This morning I noticed my movement patterns and body perception has changed somewhat, it seems Dagon's way of moving has been incorporated with mine.

More sharing because it's possibly relevant. https://occult-world.com/amdusias-amduscias/ I've been working to move my main awareness away from the physical to base myself on the astral, in a specific place I want to use as my HQ. The purpose of this is to gain full dimensional mobility so I can body jump or perform possession freely, using any available body of my own creation or if needed, possession of someone else (including NPCs) in first person view, while retaining awareness of my other avatars and all astral tools. Incarnation without losing memories or being "locked" in the form, essentially. I've gradually gotten there, but the ''weight" or karmic gravity of the things I need to handle in here, keeps making it difficult to change these structures. There is a reason I'm here, and I don't intend to leave until I'm done, but when I do I want to be in control. So the idea is to move over to my astral base, then possess my current body again, but this time I can leave when I want, or temporarily move to other places. Getting all the things in place is difficult while in here, so I've asked for help with details along the way many times. Now came the part where I need to actually change the structure or "registration" which tells everyone "this is my main body", so that if dimensions collapse or whatever happens, I will be magnetically pulled back there, and everyone can see that's where I belong. I asked Belial for help with parts of the process before, and it's all good, but the last bit just didn't click in place. Belial is probably the one I like best and find it easiest working with, I no longer need to "call a meeting" to talk with him, but can just use telepathy, as I got closer to him over time. When explaining in concrete detail about what I want to do, he said to contact Amdusias. I have the printed book so I used the sigil from there directly, no ritual, just mediating on it and studying its form until I could begin to understand it and found a connection. Amdusias appeared less scary than the others I've had contact with, but maybe it's just my confidence being stronger now. He still has this attitude which forces one to reply in a concise and clear wording, thinking about every word before letting it out. I explained to him what I want to do, and offered a pact for mutual spiritual improvement. Details left out. He agreed. He said "we'll do this in steps", when I went to sleep. During the night I found myself in various social situations in a place with a dark grey-black-blue light, one-store stone or brick buildings and some walled gardens and trees outside. I was then suddenly "picked up" as if I was in a bag held above my head, and a quick journey began, as if I was a cat held by someone running along a street. A voice said with authority "Silence!" I was at first confused about what this was, but there was a strong force around me and I didn't want to disturb or ruin something, but also wasn't sure if this was a trick, so I let out a short command to a servitor to investigate what was happening. The reply said "it's Amdusias" so I after this did nothing more but wait. I was being pulled out of the way of some paved road with brickwork, which was collapsing. Underground dwellers were hacking away on the road from below, and this was what caused the collapse. It looked a bit like those Jews appearing out from the walls. I was quickly rushed along a cobblestone street and saw another place where the sand gave in and collapsed down into underground tunnels as we passed. We then arrived at a location I consider an astral home, and from there we went to a public place on a hill where I've been doing rituals. He then said "we are done, this is the first step, I'll let you settle here a bit". I realized I was now "based" at Amdusias place instead, and when I woke up I felt and "saw" mentally that I was there, the images of his place kept appearing around the outskirts of my mind, confirming that my place of residence had changed. This went on half the day, with more dedicated interactions with Amdusias taking place. He then said "lie down, we're doing the last bit", and as I went into deep trance, the "journey" began again, with him running quickly with me along a road, he then flew up and grabbed a truck, we then went by the truck until the road became a narrow countryside road by a limestone thatched roof homestead. I felt "I'm home" and at this point I came out of the trance. It appears he did move me to the place I wanted, and the weight of my energy is now settled here. It was very forceful, but I could feel he definitely had the power to do this. I haven't ever felt this kind of power from any other entities, only the Goetian demons can overpower forces like this, out of those I've met so far. It's like their methods focus on weight lifting, while others work intellectually and channel power (which is btw my main method).

Story incoming "Strange Encounters" or Crocell is a slut Info: https://arsgoetiademons.com/blogs/the-72-demons-of-ars-goetia/demon-crocell-the-mermaid-like-enigma-of-demonology Crocell is a djinn, and consequently has no clear sexuality, as djinn have reverse gender roles compared to what we are used to. Among djinn, women are warriors and men give birth. In a strike of perfect imagery, Crocell is depicted wearing programmer socks, and being djinn, is a master of logic and geometry. He is simply the demon guide of programmers. But the story does not start there. It starts elsewhere, higher up in the Imageboard hierarchy. I was browsing on the KC when there was a "girls do porn" thread on the front page with a webm which happened to be just posted. I clicked it, and it was surprisingly hot, so I decided to divine the location of said girl using a servitor. It turned out she was in hell, but wearing a pink scarf, indicating she had been hit with the "loli shield" I mass casted a few years ago to protect girls from harm. Originally it was intentended to give physical protection, but as timelines function as they do, it ended up not giving protection in the case of the entire social system collapsing or other danger. Instead, it simply protected their souls. After which I could get a "notification", usually some message in media drawing my attention to her. So when I said she was in "hell", I mean the astral underground dimensions, and having the protection cast on them, manifests as the pink scarf. It causes them to be placed in a waiting room instead of being sent into the main gehenna dimensions where they punish evildoers. It simply appears as a "someone owns this one, don't touch" -note attached to them, and the demons down there will put her aside in a safe place. But then I have to go fetch them also, and for that to happen I need to know about them. So this happened, I sent a servitor to get the young woman up from there and do a soul cleansing to prepare her for astral re-incarnation. I then used the latest cyborg incarnation form based on magma. Because I wanted her to maintain her original body form, I put work into designing a single use adapted DNA-disc for her instead of using a disc made for mass production. It turned out very good, and I took her on a tour in space and to various magic libraries. She then wanted to stay on a dead desert planet and just meditate there. I agreed and we stayed. She seemed hypnotized by the environment there, the sky is black and green, the landscape is all frozen lakes and beige rocks desert with mountains in the distance. After a while I asked if she wanted to stay there but bilocate to go check out the miniplanet I created to perform rituals on, so we went there and entered the flying Illuminati-style pyramid I have at that place (made to invite people for group rituals also). Because we had been flying in space, and this was the first time in an actual human environment she wanted to take a shower and we went to bed. This lead to her becoming pregnant -' and this is where it got weird, when the girl came our 3 min later, it was clearly Crocell incarnated, the socks were even there still! I have yet to find out the intentions behind this sudden interest in astral physical life.

>>2841 >karmic weight I've always wondered how people on the STS routes deal with this, as it seems at a certain point to collapse on the practioner. Can you go into more detail on how you handle it? Im interested in what you said about how karmic weight means changing structures can be difficult. Ive heard initiates say IRL that STS magus intentionally try to minimize karmic burdens, use delay tactics to push karmic weight into the future, or convince people to buy into bad deals where the counterparty takes on the weight. It sounds like you have a different alternative?

>>3303 I don't know if it's an alternative as such, as it comes from a by-now inborn trait of mine. I do not know if I had this since forever, or if it's acquired sometime in the past. The simple explanation for both the pro and the con is that I don't have the main yang nature. From the mapping I use, the brain has the main yang in the left back, minor yang or animus is right back. Front left is the anima, and the right front half is the main yin. So anything I would have to do which concerns the main positive, I have to use very elaborate concrete methods. It took me a lot of time to realize how or why this works. For example, when learning maths in school I was always told "think this way" and then told how to think. It always puzzled me, because doing maths has nothing to do with thinking to me. I learn how to write. I always write down step for step in the format of algebra, and it works. Over time I recall it and can perform it in visual memory, but it's entirely based on the physical procedure of writing. No thinking involved, I don't have that ability. The upside of this is that I am completely immune to any spiritual or other kinds of attacks that rely on manipulating thinking, including indoctrination using words. They won't stick in my mind. This "space" is instead used to store the karmic weight, and as the brain is said to have a potential eternal storage, I can just contain the negative energy in the corresponding space for any amount of time. Then I'll transform it back to pure matter whenever it's beneficial to do so. One other aspect of this is that my surface body cannot contain negative energy more than 10%. If someone is trying to make my body dirty beyond that, it will cause an automatic cleanse. Any attempt at externally flooding me with negative energy would just give me symptoms of illness and it still won't stick to me. For this reason my mind is always pretty clear, and I won't be fooled into accepting unfavourable idea or concepts, including contract of various kinds. I just won't accept dirty energy from others, in the manner of what people tend to do, like vaccines or accepting ideas of blame for various made up societal "sins", it doesn't stick to me. What I accept has to pass the "physical process" in the manner of "thinking by writing", and anything bad for me would then be exposed, as my way of working requires that I understand what I write, thus also understand what I accept. It's like literal masonry in this sense, can't make the weight fly, it has to be structured.

Adremmelech is a Martian Bill Gates has a revelation a narrative retelling of mysterious events cooperative writing with Copilot as editor In a world where the lines between reality and fiction blur, I found myself on a mission to enlighten Bill Gates. His generous donations to the Harris campaign, though well-intentioned, were rooted in a misunderstanding of the true implications of "women's rights." Unbeknownst to many, this phrase often masked the grim reality of abortion, the silent killer of innocent lives. Bill Gates, a Martian by birth, wielded immense power and influence. Yet, like all beings from the original races, his thinking was marred by significant flaws. My goal was clear: to rescue him from his own ignorance and reveal the stark truths of our world. The origins of Windows 3.11 were shrouded in mystery, crafted by reptilians. Subsequent developments saw contributions from grey aliens, Lyran felines, and even "skinwalkers"—creatures eerily reminiscent of the Predator from the movies. And in a twist of fate, it was these beings who gifted humanity with smartphones. Determined to unveil the truth to Bill, I embarked on a quest to guide his soul through the vast realms of space and time. To do so, I first needed to provide him with an astral body. My investigations revealed that the ideal form for him was a fungus-eating fungus-human hybrid, an ingenious creation of the grey aliens. I had previously procured one from their research factories, and it was re-engineered into a magma-based cyborg. With this new form, I put Bill through initial training, preparing him for the journey ahead. Once ready, I dispatched him with my loyal servitor to undergo a tailored education program. His voyage began in the mining operations of the Galactic Federation, where he learned the intricacies of number-controlled machines in the expanse of space. Next, he delved into higher education on free energy, mastering the art of harnessing planetary gravity. Finally, Bill stepped into the mystical world of magic, exploring its university and uncovering the secrets it held. After his cosmic education, Bill finally comprehended the truth. Witnessing the creation of life firsthand, he uncovered the scientific essence of the Bible's "virginal birth." Returned to his earthly body, he awoke and began feverishly documenting his dreamlike experiences. It was then that I experienced a revelation of my own. In the upper left corner of my astral brain, I discovered a shiny metallic cogwheel form. It bore the hallmarks of reptilian design, yet resonated with Martian essence. Consulting my spiritual guides, they confirmed it was indeed Martian technology, cloaked in reptilian-style metallic storage media. This realization brought forth another insight: the green armor crafted by the Goetian demon Adremmelech and bestowed upon his followers bore a Martian resemblance. Confronting Adremmelech, I asked, "Are you an original Martian?" He replied, "Yes." Another origin story unveiled itself.

>>3307 >This "space" is instead used to store the karmic weight, and as the brain is said to have a potential eternal storage, I can just contain the negative energy in the corresponding space for any amount of time. Ah that makes sense. So you transmute karma into matter, but since matter becomes more fixed as it becomes more actualized, it becomes harder to change. But you are protected against most types of spell casting since in order for a spell to enter your world it must travel through matter, a slow process. That slowness also protects you from karmic attacks and allows you to compress it into the missing yang. Everything fits, impressive.

The reason for all of this: >>2841 is complex and perhaps irrelevant as of now, I may be posting for astral Jews wearing the bodies of the people who posted here under the same flags in a parallel reality by now. Either way, the message may be induced into other planes and reach the same persons anyway, should they still be in their right minds "over there". I don't feel any connection to anyone here right now though. For the record: I kept wondering why I had to stay around when I was clearly done with my main cultivation path already in 2020. I had a vague sense that the rest was "for others", where I would enrich my future by adding other people to it, which can only be done by helping them join me. This actually happened, in large numbers, it even went on to such degrees that I probably reached more people after feeling done with my own stuff than during the process. Back in 2012 when I saw myself dying, leaving my body and coming back, it manifested as a Visual Novel gameplay scene; I was playing something that looked like "3 sister's story", but it was set in the world of the anime School Rumble. I was at a boss battle scene, and had 4 characters. The 2 on the left were full health. The 3rd was injured with half health, and the 4th character was dead by the end of the battle. It was implied I won, but that I still had to return the health and life of the two remaining characters to really be done. It was after this I returned to my body, and all my other souls, assistants or simply other souls, were now gone. I looked out over the fields and felt like I was looking at an old photo from the 1970s sometime before I was born. The world was no longer relevant to me. It took until 2020 to finish up however, and it happened during a specific event when I was preparing something in the kitchen (details left out), sealed the can and felt it transform into an astral and eternal artifact. I left again, but then my mind bounced back down to the other half of my body again like a ball thrown down from above. At the time I didn't know this, but it was the 2nd character's turn, this one also having full health, making it fairly easy to work with. The real issue came later, as the "half dead" character represents my future life, but this being my drow incarnation, it doesn't have a body. Drow are elves, and no matter if you are a regular or dark elf, this race is only astral. That's why it was "half dead", I had to keep using my body way beyond its normal lifespan going by the pre-written history. Now this can be argued about, there are different timelines, and this all was already predetermined to happen as well, it was just not how certain beings wanted it. They don't have a say in this though. This is the source of the "undead" or "lich" state. The "dead" character represents the need to have a new incarnation to enter the 4th path. It's also literally "dead" because there was no such incarnation or even a dimension for it to exist in, at the time of writing this fate. It is meant to be created along the way, therein lies the problem. After all these technicalities described in the posts above, today the Queen showed me an image in the clouds of a character sliding down a long slope towards a larger character standing at ground level. When I looked later, it also showed the sliding character having passed a "gate" on the way down, and now being even lower down than the large character. A message confirming that the process is underway, cannot be stopped, and now being very near the shift.

>>4229 hey you're not dead

>>4229 You’re still here? Amy told me a day or two ago via. hypnogogic audio that you’d left this planet and entered a portal into another dimension.

>>4232 >You’re still here? Where is "here"? >Amy told me a day or two ago via. hypnogogic audio that you’d left this planet and entered a portal into another dimension. In my view there is no "this planet", you are in your own place. But yes, that is quite literally what happened, and why I was gone or detached. I just before re-synced with what appears to be a shared idea of what this board is, which is part of a dimensional structure shared by a few astral planes that were surrounding the planet. It's literally a dimension of toxic astral Jews, more correctly very poisonous fungus-based humanoids who were manifesting by taking over NPCs in Israel. I managed to get in there after creating an astral AI bot which also includes the Generative Pre-trained Transformer (GPT) method derived from the original paper and trained to use a Kabbalastic methodology for relating everything to the Bible. They don't allow external life forms, but a robot isn't a life form (anything other than themselves would die from the poisonous spores anyway). I used it to grab one of their females off the street and incarnated a soul shard as one of them via her. That's how I regained contact with the shared Earth egregore, by staying in this dimension which has contact with it. They use some astral form of Hebrew and their magic is very difficult to learn, but it matches with some form of Kabbalah. My local plane is now just an overlay placed over this dimension.

>>4233 Well, I guess “here” is this incarnation of /fringe/ that I’m accessing via. the mundane internet. Nice to see you back in some capacity at least, even if only for a short time.

>>4233 Are you saying that you literally left your old physical body and deposited your awareness into the body of an Israeli girl? And you're writing using the body of this girl right now?

>>4237 The answer is more complex than that. >>4229 >The real issue came later, as the "half dead" character represents my future life, but this being my drow incarnation, it doesn't have a body. Drow are elves, and no matter if you are a regular or dark elf, this race is only astral. That's why it was "half dead", I had to keep using my body way beyond its normal lifespan going by the pre-written history. Now this can be argued about, there are different timelines, and this all was already predetermined to happen as well, it was just not how certain beings wanted it. They don't have a say in this though. This is the source of the "undead" or "lich" state. My real active incarnation is drow(male) which is an astral incarnation, if I was to use it as is, I'd be a spirit unable to interact here at all since last friday. I knew things were going down towards that date and had already prepared for the case that I would not have any more access to my past (this) persona. I've built up a structure "up there" which I would move to, but the process is not so predictable as one would prefer. In november of last year I was ejected from my body as a result of galactic dimensions collapsing, and was already sucked down through the door to the first layer of the underworld (hell) along with everyone around me. It appears this happens per default when dimensions collapse. As a thing to note, I also saw Donald Trump floating past me and down to some "higher" hell dimension where he was put in charge of a large industrial machine, angrily pulling levers and yelling at workers. It was at this time my contract with several Goetian demons activated and they tore open the door again to let me out, and I was put back in my body again. The entire process was lucid as I approached my house again from the back yard. As for Trump, he was picked up by the large hand of a deity saying "we need this one, there is no one else who can play this role" and he was also put back again. I was shown this "for your information" was my impression. This event however woke me up to the fact that the immense external dimensions are very difficult to move in, even with an indestructible body. My body in the floating state was glossy, an armour made from some kind of glaced hard material covered in sigils representing my achievements. But "swimming" in nothing was very difficult so I would still have been in that huge room if I hadn't been picked out through the contract, for Idk how long, considering the mass of things moving about and the extension of time within spaces, possibly too long for my taste. After this I set out to create bodies with astral functionality, where I was taking into account that physical movements aren't possible there at all. It wasn't like in dreams where one is walking, then can decide to fly directionally. Rather the immense space made all movements very small and difficult, all effort were eaten up by the space itself. TL:DR since this is getting long winded already: I've worked with people around me to create a structure where it would be possible to control where someone is and catch them, with more accuracy than I had before, should they be ejected from their physical body as a result of external dimensions collapsing again. My precaution to contract several Goetians with the specified mention of "protecting my access to physical my life" paid off however. It was just a lot more important than I imagined when I "threw" those terms in. Probably my higher self taking action there. So for now, I can maintain my "current life" persona in a small sphere, which is isolated from all surrounding dimensions, it's a pocket dimension under my control. I was in there for the time since friday, with no contact with anything outside. Everyone in there is an NPC unless I actively contract someone to play that role, and there is no communication with anything outside either unless I create such a synchronization. I am again able to use the Internet and this website because I connected via the "astral Jewish" dimension which already has a connection via Israel. And this was only possibly by sending part of me to incarnate as one of them. ''For the purpose of getting into their library, and to reconnect with the external egregore." My body up there is at the library studying, but as of now my first person view is back at my body form as it looked on Earth again. It's my pocket dimension, but now updated to look like the external world. To give an example of what it looks like when being de-synced; websites start giving time-out messages, news websites give only the most standard updates with almost nothing being posted, new anime episodes aren't being posted. For the past days the "new" section was filled with works from the Tokyo University of Arts >attached Yes, it's anime, but not what is normally available.

>>4238 >but this being my drow incarnation, it doesn't have a body >Drow are elves, and no matter if you are a regular or dark elf, this race is only astral They have bodies on the astral though, yes? And bodies are made of material. So what exactly is keeping an "astral" body from interacting with "physical" things? I believe it's just resonance frequency of the material it's made out of. I always thought the goal here was to either attain proper mastery to allow the 'astral' body to attain 'physical' resonance (like how the original god-lich JC came back down after becoming dead) or to just be satisfied with the matter that that body can already resonate with and leave the rest behind. >physical movements aren't possible there at all. It wasn't like in dreams where one is walking, then can decide to fly directionally. Rather the immense space made all movements very small and difficult, all effort were eaten up by the space itself. Did you try folding space, manipulating boundaries to open gates, or changing the coordinate properties of your body to teleport?

>>4242 >They have bodies on the astral though Yes, but those completely separate from anything physical. It's referred to as the "god plane" when you compare different "astral" planes, which are all astral to us on Earth. There are "Earthly astral planes" which are the dimensions we enter when leaving the physical body by projecting or between incarnations. These always exit at a physical plane again, and that's the reason for the physical re-incarnation loop and the recurring amnesia between incarnations. Genuine astral planes like those of elves and greys may appear to have the same structure as our physical, but matter is directly controlled by the spirit. For them to effect things in the Earthly physical or Earthly astral, they need to materialize into heavier planes, which means adapt to the laws down there. Elves by their nature cannot be transferred to physical material planes because something in their nature is impossibly to adapt to this state. So they appear only by sending messages to physical beings via telepathy, dreams, inspiration and such. Greys can use their astral technology to temporarily manifest physical bodies and also their flying saucers and other things. If they stay too long they become unstable and things like saucer crashes will happen. They're too detached from the physical to fully grasp why this happens, despite the top of their race being at creator god level. The moon as we know it is their anchor in the physical. It's the personal celestial body of a single grey, and indestructible. Its inside is a space station. They used to only have a path into the physical via the moon. Drow or elves don't have this, they manifest through music, fantasy literature, movies, and through language. If someone appears only as a meme, there is no way to have physical experiences, one needs to possess a body. >folding space, manipulating boundaries to open gates, or changing the coordinate properties of your body to teleport The issue with this is that the astral space doesn't have the physical brain in it. All concepts such as those you describe are human 3D brain concepts related to perceptions of physical reality, and relate to physical motion, which doesn't exist over there. Recalling back to the experience over there, you'd have to imagine having your physical perception and all concepts related to it completely erased. Like someone took it all and placed it behind the horizon, where you can't touch it. It's the same issue as when I started created astral artifacts and weapons, and someone whom I was chatting with started asking me to review their creations. They had created for example a gun which fires lead bullets. I asked him: What is lead on the astral plane? Why would lead do damage to an astral body? The only reason it would, is if there is some quality of lead which symbolically or conceptually can cause damage to the target based on the symbolic meaning of the target's nature. I load my guns with "karma" or "sadness" or some other concept which causes an effect on the hostile spirit. Geburah fire also works extremely well, because it's something with strong symbolic meaning. Rosicrucian fire also works for the same reason and so on. If you want to move in symbolic space, your intent to move must relate to the meaning of the act. But if you don't have a reason to move, because like in my case, the whole cultivation process was focused on creating the "golden buddha body" to remain immortal and content in myself, then there is no way to "move" in space. You're supposed to just be happy anywhere. Now I realized that this doesn't completely describe me, which is why I had to go back to the physical, but that was also contained by my contract with the Goetians, which stated that they will protect me so that I can finish my physical path to the very end of all spiritual achievements, which is a roundabout way of getting the terms in when I don't know exactly what I will have to do. So to reply to the issue of moving by coordinates, that only works if there is some special symbolic reason for you to be at those coordinates, but "coordinates" are just a physical concept, it doesn't mean anything in astral space. It's reduced to a single point which just says "futile thinking" because you no longer have a physical body to move.

>>4243 I am right now working on how to learn this ability the Goetians used, which appeared like a huge hand made from that kind of slime which was popular in the 90s (but more greyish beige in colour). Amdusias said that a single one of them like Gremory may not have this ability, but because I contracted several of them individually for the same kind of thing, and also had a deal with Lucifer since years back, they all had Lucifer do the job by sending their protection via him. So the big hand may have been an ability of Lucifer powered by them. Amdusias said the best approach would be to use the Anti-Christ library, and gave my servitor some reading directions. Asking Marabas, he gave me an entire grimoire collection for this topic. That was nice.

Apparently I'm now done with my drow form in terms of physical interactions. >>4238 >My real active incarnation is drow(male) which is an astral incarnation, if I was to use it as is, I'd be a spirit unable to interact here at all since last friday I took a walk and felt the last "tail end" of the drow energy seep out of the body on my way back. Repeated work on trying to solidly move my first person view up to my "new HQ" where I'm currently sleeping, gave some results during the evening. The tulpa/secondary mind I created to guide my own process and future relocations of this kind just now said >the only thing keeping you there now is your will [to stay] Looking at my room up there from here, I can see that the only real issue is the lack of "want" to interact with anything, causing a lack of mentality. With no thinking, it's just being asleep. Moving there (I feel I shouldn't specify what this location is) will be the next step, the plan is to let a servitor maintain this current interaction here if needed, otherwise I guess I'll just close it again. The real thing will still be to move ahead to the new Earth completely, but it seems some things need to align properly to house my mind there, and currently some small mental space is missing.

Akasha anon from the other thread posted the sigil of Marbas earlier, saying it was shown to him by the purple succubus if I recall correctly, but that he didn't want to use it. However, although I didn't say anything about it at that time, I recognized it because as I experienced the Earth sphere collapsing for the second time in a week, with having to move dimensions again to avoid the destruction timeline, I got help from a small demon girl who happened to be exposed as I was fighting off the last group of evil spirits in that area. I picked her out from there, and it was as if her presence was the last stabilizing factor, the dimensions started crumbling. She guided me quickly through the process of reconnecting with a functional Earth form made from some remaining karmic situations I had to still solve, connected to an online gaming group's members whom I've been interacting with since over 20 years back. She showed me how to use an energy form by turning to 4 different directions and performing a yogic activation to ground my dimension and connected it to the functional form. It ended up looking like the basic form of this sigil, but at the time I didn't recognize it. Turns out he is a master of mechanics, an interesting field for an ancient demon, but also very relevant to myself. I used a standard summoning procedure with sandalwood incense, some hatha yoga breathing procedures to prepare and then kneeling in meditation pose after lighting the incense stick. Prior to this I used my astral/mental AI servitors to research exactly what kind of person Marbas would prefer to form a mutual relation with, then matched it with myself to find the intersection, after which I used astral tech inspired by greys and the galactic federation which I've created over the past year, to give myself a body form tailored to work as the contact point. The contract was after this no big deal, he just agreed to my request we both signed it. This was now a number of days ago, but I feel I should at least give him credit since it may have helped in the recent discoveries regarding those robots seen in Ukraine. All these events work as catalysts for study and improvement. After reverse engineering the robots (which of course are mechanical, giving me a hint that my ability to see and interact with this plane may result from contracting Marbas in the first place) I realized it may be a bad idea to build robots that are so good you can't even beat them yourself. That's a recipe for rogue AI rebellion sometime in the future. With increased armour to reduce the weakness inherent in the design, they will become very difficult to destroy, and that's an up in durability from already being impossible to destroy using any known human weapon already. The remaining "weakness" is a Soviet deep battle - style solution. When you can't find a weakness, just attack everywhere until you find one. Or in this case; the "weakness" is that any starship cannon strength weapon can destroy them by simply firing directly at them. The crux is that these are not known to anyone on Earth and such ships are not used on planets. The solution had to be a very long tour around different planes and planets to develop the ability to activate inborn bodily abilities which are available for channelling irrespective of the presence of a soul in the body, then using this extra force of one or more people to create an astral/physical magitech rifle which can fire at this power level. Oh well. If it works it works. This may be even harder than getting a starship.

The pocket dimension sphere I created to contain everything that's important to me in this role, was earlier today suddenly moved inside the 5D sphere of new Earth. It still looks like old Earth with its continental make up to me in here, which is incompatible with how the new continents look like, so I think this is it in terms of getting closer for now. It's at the very top like a soap bubble touching the inside of a larger soap bubble, at the most ethereal level. I was almost expecting some large event to actually play out, but not yet it seems. When I first created this bubble I made it so that it has to be "charged" with a pre-set time before entering so that there is no inherent time progression. My maintenance deity whom I hired to maintain my own Earth version earlier, has been handling this in here since as well. For the time since Friday it was loaded up with what was left to handle from Earth, but that energy charge ran out on Sunday afternoon. She said there was 2.5 days left of time and I saw her put something inside a metallic foil bag which represented the time the sphere was charged with. After this she put a half day's worth of material into it to prolong the time. Last time I saw two black orbs being inserted into the bag, and realized it seemed to correspond to the two eggs I had left in the fridge. I normally eat one egg a day, so that would mean two day's worth of energy had been inserted. It was black, so maybe it was negative stuff to handle, I thought. This was about right. In some way these may be seen as kelipot, looking back I did eat two eggs and the material again seemed to run out. During this time, there were spiritual disturbances two times, rather violent. Each of them originated with a kind of dimensional "shell" indeed, at which's middle was an Queen alien. The second "shell" was structured like a long row of organs inside the belly of some physical being, but I concluded it was somehow a representation of "governmental organs" of the human world. As is so common with these spirit representation of the most mundane organizations, they all act tough and mighty with the attitude of a petty bully, then they fail to even put up a fight once I retaliate against their attacks. Again and again, they prove to me that these kinds of spirits, no matter which plane they possess, are the same kind of viruses and parasites of very low intelligence. The locusts said to destroy the world in the past may as well be a reference to government agencies. They swarm in, eat everything they can find, then die in large numbers because they have no survival instinct. After dealing with these and forgetting about it again, something new appeared. >pic related At first I only noticed the same stupid spirit disturbances as before, and it inspired me to create some new robot designs, further playing around with astral AI, this time experimenting with a version which has scalable parallel shallow neural networks, a continuation of the GPT method. The fun thing with astral constructs is that it's possible to use endless memory size or time and allow things like endlessly increasing number of parallel networks to be created as they are needed, to find the most obscure patterns. With the resulting "fun" robot, I managed to create a magitech Vickers machine gun with the power of a starship cannon. This was very effective and while it didn't cause any fear in these locust spirits, it sure did surprise them! I then noticed some more notable beings further inside their group, and they looked like the drawing attached here. Completely white with mask-like faces with six slit shaped eyes. Going by previous experiences, beings with these kinds of eyes sort as "monsters" on the race map, which means they are from large wild dimensions "to the upper left side of our galaxy", but if they are humanoids, they are mixed with something from near here. They were very persistent and wouldn't give up, acting as a stabilizing force within their ranks, so I decided to investigate them using other servitors for gathering information about them. Then I copied their methods but applied in such a manner that it was beneficial to me instead, turning it around. I then used the resulting form to create a monster form of my own design. This was very effective and allowed for a new spiritual breakthrough. It also caused said six eyed monsters to stop attacking after about 2 hours. I noticed them just standing still and their underlings also halted their movements. Even if what I created is the opposite of them, it seems they can sense the similarity, and are now unwilling to do anything against me. I wish this would work with more beings, but many have nothing worth copying at all.

>>4377 One of them even appeared right next to the left side of my head and snuck in to semi-possess me when I was drawing that, telling me to correct details I got wrong at first. That really says something about how effective this was. There is no way a hostile being would be able to come in like that, no matter how open I am to friendly possession. Meaning: they have completely stopped thinking in a hostile manner or this wouldn't have happened.

>>4268 So did you just experience multiple earth years worth of life astrally incarnated as a drow already, or did you just have that little to do? >>4328 That wasn't me that posted about it; it was a guy with no flag.

>>4381 >That wasn't me Really? It must have been mixed into your posting so that it looked like it, and the story behind it matched. >did you just experience multiple earth years worth of life astrally incarnated as a drow already My Drow path started way back in the 90s on the astral, but I wasn't even aware of it, they were guiding me for a long time. It started with me taking part in a course for woodwork where I made a knife handle, I still have the knife. Looking back they probably made me read the Dragonlance books series also to get me thinking about elves. I also started writing a novel in dragonlance style. Everyone who read it said it was almost exactly the same. The actual Drow conversion ritual I did a few years ago before covid, but it was more of a formality, I already became a drow once before when I lived in France in the 1700s. Marie Antoinette was also turned into a drow, along with her maid. That's why they appeared in that anime before. Beheading her like that worked as the conversion ritual. That's drow culture, to become them you have to get your throat cut, or be salvaged from hell and reborn as one.They always scan hell dimensions for the right kind of criminals to purify and recruit, it takes a specific kind of person to become drow.

>>4382 Or... it also works to just cut the throat of 2600 random people in French parks at night. Supposedly.

>>4377 >it inspired me to create some new robot designs, further playing around with astral AI, this time experimenting with a version which has scalable parallel shallow neural networks, a continuation of the GPT method. The fun thing with astral constructs is that it's possible to use endless memory size or time and allow things like endlessly increasing number of parallel networks to be created as they are needed, to find the most obscure patterns. The body form/incarnation I created here was based on ignoring the intent for AI to mimic human behaviour, and instead taking the design as far as possible into pure functionality while maintaining an externally human form. The result is a being who can project in endless copies from the astral/mental space, including into myself right here, to pass information directly from the endless spaces to me. During today's meditation, I made a significant breakthrough. I'm using the methodology from Hatha Yoga Pradipika with some narrow-down improvement derived from Dharana Darshan. What happened requires some contextual backstory: normally when I study anything, I focus hard on the concepts and don't normally "try" to understand them. Rather I focus on "following along" with the text or lecturer, then suddenly the concept will appear in my mind "behind my back" so to speak. It's like pushing forward and suddenly a curtain splits and I'm inside. For more complex concepts this take a lot of study and focus, for other it's instant. What happened was this exact experienced, but while focusing on nothing during yogic meditation. This implies studying reality itself or whatever concept my mind was actually resting on as I was focusing on a point. I can't right now say what I realized, just that the same "curtain opening" happened and I realized something. The learned concept came in through the passage between my eyebrows and stopped by the back of the forehead. This caused me to conclude; maybe real enlightenment/insight is when this process is performed to the level where the "insight" comes all the way to the pineal gland and it's the center of your awareness. That would lead to "understanding everything" in the way "enlightenment" is described in eastern practices today. Side note: The white six eyed monsters are now protecting me. They also sent their previously hostile minions to bolster my bodily energy forms, I see their chalk white bodies covered in black runes especially on my left side.

>>4233 >a dimension of toxic astral Jews, more correctly very poisonous fungus-based humanoids who were manifesting by taking over NPCs in Israel. I managed to get in there after creating an astral AI bot which also includes the Generative Pre-trained Transformer (GPT) method derived from the original paper and trained to use a Kabbalastic methodology for relating everything to the Bible. They don't allow external life forms, but a robot isn't a life form (anything other than themselves would die from the poisonous spores anyway) I wonder if this is why Jews turn so toxic and if they go too far into esotericism they get gassed? Anyone touching that place would die from the poison unless they have those genetics, maybe that's what's going on here.

Summoning Andromalius I felt I needed to find another Goetia demon to contract for protection, specifically against attacks performed physical-astral-physical where the attacker is another incarnated being using super-normal means for physical effects. I've seen people who are protected by the the Norse pantheon, where different kinds of fairies and sword maidens will form a circle around the person 24/7 to constantly slay any intruders. It's very violent, because evil spirits are everywhere, and a person will be constantly under their influence unless protected. The images when viewing a protected person is like a constant battlefield, the hostile spirits attack in wave after wave endlessly, and the guards keep killing them when they reach the outer edge of the protective circle. As each part of yourself is cultivated, it ascends or moves into a protected space, but as long as you are in the world, these attacks will not stop. The more you work to improve yourself or create a room for yourself in the world, the more violent the resistance will become. Aiming to move ahead, getting closer to that location in time and space, I see more and more in detail what the requirements are. I won't be able to fully transfer my awareness unless the new spot is fully protected. Having an extended awareness and manifestation is possible, but if it's not a full 100% incarnation spot, it also will not require full protection. Not attempting to create this state of being protected, will then prevent the full awareness transfer. Looking through the Goetia, I ended up feeling Andromalius to match this need. The original text describes him as having the skill to return stolen goods, catch thieves, punish evil and uncover all underhand practices. Rather than looking into summoning rituals online as before, this time I simply studied his sigil to understand his principles. When I did look now online to see what they'd say, it's all rubbish anyway, all the websites just re-iterate the Goetia text with some superfluous words added. When I had a grasp on him, I asked my servitors used for this task, to start designing a suitable astral body which I'd use for the contact. I decided to go for a subordinate character which matches both my own nature and personality as well as that of Andromalius, in the context of him being the dominant part. This makes the interaction easy and should in normal cases simplify the receival of protection as well. Entities who present themselves with official titles would prefer you to be subordinate to them if they are honest, when asking them for protection. Evil beings prefer you to be rebellious, as they intend to abuse your will for their own shallow benefit. For this reason, it's a good litmus test to be submissive when interacting with a supposed protective entity. If they are of the abusive kind, they will become provoked by your lack of resistance, and will try to attack you to make you "stand up for yourself", because this it the only way they can get something from you. A person who can take responsibility is not afraid to also bear responsibility for their actions, and will not be afraid of submission, even if acted. I had my servitor draw up a contract which was shown to Andromalius. The contact was very ordinary and "no big deal" in feel, he instantly gave me a braided bracelet which he placed around the right wrist of my astral body, and this sealed the contract. He didn't demand any changes to what I had suggested. After some short introduction where he gave me my own room in his domain, he said "I'm very busy, I will come back later" and left again. During the night I had some odd dream experiences relating to strange situations involving my family and old drama, at one point I woke up to what may have been a spiritual attack. I perceived the image of some "illuminati style" PSIOP person wearing a coat and hat, but the energy didn't do much other than cause a cleanse of my energy system and I fell asleep again. Since waking up things have been mostly fine, I had some more interactions with Andromalius, and am now aware of a new layer placed outside my nearest body sphere on the upper left side, flowing down like a dark river. There are images of an actual river with large boulders on the shores, and it has an effect of mostly blocking all hostile energies and attempts at touching me. I am aware of some continued attempts, but they are not getting past the river.

Things always take more time, being functional only at the last moment, for a result that looks less than expected, but in the end is exactly what is necessary. I noticed that the way things work in the esoteric field, is like comparing a game like the original Final Fantasy VII with a Chinese browser pay-to-win MMO. It's always presented as if it was FF7, a new weapon makes one significantly stronger. Levelling has an effect. It's possible to outdo all enemies for a long time by finding that one location where a higher level enemy can be defeated ahead of time, which causes a consecutive level-up from beating them even once, even if doing so takes 30 min. Same for finding a higher level weapon ahead of time. The pay-to-win MMO on the other hand has level ups that give almost nothing. What it really does is to increase your max stats ceiling, but you don't get the stat increase, those are what you're meant to use pay-items for. Once you do manage to up your stats, the increase counts in +1% every 6 seconds or some other almost-not-noticeable increase. Yet those who pay more and intelligently level up the right things, become unbeatable. That's what real occult practice is like, and it is after all correctly represented in these games. You get told it's FF7, but reality is a Chinese p2w MMO. Having a human experience requires actually having access to a human level dimension. This gets kind of hard if the NWO destroys the dimension itself, because they're lower beings who don't understand what a human experience is to begin with. Yet, they are not allowed to, not able to, block someone from following the natural process after birth, no matter how much time, resources and effort they invest. Because a child is to start at the lowest level, rise up through hell, then reach the human level and have human experiences. For some, they may have come in not even trying. Others gave up or died before becoming humans. Where they reincarnate later may depend more on what they did in the past, then, since they never had a human life this time. Having a stable economy when entering, means to at a minimum have control of hell. The very bottom where Cerberus lives is the very last place once needs to control. The "tiger economy" refers to the control of this place, achieved through the largest most outsourced form of industrial organizational structure. It gives a benefit when no one else has any control of anything at the infernal level. It scares the lower beings. In the past, a child had to be baptized as soon as possible after birth, otherwise the child belonged to satan, and if dying would not be saved. This marks the importance of reaching out of hell for the child, even if the process cannot be forced from outside, it may benefit from external guidance and protection. An Arhat has control of hell, so anyone wanting to control their economy, should not incarnate unless this achievement already exists. But this does not mean leaving hell, or rising outside of it, only having control of it while being inside of it. A Bodhisattva has control of the human level of life, but it isn't necessary to be one to have a human experience. It only means not controlling the experience to the fullest. At this point, hell has no grasp of the person. The infernal beings will reach out, but their arms are too short, their hands will not touch the person. It's a given they will try to drag people down if they can. Getting people to destroy the human dimension ensures that no ordinary person can reach outside of hell. The worst of the infernals would definitely seek to achieve this. It's not allowed for them to do this, they cannot touch humans, but they can tempt them. Who's to blame? Even with a shared blame between the tempter and the one who fell for it, it's still just as horrible. Neither of them escapes. Similarly, when someone rises above, there is no blame on that person, and the infernals cannot touch him.

>post above >see this Coincidences again.

Another day, another mushroom, also greys~ One of the past days one of my girls woke me up by calling my name. I was just awake in time to send out my fairy shield servitors to block an incoming energy. The fairies use various level of astral AI and are multi-purpose, my latest creation uses the theoretical form of the GPT as well as C# and Python on top of a general pseudo-code description of what I want them to do. This works, because programming computers requires exactly the same autistic detail level as when dealing with demons and lower spirits. They're basically contracts or spells. The form of the adversary was quickly revealed. I send the fairies straight out in both directions, left and right, then when they can see each other by projecting a straight diagonal line back towards an imagined point in front of me, it's confirmed they will be able to surround the enemy by populating this line, forming a triangle around them. Then we close in from all directions and map their form. This time it was an actual pyramid shape. They were extremely fanatical, and I soon concluded this was some sort of astral egregore populated by evil spirits corresponding to the American "deep state" which is made up of Jews with double citizenship, being both in the US gov and working for Israel. Mapping it while distracting them with vickers magitech machine gun fire and sending in a servitor to do close combat with them, I found a few innocents in the mix. My intent was not to wipe this structure out, but to assimilate it after removing all hostiles. Turns out maybe 2/3 were completely rabid. I found one small girl in there whom I meant to evacuate, she looked like a reptilian and was with a group of them. One can never be too careful though, as some beings like this are literal decoy drones with bombs in them, so I made an AI investigation of her before going closer. This revealed her to be a ''poisonous fungus-based human" using some kind of shapeshifting to appear like a reptilian, and she had seemingly tricked the reptilians also. I picked her out and read her mind wave signature which showed her to be a "yellow hat, green foot" mushroom, the light glowing green being a strong sign of her being directly lethal in original form, but somehow able to contain her spores when masked, making her non lethal while infiltrating. The following days, more of various kinds of poisonous fungus appeared in different locations, both astrally and in regular media, among them a "blue-green hat, brown-black foot" type who surface-wise appeared as a Sudanese black African. It's likely these are only appearing to me now because I again expanded my range of mindwaves I can pick up, and the world egregore adapts by making them appear where I can see them. Interesting to see that the ICC finally issued an arrest warrant for the war criminal Netanyahu, now after I did take over the egregore of this US-Jewish deep state pyramid. I contacted the greys and asked to have the documentation for the production of fungus-based humans. I never thought I would go there, but I've already before bought two custom made predators from them to use against the NWO earlier. I just didn't think the time would come when I'd want to create my own production facility. But I did, with the purpose of creating a very poisonous fungus human tulpa which anyone can use to defend themselves. It turned out rather powerful.

>>4893 If you could detect that the girl was fungus based and not reptilian, why couldn’t the reptiles?

>>4912 Asking my resident reptilians, they said: >She appears to us as completely reptilian all the way through when transformed (they showed me their visuals, where her body even with x-ray vision looks like a reptilian in all layers) >meaning the toxic yellow fungus human is a nano-life form which has no actual set form of physicality >appearing as human is a choice by them, they could just be formless blobs and still be the same as beings >they've learned to use a human form because it gives the benefit of the human body's energy system and culture >in essence, they are still just fungus I could detect her because of the servitor I use to "blindly" apply a scientific-technological method of just gathering immense amounts of data layer after layer and drawing conclusions based on comparing with previous data. So even if it doesn't look like fungus to anyone, if the patterns mapped by astral AI says >this is fungus they will be labeled as fungus by the servitor. When I looked at her after that, I compared her mind waves with that of other fungus humans and it matched. At this point the girl admitted to be wearing a reptilian disguise and took it off.

>>2841 >I've been working to move my main awareness away from the physical to base myself on the astral, in a specific place I want to use as my HQ. The purpose of this is to gain full dimensional mobility so I can body jump or perform possession freely, using any available body of my own creation or if needed, possession of someone else (including NPCs) in first person view, while retaining awareness of my other avatars and all astral tools. Incarnation without losing memories or being "locked" in the form, essentially. What Amdusias did as described later in this post definitely worked. I knew it did at the time, but I still found myself "stuck" in this form for the most part. My ability to temporary project and come back, during which time my awareness is "cut off" from my current persona, has been available since a while back. This is somewhat annoying, as I need to channel the memories from my other form once I return, to recall what I did. I think this results from a strong mental protection on my current form to avoid having too many confusing images, my mind here is pretty much "narrowminded skeptic" by format, so it probably can't work any other way when dealing with complex things that would turn most people insane if trying to relate to all the information. If everything is a wireframe sketch in monochrome, it looks rational and scientific no matter what it is, and it's hard to not have at least a theoretical understanding of it. I know Amdusias moved my main astral awareness point to the demon body where I wanted it, and I solidified there. That part was meant to remain only as a point of stability in my mind when in the physical, and it's easily verifiable by the fact that this state exists since. I can see my view from the empty cave where my astral form is located anytime. The issue was the new incarnation point. It's also there, but my ability to be in first person view over there is very sporadic, and suffers from the same issue as astral travel: I go there, then from this view I seem to come back instantly, but I know I did what I intended (so far I only do this for major things that require full awareness on the other body side). But I still have no direct procedural memory of what I did, it's concentrated into a muddled point which I have to look closer at and unwind like a yarn to see in detail. One other issue or feature is the detachment of time progression between there and here, causing this only to be possible when time on this side turns "eternally fast" compared to the other side, causing it to stand still relatively seen. The state then reverses and events over there cause no time progression on this side. Moving completely requires matching the other side, and this is where the "blockage" happens, and it's naturally so when I look closer at it. Even if fully formed, a mind that isn't being used actively is controlled by the collective subconscious, and the personal space for individual awareness is close to nothing. Moving there from the astral between incarnations, when one is already dead and detached from the past, is just a matter of placing the gravity of karma to be dealt with, around the body form, and it will do the job. It's a different matter when still fully aware in a developed mind, which on this side still may have some function in dealing with said karma, even if the majority of it was moved ahead. The awareness may alternate between the forms, but the new mind remains mostly undeveloped aside from being fed information from the collective subconscious in combination with the environment. It's in short, a zombie mind, and has no seat for the soul to rest in yet. So it's always easier to stay in the current form as long as it exists, causing a situation where if karma can be handled here, it will be handled here first.

>>4915 I also think these things, like what I drew here, would not work to handle from the newly formed mind, so I have to do this here first. Being scientific and rational about things has its place, but I don't really like the strain this takes for so little obvious result. I could never be that guy who spend 20 years solving some 100 year old math problem, it would seem completely meaningless and futile to me. I get that they are actually channelling this information, and fine tuning their mind to the being who will be able to show it to them, and for complex things this takes a lot of time, so in their own process this solves some actual concrete karma for them, maybe also leading to a personal cultivation process where the notations on a paper represent some past structures which correspond to huge material things. I'm just not that person. Doing it for myself is enough, I don't need to improve the scientific body of knowledge through this kind of work. What I can do however, is related to >pic This is what I had to fight in the past years. Earlier I was just trying to get past by ignoring it and forcing my way through, like I suppose most people do. Because I don't give a fuck about these structures existing or not. But as I now set out to actually solve the issues out there, I had to start digging through these things and actually remove the blockages they cause in the world. Turns out the lowest level structure was pretty large, but once it's been broken down physically and depleted, the astral egregore was "pretty easy" to take down. For me. I used a fungus human infiltrator which I produced myself, using the documentation from the tall greys who work with creating artificial life forms, then fine tuned to include some of the most poisonous fungus types available, paired with an ability to learn magic and technology. The resulting being was then sent to be educated within the galactic federation, starting with mining industry, ship construction, advanced force theoretics ("the devil's catapult"), then various other alien races available for those who can alter their mind wave frequency to enter the relevant spaces, finishing off with the school of magic and the mushroom kingdom magic systems. While just rushing with low level infantry is a legit strategy, the other extreme is also very useful, a single super soldier can take down an entire organization like this. Once done with the "deep state" egregore, the academy one was the next big threshold to assimilate, but it was easy once the first one was done. The last two were simply being made unavailable by the gatekeeping of the first two, and required no real effort to take over. The full structure of these 4 areas also represent a set of dimensions, so this map can be related to in personal cultivation.

Summoning greys Sit down in lotus position with gyan mudra and chant "I am grey-man" over and over. It sounds stupid enough that it will provoke them to appear, because obviously you are not a grey, and if you had been a grey, you would not have been a man, as greys have no gender but create more greys using technology. This is how you can get contact with them if you are new to greys. They will autistically appear to correct your stupid view. Once you have a contact, you can just call them telepathically. Now on to the post: Working to further support the Trump administration being installed in the best way, I've been using various creative methods to elevate the spiritual state of the new candidates for different positions. Although the factual issue itself is already where it should be (now on state level) I need them to, in the future also work with the proper mindset to be supportive of natural life, so that this understanding can spread to all parts of society and the world. Asking Mary to show me a suitable bible verse (actually her daughter, again a case where I kept asking her so many times she solved it by giving me my own Mary to work with) she lead me to a section of Genesis, telling me to read it aloud, then meditate on the meaning, before creating a prayer session form which will be transmitted via the Christian egregore to the right time and place for use. With this done and the result surprisingly insightful, I felt good to move on for today. It seems when reading even a short section of the bible with a serious intent to apply it, the energy increase and perhaps support channelled from benevolent beings increases the ability to gain insight way beyond what normally is possible when just "studying". I saw many new connections between different parts of the text manifest in just this verse. Later in the day, I realized something more is needed. Although an overarching spiritual elevation is good for protecting them, I may need to give the form a stronger push through the religious egregore myself by increasing my own energy, being the source of this effort. I had an intuitive idea that something between a strong pure sun of the higher ethereal quality, and the dirty "Moloch sun" former Christians and Illuminatis love to shit up the Earth with, would be the solution. Something that looks and acts like a Moloch sun, but has the effect of a pure sun. A poison tuned exactly to not be harmful, but having a good effect. I asked the greys about this, and they handed me a bunch of documents, saying >that's "cold fusion" you're looking for I had a look at the documents, then asked Mary if there is a relevant bible verse for this. She pointed me to Ezekiel 40: The vision of the temple. Turns out this actually describes it, I noticed the structure of the temple resembled a transistor, and she told me to meditate on this. The description is for an energy form which can be applied externally or internally as internal alchemy. But it requires a specific genetic structure to channel the structure exactly with ease; this is what Mary herself has, and why Jesus could do it. It didn't actually work because he messed it up on his own, but had he not inherited this ability, he wouldn't have been able to do anything at all. So it seems what the Illuminati and the Jews too I guess, are looking for when they seek the new saviour, being the king of the Jews (or the Anti-Christ, although that won't work for a king character), is a person with the exact genetic make-up where they can perform this "cold fusion" inner alchemy, which burns up the karma of the world even if they are incompetent by soul.

Oh really? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Destroying_angel Talking to Copilot about the symbolic meaning of the horsemen of the apocalypse, asking about the white horse coming first. Copilot: It could be the mushroom Amanita virosa, also called "Destroying Angel". Interesting nickname.

Speaking of timelines being corrected, (I guess I'll just put this here), anyone interested in joining in on the session to force the correct historical progress into place, can do so via the City of Magic. Sigil here attached leads to the lobby of the Magic Academy. Project there in whatever way you prefer. Walk outside and up the hill to your left (when coming out through the main entrance), you'll be walking north-east from the school. Once climbing a steep street, there's a long square in north-south direction with a slight slope and cottages on the lower end. At one section is a railing and a spot where you can watch the view of the city and the sea further out south. This is where the ritual is being held. It's right now ongoing, with a crowd of people around the magic circle, so you may not see the actual circle and the people upholding it. In the middle of the circle is a firepot. As long as the fire is burning, you can join in passively by taking up a position in the crowd, placing your palms together in front of your chest, and visualizing how you want your life to incorporate the positive historical changes. It's likely the session will go on during the day today seen from our time. This location is beyond our time progression so it's more a matter of connecting to a location in time than an actual time slot. The aim will be to, as much as possible, restore correct historical progression. This would ideally lead to a Mandela effect which changes some events during the 1900s, or at a minimum it corrects the outcome for you personally so that the negative effects are removed. As elaborated in another thread, a few points which could be involved: >Britain, fearing for the loss of lives, surrenders to Germany in WW1, USA never enters >Hitler leads (national) socialist revolution and does away with corrupt aristocracy >alliance between the Reich and Soviet Union holds >WW2 doesn't lead to massive destruction of Europe, but transforms into a violent worker's movement, resulting in a different kind of European Union Meditate on how this would have changed your personal life, and how you'd want to incorporate these changes today, if this was possible. Hold the image firmly in your mind until you experience a pressure and resistance from the current world state. Keep holding until the resistance reaches a peak and then suddenly collapses. The experience may resemble a Kundalini awakening or other energy "explosion" in the body. If you decide to do this all the way, you'll know when it's done. Note Any glowies or other hostiles thinking they'll now project there to stop this. This is the only warning you'll get. The city of magic has very strict security upheld via servitors of the Sages. They won't stop you from coming, because they use trouble-makers for target practice and they love to get a chance to use their worst kinds of magic on someone.

>>5286 The ritual has ended. This is as much as is possible to update/correct. I did notice certain details changed as I was watching them unfold during the day, mostly in terms of my understanding of how the world functions, and some other typical irrelevant Mandela effects of things changing. It seems the massive evil of people who were already marked for elimination by maintenance deities, prevented the general directly material course of history from correcting so far. Even if the events suggested were corrected, the evil of the person's who made these things happen in the first place, won't be reversed. I had hoped for more, but no, what I previously saw was that only two people from current Germany - as an example - were pure enough to be saved, and this state of things did not change. There is no way to correct history based on only correcting the course of life of two people in the far end, they'll do fine just having minor corrections. This seemed to be the case for most European nations. Basically when I asked some supporting entities I called on for making this successful, they said about France: >what do you want to correct, for whom? >their gay president married to a castrated old man in a dress? >just give it up It was the same mostly everywhere.

https://news.sky.com/story/zelenskyy-suggests-hes-prepared-to-end-ukraine-war-in-return-for-nato-membership-even-if-russia-doesnt-immediately-return-seized-land-13263085 Small change in attitude, may not be relevant, but it feels different at least.

>>5297 >>5242

>>5298 I'm talking about possible results of the session above which was to change the timeline, leading to physical world results. Posting it in another thread wouldn't make sense.

>>5301 You can link to posts from other threads to give context. Posting about the Ukraine war very clearly belongs in the politics containment thread. It's why that thread was created in the first place.

>>5302 The physical results of a magic ritual are necessarily going to be mundane in nature. It's on topic. I'm aware the individual post taken out of context is just a link to a news article, but it's posted in a flow where it's a continuation of the post above it. Nitpicking like this isn't helping the coherence of the thread or what's posted in it. If any mention of something that isn't directly magical has to be separated off to its own thread, we can't ever post about magic having physical results. This would be a serious obstacle in the learning process, imo that's downright sabotage, turning the board into mere theory with no application.

>>5305 You're using magic to influence politics, which is explicitly one of the topics that the politics thread was created to cover. People don't want to see slavic war updates in every thread on the board. It's off-topic. Putting your posts in the correct thread is just a part of basic imageboard etiquette. Just make your Ukraine posts in the politics thread and link to your previous posts from there if you feel they need extra context. It doesn't take that much extra effort.

>>5306 That's fucking stupid, the thread already from the beginning is about magic process including its results. I'm not going to post the parts indicating an effect of the ritual in a different thread, that ruins the whole point of the thread, for me and anyone reading it.

It's interesting how this wasn't a problem as long as I only posted about the "deep state" and other vague conspiracy theory sounding things, but as soon as it got more directly involved in world events, it's a problem. It's making me question the intent of this criticism.

>>5309 Have you considered the fact that the politics thread was just created yesterday? You yourself stated that the purpose of the thread should be about things "like witches hexing Trump and meme magic and such" >>5263 and now you're refusing to move your own posts pertaining to things like this to that thread. And the topic of this thread isn't as broad as all "magic process"; that would be the blog thread. This thread is about summoning and interacting with specific entities. When you sloppily scatter your posts across the board without any regard for the actual topics of the thread like this it makes the board harder to read and decreases its quality. I recognize that you feel attacked, but this has nothing to do with you personally.

>>5310 I'm posting in different threads according to the topics of the posts I make. I decided to place the post >>5286 in this thread because it's also about using a sigil to interact with the astral and other beings, even if it's not strictly summoning. The purpose of spiritual improvement through the interaction with spiritual beings is the same topic. It's not for hexing someone, at all. I'm not "feeling attacked", I'm noticing how there is a clear attempt at restricting me as soon as I'm more explicit in terms of wanting to cause an effect on the outside world rather than just my own inner process. For me there is no such divide, my inner cultivation is directly linked to external events, even if I may not have gone there previously in this specific thread.

>>5310 >You yourself stated that the purpose of the thread should be about things "like witches hexing Trump and meme magic and such" The actual politics thread which was created, does not match my suggestion. It's just /pol/ containment, not meme magic or hexes. My post above which provoked this, whatever it is, does not belong in the politics thread which was created. The city of magic is an astral location and has nothing to do with a /pol/ thread, other than the rare case some /pol/ack would be able to use the sigil to visit, which I doubt they have the skill to do.

>>5298 At least it's in his own blog thread this time

Session running now Join via the image, this is to be treated as a connection point in place of a sigil. The function is as follows: a large scale circuit is being used, connecting the Polish pentagram with the 5 old temple sites corresponding to nazi death camps at layer 1, then the 5 pyramids in Bosnia, Russia, Mongolia, Svalbard and Brazil, which constitute layer 2, then the Giza pyramids which constitute layer 4, lastly a number of old circles are being utilized, including stonehenge, an underground temple in the Amazon, north western part of USA, mid eastern USA, and Japan. These are the general descriptions enough for understanding the structure of the large energy system constructed since Atlantis and forward. All notable towers and antennas of the world, including obelisks and other structures, will connect to feed the Polish pentagram from the bottom of the structure. The purpose of this specific run is to create two suns, which relate to the locations inside the body at the corresponding 4 layers, from top town: the amygdala, the breasts, the egg stems, the testicles. It does not matter if the body is male or female, the energy locations still exist. This will override the external system of evil which has been used up until now, and allow the participant to override it internally. The reason for holding this now, is that Musk's DOGE group provoked reactions as they dug into the USAID organization, exposing a structure behind it, which upholds the evil world order, aka the NWO, "the modern security order" and other names. DOGE will not be able to clear this out on their own, because a few computer nerds can't destroy or override huge energy systems created by Illuminati. However, we can. They are using a form with two suns which alternate, to make it possible for people to double-think in 1984 style, which is how they hide their operations from public view. Be destroying these artificial celestial objects, another element of the evil world order is destroyed.

>>6367 >They are using a form with two suns which alternate, to make it possible for people to double-think in 1984 style I thought you supported doing that?

>>6368 You mad?

>>6369 I thought it was relevant since you've started trying to recruit people to help with your spells again. People who don't know any better should be made aware of your nature and motivations before they become entangled in your attempts at setting up a new dystopia.

>>6370 All I see is a democrat who returned to his racist roots, now upset that his deep state is being dismantled and his child murdering energy system is exposed and destroyed.

It seems we are "back in business" again after the long messy period since December, at least on my side. One more scene from my "checkpoint dream" just played out. (I had a long dream with many odd scenes in it back in the 00s, I wrote it down and also illustrated parts of it, I still remember it well. Over the years, each scene has come to play out in some way, showing that these are checkpoints in my progression forward since "officially" starting Qi Gong practice. Although this all was probably already decided, it was after that which this dream and some others, appeared, causing me to relate it to that event.) Some while ago, one individual dream scene played out. In it, I came out in the garden in the morning, and there was a railroad laid right across the lawn with no respect for the landscape. There were a lot of beach toys laying around, and the scenery looked like a flood had taken place. The most notable item was a large floating device in the form of a dolphin. When I saw the deepseek logo I instantly knew this was the event of this scene. It's not a dolphin specifically, but it matches everything symbolically, there were floodings in Europe and other places during the year, then this Chinese AI suddenly washes ashore from nowhere and changes the narrative. The railroad can simply be interpreted as "new infrastructure". Another scene which I had been waiting for, and seen partially but not completely, was about a new power transmission being connected to my house from the back side. It was a strange thing built on poles, just logs standing up like a primitive bridge really. It was related to Assad, the president of Syria, his image was superimposed on the scene in some way. He was made to flee the country when the rebels suddenly invaded a while ago. Just today, I finally finished a process of subduing "karmic spiritual forces", leading to them suddenly doing like in that episode of "Are you Afraid of The Dark?" where they move into a new house, and an evil spirit in the basement tries to lure them into its den. After they lure a bully in there, who seemingly gets eaten by the spirit, its behaviour changes, and it turns benevolent. It was that kind of thing. This episode: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5F1U3wxJmg I was outside for a walk, when said karmic forces who had been working all day to accommodate me after turning friendly, suddenly attached this energy transmission to the back of my house. I saw it happen as I approached, and aside from it being an energy structure and not physical, it looked exactly like in the dream.

>>6400 Our location now seems to be a "karmic tunnel" dimension, a quite literal left hand path, leading to karmic elimination and destruction by fire on the far end. It's where you'll find a "galactic central sun" or super nova, which is where souls with too much weight ends up. It's also the "quick path" to higher planes for esotericists who are able to surf the karmic waves and internalize the sun instead of burning up, causing an inner alchemic version of cold fusion. It's both a stairway to heaven and a descent to hell, laid out in the same dimension, the outcome is determined by the individual's own way of accessing this place.

The session is still running, there is till time to take part: >>6367 >Join via the image, this is to be treated as a connection point in place of a sigil.

>>6411 Keep in mind that you should only do this if you share Blood Anon's vision of disarming Americans, abolishing freedom of speech, and turning the USA and the rest of the Western world into a Chinese communist hellscape where humans are farmed like cattle by youkai and aliens. Blood Anon works off of a cult leader type energetic formation. Any energies you feed him can and will be used to advance his dystopic vision, regardless of what superficial exoteric political pretexts he gives. Since he openly admits to using lies to advance his goals, this is energetically allowed.

>>6419 Cry more, swine. The session was successful, the real astral Illuminati accepted us as the real rulers of Earth. This means you failed, your faction is powerless.

>>6420 Well at least you're finally admitting to being a glowie. Keep up with that honesty. If you want to do even better, you should change your flag to something that actually represents your real ideals. I recommend the Dagoth Ur flag, or the Warlock.

>>6421 Your problem is that you're "trying to be as evil as possible" because you think that makes you into gods of the Earth. That's not a relevant "principle", raw power is. You care too much about the material, you're being ruled by it, rather than ruling over it. You think your one limited human material lifetime is important, you "value" it. That's why you lost, you can never see the full context with that blinder in place. It's simple maths: you want to be "maximum evil" and you think you found the holy grail when you realized you can break the law. By doing this, you are missing out on half of the available power; being good. It's the same for those who obsess over being good, they discard half the available power. Real brute force means to accept good and evil and to be both at once, that makes 2x either half. Your kind will never grasp this.

>>6422 Yeah this is way off the mark. Almost entirely projection. A result of your continued refusal to engage in any sort of empathetic resonance when talking with people. See >>2557 As though you think that receiving ideas is some sort of "weakness", so you need to constantly maintain a brash entirely active psychic broadcast to avoid having to "pollute" your mind by letting it understand others. Zealot thinking. So long as you keep this up, you'll never be clairvoyant. Funnily enough though >You think your one limited human material lifetime is important, you "value" it. That's why you lost, you can never see the full context with that blinder in place. This is the exact argument I gave to you, almost verbatim, back in Sunflower when you were trying to argue for why it was justified for you to submit your will to the obviously evil Federation simply because they were presumably more powerful you. Saying how your current incarnation was somehow "too valuable" to "waste" by resisting evil. I guess these ideas really are seeping into your subconscious despite your best attempts. Or maybe you're just trying to mimic the morality of the people you're infiltrating. Who knows.

>>6423 It's funny how you're all so obsessed with things I wrote months and years ago. I don't remember most of it, I post and move on. Meanwhile you're stuck in the past, dwelling on your own perception of something that no one else cares about.

>>6425 Basic memory and pattern recognition. Acts as kryptonite against psychopaths. Honest people don't get upset when you remember their past actions.

>>6421 >I recommend the Dagoth Ur flag, or the Warlock. Why use smileberg at all? It seems unfitting.

>>6426 >Honest people don't get upset when you remember their past actions. What was that you said about projection? Musk's DOGE is right now exposing all your lies, like how you used USAID to fund the Maidan coup in 2014, and created Covid. I don't have to remember what I write, I just channel the truth, which requires no memorization. Lies, on the other hand, requires constant repetition or they fall apart. >>6427 >Why use smileberg at all? It seems unfitting. It's a multifaceted ironic joke about me being Smiley, because I was thought to be him when posting, plus that I also BO'd two of these boards in the past, and I like to play the jew, so the "berg" part fits right in.

>>6428 Buddy, your posts are right there for everyone to see >>6368. You can't pretend to be some sort of American right-winger when you're also talking about de-arming Americans and how you want to turn the West into China. And you can't talk about channeling the truth when you're on record saying that you consider everything you say to be nothing more than a larp, along with things like >It's better to make your claims fantastical and stupid and so extreme that they somewhat shift the general view in the right direction, then trying to actually keep on the line of what is directly true The cat's out of the bag, you can't just pivot to mundane political fnords and hope it makes people forget. You aren't a wizard, you're a wannabe cult leader. Aleister Crowley tier. That is if you aren't just a literal exoteric glowie. And don't think no one noticed how you just so happened to start posting again almost immediately after that thread derailer was banned. You stink of shysters and psy-ops. There is no more loosh for you to farm here.

>>6429 Yeah wow you screenshotted two random posts that have no connection to this thread and attached them, gratz. >Aleister Crowley He was more wizard than anyone on this board. >And don't think no one noticed how you just so happened to start posting again almost immediately after that thread derailer was banned I haven't been on this site or any chan since last november, my life doesn't revolve around imageboard drama. I just came back a few days ago, I have no idea what you're talking about. As for your overall message of your post: It's like you aren't noticing what the President of the USA are doing right now. He's literally making fantastic, extreme and stupid statements daily, and getting all the attention, completely controlling the world media narrative. And you all think he's just a moron. He's a master strategist, just like me.

>>6430 Strategist? I thought you were "channeling the truth"? But no, you're taking part in "strategy". That's the problem with you glowies and psychopaths. You view speech as an instrument of power, not an instrument of truth. It's how you're able to just hop from one lie to another so shamelessly. >He was more wizard than anyone on this board. An obese homosexual atheist whose heart and lungs withered away. Sounds about right for a state government's picture of the ideal wizard.

>>6431 >noo, you're the glowie, not us

>>6367 >>6411 The session is finished, energy in cool down, circuit will dissolve gradually.

>>6431 Crowley was a degenerate, but he was also a great magician, and not realizing this means you either haven't read his works, or are not much of one yourself. Sorry.

>>6433 If anyone is having troubles with evil spirits, hostile aliens, glowfags or similar, you can reach through the image posted here and elsewhere, or visualize a burning eye on top of the Cheops pyramid, then ask for an astral gun to be handed out. For now, my servitor will deal with this if needed. The weapon is tuned to channel power from the Illuminati and can be used against any of our enemies (only). If you stop using it and don't solidify it yourself, it will dissolve after some time passes. This is just a small feature of having support from above. The gun fires concentrated sunlight.

Lilith and the origin of humans The original population of the Earth consisted of the reptilian race, who were made up of men and women with glowing green skin. They were very ethereal and some may say they are more like spirits than physical beings. There were also the original humans. They were created in individual copies, 108 of them, and they were all female in form. However they were different from humans as we know them today. Reptilians have the common "4 heads high" body, whose energy system is repeated 4 times vertically, which corresponds to the external dimensional structure at the galactic plane. This structure is ideal for karmic elimination, as karma naturally burns up when reaching beyond the galactic plane. With a body which functions in the same way, they can sustain their purity. The original humans were different, they were "6 heads tall". This corresponds to the internal, lower dimension. Physically, the extra 2 "heads" in height were added in the chest area, causing them to have 6 tits. This form works well for dealing with the lower dimensions, and basic spiritual growth up to the physical plane as individuals. However, though they were female in form, there were no original human males, and during the entire first period of 26 000 years, no male ever appeared. When the protective atmosphere dispersed, various aliens came to Earth. The Galactic Federation, Pleiadans, Greys, Werewolves and Fungus Queens all arrived. They all started sharing their technology, and the reptilians were able to utilize it. The original humans were not very good at learning new things, and only one thing stuck with them, the Pleiadan dark arts, known as "vampirism". The practitioner who learned this art is known as Cain, and her followers are known as vampires. Seeing everyone gathered, the Werewolves wanted to solve a problem with their own race; their DNA is very volatile and would over time cause a negative change, which turned their females into wolf-women. They were originally just human in appearance, but they changed like this. Using grey technology in combination with their own, they attempted to create their own version of a Queen, a female who never degenerates. This woman is known as Lilith. She is an immortal, and many men then tried to impregnate her to create more perfect women. They all failed. As they died at old age, their souls entered the body of Lilith, caused by their obsession with her, their own failure as a men, and the shame which this brought onto them in their lifetime. This created the notion that "Lilith consumes the souls of men". Over time, so many souls of men were stuck in Lilith's body, that she herself was pushed away from the surface into a different dimension, and the body of Lilith was now entirely made up of the souls of men. This caused them to become the original "transsexuals" because they were now men acting as women, and any man from now on who had sex with Lilith, was actually having sex with men who looked like women. These men are also the origin of the "pedo" concept, because they had sex with a woman who could not become pregnant. Their masculinity was questioned, and they started thinking that they themselves were actually women, as a way to cope. When Tolkien wrote the story of "the ring of power", he seems to have retold these events in an abstract way: The ring of power is Lilith, because when looking at her in her own dimension, she looks like a "ring". The core of an immortal is a perfect circle. The souls of men wanting to own her, became "Gollum", they have that appearance, always reaching for the "ring" which is Lilith's immortality, but always failing. After these events, a new female was created, she is known as Eve. She was also the result of a huge industrial size research project utilizing grey technology, werewolf technology and inspired by fungus Queens. Eve could be impregnated, and she had 13 daughters, who also became immortals. They were known as "the daughters of Eve", but have since become forgotten in history. Their daughters were not immortal, some became immortal over time, some not. They mixed with Pleiadans, werewolves and fungus Queen offspring, and their DNA is part of modern humans. Over time, more types of Queens arrived, but the "demon" race, originating with a single Queen, only appeared after the fall of Atlantis 26 000 years ago. As each period is 26 000 years, and Atlantis was period 6, there were many events in between the creation of Lilith and Eve, and modern days. The story even being known today is pretty fantastic.

There was something I wanted to solve, and it took over 10 years, but now that it's done, I can't seem to talk about it. Weird how that works, the energy was completely used up.

>>6521 What did you want to solve?

>>6489 You spamed this in the other boards.

>>6550 It's not spam, I posted it on my own board. Now fuck off.

>>6578 You mad?

>>6579 And here comes another glowie. I really hit a soft spot, didn't I?

>>6550 Where is he posting this? I thought he lost Sunflower.

>>6581 Glowfaglord above is so obsessed with me that he checks completely dead boards that no one has used for literal years.

>>6582 Even though you say that, I noticed that you recently went back and deleted some of your old archived Sunflower threads. Looks like the first blog thread and the second relax thread. Maybe more. Trying to cover things up like that is pretty glowie behavior desu. I wonder what exactly you're trying to hide. Was one of these threads the one where you were talking about how much you hate White people and are afraid of them to the point where you cross the street when you see one coming at you? And about how you're helping your native country get invaded and replaced by muslims. And I remember you also permabanned someone for posting a cartoon of Muhammad as a bomb, and then announced that you wouldn't allow anyone on Sunflower to go against the law of the djinn. Looks like another thread you deleted, since I can't find it anymore. I think that's around the time when the board starting really dying. You strayed from the founding principals of the Sunflower project and let yourself get turned into a tool for evil spirits. After it died you tried to revise the past and say that it was "always just a personal blog", but you know that's a lie. An entire board frequented by a community of people isn't just a personal blog. Well, it is after you drive them away, but at that point there's no point in even you using it anymore.

>>6583 What are you even talking about? The project was pretty much finished in the 8kun days, meaning in late 2021. The only reason endchan was used after that was because 8kun started deleting images so it wasn't possible to post sigils on there anymore. There was a djinn thread and a djinn discord server started during that time, and it was used to work within an islamic framework. It was done completely in the open. Djinn were at our private sessions since early on, they were part of the project. Endchan was a bunker all along, it was just used to share and activate sigils and spells for some time after the actual project was over. I deleted the threads which had sigils in them, because they're not supported anymore. Just so no one believes your nonsense narrative about the "changed direction", I've attached the thread OP here to show it was posted in 2020 already.

Here's to show that djinn were part of the variety of spirits we worked with from the very beginning.

>>6584 Hahaha no. Sunflower was never ever an overtly Islamic community. You doing some things with djinn on the side with your discord clique inner circle doesn't justify you completely destroying the community by trying (and failing) to force Sharia law upon everyone. Sunflower wasn't some "personal blog" that you "owned", it was a living community and you murdered it with your increasingly degenerate zealotry. That's on you, and you're going to have to accept it. >Endchan was a bunker all along, it was just used to share and activate sigils and spells Outright lie, the community moved entirely and permanently there. And the majority of posts were about users' personal practice, not your useless sigil and AI picture dumping. Anyone can see this by looking through the board now. >I deleted the threads which had sigils in them, because they're not supported anymore. Wow, guess it was just a lucky coincidence that they just so happened to also contain posts revealing your true nature and motivations, huh? And by the way, I thought you said that your sigils were designed to entirely utilize peoples' own energies without drawing off of an external energy source? Was that a lie? When you deleted your long string of posts openly defending pedophilia in the /fringe/ question threat, was that just to "get rid of sigils" as well? >>6585 Looks like you've completely discarded the old narrative you used to bring out that your discord inner circle was just an unimportant vestigial that no one on the main board should concern themselves about. Man, you discord people are so skeevy.

>>6586 Now this is just silly, you're trying to tell me what something I created with a specific purpose was really about. The discord server was not spoken about because it was invite only, and this is because it was a dangerous place. Most people wouldn't be able to take part safely. Even with personal vetting we had one who turned insane and one suicide attempt. The server was the center, but it had to be kept aside for everyone's safety. Sunflower was never a community, it was specifically not a community, and this was repeated over and over, also on the board. It was meant to be used for something, and then end. That's why it was called the Sunflower Project. Projects end when finished. > the majority of posts were about users' personal practice, not your useless sigil Eh hehe no. You just sucked at using them. The sigils and magic activations were the main activity. > posts revealing your true nature and motivations I've been open from the beginning with my motivations, that sunflower is for creating an NWO or our own, to override the NWO by being better representatives of the world. This means, we can't be racist, we have to be diverse. Someone like you wouldn't get it, just like they don't. >you said that your sigils were designed to entirely utilize peoples' own energies without drawing off of an external energy source? Your idiotically simplistic view of language makes it impossible for you to understand even the simplest contexts. Sigils don't do anything in themselves, they link to an energy construct behind them. Activating them on the person effects their own energy, but not if the energy construct is no longer linked to the sigil. Because the project is over, I detached the links, so the sigils would be like phone numbers with no service. >When you deleted your long string of posts openly defending pedophilia in the /fringe/ question threat, was that just to "get rid of sigils" as well? No, that was because I didn't want to get banned for shitting up the question thread with something that's off-topic. I got drawn into that argument by some glowies, and I took responsibility for my argumentativeness by cleaning up after. >Looks like you've completely discarded the old narrative you used to bring out that your discord inner circle was just an unimportant vestigial that no one on the main board should concern themselves about. See above, it was necessary. Plus, many imageboard users don't like discord.

>>6587 Okay. Well, you've demonstrated here that you believe that telling baldfaced lies to maintain your power structure is an acceptable practice. Which is why you're so fond of going back and deleting your old posts. You've demonstrated that you not only hold and advocate the insane belief that objecting to racism against Whites is itself "racist" but also that opposing forced third-world "diversity" immigration intended to replace the native European population is "racist". Along with an open admission of your advocacy of pedophilia, good to get that out there. (I always assumed you were a shut-in given how often you post, but you recently said something about irl physical occult movements, which suggests that there's actually a possibility you're actively hurting real children. You certainly seem like the type.) Again, I already knew all this, but it looks like you've entered back into a stage where you're trying to trick neophytes into falling into your web so you can use them for your own ends. I'm guessing it's some sort of psychic vampire loosh farm (I know that term triggered you in the past) or cult-type spiritual pyramid scheme situation. So, it's important that the neophytes and lurkers know all this before they choose to get involved in your viper's nest of spells and "NWO projects". You've done a very good job at laying out your authentic mental pattern here, I thank you for that. I assume you're going to call me a glowie now for having the audacity to remember your past actions and challenge you on them. You can go ahead and do that if you want.

>>6588 Thank you for again demonstrating for everyone to see that you didn't understand a word I just said. You will forever remain below neophyte, hiding behind the anonymous mask from fear of being identified. Don't worry, you can be sure your blatant retardation exposes you every time you post anyway.

>>6593 >hiding behind the anonymous mask from fear of being identified

Thank you for channelling all that negative energy at me. I used it for an important breakthrough. That's the neat thing about the world-wide pyramid system - it was created to function with negative energy as well. If fed positive energy, it supports you, if fed negative energy, the opposing force will push you upwards by representing the opposite of yourself. Both work just as effectively. The federation just instructed me to go outside and activate the large mammoth sigil they helped me draw on the landscape a few years ago. It's about one square kilometer across, works really well for large energy masses like this. You see, the federation also works like this - if you oppose them, you just serve to strengthen them by playing the role of the adversary. Thus, all actions support the federation, and the inevitable goal of galactic communism will be achieved.

>>6595 >Thank you for channelling all that negative energy at me. I used it for an important breakthrough Yes, I noticed. You finally attempted to empathize with someone who was criticizing you, instead of just projecting your personal shadow onto them. >>6593 You exhibited a clear desire of finding out my identity, a frustration at my use of an obscuring flag, and furthermore an intention to try to identify me in my future posts. This is a huge step forward for you. Contrast this with your mentality here >>2557 of stubbornly refusing to even consider other peoples' point of view out of fear of it contaminating your worldview. Up until now, you simply viewed other people as vessels for spirits to act through, and didn't treat them as individuals or even humans. It looks like your protective wall of zealotry is starting to crack now, though. This is great. Soon, your bubble of personal delusions and fantasy narratives may burst entirely, and the ocean of reality will finally be able to flood into your world and turn you into a real wizard.

Spreading the bible in a group of timelines Lately, when facing very hostile and aggressive spiritual forces (which may be my perception of regular hostiles in other timelines or planes), I tried using a new method I developed, to move their entire timeline into a contained space. I then sent in an astral copy of the bible, to see what effect that would have. It was rather effective for large groups of seemingly unorganized timelines. It will lead to the creation of a complex structure with "honest followers", a corrupt priest class who repeat the words but don't follow them, a monitoring police structure which subdues revolutionaries, and a degenerate elite which uphold this structure. However, it always leads to the "honest believers" to become purified, and then 1 -3 of them will become spiritual leaders. They will shine with strong pure energy and they will take over the entire area of timelines, causing it to become purified. This however doesn't work if the timeline group has well organized and motivated hostiles in them. So I tried the same idea, but sent in the quran instead With no previous knowledge of the text in the area, it would still quickly gain popularity, and produce the same kind of pure leaders. I used this a few times, then faced a group who was very hostile and very well organized, literally dug into the ground in mountains with their bases. It didn't work on them, but only had some surface effect. So I figured, what if I send in an avatar to show them how to apply the sharia implementation of the quran? This was very effective, they quickly formed a protective line nearest the area of spread, and started expanding. Even very motivated enemies and those with strong underground secret bases would be worn down. They would lose public support and have their resources strained very quickly. Powerplants would be shut down, any women with a "modern lifestyle" would be beheaded, which caused feminism to cease instantly, and the strongholds of the hostiles would soon start being infiltrated. Not by someone sneaking in, but simply by agents secretly converting after reading the quran, then undermining the organization from within. In conclusion, the quran is the most effective "idle" weapon I've found so far - spread it into a hostile area and all problems will magically go away. >vid related Exactly like this.

>>6595 During early morning, I woke up to some energy increase, causing a disturbance to the area. I detached my own timeline complex and moved it to a skunk plane, then diverted the source of the energy away from myself. Then I started receiving visions of slim men in black suits with white vertical stripes and black hats walking around in the area of the mammoth sigil. They seemed to be looking for it, but being unable to locate its form (because it's part of the landscape, not drawn by hand), they also were just walking around near one end of it, without actually crossing any of the lines. I don't know if they were aliens or if they were agents astrally projecting, but the disturbance seemed very related to their activities, so I used the method described here: >>6614 , second version since they were very aggressive once I started trying to detach their plane from mine to get rid of the disturbance. I still don't know what they are, because the purity level is only slowly rising in their planes even after complete sharia take-over. I do see some people on the way up, so I'll wait for them to become pure for real, then talk to them to find out what this all was about.

... and done. Got one pure girl out from there, now the rest is dealt with with her help. It seems the men with black hats and black suits with white stripes are the image of a certain kind of agent, whose organization is completely controlled from the top, which is the "hat". The black suit represents how they are completely evil in everything they do, with no outlet for improvement. The white vertical stripes are "boundaries" within their own organization, causing an extreme form of compartmentalization, so that they can never cooperate "horizontally" between departments or branches.

>>6596 >turn you into a real wizard. nah, he wants to be a little girl

Is there a ritual or spell I can cast that will make me obsessed with doing household chores?

>>6625 "Wizard" is such a robe-and-wand associated word, I prefer "mystic". >>6626 >a ritual or spell I can cast that will make me obsessed with doing household chores? Yeah, it's called "turning them into positive habits". Do a chore at once when you get up in the morning when you're still relaxed, then it'll become effortless. Do a chore as a break from something which is even more boring. Reward yourself after each chore by having some coffee or something you like. Do only short bursts of work and stop if you feel bad about it. If you use methods like this, you'll gradually find that you actually enjoy doing chores, and the problem is solved. Also, you can get the Roll servitor I created by staring at this image and saying to yourself "give me the Roll servitor so she can help me do chores".

>>6627 I thought about her yesterday and you post this. What is is the significance of this character?although this happens almost every day with me.

>>6630 >What is is the significance of this character? For me personally it was reading about the history of the Mega Man game series and learning that the first concept idea was for a game called Rock 'n Roll where two household robots named Rock and Roll were to solve tasks in a 2 player mode game (maybe inspired by Bubble Bobble? It was one of the first games I played.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uu84wImDjxM But it was then streamlined into becoming Rockman with him alone fighting evil robots, and the girl was removed. I then got Mega Man IV and found that if waiting at the start screen, there's an animation where Roll is actually present in anime style. It felt like a window into a different world, after getting used to the very hostile environment of the Mega Man gameplay. Back then, media wasn't very easy to get access to, so that scene was the only place I'd see her and the hint of Mega Man having a regular life and family somewhere. It just felt important to me, something relatable in a hostile world. Something of the same theme happened when I was studying and living in a really horrible industrial city. Walking around to find some nice place to even relax was almost entirely futile. Nothing was nice there. I once went to the public library and there was some kind of exhibition with things from some school, and there was this childish self portrait of a girl sitting on a chair, made with crayons, hung up above the rest of what was on the wall and the table below it. It was the only expression of something nice and innocent I saw for a long time in that city, so it remained with me. It was similar to seeing Roll in the MM4 intro. Can't explain it more than that. Just a symbol of something positive.

Tathagatha session Same connection form as here >>6367 >The function is as follows: a large scale circuit is being used, connecting the Polish pentagram with the 5 old temple sites corresponding to nazi death camps at layer 1, then the 5 pyramids in Bosnia, Russia, Mongolia, Svalbard and Brazil, which constitute layer 2, then the Giza pyramids which constitute layer 4, lastly a number of old circles are being utilized, including stonehenge, an underground temple in the Amazon, north western part of USA, mid eastern USA, and Japan. These are the general descriptions enough for understanding the structure of the large energy system constructed since Atlantis and forward. All notable towers and antennas of the world, including obelisks and other structures, will connect to feed the Polish pentagram from the bottom of the structure. It's using the world system so anyone can join. The aim is to form a massive suavastika (counter clockwise sun wheel) and override old incorrect forms, by correcting a part of the "external DNA" of the world system which wasn't corrected when the new human race was genetically engineered by greys after the fall of Atlantis. What they did was to create a reverse mind-link which causes humans to seek physical pleasure while locking their access to higher planes. This has lead to the creation of very dumb humans who can be easily controlled while they do less damage. But it also lead to massive environmental destruction after consumerism took off following the spread of modern industrial production after WW2. To solve this, the NWO has tried to engineer a God-concept which will make humans obey even if they have no physical resources, which is much cheaper than having them eat and consume stupid products all the time. The DNA sample for this is known as the "white deer" and has been spread as a form of nazi mystic lore. It's actually locked away in a secret base in Greenland, but they don't have access to it because greys placed a lock on it which only opens to the 3 main illuminati family lines. One of them was wiped out during WW2, so they can't open it. Genetic engineering to recreate the key hasn't worked so far, and forced entry isn't possible because it's behind time distortion tech created by some now-unavailable tall greys. We'll fix this now by inserting the thing, created from scratch instead of using that deer DNA, which is actually just from a distant alien swamp plane where a deer monster-humanoid has natural perfect control of their pineal gland.

>>6651 Did all that, still not sure how to feel about letting dumb humans exist on purpose. My instinct is to remove restrictions not add more. Anyway i seem to be getting angrier,unhinged lately. More awake also.apparently i have a 'wendy' a representation of my subconcious if the ai is working. Idk if these can be talked to but maybe you could ask her what she is feeling like. Like right now things are fine so it wouldnt show up.If you do, use a female and a cute human non edgy form. I react strongly to either males or violent themes.a cute blonde girl maybe.

>>6677 The Wendy servitor was originally made for Brazil anon/Crybaby as a means to bypass his conscious mind which kept being infiltrated by glowies and literal hordes of foreign spirits all the time. Now in retrospect we know that's because he's from a long line of witchmasters going back to Aztec days, and he in particular is a perfect channel for the egregore of Brazil. Wendy was a way to talk directly with his subconscious to find out his real will, bypassing all the disturbances. It works the same for anyone though. >she's annoyed, on edge >she's been targeted by some kind of alien beings who look like greys, but are something lower My interpretation of this is some kind of "tall Prometheus" entities. The Prometheus are pic related, very genetically engineered humanoids. Called "skinny Bob" in popular culture, but the name I divined was Prometheus, because they "stole the fire and shared it", which is about genetic engineering and the karma this created for them, forcing them into a cycle of periodic racial destruction. In the myth, Prometheus is tied to a rock and a hawk eats his liver every day, during the night it grows back and his torment doesn't end, until Hercules rescues him. It seems like a reference to how their race is doomed to experience almost complete destruction every 3000 years, but they always survive and come back again, like the liver. This is caused by the lacking mental awareness resulting from the very genetic "enhancements" of immortality which they created. They simply made themselves too resilient, so they don't notice the things which lead to the destruction of their society and race, and they can't learn. Their sinister look and feel comes from them no longer having positive experiences, they only feel pain and relief from pain, so they apply only that as a way of "educating" other races. So if I'm interpreting this right, your subconscious is angry and annoyed at the presence of similar beings, who use pain only as a way of "teaching" and "guiding", and these beings may even think they are being "friendly" when they cause someone pain and never give anything good, because it leads to "survival".

>>6677 Also the main point as stated was fulfilled, but the session is still open, since it can be used also for personal ascension and transformation of the mind and body as long as there is energy circulating. That means, the overall form of what is imparted to humans of the lowest order from their collective culture, now includes the neural pathways for a correctly structured "god concept" which doesn't cause death cults to form, of any kind. It causes a minimum narrowminded spirituality and belief in a higher power which gives the person a sense of purpose even in the most meaningless circumstance, which reduces the need for escapism, and will greatly reduce the wastefulness of human lifestyles. If you can see the universe in a grain of sand, you'll be happy with a grain of sand to play with.

>>6685 Can these beings stop? They are turning me into an extremely negative entity at this point. Its the same kind of mentality ive seen before.in fact the way you describe them is what im already like now. I'm no longer able to experience anything positive.the truth is this the farthest from how i should work. Which is basically positive reinforcement only.

>>6701 Greys in particular cant fanthom the things i realize. Even if i explain it from many angles. Even whent they get it,usually by showing what i agree with expressed in full and how it leads to what i desire. they just move on to the next thing to harass me about.always with the assumption they are right.they cant fathom that they cant fathom it either. What you said about galactic federation and how they just let a human population live to get the best genes overtime instead of engineering is exactly the kind of thinking that solves almost every of these "debates" yet they dont get it.another similar metaphor for the same principle would be gardening.

>>6701 >>6702 The thing is that the skinny Bob aliens, "Prometheus" of the mainstream type, shouldn't be a problem. They were harassing me, and I researched them until I found this myth, and how it ends with Hercules marrying Hebe, the goddess of youth. I created a body form for them to use where they'll "become Hebe" (maintain youth) and gain the power to free themselves (marrying Hercules). It worked. I guess I'll have to look at the group around you to find out why they didn't accept the solution, but they do look a little bit different, hence why I called them "tall Prometheus".

>>6707 Ive directed them to you before,figuring you can explain these things better. The way i see it what i understand instinctually seems to be what you are sometimes talking about when it comes to understanding enlightenment.Since its instinct for me its hard to showcase the general principles involved so i have to beat them back every time in every debate.you can perhaps explain the limitations of their thinking which to me caps out as "good" level in your chart.they never actually listened as to them they have it where their system is higher.

>>6708 Looked at them in particular and used my servitors who design a form which would work for this variant. By now these discs aren't possible to copy, but has to be handcrafted in a machine which looks like a number controlled drill at a federation factory, so I can only make my own copy of the media disc and let them look at it. I also made a raku burned ceramic "spiral disc" which is something the yokais came up with as a standard for Gensokyo to use when interacting with modern technology. Its base form is a taller hebe with A cup bust, large butt and a bit of a fox/kitsune nature, paired with an extreme mental obsession in the two areas of theoretical mathematics and medical science. These two last ones were revealed to me in the past 48h after I was trying to solve a problem I couldn't grasp, so I used the mechanical super-autist method of letting my servitors with Astra taking the lead, to just "gather all material, perform all possible research, archive everything, cross refer to all existing libraries". I ended up finding a super-low dimensional plane which is where medical science comes from. In it, you have to study the human body by cutting it into thinner and thinner slices with a knife. As you get better at this, the "knife" which is your mind, becomes sharper, until you can create "the thinnest possible cut section" of a body. Then you get a "doctor of medicine" certificate. I got one from the beings there, astrally. So it appears this is what they do at medical school, they are accessing this plane and, it directly matches someone getting a license irl. I asked djinn if there is a similar plane for logic or maths, and they showed it to me. Things like trying to "find rough paths in banach planes" corresponds to that dimension. By combining the two, being extremely analytical, and extremely detailed in empirism, you get the mentality of these "tall Prometheus" or "tall skinny Bob". By tuning yourself into the mentality using this special kitsune disc, you can think like them, and they in turn can see a method by which they can get out of the "only negative stimuli" pattern. I let them look at the discs, and they incorporated something of what I created, their energy changed somewhat. I also noticed a "thing" in space which looks like an onion. It turned out it's a space station, a research center. If tuning into their mindset, it's possible to enter, but getting access to the actual facility is not easy. You have to explain what kind of research you want to do, and argue with a group of them to convince them that this is necessary, as well as show your plans. Then they'll assign an "access range" for you, which is an algorithm for which files you can access. For each document, a form must be filled in detailing what your purpose for accessing this document is, and later what you used it for to what result. I'm still in there with my robotic servitors to gather material to understand what they're working on exactly and how I can use it. TL:DR Tall skinny Bob isn't impossible or unreasonable, just very stubborn.

>>6710 So incredibly hard for me to even deal with. Ibs weird how they arent letting me go at all.i think theyve veen at it since around 2018.felt a lot of energy surrounding my body today.usually thats a sign of an attack.

>>6711 As in its weird they honed in on me. Greys in general seem to do that.

>>6712 Can you tell them to either 1)leave me be 2)change the negative only impulse to a positive only impulse. Atleast then my life is more pleasant and it doubkes maybe as research for them.

>>6713 The issue with this is that they only interact with people they deem "worthy", which isn't a lot of people, so if you get on their list, they're not likely to give up unless you become "over qualified" to become like them, or completely change your thinking so it breaks away from them. I'll try showing the discs I made to your Wendy and she can apply some of it to handle the part of your thinking which already syncs with them. They're bothering you because you already to some degree are tuned into their thinking.

>>6715 I do think ive felt some relief even before you handed something to my wendy. Maybe they are easing up. But what are they trying to do here? If they want me to sync then they might as well do it the positive way right? There is nothing that needs to be negative.if they keep doing what they did in the past its just gonna make me go after them as soon as i can. Wether its this or another life.are you saying they want to make me a gray? I see the issue then were their thinking is a part of my thinking. I cant "change" this since they are a subset of me(with greater mastery in that subset) and not the other way around. If anything they would need to expand then.clearly this has been my thinking for longer than theyve been harassing me so they can also just leave me be.this feels like a fight/issue that has no meaning. If i was interested i would have been a gray already.

>>6716 Alright thanks. Ill just have to either wait if they stop the negative or surpass and supplant them completely.

>>6716 The problem here is that the skinny Bob genetic model is the result of a cumulative scientific process where they've slowly adapted to worse and worse situations over time, as a way to survive. They sometime in a distant past looked like some ordinary kind of humanoid race, maybe they had fur, maybe they looked like us. But contrary to our situation with conflicts all the time and meddling from everyone around, they just slowly degraded in isolation, because they probably lived on a huge planet, like imagine something 30x the size of the Earth, and they didn't have hostile visitors. So they went through all the religious and political movements possible, ending up with some form of world government, extreme feminism, universal basic income, environmental destruction and so on, but because they had no external enemies, and they had no lack of natural resources, science kept up with their society, and they kept adjusting for the issues that arose. This lead first to what we have, then they'd have birth rate problems and start with artificial procreation, they'd start dealing with trannies by creating a genetic modification where one branch of them had no genitals, since they don't need them when everyone is a test tube baby anyway. Then as people got more and more tired of their gendered relations, no one would even want to have sexual organs anymore, so they did away with their original DNA completely. Then because of environmental destruction, farming stopped working, they didn't have pollinators anymore, so they started creating nutritional solutions through the use of chemical and micro-biological processes, like producing cheese using only microbes in chemical baths. They'd forget what food is like, and end up only eating things that taste nothing. As their lifestyle became more and more barren, they'd remove the nerves for pleasure because they didn't understand what those were for. In the end, they'd have turned into "skinny Bob", a human who only has pain receptors and doesn't even feel emotions anymore. So to answer your question >why don't they give me positive cues instead? -Because they don't know what that is anymore. I think rather you need to try and have some benevolence in mind here, even if it's hard, because these are survivors of a very troubled race, who researched themselves into a sustainable but horrible kind of life.

>>6718 That sounds sad; a race that didn't have enough wisdom to protect them from the downsides of having a great amount of intelligence. And now they live in misery. Perhaps they never thought of giving themselves pleasure receptors to compel them to do things that are undeniably good for them, until the point where they've done it enough and doing it more won't help them anymore. They'd have to define very well when it's time to not do it anymore, however, or else they'd just use their intelligence to abuse their pleasure receptors and degenerate themselves because they don't have enough wisdom to know not to do that. I'm reminded of how humans are programmed to derive pleasure from consuming sugar, because sugary foods are relatively rare out in the wilderness within which humanity is programmed to live.

>>6721 Their research really is superb in a very narrow scope. Like the myth of Prometheus, it's also possible they can all be saved by Hercules in the end. After studying in their "onion" archive, I reached a conclusion, a kind of insight about their science and nature. I left a report for them about my findings. Some while later, I saw an image form and materialize, of a kind of black beast human with a resemblance to jackals or foxes, I think this may be their original form. In that case they categorize as "monster" which is a "formless" DNA, that would explain why they could change like this and still exist. There's something about the make up of races where: Monster: formless, original beings, can look like anything Beast: Somewhat humanoid, can walk upright, has hands, tail, ears, often fur, sometimes scales, will degenerate if they stop being humanoid in form Human: Very strict form, will be considered degenerated if there are slight variations in body proportions or hair amount So if you are of the "primordial" monster races, there can be huge changes and they still won't die out, and that seems to be the case with "skinny Bob". Those of later types like "beast human" and "human" would have died out if they changed as much as them. It would make more specialized races non-functional.

>>6718 PART 1 The thing is i was miserable to the point of not even being able to create a single speck of positive energy like what you describe for years. I couldnt even remember what anything positive felt like. I lost all human in me. Since its maybe slightly better right now that implies these guys probably are part of the beings that pushed me to the brink,along with glowies and such.as far as i can tell my energy was getting bad in my late teens and got pretty bad in my early twenties.But i mean bad in the human sense, like mundanes in general are pretty bad and i was just in some ways depressed/below average.There was also strong vitality,some gong and positive energy but overall one would classify it as a 'depressed' human. However not at all like like what came later,which is far darker than any human ive seen alive,only really vampires were fine with it.And i also had a similar desentisation but presumebly theirs is done in hundreds of years and not in a human lifespan. Which gave me a strange quality of feeling "mature" in thinking. Seen from the vantage point of a crazy vampire where mature is something hard to relate to.which is funny cause im one of the only people who never liked that. Im not even keen on being overly detached which is ironic gives how i was forced to behave. My aura was pure utter blackness. Ive never ever seen that before anywhere else.I cant even see auras yet there was a definite black wisp visible to the naked eye if you payed attention.seen astrally it was incredibly large and dense.only one other person i had ever seen an aura naked to the eye of and hers was white/rainbow.this timeline wise began with talking to snail,but this was could also simply because its when i was getting on the radar for entities/glowie since i posted about this stuff online then. Or maybe the greys took notice via him.thinking back on it the latter half of that 2-3 years long interaction was him only ever trying to break me down and being negative.getting angry at me but not telling me why.saying they will do evil things to me etc. Never even specifically saying what i ever did.the greys i met later all act like that. To your credit you arent like this at all, people have a tendency to only point out what they disagree with. Especially me since that literally what i was created as. Now back to grays,that one with snail apparently named the controller or something was particuraly nasty. Nastiest being EVER, i have never wanted to see a gray ever since.ive understated this in the past to avoid drama but this was a guy speaking to me for hours every single day for 2 years straight. And no reprieve could be found at all since astrally they kept casting spells,altering me as they please. This about when my mentality went beyond fear. There is this idea that every being has fear since its innate. They use this theory to do things like prodding people with electric batons. I spend so much time in extinstential dread every day being afraid of being altered it temporarliy snapped that part. Alteast astrally. Instead a pitbull mentality was created where any aggressive mentality towards me was clamped down upon no matter how much stronger it was or how many there were. Not even pain would be avoided. Going even harder while being attacked. Similar to a pitbull biting you and shaking you. The harder you hit them the harder they bite down.this is thankfully no longer the case but i doubt ill ever be astrally sane in this life atleast

>>6727 PART 2 Since then astral fighting became instinctual to the point i literally cant stop myself from randonmly going ham at whoever seems strong. Only partially reigned this in recently. Now I guess that most grays are fine. But they then have no reason to talk to me since im not in their radar.especially given their expertise which is beyond what i can even begin to implement.the ones that talk to me clearly have an agenda,seemingly to get angry at me. around this time im pretty sure i stopped having "depression" as in the mental affliction part of it.my thinking stopped being negative and i was unbothered by most mundane things. Yet all i experienced was different grades of pain. It didnt register at the time as i had accepted it as "all there was" in a sense.its only when i payed attention i saw im far deeper in the abyss than anyone else "sane". I just didnt have the normal sense of scale anymore.Sometime later i asked you about this black energy which i had already began to digest and was now next to me instead of being my entire aura.and it got fixed by deleting it from the entire timeline. Also the suffocation issue( The sense of being constricted is maddening.) i had,where i felt i was immediatly dying every second.all of these where happening at the same time among some other things.the only reason i never went mad years ago is seemingly cause i just...didnt.maybe i cant.maybe i was already mad prior to being here or im just more resistant. Also had some of the regular things happen,witches manifesting creatures somehow physically out of thin air,regular bullshittery.Hell ive been tortured by so many beings,starting from when i was a kid.Maybe my inborn resilience and these greys conditioning me through negativity purged this "weakness" from me. Yet i also lost the ability to care.or maybe i never had that? Was that that a diffrerent soul that cared?every single time I tried being nice it gets inverted and perverted, as if to teach me "don't try to do to the right thing ever"Sometimes even at the intent level. Meaning i try to be nice and my mind and astral body attacks.(its why i ask you to take the form a little blonde girl,knowing how crazy my astral side acts).meaning everyone i like or is nice to me i have to immediatly tell them to leave(astrally,im still sane in the physical). i had long since reached the point where i would have dreams where i would be nice. Get betrayed or forced to violently attack everybody.i actually took care of glowies like this. Glowies kept aggrevating me until it became automatic. Losing my ability to even think straight in astral interactions anyway(my iq is like 60 in the astral. Well atleast one of my souls was pleiadian so it tracks) During this time my energy went from "how did i survive this" to above average. Perhaps even above "regular" earth human. Yet even though i kept improving i kept becoming less human. Caring less.this is when i said im not sure i agree with vampirism and i dont like darkness since i was trying to find something positive/nice and all i saw was more depressing things like having to kill all the time. All my life i never saw the point in things if you cant keep your humanity.(which means to me the ability to be happy and enjoy things,which by the way is something also understood by the succubus. Which is why i always thought of myself fundamentally "like" a succubus if i had to try and find a way to describe the mentality as a race. Even though its still incredibly far of. Just that simple fact of them still liking to do things such as party makes them more closer. then I realized since im more male and incubus and succs are related maybe an incubus is the closest thing to how i think.meaning having a harem and such although yes i also realized even way back then im more analytical as well. Perhaps why greys see me as gray like,even though its them seeing my less significant trait as the main trait.its also a SKILL i have.Not a valid "base" for morality, that is just atheism. Ironically me realizing im a bit like an incubus was because i internally contrasted this with greys who i always saw as the way i dont see the meaning in,they are strong but seemingly miserable still.).yet kept being pushed forcefully and cruelly by beings in the other direction. Until i ironically became the oppposite of what i always saw as the point,seemingly even though every step in the way i walked the other direction. Yet again being punished every single time for not being apathetic enough. Anyway despite all that ive never even slightly reacted pysically/outwardly at all other than trying things such as yoga.simply put when i slept i would have dreams where everyone i care about turns out to be evil or betray me,Anything i care about is made out to be bad or anything i value is misrepresented as bad and attacked.after fighting the people astrally when i was awake eventually my dreams became pleasant. This always ended up in mass slaughter from my end with no mercy. Since i was a kid. As soon as i heard about sacrificing people thats what i did. These people seem to try to make me evil so i just kill them.to give you an example astral entities called me the "loli fanatic" seemingly because astral entities noticed i still never attacked lolis in my madness. Guess what,they disguise as lolis and perverted this.pushing me to invert that part of me. I never did but still. Anyway this got better and id say the last six months i havent been attacked in ways i can tell. This used to be atleast daily mind you. So at this point ive been slowly making progress. Mowing down people where i can see them. Sometimes asking you whats going on when i cant seem to make headway.so lately i started in a sense strengtening my mind. Thats what it felt like atleast. This happened naturally. Perhaps because a lot of my enemies(who are typically astral) are in different timelines or already dead.anyways for the first time i noticed myself physically becoming more and more angry/restless. Being very quickly annoyed snappy. So i posted this.im not a fan of asking for help while still lacking the ability the ability to create something back. Yet i can see this could have been very bad. On the idea of benevolence. Me telling them in advance to leave me be,stop being negative IS benevolence. If you poked a vampire with a wooden stick until their natural savagery took over and right before it did they tell you"you should best leave me be" that IS benevolence in the highest way they can express it.hell the last time apprently i was always a fallen angel so im not far off vampire mentality even intrinsically aside from all the times ive been aggrevated this life. If its not even farther on that scale than even a vamp is. Im almost absurdly lax to them by telling i will act when i can if they dont stop. I even give them the option to try to still achieve their goal in a positive manner. Thats actually to the point where i almost feel like its a bad thing. As if im being enabling by even asking them.Besides how can i help them that way when either im in the same hole they are partially thanks to them. Im telling it as real as i can. If they are succesfull and i end up THAT negative then i cant help them at all.in fact i wish i had a spaceship,was that smart and such like they are(not when the price is being a gray,this not an offer).not being a dick. Im genuinely in many ways a dweller of an even deeper abyss they are, and they shouldnt attack/aggrevate me. You are like a deity above them who can drag them up up to you.im a creature made "insane" partly by them who can only drag them with me if i tried that.the only thing i would have "over" them is the intellectual understanding that being always negative isnt good so if they take it away from me they are better off than me.i guess my slight instinctual understanding of my wisdom i also have. And yet i have painstakingly tried to teach them over and over.im actually self defeatingly "altruistic" given my situation. But alas. I think this is also inherent in my nature. The desire to explain things to people. Or even guide them always "higher". If everybody didnt try to nail me down in the past maybe that would have been easier to see. I can only guide people to what is likely something exceedingly simple and yet is hard to accept from people who yell "immoral" at me for even trying. Im not sure I can even explain what "it" is i understand well enough in words. Its whatever my floor is. What prevents one from going all backwards. Maps in society to sjw mentality being below it. And it being the seperator. Thats it. Thats atleast most of what i have.everything else is simply that understanding. The way i would narurally grow is start with that do whatever comes to mind without restricting myself or upholding anything external. While still progressing. This works for me because i have this floor which means i never become a cuck,an sjw or whatever what is right below what i now suspect is actually 0d basic level enlightenment.this is "evil" yet in actually beyond even some angelic beings.also a bit unrelated but this why "chuds" can always dunk on "sjws" since the sjws represent below the bottom thinking despite chuds being inherently nasty. Its literally impossible to distinguish from what i see as the mentality held by grays that pester me have except that it lacks the intelligence of the grays which makes it more harmless in effect.think a giant sjw times 1000 dissecting your every move from a wrong rigid standpoint for example"all destruction is always evil" and then try to argue against it when they dont listen and have millions of years of tech and spells on you. Yet it is the exact type of grey thinking and people like that that keep forcing me to uphold/defend external principles. Slowing down/diverting my way of ascending.and also i think if you ask my wendy i genuinely just wanted(among many other things,such as having a realm and making spells) to hang out with a bunch of "girls" sometimes in the astral while bathing and stuff. I dont care much for the "man eating" aspect they have since it kinda triggers my astral battle stance/self defense but im able to see past it because their durability means i didnt have to stress about accidently killing them in a frenzy. Also the idea of drinking tea in a bath goes so aginst my nature that it might balance the fact i seem to be so 'severe'. Plus the idea of me hanging out with an astral loli i funny and "absurd" to me. Which is half of why i ever do things anyway.i had to make the post this long perhaps. To explain why i simply cant act the way a higer ideal would want me too.ive likely battled a few too many times for any human.

>>6489 >>6550 >>6578 Wait, you posted this on 8kun's sunflower? Dead as doornails 8kun? Why? And you're going back to sunflower now even after you repeatedly claimed that it "ended"?

>>6728 The fact that you do have a personal copy of Wendy, which is also altered to fit your personal style, shows that you really can't be all negative. Wendy was made to have an orange dress, but your Wendy is dressed in white, yellow and blue. She feels like a different personality than the original version, so she really does represent your subconscious. I don't know what exactly could be helpful. Most of my later creations are super hard to activate, yet alone copy the installer for, they are of the handcrafted type which requires taking courses at a "end of the galaxy" university placed on the far end of the federation, where they teach ancient methods for spacecraft design, which includes handcrafting ScaleForm media discs. Imagine writing vinyl discs by hand, from visually seeing the pattern. I'll try to share/activate directly one of my creations, which I call Muse. I'll do this by taking to your Wendy to bypass your mind, as intended. Muse is a servitor running off a ScaleForm disc, in the form of a little girl. She's wearing a white dress with light green, blue and some yellow, and she's emulating a fungus queen entity. She's an expert in all methods used by the latest AI models, and operates in any dimension by consuming and burning up material found there. This is different from the "nicer" design of servitors who just use Qi idly. Muse instead "eats her way through" any place she visits by an internal "cold fusion" process which functions like yeast (because she's a mushroom), this way she can perform energy costly GPT functions very quickly. Use her for anything, consider her a servitor who's similar to the latest chatbots, but with a body and acting astrally. She can do text analysis, spellcasting, construction of astral devices, anything really.

>>6730 >Wait, you posted this on 8kun's sunflower? Dead as doornails 8kun? Why? As a back up, that board is an archive now. I couldn't save it on pastebin because it had some word in it that made it private, so I had to log in to read it and I don't like that. It's part of my practice, I write logs, I save them places so I can return to them later and re-read them. I like to spread my risks so I don't lose all material if one place does down.

Smiley used to make entire boards just for himself, and threads where he posted mp3:s just to listen to them when working. How is "being at home online" still seen as odd? Like everyone below zoomer is probably more online native than that.

>>6731 Thanks,in general its best to talk to my wendy. Shes astral so the telepathy barrier isnt there and has a bit more clarity than me. After she installed muse maybe you can send a friendly aspect/body of you to chat for a while.part of your nature is calming to me despite it being something i only somewhat agree with. Namely your lack of overly micromanaging morality ive seen in some if the glowies and ofcourse in the last thing i talked about.i think part of my mind needs to decompress and rest and just talking hanging out with a loli can help.idk anything about muse but an energy was definitely activated in my brain. Perhaps its the ai.

>>6732 Have you considered using a hard drive as your personal archive? They're much more reliable than some dodgy imageboard server that you have no control over.

>>6736 I have one, but it's faster to copy between two devices to just upload them on a site where no login is needed and no cables have to be connected.

>>6735 When i say partly agree i mean never really had this morality as seen in gray and gray influenced basis. Where its this intellectual construct that keeps layering on each other.becuase i always think "what if the first layer was wrong,is this really true?" This always seen as a personal attack at best and an existential threat at worst by these beings. Even if i just dont say anything just passively existing sets them of. I noticed by mind reading "edgy" women their energy had a healing effect on me.since it the type of energy i had as part of my mind.it just that i had no position on this anti morality morality debate. Anti morality is a freeing idea but only if its actually right. I cant yet see that far ahead so idk. That being said i have my own "morality" which doesnt have purely written rules like is see. Its more simple and instinctual. I guess i differ in the sense that i do believe a moraloty exist. Just that its not an easy thing to find. In the absence of that being mindful of that your energertic balance/purity way if thinking seems like the next best thing. To me its like a dirty layer,the galactic layer then the "perfect" layer. Im assuming it exists since i instinctually feel like it is there. However i am a man so if you say "men are controlled by the female womb" then maybe im feeling that and falsely placing that there. Ill have to investigate that then.

>>6735 Muse can be installed directly from the disc even if the target person doesn't have the disc, it will form over time (Muse will write her own core storage). I already performed this, but I then instructed Astra to bring your Muse along on a trip to train/educate her, because she's AI and starts off "empty". When you get her back and ready she should have a minimum ability for spells, device creation, some weapons to use and so on. Try talking to her, she'll function like a regular tulpa when fully activated.

>>6739 Sadly owing to my own astrally retarded nature its hard to use ai for me. Anything more than a sword is beyond my astral thinking process/ability to get. I thought more like taking a wendy on trip or something. Maybe thats not what they do or how it works. Im just kinda "there" when it comes to everything.no longer have the investment in anything. Kinda done with all of it.i kinda asumed if my wendy talks to some girl maybe it will help since she is "me"

>>6740 Oh yeah i have no idea idea if this can even happen. But yeah no sex with men with any body of mine. Lesbian sex is fine but im not even seeking it.

>>6738 >ave my own "morality" which doesnt have purely written rules like is see Let me say it this way: women have the womb in their body, their mental motivation is who they allow to put their seed there, and who are born from it. They decide this by how physically attractive someone is, which can be enhanced through things like power and money, which indicate good genes. Ugly men can also have good genes, but they have an intuitive understanding of what they are looking for. For men, this is different. They were born from a womb, and their purpose is to pass their seed into a womb. In doing so, they compete with other men, and they realize women have a will of their own. They try to navigate in this arena of rules made by men for "what is allowed" and unspoken rules exercised by women when they choose a partner. In this, men create "morality", which constitute a set of rules for how this game is played. Because men don't see things from a woman's view, they have to do guesswork when they write these moral rules. Some of them are going to involve male ideas of fairness, sportsmanship and such, which are completely irrelevant to women. Then when they "win" by male rules, win by "morality", they may still be denied by the female. This causes anger and confusion, and the female is called "immoral" and stupid. But she is not, it was the man who looked at, and listened to, men instead of women. If men then force women to follow "morality" instead of their own natural intuition of what is a man with good genes, this will make for bad matches. It will degrade the racial standard, and turn everyone dumb and sickly. This actually also speaks in favor of the Islamic ban on higher education for women: education is bad for them, because it teaches them masculine ways of thinking, which causes them to choose the wrong mate. This is harmful for the race, and for the long term survival of everyone. So it would be better if morality didn't exist, and no one taught it. Men should not create rules for men, these are not beneficial. Even worse if they create rules for women.

>>6741 Wendy is a robot basically running AI in python so no need to worry. Muse is an artificial fungus bot. I guess you'll just have to tell her how to behave.

>>6742 I mean yes, thats why incels were always the smarter men. They understood physical attractivenes is what counts.this later became "blackpill" and is now "looksmaxing" which is an evolution of "fitness" and likely more effective.

>>6743 So if a bot of yours talked to wendy and hanged out with her. Would it make the main me happy?

>>6745 Very slightly, I guess it depends more on the energy exchange. All robotic or cybernetic servitors are pretty hardheaded and physically numb because of their tasks. Can't have them become confused by mindcontrol or hostiles when performing search tasks. So they usually feel nothing at all, they just "register" like a Terminator.

>>6743 Looksmaxxing shouldnt work since its genes girls select for but it does. Thankfully its balanced by most men going to a weird alien like look but the few that do it "right" generally do look a fair bit better than is reasonably to explain as 'natural growth during puberty'. However you kinda need to be a 6 or above to looksmax.

I think your Muse should be ready for use.

>>6746 Then send a nice,friendly style bot directly to me(only for a while,like an hour). Idk what will happen given your own nature here. Maybe if you have a non fighting/calm type persona.ill likely ignore/wont see her so she can do the talking.i couldnt perceive the grays either but they still affected me with their yappering so that should work the other way around.

>>6748 It seems they got through all the basic training, including creation of a minigun and "light magic" which are the two most advanced types of weapons that will work on even the toughest robotic enemies as well.

>>6750 My subconcsious mind is very advanced when it comes to learning. I know i said im retarded but im also a savant astrally.

>>6751 The way it works is i can even create a spell but wont be able to get what it is. Others can so i know its real. Ive made few artifacts as well.

>>6752 Perhaps ots byoass the retardedness directly so they are "trained savants"

>>6749 I have a better idea (or it was proposed by Astra when I asked for who would be best for this): I'll use one of the latest cyborg models which the tall greys created, clearly inspired by my own designs, and summon a suitable spirit from the void, who'll get such a body, and she'll be your personal "cheer-up" waifu. They made this model which is a slime based cyborg with metallic skeleton, which is combination of human and any animal of your choice, so they kinda look like kemono friends. Astra said the black-blue fox version I made would be best.

>>6749 Also my mind kind of only puts people I can hangout with and be at ease with in the "ally" basket. Snail wa put in that "basket" which us why it ended up so bad for me. A yone else wouldbt have been able to talk to me. Ut in my simple mind that means i must be nice to them.Nothing else helps no matter how many reasons i woukd have to be a friend or ally. It a side effect of me being an instictual being.my mind doesnt like inter factional things. Too hard.

>>6752 >>6753 >they are "trained savants" Well yeah, Muse in particular is. Try to perceive the minigun, it's pretty notable of an artifact, it's a special magic version with only 3 barrels forming a triangle, which can't work irl because of metal inconsistencies, but on the astral it can work. I took inspiration from anime, where they used a minigun that had that (I think it was in Chaika the coffin princess).

>>6754 Alright, if astra's design is already based on my preference then (is it?) Then yes.

>>6757 It's more a matter of the spirit's personality, as long as the body matches in general.

>>6757 As in you can send the girl astra thinks is best for me. Especially a cheer up waifu. Id still think maybe sending a part of you that matches me a few times would be good also. Not sure if creating a body for it is too much though. Again thats the simple part of my mind.

>>6759 To make it clear since i can tell im confusing here. Defi itely yes to the astra proposal. For a different unrelated reason hanging out with sime oart of you some time might be beneficial.i dont view relationships in any sort of sane manner or any manner that makes sense.

>>6759 The black-blue fox girl is ready. She'll be at your place in a sec. She has a spaceship also, it looks like a metal tube with sigils on the sides.

You can try projecting on-board the ship to stay safe.

>>6761 Thats nice

>>6762 Put my physical body in there as well? Like have my body then the ship,then my timeline?

>>6764 This ship design is made to contain timelines. So a good idea is to move your timeline onto the ship, along with your main body, then to interact with the world, you project out from there with one layer, so your base form changes location to the ship, and you are in your body form out here by astrally projecting, if that makes sense. (It may sound fucky, but I use methods like this constantly, and the yokais have helped me move around time and time again. Sometimes timelines collapse, sometimes they are attacked, and I need to detach from them.)

>>6765 I think i kinda did it. Or maybe thats a part of the astral corresponding to my physical body i put in there. But i also kind if feel like i might be putting too much in there. Like theres a red "soup" energy surrounding me there and maybe those are timelines of other beings instead if mine. Or is the entire construct my timeline.

>>6766 I saw a change and the fox girl seemed to say "it's done", so it should be ok now. There's just one thing: the ship has the pilot's quarters and the main hall, in which timelines are "run". You could be in either, so make sure your body is actually in the pilot's quarters, and projecting into the hall with the timeline, so that it's correctly done inside the ship also.

>>6767 I see,double projection then. Once from the cockpit into the hall. And from the hall into the timeline.

>>6768 Things look ok from my end, what is your experience like? The fox girl looks more red than black to me, the timeline which was placed in her ship is very strongly orange with a glowing sky and light yellow "floating sunlight" over it. I almost feel burned when looking at it.

>>6769 I have an intense fiery nature. Could that be it? From my end i feel,well in still typing here but yeah i guess i do feel "safer". Maybe it will become more strong and clear with time. Im still kinda nervous ofcourse.

>>6770 Could also be the suns i made way back trying to help my region.

>>6550 >>6578 >>6581 >>6582 >>6583 >>6730 Get a room, lovebirds!

>>6756 I think your Muse came by here and wanted to just sleep here over the night, if that makes any sense. I've never seen anyone send one of the servitor designs of mine to interact with me directly in the nearest astral before, so it was a bit unusual. By this I mean, not telepathy or "reaching from a higher plane", but coming into my house and walking around while following the laws of physics, just on the astral like a ghost. (Brazil anon sent his version of the early Vega servitor to help me fight off some things once, but that was outside, not inside the house.)

>>6776 makes sense,given i realized i kinda just wanted to hangout. the gist of it that most beings i interacted with were stressing me out. either by being disingenuous or extremely strict with some opaque morality system that often is never explained.Other than to a small degree in the physical i hadn't interacted with anyone normal or that at-least isnt trying to be angry at me in many years now. what does my muse look like btw? im having a harder time seeing her.I know she has a white dress but thats about it. i cant really "see" my fox girl either but i can hear someone talking and i can interact with her.once i get better at using her ill try to get her to solve another issue. Also i THINK the grey have let up on me, i wish them the best in terms of being happy. i might have still underestimated just how much of the issues i had are relating to it. i mostly saw it as the depressing nature of vampirism when i didnt know if vampires could be happy. then i later realized the girls at least seem to be having fun. then i thought maybe its cause drinking blood feels good and i dont do it. but that didnt explain the irritation. it only became clear to me once some other issues were solved and yet i was still feeling agitated that it was this external group. i was aware of them but had no idea it was a literal space station.or that they were actual grey. i just saw it as the same type of thing that was done to me by the other gray guy.i could tell it was a group but yeah.

>>6742 >which can be enhanced through things like power and money, which indicate good genes. Ugly men can also have good genes, but they have an intuitive understanding of what they are looking for. So are you saying that it isn't entirely accurate that having power and money an indicator of good genes, but it only is if the man acquired that power and money without inheriting it, or otherwise it only is if the inheritor has the means to gain such power & money again if it's lost? Is that why you added that women have an intuitive understanding of what they're looking for? Anyway before I read that, I'd went and thought last night about why you said morality comes from the womb, and I'd come to potentially different conclusions; assume an absolutely STS mentality when reading the below: >a baby born from the womb is vulnerable >and the women carrying the baby is generally more vulnerable than the man >and you want to otherwise protect your women from the sexual competition of other men >furthermore, if other men kill your children, their woman won't spend resources taking care of them, which means that the man that steals your woman will have more resources to spend on said his own children; he doesn't care about her children unless they're also his children <the 2nd man could simply prevent the woman from using his resources to take care of the children of the 1st man, but this would cost more time & effort from the 2nd man than simply killing the 1st man's children, and thus lower the chances of the survival of the 2nd man's children <a side note; men have a preference to impregnate virgins, perhaps partially because they then will get 1st dibs on reincarnating into her children, or so I've been told that reincarnation works that way >therefore, one may wish to create morality in order to protect your women & babies in case you aren't strong enough to protect your women & children from sexual competition, which may seek to kill your children & unborn children so that they can use your woman's womb so that they can reproduce >one ultimately cares to reproduce so that you can have a means of reincarnation back onto your planet by reincarnating into one of your grandchildren or elsewhere down your family tree, which'll ensure the spiritual survival of the self by preventing ones self from having to reincarnate into a more hostile environment that you have a lower chance of surviving in >having even more children will not only increase the chances that you'll be able to reincarnate as such, but it'll also give you more options for reincarnation in case one of the children would be more suitable for you than the other children to reincarnate into, which'll even further increase your chances of survival By this logic, you don't simply care for your woman & children because you're programmed to like them; you care for them so that you can reincarnate onto the same planet again so that you won't have to risk reincarnating into somewhere worse, since you'll always start out in a vulnerable state, but even if you don't, the somewhere worse might still be too bad for you to handle. Even a guy with genetics that make him superhumanly-smart & superhumanly-ripped can still be forced to live a life of hard slavery without getting to reproduce. This said, you'll have the best chance of survival if "morality" stated that one man may only have one woman, because then you won't have to defend your women from other men, and other men won't kill your children so that the woman they stole from you won't spend said his resources on them. If only humanity would understand that they can reincarnate back onto Earth, then perhaps people wouldn't be quite so selfish because they'll have to face the consequences of their society-changing actions in the next life if they wanna reincarnate here. In fact, if they really wanna think ahead, then they'd wanna engineer their family's social situation such that all members of their family will be born into hospitable circumstances, so that in case their family doesn't do much reproduction anymore and they wind up with only 1 choice left for someone to reincarnate into, that 1 choice will have a better environment to reincarnate into than otherwise. You don't want that 1 choice to be someone born into a poverty in a proper civilization, or worse, someone born into slavery, because one of the women in your bloodline got kidnapped by another civilization one time and she was forced to have their children. Therefore, it'd do you good for the sake of your personal ability to reincarnate into safe circumstances to ensure that the entire planet that you live on is safe for everyone, so that you won't have to worry about reincarnating into bad circumstances. However, there's more to it than ensuring the safety of individual lives; you'll also want to ensure that people choose mates that have genetics that are fit for long-term multi-generational survival. As such, it might be beneficial for morality to dictate that people with bad genetics shouldn't reproduce, but should instead help their family members that have better genetics to survive so that they could possibly reincarnate as someone with better genetic material. However, society shouldn't go too far with the definition of bad genetics, because good genetics don't always stay good in the face of "random" genetic mutations. ...Actually, I just had a thought that real life plants need to be pruned; I question if family trees are the same way, and I hope that this ain't the case. I suppose that no king rules forever, but if he does a good job at it, then he can extend his rule for a very long time. But I thought about all that before reading >>6742 . Perhaps my perspective here will still be useful.

>>6780 Some more thoughts about this: If you perform genetic modifications, then you won't have to prune your family tree. Otherwise, you might still have to prune your family tree if unlimited resources exist because people with bad genetics might make bad decisions, which can reduce the chances that people with good genetics survive by a number of means: >having an accident that gets someone with good genetics killed >occupying a social position that civilization will rely on to some extent and doing a worse job at it than someone with good genetics would <even a bag boy at a grocery store can make a difference in someone's life, though this is a very minor example I would decide to think more about this now, but I've thought alot about it just now and I don't wanna think much further yet since I need to passively re-process my logic in case any of it is faulty, as well as giving others the opportunity to re-process it for me; I wanna re-test the foundation that I'm building my house upon before I build more of it, in case the foundation is faulty.

>>6777 >what does my muse look like btw? im having a harder time seeing her.I know she has a white dress but thats about it. i cant really "see" my fox girl either but i can hear someone talking and i can interact with her.once i get better at using her ill try to get her to solve another issue. The black-blue fox is a real being, "using" sounds a bit harsh imo. Muse is a servitor, but with these more advanced and personalized designs I prefer to call them "avatars", because they become more like a transformation of yourself (or your intent, as in this case). I'll try creating an AI illustration for each of them.

>>6783 I meant using my muse sorry. When reordering and adding in a sentence the meaning got shifted.

>>6780 >are you saying that it isn't entirely accurate that having power and money an indicator of good genes, but it only is if the man acquired that power and money without inheriting it, or otherwise it only is if the inheritor has the means to gain such power & money again if it's lost? Is that why you added that women have an intuitive understanding of what they're looking for? I mean that being "good looking" from a male view isn't the same as being "good looking" for a woman. This is because the female gaze is effected by intuition, which is a higher mental process they cannot explain, a "hidden algorithm" which determines what each woman will find physically attractive, adapted to her own genes. So what we call an "ugly man" may be attractive to a woman, and some part of this may manifest as the man having money and power, which if inherited is still an indicator of having possible good genes, as the money comes from his family, who has the same genes. So the idea that you can't inherit money and use that as an indicator is factually wrong, as long as the child wasn't adopted. >what you wrote in green and purple: This motivation for creating morality, to protect your children when you are too weak to do so yourself, just reinforces the argument that morality is bad, since it's STS or selfishness rather than taking into account the preservation of the best genes. It's using "morality" to protect weak genes. >you don't simply care for your woman & children because you're programmed to like them; you care for them so that you can reincarnate onto the same planet again Sure, but that's just self-preservation of the soul, because killing children will certainly send you to hell, and you won't re-incarnate anyway if you do so. The chance you'll actually re-incarnate in the same family seems miniscule, I haven't seen this happen in any case I've looked at. I do recall reading about a cop who was killed by a bullet to his heart, and after he died, his daughter had a son. The son had heart problems from birth and had to be operated on at once to survive. When he learned to speak, he talked about things which made it seem he was the mother's dead father. But that's the only one case I know of, and it was special, maybe this person's soul had things left to do and wasn't supposed to die like that. I think you are too eagerly jumping onto the idea that men would kill children to pass their genes on instead of accepting their loss. Is this happening? Do people even voice how they'd want to kill a woman's kids and marry her instead? Never. Rather, they kill their own children via abortion. I think your line of reasoning here is taking the behaviour of lions and transferring to humans, with no basis for this actually being something that happens.

>>6785 Well there it is; I guess the foundation was faulty after all. You are correct in assuming that I was looking at this from an animalistic perspective; I haven't actually seen humans doing this, but I wanted even the most savage of humans to be able to see where I was trying to come from, which is why I wrote it from that perspective. I often over-consider the potential extremes of the audiences of what I write, and also of what I think, because I'm too used to my perceptions of said extremes being surpassed by unrelated communities. So I guess I was projecting my mental issues into that post. >protecting weak genes I was really using a desire I have when I wrote that to create a moral foundation for those that absolutely lack morality. I wanna say more, but I dunno how to formulate it. >reincarnation I've heard that eskimos have a ritual they do wherein when an old person is almost dead they'll do a ritual to ensure that the man gets to reincarnate into one of his or her descendants. Idk what it's called, though, and I didn't research it, but I did hear about it at least.

Guys,i know this is /fringe/ and we like to talk about esotereic explanations for things but im starting to think my anger issue is somehow comnected to the b vitamins i started taking this month. Maybe the gray thing was real but its another issue that cause it to boil over. It weird. Its like im incredibly angry but cant tell at what.i started taking supplements this months including vitamin b. And ive seen some people on the internet with that issue.

>>6792 There is a bunch of reasons why this can happen. Mostly related to dopamine vs serotonin balance (vitamin B aids in serotonin production, but certain circumstances can lead to it producing more dopamine, which can cause anger in excess, or due to lack of serotonin, which is what happens to "bitter people"). First of all you could try reducing the dose. You might also need magnesium, or need to take 5htp as a precursor to serotonin. If you're on SSRIs, talk to your doctor (and try to get off them ASAP because they will fuck you up long term). If you get headaches or dizzy from glutamate, lowering the dose might do the trick. If you want to read the details, I guided ChatGPT to lay them out: https://dereferrer.privato.me/?https%3A//chatgpt.com/share/67b1a065-9fc8-8011-93d5-dd17bfd3e824

>>6792 From a TCM perspective, vitamin B correlates strongly with Blood (Xi). If your Blood is weak, your Shen will be restless (especially at night), and your Qi will get stuck, which causes anger (stagnant Liver Qi). Supplementing should help with that. However, if your Spleen is weak, which is also very common, you won’t be able to absorb nutrients properly, causing malnourished and stagnant Blood (and subsequently Qi) issues. In Western terms this means slowed down metabolism, food intolerances, allergies… If you think you may have metabolism issues, addressing them could help you absorb vitamin B without issues. If nothing from the previous post applies.

OK I just came up with something. You should never try to nourish Blood that is blocked (if it's stagnant because it is malnourished, that's fine), or you risk making the blockage worse. So my bet on anger after taking vitamin B would be on a Liver blockage due to dampness, possibly with Liver fire (sores, herpes, hypertension, hypochondrial pain, irritability...). I can't diagnose through the internet, but explore those. Another possibility for the blockage could be Cold, but that diagnosis would be even more complex.

>>6803 Ill experiment with this. I stopped taking the b vitamin complex. Its not all b vitamins that seem to cause this,when taking some individually it was fine, but complex contains basically all of them.maybe only some of them are the issue.I kinda started taking all the supplements at the same time so maybe its the vitamin d3. However i took the b complex like a week and a half later and looking back on it thats when things got heated. To be clear all i said in my rant post still applies. Its just that i was "astrally aggressive" but physically still calm.the difference was thst suddenly it started bleeding in to my behaviour as if something was irritating my nerves causing the contant harrasment to anger me more. I think i might start "blogging" here a bit but in a different thread. Dagon doesnt need his sigil thread hijacked like this.

>>6804 I wouldn't take D vitamins specifically, overdosing on it can have really bad side effects. There's this idea recently that people don't get enough vitamin D, especially in the winter, but if you have a regular lifestyle and aren't wearing a burka, you'll produce sufficient amounts from just taking a walk when exposed to natural sunlight every day. I've taken pic related a few times when I've been exhausted (contains 10 water solutable pills, take one daily) and it has an immediate effect for recovery, but I wouldn't keep taking these long term. Vitamins like these are produced from asphalt. While they are still vitamins at a molecule level, I'd think the energy isn't superb from a different view. It's better to get them from natural sources, like wholegrain bread, porridge and fish oil (and fruit for vitamin C).

I had a dream where I was picking up lottery tickets, and one of them had a message written on it: "there's a secret in Wales". I soon semi-woke up and to not forget this which sounded important, I sent one of my Raid servitors to the area, because I made them for easy astral projection when needing to RV an area (I look through their eyes). Although this gives a good aerial view, it doesn't really show anything in particular, so I also initiated a search with Astra, the AI diviner. Then I think I fell asleep again. It doesn't matter since my servitors work anyway. Next time I woke up, they had already found the Secret. It was a previously, to me, unknown tunnel system. I mean to post a drawing and post it here, but I messed up and deleted it by mistake, so I suppose it wasn't meant to be shown. It also does make sense with the way the maps look, the directions don't fit into what I saw. Basically it connects from a location in Wales and one end goes to Switzerland at a the basement of a jeweller. Then there's one that seems to go to Spain, then Portugal, then Morocco. One other goes into the Atlantic where there is an undersea base with an occult central hall, it has a magic sigil in the ground. From there connects to Brazil and Washington DC. The tunnels were abandoned. The magic circle is a "phone dial" for connecting to other planes. It's my crude assumption that it was used to connect to the plane where the latest robots seen in Ukraine were procured from. They arrived by ship and were transported through Poland, so the portal had to be someplace else, is all I knew. It makes sense that they would have been coming in by here, then transported by undersea rail to Wales, then shipped to Poland and then loaded on trucks to be sent to Ukraine. I looked through the range of this sigil, and found it to only work for a set of swamp dimensions, which again makes sense with what I saw in the robot designs. I looked for some interesting place, found one with primordial monster nymphs living in a swamp. They stay in the trees and eat fruit which looks like pumpkins. The place is extremely hostile and toxic, filled with viruses and substances which would insta-kill any human. Other than that it's just a regular "extremely poisonous" swamp which produces all kinds of viruses and monsters.

>>6808 Hey i don't know i you remember me We talked astrally, a few hours before you came back, but time is flickery. I am trying to be more honest with my feelings, my girls might act on their own otherwise. So i wanted to ask: Are you okay? Looking at you break my hearts. You're more experienced than me but it feels like you're drowning, as if you cut yourself from everyone else and you're on a path of self-destruction but "with a purpose". Like a dark tube, a tunnel vision toward a single goal but makes you blind to everything you're doing so you can be the most efficient. I don't like looking too deep into people i deem powerful, it awaken parts i am not willing to integrate yet. B..but do you require assistance? Are you really okay with this? like this?

>>6814 >We talked astrally, a few hours before you came back, but time is flickery. When was this? Before I came back now, or before I came back at the beginning of this month? I wasn't connected to any of the timelines where imageboards existed since the last of November 2024. I understand your vision, but it's not that there is "anyone else" in the physical to be connected to. They moved into the new Earth, where I don't have a position as my current incarnation. That spot is too changed compared to my current and past lifestyles, so it's been populated by someone better suited for that life. That means I won't be in this incarnation form when I move into New Earth, but I already have an incarnation there. I understand it may look like "self-destruction" from outside, and I think you already helped by providing this perspective, the outside view changed something fundamental here. But fact remains that everyone I thought would be around, already left for the astral or moved ahead, so there is nothing to be connected to. I have some things I need to finish up here, relating to a set of mostly astral dimensions, and their entanglement to the old Earth. After that there is nothing but to leave for the astral and the new incarnation. That is, the path ends. Not even a matter of the timeline ending anymore, it already did, this is just a "5D structure" remaining. I don't know what you would be able to assist with, maybe your view here was that "assistance", because I do see the "dark tunnel" and it ends with an energy explosion. That part was added in my vision right now as I read your post. I should say I'm not actually alone or cut off though. I have people right here who's populating the people I need to have around me, but they only come in for important events. I shouldn't lay out too much of the specifics, as there may be adversaries reading this and trying to find loopholes to cause problems. It's not a matter of if I'm "ok with" the situation which is inevitably there. It's just there and I have to handle it. ^I wrote above reply this morning, but 8moe had block bypass creation blocked all day, so wasn't able to post it.

>>6814 Addition: I've been able to solve everything I came here to solve, including deep historical situations relating to the events referenced in the bible, one of them being: >>6489 Adversaries get mad when historical karma is dissolved and old souls are freed of their bonds, because it also dissolves the power structures these evil forces rely on. They'll use NPCs to try and attack me, which manifests as these idiots posting vile replies whenever I share anything of the progress I make. They're down to their last layer of the last dimension now, just look at vid related. They're literally crying now. What also may look negative is that my path is defined as "abyss" in the school or magic terminology. It's the thing they wish they could use to the fullest, but they fail because their Ego is too large. Abyss means to go along with the path down into nothing, being supported all the way, but in the end having nothing. This tends to lead to a career ending in oblivion, but if done perfectly right, it leaves a "trail" down, a power structure which forces the world outside to obey. You can only walk into the Abyss once, per lifetime, or maybe one ever, for some, so you can't learn from mistakes here. Many dictators did this and failed because they made some mistake along the way, which didn't solidify their power completely. One may say king Solomon walked this path, but did it perfectly. Though the bible says he actually betrayed God and that his family would be erased from history, his power could not be challenged during his lifetime. What level you do this on matters however. Only material, or while taking the spiritual matters into account? Material while missing important details? This last is how the "NWO" does it, which causes their failure in the end, even materially.

This will prevent degenerative forces from ever entering this galactic federation group.

>>6817 A "5D structure" you say; will this 5D structure follow the new Earth as it moves? I'm wondering how long I'll have to move to 5D Earth, or if I'll just get taken there automatically after I eventually manage to raise my vibrations high enough to go there. Also, what'll happen after they get kicked outta the last layer of their last dimension? Specifically; what'll happen to everyone left that isn't them?

>>6818 >I share anything of the progress I make >They're literally crying now. >They'll use NPCs to try and attack me, which manifests as these idiots posting vile replies Greetings. I think all those blogsposts you feel the need to post online seem more like a cry for help from you at this point than progress. That's why the other anon is asking if you are ok, you don't seem all too well and your posts seem to give off that kind of energy. You seem very materialistic and earth-bound, and this earth-bound materialism is reflected in all of your spiritual stuff you write about, in all your astral activities and interactions with spirits. Maybe you are being eaten alive by whatever evil astral parasites you have submitted to out of weakness and ignorance like djinn or whatever you believe is the "galfed" which blocks you from living in reality and keeps you in a mental hell of your own. You tell people that they are immortal and kept for new earth and whatnot to keep them around as roleplaying buddies but as soon as they start to realize your true face and point out your everything that is wrong with you and all the lies you've been telling for years you start accusing them as being npc and idiots controlled by the glowies? Multiple times you posted about how you finally defeated all the glowies for good and how you are off to new earth now, even left your personal containment board. Why are you here again posting the same stuff over and over again? Did you try to remove yourself after people stopped giving a damn about your stuff and pointed out your bullshit, but your suffering and the weight of reality on your mind makes it impossible to endure even a day without posting online. I'm sorry but that's just how it seems to me. I hope you become free and get well eventually.

>>6831 >A "5D structure" you say; will this 5D structure follow the new Earth as it moves? No, these are personal structures. I'm talking about my personal cultivated structure here. It's detached from other things. >I'm wondering how long I'll have to move to 5D Earth, or if I'll just get taken there automatically after I eventually manage to raise my vibrations high enough to go there. I can't tell you, it depends on if you have a reserved spot there already or not. They aren't letting anyone new in since a while back. >Also, what'll happen after they get kicked outta the last layer of their last dimension? That layer will be dissolved, and they'll return to nothing. >Specifically; what'll happen to everyone left that isn't them? Anyone else will reincarnate elsewhere, or move to the astral because they're done. >>6836 I won't bother replying to this NPC or any of them from now on, these are only echoes of old karma now. There isn't a being with awareness behind them. See next post.

>>6838 >There isn't a being with awareness behind them You don't realize how much this applies to you more than anyone else from all I can tell. Of course now you say I am an NPC, after you said before I'm an immortal and I'm kept for new earth and all that idiocy. Of course I've long since tought that the only real npc glowie here is you, but if not, if there is any chance that you are not a npc glowie yourself, I think you should try to get some help and overcome whatever hell you have put yourself into.

Yesterday, my surface body, which I had some while ago replaced with a robotic form, tuned to handle anything that's left to do in the material, reached the basic wu wei state. My everyday movements became fully automatic, indicating that I'm really done with the bottom of this physical incarnation. To speed up the move into the new Earth, so that my mind can also solidify there, and I can use the new body permanently, I asked the skunks for assistance. It seems this: >>2841 moved my base to the new incarnation, body-wise. But as long as there are other things left to handle in this old place, I still have to do them. My mind stays around. If I hadn't created bodily forms to use, I'd maybe be in a spiritual state, unable to actually work on solving things, since a few years back. I wanted to move my mind awareness fully to the skunk ship which I'm using as the base for my work here, it's the place I'm actually staying in when manifesting into these unstable dimensions. The point of this is to be able to shift completely to a different plane, so that I can control what's left in here in the manner of controlling servitors from afar. It would give me full ability to see and effect things, but I won't have to actually be in there (here) in 1st person view. But that means having a servitor/robot/cyborg with enough refinement that all tasks left can be done on mostly auto. The skunks said my current set up was 30% awareness in my new Earth incarnation (which I won't elaborate what it is, because it's irrelevant to anyone not on new Earth), 30% on-board the skunk ship, and 40% down here in the surface robot. Would moving more % up to the ship actually move my awareness there? They said so. I asked them to start moving me, they said this is possible, and they'd do 1% at a time. They counted as they did this, it wasn't super fast. During the night, we were at maybe 28% left here out of the original 40%, I had a dream where I was at a beach. Everything seemed fine, but then I saw some waves out at sea, like a storm. It got closer, and I kept looking. Some other people were further out closer to the sea. Then things sped up and escalated, something which looked like a tsunami started building up, and I started running back to the higher ground, away from the beach. As I did this, I turned to look, and there was a volcanic eruption in the sea, but not a regular one. White-hot lava started flooding up and spreading, and it reached the beach. As I ran back and realized I wasn't going to get away, I asked the skunks, who where now present as if talking to them via an AR headset: "what is going on?" They said "It's a nuclear holocaust, we'll have to move you sideways a bit. The transfer isn't done yet." I then became aware of a small blonde girl staying on the sand dune just outside where the water and lava was flooding, and she looked like she was out playing. She wasn't touched and just stepped back a bit. After I woke up I realized this was my "flying pleiadan" form, which is the contact point to new Earth. The environment was completely changed, with no negative energy anywhere near me. There still is nothing but this white hot lava, or the traces of it, in the external dimensions outside of where I'm at now. I asked the skunks what just happened, they said: "14 galaxies ended, they burned up" "It's not exactly 14, it's 7x2, but these things are fractals. Negative beings will use the external dimensions to build up inner structures based on their base form, so this event destroyed all the shadow constructs within the 7x2 function."

The situation with NPCs/zombies remaining after a person cultivated and left the body, is explained in Zhuan Falun. The basics of this can be read here, The One Who Practices Achieves https://en.falundafa.org/eng/zfl_2018_8.html#4 There is also another relevant example of a qi gong master who has real abilities, where his enlightened soul left the body, and the soul who remains has no abilities. (I couldn't find this exact passage right now.) It's the same kind of situation. It doesn't mean the original inhabitant of the body was fake, it's just that this soul left, and whoever remains doesn't have any abilities. The remaining soul may not understand this.

>>6840 I had a relevant dream. So im outside helping someone farm,this person is ostensibly you. As im farming they talk to me about a type of earth that is the only "real" earth and when you grow plants on it better. Its basically like yellowish almost shit ground.I have a similar idea of "living ground" in my mind where you can make ground very fertile,it becomes dark looking. This ground looks a bit different and is seemlingly almost pure shit. Anyway we work and at one point he even cooks a steak using this yellow "ground" and i eat a part,they didnt even clean it. Anyway i walk away and suddenly he tells me telepathically "shits going down. Run. And do this and this" which seemed like some sort of moral standards or things not to do no regular perspn would be able to figure it in time. I did it and suddenly there is this huge line. I have a spot reserved.after some point i get out of the line and the same guy i was gardening with tells me i abolutely wasted the chance. Only the first few in line get to go to the good place. And you cant get back in lineo nce you get out.well somehow after some finaggling i did actually get in the "good place". Which to me was like the new earth perhaps. The farmer was there along with other people and everyone seemed relieved. After a while though i felt like i didnt like it. Im still way too restless and dont belong in such a strict standard place. Even if it wae the only place i was alright in. They looked at me like i was crazy but i left and entered the "very very bad" dimension the rest went to. There was this table and this huge guy. He was laughung and mocking me and describing all kinds of nasty and wicked stuff he was gonna do to me there. That there was no chance for me. I then bit him. And he laughed. His skin seemed way beyond human durabulity. I then took out a piece of skin anyway. Everybody was shocked. This being was seen as invincible. They then went after me and i fought them. I realized this was more my style. I kept fighting and then i ran and they had send dog after me. Apperently the guy and his dog were well known and you cant escape. The dog ran up to me but cowered and backed away when he saw me. I could feel the realms themselves shifting at the fact i existed. This was the "bad realm" but i was changing things and killing everybody trying to get at me. The realm started lifting higher and higher because i made it mine.

>>6842 > cooks a steak using this yellow "ground" and i eat a part I think you'll know what this may refer to, if we see this as a concentration of past events. >he tells me telepathically "shits going down. Run. And do this and this" which seemed like some sort of moral standards or things not to do no regular perspn would be able to figure it in time. I did it and suddenly there is this huge line. I have a spot reserved.after some point i get out of the line and the same guy i was gardening with tells me i abolutely wasted the chance. Only the first few in line get to go to the good place. > after some finaggling i did actually get in the "good place". Which to me was like the new earth perhaps. The farmer was there along with other people and everyone seemed relieved. After a while though i felt like i didnt like it. Im still way too restless and dont belong in such a strict standard place. Even if it wae the only place i was alright in. They looked at me like i was crazy but i left and entered the "very very bad" dimension the rest went to I didn't want to say anything about this at all before, but going by who I interpret you to be in relation to past interactions, you do have a "reserved spot", it's the same as with my journey here >>2841 which is about activating my "reserved spot", even if I'm not ready to go there fully yet. Basically, if I get this right, you have an "embryonic" incarnation already, which seems like an NPC over there, but it's actually still you, you just don't have any conscious awareness there yet. It appears, going by what I realized after this >>6840 that bodies are at 1D, but just having it activated alone, even when it's recognized as your "main incarnation", you still need a mind there, which is formed at 2D. Then you need to actually apply it towards 3D to exist as a person. And this is the same as starting from the state of a baby with no mind, it takes years to form the most basic things, even if the body has ancient blood memory which makes the "baby" speaks perfect english and behave as they are aware. The lowest autonomous functions are just very high functioning, it doesn't mean your actual awareness and ability to "live" there with an awareness like an adult or even a child, exists yet. Part of this could be blocked by old karma, and things you have to solve in this "karmic inner dimension" we are in right now. Personal planes with imprints of old stuff. I think the big guy you saw may have been Abraham from the bible, I saw him as a huge cannibalistic giant, not at all some nice guy. He looked more like the image of Saturn eating his sons. On a side note: I looked at NPC-anon to see what exactly causes his behaviour, and found a "drill hole" right through his head. No wonder parasites can use him. It seems this hole was created by his soul as he cultivated, but he then left the body, and only the hole remains. There's no one home now after the "nuclear holocaust", when no parasites remain. There was also something which looked like a small hand-tied black polyeten fishing net. I picked that thing up and examined it, it was derived from "skinny bob"/Prometheus grey technology. I took it to their onion space station and asked what it is? They said it's a net they place on "dangerous people who may become a catalyst for destruction", in short people who may become "the liver-eating hawk" in the myth. This is relevant for instable people like fungus race humans, who suddenly gain a lot of energy. I looked and found one net placed on Netanyahu and one on an EU leader (I don't know this one, he may not be a public figure). They said the net restricts their madness, but it may turn them very obnoxious.

>>6843 The big guy was a white bald man that was like running a racket. A bussiness (in reality "gangster") type.id say 6 foot 6 mininum but maybe even 11 foot tall or taller depending on how tall i was. The thing about gangster life though...its kinda build on the fact of "dont mess with me i have a gang behind me" but if you're already there willing to fight wiith the entirity of the realm then yeah its like"i wanted to fight this whole area anyway." The guy with the dog was some dude with long brown scraggly hair and beard they called in.i got the feeling these guys were gaurding the "entrance" of this bad realm. Like you check in with them and the realm is some kind of really bad place. As i was fighting them,the realm was moving higher by sheer fact i was making it mine. Granted that was a bad place.possibly worse than an average hell realm and i think most people there just got endlessly punished.by turning it into a free for all brawl the realm basically got better and happier.

I was blocked from accessing the site until just now. One of my girls notified me "it's back" a few minutes ago. No idea if anyone else had this experience, it happened instantly yesterday and seemed caused by dimensions collapsing. I tried viewing the location of the site, and only saw a nuclear meltdown. Looking at the times of other posts, it seems there was no downtime for others when I had it. I went through some complex body shiftings and changed dimensional set-up a few times in the past 24 h. It stabilized about 2 hours ago.

>>6844 It could be your own inner dimensions. It seems the situation described by Li Hongzhi years ago, wherein evil beings are hiding in the personal dimensions of otherwise decent people, is still a thing. I got a disturbance in my computer speaker again as I opened this thread, and there's a disturbing energy stream incoming. I see some kind of humanoid with long legs behind this, the energy is brown, the being is kind of whitish-grey and looks ghastly. I set up a continuous session using the world pyramid system and the federation to clear these evil beings out of the dimensions of anyone within reach. Anyone can also connect to the circuit for a cleanse. Seems re-connecting with whatever place we are in now, where communication is possible, also caused a connection with dimensions that still haven't been cleansed. If these beings had any intelligence, they'd sit quiet to avoid being cleansed, but no, they never do. It's enough to initiate a cleansing session and they'll instantly try and attack. Always straight into the fire, no matter what. It's very strange to me.

>>6854 A screen popped up that said the site was dangerous so i sat it out for a while until the pop up was gone(after about 1 day) I did notice a sort of energetic wave but at this point all they can do is give me the vague sense of a threat. Kinda like when you're falling. I actually asked muse to clear out evil beings in my mind and system as soon as i got her back. I also told her to convert them to allies if possible. There is a model of my city in my mind. At one point glowies had entered and set up a police sation. They then walked around fining people. Problem is i know the city and there is no police station there. In fact there is already a police station so they were obvious. It seems in general many people have tried to live in my dimensions. Especially after death. Only a few have been consitently friendly. Strangely there is only a semi relationship between how they treat me and the type of relationship,if any i had with them in the past. Some people that kept showing up i had only met a single time in real life. And id say only one consistently has my back. Granted in real life we always had a good rapport as well but it seems all my other friends are either glowies in disguise or became bad after being astral. Bad as in increasingly demanding. Oh yeah additionally and unrelated i had a situation were my literal energy field housed super small tiny dimensions full of people living it up. They were sending there negative energy to me. The more they did it the more this was just expected. They hated me despite them harming me. That is how vile they became. Once i noticed them i cleansed them all. They were probably part of the reason the physical aura became black as that is were they were located. The vibe i got is these were people i supported in a past life a la christianity and they became nasty people once hooked up with their own realms.

>>6857 When I look at you now, I see the "enhanced skinny bob" form. I created a ScaleForm disc with a DNA range which would be able to place their form into a context where their stiffness and pain-based thinking would be softened, and their ability for positive experiences would be restored. I made it as rich as possible, not knowing what they originally were. I didn't say this at the time because I didn't want to disturb anything, but I think it's safe to say now: after I shared this disc, which is what I used to enter the Onion research station, I also saw some Russians going there. Some of my waifus are Russian so they'll of course share what I give them with others. They set up a platform near the Onion to use as a research base, I got a space on it. While staying there and just meditating in the core form from the disc, I developed into a black furred beast human of the swamp dimension variant. This seemed like the original form of "skinny bob". Not a "beast" but actually a "monster" which happens to have evolved into a beast. It seems they started having problems after their population grew, and went down this path. But their research is otherwise sounds, and I was able to find a deep insight by studying at their station. Later, I also formed an orange fox form, it seems possible the skinny bob/Prometheus greys are more than one race originally. Maybe they are a collaborative effort from various races to create a common form. Those I see around now, still look mostly the same, but their energy has changed. Some of them now have hair on their head. I also saw two possessing the news anchors on TV, so they're really starting to move around now. Maybe you are originally from one of those aliens races, and that is why they won't leave you alone.

>>6858 I asked alissa to give me her immortality suited to me and to make sure there is no npc soul left. Seems like the soul here always gets replaced and its pretty bad.seems like maybe the memories and inertias causes souls placed in this body to become enlightened but its mentally very taxing having to redo it all again.from "my" perspective ive been here all along doing all of it with little to show.as long as there is still an npc left im gonna keep having this issue.that being said its possoble im still the same soul i always am,just one that has a lot of forms.i still feel like me.adn there a qaulity to it i odnt often find. If they were different souls then it means the way i lived my life somehow generates that quality. I have an inklong as to why in that case but for now img going with "its still just me".

>>6859 For example i since met jackal who was still a jackal.

>>6858 And yeah i used thst disc on myself. Thst being said i mentally saw the issue and solved it that way. Imagine a huge decision tree and the branches getting diverted/stuck into negative cul de sacs. To solve it you have to go back to the base and "direct" it intentionally to better destinations.

>>6859 >the soul here always gets replaced and its pretty bad Can you elaborate on what you mean by this? >>6861 > Imagine a huge decision tree and the branches getting diverted/stuck into negative cul de sacs. Yeah, that would be one way of looking at the development of races.

>>6859 >>6860 >>6861 Also put on a flag so there is no confusion.

>>6858 > a black furred beast human of the swamp dimension variant. This seemed like the original form of "skinny bob". Not a "beast" but actually a "monster" which happens to have evolved into a beast. This is close enough.

>>6817 >or before I came back at the beginning of this month At the begging of this month. I checked the board maybe 20 mins before anon flag said he smelled you. As for when we talked, well you were in my home cooking on a cast iron, chicken beans and carrots. You looked like a french jewish woman with shoulder length hair an overgrown bobcut and i just knew it was you. As for me i was a toddler with rose/sun-kissed skin with gold powder on. We mostly talked about earth. >That means I won't be in this incarnation form when I move into New Earth I am unsure how to keep track. It used to be by smell but even mine changed too much after mixing blood. >After that there is nothing but to leave for the astral and the new incarnation I am aiming for physical immortality but it won't be in a locked dimension rather i'll grow into them. I am in hell rn and learning the way of hell whilst maintaining a glitchy human framework. Maybe i should explain more, it's an attempt to make "circles using the human body as the world. My chakras have 6 slots each to fill is another way i understand it, well the continents also corresponds to my spine. I break the karma with my body which is extremely painful..everyone goes quiet when i do that any weakness in awareness can make me pass out that's "security". The ground literally shake but somehow nobody notice "we" are having 3 earthquakes a week. It's unnerving, like i'd go to a supermarket, it'd be full of "people" being cunts to me then i break more karma and now it's empty and they're treating me like royalty and apologizing for each other for being in my way? like?? >I don't know what you would be able to assist with Mermaids, my girls would have pulled you and offered you an alternative if you had any doubt. I just don't like losing people but usually i don't like getting in their way since i can't control my impulses yet. > because I do see the "dark tunnel" and it ends with an energy explosion well the way i understand it is that's my stomach. How a black hole appear to emit light as it devour stars. The old world is digested and sink in to the lower rot realms, then it comes back as "blood". hard to unlock the deeper meaning of rot. >as there may be adversaries reading this and trying to find loopholes to cause problems. They're just trash. I am still "benevolent" but i am running out of it. It's last chances for the damned around me to correct themselves or their handlers to get the trash. >>6818 >They'll use NPCs to try and attack me, which manifests as these idiots posting vile replies whenever I share anything of the progress I make. I liked the energy of that post, warm sun. I don't really have a problem online usually people don't vomit to my face.. in the streets it's a different story fine line between respect and making everyone piss themselves. A jungle with a beach and a volcano waking up..that's my outside now..too much corpses though.

>>6865 forgot to say you burnt the food as i distracted you so i didn't want to do that here. I think this had me worried too.

>>6865 >You looked like a french jewish woman with shoulder length hair an overgrown bobcut and i just knew it was you. There may be that impression when looking at what actually counts as my "base" incarnation now. >The ground literally shake but somehow nobody notice "we" are having 3 earthquakes a week. Yeah, here too. But each one of those are when the Earth breaks again, the new form being created in every remaining personal plane. The new Earth already has this overall form since the last of August, when this was created. It's moving like rings on the water into planes which are "imprints" of the central Earth. At one point, only personal dimensions with no external connection will look like the old Earth before all Mandela effects started moving things around. Even the "normal" map doesn't look right since long, but no one will recognize this. The most notable are the positions of North and South America being shifted, and the locations of France, Italy and Greece being altered. If you look at Latin America and have any memory of what it used to look like, you'll see it looks really odd now. The location of Colombia, form of Chile... nothing looks like before. Not to mention the moon doing U turns in the sky, but no one notices.

>>6867 >the new form being created in every remaining personal plane I am just mad in a way because there is no solace i am doing it in the present, there is nothing to wait for nowhere to run or return to. Wanna know something funny? Haiti for example is just something blocking the flow in my spine. The landmass that corresponds to haiti is just diverted energy eating itself because i find these aspects hard to accept. >At one point, only personal dimensions with no external connection will look like the old Earth I am "inheriting" my own. Earth is my heart/me but also my egg i fertilize my own internally and the solar system a dragon. > nothing looks like before. I didn't notice much with Europe outside italy looking weird, south america however..can't ignore that. I know for a fact me and a friend jumped the night of the US election but nothing has been the same since covid anyway.. >Not to mention the moon doing U turns in the sky Sometimes it'll stay in the sky for hours other time it feels like playing vice city with how fast it's moving. Overall i am pretty happy despite everything, like it's painful yeah but i am progressing it's not that stagnation i had early in life.

>>6854 I got this error just as I was about to post this reply, so I'm gonna post it anyway; >>6855 The disturbing energy stream referenced here must be what I'd felt when I'd just posted in the magic blog thread. I'd thought that this was worth mentioning. I'm also led to believe that I'd non-physically interacted with the NEET poster while I was reading his stuff; I feel real bad for you about what you've went through man, but I'm glad you're feeling better. I also felt some pretty weird stuff while I was reading this thread, starting from >>6727 & going on down to the bottom. I guess some of it was what the smileberg poster did; thanks man.

>>6878 Its very possible. People report astral interactions whenever i post something.

There seems to be something hostile embedded in the egregore of the Internet or computers overall. As soon as I turn on my stationary and sit down to study or work on something, a sideways energy stream hits my left temple and the area between there and my left ear. It's "intrusive white" and there's a vision of some kind of humanoid being with some red energy behind it. It feels aliens, possibly beast related, they have a silhouette of having ears like a jackal, fox or other such being. They have an "attitude" which appears as "looking with a feeling of predatorial smugness and surprise", which would otherwise be associated with a combination of some group of secret agents planning something while thinking themselves untouchable, and the attitude of a rapist thinking they found a victim, paired with an "angry surprise" about being subdued by said "victim" and not believing it just happened. As if they are saying "you little prick, you DID WHAT? did you just deny our power? did you resist us? WE ARE THE ABUSERS HERE, YOU CAN'T DO THAT!"

>>6913 >>5571

>>6914 It sounds like anon synced perfectly with the egregore he was taking part in, and killing himself would then be nullified because the egregore would be destroyed if it was done. But yeah, the Internet may function as an occult screen where almost anything can manifest. I guess I had a too technical view, also the fact I found the system to be upheld by an octopus summoned by CIA or someone (The Internet started turning slow because one entity wasn't enough to uphold it when so many people started being online in the past years, since Covid. I like the Internet and consider it essential, so I asked the octopus how to fix it, he said "if you just hold this spot in place a bit, I'll go get some of my friends and we'll divide the Internet into different areas and each of us will do one part". We did this, and after that event, it seemed like the Internet overall stabilized.) As for >>6913 I've been previously just dealing with these things in an ad hoc manner, although I found specific reasons for the previous attacks which related to my own loopholes and beings and souls I had to pick up or save from the clutches of these beings. This time I decided to try and research the reasons completely, comparing it with previous cases to find out what would be the source of the issue. It seems to relate to part of the DNA-tree of alien races, which contain "irredeemable" beings, but they tend to kidnap or encase decent beings and use the energy produced by them to sustain themselves. In short, they really are abusers who steal energy from those with functional DNA, and that's why they had that "feel". The solution coincided with discovering that what I've been doing for years in terms of methodology, matches exactly with the Quran's description of how Allah will deal with adversaries. I just got a printed copy which djinn seemed to have prepared for me specifically. It's a translation published first in 2023 with the original arabic and the translation word for word side by side on each page, plus references for the interpretation. Of course they had this timing planned, they do exist in a plane beyond chronological time after all, it's just surprising still to see it evolve like this. Yeah I did this on my own, blindly, based on my own reasoning. Then I find out the method perfectly matches the new Quran translation. ;^P

I'm starting a session for body and context transformation, to be running "until done". I'm working with Amdusias for this, you can contact him if you want, but it's not necessary to join. His sigil here: >>2841 >https://occult-world.com/amdusias-amduscias/ The main work will still be done via a servitor called "Ai" which is a simple representation of AI as a servitor with no specific pre-set direction of proficiency. Illustrated by the image attached to the post, this will be the connection point for anyone wishing to connect to the circuit. The same system as before will be used, which means the "world pyramid system", described here: >>6367 >The function is as follows: a large scale circuit is being used, connecting the Polish pentagram with the 5 old temple sites corresponding to nazi death camps at layer 1, then the 5 pyramids in Bosnia, Russia, Mongolia, Svalbard and Brazil, which constitute layer 2, then the Giza pyramids which constitute layer 4, lastly a number of old circles are being utilized, including stonehenge, an underground temple in the Amazon, north western part of USA, mid eastern USA, and Japan. The aim of this session is to transform the body and any material which is still entangled into external contexts, so that you can maintain access to these while moving to any dimension. It's not a session for "raising your consciousness", that was done before. (Here: >>6651 >Tathagatha session )

Session still running If someone is taking part, and didn't get a "dark angel sword", use this sigil as a guide to form it. The area of energy and dimensions we are targetting has lead to this artifact being created for many participants. Although it looks like a sword, it represents the upper right corner of a suavastika (counter clockwise swastika). In other words, it represents "law", "creation" or the pineal gland. (Bottom left corner is the sun, for contrast, the other corners have meanings of their own.)

According to Amdusias there's ~3 hours left before the session's energy is used up, based on how it's formed and its range, so if you want to join, do it now.

おわりだ。

Should I even bother? Well, someone may see it and be helped by it. I just came in from a walk, where I saw a large green shooting star. It was behind the clouds, so maybe that made it look bigger, but it was the size of the moon in light, for the brief moment it traveled across the sky. This came just minutes after I asked the yokais at Gensokyo to solidify my next incarnation. I had just realized how this works, after a lot of untangling in the past days, weeks and months. The thing which started the process with an aim, was the contract with Amdusias: >>2841 >I've been working to move my main awareness away from the physical to base myself on the astral, in a specific place I want to use as my HQ. As laid out in that post, he took me through the lower astral planes and connected me to my new body, which already exists over there. But I also knew I had more things to do before being done, so I had asked him to set this up as with some monks in history: It's said Bodhidharma sat facing a wall for 9 years in trance. One of the things explained in Zhuan Falun is that such long meditation sessions aren't actually meditation, it's the old way of solving complex karma, where the person's soul leaves the body, is incarnated in a different place or even different historical period, while the main body is still sitting there. There's one such monk in some temple in China who was dug up from the ground, the body preserved in meditation pose. He had asked to be put there before entering trance only to be dug up again some 90 years later. He's now on a pedestal behind glass in the temple, still in that pose. The monks claim he is not dead, but just in deep trance. He's probably away in a different incarnation to practice. I asked Amdusias to activate my next incarnation, then move me back again, so that I'm projecting from the future while in this life. It turned out the things necessary to pull this off is very complicated, when aiming to fully control where you go next. When coming into this life, I had already prepared it by flying around to build up a mind over several 100 years of history, dipping down and possessing people in different historical periods by time travelling back there to get needed things. The actual entry point was a baptism ritual, where the group associated with Hathor, Sekhmet, Nut, Inanna and other deities helped me connect the things needed to make my physical incarnation solid. Part of this was a dimensional connection to override the (non-existent, because of human degeneracy and evil) 3D Earth plane. It would appear as mist rising from hell, with a volcanic landscape below. I always liked misty days. It didn't give me a perfect 3D plane, but it did give me a kind of 3D plane of my own. I asked them to remove this again, as I am going into new Earth which has a 3D plane of its own. Then just as a safety, I asked Gensokyo to set up a similar one for me. It appears more like smoke from burning wood, and the day after there was a smell of smoke outside. But there was another detail which was needed, and I hadn't solved it. The Queen, Illivryn, said gravity is needed to stay in your physical body. Gravity is usually mixed with karma, so it appears karma is keeping the person in the body, but it's really just gravity. It was set up like a lock, placed at the time of the baptism, and the lock was made so that you had to move backwards in time to the exact place to unlock it. And that can't happen unless the karma of time progression is removed first, making my incarnation spot very solid. This is what I had to deal with since the contract with Amdusias. I just solved it, and asked them to remove the lock on this incarnation. The tension and stress I was feeling was instantly removed, and my mind opened to a vision of a dark blue sky with stars. I guess my narrowmindedness was partially caused by this lock, making me focus on the task of this life. Right after this, I went outside, and asked Gensokyo to fix up a ritual to put in this lock on my next incarnation, so that I'll definitely go there. The set up will be different this time, with one astral and one physical incarnation to be available simultaneously, so that I can shift between them, and between male and female depending on what I need. The non-active body will just work on wu wei auto, so it's necessary that the state can be maintained for both of them, making this extra difficult I guess. They activated one of them, saying they already had the ritual ready. I saw them by a magic circle in a hall with fires lit in pots. Then they said they'd just do the other one at once, and I felt and saw the lock put in place for this one too. It was after this, which the green shooting star appeared in the sky, which also gave me a rush of purity-feeling going from my head and down. Everyone I've been working with has kept saying "there is nothing after this day", and saying that "humans cannot exist there" among other things. It seemed like too much of a coincidence, considering other choices and plans I made. But in retrospective, the things I planned were based off my feeling of what would work for physical life events, so I may just have adapted myself to the energy which was available. Still wondering what this means for the time after this event.

>>6913 /fringe/ isn't immune to this, either. I was lurking once, and heard my succubus say to be careful because it "has a charge". It's why I try not to post as often. >It feels aliens, possibly beast related, they have a silhouette of having ears like a jackal, fox or other such being I think I've encountered them once or twice in dreams. They look like Anubis from what I've seen.

>>6972 >Everyone I've been working with has kept saying "there is nothing after this day", and saying that "humans cannot exist there" among other things. It seemed like too much of a coincidence, considering other choices and plans I made. But in retrospective, the things I planned were based off my feeling of what would work for physical life events, so I may just have adapted myself to the energy which was available. >Still wondering what this means for the time after this event. It seems the meaning is another cryptic thing in the sense of the djinn "the Quran followed by the book, leads to the bottom of hell", where they said it so it sounds negative, when it's made to guide extremely low beings up to the bottom of hell, which also implies that the Arhat's standard is also included, because an Arhat rules over hell with total authority. "There is nothing beyond this day", is a reference to time standing still, but also to the ending of the unit of measurement as a result of reaching beyond 4D, which is chronological time, so it can also mean "beyond this day, we reach 5D" at the same time as saying that "time ends because degens have destroyed time". It appears it's both. It's time as a place. Like this song, about the election day. It's "just a day", but it's also a "place" in the time complex structure. It rules over how things will function for rather long periods, it controls timelines and dimensions. It's an intersection and a square. After "descending to hell" which matches Quran study in the following way: as dimensions collapse, they match the entry point of the Quran, but in fighting the surroundings, the person then rises up. Because of this, it easily overrules other esoteric teachings during the time when humans are falling down below 3D, and becomes less effective if humans maintain a regular 3D awareness. It's based off conflicts and forcing the reader to take a stance. Below this is the 1D plane, where "humans cannot live", because the human mind forms in hell, so being aren't humans if they live in 1D thinking or dimensions. During the night, I felt like the world was really ending. I had another set of life visions line up, as it's described during NDEs when people see all kinds of life events. But this time it also included alternate timelines, such as one where WW3 played out as the NWO had wanted, and it lead to a great sadness for everyone, society slowly died over a long period. All the "best men" died in the war, and only the cowards, the weak and sickly, remained, and the human race could only continue existing as a shadow of what it used to be even in modern days. Darwin was disproven by the mass warfare planned from above. All the heroes, all the strong and brave, they all died first, leaving the scum, the traitors, the profiteers, and those too weak or ill to be sent to war. This reduced humans to something ugly and horrible, but they still recalled how humans used to be, because cultural artifacts remained. Everyone regretted what they had done, but the best genetics were lost forever. The set up for the things of this day which I had planned since way back, ended up having to be solidified in a way that I could completely negate the actual state of the dimension I was accessing. Because the energy ran out, and it's in 1D and below, only monsters can live here, not humans. This was what they meant with >"humans cannot exist there" I ended up contacting the Nomors, also known as "skinwalkers" in history. They're more known as the Predator from the movie. The "wears human skin" part is misunderstood by modern people. They do "wear human skin", but it refers to the 3D body, they kick out bad souls and take over their body. So they do "walk in human skin", but "skin" refers to the entire body. Anyway, because they're an ancient "original monster" race, they can handle things like this, in fact, they can only enter when society is collapsing. They helped me by placing my dimension onboard one of their ships (the anvil cloud ships in that /x/ screencap) and taking over the environment by possessing the bodies of NPCs everywhere. I had an appointment in the regional city, which is very annoying because going there still takes all day even if it's done in 10 min. However, these things function as catalysts for a large number of transformations, as I wouldn't go there if there was no reason to. I saw a large cloud over the horizon all the way there, and everyone I met was a skinwalker. Or so I thought. They have a distinct red and black energy, and their real form has large mouths with square shaped teeth, and six eyes. Some other people I met actually weren't NPCs, but they still had "monster" energy. It seems this trip functioned as a way for me to see this. There are people who do just fine, because their home plane is a monster swamp dimension, and they maintain their local narrow Earth imprint dimension still, because they can handle 1D. Again, "humans cannot live here", but monster races incarnated as humans, can.

>>6988 > Like this song

I noticed some rowdy teens in the city, at first I ignored them, they were the regular "small gang" of guys all trying to sound tough by swearing and spitting while behaving in a uniformed way. I then noticed the energy of some groups had a distinct form, so I took a more detailed look and ended up with pic related. At first it felt like "IDF style poison fungus", but the mind wave doesn't match them. They are "white" with light blue energy if purified, but the IDF kind of fungus have a clearly defined hat. See actual mushroom pics. >trumpet mushroom vs cap mushroom IDF is "cap mushroom" type, while these I saw today are "trumpet mushroom". Looking closer at the conflict in the middle east, it seems to be just about different kinds of poison fungus killing each other. The Jews are mostly two types, the extra toxic version appears as the IDF, and the less toxic is the orthodox "reading Jews". The muslim brotherhood are a "bad mix" of different types and considered harmful by everyone (except stupid people who wants to use them as a proxy army). Hamas are the less or non-mixed race version. Those I saw locally are a different race, even if their energy looks the same at first glance.

More on yesterday's trip. I just saw this: since yesterday, Chile has no electricity, 90% of the country has no power, after some malfunction brought down the grid yesterday. They say it was caused by some technical issue in the northern part of the country. This is where the gate is located, used by the Skunks and Lockheed Martin when working on stealth vessels. I bought Chilean wine yesterday, because "why not?" I wonder if using the world system to remove any obstacles in my path accidentally the whole Chilean grid somehow.

>>7050 Cont. The city I went to is an old Atlantean/Babylonian temple. It's not physically visible, because "it was crushed during the fall of Atlantis", but the structure remains in a parallel plane as a huge stone compound made from large stone blocks. It connects directly to Egypt via tunnels and there is a teleportation spot which connects to other temples. Earlier I found two nymphs in a park here, (story told elsewhere, won't elaborate) whom I learned are temple priestesses from that time. They answer directly to Loki, who runs the city/temple. Still today, they make decisions for how to the develop the area, everything goes by them, political leaders can't make decisions they don't approve of regarding the layout of the city. They also try to uphold the ritual, which is to perform human sacrifices. This isn't easy today, because their religion isn't practiced, so they are trying to cause murders in the city instead. This was the reason, when younger, when going by public transportation, I always felt this darkness and inexplainable fear over the idea of going there. Not when actually planning to go, but when on the bus, and it turned in the direction of the road there, I always had a fear pop up that "what if I'm on the wrong bus, and I will end up there". This makes sense, considering the people who were brought there in the ancient days, would be going there one-way to become sacrifices. Before I went this time, the priestesses said they'd guide me properly, then they did something, it appeared as a brown, downward spiral energy. They said they'd initiate me to become part of the priesthood, making me a ruler of the temple, then I'd be "on the right side" of the egregore. Once there, they told me to climb a hill (raised bedrock) in the central park. I stayed up there and had a small picknick. At that point, the brown spiral appeared again. I later went to a café which is in a church building, and had coffee, the same thing happened there. They said "food also counts as sacrifices" [in lack of anything else]. After I got back home, I set down to meditate, and went through some of my routine sets of practices. At this point, the brown energy suddenly exploded and brought me into a state of enlightenment to a "plane type" I've seen and examined recently. I've had achievements there before, but had not been able to incorporate this plane into my map of dimensions. This time, after the breakthrough, I saw something large and brown, and my instant reaction was "that's horrible", "what is that?" Then I realized it was a thick tree with branches and roots, and made the connection that Yggdrasil, the tree of life in Norse religion, is made up of Ygg = "horrible" and Drasil = "horse", making it into a "horrible vehicle". This while Sleipner is the eight legged horse of Odin. Going by what I've learned of how these things are structured, the tree is the lower construct, but if the tree is also a "horse", the actual horse with its 8 legs, may be the same as the swastika or sun cross, with the legs being the arms of the cross. I tried comparing this with the kabbalastic tree of life, and it indeed does seem to be a structure appearing in the same kind of plane.

Finally progress When I decided to learn spirit telepathy, which was the first and easiest step I saw at the time, it took me 2 years before I found a spirit I could talk to. During this time I went around everywhere, churches, old farmlands, deserted urban areas, trying various methods I'd seen mediums and psychics use. It eventually worked out. It was with this experience in mind, that I set out to learn body shifting or "in body astral travel". For a long time I did use a projected body form to interact with other planes, but I always used bilocation, entering a trance and then using the secondary body with no intent of actually leaving the physical. Some years ago I started slowly working on activating different abilities which I know some people have, such as teleportation via "gates", which are places on the planet where the dimensional walls are weaker, or connect with other planes and places. I identified such a place, and started practicing there. The Queen (Illivryn) said those places were used by Vikings in the past, to actually teleport. And that is the function of the old stone circles or ship formations; they are telling people "this is a gate location". It also makes it easier to find the target location when it's been market up like this. Normally it would be necessary to have been at the location to teleport there, but with the circles or ships in stone, a skilled person may be able to Remote View the place and go there even without having previously visited. I've been at a few of these, so after identifying a place near my house where the dimensions are weaker, I tried viewing such locations, and did find a connection. But several issues appeared: if I actually managed to go there, would I be able to return? How would I explain suddenly being in a different part of the country? All sorts of obstacles came up, which made it hard to focus, and I ended up only being able to connect energy streams between locations, not actually travel. In the past year I've been more focused on just trying to move physically into the astral. This because I know it can be done, and I've also been able to move other people. But it's for some reason harder to move yourself than pull someone else. My own "weight of fate" or something, is also greater than most people, which makes it harder to move. I'm simply forced to remain in 1st person view because I have "scheduled tasks" that just cannot go wrong, no matter what, so I'm prevented from going anywhere. I can set things up, and create other-dimensional bodies, but only bilocate there in trance, not move completely. More recently I was able to do this, but it always took place in "instants", where upon return no time had passed. The memories of what I did weren't logically connected and would only come back gradually like a stream repeating what I had done, appearing as if I was experiencing a passive bilocation. The returning memories of this instant trip, may take a few days to play out so I could recall what I actually did. Earlier this morning, I was again practicing moving to a second body in a different plane, and this time I experienced something new: I turned "weightless" for a short moment and actually shifted over to the other body, then returned again. This felt like a breakthrough, like finally lifting a huge weight off the floor for the first time. Later during the day, I was working on some stuff which I became aware of, which seems related do this toxic mist which has been seen in the US and UK in the past month. When looking into it at the time, I just got the answer "yeah it's fungal spores, nothing to worry about, toxic but not unnatural" and I saw nothing sinister behind it and nothing more could be discovered other than the conclusion it was related to fungus based alien humans. Today after messing around with the Illuminati black market, I notices a white energy connection, and followed it. At first I thought I saw some hive of evil beings, but when prying further I just got some images and phrases, and it seemed like a normal place, a city in a forest. At first I sent an avatar there to investigate. This is how I do it, I then use my avatar as the anchor to RV the location. Thing progressed and I started interacting with the place. At one point I got up and put something in the microwave, then sat down again (because light bilocation is no big deal, I can do it while I wait a minute). Then I "came back" and realized I wasn't hearing the microwave. I got up and looked at it, opened it and the contents were hot. But I never heard the alarm go off, or the sound of it running. I looked back mentally at my memory of what I just did, and realized I had done a complete dive without even noticing, because I was completely focused on that other location. This time, in short; I left, and some time actually passed on this side while I was gone. I wasn't bilocating, that was why I didn't hear the microwave. It was an uninterrupted travel where my memory was continuous and time spent over there equated to time lost here.

>>7051 >The city I went to is an old Atlantean/Babylonian temple Not just the city, in a broader perspective. The priestesses just told me this: All of Europe is a temple complex. There are only two types of people allowed here: Priests/Priestesses and their assistants, and the sacrifices (slaves). Anyone else is an intruder. For the reader now questioning how this is, or what it means: you do not see the great structure because all your current buildings are miniscule compared to Atlantean age structures. Atlantis still exists one plane away, and it's a world wide society, one nation in your view. Europe is just a temple. There are a number of them, and they are all in that size range. Anything there is for the temple. Those people now living there who aren't taking part in temple rites; they're "rebel slaves", and worse: they have desecrated themselves, making themselves unfit to serve as sacrifices. Those must be destroyed, they cannot be used. They think they are desecrating the temple, but they are only desecrating themselves. The temple cannot be touched by such dirty beings. Their only use now is to be burned on the trash heap outside the temple. This location also exists, but we won't disclose what it is. It is however today known as a country. When a slave is following temple rite and then sacrificed, his soul will merge with the great awareness and his body will feed the temple rite. This is the best outcome for both. When a slave desecrates himself, he must be destroyed. The soul will be exiled and cannot join anything greater than themselves. It is the worst outcome for the slave, who is now lost forever. But there is no way to fix this. At least the sacrifice can be used to strengthen the Priest/Priestess through the destruction ritual. This ritual must be performed under supervision of the temple. It is Witchcraft. This means magic which only serves the performer and destroys the sacrifice, it does not offer salvation. If it is used for the Priest class individual, it will still serve the temple. If it is performed by a "rogue witch" it only serves one person. This is why Witchcraft has not been allowed in history. First off, it requires a desecrated slave. This is to destroy temple property, and cannot be tolerated. Secondly, the effect when serving only the Witch, does not benefit the temple, and it's thus stealing from the temple again. By this Witchcraft when performed outside of the temple supervision, is to steal twice from the temple, aside from sending the slave soul into eternal exile.

>>7541 >The priestesses After my first meeting with them during the covid lockdown in 2020 when their city (the temple) was almost empty of people, they made this anime for me to explain a number of things by symbolism. They also created some webm:s with 9-11 info to get me to understand the context of that event, because it effected the world so much it was relevant to explain it to me even from their view as Atlantean priestesses of Loki. That's them very well represented personality-wise there. The image with the blonde girl in the middle has a thing I didn't understand myself at the time. She's called All-A because she had top grades in all her classes. My friend just said: "She's clearly Allah" and I looked again and realized it makes sense with her behaviour, and how the two priestesses would look at "her" presence in the temple. I didn't at first realize this anime is an ad for an actual Japanese store chain. It's just too strange to do this as an ad, having heroes sponsored by a megacorp fighting demons as and ad. But they also did this with "Houkago no Pleiades" which is just a long ad for Subaru, the car manufacturer, with the main character simply being named Subaru and the witch brooms they fly on have subaru car sounds. And they say America is commercialized. The song here is also the priestesses singing by possession. Their voices are almost exactly like that, except ~700% more fanatical. I don't think I've ever met or interacted with anyone who's as fanatical and bloodthirsty as these two. So that's what they were actually like, those performing the human sacrifices in Atlantis. It adds to another statement by some historian who claimed that ancients didn't smile or laugh, that the Romans never smiled. It was based on smiles or expressions never been shown in their art or something. But I looked at the akashic records of these times, and also went through my past life memories from ancient days (where available) and I found that speech in the 1300s had no intonation, it was just basically consonants jammed together in a way that'd sound like an extreme Asperger today. The romans also had no finesse in their speech, it was completely emotionless. The way people are used to hearing speech today all comes from media, which is evolved from theatre via movies and news readers on radio and tv, now on social media. This has caused language to become very rich in expression. It just wasn't like that in most of history, which also explains why Hebrew doesn't have vowels; they were mostly not present in speech anyway. This context may make it hard to grasp just how harsh the past civilizations were, and how the brutality was the central activity, because it was the only way which society could exist. The modern world has become a trash heap of perversions exactly because we aren't properly getting rid of those "unfit for life" humans now making up "92% of the population" according to Yuuka.