>>6959 > How easy it is to fall into the wagecucking spiral. I am a wagie. My job kills my best time, ideas and inspiration. I should be doing so much more with my time, resources and brain.

There are very few things with absolute value. You can think about money as value and the value of something in money, but then you go around in circles. Most common answer is gold or some kind of physical asset. But that is still a circular answer. One that references to another and offers no absolute value. The only thing with an absolute value would be time. Time once passed cannot be reclaimed (atleast in the laws of physics we know of). The easiest way to make a decision is to give your time a monetary value and decide how much you lose or gain with it. Making decisions with this , for me atleast, helps me keep it objective. Will the new ultra pro max super phone save me any time ? How much time ? Is the worth of that time more than the cost of the phone ? Will investing in hobby be worth it ? I love time spent on hobby more than I do the alternative (not working on hobby, passively watching something etc). How to think about savings ? Is my present saving costing me my future ? As in, is the amount of money saved causing me to miss something in present that I would like ? But why insist on present and not future ? Because the value cannot be determined for certain. Money changes value. Things change and what you think had value, may not anymore. The present on the other hand does have value.

>>6959 > Wagecucking https://faroutmagazine.co.uk/charles-bukowski-anger-letter-9-to-5-work/ I needed money for insurance, for decent food etc. I was eating canned food and living very frugally. Paying off family loans and paying for relatives mistakes. Along came a job, that offered me decency in return for killing my brain for a project. So I took it. It is very easy to lose oneself in ones job. You spend 8 hours with work and workmates. They influence you more than your family. It is easy to think you are defined by your job. I do something that I fundamentally disagree with at a personal level. But it pays well, so I sell my time and values. But it is not me. Maybe someday I will escape it ? Maybe not. Every choice has a price. But the limits of our lives are decided at our birth or in the formative years itself. The rest is negotiating what is possible within these limits. I cannot give you an answer because I don't know the initial conditions of your life. You know that maybe (though most people these days don't) .

>>6959 > Social life / Work on oneself For me its 1/7. Once a week I meet a good friend. I try to meet other friends once a month or once in two month. I meet family once a year. More only if there is something urgent like a death. I avoid online chatting like meaningless Watsapp 100%. Some friends share memes or political news. But online conversations are very meaningless in my opinion. If you guys have better answers, I am all ears. > Euro crashes 50-60% value wiped . Europoors don't have disposable spendable money anymore. Without its status as a high end Market, Europe has nothing to offer.

The course for Maths uptil 12th is a lot or atleast used to be for me. One could pass ofcourse. But it was in my opinion impossible to remember it all and understand it too. So I had to use flashcards to not forget what I already knew. Now I feel the same way about everything. - Lessons from books I read - Lessons from experiences I had - Languages I know (after the 4th one, its really hard) and their vocabulary - Maths and physics Do I need to remember all this ? NOPE. NOT AT ALL

>>6969 I will find some program like anki or something to remember stuff. Formulae, facts, vocab etc. To keep my working memory healthy. Even shudh Hindu/sanskrit/mantra etc.

Accidentally said, "You too," after someone said thanks. God, it still hurts. And that was only the first botched social interaction today.

>>6970 Anki is good for that. I used it to expand English vocab awhile back, although that fell through as I realized I already have a broader vocab than most people. Was using words nobody understood, and so in trying to seem smart I just appeared retarded.

>>6980 You and everyone else should practice not caring . It is an essential ingredient in success

Fucking Delhi fags Yaaar Bhaiiiii Broooo Fucking useless assholes came to my neighbourhood. This is not noida and yet. These cunts dont imrpove. Putting punjabi after 12.

>>6970 Memories are often a curse. I have to practice detachment from myself. Not being a reaction to your own past is a superpower. At each new stage, I pretend I am a new person. This is not possible with all habits. I still judge cars from their mileage lol. But still.

There is a rise in self pity and self victimisation these days. From popular books to TV's, there is this idea, that success, fame, companionship is owed to people. Hence you see lonely Jap authors in book stores and Tiktoks making the dumbest shit look like a tragedy of Shakespearean proportions. Except it is not. Your actions do not lead to rewards beyond a very small and immediate extent. Sure, waking up, exercising and eating well will make you feel good or even prevent cancer to some extent. But you are not the hero of your story. There is no story and you are no hero. https://yewtu.be/watch?v=RaZ0LnkMITw

I had a dream that I wanted to give entrance exams again. I have passed engineering already, I already work. And still, that part of my brain thinks that getting a higher rank in a meme exam will solve my life's problems.

The company was family owned. I did good work, added more value directly than all other employees combined. But I did not have the same caste and surname as the owner. So my progression was limited, as were my benefits. Owner treated me better than others, knowing that I was the golden goose. But for him all employees were still servants of the family. Being in a family business, I was competing not on my results, but who could suck the owners dick and his family. People would be jealous not because I did a good job on a given task but because XYZ person praised me for it. I got tired eventually and left the job. I miss the work the most, I had real freedom there and the work was fulfilling, to grow portfolio's and have hands on experience with management and not just sitting in front of a PC. But working with gutkha spitting boomer uncles with -ve knowledge was very harmful to my psyche and social life. Absolutely corrupt and animal like in their behavior and choices. Almost every 2nd person was having an affair of some kind or the other. I deleted all contacts from that era from my phone.

>>7139 Too Indian yaro >>6959 Started working in an almost all female job. I think its altered my hormones I literally can't stop jerking like I'm back in high school. Thirsting for desi gand.

>>7144 Happened in India only. Though German job experiences aren't terribly different. > all female job. Mine too. Though I don't feel horny around idiotic females tbh. The idea of reproducing with such beings is repulsive. I feel more like Kazuma than a wolf among-st sheep.

Indian male polish female couple triggers btit in Poland

>>7172 Lmfao. Poles don't seem to give a shit but seething Americans in muh huwhite paradise care.

>>7172 the pole girls are standing up for the guy, but he isn't. He should have knocked a few teeth out of the muttmerican. Pathetic, really.

>>7179 They usually want you to do that. In many cases, police is looking for an excuse to deport browns who date whites. >>7174 Mostly polish people are nice.

I find lot of things funny that zoomers find cringe. I find lot of things cringe or strange that zoomers love I was born into a different world, zoomers were born into the info-wars. They grew up bombarded by propaganda, local and global. They understand the significance and danger of things like andrew tate or 'chadtag', while to me he is nothing more than a jokers or flavor of the day retards. I don't feel like I have much or anything to add to the world or even want to. Outside of paying some money to my fav causes and doing my chores (festivals, rituals etc) I don't have anything left to contribute. Zoomers will do their own thing. Gen Alpha is entirely something else, esp in India. I cannot imagine what is the future for them.

>>7207 >I cannot imagine what is the future for them >"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents." Probably horrible.

Indian women are terrible at flirting.

>>7217 Yes. Because they never had to. Men would throw themselves at them and they would choose. Compared to women from other backgrounds, they stand no chance when it comes to flirtation, dating, aesthetics etc.

Reached home now. My travel gear is done and dusted. I def need a new laptop apart from my work laptop, but the idea of two different devices also irritates me. But so does the idea of having personal stuff on my work laptop. Replying from trains and airports is not fun. I need to find a different way of doing this.

>>7230 Two separate ones are a good idea for a variety of reasons. Do you also have a desktop?

>>7235 Very old desktop on verge of death. Old Surface pro 7 that is somewhat usable still, I can keep using it but its not good for travel. Too much tech though, e reader laptop/tablet for personal use work laptop diary+pens etc Clothes, undies, toothbrush It is a lot. The issue is, tech just keeps increasing. But yeah, separating work and personal is important.

Listening to Rogan with Junger brought back memories, when my grandfather died, we all men had the same dream. That he was walking away from us, from his home into strange streets, telling us not to follow and eventually we lost him. Everyone in my family has a habit of seeing their dead ancestors when they are about to die. लगता है म्रित्यु के पश्चात पित्र आते हैं आत्मा को लेने।

Women cannot conceive the abstract without situating it relative to their own experience. Women have no essential essence.

Kannadigas and their anti Hindi Seethe is really dumb and often has the opposite effect of what they desire.

>>7271 I saw some example like when women play with barbie they think how they would behave in that playing situation. Women can't take persona easily When man play with batman, they take the batman persona and think how batman will behave in that situation while playing. Idk if was able explain what I'm trying to tell.

>>7269 https://www.make-it-in-germany.com/en/ I hate answering such questions. But in the 0.01% chance that you are idiotic enough to not google your own questions, here it is. Anyway, German economy is doomed. And unless you speak German, you won't make it. Given your English, it doesn't look good for you.

So exhausted, can't do anything other than lie on the couch. Did not cook, just eating watermelon.

>>7383 Starting to feel this more and more. Wagecucking is so insidious. I like making money but now I have actual things to do in my free time and no energy to do them. Being the newest hire means the shittiest shifts. Accidentally made myself too useful and find myself being pulled everywhere. Working with all women is fucking terrible sometimes. Politics in a RETAIL job is fucking insane, have drama to sort out tomorrow because of my failure to fix someone else's fuckup. Woman in charge won't lay down the law and wants to appease, fucking retards fuck up the store and I can't say shit cuz she won't act. >>7277 Yep, this is what I mean exactly. Men aspire to the heroic, women want the heroic to become them. This is why every male fantasy the man achieves something and becomes great, whereas every female fantasy the woman achieves nothing but is still handed greatness. >>6959 There are so many Indians here now I realize how disconnected from the country I am. I don't like what wealth has made Indians become. I think India was better off socially under Indira. I've really neglected my education. Need to read more often and more challenging material. Tried getting into reading with a pop economics book, couldn't make it halfway through the drivel. A study of the implementation of socialism is essential to the right, as is developing a proper intellectual ecosystem that goes beyond memebooks. Now that this computer is dying, I might revive my old one and transfer some books over. There are two ideas that seemingly contradict eachother in the new right - 1 - voting is stupid because democracy is flawed 2 - the current political system is the illusion of consent, and all the important decisions are not voted on Will try to answer some of these. There was an excellent article I had saved years ago on the transition of American foreign policy under Kissinger to a completely undemocratic and opaque system by high level appointed officials, will try to find it again.

>>7390 Three books on the last section - The Managerial Revolution by Burnham Leviathan and It's Enemies by Francis After Liberalism by Gottfried I have other misc thoughts on things I will post later

Slowly becoming more unhinged. Fuck Canada, this place is a joke country. Indians girls dating Kalus now. I feel like I'm living in the fucking ghetto now despite this being a once affluent neighbourhood. Threatened by a violent crackhead today. Fucking third world tier.

>>7390 I have been a wagecuck for so long. Started with PC repairs and tutions for cunty rich kids. Helped me cover costs throughout collage. Now Idk what to do when I don't have work outside of few days. Work leaves me with 1-2 hours of freetime. When this time is rare, It is precious so I plan it and execute it well. When it is abundant, I don't plan it or do anything properly. The money helps ofcourse >>7407 Remember, it is Canada's immigration policy to get the trash of India, Pakistan and others. It is not Indians who have become shittier, Canada just imports the worst of the worst and punishes the hard working smart ones.

>>7383 Taking few days off. The fatigue is real.

Pakis in meltdown mode when they get bit by the rabid dog they raised lmao

>>7390 > Current political system One of the problem I've seen with the Indian political system is that politicians don't have any ideology. There only ideology is to go to party which benefits (whether monetary or other) them the most. Even if US political system is a cesspool but atleast their politicians have some ideology and they stick to it most of the time.

> Started studying about climate change > Did my B.Tech in Civil Engineering. Can easily get a job which will pay me millions through corruption > It disgust me so decided to go into research around water resource engineering and do MS in this field. Is this a good idea? I know I will paid in pennies and research is like 24x7 time work but I think my life would be much more fulfilled. > Should I just prepare for some exam during my MS that land me a a job in this corrupted field or stick to research but disappoint my family but make myself happy?

>>7431 Water shortages will be a huge issue in coming years and serious hydro researchers will be worth a lot. Learn GIS, hydro simulations etc Join any consultancy for 2 years or so then get back into research. Have a good proposal with 1 years worth of work ready to go by the time you apply for a doctorate

>>6959 >mummy meri shadi kardo may june july me LMFAO

>>7432 You don't know how better you made my day with this advice. Most of the times people tell me to earn as much money early on and later do whatever. Which sounds nice in theory but in practical very difficult to get out of spiral.

>>7432 If Economy stayed stable, I would like to shift to Japan else Singapore. Either Tokyo University or NUS/NTU. Singapore has opportunities while Japan has nice weather + people are very peaceful.

>>7383 >>7418 I have worked 12 hour shifts these past few days, nearly this entire week Had targets but I'm either too incompetent or the targets are impossible. No more extra hours anymore though in the coming week At least i made time for exercise in spite of all of this so it's fine.

>>7437 2025 will be different. No hope in 2024. Things will be bad this year. Japanese masters and PhD programs are brutal. >>7436 See if you can talk to Prof Supratic Gupta of IIT Delhi regarding Japan. If you are polite enough he does entertain genuine questions.

Tired from having fun in my vacation. Too much efficiency is bad. Shouldn't let a German plan vacation tjme

>>7460 Only thing I understood was miner kraft/minecraft / mein kamf

Call me old fashioned, but I like doing my own reading and more importantly doing my own comprehension. I don't mind plug-ins or services that read out articles or books to me. I am very choosy with my sources, who do analysis. This means reading primary source news myself. But reading news websites in most cases is simply not possible with ad blockers. Without ad blockers, the internet is just un usable. Paying for most websites is cuckery imo, when journalists get paid to shill opinions anyway, why pay for paid think then ? So AI is the only sane option. Adapt Overcome

Nobody will read, so here is a Youtube video, explaining it via games and shows. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmi_6D6vwBQ

Sometimes I think I have posted some reply, some other anon makes a reply and I wonder why he wrote that when I already wrote this. Then I see I haven't posted. Do watch "The secret life of walter mitty" a movie about maladaptive daydreaming.

>>7519 if nobody will read it, nobody will watch it either. Those who still retain reading comprehension are the one still watching long essays on YouTube

Shitty opening but atleast we got these.

Rip bonganon, your country is about to become Afghanistan

>>7588 You mean Pakistan. Afghanistan has more self awareness. May Bonganon migrate somewhere safe and sensible.

>>7575 Im loving this meme.

Seeing Bangladeshi's celebrate this is funny. The actually think they have won something lol ! It also underscores how dangerous narrative wars are and how dangerous it is being under their spell. Truly Maya is very dangerous.

>>7591 I meant more like a FOB for USAF to act in China and ez access to the golden triangle

>>7594 That is currently Pakistan. US Troops have a base in Balochistan, most probably the missile use in Iran assassination was launched from there. Pakistani's have sold themselves back to the American's now. Though I know your point. But I want to be accurate here. Bangladeshi's have confirmed for the full world , that they are Mleech dogs.

Worst day of my life yet. > Got admission in masters >The professors I wanted to research under were > The only option for guide preference is the professor that's researching on something I don't want to work on. > Time schedule is a huge pile of horseshit > Woke up at 3am, no food and water till yet. I'm feeling like killing myself but dad has paid a lot of money for this so I'll persist.

>>7611 Fucking typo > All professor except one were full

>>7612 what are you researching in

>>7613 > Water Resource Engineering I wanted to go into hydro climatology or agricultural side but the professor works on contamination transport. It's nice if someone trying to study the heavy metal shit water punjab has but I've studied Climate model like a slut swallow dicks Met the professor, he was nice though :3

>>7611 >>7615 Sometimes it's not that bad. Same thing happened to me and I ended up liking the topic more than my original one.

>>7615 Learn Python , C++ and/or Fortran. Learn basic bash as well since its necessary for HPC. Doesn't matter if you study under ground water flow or over ground flows. You can use a good masters in each topic to get into climate modelling. >>7616 जो मिले वह प्रसाद good motto to accept what you get and enjoy it with an open minded. Truly good advice.

I had forgotten about Psyho Pass. Idk why. It was a good show I remembered. Watching it again, references to Ghost in the Shell and Golden Bat made me happy. Lot of the sub plots were expertly presented. But now I know why I had the meh feeling. If Makashima is smart enough to rise above a need for the sitting or fitting in it, if she is smart enough to rise above the need for company, then he has no need to prove anything. Instead like every lover boy, he needs to fight his Husbandfoo. Being the best at anything or being the smartest IS LONELY. It is the price and the privilege you pay. Gay ass wannabe anime writers. This is the "I am sheldon" version of anime. Sybil system is objectively good. Given the tech forward nature of our system, it is a likely future for us.

>>7624 Thinking about rewatching Darker than Black. If anyone else is interested we can post our thoughts here.

>>7616 Nvm, there was a mistake. The professor I wanted to work under wants me to work with them. Although I've already submitted my preference but he is willing to talk to other professor regarding this. Got call from another professor, now I have surplus of options lol

>>7665 > This retardation can't be serious It should be me who should select which project to work under. This guy buttfucked me after giving hope.

>>7665 Welcome to Academia anon. It only gets worst after your masters and even worst after your PhD. That said, , dedicating yourself to an interesting topic is amazing. Take what you get and keep working. The underlying physics is not very different. >>7650 I haven't heard this anime name in years and years. I will check out epi. I don't remember liking the plot much tbh.

The whole Vinesh Phogat episode shows how retarded most Indians are - Commenting with 0 knowledge and 100% confidence - Rules should bend because mah emotions reeeeeee - Conspiracy because I don't like results, even though past occurrences mostly agree with current results So much attachment to outcome, in a country that should have more understanding of Karmic principles. And FFS, who the fuck takes Chetan Bhagat seriously ! What the actual fuck !

Really loving this tinnitus music after being exposed to ultra loud sounds for the second day in a row I like those industrial earplugs but I seldom have them on me when needed used to take them when I expected loud music took them to college fest back then music was ultra loud to the point my "kuch nhi hota yaar" friend asked to leave the tent because it was too loud. the music was nearly too loud even through the plugs. The guy later asked me if I had another pair because it might be useful on his tractor (engine too loud) lel wish I had a mobile phone case which carried shit like this, a small blade and a few other items that become invaluable in unlikely situations That, and I'm afraid of some retard pulling them out of my ear just to prove a point negative pressure caused by that cannot be good, it makes the ears hurt to the point I wonder when they will start bleeding. >>7695 I was talking to family who are now experts at this Apparently she was up all night shedding weight for the match I told them that's the way things go in combat sports, they shed as much weight as they can through water weight etc and you have to do the same thing they're doing or else you'll be fighting someone much stronger than you I've seen people IRL lose a few kgs in a week or two leading up to the fight they do everything they can Weren't convinced even in the end they thought the crew could still do something or that they did something wrong I don't see why me or anyone else would be better at the weight game than literal Olympian athletes and their crews

>>7695 Whole Vinesh Phogat situation is sad. All her competitors were shedding weight for like 2 years while she was protesting to get a little justice for her juniors. Due to political shit, she had to force herself to fight in 50kg instead of 53kg. So she had to lose weight in 2 months. She somehow qualified for the competition. During the finals, she didn't sleep, eat or drink water whole night, she kept exercising reducing her weight little by little. But in the end, she lost by 50.1kg Other competitors literally puked out their food, cut out their elastic under clothes, cut their hairs. But when Vines tried to puke by putting finger in her throat, nothing came out. Vines asked for few minutes so they could come up with any plans but the committee said rules are rules. After that she was hospitalized for severe dehydration.

>>7704 Get wax earplugs anon. Buy small case to keep a lair in your keychain always

>>7704 Western MMA fighters have a dedicated doctor just to fine tune this aspect. They start 8 weeks before a fight. Oh well. She also chose this category herself since she couldn't make it anywhere in the 53. Either way, we need better doctors. Western Olympic doctors get paid 6 figures. So boils down to more institutional support. And atheletes who qualify for their positions with merit

>>7710 Where do you get your news ?

>>6959 man I am feelin like I am getting into some deep mental hole day by day ,I just graduated with engineering degree and I am a certified engineer as I am unemployed too ,my life is going fuckin nowhere ,baap wouldn't give money to go on a hike or something because muh mera paisa hai etc etc ,my mental health is fucked up ,I have no interest in hobbies that I used to do such as running ,the only interest of mine is to jerk off and lay in couch whole day ,man fuck my life

>>7718 Stop jerking off and start working out. Life is that simple.

>>7718 Uncertainty is the biggest bitch. But your baap is right. Focus on finding job. Other time workout , read etc. Make a daily timetable. Money is good anon. Wage slave away and join the club.

>>7718 Also congrats >>7719 How is your job going ?

>>7721 Meh. It's retail work so it's boring but other than that it's fine. No crackheads lately but there has been a massive management fuck up that might result in charges being laid for fraud. Ended up being good for me since I have more hours and more leverage, and am being groomed for a promotion. Problem is that I want to be out by December and don't want this shit to be my life. >>7715 It's worse since she is rehydrating and dehydrating in between matches. MMA fights only have to dehydrate and peak once every few months. I also think IV doping etc. are way more common and bigger teams are better at hiding it. Vinesh was to compete for Gold against a girl who regularly competed at 53kg as well. Good dietitians and weight cutting regimes can only account for so much, as the body is still under an immense amount of strain. India needs to take the Olympics more seriously and stop enabling literal rapist unkills. Every time India takes a step forward I remind myself how retarded a good portion of the population is.

>>6959 Every 2-3 weeks one of my distant cousins will send me some comedic reel from Instagram or Reddit about how happy the lives of indians are. I see videos of Bill Gates drinking tea at some random porikis stand and cute jeetas wearing skirts that rise an inch higher every year, etc. and I sometimes feel like I'm missing out on real life, as in the spontaneous nature of how most people back there live. But then I go there for the holidays and I literally do the exact same things as I do here when on holiday: drink, watch anime, eat shit food or order, sleep. I can't for the life of me figure out how do they do it, I visited Delhi once when I was younger looking for a job and it constantly felt like I was getting scammed by literally everybody, something inside me was burning to be let out and just fucking gut everyone and set fire to everything. haven't been there since. then I reflect on how horrifying my life was before moving out of that shithole and try not to break down. >>6966 if only everyone else thought this way lmao

>>7716 Latest episode of newsance, which was sad instead of being funny. People hate it cuz it makes fun of tv media and modi. But I find it funny. YouTube channel is Newslaundry. As the name suggests, it does "dhulai" of news channels.

https://youtu.be/Po4FCqAwIKU?si=mZtwF4TyWYIz1I6L good video on how social media or mobile addiction is damaging our life.

>>7728 https://youtu.be/GLD6chdFjA0?si=Jk06WZVh7K_uSV1V Similar video

New one piece art style by wit studio looks amazing. I hope they try to remove that excess cringe comedy and overly dramatic scenes.

Being offered fulltime. Not sure if I want it. Minimum I want is a pay raise and title change, we shall see.

>>7732 https://wri-irg.org/en/resources/2008/gene-sharps-198-methods-nonviolent-action

How are you all doing?

>>7734 Stuck at a desk dealing with village idiots, I thought I would feel atleast something after getting into a routine, thought I'd be happy once I get a job but this shit ain't it, I want more. I've already wasted too much time to rot in a position like this. Welp, atleast I'll get paid every month

>>7737 >>7734 Not.good. All the political work and stories really get to you. But the push is real this time. Hindus are making a real effort. >>7737 Honest pay is brutal. First few years especially. Its also tough to do something when you slave 8 hours daily

>>7737 who dafuq is jonty

Anyone play ttrpgs here?

>>7734 Based UFC watcher. I bet on Prates with a parlay which included Erceg as well. Got fucked. But DDP made me some good money.

I feel like crying and kms everytime I do some mistake even though I couldn't change what happened. I see other people just winging it like nothing happened but I feel breathless. Why I did such a stupid mistake, there would've been something I could've done, now people are mad at me cuz something messed up :( Are all introverts like this or is it just me?

>>7747 are u a foid?

I have had a recurring dream for a while now (few years) I go for a walk in my city of choice (100% European white) and on the outskirts, I find a river, with Indian shops. One of them is a small shiv temple. I pray and come out, found a dal bati wala and eat there a plate with churma. Not my first dream. Previously too I dreamt of a shiv temple along a random road. When I went there, I really found a Shiv temple there.

>>7747 https://yewtu.be/watch?v=F7_kJijFhyE

Are there non Western owned platforms that Indians use for sharing writing or ideas ?

>>7764 bharatchan

>>7765 - Post on SM. Forced to follow GAE laws. - Your posts train AI - Create blog, Get noted by feds and fucked for it - Others will use it to train their AI etc - Write for news website, get banned by GOI from entering India. What have iterations of InCh and BHCH achieved ? * directionless discussions that go nowhere * low quality rants that make Reddit look good * copy paste from other platforms without any addition or original takes Some anon uses Newslaundry as his source for news. I have nothing against the anon, but he was factually wrong on his take. Then based on that he had opinions. And then you are supposed to reply to that. It feels like being a coaching teacher to a bunch BhCh is a whole website full of anons like that. Garbage in == Garbage out. What is the point of posting ? All threads lost. All knowledge gained is lost.

>>7766 https://defenceforumindia.com/community/

>>7760 I know that this is the root of my problem. But I can only bury my past, my over thinking helps me cope about my lack of accomplishments and my failures. >>7749 And then there are people like these, never had to fucking struggle with anything. Life goes as smooth as a water droplet on an extremely heated pan. For them the struggle is to how to complete their work before deadline, that's their life. Even if they fail they shrug it off. > Are you a foid? No wonder rapes happen every second in this country, you mentality is rotten down to the root of your existence. I don't need to explain how your brain went to this question after reading my post. Don't excuse that cuz of long hair in picrel, I'm going for Penguiz0 look.

>>7768 Achievements are meaningless. As someone who achieved a lot, it is mostly a result of supportive circumstances. Ofcourse, you need to work hard too. I know it sounds like I am being insensitive, but just do your part and keep moving forward. Success and failure really are independent of you.

>>7768 You sound very spiteful and neurotic. To be blunt, I've seen probably an 80% correlation with people that have received the short end of the stick in life who are painfully aware of it, and having an attitude like this, whether it be height, looks, money etc. I'm not trying to be demeaning but this is just what I have observed. Sometimes it helps to live in delusion. Not saying that you should, but it may help to block out outside noise entirely, and then focusing on clearing small goals one at a time. Stop caring so much about what other people are doing, and comparing yourself to them. You first need to see what rich people look like before you can even get the idea that you are poor. Having a family and company that force-feeds you these comparisons is a major roadblock. I suggest that you move out if you haven't already if that is the case.

>>7768 chup randike pille

>>7768 maa ko lode chamar bhangi randike pille, dont assume anything over internet.

>>7768 >> Are you a foid? >No wonder rapes happen every second in this country, you mentality is rotten down to the root of your existence. I don't need to explain how your brain went to this question after reading my post So, ofcourse you are foid and yes rapes happen every second everywhere in world you need to accept that fact you dumb faggot.

>>7766 InCh has been helpful for me. Kept me sane and informed. I will be using the knowledge I've learned here later in life.

>>7776 B-but the heckin unreported rapes

>>7776 >Yeah justify your country's rapes cuz every other country rapes. >Yay India number 3 let's make it no. 1 Sarr. Retardest shit I've ever seen Wikipedia stats are old from 2013. 2 reported rapes per 100k. We were still 2nd largest population back then so that 2 magnifies even if under reported. >B-But US has more heckin rape reported.. Yeah cuz the law actually "records" or "reports" the rape. I'll rape anon's mother no one will report it cuz of my political power lol so no change in that Stat. https://youtube.com/shorts/24qGHF4zgmQ?si=1wlTix9aSOdVjjRQ

>>7776 >>7780 Both sides of this are retarded.

>>7772 No you're not being insensitive. Get money > marry > Have kids > raise kids and die? I really don't like this linearity, but in the end there are no other goals of life in this world. Organisms are made to reproduce and die. I've got many chances of being "successful", most of them involved bribery or exploiting the underprivileged. I rejected them all and chose a path that was much more difficult to succeed but I enjoy it and doesn't include much of exploitation. To be successful in this country, you have to be really dirty, I can afford to chose my path so atleast I can choose not to involve in dirty business even though I could've been a millionaire by now. My parents don't like it that I'm actively avoiding those paths, >>7776 > They talk like 7776, if every other person doing shitty things, why don't we do it? Sick mentality down to the core.

>>7774 What you gonna do cry? Piss your pants? Suck your mommy's tits cuz she's just a rape toy for your father and uncles and a feeder for you and your siblings? Did my words really hurt your feewings?

>>7773 I'm just a normal introvert, I don't spite people. I like when people bring change to things. I'm prolly in 20% of unexplained part cuz I have everything "materialistic", just lacking a good past and a proper purpose of life. I know it's easy to be delusional and just live a life like livestock. But I rather kill myself then thinking that way.

>>7782 https://www.amazon.in/unMIND-Graphic-Self-realization-Siddharth-Tripathi/dp/9354402917 unMind is a graphic book written by Siddharth Tripathi and illustrated by Kalyani S. Naravane. It is a pure and succinct graphical retelling of the powerful spiritual teachings of two great mystics of modern India - Ramana Maharshi (1879-1950) and Ramesh Balsekar (1917-2009). The book focuses on the concept of self-realization, encouraging readers to understand their true identity and find happiness. Unlike complex spiritual practices, the teachings presented in unMind emphasize the importance of correct understanding of one’s identity. The book’s graphical format, with clear writing and illustrations, makes it easy for readers to comprehend the concepts of duality, non-duality, and understanding oneself. It is an excellent resource for seekers interested in the mystic beauty of Ramana’s teachings and those looking to lay the foundation for self-discovery. Key Takeaways A graphical retelling of the teachings of Ramana Maharshi and Ramesh Balsekar Focuses on self-realization and understanding one’s true identity Emphasizes the importance of correct understanding rather than complex spiritual practices Illustrated format makes complex concepts accessible and easy to understand

>>7782 > My parents don't like it that I'm actively avoiding those paths, Understandable. Yet, biological reality is the most real of all things. Much more so than feelings. > To be successful in this country, you have to be really dirty, True. To move forward with principles in India is to suffer. But we must do it because we want to. No other reason. If you chose to live a principled life, then you have my namaskar.

>>7782 If you really want to change something, then really , find a like minded wife. Make kids, and raise them with different values. The kind that you want to inculcate. That will have a bigger ripple effect in time.

>>7797 It's like How Elon felt in his initial days. He was sad that in his lifetime, humanity won't be able to colonize mars. Now he's busy playing politics and whatever shit he does on X.

>>7797 >>7820 Yep. People don't understand the concept of scale. Many things have a scale that is much larger than our lifetimes. To achieve them takes multiple lifetimes and generations. There is no point in thinking of this as bad or good. It is what it is. We must do what we can. If everyone keeps giving up on their goals and dreams/visions for the world, then we might as well just kill ourselves.

>>7825 germannri fren you seem to be an intellectual experienced person, can you tell me how to get a gf? should i randomly approach any foid and ask her number. i look 6/10 better than many but i am not social or i dont participate in anything in kalej whether it was freshers or fest, its my personality tho, i dont think it can be changed. also what do you think of looksmaxxing, do i need to approach foids when i am lean(basically at my best state), or try now cause 1 year of college has passed and i can feel crippling loneliness sometimes, the feel to wanting to have someone who knows you, to have someone to have sex.

I really, really hate how steep the IQ gradient is in this country.

>>7827 > should i randomly approach any foid and ask her number. No. >i am not social Become social. Be clean (clean hair, skin) smell good (cologne) dress well (clean, not wrinkled, matching) Talk to them normally. Women operate on two main levels - compliments and complaints. Let them complain to you, compliment them sometimes. Make sure to joke occasionally. Obviously you have to be risky sometimes if you're trying to date but I can't give you concrete advice on that, you'll have to feel it out in the moment. Also, women prefer upbeat confident men. You shouldn't complain or be negative, or show any real volatile emotion. Most importantly, don't feel like it's do or die. Sometimes you fail, sometimes women aren't interested, shit happens. It's best to move on if it doesn't work out. Having a large number of female friends is also good for meeting more women. I have a solid core of guys I hang out with since high school, but women are generally easier to become close friends with. Literally all the friends I have made since High school are women.

>>7829 >>7827 If you go through the catalog me and Germanon posted a lot of advice awhile ago.

>>7830 >>7827 Post is here >>6249

>>7827 Wanting company and sex are primal urges, that are very powerful motivators. For me personally, being good at at my chosen interests worked out really well. Being well read, being good at my hobbies and not being boring in conversation helped cover up my total autism and offensive opinions. It helped that my wife was ok with my negative points, she had high tolerance for these. While my good points really matched what she needed. > Looksmatch Nah. Try for someone who doesn't mind the worst aspects of you and can see the good ones. Before you try to impress others, you must know yourself. Not just looks, but also personality, talents , etc. This is >>7829 evergreen advice as well. If like Canada anon said, you cannot meet people in groups or crowds and do better in 1-1 conversations/situations, then try and meet people with similar interests or hobbies. Equally important is to try a lot. Are you the person who made a greentext about meeting a goberjeeta for a date ?

Last few weeks have been really crazy in every way. Broke my discipline. - Not sleeping enough - Not eating fully properly - Exercising enough but not regularly - Not practicing my hobbies - Behind on my reading by a fair bit now That said, there are times when your mind just needs time to digest feels and aspects of your own subconscious. I hope you guys too will rise above your daily reactions to whatever randomness life throws at you and discover yourselves. We are born in kali yuga. Distracted right from birth, indoctrinated with all kinds of bullshit. Chances are stacked against us right from birth. And yet, the work feels good. Discovering and following one's dharma feels good. Feels more meaningful than chasing the random distractions that life presents.

Are drugs a growing problem in young Indians ? I heard younger kids in my gaon are doing drugs now. Weird. I always thought of drugs as something for rich kids who can afford them.

>>7832 thanks for all the advice yaara >Are you the person who made a greentext about meeting a goberjeeta for a date ? nope

Years fly by like seconds now

It's sad to realize just how cowardly and of low character the vast majority of people are. Thankfully, they matter less and less to me. I need some advice however, there is a co-worker that I genuinely hate but am forced to interact with them. He also hates me and now refuses to let us just ignore each other and actively undermines me. Not sure what to do. Union job prevents his firing, although he is so outrageously incompetent he should have never gotten the job in the first place.

>>7848 Never mind, I just realized I don't give a fuck about the job or him. Life is liberating when you realize most things just don't fucking matter.

>>7848 It is. The.majority lives are disposable trash >>7849 This is real wisdom anon. You have ascended to a new level.

>>7828 Statistically speaking, due to large population, the probability of some traits also scale Also nobody gives a shit about water quality, which contains heavy metals that retards average Indian

https://youtu.be/USeATauQ6NQ Not worth the cost tho. Wouldn't do it again, I don't care for newer stars.

I let this spider live above my table. It was cold outside, it was tiny and looked harmless. Bitch is now pregnant and huge. Fucking bitch, I gave it shelter and now its planning a takeover. If I kill it, it will explode with creepy babies. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NChpmlK-51c

>>7892 Why didn't u ask it its gender b4 you took it in What if she accused you of rape or something

I haven't posted in like 2 weeks i think. Something is wrong with me, I'm feeling deathly weary and tired for a few weeks now. I'm going to eat well starting tomorrow and get bloodwork done soon to see if I have vitamin deficiencies And yes I need to stop worrying so much but I can't get work done without worrying, it's a real problem with me.

>>7896 Checking for deficiencies is a good idea. So is always taking B/D and Iron supplements. >>7895 lol >>7892 I have this fear of killing pregnant animals. Someone killed a pregnant snake and got cursed till death. Wife insectsid'd it, threw in dustbin. I went to throw garbage, all the spider baby's ran out. Good riddance.

>>6959 The women on TV I jacked off to, are now playing mom roles on TV.

Christopher Nolan is overrated as a director.

>>7909 I hate his batman movies with a passion. Why the fuck would you make it realistic ? If I wanted realistic, why would I watch batman ? I would just get robbed in my city for that.

>>7911 He's a hollywood director that pretends to make art. His films that attempt to have meaning fall short and his Batman trilogy is awful, with the only redeeming qualities being a few actors doing stellar jobs. Plots are a mess and his scenes are terrible. Batsuit was butchered and his changes to the lore are arbitrary and often downgrades.

>>7913 I stopped at the Batman triology. A relative in India forced me to watch Tenet. It was trash. Are you going to Thailand ?

MY biggest mistake was not knowing myself, but still making important life defiding decisions. Limp Bizkit said it right , "Life is a lesson, you learn it when you're through"

>>7914 Few months. Getting all my affairs in order before leaving, coming back for any extended period is not likely.

>>6959 Fucking people use Faustian without knowing what it means. Very annoying.

>>7919 Enjoy. Such trips are necessary for growth.

Curiosity peaked three years ago and I feel like my mind is slowly dying. I guess this is what it's like to get older, or maybe it's just I don't care all that much anymore.

>>7928 No it is not how you feel when you get older. It's more of not enough stimulant issue. If you won't feed your brain it'll get bore and start killing itself.

Man you can either earn money or do what you enjoy. A middleground us quite rare. I don't know why companies and govt put administration work on doctors and researchers like make a admin group that handles every fucking non STEM work. No I don't want to learn everything to build my business and be successful I'm not logan Paul. I just want to be a nerd and figure out how stuff works. Maybe I want to be a cat and not a successful businessperson.

>>7939 My brainrot is consuming me.

>>7940 pic related is kind of irrelevant I look for journal reputation and where the individual teaches from, alma mater, as well as the actual quality of the article. Obviously some don't but you will get caught eventually if you keep producing drivel.

Spent the weekend working i was feeling dizzy and lightheaded by evening today. No matter how much you work it's still never enough. Wagie life is fun. >>7939 Management is essential at some point in ur career and your life, sure you might not have a degree in the field but if you are to lead a project or a team in any capacity you are indeed managing something. It's part of basic human competency i believe. But yes too many managerial duties if they cause you to fall behind in your actual work that is not good and your organization should kill themselves >>7940 >RDT_20240919_2345464430329095316589947.jpg

>>7939 Being in business is being all in. Since your task is open ended, there is no end to it. - Learn and do it on your own - pay someone to do it, but can you trust them or their work ? - Leave it to luck ? Business is true skin the game. My respect to you anon. >>7944 I learnt this late. No matter how good I am , it is essential to learn to manage. Good management can elevate an idiot into god like status. Bad self management can turn a genius into an idiot.

>>6959 Chennai will see more floods and bigger ones. TN govt is doing everything in its power to make the situation much worst than it needs to be.

Deliverance and The Hills Have Eyes are good insight into the mindset of the urban elite and the shifting moral/ideological basis of society. Essentially the difference of kinship relationship systems vs inorganic ones (not based around biology but social circumstances, and socialization)

Western countries have some of the most extensive eugenics programs in existence, although it's focus is decreasing the quality of the next generation rather than increasing it. Dispersed dysgenics, a series of disconnected and independent policies which intentionally or unintentionally decrease the genetic potential of the next generation. Welfare is perhaps the best example, along with mass immigration, policies to crush the birth rate of productive couples or even ensure productive couples don't form, propaganda to ensure defectives are re-integrated or even coddled by government funds and the cultural apparatus. I find the widespread opposition to eugenics in the West to be hilarious when they have an even more invasive system doing the exact opposite.

>>7974 Have you gone down the frogs are gay Alex Jones rabbithole ?

>>7965 Love Hills have eyes series. Will check out Deliverance. Was watching "The Crazies" , excellent movie.

>>7944 The source is r/okbuddyphd I think r/Japanesepeopletwitter is more of your niche

https://youtu.be/H9Ad6hDQ6-o?si=1fm7Ou46-C0d_qcn What was your favorite era of news coverage? Do you think news channels should've been govt regulated and calm but newspaper should've been totally free of regulation?

>>7976 No, just reflecting on things.

>>7983 No time like the present https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I_eLDkvl9cg

>>7985 I love how default image of a chronically online person is obesity. Even though there's other extreme the skinny bone. Skinny people need more representation on the internet. We're equally mentally ill as the obese yet treated like Indians in west

>>7986 We should pray to Arnab for bringing such era to existence

Randumb chinese watches match big Name Brands in looks and functionality now. AS well AS desi Brands. Any self respecting man should have a watch and time his essential activities

>>7988 This cat is how I feel about many life choices. Amazing.

https://www.technologyreview.com/2018/03/01/144958/if-youre-so-smart-why-arent-you-rich-turns-out-its-just-chance/ "The conventional answer is that we live in a meritocracy in which people are rewarded for their talent, intelligence, effort, and so on. Over time, many people think, this translates into the wealth distribution that we observe, although a healthy dose of luck can play a role." "The same is true of effort, as measured by hours worked. Some people work more hours than average and some work less, but nobody works a billion times more hours than anybody else. And yet when it comes to the rewards for this work, some people do have billions of times more wealth than other people. What’s more, numerous studies have shown that the wealthiest people are generally not the most talented by other measures." Chance is very underrated as a factor in life. Most people on this forum seem to have an RPG view on life. Birth specs, initial spawn conditions dictate life. This is only partly true. Equally important are chance and randomness in success. If you are born without good birth specifications, then you should maximize exposure to randomness and benefits from it.

>>7996 No wonder poor introverts don't get money. They don't have randomness in their life.

>>7998 >>7998 They should have measured social circles, I guarantee it would correlate. Not what you know, but who you know.

>>7998 This is true for introverts. Limited social interaction == reduced chances of lucky encounters >>7998 I used to think this was true to limited extend. Then I read things Bill gates grandfather was a Rand corporation scientist Netflix CEO is related to the guy who invented modern propaganda Zelensky is nephew of Soros etc etc etc Current German govt are all related to senior Nazi party members etc etc etc etc Even in India. Now the elite families are changing. But elite culture doesn't change. I have lot of personal stories in this regard, where random people find unreal success, while actually talented people suffer. I could feel bitter, but honestly it doesn't matter. Social success is very meaningless and hollow. Praise from parents, neighbours, family etc is an ever changing goalpost. Eventually you only need two things 1. Earn enough to live decently 2. Learn who you are and follow through your dharma It isn't even religious. I have seen Christfags live in a more dharmic way than performative Hindu's.

>>6959 Chicken pill anon. Are you still pursuing climate simulation ?

>>6959 Will be gone for few days. Taking a trip after a long time.

https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/esp_tema.htm hello guys travelsome pranav here, reporting live from mexico

>>6959 Exhausted from travel but there is more left. Board seems very quiet now. Probably , I am sick. But feeling so tired. Fasting helps. I don't know what the medical magic is. But fasting really helps me.

>>8020 > fasting helps. Idk the medical magic Placebo? Other reason I can think of is energy conservation for digesting food. Your body most likely have reserves for situations like this and eating although helps in longterm, will make you more tired due to heavy energy consumption while your body also utilizing energy for fighting off disease. Idk not a doctor not an expert just speculations

>>8008 >>6959 HMU if you're successful enough give some opportunities in climate modeling.

>>8023 Opportunities I cannot. I can give some specific helpful info soon. Today I have to travel again so will post tomorrow. >>8022 It is also changing time for seasons here like in India. You are right about digestion needing energy. I also ate crap this whole week, feels good to take a break. Navratri, durga.puja and diwali have all good memories for.me and do feel special. I still haven't found a temple here which I like sadly. Iscon stuff really repels me. A lot of iscon people in India are gay rapists

>>8025 Don't know about gay rapist but they sure hold very powerful positions india. Something I noticed that even thought it was found in USA, every Isk'con artist' I've met always been to Germany in their life. Is there a correlation between visiting Germany and joining IskCON

>>8023 I cannot provide any oppurtunities, I can only point towards some. Don't try to go for pure meteorological institutes like Pune, they shun engineers. Go for IIT - Delhi. They are more open to civil background people using models to answer real world questions. To go into pure sciences territory will take a lot more training. There is a company called Meteomatics, which is open to people interning for them. The money will be good enough to live a decent life, but the move to Switzerland/Germany won't be easy. You should keep up with newer models löike https://github.com/NASA-IMPACT/Prithvi-WxC Apart from the standard ones and have a decent grasp of datasets CRU015 ERAINT G45HAD NCEP01 R45HAD RCP etc TO be honest, there isn't much of a career left in academia if you want money or peace. But to follow through an academic pursuit is thrilling in its own right. Wish you the best anon. Spend more time working on your future than shitposting.

>>8027 Well, the gay rapist thing I know from personal experience. Germany has two main big temples, one in Hamburg, one in Schwarzwald. The one in the black forest is beautiful and amazing. Both have lot of money. At one point, richer than the ones in USA. Why they use it as a center ? Idk. Each temple has its own rules in ISCON, so it is tough to say honestly. I don't like the ISCON order though, theologically and the people they have, They mostly have whites who are drug addicts or things like that. Their theology just replaces jesus with Krishna.

Can't seem to get a break. Get back from vacation and jump straight into tons of work. This month seems busier than the rest. Work is one thing. Talking to relatives, friends etc is also time consuming. As are daily tasks. Fasting takes some amount of will power too.

Imagine you are thinking about your life, you get a good idea that will solve most of your issues. That one precise solution that will ease your sea of shit. You are distracted by an insta hottie. The blood flows to your dick. Idea is forgotten. You go to mastrubate. This is the reality of most Indians I see now. Cannot hold a basic conversation for 5 minutes without distraction. They are incapable of pursuing anything requiring focus and discipline. Oxygen and food are wasted on such humans.

Bangladesh: Goddess Kali's Crown, Gifted By Prime Minister Modi In 2021, Stolen From Jeshoreshwari Temple https://swarajyamag.com/news-brief/bangladesh-goddess-kalis-crown-gifted-by-prime-minister-modi-in-2021-stolen-from-jeshoreshwari-temple

>>6959 Tomb raider was always about a westerner stealing artifacts from locals ! It is ruined for me now.

>>8051 I'm not getting into academia for thrills, it's just for a purpose and understanding things. Thinking about getting into experimental work. Our country has a major issue of heavy metals and pollutants in groundwater, maybe I should look into it. A lot of people are suffering from metal poisoning. I should reduce my shitposting but brainrot has infected me so I can't completely stop.

>>8089 Correction : "not for money" instead of "not for thrills"

>>8020 >Board seems very quiet now. Yes i didn't post this week at all, not even the one before i think. It's hazy because I think i worked on the weekend too, can't remember, couldn't go home for Vijayadashami maybe can't make it for Diwali either. Need to change jobs, and preferably career too I wish I weren't so lazy >Fasting helps. Weird, if I feel weak or tired I eat a lot and then sleep like a log. I usually feel refreshed when I wake up, until i suddenly remember why i was sad and tired the night before. >>8086 Heh one way to look at it. Just Cause is also a game where you kill SEA people but it is really just a parody of American arrogance. I had tomb raider on my Pentium 3 windows 98 PC I can't remember which version though. The only thing I remember is you had to jump across a lava pit and you got to a room where there was a grill trapdoor that let you see into a lion's cage. I got stuck there and never went ahead. I don't know how I had so many games, we had dial up in 2003 and then moved cities and had no internet till 2011.

>>8073 I do something like this but not insta whore, and it makes me forget about the bad things in my life instead of some good idea. It's no different than smoking but only slightly less damaging.

>>8091 > I wish I weren't so lazy Job drain is a real phenomenon. I had for years and had to quit to survive. The thing is though At the start of career, you compete against other freshers and under terrible boss's. Even if you change, you will end up in similar circumstances anywhere and everywhere. Changing makes sense only after 2-3 years of experience, when you leave the started tag behind. You might be emotionally stressed/depressed anon. > Tomb raider and perception I see the way Whites perceive us. White savior complex is very real and prevalent. Win 98 and Piii, we had a similar PC, brings back good memories. Computing with limited internet and local first softwares was very comfy. >>8092 I would argue that Insta/Watsapp/Snap/Tiktok are more harmful than cigarettes. >>8089 Ground water pollution is a tough one. Pin pointing a source is nearly impossible, as is mapping the underground channels. Restoration of water bodies is easier, but you need government level funding and intervention. There are few startups, especially around Bangalore that do good work in this regard. Or contact profs who are working on this kind of research. ArcGIS knowledge will help a lot to do discharge analysis. An easy win is to compile hourly discharge data from state govts and expose their lies about floods. You naturally won't win fans for this. It is blessed work anon. If you do end up pursuing it, you will be helping the world and have my respect for doing something real.

I am choosing easy pleasure over things that I actually would enjoy. I need to connect with myself again

The issue with this is, you are talking to a teenager with the same words as you would to a 40 year old. The issue is , both are very different and understand the same thing very differently. Imagine replying seriously about something seriously and the person you are replying to is a JEE fag. Nothing wrong in being a JEE fag. But age makes a difference.

Twitter fag friend showed me Indians raping gora's with replies on Twitter. I normally disapprove such tactics, but I have to admit, it is beautiful ! I don't think all this soft power wins anything but it is still , it is good to see Indians BTFO'ing racists.

>>8115 Can you share the link.? I'll reply with it next time some gora fag fwm.

Am I racist for not liking south Indian and Chinese English accent?

>>8119 Sorry for using political slop as an example.

Wife got me a good hair trimmer as a gift, I have not been so excited in a long time for something. Mainly because it doesn't hurt my skin or cause cuts. Plus it is precise so after a long time, my face looks clean. Going off for 2-3 days again. Trekking before it gets colder and the sun is gone. Life is good. I struggled in 20's a lot, but for sometime now, I am not wasting my time and enjoying myself.

>>8118 Sorry I saw it on his phone. >>8119 LOL. A lot of people don't hate southies but hate their accent. I find it endearing, spent a lot of time with them. Made lot of good friends, who despite thick accents had excellent thoughts and principles. Racism is fine. But really , try to be principled person and find other people with same or similar principles. You make amazing friends for life that way.

>>8130 I'm not even joking, I haven't found a single person with same principles. Closest one is my brother but he's my brother. Guess no luck with happiness

Yuval Noah Harari's 'Nexus' - A Hindu Perspective https://swarajyamag.com/books/yuval-noah-hararis-nexus-a-hindu-perspective

>>8136 What issues do you have specifically regarding happiness ?

>>8145 After reading some books I've realized that both virtue of gratitude and being happy is something you born with and nearly impossible to achieve. Opened my eyes towards those fake get happy podcasts and video essays.

>>8145 I don't get long term happiness after achieving something. I tried religion pill as it is most effective way to get the "ignorance is bliss" type happiness. But religion is too political now I can't stand it. I want to follow a religion for mind peace ffs.

>>8180 >>8195 Chasing long term happiness is like trying to have a pig cum (pigs orgasm for 30 mins non stop). You will keep cumming, only to be horny again and find more material and start all over. Again and again, like a monkey on crack. Happiness is internal. It is not external. No matter what success you achieve externally, it means literally nothing. It is true that people are born with different character and different predispositions. Some of us are introverted, others more predisposed to depression, melancholy, depressing thoughts etc. Therefore, each of us has their own struggle. Those of us more predisposed to sorrow, are better at working harder without rewards, hence usually achieving success (read the passion paradox). But these same tendencies are also depressing. > fake get happy podcasts and video essays. Most modern resources are shit and will not last more than a few years. Even the famous ones. Chase the ancients instead. > But religion is too political now Religion is always political. One system tells you to follow your dharma. Other one tells you to kill your enemies to find heaven etc. > Follow religion for mind peace ffs There are systems for this. But it is up-to you to find a good guru. Idk what religion you follow. Dharma pill worked well for me. It did not give me happiness, but mental peace, where consequences barely matter anymore.

A lot of tech brokedown for me without any warning. A power supply for some musical equipment A laptop is practically dead A very important tool

>>8200 Always seems to come in three

My wife took me to a coffee shop after a long work day. I don't normally go, I had forgotten why. 1. Tendy hipster cafe - Good coffee, too many people, too loud. Crowd too woke. We left. 2. Local racist hipster cafe - These guys make amazing coffee. It costs a lot but tastes bomb. I had it and the taste as really lovely. But left feeling unsatisfied. I am an addict again. I need volume of coffee. The taste doesn't matter. I am like kitli ki chai addicts. I just need my fix. >>8202 Booked my holidays. All money therefore attached to that. I never seem to get a break with tech. Sigh. I should just invest only in acoustic instruments and equipment. Even computers are fucking unreliable. Especially laptops. Even the best ones money can buy. > Just buy a desktop bro I really want to. But needing to travel a lot and moving a lot doesn't make it practical. More importantly, I am thinking of relocating away from Germany because I see shit close to hitting the fan. More than it already has.

Happy Diwali!

>>8206 Happy Diwali :) I thought I'll finish my work in these holidays but didn't do shit. An advice I want to give : If anyone you know want to pursue research, don't go to new IIT's in india. Faculty is placed either through nepotism or through religious connection. Research side of India is down in drain. Just want an opportunity to go to a better research institute for phD. Professor won't give you recommendation letter or force you to upgrade your masters to doctoral for their benefit (this is normal everywhere tbh)

>>8208 Add IIS-C to that list. Regionalism over religion. Caste in case of non UC's

>>6959 In modernity., it is easy to have noise. Podcasts , movies etc. But need to schedule alone time more too I feel like I haven't talked to myself in forever.

>>8220 Walks without earbuds or conversation with others is essential. A hike is even better.

>>8224 My responsibilities have increased a lot. Need to reduce my hobbies/projects to get time to talk to myself. >>6959 Who is this ?

>>8210 My guide gave me ultimatum : > Either bring funding from somewhere or get lost. Like if I was a business/entrepreneurial person, why would I choose academia?

>>8238 This is mostly standard though. In a way as an "Academic" you really are an enterpreur. As a result, most of academia in west is smooth talking, smart sounding frauds. There is more intellectual honesty in a plumber or welder than there is in an academic. The really interested one's fund their own research through odd jobs or side gigs and publish once in 3 or 5 years. Meanwhile, academic mills expect you to teach , do admin and write minimum of 2 papers a year. https://www.honest-broker.com/p/the-blue-collar-jobs-of-philip-glass

>>8239 If I was in a western country, I prolly would've chose blue collar jobs. India is classism at its peak. Tbf you can put - ism in the end of anything and india would be at top.

>>8243 Blue collar is shit here too. The ones making bank are a tiny minority and can be applied in literally any other field. The top of any profession is going to be making good money. Working 12+ hrs a day to clear as much as a doctor or professor working 6 - 8 with more holidays and better benefits isn't really winning.

>>8243 >>8244 Can speak for India, you get treated not as well as office workers, but blue collar guys if they have even room temperature IQ, out earn engineers and scientists by 2 orders of magnitude. Not even kidding. Learn to use a crane, or electric work etc, you will be swimming in money. Given the advent of AI, selling yourself will be far more important now. Including in Academia. > The ones making bank are a tiny minority and can be applied in literally any other field Most blue collar guys are retards who spend millions on booze across their lifetime. More importantly, they get exploited heavily by the contractors and managers. Takes very little IQ to get past this. I did work blue collar work for short while to get money. Easier than getting a scholarship and getting signatures from professors who want you to suck their dick and balls dry. The academia system is very cannibalistic but also incestous. It hates people who can self fund, because that makes the dick suckers feel like idiots.

>>8245 >>8245 >I did work blue collar work for short while to get money In Germany? Things would be different. In India it's easy to die when working. I was at the hospital visiting someone and there was a family who looked working class, apparently they were with a guy who was watering new plaster with a pipe to cure the cement and fell off whatever platform it was. 2 or 3 storeys high. Knew a guy who used to do painting for a while but stopped because one of his coworkers fell off the swing-like thing they use to paint the outside of buildings. Talked with a guy who worked onsite on flyover projects, he said they don't do any sacrifice during groundbreaking and bhumipoojan - the first guy to die onsite does the job. Big builders and contractors seem to follow safety regulations now, but a lot of them do not.

I always find it absurd when i'm on reddit and there are entire comment sections saying something about "brahminical patrarchy" and other terms like that, basically blaming any brahmins. Brahmins account for 5% of the population in this country. You could go days without seeing one. Yet somehow brahmins are responsible for whatever it is that they don't like. Patriarchy for some reason is brahminical, while Muslim women enjoy a lot of freedom and Dalit women are only oppressed by the evil Brahmins and not their own men beating them up drunk. . Casteism does exist, and I am sure brahmins are also guilty of it, but at 5% you'd have one brahman oppressing you while there are 20 gurjars and yadavs doing it much more effectively and efficiently.

>>8262 No in India. Did some cable laying (ethernet) for a new building for an MNC, knew the contractor. Had built him a computer for cheap that worked well in dusty environments too, hence he gave me the job. Besides, no one knew how to read spec sheets and choose parts. Helped with some excavation work where they needed a GPS machine operator. Was offered very high pay for a project to lay cables on a building by hanging from its sides. Safety was questionable, so I did not do it. Not only builders though, woodwork and metal work for fabrication firms pay well if you are good. There were 0 regulations when I did this. But I was never forced into anything and all I had to do was judge the risks and say yes or no. I had earned enough Working with blue collar guys killed my social life. They were nice people, but lets say our values did not match and I say many horrible things. > Flyover projects Never ever, ever ever, work on government projects. Be it white collar or blue collar. Even if you live, years later you can get trapped in a case and get screwed over. >>8264 I am a Hindutva vadi i.e. I don't believe in caste in life outside the house, all these caste based discrimination like reservations are offensive to me. But I also hate these baseless attacks. Over the years of reading, Brahmins sacrificed a lot to save our idols , temples and prevent conversion or even reverse in many cases. Many many freedom fighters also sacrificed their wealth and lives for our freedom. But it is worth arguing with such people honestly. They just hate Hindu's and want to hate on Hinduism without saying it outright. There are region wise cases to be made. But there is more nuance to them than just Brahmins bad. This was a British tactic that lefties then picked up wholesale. Indian lefties are ridiculous, they hate Indians with all their body. Just avoid reddit. It is a rabid cespool of useless people who don't do anything real. Use your time better.

Dan da Dan epi 7 hit me hard in the feels.

>>8284 I thought this was a goofey show, then episode 7 came.

>>8285 They cut back a little on brutality from manga but the adaptation as well as including this in their art style made appreciate Science Saru production. I hope SCIENCE SARU learn from their mistakes in Devilman Crybaby.

>>8286 I love Yuasa's style of animation. Lot of moving camera work, goofy emotions etc Science Saru has lot of people who worked with him on his earlier and better works. Dan Da Dan is building up nicely. I get the brutality because these ghosts are quiet popular. Turbo granny is actually mentioned in lot of jap horror. What did you not like about the new Devilman Crybaby ?

leg was recovering, injured it again last week morale is so low right now, honestly having to re think alot seem to be too injury prone, might have to accept i just dont have the required durability for extreme athletics. will have to keep thinking about this.

>>8266 Cool as h*ck >Working with blue collar guys killed my social life. They were nice people, but lets say our values did not match and I say many horrible things. Really it looks like the only thing labourers care about is cheap alcohol. While i do have a lot of respect for those who do physical labour, I doubt very much anyone with bigger aspirations in life can mix well with them. >I am a Hindutva vadi i.e. I don't believe in caste in life outside the house, all these caste based discrimination like reservations are offensive to me. But I also hate these baseless attacks. It's true, it is unwise to divide Hinduism further. We are already badly divided. Godse was Brahmin and the lefties got a good reason to further demonise Brahmins further. He was conveniently a part of RSS too. Funny how these supporters of the non violent man suddenly turned very violent against the caste of the assassin. Of course, lefties bootlick Gandhi-Nehru to no end. >Indian lefties are ridiculous, they hate Indians with all their body. It's ridiculous really. Some of them have good ideas but most of it is just Hindu bad Modi bad etc. It's actually why I browse reddit. Although everyone there is likely an outlier i like to know what they think. You cannot disagree with an ideology if you do not know what it is.

>>8264 Retards blame Brahmins but ignore the fact that Muslims had direct control over India for centuries when backwards practices flourished and are still advocating shit like triple talaq. Logic should never be used against these people. All politics is force.

combination of freezing cold, work stress and sudden inflow of lot of projects has me rekt. Mentally and physically exhausted in every way. Will take me time to reply. Really hoping I don't wake up to a nuclear war. Post more guys. Let this site be a real alternate.

>>8301 Remember that time when you said a bad sleep schedule will fuck you up worse than anything else. It happened to me, too much work and never seemed to get enough sleep because I would browse internet or YouTube or listen to songs late into the night while I worked some 10-11 hours a day I don't know where the month of October went, nor half of November, things were bad even at home the only thing that went somewhat right is I went to the gym for most of these days.

>>8301 I think of about half a dozen things every day that I'd like to post here about but I end up forgetting most of them during the day, or I don't find the energy and end up forgetting them later Also I'm going to stop reading on chuddy topics like history and news and religious conflict, and politics in general of all kinds I find myself thinking about these too much

>>8302 Damn that was long ago i think. Too reletable. In the same boat. 2 hour sleep for 5 days straight. Boss made me go home today. Productive week though Now.watching terminator 1 till I fall asleep. Its tough to sleep when this tired. Age just makes it worst too. Reply tomorrow in detail.

>>8304 T1 is such a good movie. Up there with the first two aliens and the Thing from that time period.

>>8305 Speaking of which, when did cinema die? Seems to be the 90s imo.

>>8299 The issue with alcohol is just one. If you want to see true degeneracy, visit a construction site where the workers stay at night. Rich women cannot compete with that sex drive and degeneracy. All their IG bullshit is a joke. > I doubt very much anyone with bigger aspirations in life can mix well with them. This and the crab bucket mentality. >>8299 >>8300 If the lefties and Brits opposed Brahmins, then the Brahmins are really good and dangerous. AS simple as that. If the people who oppose our interests, say that Brahmins are bad then they are good. Savarkar too was a Brahmin. >>8305 >>8306 Cinmea is actually doing really really well. Western Cinema is fucked. But indie and east are doing really well. Ignore the western slop. Attend Indie fests and take chances etc.

No sleep is pretty insane. Not only is it depressing it makes your own demons come alive in a really bad way. Fight club is a very good movie in expressing how a brain without sleep becomes. Add to that winter and sub zero temps, early winter and high energy prices. Apartment hunt is not going well. Fucking Ukranians took all the good properties. >>8305 Alien 1i is too good. Need ot watch 2. But will watch 2 and 3 tonight.

>>8306 >>8303 >>8302 Your work leaves no time for you having being able to talk with yourself. That is a serious issue. > Browse internet late Yeah, Youtube and other such platforms are designed to be addictive. The issue is, they don't let you get bored entirely but don't entirely entertain you either. Cigs are easier. You should choose something that lets you express yourself. Write with a pen and paper. Songs and music are fine , that is how I fall asleep too (for different reasons though). I have years spent working where I don't remember more than few days. > Gym for most days That is actually inspiring, I need to get this habit as well. >>8303 I struggled with this, stopped effort posting. I type out thoughts on my phone here, then post them here when free. The stream of consciousness is a wild river. You need to observe for few minutes daily. It hides signals and treasures for you.

>>8309 >sex drive Oh yes I forgot they probably are also big time customers of local whores (or not, in which case they sleep with each other?) >then the Brahmins are really good and dangerous Eh I don't know. Did the British really buy into our caste shit? Lefties have a noble cause, to help the underprivileged but it inevitably ends up in chimping out against whoever they decide is the privileged one >Western Cinema Hollyshit can't think beyond superpowers, bank robberies and feminism, and assorted topics. Although I guess pirates of the Carrabian was entertaining. Kids movies are better than "adult" movies (made for soylent westoid millennials who were never taught to grow up). >That is actually inspiring, I need to get this habit as well. Starting strength takes no more than an hour and half for me including the way to the gym and back, although it will increase with your strength and lifts as you do longer warmups and take longer breaks between sets.

Do you have suggestions for winter wear? Maybe not the exact brand or product, just the type/keyword to look out for. I need to ride bike at ungodly hours in the morning and also at night and it's getting colder by the day. Jacket = Needs to sustain wind and cold, also should have fabric-like material on the inside to keep cozy. The jackets I have have that plasticky material on the inside which gets cold. Hood good to have but if not I will use woolen cap. I also need gloves but don't know anything about them. Sweatpants i guess, not necessary for now. Budget = ~2500 rupees for jacket? If better products exist below this then that's fine too. What do they use in Germany and Canada (apart from brandy/vodka/beer/whatever)

>>8321 https://www.decathlon.in/p/8572975/jacket-for-men/men-winter-jacket-for-hiking-sh100-5c-blue https://www.decathlon.in/p/8558721/trousers/mens-warm-water-repellent-hiking-trousers-sh100 Get gloves, make sure to cover the wrists over the jacket so the air doesn't go in. Keeping hoodie in your helmet to keep your ears and head covered. Will reply in detail tomorrow. I have used more expensive version of this setup for bikes. Leather is not waterproof and a pain to take care of. Also, the leather industry shouldn't be encouraged.

>>8321 Canadians usually just layer. I always have a sweater under my coat. Two shirts, a sweater and a jacket is going to keep you pretty toasty. Personally I like a scarf but for biking you might want a neck warmer. I think a hood is probably better than a hat since there is no gap in clothing between the head and body. Also seal off any gaps where air can come in so that you're just super insulated.

>>8325 Also eating a good amount of carbs before going out is essential to your body generating heat. Ancients in colder climates knew this.

>>8325 This is incomplete. >>8327 Very important. Gym fag friend crashed here on weekend because only protein , no carbs and sub zero cold trek for few hours. >>8321 The last reply was shit. Ok, your issue seems you need a warm layer between your wind blocking layer and your body , to keep your warmth in. Base layer - What is banyan in Indian males. In winter, the normal rupa / amul thermal things work. But netted inner layers are best. Wool is best, but if you cant get real wool, get the thermal inners. Layer above that - Woolen sweater , fleece shirt etc. You can rock the male lesbian look, I often do because its so comfy. Layer above - This has to be a wind blocking layer. The deca jacket works. On a bike, all enterances need to be closed. Wrists, neck etc. Good luck anon. Tell us how it goes.

>>8317 > Oh yes I forgot they probably are also big time customers of local whores (or not, in which case they sleep with each other?) Masons and others low in pecking order get whores. Trained labour who are good, get wives and often become contractors later. Unskilled labour sleeps with each other. Men, women (lot of tribal women) and all kinds of combinations. > Did the British really buy into our caste shit? Turks took away the rights of deletes. They turned Brahmins into dhimmis, the ones who didn't, died for their beliefs. Brits took the caste structure and cemented it, by giving jobs based on caste. Martial races concept invented by British. Giving jobs in admin only to Brahmins, British practice. British records of caste as a redpill, with their own caveats. Too deep this topic. The workout tips are good, thanks. Though I have complicated health issues, so just breathing after climbing stairs is enough of a workout for now. > movies Saw Terrifier 3, what an amazing movie. Mainstream movies are shit, regardless of which wood. Indie is the way to go.

Finally projects moving forward after months , suddenly I am handling 5 projects simultaneously. I enjoy the projects moving forward, but man meetings are exhausting. I hate talking to a group of people. But it needs to be done. Emails people ignore. PDF's people don't read. Tomorrow I go back to more meetings.

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>>8330 >>8325 This helps. You are right about the layers. I have a jacket which is entirely wind-blocking layer, never occurred to me I need to wear fleece under it. The plastic like thing gets too cold on the inside. Which is basically what I am looking for. A jacket with all-fleece (or other blanket-like materials if any) under it. If this works i prefer this over the fleece-shirt + wind blocking jacket method. I went to a couple of shops yesterday. There were some jackets like what I want with fleece in + wind blocking outward. Priced reasonably. But they did not have the fleece lining on the sleeves. I don't mind paying some more for it. This is an item I will be using for half a decade at least. But I did not find such jackets on sale yesterday. Gloves, looks like I need to get these from Amazon. The issue with the innermost layer is that it still does get hot during the day. Id suffocate to death. I got out of the habit of wearing baniyan only this summer, you could not have caught me without one before that. >workout As long as one does something, anything useful as part of a well-reputed program that's good enough. If you think the efforts you are taking will eventually improve your life, that's good enough actually. >>8327 I learnt this back in summer when I was getting rid of fat. Climate control at 24°C made me shiver because I was eating very little carbs. I also did feel my IQ drop in real time. For now i eat like a pig with barely any regard to consequence. Even the tiniest bit of hunger gets me down to 20% energy level >>8331 >Unskilled labour sleeps with each other. Men, women (lot of tribal women) and all kinds of combinations. I wonder how they stand the smells of each other

Taking another trek trip before winter gets unbearable. It will be a test of will but also the clothing and camping setup in a big way. Leaf anon, do you go out in -40°C temps ? What is your winter EDC including clothing. I am excited about using my new water filter. >>8344 https://www.decathlon.in/p/8610437/jacket-for-men/mens-waterproof-winter-hiking-jacket-sh100-x-warm-10c-blue This is what you want. I avoided it because out of budget. Integrated solutions cost more. Higher end jackets have openings in your armpits to allow airflow and less sweat. Higher end jackets even have two way zippers, for bikes/bicycles where your upper body needs to lean forward. > Get's hot during the day This is why either get an expensive jacket which allows you to remove inner layer. Or wear a separate layer inside your wind blocking jacket. < On workout Thanks for this. Simple and to the point advice. No fluff. > Lack of carbs i.e. lack of IQ Lack of carbs does make one feel depressed and slow. But lack of fat causes literal IQ drops. I found the ideal thing for me, is to eat two big meals and nothing else. Breakfast doesn't work for me. Eating late leads to terrible digestion issues and disturbed sleep. > Smells Nobody cares after a tiring honest days work. Most workers bathe properly. Though again, this is in cities. Tier 3 onwards its a different story.

Too tired so just dumping https://www.motorradonline.de/chopper-cruiser/benelli-leoncino-bobber-400-v2-a2/ https://www.crisil.com/en/home/our-analysis/reports/2024/11/india-progress-report.html https://judiciary.house.gov/sites/evo-subsites/republicans-judiciary.house.gov/files/evo-media-document/eip-jira-report-key-takeaways-one-pager-11.6.23.pdf Censorship Industrial complex in the US Share on 8ch

>>8346 >>8345 >>8344 https://youtu.be/KuGrV0ADzOQ?si=SlbLYZm7PekQogND https://youtu.be/AONWRhestCo?si=xssBHy-pHRhh7h0h The sacred and the propane. Carbs are no joke. Fueled early humans and are still essential. Overheating is a downside but a good bag solves that problem. -40 isn't common where I'm at, that kind of cold freezes snot in your nose and your eyelashes. Only have experienced it a few times, very unpleasant. For winter I'm usually wearing a longsleeve shirt, a hoodie and a jacket. No snow yet so I'm still wearing sneakers but I generally wear docs. Never worn an expensive jacket, or expensive clothes. Cheaper ones, as long as you make sure they're durable, seem to be just as good. Few things are as pleasant as a toasty body and legs with a nice cool face. Haven't whined about women in awhile. It's nice to be getting a lot of attention now, in a way, but the quality of women is pretty low now. Most good women get ruined by bad men, I'm seeing it happen in real time. I'm glad I've been single for awhile, I feel like all my wounds have scarred over. Look at my ex's page for the first time in months, and just felt a little nostalgia, hope she is doing well but nothing negative came over me. >smells Sometimes stinky women can be good, if ykyk. Sometimes I forget how enjoyable voluntary solitude is. Wasted my time on social media and jerking off, forgot the joys of thinking, reading and listening to good music. Listening to DeBussy as I type, have a Mancur Olson book open in the background. Recently purchased a few good books. Braudels The Mediterranean is excellent, have been salivating over it for the past year and finally found it used for a steal. Won't be able to bring it with me to Thailand, might have to rush it down in December, C'est la vie. Physio is going well, feeling hopeful. Also ordered a DNA test and got the results back. Already noticed some inaccuracies in the traits, but quietly happy with the athletic traits I got. Fast twitch fibre dominant with good cardio traits. Doing much more self reflection now. Feel like I am becoming who I want to be. Realizing now that I'm outgrowing people but don't know what that means. Falling for a brown girls thats taken, fear she is going down a dark path. Family is toxic, boyfriend cheated on her. Keep thinking about her. Women in my workplace use me for validation perhaps. One girl I went to high school with wanted to hook up I suspect, maybe still does. Not interested in it really, growing more focused as a man. Things that used to bother me don't bother me anymore. Insecurity is fading, not yet gone. Need to heal, need to travel to Thailand. Feel like it will be my second birth in a spiritual sense. Canada is a synthetic country and in Asia I will have a chance to be grounded in history and become who I know I am. Fighting is essential. I don't believe in change without pain. All things worthwhile must be suffered for. Hope you guys are doing well. Sending comfy vibes. Listen to DeBussy with some cocoa and a warm sweater for good feels.

>>8345 I also get sick from breakfast, doesn't sit well in my stomach. Meals before bed bloat unless it's simple carbs. >>8331 Brits believed in caste as a political tool. I suspect they believed in it to some extent, but it was mainly shaped through their interests. Co-operate and you were more Aryan, disobey and you were Dravidian. Twitter bhangis still cling to British conveniences to feel better about themselves. Most people who rely on caste or race have achieved nothing themselves. Actions speak loudest. Many former highschool friends have become failures in life. At least women can marry up, these men have already become irrelevant in their mid twenties and I can't summon any compassion. >>8330 Idk, I'm used to the cold so I can just grit my teeth and bear it. If you're really cold long underwear and wool socks help. Gloves are also a must because I hate grabbing things with cold hands and hate the inaccuracy of mittens. Sealing is important. Prioritize a warm core and the blood circulating will keep everything warm. >>8225 >Who is this? Me or the song? I'm the only Leaf left from a few inchs ago from like 2021 or something like that. I recognize you from there but no one else. There were one or two other posters that were worthwhile.

> Watched arcane s2 Can't believe something this good can come out of piece of garbage league of legend is. For some reason there is a surge of emotional stories mixed up with other genres this season. I don't complain though.

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Will reply later in evening or tomorrow. Froze my moustache ends last night. Slept out in sub zero cold. Tent held the heat though and was doable. Will leave soon. Friend picking us up in his car soon. Cannot wait to go to a restaurant and eat something >>8357 Started season 1, seems worth sticking to. Thanks for the recommendation. >>8358 Try anon file ?

Holy shit Turkey betrayed Russia in Syria.

>>8361 Yep. Russia is on its way out. Hopefully India can create a relationship with Iran.

>>8360 Let me know how you feel about the ending of s2 when finished

I terribly miss working and studying sciences and mathematics. Management pays a ton and the job is piss easy. But I talk to idiots all day and my brain is asleep. The feeling of running with ideas, how I miss it. Sadly, people listen to managers only and spit on scientists.

>>8365 Don't presume it so fast. Turkey is an unreliable partner always. Assad is also making a deal. India has a relationship with Iran, what is happening right now is defanging of Iran's radical clerics. This is good for India long term. That said, Iranians are the only Muslims who understand USA and the threat they posses. For that alone, they are incredibly based. unlike Sunni's who do not leave any opportunity to lick the white man's spit. >>8350 Smell is a good way to judge attractiveness to a person. If you find a women's smell unpleasant, the rest will most probably never workout. Pheromone compatibility is some freaky thing that works like magic. > DNA test Bad idea, your dad will be leaked. > Canada You should really really plan to settle somewhere else. Right now, you are like a frog in a slow boiling pot, that is Canada < Same is true for Germany It is. But I am not living in normal neighbourhood here, more importantly, there is a high chance that I might move back to India in July'ish next year. Lets see. Debussy takes me back to similar times when I had chick issues. His music is too heavy for me emotionally, even though he plays light like a feather, he knows where to hit. >>8351

>>8379 >smell I have the nose of a bloodhound and found smell a good indicator. Sometimes, women can smell stinky but still smell good. >dna Government already has my DNA and they are worse than a corporation. >Canada Already in the works, but not sure where. Europe is also going down the shitter. Singapore is nice but I'm not at a point in my career where that's possible. I'd also have to move closer to family which eh... >>8378 Middle management is the death of creativity.

Friend died. He had misdiagnosed TB. Delhi AIR fucked him up and it reached his brain. He coughed blood, that is normal in Delhi apparently and Dr dismissed him. 2 weeks later he died. All of you will reach that age sometime, when your friends start dying. Not just ones you like, but even ones you thought of as enemies etc. Death will not only come for you, but for everyone who gets your references and jokes. For everyone who grew up in same time period etc.

>>8382 https://www.zenpencils.com/comic/117-john-donne-for-whom-the-bell-tolls/

>>8382 Fucked up. Conditions in India in terms of pollution is terrible. Some friends and family visit and come back coughing up black shit.

Depressed af, but its mainly physical. Need to get out other than work. Also might still have the infection in my system. Instead of relaxing, this month is just full on. My habits are also not good. Eating late, not going on walks, not exercising at all. Watching bullshit etc

>>6959 Is there a Sh0eonhead like reaction channel in India ?

>>8395 You probably don't get much sunlight in Germany I guess. That would make things even worse. I also need to stop using the phones too much. >>8382 Can't imagine how it must feel to lose someone so young. >normal in Delhi Wtf Also doctors suck. They often think they're too good to listen to their patients. I've learnt, if you think you have a condition, get a second, third, fourth opinion until you find a doctor who actually listens to you. I had a dog die because veterinarians kept dismissing symptoms. He used to puke anything he ate. He would throw up water if he drank any. Usually with bile (or whatever. Super sticky). Doctor didn't take it seriously. Told us to rub turmeric on his lips. Even after multiple visits he'd prescribe generic antibiotics blaming some infection. Went to a govt vet hospital. It was just random interns who decided the dog had an infection and had him on saline. I gave up. Went on for a year as he grew skinnier and skinnier. Went to doctor again as a last ditch attempt, only then did he order a blood test and an X-ray. Guess what Tommy had rocks and soil in his stomach he ate a long time ago, causing him bloat. The damage was done, his kidneys were gone (I don't know why. I'm guessing dehydration. His body retained no water.) Tried a few sessions of very expensive dialysis, to no avail. He died a painful death. Of a perfectly curable conditon. All because the doctor thought he knew better. Btw I'm not comparing the death of an animal to the death of a human just talking about problems with doctors

Suicide of some guy is going viral, to the point that my wife asked me about it and she had read the details of the suicide letter and involvement of judge, bribery etc. Well, it might change things, I don't really expect anything to change. More importantly though If I was in a similar position, I would have k*ll*d the wymen instead of sudoku. Jail is far better than letting such a cunt breathe. WE TOLERATE ADHARMA WAY TOO MUCH.TOLERANCE IS NOT A VIRTUE.

i don't understand what infection i have, but its been pain and fever throughout. Brain cannot do simplest tasks the whole day. And I am incapable of rest. I need to be doing something else I go mad.

One thing I've noticed is that the govt really focus on silencing fags. Whatever other people business is their business but I've noticed that gay people tends to raise their voice more often even in slightest of inconvenience. If this was the case with normal people, things could've been different about the pollution in India. Remediation of pollution is VERY hard, much harder than prevention. If only people raise voices instead of playing favorite party and fighting amongst themselves.

>>8425 We live in a system created by British, to keep a population subservient and in check. The British system was never about justice or fairness. It was about avoiding rebellion. The Hindu Muslim rift was further widened to further direct Hindu efforts towards defending against conversion instead of fighting British. GOI inherited this system and made it worst. Why not ? They can avoid responsibility and keep people divided, while pocketing money themselves. > Gay people are outspoken They have to be. Imagine being born with preferences opposite to the majority and having to justify it. It takes lot of courage, especially in the younger years. Normies are normies because they follow the popular thing.

Heating systems have failed where I live. Electric systems are on verge of failure. Yesterday, my washing machines outlet pipe froze, getting clothes out took 6 hours and lot of work. Entire night wasted. Fever is better now, health was a fucking pain this whole week. The cold is really something else when the heaters are gone. >>7725 Poignant post anon. How is your life different now ? Most people do things to show to others. It is a sad way of living. >>7727 Newslaundry may be entertaining, but it is garbage for your brain. Even in its better days when it had more variety of views, it used to fake quotes, data and complaints.

>>8350 Sad times when you realize someone you trusted with your life has done something to revoke that trust. I've mentioned this situation at least twice here already but tonight basically confirmed it. If you can't trust a homeboy around hoes, when can you trust him?

How do y'all keep up with day to day life when everything feels meaningless? Solving a problem for betterment of humanity that is basically created by humans. Why not let them suffer and extinct? Nature will take care of everything after that.

I can't really socialise with coworkers and it does make me sad. I know that coworkers are not your friends but I don't necessarily want to make lifelong friends with these people. I spend 8+ hours a day with them so it would be nice if I could banter with them. My retarded project manager would scold me in front of all these people, and i feel they all probably make fun of me behind my back, also I am autisistic and can't think of anything to say. I mean if someone treats you like an idiot in front of other people and you do nothing to counter him, the the audience is going to think you're a chump, for sure, and i kind of hate working alongside them now because of this. They aren't bad people, they're actually really decent guys. But I feel ashamed to talk to them, something like, if someone saw you naked or masterbating or something you would feel some awkwardness between you and them maybe. And changing your image once it's been cemented in people's eyes, is practically impossible. I don't want to thought of as an autistic retard who can barely string together a sentence, i would like to be thought of and remembered as a normal or only slightly weird person but still within the bounds of what is considered socially acceptable. Corporate world is tiring, I can't believe women fought for decades so they could abandon their comfy home life to slave away in environments like this to own their mother in law le ebic style.

>>8446 You're over thinking. I have same problem as you and the best I've ever did was not giving a fuck. People will always judge, it's better not to give in. If you feel like not talking much, just don't talk as long as it doesn't hinder your work flow. > Accidentally ran Tor while on college wifi. Blocked from using the wifi from my laptop. Atleast they didn't blocked my ID. Is there any solution to this problem other than begging cuz I have same autistic problem as the anon above.

>>8444 I grew out of this when I had responsibilities. Thinking about meaninglessness is for young men or people who haven't mentally aged. >>8446 I used to be shy. Most of conversing is being confident, but you shouldn't force yourself. Some people just don't click, and it's okay. I hate that the modern sensibility is that everyone has to be friends. There are some people I loathed on sight and we interacted like and water. >I can't believe women fought for decades so they could abandon their comfy home life to slave away in environments like this to own their mother in law le ebic style. What women? A few dozen spinsters and a mass of corporations and politicians. No woman would choose this except ones forced to. Undo DEI and all the cultural garbage and the majority will go back to being housewives. >>8448 Same but didn't get blocked despite it being banned in the internet usage rules. Weird. >>6959 >>8443 Posted about this before but the saga has come to an end. My friend kept interrupting when I was flirting with women and then started retelling those stories over the coming months. Realized he was doing it to get on my nerves and to compensate for his insecurity. Seems like in a way he's started modelling his life after mine as my dreams became his. Every conversation has started feeling like a request for approval. Talked it over with my parents and another friend and they confirmed what took me one and a half years to realize. Honestly so wounded now. I imagined him being the best man at my wedding and at my side in battle but I realize now that's just a fantasy. How am I supposed to trust him around women now? If I can't trust him then, when can I? Similar drama at work, snapped at my boss. Forgot to mention but she has sexually harassed me at least three times. She does weird "horny bullying" to me when she's stressed and I just lost it. Ashamed that I did that to both my boss and a woman, although I think she deserved it. Bengali co-worker was fired for stopping a shoplifter. Joke country. The girl I was thinking about has played me or something. I realized she wasn't going to leave her boyfriend and the best case scenario was her cheating with me and I didn't want to be a part of that. Came up to me today and I ignored her, and she looked genuinely hurt. We spent entire shifts talking to each other but I guess she was just using me for validation. She made sexual comments and I felt chemistry with her. All of it was a lie I guess. Feeling terrible. I have to be a better man I suppose and learn to feel one thing and do another. It's been four years since my ex and she was the first girl I genuinely started connecting with. Just tired of women and their bullshit. >"Sometimes when X and Y are in bad moods I compliment them to get them to calm down." >"You don't do that with me anon, right?" As she looks up at me from her chair. She was asking me if I was going to a birthday party and started talking to other co-workers about me. Talked about lube and honey in a sexual context. Would get really close to me and started telling me stuff about when she was a kid, her life plans, etc. Guess I was joe jerkoff. Can't even talk about it with my friend anymore. In the span of a week I lost everyone I thought I was close to. Whatever happens, happens. Apologies for the reddit vid, lost my og one several computers ago.

>>8449 When I'm at my worst I really feel the presence of God.

>>8448 >blocked for tor https://letmegooglethat.com/?q=how+to+spoof+wifi+mac+address+on+laptop try this Colleges are pathetic, but yours seems a little better because they seem to actually know about tor, albeit probably just from sensationalised news articles. Because they have not blocked your user ID i think it might be as simple as the Google search above but since they seem to understand that people use tor they might also know that people can spoof mac addresses, and might have blocked you in some other way. Can you log in to wifi on your phone? >stop giving a fuck True, today was better than yesterday (I was on my period) >>8449 Ha, just how handsome are you? >hate that the modern sensibility is that everyone has to be friends Not friends exactly, if you do not interact with these people outside of occupation/hobby/wherever you met, then I would think for a long time before calling them friends. Now these retards they are friends on Instagram and send each other reels, small groups of them hang out on the weekends. I don't care for that very much, but at least for the 8 hours i spend at work, I don't mind being involved with them. I rather think this is the opposite of modern. When people had no screen based entertainment, they talked with each other. Not necessarily deep conversations that led to lifelong friendships, but small talk and casual conversation with people you find in a situation similar to yours. Once you are done with the conversion, it's just another stranger in the crowd.

Opened this website but couldn't post. Cousin of mine is at home. She is a born stacy, 10/10 looks for a family of ugloids. Brains to match and scored well always. Because of this my mother always compared me to her. Now she is a single mother, her daughter , 4 years of age told me "I know I don't have a father". Since then I have been feeling too heavy. Good to see all of you posting. >>8444 Lack of meaning is great, it means you can do what you want. > Why not let them suffer and extinct ? It is happening. >>8446 A good judgement of if you will like your work or not, is to see the people who work with you. This will be you in 5 years or so. If they repel you , then you should change jobs. > Corporate world is tiring YES. It is primal. Reading 48 laws of power is really helpful. But nothing makes it easier. >>8401 Lack of sunlight is really really really depressing. We eat extra chocolate and drink to make up for it. >>8449 Take the high standards pill for friends and love interests anon. >>8450 I too became a full blown believer. Not just in words, but in meaning. But these topics are tough to put to words. >>8451 > but small talk and casual conversation with people you find in a situation similar to yours. The best deep moments lie in this small talk and shared moments. I found the love of my life this way.

>>8452 Cousins kid keeps trying to play with my laptop. My laptop is full of disturbing shit and pointless research. My house is not kid friendly at all. Posting will be tough for coming 2-3 weeks. Lot of social time coming up.

>>8453 If your laptop has high specs, consider dual booting or some thing. Also can try tails OS for research as it can be flashed in pendrive. But I think it'll destroy data when you'll remove it. >>8451 Isn't there a built in feature for random mac address in windows 11? Is that different from spoofing your Mac address? Also I remember I did some mac spoofing shit way back and I don't remember what I did. I hate that I do some weird shit with my laptop and it comes back to bite me in future when I have no clue. > Blocked ID? Nope working fine on my phone. > was on my period I get like seasonal depressive episodes in winter so I can't imagine feeling shit once every month like that. I usually eat a lot of chocolate but have kidney stones right now. >>8452 > I know I don't have father What was your reply? Supportive like " I'm always here if you wish anything" or silence? Sorry for replying out of order

>Deny >Defend >Depose

Not enough sleep, so memory is failing me and I am in that half asleep half awake phase, where everything is trippy. Packing my bags now for travel. This is a terrible way to do things and my life needs lot of balance. >>8467 Based and true. We are seeing in Bangladesh, that instead of debating your opponent, just killing them works. >>8463 Laptop is not high spec, but dual booting is fine. Good idea actually. "What was your reply ?" < Mamu is there for you always, what else do you need ? Gayish. But she was telling me matter of fact, my assurances did not do much for her. Felt right in the moment. Seeing her makes me really sad, she will have a tough life ahead of her. She is already bullied a lot in school.

>>8471 How to hide you boyfriend from your wife?

Hi Germanon, I remember a few random threads ago you had posted a link or a PDF (can't remember) about society and peoples, more specifically how people interact with each other. The lines I remember from the document are: >people tend to regard social interactions like theater, they get their masks on, dress for the occasion etc >working class people tend to let on more of their real selves than other classes >in olden times people were more mindful of their "role" in the "drama" and spent more time in putting up appearances I want to read it again but I couldn't find it. Is there any chance you have a link to it or a name or a file? hint, it wasn't the "understanding humans" book TIA

Internet after ages. Will reply when back https://www.notebookcheck.net/Open-source-ebook-to-audiobook-converter-supports-a-massive-1000-languages.938716.0.html

>>8480 Webm reading of a PDF. Summary of a book. Will look for it

Happy New Years fellow nerds.

All these terror attacks are IMO scripted >>8486 Happy new year to you and rest of the anons and lurkers too

Ya boy just fucked up another relationship. I wish it was a job, I'd be a fucking millionaire. How's everyone else's year starting?

Just realized new year has started. People do resolution and stuff. Whatever, thinking about reading some books but it feel so useless reading anything fiction or philosophical. Feel so empty everyday, the inability to feel gratitude is such a curse. Any achievement feel so meaningless. I see people around me celebrating while I don't feel a sliver of happiness or sadness.

>>8488 >>8489 Finishing a Ted k dopamine reset session of sorts. Lots of posts to reply but weak internet and exhausted AF. Do go into details about what ahppened

>>8489 Pix is Russian circles ?

>>8493 Serial experiments Lain powerlines

>>8494 >>8494 Can only see so much on my phone. My eyes are not what they used to be Should feelings be the motivation to do something ? They are fleeting. They come and go. Gratitude, happiness, motivation I find all to be pointless and made up

>>8494 Do go into details tho

>>8498 >>8493 You too.

>>8498 Serial experiments Lain is a cult favorite anime about a world where border between internet and real world is very blurry. It's an old anime so the way of story telling is little different

How to stop myself from suicide thoughts? Don't worry I won't kms got anxiety about death big time. Which is like stupid paradox like wtf?? My poor mental health don't let me do anything. I can't even go to gym too many people :( Can't play sports I want to play, can't do my work properly cuz interact with other people. Social anxiety is such an underrated shit, makes your life miserable while you can't even tell anyone. Also I'm closeted Bisexual, so that doesn't help with me able to interact with same gender. Sorry felt about over sharing today

>>8505 Wrong pic

>>8505 Don't worry, every sentient being has at a one point in time overthought about life and death. It sometimes lasts for weeks or months, but don't worry its very natural. It passes away automatically, and after a few while thinking back on those periods it feels like I was such a dumbass to worry about death and putting so much brain power into it. Try to do simple positive physical work to offload your mental exertion, the healthy kind of distractions. Not just gym. Social anxiety also gets lowered with practice and just being comfortable with yourself outdoors.

>>8507 Thanks for your kind words <3

>>8507 This is kind of the main point tho. Emotions are fleetifng and therefore worthy of ignoring.

>>8471 Unironically i did plumbing with the help of a yt video among others. I already knew the general process, but the video helped, too. For instance the guy told me PVC cement dries very quickly, so I ejaculated it from the tube into the elbow I was replacing, and put it into the desired position asap Plumbers charge a lot for home visits but i got it done in like 15 minutes of time and maybe a hundred rupees for plumbers saw, plumbing tape, and pvc cement. Then again I blew up a couple of TVs and a laptop because of my misplaced confidence so make sure your skill level is actually as required.

>>6959 Long story short, I got an offer to work on a farm with a tedpilled man. I took it up. It was quiet nice, to be disconnected, work with hands all day and eat hand grown food that I picked myself etc. In return, I installed a CCTV system for the man, helped him upgrade his home etc. Got fitter, feeling mentally clear, though exhausted from the travel. Ordered two apocalypse level water filters, one I installed today, other one the nuclear proof one will take longer to come. Getting two axe's soon. Food wise I am decently prepped already. I have been slowing going off the far end for a while now, this is just further descent. I have most data I need offline and plan to get cheaper webbooks that can run off of powerbanks. Solar generator and panel setup will be for the next apartment. >>8511 I have found lot of videos by small contractors, installing tiles, insulations etc, which then I used to do these myself. It wasn't even about saving money but simply wanting it done right, contractors, plumbers etc lie through their teeth and often do terrible job, while charging a lot. As for laptops, most of them are made so they cannot be repaired easily at all. Which is why I have stopped buying mainstream laptops, phones, desktops etc. >>8473 There is a Bhojpuri genre of advice videos about how male prostitutes are better and how to lead a double life etc. But simply, find a wife ok with degeneracy and indulge away, that is if you are forced to marry a women. A batchmate of mine chose such a life and he seems to have found his satisfaction in it.

>>8511 I used to be excited about computers etc. Now a Banana pi running on a powerbank is enough for me. Things like plumbing and electrical projects are far more fun now.

>>8509 I have this same killer bean dance video but about feds have control over every tech in the world even with highest opsec. Thanks for adding one more to my collection

>>8514 please do share. The song is clubbed to death from matrix, played in the scene when Morpheus is explaining to Neo the nature of the matrix. A very potent scene on its own. https://youtu.be/6T_Rj47nm0Q

>>8517 When I thought AI integration in phone, I thought I would be able to find every video /photo in my phone using just search. The video is deep in 500 cat videos, I can't find it easily. I'll try though

>>8517 Yeah I've only saw first movie of the matrix. Weird how people use this term to control people, telling them to do xyz to escape matrix. Which ironically make victims fall in an actual matrix.

>>8518 AI has been deeply disappointing so far. I wouldn't want AI to summarize the contents of my phone to the government though. It is ok, I understand. >>8519 People get gold and manage to turn it into shit. People cannot be helped.

>>8520 Very old video so doesn't include quantum and other recent advances.

Random travel observation There was an OF model travelling with us in the same plane. Obnoxious body , lot of tattoo's, travelling with camera gear and selfie lights. Another one at beach, not swimming, only clicking pics in a gothic swimsuit and ridiculous lip fillers. When I got back, I was told of a colleagues daughter is living away, doing OF and bought a car with the money. Only fans stuff is quiet common it seems now. Much more than I thought.

>>8524 NICE. Thanks for sharing. Loce the song. This format works really well.

Japanese war crimes wiki page probably the longest war crime page I've seen. They opt the Italian method to hide all this. Italian made food for stomach, Japanese made food for the dick.

>>8540 They mistreated Indian prisoners they took too. Not that Germans were much better either. But yeah, the Japanese stuff , not just the rapes, really did make me sick to my stomach. There was a movie about it that documents it in detail. Korean and Chinese hate for Japs is stuff of legends.

>>8542 They killed every Indian prisoner they took as far as I remember. Same goes with unit 741 and other shit. Japanese people are still same sadistic beings they were used to be but now anime and pedophilia gas distracted them quite a bit.

https://youtu.be/dr7N_hCAbrM?si=kzhPyCG-cvQLCzi8 I love when fictional shows replicate real life events

My later years of school and collage were pretty shit, as were the first few years of job. Those down times led to ok times, still suffering but bearable. Which has led to good times now. I am enjoying the fortune, but I also feel like I need to prepare for the next phase of suffering. I guess I am addicted to the prepare for next suffering cycle, I cannot simply stay in the moment. >>8552 This show is one of the greatest of all time and very smart. Even with lefty politics, it has a rare dose of self awareness and honesty.

>>8548 I love anime, but other aspects of Japanese culture are just overrated or outright shit. Japanese food for example is overrated and mostly crap. Any other South East Asian country has more sophisticated food. Jap lit is also overrated mess. That said, I do like japs IRL.

Bro, I feel like decentralised web and shit like that is the need of the hour mitrs. The US culture wars with woke circlejerkers and MAGAjerkers and XiaoHongShutards will deffo push their ideas onto us Indians bruh. Fuck social media fuck centralized internet. We need to get off Jio and start making our own shit, personal websites, infrastructure, anything. Deactivate social accounts, get off the internet and media and movies, literally anything; the west is aflame and it wants to take the fucking world down with it. I know this feels like fearmongering but brown sepoys a la Vivek Ramaswamy and Lavanya from SoBo scare me

>>8577 Some questions first Why do you want to connect to people on the interwebs ? If you answer this then the rest comes next Personal websites are a pain to maintain esp with your host provider is a dick. Which most are. I haven't found a service I liked, commercial cunts, sending me spam all day and all night. I have not tried Mastadon, it is like twitter but one can have a comfy server and all anons can hang out there. Pixelfed makes sense for photography enthusiants. Peertube I have no used neither Minds

https://youtu.be/Z_VGwnxcQtY?si=3F3MByVoel5xIOGT Love watching this videos on Indian culture.

>>8577 >>8580 It's inevitable, not a question of wanting or not. We can talk about Uncle Ted forever but it won't happen, a total collapse has never happened. I spent a lot of time thinking about it but the reality is supply chains would withstand a good portion of disasters. Easiest way is to undermine English education to prevent interaction with English content. Canada used to have a political tradition distinct from the US but increasingly feels like a worse copy.

>>8505 Seems the mental illness epidemic has hit the high income groups in full force in India too. Your description sounds a good bit like an American Gen-Z or Gen Alpha's description of his life. It's sad to see the prediction of India getting too old or feeble minded before it industrialises is somewhat bearing fruit.

>>8606 Kulhad is still used in railways right ? Good times drinking from it. >>8607 > it won't happen > a total collapse has never happened Tempted to write a long reply. But it won't be necessary. Long story short, we are entering an era of kingdoms and civilizations again. This will be a net gain for India and Indians and a net loss for Canada. The Trump threat of taking over Canada seems to me very serious, economic maybe or total takeover. That gives India room to do a lot in the Indian sub continent too. A full crash like Uncle Ted hoped might happen or not. Though if it does, we won't be talking online anymore either. More importantly, viability of global supply chain except for expensive luxury goods is likely now as the $ is threatened. That will be enough to destabilize a lot of nations including Canada. For my part, I believe in this enough to have parked most of money in India and prep for riots and government breakdown. My only issues at the moment are - Not enough weapons - Not enough hard cash, though i doubt its usefulness

>>8607 >>8610 Honestly, ignore my reply and enjoy the chaos of upcoming times. Do some basic prep too, canned food, Axe or machete, face masks and clothing etc.

>>8608 Who brought a redditard here? Fucking goofey ass villain-esque dialog : "your mind is too feeble to comprehend rick and morty" Reminds me of our lord and savior

>>8614 Great reading comprehension right there.

A lot of Karen's talk in an insolent way to men. Men understand that a bigger man can kill them if not beat them to pulp. Karen's seem to think they are immune to this. A little shit was talking to me. I could strangle her with thumb and index finder. She did not.understand that.

>>8634 She understands you won't. That's the power, it's not the ability to do so, it's the being able to act. That little shit understood that you think a long into future about the consequences of strangling her.

>>8617 Yeah but the word "feeble" has become a staple for edgy villain/reddit/pseudo-intellectuals. As soon as my eyes fell on the word I cringed and stopped reading.

>>8640 I use a similar filter for lefty talk. Minorities under threat , privilege etc and my brain stops caring. Its going to be the same talking points after that. Non lefties might be retarded but at-least they are original. >>8639 You are right. It was momentary but not worth it.

>>8643 Every lefty article somehow manages to be "How <random thing> Has Roots in the Caste Discrimination and Systemic Opression of Muslims and Brahminical Patriarchy" It's not that they are wrong - the caste system was the social hierarchy for a long time in the country so it's obvious that it's going to leave a mark on everything. Ignoring history does not make it go away (which is also why i generally dislike people who say things like "it's 2025" followed by some inane babble about something that's completely out of touch with reality. (saw a guy saying we don't need city buses in 2025, and another guy who said we dont need Tata Ace type pick up trucks in 2025 because they were ugly and noisy)) The point is, they track down the history of some widely used thing which they don't like and then when it is related to caste, inevitably, they scream Eureka. I've read about how the word chhapri is related to caste, some very obscure tribe or something whom 99% of people who use the word for have never heard of before. Maybe it is indeed in bad taste to use casteist slurs, though unintentionally. But, come on, don't they have anything else to write about.

>>8643 I live offline with non-libs and online with libs. I think lefties has more advantage due to more freedom. Right has to stick with social norms, their extreme is rape, lefty's joke starts with the spongebob getting into Tarzan's ass. The problem is sex jokes in left, too many, in the wrong place always. I hate them unless they're subtle. There's very fine line between peak and shit in the left jokes. Right jokes are too mainstream now, rarely makes me laugh, mostly makes me concerned with the society (in case of left I already know they're degenerate)

>>8652 When I talk about left it's mostly non indian and mentally ill (birds of a feather)

>>8652 >>8647 Hmmmm. These are good posts and thought provoking. I am not ideologically rigid, but I am clear about who my people are what my interests are. This automatically removes western racists and Indian leftists from the picture. They are monocausal idiots, who select facts to fit their world view and ignore all others. More importantly, it is good to stay away from people who want you dead. I also don't like using right or left beyond a very general sense because 1. Both are rendered meaningless now 2. Both are consequences of Industrial society 3. Both are unsustainable in the long run But people I would read/listen to/pay attention to 1. Interesting people - People with original takes, original reasoning or first principles analysis. Doesn't matter if they are wrong. 2. Doers - The keyboard warrior soyjack is not interesting. The Jihadi , the ted fan who sells his appartment and moves out of city, the mma fan who joins an MMA club and starts learning. Anon becomes inspired and becomes a twitter memer and troll etc. Everyone else feels like a waste of time. Narrative war fags repeating their fav influencer, while putting 0 skin the game. All words and no risk. Empty people are the worst. >>8654 Share some Phonk as a voice note. Isn't dubstep really really dead ?

>>8667 Interesting that even the slow traditional is the standard set in 50s America. Obviously far slower pace prievious.

This is pretty random I am medically diagnosed autistic. On the spectrum Growing up never understood my people did what they did. Trying to get it was beyond me. Learned to fake expressions and.emotion. Its only now I understand that my family hates me. My parents hate me. I am conventionally intelligent but it doesn't matter. To do well you need people to like you. I cannot do it. I can fake it but people catch on I feel nothing about it. But it will define my path from birth to death.

>>8673 I have no medical diagnosis but i do feel this way often. It's hard to keep track of conversations, who said what and why. Although I got much better at figuring out people's intentions through college. I see kids doing and saying things, and think back to that age, and realize I was actually really far behind those kids (and even peers from back then) in terms of social development. I learnt that if you want to be decisive, it's important to live by yourself and stop leaning on parents for everything. Use crutches for long enough and you will forget how to walk. It's important to be self-driven. That was my experience, I don't think i'm autistic, just retarded. Just think my social experience lacks. >To do well you need people to like you. I cannot do it. I can fake it but people catch on This is also why I tend to back out of new friendships. I can fake it (very badly) for some time, but eventually it becomes too exhausting and then someday they see through the mask, feels like they can see through me and that they don't like me, they just talk to me because they have to, or that they are just polite to my face and won't mind being rude or not talking since as you say they don't like me. I don't mind talking to people for long enough (meaning as long as I see them daily/weekly/etc) I just stay in touch with some old friends. Looks like other people have problems with connections as well. Friend logged into chatgpt for something, and in the list of chats I see one "how to connect with people". Birds of a feather I guess.

>>8661 I fucking hate phonk. He literally put a ragebait reply so I get salty and start tweaking.

>>8673 I would never go for a diagnose even though I'm probably on a scale along with several mental health issues. It's in my family, more I learn about my family's history, more I understand as to why I'm such a retard (even though I'm somewhat decent in academics.

>>8684 I cannot recognize faces from each other. There are handful people whom I can differentiate and look at comfortably. But I agree, established psychologists are a scam. Mine was not helpful and I stopped going within 2 visits. >>8670 It was slower. Pre 1991 India too was like that and though many things were awful, but life was comfy. >>8674 > Birds of a feather This is why I still post here. Other than this website, I am done with posting on internet. I don't see a point anymore. I have nothing I want to express on the mainstream sites. I cannot imagine anything I want to talk about with normies. > I learnt that if you want to be decisive, it's important to live by yourself 100% agreed. I lived alone since very young, it is very important. > Use crutches for long enough and you will forget how to walk. This happened me while working on a paper. Would talk to gf and supervisor and no one else for a year and a half. After that it was very tough to get into normal peoples zones. Giving interviews was really hard. I have few friends who are old. But that is it. In office I can only talk to two women and I pretty much wear headphones and work through the rest.

>>8692 > I can't recognize faces Holy shit that's too similar. Give me some tips to survive. Every other day I go to a random person thinking they're someone else. And people being social creature don't even tell me that they're wrong person unless someone I know ask me who the person is and I say their name.

>>8692 > could only talk to gf and supervisor Atleast able to make good relationship, I'm happy for you. Any person tries to get close to I just step back. Felt like I'm gonna disappoint them.

>>8704 Thank you anon. Before you make relations with others, you have to get control of your psyche first. That is very important. Life gets easier after that. I would say life actually begins only after that. >>8700 I mostly speak generic general phrases. I recognize people by clothes, smell, jewelry, accessories etc. I don't interact unless needed. This is sadly limiting. Normies find me weird which affects work relationships. Normies distrust anyone not like them.

>>8704 This image hits hard man.

>>8708 I generally recognize by their voice if I know them for a long period. Smell, I'm a closeted bisexual so I don't go very close to even men for me to learn their smell. I have come a long way in terms of interacting with people, some people think I'm introvert, which is actually helpful in terms of looking less weird.

>>8720 > Closeted I have never understood this. As long as you accept yourself, what does it matter if you tell others in your life ? > some people think I'm introvert Are you not though ? Or is it stemming from shame about the sexuality ?

>>8729 If I knew the root causes of my problems, I would've done something about. I've tackle each problem I've found causation of. Except may be health but cuz it takes weeks full of strength and strong pain to go to doctor. Wanted to go gym, afraid cuz of sexuality. Somehow gathered the strength to go with roommate, spent like 5 months. Every other day people suggested me to stop gym and gain some weight first, which sounds like a good advice if I were not mentally unwell. Never able to gain strength to get into gym. This gym story reminds me of my grandpa, who afaik died from some chronic psychological disorder. When I'll get rich enough, I'll buy weight stuff like pewdiepie. I do push-ups when I'm alone but that's rarely in a shared room.

>>8729 > closeted It really depends on the people around you. People here pummel anyone who even look weird. Just want to move to a liberal country, I'll accept racism over it. If only dad let me chose computer science, this could've been a lot easier.

>>8733 What is the issue with sexuality ? >>8734 If you don't mind then do go into details

>>8734 Why do you obey your father ? What is compulsion ? Will distance from him let you be yourself ?

>>8736 > why you obey your father? I was 15 when my father made this lifelong decision. Can't blame him, if I was a normal human I would've been very successful walking the path he tried to pave for me. He knew no better. It's not just father, I obey everyone, I seek approval to be useful. I feel useless, have no self esteem, I'm very easy to exploit and people actually take advantage of that. I'll reply further in the evening

>>8737 Not in a mood to further elaborate on this sad topic currently. This video is rhe culprit

>>8737 >>8739 We all have very different birth specifications and very different characters. As well as very different decisions. > Sad topic There isn't existence that is not sad or happy. I say this with lot of experience and having met lot of people from very different backgrounds than our own. I know it is a hard topic, take your time and do share who you are and how you became that.

>>8739 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZClu_I6U6aM peak zoomer song

>>8746 This random thread is literally 70% my posts. The rest 20% are replies. Shit stopped as soon as I finished my monthly kanye ass crash out

>>6959 Had been having an identity crisis. Got trapped in a snowstorm today, I don't know why , suddenly things clicked in my brain. I found the solution to my doubts. Externally, it is nothing brilliant or even important. An insignificant person realizing insignificant things. But that small block being removed it good. Sadly all that cold got to me. Headache, slow brain etc. Ordered pizzas and now just eating while watching brain numbing bullshit. There is a comfort to it, just warming up. Things are getting bad in Germany. I earn well over the national average and have low expenses, even then I am living on the limit now. Things are very bad for normal people here. Civil war here doesn't seem that far fetched.

Bombed my statistics paper yesterday, way too demotivated to study. I knew how to solve all of the questions but I forgot half of the formulae ffs.

You guys got any dates today? This girl from my year asked me out, dont know if I should go or not since Im not that interested in her

>>8771 Nope, I fucked myself bad. Go out, not like you lose anything.

>>8772 What happened?

>>8771 What is the harm ?

>>8746 Reminds me of the vhug jug song. That was a zoomed song. This is gen alpha. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QqRLVFRe9AU Gen Alpha humour and music is really weird

>>8746 >retarded lyrics >artificial corporate sounding melody >intentionally bad pitch shifted vocals >bone stock beats I sure hope this is ironic and not low brow, not that it makes it better, ironic/meme songs can also be made to sound good. >>8778 Kek me too I don't mind weird (you likely thought at some point, RAGE comics were the funniest things ever, just like me. Or some other unfunny thing), I just want things that have some substance.. A funny joke or a meme is funny even 7 years later, and a good song is still good decades later. "Trying X in 2025, is it still good" type youtube videos really just means that everyone expects even music and humour to come with an expiry date which IMO is not the case, sure sometimes the cultural elements that a joke is based upon will fade away leaving the joke stranded in the air, but it shouldn't happen every other week. Ugly things are forgotten quick but beauty is not

>>8771 This reminds me I had planned to listen to girlfriend ASMR Hindi for Valentine's day. Thank you

>>8777 shes mentally ill, no idea if shes diagnosed or not but talking with her makes me think that

>>8771 I'm autistic so maybe in next life

>>8782 What are the symptoms? There are passable mental illnesses then there are retardness

>>8770 If you're forgetting the formulas I'll blame the professor, who didn't derive them intuitively. Basic stats formulas are very intuitive, each letter, each operation has a meaning. Why there's n-k degrees of freedom, why exponents? Why pi

>>8782 Idk..maybe not gf material but would be a fun date

>>8782 All women are mentally ill

>>8774 Too many retarded mistakes with co-workers. Some just like to flirt with no intention.

I ended up not going >>8785 extremely hot or cold with me even though Ive made it clear with my actions that Im only talking to her to get lecture notes off her only >>8789 Shes fun to talk to yeah, but would be a headache and a half as a girlfriend lol >>8793 Ive seen that alot too. So many women do this stuff for no reason

>>8793 It is a red flag for me. Not a judgement on the person who does it, but non serious people are not for me.

>>8798 GF is a tough decision. But you shouldn't miss interesting conversations and interesting dinners.

>>8778 >>8780 Y'all joking right? This is clearly satire/parody song of famous Kanye West song "American Boy".

>>8798 >>8800 I can't be too bitter I just wanted to get laid. Whole thing is super confusing now.

>>8760 I hope I remembered the number right. I used to hate math. My teacher was a frustrated lady, who hated me with a passion. I was barely passing and I had other issues. Then a neighborhood lady taught me some basics, which transformed math for me and I fell in love. Suddenly I could derive variations of equations myself easily . In collage I fell out of love with math again, due to bad proff and other reasons. Then during my thesis, my supervisor got me interested again. I realized few things - A subject is not its teacher. Teacher could be bad, doesn't mean I need to hate the subject. - Science is elegant. If you understand it from the ground up principles, then it is easy. If not, then it is just hard. Even if you mug it up, your knowledge will be useless. Careers in science and tech are on the verge of death, thanks to AI and other factors. So you might as well as study for fun and nothing else. > Muh parents forced me. Well. Enjoy the suffering.

Already half-way through feb, what have you guys accomplished this year? I went through my sem exams without getting fucked too badly, also made a decent amount of progress on my song and beat-making. I also havent watched any anime this year, or since last September matter of fact

>>8833 >>I also havent watched any anime this year, or since last September matter of fact not like thats an accomplishment or anything, but I feel like Ive grown past it

>>8833 Making some progress on health. Every week is a struggle to reach targets, especially with winter. My lungs were burning today. There is some progress with music, but overall my process needs work. I can say this for everything though. Discipline with sleep helps form the biggest base of predictable time. Habits become easier to maintain when my time is predictable. If I can maintain sleeping time daily (+-1 hour) then it makes the other habits easier to follow. Reading is not upto the level I want. But the same sleep issue. Work is the biggest non negotiable. And work is heavy right now. Which makes it harder. If I can stick to base habits i.e. - Sleep on time and well. Wake up on time - Read, walk, play instrument - Take notes of everything , tag them properly etc, then by mid year my life would look good.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fl%C3%A2neur This Helps to visualize my goals.

>>8834 > Grown past it. You probably don't have time to watch them or you haven't found a decent anime that matches your taste.

>>8838 Lol remind me of this song https://open.spotify.com/track/3v8d3ku3kiTZVPxEt7a2dE?si=8W5n9vNpQaehHDiZTceRXg

Musician friend played to an empty bar. I alone was there. He is Ted pilled. Said something magical. That we humans are fighting against the screens and the distractions. Trying to create some humanity. Feels like we are really losing.

>>8886 AI and Quantum computing has the power to revert most of the damage humans have done but it doesn't matter, humans will die soon. Next ice age is close.

I did not.know this But normie women find reddit scary They find it too edgy

>>8900 Do elaborate Why would AI be any better when it is trained on data made by men who began the destruction in the first place ?

>>8931 A simple example https://youtu.be/P_fHJIYENdI?si=pQzKQqQVcAoejTpl By training on human data AI was able to predict the natureif protein and was able to solve century old problem. The structure of proteins can helps us make new medicines, climate resistant plants, microbes that eat pollutants. Similar goes for GCM's as someone in tech or lit shared AI based GCM (General circulation model used for generating climate projections). With quantum computing, we maybe able to simulate very high amount of scenarios to be able to find the most suitable one that can be achieve using minimal effort (kinda like what doctor strange did in infinity war)

>>8930 Normie men think reddit is a porn site.

lots of drama at work yaros lmk if you guys are interested, its gossip i cant share downsides of all female workplaces upside is this shit is hilarious

>>8957 Share away. Need some lulz

>>8960 Last day has been absolutely insane with work drama. Will have to make a doc just to get it all out. Most of it is my fault but at least you will get some keks.

>>8963 > Autism?

>>8964 Asexual probably Sometimes gay too Mix in autism.

>>8964 Check out picrel. Have another book to recommend, but cannot remember it. I need supplements. My brains gone slow.

>>8963 Relatable. Going through similr shit. Two senior women in upper management losing their shit with each other and I am stuck in between. >>8956 Kek at the image. >>8955 I have thought about this a lot, AI can very well solve problems, on which we have info but lack serious compute. But fields involving risk , judgement etc. I have also seen data being hallucinated and faked and the data making into 9/10 papers being sent for review. Not AI's fault though. In the Pharma and chemical industry, AI will be killer. I also think it will help a lot in fluid dynamics. Mathemics - That is a real headscratcher.