>>8023 I cannot provide any oppurtunities, I can only point towards some. Don't try to go for pure meteorological institutes like Pune, they shun engineers. Go for IIT - Delhi. They are more open to civil background people using models to answer real world questions. To go into pure sciences territory will take a lot more training. There is a company called Meteomatics, which is open to people interning for them. The money will be good enough to live a decent life, but the move to Switzerland/Germany won't be easy. You should keep up with newer models löike https://github.com/NASA-IMPACT/Prithvi-WxC Apart from the standard ones and have a decent grasp of datasets CRU015 ERAINT G45HAD NCEP01 R45HAD RCP etc TO be honest, there isn't much of a career left in academia if you want money or peace. But to follow through an academic pursuit is thrilling in its own right. Wish you the best anon. Spend more time working on your future than shitposting.

>>8027 Well, the gay rapist thing I know from personal experience. Germany has two main big temples, one in Hamburg, one in Schwarzwald. The one in the black forest is beautiful and amazing. Both have lot of money. At one point, richer than the ones in USA. Why they use it as a center ? Idk. Each temple has its own rules in ISCON, so it is tough to say honestly. I don't like the ISCON order though, theologically and the people they have, They mostly have whites who are drug addicts or things like that. Their theology just replaces jesus with Krishna.

Can't seem to get a break. Get back from vacation and jump straight into tons of work. This month seems busier than the rest. Work is one thing. Talking to relatives, friends etc is also time consuming. As are daily tasks. Fasting takes some amount of will power too.

Imagine you are thinking about your life, you get a good idea that will solve most of your issues. That one precise solution that will ease your sea of shit. You are distracted by an insta hottie. The blood flows to your dick. Idea is forgotten. You go to mastrubate. This is the reality of most Indians I see now. Cannot hold a basic conversation for 5 minutes without distraction. They are incapable of pursuing anything requiring focus and discipline. Oxygen and food are wasted on such humans.

Bangladesh: Goddess Kali's Crown, Gifted By Prime Minister Modi In 2021, Stolen From Jeshoreshwari Temple https://swarajyamag.com/news-brief/bangladesh-goddess-kalis-crown-gifted-by-prime-minister-modi-in-2021-stolen-from-jeshoreshwari-temple

>>6959 Tomb raider was always about a westerner stealing artifacts from locals ! It is ruined for me now.

>>8051 I'm not getting into academia for thrills, it's just for a purpose and understanding things. Thinking about getting into experimental work. Our country has a major issue of heavy metals and pollutants in groundwater, maybe I should look into it. A lot of people are suffering from metal poisoning. I should reduce my shitposting but brainrot has infected me so I can't completely stop.

>>8089 Correction : "not for money" instead of "not for thrills"

>>8020 >Board seems very quiet now. Yes i didn't post this week at all, not even the one before i think. It's hazy because I think i worked on the weekend too, can't remember, couldn't go home for Vijayadashami maybe can't make it for Diwali either. Need to change jobs, and preferably career too I wish I weren't so lazy >Fasting helps. Weird, if I feel weak or tired I eat a lot and then sleep like a log. I usually feel refreshed when I wake up, until i suddenly remember why i was sad and tired the night before. >>8086 Heh one way to look at it. Just Cause is also a game where you kill SEA people but it is really just a parody of American arrogance. I had tomb raider on my Pentium 3 windows 98 PC I can't remember which version though. The only thing I remember is you had to jump across a lava pit and you got to a room where there was a grill trapdoor that let you see into a lion's cage. I got stuck there and never went ahead. I don't know how I had so many games, we had dial up in 2003 and then moved cities and had no internet till 2011.

>>8073 I do something like this but not insta whore, and it makes me forget about the bad things in my life instead of some good idea. It's no different than smoking but only slightly less damaging.

>>8091 > I wish I weren't so lazy Job drain is a real phenomenon. I had for years and had to quit to survive. The thing is though At the start of career, you compete against other freshers and under terrible boss's. Even if you change, you will end up in similar circumstances anywhere and everywhere. Changing makes sense only after 2-3 years of experience, when you leave the started tag behind. You might be emotionally stressed/depressed anon. > Tomb raider and perception I see the way Whites perceive us. White savior complex is very real and prevalent. Win 98 and Piii, we had a similar PC, brings back good memories. Computing with limited internet and local first softwares was very comfy. >>8092 I would argue that Insta/Watsapp/Snap/Tiktok are more harmful than cigarettes. >>8089 Ground water pollution is a tough one. Pin pointing a source is nearly impossible, as is mapping the underground channels. Restoration of water bodies is easier, but you need government level funding and intervention. There are few startups, especially around Bangalore that do good work in this regard. Or contact profs who are working on this kind of research. ArcGIS knowledge will help a lot to do discharge analysis. An easy win is to compile hourly discharge data from state govts and expose their lies about floods. You naturally won't win fans for this. It is blessed work anon. If you do end up pursuing it, you will be helping the world and have my respect for doing something real.

I am choosing easy pleasure over things that I actually would enjoy. I need to connect with myself again

The issue with this is, you are talking to a teenager with the same words as you would to a 40 year old. The issue is , both are very different and understand the same thing very differently. Imagine replying seriously about something seriously and the person you are replying to is a JEE fag. Nothing wrong in being a JEE fag. But age makes a difference.

Twitter fag friend showed me Indians raping gora's with replies on Twitter. I normally disapprove such tactics, but I have to admit, it is beautiful ! I don't think all this soft power wins anything but it is still , it is good to see Indians BTFO'ing racists.

>>8115 Can you share the link.? I'll reply with it next time some gora fag fwm.

Am I racist for not liking south Indian and Chinese English accent?

>>8119 Sorry for using political slop as an example.

Wife got me a good hair trimmer as a gift, I have not been so excited in a long time for something. Mainly because it doesn't hurt my skin or cause cuts. Plus it is precise so after a long time, my face looks clean. Going off for 2-3 days again. Trekking before it gets colder and the sun is gone. Life is good. I struggled in 20's a lot, but for sometime now, I am not wasting my time and enjoying myself.

>>8118 Sorry I saw it on his phone. >>8119 LOL. A lot of people don't hate southies but hate their accent. I find it endearing, spent a lot of time with them. Made lot of good friends, who despite thick accents had excellent thoughts and principles. Racism is fine. But really , try to be principled person and find other people with same or similar principles. You make amazing friends for life that way.

>>8130 I'm not even joking, I haven't found a single person with same principles. Closest one is my brother but he's my brother. Guess no luck with happiness

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>>8136 What issues do you have specifically regarding happiness ?

>>8145 After reading some books I've realized that both virtue of gratitude and being happy is something you born with and nearly impossible to achieve. Opened my eyes towards those fake get happy podcasts and video essays.

>>8145 I don't get long term happiness after achieving something. I tried religion pill as it is most effective way to get the "ignorance is bliss" type happiness. But religion is too political now I can't stand it. I want to follow a religion for mind peace ffs.

>>8180 >>8195 Chasing long term happiness is like trying to have a pig cum (pigs orgasm for 30 mins non stop). You will keep cumming, only to be horny again and find more material and start all over. Again and again, like a monkey on crack. Happiness is internal. It is not external. No matter what success you achieve externally, it means literally nothing. It is true that people are born with different character and different predispositions. Some of us are introverted, others more predisposed to depression, melancholy, depressing thoughts etc. Therefore, each of us has their own struggle. Those of us more predisposed to sorrow, are better at working harder without rewards, hence usually achieving success (read the passion paradox). But these same tendencies are also depressing. > fake get happy podcasts and video essays. Most modern resources are shit and will not last more than a few years. Even the famous ones. Chase the ancients instead. > But religion is too political now Religion is always political. One system tells you to follow your dharma. Other one tells you to kill your enemies to find heaven etc. > Follow religion for mind peace ffs There are systems for this. But it is up-to you to find a good guru. Idk what religion you follow. Dharma pill worked well for me. It did not give me happiness, but mental peace, where consequences barely matter anymore.

A lot of tech brokedown for me without any warning. A power supply for some musical equipment A laptop is practically dead A very important tool

>>8200 Always seems to come in three

My wife took me to a coffee shop after a long work day. I don't normally go, I had forgotten why. 1. Tendy hipster cafe - Good coffee, too many people, too loud. Crowd too woke. We left. 2. Local racist hipster cafe - These guys make amazing coffee. It costs a lot but tastes bomb. I had it and the taste as really lovely. But left feeling unsatisfied. I am an addict again. I need volume of coffee. The taste doesn't matter. I am like kitli ki chai addicts. I just need my fix. >>8202 Booked my holidays. All money therefore attached to that. I never seem to get a break with tech. Sigh. I should just invest only in acoustic instruments and equipment. Even computers are fucking unreliable. Especially laptops. Even the best ones money can buy. > Just buy a desktop bro I really want to. But needing to travel a lot and moving a lot doesn't make it practical. More importantly, I am thinking of relocating away from Germany because I see shit close to hitting the fan. More than it already has.

Happy Diwali!

>>8206 Happy Diwali :) I thought I'll finish my work in these holidays but didn't do shit. An advice I want to give : If anyone you know want to pursue research, don't go to new IIT's in india. Faculty is placed either through nepotism or through religious connection. Research side of India is down in drain. Just want an opportunity to go to a better research institute for phD. Professor won't give you recommendation letter or force you to upgrade your masters to doctoral for their benefit (this is normal everywhere tbh)

>>8208 Add IIS-C to that list. Regionalism over religion. Caste in case of non UC's

>>6959 In modernity., it is easy to have noise. Podcasts , movies etc. But need to schedule alone time more too I feel like I haven't talked to myself in forever.

>>8220 Walks without earbuds or conversation with others is essential. A hike is even better.

>>8224 My responsibilities have increased a lot. Need to reduce my hobbies/projects to get time to talk to myself. >>6959 Who is this ?

>>8210 My guide gave me ultimatum : > Either bring funding from somewhere or get lost. Like if I was a business/entrepreneurial person, why would I choose academia?

>>8238 This is mostly standard though. In a way as an "Academic" you really are an enterpreur. As a result, most of academia in west is smooth talking, smart sounding frauds. There is more intellectual honesty in a plumber or welder than there is in an academic. The really interested one's fund their own research through odd jobs or side gigs and publish once in 3 or 5 years. Meanwhile, academic mills expect you to teach , do admin and write minimum of 2 papers a year. https://www.honest-broker.com/p/the-blue-collar-jobs-of-philip-glass