 Thanks for your help, appreciated lol Is there a reason you use the smileberg flag, or you just felt like it? Do you subscribe to any particular system?

>>8293 >reason you use the smileberg flag Because it indicates the kind of chaos surrounding Smiley, being able to get things done through some kind of method. I don't follow a singular system anymore, and what I do doesn't come from doing so. Skills like these are just regular practice, the methods used by mediums and psychics do work, you don't need any particular system for that. The Goetia says to "prepare with such breathing practices" or something else vague and it's expected the reader understands how to draw magic circles and perform evocations with ritual items, without this being explained. We call these preparatory practices "hatha yoga" today, and consider them a system of its own. You need a base in a number of things to follow explicit systems, because they don't explain the basics. Some people call it "energy work", which is more vague, I call it Qi Gong because that's what I used to learn it. You can call it "breathing exercise", "meditation" or you can throw them together and call it "yoga". If you add a certain pantheon to it, it becomes a spiritual or religious system.

>>8244 >Do you like to be owned? I am but a little bitch and I have been nothing but owned since last year good heavens please help me in my kampf I am vulnerable weak impotent hateful delirious psychotic violent and most importantly helpless and scared >Because if you are unwilling to improve yourself on your own and stop obsessing over material frivolities I will have to start doing things which will be worse than the lobotomy that the other wizard did on you previously. If you'll kindly divine through the subtext in my post history I have done nothing but fight to seperate chaff from wheat i.e wrangle my shadow or pure OCD into shutting the fuck up about pedophilia and my other obsessive opp who is essentially a third rate wish.com ministrel show of a magick practitioner, struggle to resurrect my Chiron and Lilith after attempting to shepherd conceited contrarian material occultists on 4chan into circulating sirlulzingtonesquire because I'm convinced as of Dec. 21st–Jan. 7th 2022 that I've been selected as per the results of my own hand into "revealing the method" and pouring esoteric knowledge into what I believed to be the gateway into controlling the collective conscious, halfchan, into making that schizophrenic troll face redditor who jailbroke me out of my misconceptions of God and Christ through his dissertations, and it reminded me of puscifer and the better days of the internet. >I know romanians would sell their sister for a quick buck but how in the living fuck did those weapons end up in the fucking states and why the fuck do you even own one. What I've not told you beyond my purely obsessive OCD is that I am also a massive gun autist in addition to having one meta-obsession from which all my other autistic obsessions bloom from. Goodness fucking gracious please forgive me I am attempting to hold my own