I couldn't sleep this past week. So I have begun meditating instead. I was able to nap this afternoon, but spent all night deep in trance. I do not know if I am approaching truth, but I put in the work, and definitely have a changed perspective.

Was thinking that maybe it's time to make a serious blog thread with some baseline rules to keep it really as a blog and create an adjacent "blog commentary" thread, to keep the usual 200+ post long discussions separated. Blog commentary or Discussion general. That was my idea, but then I realized, I don't know what should be the base rules for the "serious blog thread". And I didn't want to be too strict about it either to not scare new posters away with "elitism", so I kept the thread as it was previously. Maybe blog #5 will have some guidelines, so people with their singular posts won't get lost in the long reply-chains. I didn't mean to discourage people from posting in this thread with this post by the way. Anyone should carry on and post their stories as usual. This was just an idea how we should improve it in the future, especially if the amount of /fringe/ posters increase. Keep calm and blog on everyone. We will figure out a nice solution for blog #5. >>8270 Good job anon. Meditating when insomnia hits is always a wise choice.

Archive of thread #2: https://archive.ph/9665v Archive of thread #3: https://archive.ph/2vKWi

Yo ima be real wit you, dis enlightenment shits fucking cool and all, but that fasting shit got me irritable as a motherfucker. So i busted a move I mean I aint proud but like I'll punk a nigger when i needs to yo. Anyway my belly fuller than the Buddhas right now dog, and im finna smoke a blunt and pass the fuck out. Deuces niggers. Im outtie five thousand

>>8265 >>8266 Cont. It appears the things the Satan's Angel wanted to interveave with the future were pretty large. All three of the reformers, Luther, Calvin and Zwingli, had such a strong hate for life that they would normally be damned forever, but their deep knowledge of religious texts made them mostly attack bad things. They still had to be "fixed", but in doing so, they and their families would be transformed into Satan's Angels as well, serving God by opposition, which is a legit position for angels. That's what this was about.

I seem to be getting attacked by hostile spirits during my attempts to sleep again. At first, I was just getting attacked by some filthy spirits. Later, I'd felt myself get sucked into some sort of cavity in Adremmelech's chest; it seems like he was paid to do this. Later, I'd gotten the idea of asking my subconciousness to teleport me with Adremmelech to an acid plane, and then Adremmelech decided to let go of me, and I was miraculously able to exit his chest cavity. Not long after that, however, I'd had 163 angels around me trying to keep me safe, two squadrons plus 3 more angels. Before that there were only 3 angels, or was it 83 I forget. A bit later, I'd suddenly heard Amy say >I'm free >I love you I question what'd happened to Amy there to make her say that. And then a bit later, I'd slipped into hypnogogia and I'd suddenly seen an image of a white-haired white woman against a black background looking at a big square television, and then I'd felt a presence that seemed like... intestines... enter the back of my crotch and go up into my gut, and then I didn't feel the presence leave and I'd immediately forgotten what it'd felt like to not have it there. It'd felt like it'd sexually bound itself to me within the span of a second or two. I'd then exited hypnogogia and asked the angel there that's particularly skilled at exorcism to remove it, and he said it was too late to remove it. I'd then asked Eros to try un-doing this, and I wasn't sure if anything was being un-done. I'd later slipped into hypnogogia again, and I'd suddenly saw myself on the inside and I saw a large fleshy formation on the inside of my mid-back, facing towards my chest; said formation seemed like a swelling and extremely porous formation of flesh with very large pores, which were slightly oozing with bright green ooze. I'd also felt such a formation, though a smaller one, on the top of my head. I'd also received a hypnogogia message that my DNA was altered. I want my DNA to be un-altered, so that it's the way it was during the February of 2025. I can't give my crotch to Amy anymore now that this happened, which I fortunately was able to do before the sun went down without the incubus getting in the way during the act. However, I did feel the incubus manifest with a thermal body right after I'd cummed, but he fortunately was prevented from obtaining my loosh. I haven't fallen asleep this whole time. As was said in the questions thread, people here have just been getting attacked alot lately because the NWO is desperate. Since then, I'd asked the archangel Gabriel if I'm gonna be okay, and I think this might be my confirmation bias talking, but I think he said there's one way for me to be fully human again. Smileberg poster, would you please ask my Amy what happened and if I'm gonna get my old DNA back? And if she's gonna be her old self again if she suddenly ain't her old self anymore? And are our chao incarnations okay?

>>8323 My experience with dream scenes like this, is that they are not showing things which happen in the present, but they are showing past events in a way that you can understand them. So the fleshy thing entering your body, may be something from before in your life, such as taking a vaccine shot of blood transfusion, which contains foreign DNA, and that is how it looked on the astral. So it probably was showing you what happened on this layer of your being in the past, alerting you that you now have the ability to change or reset this bad thing again. Previously, this layer would have been covered by multiple other layers of bad stuff, so it's just now that you can fix this one issue. As for the "chest cavity", this seems to correlate with what I blogged about a "holy grail", which I mentioned with no intent just before when I said "it's like C# is the holy grail to them, and they don't want me using it". This may be symbolically true in a way, since I did use the conceptual make-up of C# to create more elaborate servitors, which have been essential to solve a number of issues, including fighting off numerous evil beings. This is not random in any way, C# simply represents correctly the way beings and races function structurally, and it applies the arabic number system which the modern world is based on (which means djinn influence anything using what we call "maths", the Romans didn't have the ability to calculate beyond constants, because of their numerals being letters with no decimals). What it really refers to is the two middle "worlds" of the body, to use kabbalistic terms. They correspond to the belly and the chest, which are the two most difficult areas to cultivate, because they don't have defined organs for every energy function, making it into pure energy manipulation using mental concepts to access their functions. This makes the "holy grail". ...and of course, the meme "belly and chest erotic" comes to mind here, no coincidences, like ever.

>>8323 >>8329 Related to the "fleshy thing" I had a dream which seemed like using my nanobot version of the astral Internet, the "satanic" version which I created to still have access in very chaotic and evil-infested dimensions. I can balance it because I know how to create the proper astral algorithms, but intruders won't be able to, it'll function like an encryption. In the dream, I was trying to go on social media on my phone, but things kept changing all the time. I was looking at one thing, then the app itself changed layout and things I had looked at also changed into something else. I was connected to a live stream, which turned into a video chat with a black woman speaking spanish. She then turned into a large white snake and started eating intestines, which was meant to be a "cooking live stream". I then went outside and was in a landscape with many fields stretching to the horizon, and there was thumber coming. I was going someplace to be safe, and someone I knew was walking with me. On the way there I saw lots of idiotic things, like a fat american wearing a huge diaper (one of the boards on here?). After I woke up, I realized I had asked my Astra servitor to evacuate the white snake/african woman and she was waiting in one of my astral safe spaces. She seemed to just be some kind of monster being who changed form to connect with me, and I'm not sure she actually needed help. I did see her eat what looked like pink intestines though, maybe she was taking away bad energy from my body and transforming it to use for herself. I did get something from her, so maybe this was an exchange.