Taking another trek trip before winter gets unbearable. It will be a test of will but also the clothing and camping setup in a big way. Leaf anon, do you go out in -40°C temps ? What is your winter EDC including clothing. I am excited about using my new water filter. >>8344 https://www.decathlon.in/p/8610437/jacket-for-men/mens-waterproof-winter-hiking-jacket-sh100-x-warm-10c-blue This is what you want. I avoided it because out of budget. Integrated solutions cost more. Higher end jackets have openings in your armpits to allow airflow and less sweat. Higher end jackets even have two way zippers, for bikes/bicycles where your upper body needs to lean forward. > Get's hot during the day This is why either get an expensive jacket which allows you to remove inner layer. Or wear a separate layer inside your wind blocking jacket. < On workout Thanks for this. Simple and to the point advice. No fluff. > Lack of carbs i.e. lack of IQ Lack of carbs does make one feel depressed and slow. But lack of fat causes literal IQ drops. I found the ideal thing for me, is to eat two big meals and nothing else. Breakfast doesn't work for me. Eating late leads to terrible digestion issues and disturbed sleep. > Smells Nobody cares after a tiring honest days work. Most workers bathe properly. Though again, this is in cities. Tier 3 onwards its a different story.

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>>8346 >>8345 >>8344 https://youtu.be/KuGrV0ADzOQ?si=SlbLYZm7PekQogND https://youtu.be/AONWRhestCo?si=xssBHy-pHRhh7h0h The sacred and the propane. Carbs are no joke. Fueled early humans and are still essential. Overheating is a downside but a good bag solves that problem. -40 isn't common where I'm at, that kind of cold freezes snot in your nose and your eyelashes. Only have experienced it a few times, very unpleasant. For winter I'm usually wearing a longsleeve shirt, a hoodie and a jacket. No snow yet so I'm still wearing sneakers but I generally wear docs. Never worn an expensive jacket, or expensive clothes. Cheaper ones, as long as you make sure they're durable, seem to be just as good. Few things are as pleasant as a toasty body and legs with a nice cool face. Haven't whined about women in awhile. It's nice to be getting a lot of attention now, in a way, but the quality of women is pretty low now. Most good women get ruined by bad men, I'm seeing it happen in real time. I'm glad I've been single for awhile, I feel like all my wounds have scarred over. Look at my ex's page for the first time in months, and just felt a little nostalgia, hope she is doing well but nothing negative came over me. >smells Sometimes stinky women can be good, if ykyk. Sometimes I forget how enjoyable voluntary solitude is. Wasted my time on social media and jerking off, forgot the joys of thinking, reading and listening to good music. Listening to DeBussy as I type, have a Mancur Olson book open in the background. Recently purchased a few good books. Braudels The Mediterranean is excellent, have been salivating over it for the past year and finally found it used for a steal. Won't be able to bring it with me to Thailand, might have to rush it down in December, C'est la vie. Physio is going well, feeling hopeful. Also ordered a DNA test and got the results back. Already noticed some inaccuracies in the traits, but quietly happy with the athletic traits I got. Fast twitch fibre dominant with good cardio traits. Doing much more self reflection now. Feel like I am becoming who I want to be. Realizing now that I'm outgrowing people but don't know what that means. Falling for a brown girls thats taken, fear she is going down a dark path. Family is toxic, boyfriend cheated on her. Keep thinking about her. Women in my workplace use me for validation perhaps. One girl I went to high school with wanted to hook up I suspect, maybe still does. Not interested in it really, growing more focused as a man. Things that used to bother me don't bother me anymore. Insecurity is fading, not yet gone. Need to heal, need to travel to Thailand. Feel like it will be my second birth in a spiritual sense. Canada is a synthetic country and in Asia I will have a chance to be grounded in history and become who I know I am. Fighting is essential. I don't believe in change without pain. All things worthwhile must be suffered for. Hope you guys are doing well. Sending comfy vibes. Listen to DeBussy with some cocoa and a warm sweater for good feels.

>>8345 I also get sick from breakfast, doesn't sit well in my stomach. Meals before bed bloat unless it's simple carbs. >>8331 Brits believed in caste as a political tool. I suspect they believed in it to some extent, but it was mainly shaped through their interests. Co-operate and you were more Aryan, disobey and you were Dravidian. Twitter bhangis still cling to British conveniences to feel better about themselves. Most people who rely on caste or race have achieved nothing themselves. Actions speak loudest. Many former highschool friends have become failures in life. At least women can marry up, these men have already become irrelevant in their mid twenties and I can't summon any compassion. >>8330 Idk, I'm used to the cold so I can just grit my teeth and bear it. If you're really cold long underwear and wool socks help. Gloves are also a must because I hate grabbing things with cold hands and hate the inaccuracy of mittens. Sealing is important. Prioritize a warm core and the blood circulating will keep everything warm. >>8225 >Who is this? Me or the song? I'm the only Leaf left from a few inchs ago from like 2021 or something like that. I recognize you from there but no one else. There were one or two other posters that were worthwhile.

> Watched arcane s2 Can't believe something this good can come out of piece of garbage league of legend is. For some reason there is a surge of emotional stories mixed up with other genres this season. I don't complain though.

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Will reply later in evening or tomorrow. Froze my moustache ends last night. Slept out in sub zero cold. Tent held the heat though and was doable. Will leave soon. Friend picking us up in his car soon. Cannot wait to go to a restaurant and eat something >>8357 Started season 1, seems worth sticking to. Thanks for the recommendation. >>8358 Try anon file ?

Holy shit Turkey betrayed Russia in Syria.

>>8361 Yep. Russia is on its way out. Hopefully India can create a relationship with Iran.

>>8360 Let me know how you feel about the ending of s2 when finished

I terribly miss working and studying sciences and mathematics. Management pays a ton and the job is piss easy. But I talk to idiots all day and my brain is asleep. The feeling of running with ideas, how I miss it. Sadly, people listen to managers only and spit on scientists.

>>8365 Don't presume it so fast. Turkey is an unreliable partner always. Assad is also making a deal. India has a relationship with Iran, what is happening right now is defanging of Iran's radical clerics. This is good for India long term. That said, Iranians are the only Muslims who understand USA and the threat they posses. For that alone, they are incredibly based. unlike Sunni's who do not leave any opportunity to lick the white man's spit. >>8350 Smell is a good way to judge attractiveness to a person. If you find a women's smell unpleasant, the rest will most probably never workout. Pheromone compatibility is some freaky thing that works like magic. > DNA test Bad idea, your dad will be leaked. > Canada You should really really plan to settle somewhere else. Right now, you are like a frog in a slow boiling pot, that is Canada < Same is true for Germany It is. But I am not living in normal neighbourhood here, more importantly, there is a high chance that I might move back to India in July'ish next year. Lets see. Debussy takes me back to similar times when I had chick issues. His music is too heavy for me emotionally, even though he plays light like a feather, he knows where to hit. >>8351

>>8379 >smell I have the nose of a bloodhound and found smell a good indicator. Sometimes, women can smell stinky but still smell good. >dna Government already has my DNA and they are worse than a corporation. >Canada Already in the works, but not sure where. Europe is also going down the shitter. Singapore is nice but I'm not at a point in my career where that's possible. I'd also have to move closer to family which eh... >>8378 Middle management is the death of creativity.

Friend died. He had misdiagnosed TB. Delhi AIR fucked him up and it reached his brain. He coughed blood, that is normal in Delhi apparently and Dr dismissed him. 2 weeks later he died. All of you will reach that age sometime, when your friends start dying. Not just ones you like, but even ones you thought of as enemies etc. Death will not only come for you, but for everyone who gets your references and jokes. For everyone who grew up in same time period etc.

>>8382 https://www.zenpencils.com/comic/117-john-donne-for-whom-the-bell-tolls/

>>8382 Fucked up. Conditions in India in terms of pollution is terrible. Some friends and family visit and come back coughing up black shit.

Depressed af, but its mainly physical. Need to get out other than work. Also might still have the infection in my system. Instead of relaxing, this month is just full on. My habits are also not good. Eating late, not going on walks, not exercising at all. Watching bullshit etc

>>6959 Is there a Sh0eonhead like reaction channel in India ?

>>8395 You probably don't get much sunlight in Germany I guess. That would make things even worse. I also need to stop using the phones too much. >>8382 Can't imagine how it must feel to lose someone so young. >normal in Delhi Wtf Also doctors suck. They often think they're too good to listen to their patients. I've learnt, if you think you have a condition, get a second, third, fourth opinion until you find a doctor who actually listens to you. I had a dog die because veterinarians kept dismissing symptoms. He used to puke anything he ate. He would throw up water if he drank any. Usually with bile (or whatever. Super sticky). Doctor didn't take it seriously. Told us to rub turmeric on his lips. Even after multiple visits he'd prescribe generic antibiotics blaming some infection. Went to a govt vet hospital. It was just random interns who decided the dog had an infection and had him on saline. I gave up. Went on for a year as he grew skinnier and skinnier. Went to doctor again as a last ditch attempt, only then did he order a blood test and an X-ray. Guess what Tommy had rocks and soil in his stomach he ate a long time ago, causing him bloat. The damage was done, his kidneys were gone (I don't know why. I'm guessing dehydration. His body retained no water.) Tried a few sessions of very expensive dialysis, to no avail. He died a painful death. Of a perfectly curable conditon. All because the doctor thought he knew better. Btw I'm not comparing the death of an animal to the death of a human just talking about problems with doctors

Suicide of some guy is going viral, to the point that my wife asked me about it and she had read the details of the suicide letter and involvement of judge, bribery etc. Well, it might change things, I don't really expect anything to change. More importantly though If I was in a similar position, I would have k*ll*d the wymen instead of sudoku. Jail is far better than letting such a cunt breathe. WE TOLERATE ADHARMA WAY TOO MUCH.TOLERANCE IS NOT A VIRTUE.

i don't understand what infection i have, but its been pain and fever throughout. Brain cannot do simplest tasks the whole day. And I am incapable of rest. I need to be doing something else I go mad.

One thing I've noticed is that the govt really focus on silencing fags. Whatever other people business is their business but I've noticed that gay people tends to raise their voice more often even in slightest of inconvenience. If this was the case with normal people, things could've been different about the pollution in India. Remediation of pollution is VERY hard, much harder than prevention. If only people raise voices instead of playing favorite party and fighting amongst themselves.

>>8425 We live in a system created by British, to keep a population subservient and in check. The British system was never about justice or fairness. It was about avoiding rebellion. The Hindu Muslim rift was further widened to further direct Hindu efforts towards defending against conversion instead of fighting British. GOI inherited this system and made it worst. Why not ? They can avoid responsibility and keep people divided, while pocketing money themselves. > Gay people are outspoken They have to be. Imagine being born with preferences opposite to the majority and having to justify it. It takes lot of courage, especially in the younger years. Normies are normies because they follow the popular thing.

Heating systems have failed where I live. Electric systems are on verge of failure. Yesterday, my washing machines outlet pipe froze, getting clothes out took 6 hours and lot of work. Entire night wasted. Fever is better now, health was a fucking pain this whole week. The cold is really something else when the heaters are gone. >>7725 Poignant post anon. How is your life different now ? Most people do things to show to others. It is a sad way of living. >>7727 Newslaundry may be entertaining, but it is garbage for your brain. Even in its better days when it had more variety of views, it used to fake quotes, data and complaints.

>>8350 Sad times when you realize someone you trusted with your life has done something to revoke that trust. I've mentioned this situation at least twice here already but tonight basically confirmed it. If you can't trust a homeboy around hoes, when can you trust him?

How do y'all keep up with day to day life when everything feels meaningless? Solving a problem for betterment of humanity that is basically created by humans. Why not let them suffer and extinct? Nature will take care of everything after that.

I can't really socialise with coworkers and it does make me sad. I know that coworkers are not your friends but I don't necessarily want to make lifelong friends with these people. I spend 8+ hours a day with them so it would be nice if I could banter with them. My retarded project manager would scold me in front of all these people, and i feel they all probably make fun of me behind my back, also I am autisistic and can't think of anything to say. I mean if someone treats you like an idiot in front of other people and you do nothing to counter him, the the audience is going to think you're a chump, for sure, and i kind of hate working alongside them now because of this. They aren't bad people, they're actually really decent guys. But I feel ashamed to talk to them, something like, if someone saw you naked or masterbating or something you would feel some awkwardness between you and them maybe. And changing your image once it's been cemented in people's eyes, is practically impossible. I don't want to thought of as an autistic retard who can barely string together a sentence, i would like to be thought of and remembered as a normal or only slightly weird person but still within the bounds of what is considered socially acceptable. Corporate world is tiring, I can't believe women fought for decades so they could abandon their comfy home life to slave away in environments like this to own their mother in law le ebic style.

>>8446 You're over thinking. I have same problem as you and the best I've ever did was not giving a fuck. People will always judge, it's better not to give in. If you feel like not talking much, just don't talk as long as it doesn't hinder your work flow. > Accidentally ran Tor while on college wifi. Blocked from using the wifi from my laptop. Atleast they didn't blocked my ID. Is there any solution to this problem other than begging cuz I have same autistic problem as the anon above.

>>8444 I grew out of this when I had responsibilities. Thinking about meaninglessness is for young men or people who haven't mentally aged. >>8446 I used to be shy. Most of conversing is being confident, but you shouldn't force yourself. Some people just don't click, and it's okay. I hate that the modern sensibility is that everyone has to be friends. There are some people I loathed on sight and we interacted like and water. >I can't believe women fought for decades so they could abandon their comfy home life to slave away in environments like this to own their mother in law le ebic style. What women? A few dozen spinsters and a mass of corporations and politicians. No woman would choose this except ones forced to. Undo DEI and all the cultural garbage and the majority will go back to being housewives. >>8448 Same but didn't get blocked despite it being banned in the internet usage rules. Weird. >>6959 >>8443 Posted about this before but the saga has come to an end. My friend kept interrupting when I was flirting with women and then started retelling those stories over the coming months. Realized he was doing it to get on my nerves and to compensate for his insecurity. Seems like in a way he's started modelling his life after mine as my dreams became his. Every conversation has started feeling like a request for approval. Talked it over with my parents and another friend and they confirmed what took me one and a half years to realize. Honestly so wounded now. I imagined him being the best man at my wedding and at my side in battle but I realize now that's just a fantasy. How am I supposed to trust him around women now? If I can't trust him then, when can I? Similar drama at work, snapped at my boss. Forgot to mention but she has sexually harassed me at least three times. She does weird "horny bullying" to me when she's stressed and I just lost it. Ashamed that I did that to both my boss and a woman, although I think she deserved it. Bengali co-worker was fired for stopping a shoplifter. Joke country. The girl I was thinking about has played me or something. I realized she wasn't going to leave her boyfriend and the best case scenario was her cheating with me and I didn't want to be a part of that. Came up to me today and I ignored her, and she looked genuinely hurt. We spent entire shifts talking to each other but I guess she was just using me for validation. She made sexual comments and I felt chemistry with her. All of it was a lie I guess. Feeling terrible. I have to be a better man I suppose and learn to feel one thing and do another. It's been four years since my ex and she was the first girl I genuinely started connecting with. Just tired of women and their bullshit. >"Sometimes when X and Y are in bad moods I compliment them to get them to calm down." >"You don't do that with me anon, right?" As she looks up at me from her chair. She was asking me if I was going to a birthday party and started talking to other co-workers about me. Talked about lube and honey in a sexual context. Would get really close to me and started telling me stuff about when she was a kid, her life plans, etc. Guess I was joe jerkoff. Can't even talk about it with my friend anymore. In the span of a week I lost everyone I thought I was close to. Whatever happens, happens. Apologies for the reddit vid, lost my og one several computers ago.

>>8449 When I'm at my worst I really feel the presence of God.

>>8448 >blocked for tor https://letmegooglethat.com/?q=how+to+spoof+wifi+mac+address+on+laptop try this Colleges are pathetic, but yours seems a little better because they seem to actually know about tor, albeit probably just from sensationalised news articles. Because they have not blocked your user ID i think it might be as simple as the Google search above but since they seem to understand that people use tor they might also know that people can spoof mac addresses, and might have blocked you in some other way. Can you log in to wifi on your phone? >stop giving a fuck True, today was better than yesterday (I was on my period) >>8449 Ha, just how handsome are you? >hate that the modern sensibility is that everyone has to be friends Not friends exactly, if you do not interact with these people outside of occupation/hobby/wherever you met, then I would think for a long time before calling them friends. Now these retards they are friends on Instagram and send each other reels, small groups of them hang out on the weekends. I don't care for that very much, but at least for the 8 hours i spend at work, I don't mind being involved with them. I rather think this is the opposite of modern. When people had no screen based entertainment, they talked with each other. Not necessarily deep conversations that led to lifelong friendships, but small talk and casual conversation with people you find in a situation similar to yours. Once you are done with the conversion, it's just another stranger in the crowd.

Opened this website but couldn't post. Cousin of mine is at home. She is a born stacy, 10/10 looks for a family of ugloids. Brains to match and scored well always. Because of this my mother always compared me to her. Now she is a single mother, her daughter , 4 years of age told me "I know I don't have a father". Since then I have been feeling too heavy. Good to see all of you posting. >>8444 Lack of meaning is great, it means you can do what you want. > Why not let them suffer and extinct ? It is happening. >>8446 A good judgement of if you will like your work or not, is to see the people who work with you. This will be you in 5 years or so. If they repel you , then you should change jobs. > Corporate world is tiring YES. It is primal. Reading 48 laws of power is really helpful. But nothing makes it easier. >>8401 Lack of sunlight is really really really depressing. We eat extra chocolate and drink to make up for it. >>8449 Take the high standards pill for friends and love interests anon. >>8450 I too became a full blown believer. Not just in words, but in meaning. But these topics are tough to put to words. >>8451 > but small talk and casual conversation with people you find in a situation similar to yours. The best deep moments lie in this small talk and shared moments. I found the love of my life this way.

>>8452 Cousins kid keeps trying to play with my laptop. My laptop is full of disturbing shit and pointless research. My house is not kid friendly at all. Posting will be tough for coming 2-3 weeks. Lot of social time coming up.

>>8453 If your laptop has high specs, consider dual booting or some thing. Also can try tails OS for research as it can be flashed in pendrive. But I think it'll destroy data when you'll remove it. >>8451 Isn't there a built in feature for random mac address in windows 11? Is that different from spoofing your Mac address? Also I remember I did some mac spoofing shit way back and I don't remember what I did. I hate that I do some weird shit with my laptop and it comes back to bite me in future when I have no clue. > Blocked ID? Nope working fine on my phone. > was on my period I get like seasonal depressive episodes in winter so I can't imagine feeling shit once every month like that. I usually eat a lot of chocolate but have kidney stones right now. >>8452 > I know I don't have father What was your reply? Supportive like " I'm always here if you wish anything" or silence? Sorry for replying out of order