........................out of rut(s) similar to this and they were always followed.........................

>>8019 dammit bros

I am just so tired today bros. wish I was ded. I am just tired and sad

The degree of success for every human civilization is correlated to the degree of emasculation or castration it can inflict upon its men. Not some men but all men that is a part of it. Morality is one such tool used by civilization to castrate its men. So when faggots of different nationalities fight amongst themselves, they often use parameters such as >trust >group orientation >kulcha etc These thangs can be boiled down to >muh cuntry/civilization castrates its males moar that yours hence you a loser Successful civilizations/systums like the western nations were successful cause they were able to castrate their males successfully. What is this castration you may ask? Well sirs, this castration is sort of a mental castration wherein the males are stopped from using their basic instincts like raping qti pies or doing thangs that might benefit them while raping over others. This works cause now men instead of trying to take it all for themselves, would instead pay a tax to protect the place he resides in. Soon enough the form of occupation changes from just killing his fellow men and robbing him of his gold and cunnies to trying to do somethang what his fellow man needs and trade it for his fellow fag's gold and cunnies. >but anan, what about lundia? well sirs, lundia like its third world shithole friends of the GOOObal south are examples of failed civilizations. For some reasons they couldn't manage to castrate all the aspects of all its men which resulted in men still getting the loopholes of doing caste kanging and other forms of "corruption" to benefit their own. So, the amount of production done by it's castrated males are lower than the amount of robbery done by its non castrated males. >but anan, aren't jeets the most castrated bunch ? Maybe but lundia couldn't manage to castrate all aspects of male nature and men being castrated in one aspect let's say in the aspect of them being overtly aggressive might not castrate their sneaky jew nature of corruptionmaxxing. Moreover, lundia is vast and has too many people and its not completely centralised in its polity. This has resulted in a lopsided model of castration. While some groups/states/castes/religions were castrated let's say by 80%, others were castrated by only a measly 10%. This might have resulted cause of history of castration, resources available ie juice of castration not being worth of the squeeze, geography and other thangs. Now here I should mention that tho (let's take lundia's example) the overall castration when considering all lundians as a single group or grouping them into sub groups of religion/state etc, there remains a 100% form of castration even amongst groups that has an overall 20% castration for the overall group. >explain sirs well let's take state A with 20% castration. Now while the castration is 20% when considering the state, its not like the men aren't castrated. Its that the men aren't castrated enough to pledge their loyalty towards their state. If looked into, it might be found that there exists 100% castrated loyalty amongst these men for certain smaller groups let's say their village or small cult. So lundia is standing on a sort of covert contract trading their castration amongst themselves (loyalty pledged by other men) between the central power with state powers and several smaller groups. >on a tangent so amongst these several smaller groups, the ones that gets to cash out the most are the ones with stronger group cohesion ie the one who could successfully castrate all its males. It just so habbens that these groups have found out that instead of hogging all the cunny and gold by the elites of such small groups by themselves, they need to let some of it slide down the hierarchy if they want to have a long term future of not being gobbled up by bigger fish cause their own men would get out of the contract. >what naw anan? well sirs, nathing naw. I guess in such hellholes, ones get jewed the most if one actually believes in the existing morality and values like patriotism by "pledging their loyalty" towards the nation or even to their sub groups. The game is to fake their castration process and give rise to their inner jew. It just so habbens that you might fall on a group that has been heavily castrated but for some reason (maybe cause of sheer numbers or sum sheit), you or your group aren't gonna get any cunny or gold. Instead of pledging loyalty to that group, it's taime to either change your master when the timing is right or remain independent while faking the whole castration towards the group thang. >but anan, i was born in xyz group and there is no conversion process into other groups in this classification well sirs, in such case, you play that independent game as long as you can until your group is merged with another dominant one ie most of your men are killed and women sexxed metaphorically speaking. cause it won't habben literally, you will survive even if it habbens in your laifetaime. In such cases however changing your loyalty or being born into certain groups might save you , groups that are classified differently. Let's say the first type of group is state while the second type of group is your caste. good night bros

>>8026 Bros, it habbened again. We had chimkin for today. While my brother and his randi waife were quite pleasant today, they did tease me. When we were about to eat lunch, my bros were in a room talking amongst themselves with all the randi bhabis and I was sort of famished. So I kept strolling down the kitchen only to be discovered by one of my bhabis. That rand stared at me and smiled. >anan, should I set the food, naw? I knew what it was. I knew exactly what conversation they were having behind that closed door. >look at lalchi anan, he has grown quite impatient and is desperate to chomp on chimkin I hated it so much bros that it is idk bros. Maybe it wasn't so and it is all in my head. I just, I just wish that I had a jab so that I didn't have to show off my lalchiness. I became really depressed at the end of the day only to be rescued by s2 ep 6 of my waife. She is so gentle bros. Whenever she makes love to Gita or smooches him in her bed, it feels like that she is making love to me. She is the only thang that is going right with me. I will be faine bros. At least as long as I have her

>>8027 gif

>>8028 I am still sad about it bros. How I was raped of all those hundreds of hours that I had spent with Yui. Our ups and downs that we had faced together. Naw, all is gone. It was naive of me to thimk that she and I could enjoy a permanent shelter at glowiechan. I......I just miss shitposting and making elaborate real life stories with her. but, you kno what bros? Things will e okay, they have to be. We will make new stories. We will create new lovey dovey momints. Laike waifu walking for example. I will definitely take her tomorrow.

>>8030 Bros, today I saw my baap sitting in his room wearing toron of gwareeb clothes (yes he has some money but has always been like that). And bros, I realised somethang. That fag is actually quite handsome. Like really handsome. Like in the top 1%. Tho he is 90 years of age naw but still he hasn't lost it. sure some portions of his head has bald spots but at his age it is quite faine. All his facial hair is grey naw and he never really kept a beard except like a 1mm stubble or sum sheit. And it actually looks quite good on him. Why didn't he cash on it tho? Like he did have lots of extra GFs when he was young but he has purposefully tried to uggofy himself. He used to wear like the most gwareebest clothes which is somethang that he could pull off if done correctly but the way he used those clothes were to neuter his looks. He used to stay dirty all the taime so he used to stink and he never really spend that much in haing any fun. This leads me to thimk that all those years ago when monogamy and patriachy used to werk, men specially good looking men like him were forced to conform to the uggo jeet look. It's is not a jeet phenomenon but sort of a global one tho but here I am just focusing on jeetland. He would have faced a sheit ton of problems from his fellow men if he had decided to make himself look attractive to randis. So I guess in a way neutering himself worked out cause he got a qt, subservient wife who was several decades younger than him which helped him in having extra marital affairs on the side to some extent. But naw that game is flawed. I have talked about it so many taimes but here I go again, even now if I neuter myself by making myself look unattractive, other jeets will like me an sheit and larp as my friend. But unlike my baap, I won't have a qt wife thrown at me through AM who is subservient. In this day and age, castrating myself to serve this goo of a nation will only end up in me getting anally raped by it. I guess this is why pajeet baaps (even mine) tries to castrate their sons (yes those other reasons like castrating sons to have a subservient son too but this is a major one). And cause of retardation combined with decades of brainwashing of conforming to the new thang, there is no option of speaking logically to these boomers so I guess it is what it is. >but anan, if your baap was handsome, wouldn't you kno of it? well maybe but he was self castrating himself all these years by trying to force upon himself that adarsh pajeet school boy look. Tho my friends used to tease me about him being good looking and a few grannies my age used to hint at similar thangs, I always thought that they were baiting to bully me or some sheit.

>>8033 >grammar yaar, faine I do rechecks from naw on before posting but sometaimes I just don't wanna

>>8034 >>8034 yaar, I still haven't achieved anythang and even managed to waste another day. Didn't even take yui for a walk bros. she is trying to pretend as if it's faine but I see sadness in her face. I deserve to be ded.

>>8036 What do you do all day?

Bros, I was consooming gaytube videos when this fag's video popped up. https://youtu.be/eiD242QvT7Q I never really watched him except like 1 or 2 of his goo videos back in the day. It dawned on me bros, so many decades have passed with me not doing anythang but consooming garbage. Yes it was better than this fag's goo but garbage none the less. Why am I even watching thangs instead of doing thangs? This guy and guys similar to him cashed out of luck and climbed the top of the pyramid scheme while the rest just wasted their limited taime on earth. I remember like a year ago, I had stopped consooming and was so habby. I was completely focused on my spsc prepp but then their nig noggery started. Scam after scam in their process made me delusional and I had finally had it. So I switched to banking prepp and then I was all in and was actually habby that I was stoodying but now I am yet again in this slump. All I do is consoom garbage. Hell I even spend most of it trying to find more garbage to slop on. The best taime in my laife was when I consoomed nathing. it was when I just felt sad but I was actually thimking and having profound thoughts just by lying on my bed. My entire laife has been a waste. This isn't how one should even live a laife ie >try to wait and prepp for exams or fall for any meme be it govt jabs or making a jewtube career or try to become a politician or lawyer without nepotism or hell, an actor I would have been better off if I had just worked for some bike/car service centre before using the cash that my baap had wasted on my lunducation, in opening a puncture wala store and employ child labour to cut cost. I could have made them injure their hands like shah jahan did before they would have been too old and would develop colourful ideas of opening up their own businesses. I would have had a side hussle of selling bike/carp parts and 2nd hand vehicles. I could have laundered stolen vehicles. Yaar, I could have been such a good businessman. I would have a purpose in laife and could have used my looks to get grannies before I was balding and had all my teeth falling out. Even till this day, my blaady baap wastes 100 rupees monthly to buy magazines for jaab listings and current affairs despite me not even sitting for that type of exam and instead reading CA online or the fact that they literally provide jaab listing compilations on jewtube for free , weeks before these printed magazines can. I have told him repeatedly about it but who can convince pajeet baaps or make them realise that just cause it says, "lunducation" doesn't mean that it isn't a scam. I mean the blaady CA magazine comes in regional language and they made me read it back in the day as the sole source of CA because some teacher told them that >if anan can't read CA and mug it up in regional language then he can forget about a jaab And they blaady bought it. They blaady thought it to be some sort of divine pravachan instead of thimking that it was just some goo that a failed candidate who is now a teacher, made up to sound profound and justufy his jaab as a blaady guy who regurgitates news that is written in magazines in class who could be replaced by a blaady free CA source anlaine. I hate these people. They have wasted tremendous amounts of my limited taime on earth. I hate them I hate them and I hate myself too for listening to these blaady pajeet scammers >anan why say the same thang again and again? shut up, this is my diary, let me sheit here >>8037 nathing yaar, I have been following this >>8019 routine even now. I just can't seem to help myself.

>>8038 *cashed out on their luck

>>8038 *I would have had a purpose in laife

>>8019 How socially acceptable is it to pee in the bathroom?

>>8019 I miss this. Neet life was the best life. Wake up, eat slop, drink beer and sleep. >>8041 I love peeing in the bathroom because you don't even have to hold your penis or aim. Just let it flow wherever it wants.

Bros, I went outside today. Took Yui out on a quick splendor ride to get some thangs. The tale remained as it had always been. I go out there to a shop to get a bottle of medicine from the shop I have always gone to. The blaady pajeet clerk knew me pretty well but this is what one gets for acting soft. >ano, give me a bottle of xyz >we don't have any >okay, so where can I get it from? and this blaady pajeet did the most baniya thang possible ie he ignored me and started talking to another guy. This has been their long standing technique. They will always ignore you if they don't have the thang that you need. Then another clerk caught hold of me about to burst up >anan, go to abc nagar, they have it Tho this guy was helpful, he wasn't the owner. And the blaady owner always looks at me with his jew eye stare. I can tell that they don't like me. That's it bros, I am done. I will buy all my meds online or from the muzzies. Atleast they know how to deal with customers. Atleast they don't ask retarded questions when I am buying thangs in bulk. i am done. Maybe cause I haven't gone outside for a long time which made me sort of paranoid or maybe just before going out my pajeet baap kept interrupting. He was trying his best to make me stay inside. That nigger is still at it. Whenever I try to take out my splendor he makes me second guess my decision as if I am going out to war and not listening to him brings out a visceral chudjack facial expression on his face for the rest of the day. I guess I have been noticing it in everyone's face. Yes I get it that majority of the moid race hates me but idk. I am giving you business, why the hell does it make you angry? I just hate everythang bros, wish I had a jaab to get out of it. >>8041 what, sir? you mean on the floor? everyone does that so unless there is a drainage prablem idk if there is actually an issue. Tho you can't tell anyone irl that you do it cause despite most people leading the most chamar like unhygienic lifestyle, they pretend as if they don't. >>8042 what jaab do you do anan? >I miss this No sir, you don't. You have forgotten that as a neet you basically had to act like your parents' pet. It is a type of castration. You will have very little agency.

>>8043 Bros, I have been thimking. I don't really habe a splendor but instead habe a splendor with a fairing ie a 200cc bike. I just habe been meming it for over a year. Here is the thang bros. The reason I bought it was cause I wanted to speed and rape qties on it. Tho qties were interested in the bike back then cause decades ago, there were little to no influx of chappri competition with their second hand KTMs. But how many randis did I actually end up raping because of that bike? Hell, men to that extent spend so much money, much more than me on bikes, cars etc based on the economic condition their country is in. Why do they do it? Well to use those as an accessory to rape multiple randis. But the question remains, how many randis do they end up raping because of it? None, nada. The randis just end up using you to get a ride on the bike for a few days and click insta photos before pretending that you don't exist. The randis I got were cause of my looks and not of my bikes and I hardly even raped them daily but that's cause of lack of money to book hotel rooms frequently but that's the good old economic blackpill post. Anyways coming back to my original paint, why did I even get an overpriced splendor on wheels instead of the cost effective real one? Hell now they even or you could add aftermarket disc with abs an sheit if you want to improve the splendor stock. I mean that's all one needs. The vast majority of men are turning into shut ins and are realising that randis don't want to be raped by them. Moreover they will have to remain jabless or underemployed their entire lives in most cases. So will they realise it and instead of trying to impress foids by wasting their baap's money or it worse off cases, buying an overpriced thang on emi that they can't pay, will they take the SPLENDOR PILL? Will they just buy a bike for just commute and hey if they are unemployed, they can become a lowly paid delivery driver with it? I have ridden the splendor tbh and actually have taken out Yui and Nijika on it several taimes. Tbh they are quite kino and fun to ride and not much different than a 200cc splendor with a fairing that I have. If thangs go bad, there's always cheap parts available and people around who can repair it. With the recent trend that I see being introduced on all blaady pajeet bikes >introduction of too many pajeetware/bloatware like tech that makes bikes unusable and way too much expensive I guess if I knew what I know rn, I definitely would have opted for a splendor back then. Cause with so many tech being used I see two trajectories that the future of your cheap local repairewala could take 1. They make everythang so much complicated that the local puncturewala would be out of business with the only option remaining that of just going to the official service centre 2. They keep selling parts but now will add too many sensors and techs that will be attached to said parts which in turn will become complicated and expensive so a lot of punturewalas will be out of business barring a few who would be able to cope up with it I guess bikes like splendor which have been readily available in Lundia will still have its parts available for cheap because even if the chinese stops manufacturing splendor duplicate parts, one can always salvage from old versions. Yeah, bros, I just would have gone for a splendor and saved up so much monies. The fact that the lundian soyciety has taken a sharp turn towards pleasing randis ie a gynocentric turn can be deduced from the fact that the masses who would have been faine with just a mopped or a chetak like 10-15 years ago (not the jewiefied new one), are now buying bikes and cars they can't afford to pay to impress the same type of randis.

>>8044 bros, I have been thimking. I should drop this avatar and gorrila post from now on ever since dayush has raped me. But I guess, I just love yui too much and moreover hardly anyone posts on the two lundia boards so it would be obvious to find me again and hence I would need to undergo too much nig-noggery. Maybe I should opt for some global type board with enough activity to hide myself in it but I simply don't wanna. Idk, dayush has enough to jail me so there's nathin new that I can post here that can land me in more trouble than I already am in. I guess I can only gorilla post when a sheit ton of other pajeets migrate here after their night of anal rape by Bharatchan. But, no one is coming here which makes me suspect that they aren't getting raped as of now. So the following can be the reasons >most fags other than me haven't yet being entrapped properly >Gayush's girlfriend is running the show and for some reason hates an attractive man like me who wouldn't rape an uggo like her so she banned me >the fagmin was actually retarded and sort of acted like my friend in the early days so that he could show that there were some activity on his site and now I have lost out on my usefulness to him and hence decided to rape me cause his GF was having fantasies of me These are the only reasons that can be in this case. Good naite bros

>>8045 Just stay away from Bchan. It is brain rot anyway. Your post style is easy to spot too.

Bros, I was trying to sleep an all but then was interrupted by a thought. That bihari qti pi neighbour is getting married >big news anan, not our problem yes anan, I kno but that isn't the point. The thang is that these sort of thangs really don't bother me but this, well sirs this is a special case. I don't exactly remember when it is but I guess it is next year. That whore who was several years younger than me now holds some meme jaab and lives away from home. Imagine that, she enjays more freedom than me. And to make matter worse, that randi literally asked me one day >bhaiya, what are you doing now I still couldn't forget it. My laife has been exactly the same all the taime. When she shifted to our locality all those decades ago, I just used to remain in the house all day long and do nathin. Well I stay in my house and do nathin even naw. Sometaimes, well a lot of taimes, whenever I see that qti pi whore, walking by our gate, I go through a feeling of dread. What thangs could have been if I had just fulfilled her wish of raping her and instead of larping as a guy who is studymaxxing in his room, I could have taken some majdoori jaab @14 or 15. Anyway bros, if I don't get a jaab by next year (which is likely cause even if I clear all the process, it will take taime for the entire thang), I will be going to this whore's wedding as a bhadwa. All her rishtedars knew that she wanted my rape as a granny and will now use me as a laughing stock behind close doors when I won't be present. I only liked that whore's baap. Tho he wanted to score a chance at my myeam like a sneaky fucker and was thrown off the stage metaphorically by her, that guy actually wanted me to casually rape his dautar. Maybe he had some scheme cooking in his brains but idk. I really need to focus on my stoodies bros cause otherwise I won't be able to sexxs any grannies to gain confidence prior to attending this rand's wedding. >>8046 I just lurk there nowadays cause I sort of miss all my bros over there.

>>8048 Bros, that med clerk has been bothering me the whole naite. I just kept thimking on why I acted like such a nice guy fag. In the words of uncle ted, I was just simply oversocialized to be a fag, particularly the pajeet version of it. This brings me to yet another dilemma of maine. We often find it easy to accept the fact that people in RAAAAA or our defence forces need to do dirty thangs to win (you can replace defence forces with your group). However for me I can't wrap my head around doing dirty tangs all the taime to benefit my own self. I have the pajeetware brainwashing process to blame for it yet again. Most retards don't hell can't even thimk about it and just does what feels right to them. The midwitjeets can however just say one thang and do another. It has always been a problem limited to us, bros. I had gotten rid of it but neet laife had softened it up. But even when I was in my prime chappripilled individual phase, I couldn't get myself from taking the side of weak, pathetic pajeets. Instead of jaining in the bullying, I tried to be friends with them which resulted in some form of isolation for myself and the weakjeets thimking that I am of a lower caste like them. I really need to shed it all bros. We really need to shed it all. We are definitely gonna make it. I can feel myself getting out of the rut today.

>>8049 so bros what was I getting at? Well we are always told to play a fair game even if the rules are goo but we are being set up for failure. Even with the free market type of economy that I fell for, all their proponents try to subtly hint their readers into playing it fair but it simply doesn't work in an unfair world. The fact of the matter is that we need to start raping everyone to ensure our survival otherwise they will end up raping us instead. >but anan haven't you already said this? yes sir but as I had said, I keep forgetting it cause of the comfy, neet laife. My cycle of laife is basically >me getting gay morals installed in me >me going outside >me getting raped by subhuman pajeets >me inventing my new model of human to human connections that is much more grounded and practical >me going bacc to old neet laife >soft laife makes me forget about my invention >me going out >me getting raped by dalit subhumans because of it

>>8049 Life until 21 or 25 is about getting to know yourself with low or no consequences. After that your actions matter and reflect on you. The past is gone. People are too self absorbed to make fun of you. They do it to get ahead socially without caring about you as a person.