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Replacement for the old random thread Winter /b/log thread 12/21/2023 (Thu) 10:25:01 Id: 7d73c0 No. 4349
The initial happiness of snow and the winter quiet is replaced with headaches due to cold. It went to -10°C , I was dressed for -5°C. Ended up with severe frostbite. Hot chocolate in hand right now. Just one more day of work to go through. Then just a long list of reading books and hobbies. Its just one week off, but I am really looking forward to it. This year has just been non stop relentless surprises, I haven't had any time at all to just quiet down and rest.
Got an invite to a party. Had to go out of politeness. 5 mins in, the music is annoying at best, food is bullshit and drinks are watered down. There are some pretty girls, but the moment they open their mouth, all interest dies. Roastie asks my honest opinion on a pointless story, I give it to her. She makes a scowl and leaves. But the worst are work parties. Forced to attend by HR. Cannot make jokes around boss. Forced to smile. Forced to interact. If they want to motivate me, a cash gift card would be great. >>4349
Had 2 interactions with journalists. In both cases, the journalists were physical whores. In both cases, they changed my words to suit their article. Had 2 interactions with lawyers in 2 different court cases. In both cases, my written statement was cut and only relevant lines used to attack someone.
>>4349 Forgot to add desc of video. It is from a volcanic eruption in Iceland few days ago. Caused a 4 km wide rift in the earth. Makes you think, earth can destroy us humans anytime it wishes.
>>4349 cold is annoying, nothing I can't survive here but still annoying when I'm not in winter wear or in blanket. My house doesn't get sunlight so it's cold all day long >just one week off time flies my week off is already half done >year has just been non stop relentless surprises, I haven't had any time at all to just quiet down and rest this year was the most eventful for me, hands down. not many of them good, but can't complain about unwventfulness. Events that really made me realise just how much time has passed by and a thing or two about human life too. >Forced to attend by HR. Cannot make jokes around boss. Forced to smile. Forced to interact wtf don't say that, i pulled strings to adjust my vacation around the HR party (first job). Not necessarily because I've been dying to go but I don't really like the idea when others are doing something out there and I'm just wasting time at home, and because I think it would be rude not to go, you know.
Wanted to create GUI apps for the linux desktop, learnt Java and learning Rust for the past 6 months. Learnt Java It's a nice language with alot of thought put into it, but it's slow asf, not to mention the buildsystems (maven and gradle) are complex, overengineered and overall feels like "the left hand does not know what the right hand is doing" Community support is non-existent, I donot like how both Swing and JavaFX function. Learning Rust It's a fantastic language, excellent tooling, excellent community support, a fuckton of GUI libraries That is the issue, GUI dev is already a PITA in most cases, on top of that most Rust GUI toolkits are new, so no existing books/resources, probably very buggy and sparse documentation. No wonder Linux desktop is a meme, you can install VS in Windows, drag and drop some shit in the Winforms editor, use some glue C# code and have a nifty GUI program for some CLI tool in 3-4 hours.
>>4363 >inb4 python/C/C++ C/C++ are legacy bullshit that needs to die ASAP. Python is... I just don't like it.
>>4363 GTK and Qt have Rust bindings. but Qt is a PITA to use outside of python and C++ GTK is the most sensible choice, although it's written in C IceD looks nice too
Just one more exam on 26th dec then i will have 12 days of freedom to get back on my learning path where i am doing Odin Project right now and i am reading book on GIT and side by side i will start an open source deep learning course.
>>4364 bullshit maybe not bullshit if you're making desktop programs, i don't think c/c++ was built with that in mind. but the cross platform compatibility is great if you need to program on other archs. It's also really fast. Java needs to die asap in fact, piece of garbage, slow as shit >No wonder Linux desktop is a meme, you can install VS in Windows, drag and drop some shit in the Winforms editor, use some glue C# code and have a nifty GUI program for some CLI tool in 3-4 hours. Loonix users will tell you you don't need a gui program and command line is better >but i need GUI to do X linux users will tell you you don't need to do X and you are an idiot for wanting to do it t. loonix user
>>4375 >bullshit C/C++ will make you cringe after learning and using Rust >Java needs to die asap in fact, piece of garbage, slow as shit >A programming language's worth is it's execution speed idk anon, when a Java program crashes it will tell you EXACTLY where it crashed and for what Look at how Java does varargs vs. the va_list shit in C/C++ or how Java handles threading vs. C/C++ >but the cross platform compatibility is great if you need to program on other archs kek, LMAO, AHAHAHAHA. also >what is JVM This is why everything today is shit, chapris want high-spec phones that look good on paper for dirtcheap prices but get mad when the chinks cut corners Just like that, chapris want speed but won't give a fuck whether the resulting code is impossible to debug, full of footguns and fragile at best.
>>4375 >Loonix users will I literally don't give a fuck what other "linux users" will tell me.
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>>4356 What I like with summer is, I can just throw on t shirt, shorts, chappal and get out. > realise just how much time has passed by and a thing or two about human life too. Share your insights anon. > the idea when others are doing something out there and I'm just wasting time at home, The German idea of fun is , lets say, very particular. All the memes about Germans loving board games and the games being complex are true. > I think it would be rude not to go This is the tiring part. My job requires me be politically correct, diplomatic etc. To never say anything offensive or honest. Parties are just more of this. I need the me time to recover. At home, I have lot of personal projects which I enjoy. >>4363 > Mah wangblows You use fedora right ? https://www.linuxcapable.com/install-vscodium-on-fedora-linux/ Its quiet easy, runs better than VS. >>4364 c++ is fast. It will die because its programmers are 45-60+ and dying. Rust will win. This is true. >>4366 > freedom to get back on my learning path >freedom to get back on my learning path BASED. >>4375 Linux and command line thinking is slow. It is not suitable for google -> copy -> paste kind of learning. It forces one to be structured. Takes time to build up, but once built up, it is very fast to scale ones workflow and code. I used wangblows for the hardware support, but Linux is good enough now to run on niche hardware. For Java, I am not really sure if Linux is useful. But web programming is not my thing.
AI is already being implemented in most big firms. It starts with efficiency. It is also being implemented by insurance firms and soon will be in cars too. Programmer friend works for a big firm. The kind that makes algorithms for important stuff. Every country is dying to make CBDC's, but cannot agree on specs. All of this feels so pointless. I do believe the Serpent people are trying to exterminate humans.
>>4384 >Its quiet easy, runs better than VS. I am aware anon, I use it myself albeit the flatpak version, thank you for the advice anyways. >>4384 >c++ is fast. It will die because its programmers are 45-60+ and dying. Rust will win. This is true. Just like a chapri going 160 on a highway, it is fast but unsafe and will die if anything even slightly goes wrong. Also mandatory read: https://web.mit.edu/~simsong/www/ugh.pdf >>4384 >Takes time to build up >see command on internet > <command> --help or -h > ??? done
Me and my friends used to goto a local park nearby to sit down and relax. There was this teaboy who sold tea to us everyday, his name was Shaheen. Kid was 12 or 13 years old, very compassionate, almost cried once when we gave him some money and asked about his life. I haven't seen him for the past 3-4 months, I feel sorry for the kid, I hope he is doing alright somewhere.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feKaUYKp5Kg boomie on his midlife crisis
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Unless you have wealth generating assets (physical real assets, not shares and bitcoin), you are one fall away from poverty. >>4391 I am intimately aware of the pitfalls and advantages of C ! It is my first programming language. It is my comfy zone. I don't think you understood the point. Outside of basic commands, I don't really remember them. I have it all written down somewhere. Systems are different. You start with basic tools, you make your own structure, then your basic tasks and eventually your own advanced tasks. Tools like VSCode are good for Java, for very big programs too. >>4392 A lot can go right wrong. Raped. Killed. Dead of hunger. Got a job in factory etc etc etc Having seen so much cruel shit. Poverty is completely evil. There was this guy, used to work as an office boy. Same village as company owner. He tried raping the guy. He escaped. Opened his tea stall. Owner made sure, that no one can work with the kid. Another lost soul.
So posting book recommendations here
>>4422 I will start reading again soon. >>4349 How to avoid going insane as the only sane person in your area? The schizo is the only one who doesn't need pills. Everybody needs someone else to tell them what to think, no one can think for themselves. When someone tells you their position on one thing, you can figure out their stance on a completely unrelated topic.
I had a business plan with a ROI of roughly 2 years. It would need 50-60lakh investment but will generate 5-7lakh a month in revenue. I pitched the idea to my parents, my mother laughed me off saying I will never be a successful businessmen (she has always ridiculed me for business ideas since my childhood). Father said not to waste time on bullshit. Pitched the idea to my friends, people whose family could finance such an endeavour. Nobody had any interest, everyone's family was busy spending 30-40lakh to send them to Italy/Canada etc. These "civilized" people like my father and mother will always look down upon businessowners like filth, "8th pass 10th pass people" Yet complain when their lack of initiative results in them barely able to stay in the middle-class bracket while these filthy, uneducated people build castles of gold.
>>4428 Also no, it's not something dumb like crypto or smth, or some other investment scheme. It was the idea for an actual physical business, in the entertainment industry.
Back when I was a teen, I used to view History as a joke. "So what king xyz killed abc and 80,000 men died ?" "Oh, art ? some fancy patterns and sketches ? who gives a fuck." I used to be a hardcore liberal(?) muslim back then. My appreciation of History (and Art) started after I played Assassin's Creed Origins (and 3). The deserts, mountains, greenery, canals, people, it fascinated me, something deep within me got awakened that day. These were not just some names in a book, these weren't just some lines drawn by some smart savages. They tell a story of the people. They tell a story of their laughter, sorrow, ups and down, they are a link between people of the land and their forefather. I could not appreciate this before because my entire society consisted of fundamentalist mullahs and highnosed westernized atheists, with some history the govt. told us. Since birth nobody had told nor showed me the beauty nor the importance of History and Culture. My parents and the mullahs are only concerned about the Arabs and their culture/history, something I could not relate to, as it only consisted of war, and war, and le glory of Islam. It was less culture/history and more propaganda. The mullahs who did know anything about Bengal were like "There were some savages in this land, then the glorious muslims came and formed/created the Bangali race", more propaganda. The highnosed Atheists themselves knew almost nothing except western politics and reddit flamewars, western propaganda. And The government barely mentioned any history that did not involve Sheikh Mujib and the Liberation war, govt. propaganda. My own parents and most mullah's historical knowledge was limited to Profit Muhammed and the history/politics of his time. The nationalist mullah's knowledge was limited to Bengal Sultanate and Mughal era. And the govt. was limited to Pakistani rule of BD. I always rejected these, because even as a child I could sense something was wrong with the information that was being given to me, that this was not information, but threads of the devil, propaganda. I guess part of my disdain of History and Culture was because I subconciously viewed it as something hostile. AC Origins was the first time in my life I could appreciate History and Culture as is, without any ill intent, without any ulterior motive, it was deeply soothing, it gave my soul peace. I bought a book written by Issac Asimov, on the egyptians, he had two very anti-islamic and anti-christian remarks while discussing the downfall of Egyptian society and culture, on a book that span 200 pages, two lines created such hatred in my heart for Abrahamic religions that a childhood of brainwashing was worn off. Abrahamic religions destroyed Egyptian culture and society. >But le romans and greeks They absorbed the Egyptians, they did not erase their identity off of the face of the planet. I looked to my people, Ashok and Palas, hundreds of years of history buried deep inside rotting books and starving historians. These people, the buddhists, they were my people, this was our history, not some muslim badshah and his 56 sons born in a whorehouse. This turned me from a liberal muslim to a liberal. Then I played Assassin's Creed 3. The philosophy and politics between the Templars and the Assassins intruiged me, Haytham Kenway's speeches shook me to my core. Liberals here preach democracy and freedom, but both are a meme. Democracy could function in a small scale, in a village, but your average joe is neither concerned nor informed about geopolitics enough to have a good judgement, the average joe is prone to emotions and propaganda. Freedom ? people are selfish, corporation are profit-driven. Freedom is an invitation to Chaos. If freedom is such a good word why don't we get rid of laws and regulations to have a true "free-market" ? Westernized liberals and atheists were hypocrites. They preached freedom and equality while turning a blind eye to anything that didn't accomodate their worldview, they are as bad as the people they criticize. More importantly, the game showed the 7 years war and how the Templars (Anglo-Jews) won and slowly took control over the entire world. I was taught about the British and their rule in schools, but only to pass exams, and weren't informed about how much they really took from us.
[Expand Post]Digging into it further, I was shocked beyond belief, the entire backbone of western civilization was built by looting and pillaging Bengal (and later India as a whole). Yes there is looting and extracting wealth, then there is what the British did for 200 years. Why do westernized liberals like to bootlick the same people who put us in such a shitty situation in the first place, don't they have a modicum of self-respect ? My descent in /pol/tardism began. This turned me from a liberal to a human. Islam offers to quench the thirst of your people's soul, by first taking away your water then feeding you camelpiss mixed with mercury to ensure a slow and subhuman death for your people. Western Liberalism/Conservatism ("Westernism") offers to solve your people's hunger (material desires) by killing them of thirst (spiritual death)
>>4434 Another reason for my disdain for history was probably the "disconnect" between the world they told me of and the world that was. Their history seemed to exist in a vacuum, only a slice into the past which did not "connect" with anything else. Whilist History, in reality, is like a tree with branches, it is like a thread, it shows how everything is relative to everything, it isn't constricting, nor a small circular hole in the window that showed the outside woorld.
>>4434 This is well written, you should turn this into an essay and post it somewhere on BD internet. I also suggest that you travel more. To Nepal, to India and Sri Lanka etc. Culture is best lived and experienced (Hindu bias maybe) rather than read about. Egypt is sadly not good for travel now.
>>4428 Never work with family anon. It always leads to bad places. >>4426 Leave. you cannot grow in such an area. You had travel plans , what happened to them ?
>>4453 >This is well written Doesn't meet my personal standard for being well-written tbh, it's too half-baked, some things can be worded in a better way. It's just something I put together to express my emotions as clearly as I can, to cope with my reality, forums and the internet are escapism after all. >Culture is best lived and experienced (Hindu bias maybe) rather than read about. yeah some hundred year old bangali traveller said exactly that best way to experience life is to travel, if you're too poor you can cope with books. >I also suggest that you travel more. To Nepal, to India and Sri Lanka etc. I am probably not going to be financially free for the next 10 years, parents are trying to disown me. >>4454 My uncle did, he loaned some money from family for his business, corona ruined him, now his relationship with our extended family (Gushti) has soured, he's a laughing stock, a black sheep of the family.
>>4434 >The philosophy and politics between the Templars and the Assassins intruiged me, Haytham Kenway's speeches shook me to my core. Jew lore : 1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6n3gilWSmc 2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzp8rtsHhLM
>>4463 As It is holiday season for alot of anon, I highly suggest you check out Assassin's Creed 1 and 3 Remastered.
>>446 >>4464 for alot of the anons here
>>4464 on second thoughts, don't play AC1, it's repetitive and kinda dated, although the philosophy/lore is good it's better to read the wiki articles for that
>>4464 >Assassin's Creed 1 and 3 Remastered kek they remastered ac3? Shieeet, i thought the graphics were already decent enough. I also remember back in 2013 or so the website 'can I run it' had this on their homepage ("Check if you can run Assassin's Creed 3, Red Dead Redemption" etc etc) time flies huh.
>>4470 Anon, the remaster is decent. Modern controller bindings/support. Better DX11 support, better performance and stability than the OG AC3 on modern systems. Models and textures were improved, the lighting is different, you might or might not prefer it. All DLC and extra exclusive content available. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMJvFQ3ouM4
>>4472 also some QoL gameplay changes. The Fort Attack mission is easier. Some chase sequences are less annoying.
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>>4470 I prefer originals. I don't mind dated graphics, I am dated myself too. My fav games are all dated and can run on the most backward devices now. I don't see much point in remasters. Graphics updates don't capture janky controls and oddities of the original tech. >>4459 Travelling is cheap. Bus's. Cheap hotels. Camping. Couch surfing etc. But, get financially independent first. Have a job. Earn your own money, however small or big. Then you are free to do what you want. Until then, you are on rented time and don't have the choice to do what you want.
Air travel has gotten much worst over the years. Seats unless you go business class are exceptionally cramped and annoying. I can bear with it when I have the time. But in times when I have lot of travel bundled together, then I need to book expensive ones. Coming year will have way too much travel. Part of me loves the disconnection. But air travel is genuinely annoying.
>>4487 >I prefer originals. I don't mind dated graphics there are some QoL improvements to some gameplay elements and/or missions also some uncut content that I didn't see in the original. It's less like a remaster, more like a "Definitive Edition" >>4487 >But, get financially independent first. Have a job. Earn your own money, however small or big. Then you are free to do what you want. I really fucking hope I can stay and find a job in BD instead of going abroad. The horror stories I have heard of Indians and BDs going abroad are terrifying.
Merry Christmas anons, stay well.
https://iv.melmac.space/watch?v=RXiLAn3vUKg TLDW; Lack of popular culture is making people lonely. People don't watch the same shows and movies anymore or the same music. I would like to add, this idea of on demand entertainment is destroying your brains and discipline.
>>4495 If you are not a total idiot, its fine. But the time to do it is gone. West is crashing. China is dangerous at the moment. Russia is still fine, but the cold is genuinely depressing.
>>4495 Idk when ill game anon. It will be a while. When I do though, there is a long list waiting for me and the Assasins series is on it.
The follow is a result of a friend sending me recipe for Mushroom curry Kadhi - A gravy made from gram flour, curd and turmeric. Cashew and few other variations exist that are accepted. Sabzi - General term for vegetables generally used to any vegetable that's cooked Curry - Term used by white people because their taste buds cannot differentiate different spices and cooking techniques. When a white person says XYZ curry, its fine. Their taste buds cannot differentiate and they don't know anything. Similar to how an Indian cannot differentiate between types of pasta and cheese. When an Indian says it, it signals to me that they don't know their own food and consume so much white media, that they think themselves white. In most cases, it is not their fault. They learn the name of restaurant foods from menu's written by Xerox wale bhaiya's with auto correct changing it to curry. Their parents don't teach them to use correct terms and their teachers encourage them to speak flowery general bullshit. If a writer travelled from North India to South and described everything he ate as Vegetable/chicken/paneer curry. This would be fine for white people. But to an Indian, it tells them nothing about the food. Why talk/write in this retarded way then ? But a lot of them do it to signal themselves as honorary white. Some of these faggots post here too. I want to fucking kill these people. They have ruined food. Everything is ginger + garlic + garam masala. Even Sambar. This lack of precision exists in every field in India. Engineers use technical terms interchangeably , when they meanings are different. This makes working with Indian engineers tough.
>>4434 There are no liberal Muslims. Liberal Islam is shirk anon. You know that better than me. People outside of desert tribes, who accept Islam, forgo their gods, forget their roots. They are disconnected from their land, their roots etc. Read Naipauls Wounded civilisation. Islam prevents you from drinking and connecting with Kaffirs, so you don't see what you have in common with them. My own conclusions are same, born of very different expedience. Grew up living in small towns and villages, with people connected to their land. All of them lived in the lands of their ancestors. There was poverty because GOI screwed them over. But they have culture. They had festivals. They had celebrations, harvests and weddings and deaths. They followed the ways of their forefathers. They survived famines, British military and then nehruvian socialism. They will out-survive the Industrial age too. Though barely. What I learned in school, went 100% against this. I had played in the house where Bhagat Singh had hidden and learnt to cook from Kutti Amma's descendant's. Textbooks telling me gandhi was our saviour, did not dent me. I did swallow Liberalism, as did all youngsters of our generation. Then after seeing RSS at work and Ram Mandir, then Kargil, the enemy became clear.
>>4529 >You know that better than me. I know, the term is an oxymoron. It's a sarcastic term used by BD atheists to mock muslims who support secularism/feminism/LGBTQ/liberalism etc, didn't hit my mind that people here won't get the context. I used the term to describe my own oxymoronic worldview back then.
Parents have hired a mullah to teach Arabic and Quran/Hadith to my little brother. He's a cattle, starved for parental affection, and my parents are exploiting his vulnerability to it's fullest extent. he will not question anything that is fed to him as long as my parents keep showering with (((Love))). I will not break his illusion, I understand I am simultaneously the successor and the black sheep of both sides of my family, I was unwanted and abandoned by my own parents who took me back with a face of disgust after my grandparents died, he was embraced, born out of love. He should lead the life I never had, he should have the freedom to decide which I never got.
>>4385 From the distant future to the next big thing we have finally reached the place where AI is a thing of now and today. Just learnt about NPUs that provide hardware acceleration for neural networks, and they are not in some huge server somewhere in a Facebook or Amazon facility, they're putting those things in consumer laptops already. i can't really understand where this will go, but I suppose a good amount of "open Excel and hit a bunch of keys" kind of jobs are going to go awa in the coming years. Could be a good thing if the people who were doing these jobs find something with better prospects, but this is just elitist thinking, those people took the job they had and that is all that supports their families.
>>4538 >>4538 > a good amount of "open Excel and hit a bunch of keys" kind of jobs are going to go awa in the coming years. These jobs could've gone away even if AI didn't happen. AI will be a suggestion for the foreseeable future, not a replacement, because in the end of the day there needs to be someone behind the day you can hold responsible. Creative work doesn't need accountability/responsibility, so it got replaced by AI the moment AI became competent enough.
>>4539 >someone behind the day *someone behind the desk
>>4539 Employers will definitely want something that can replace a bunch of these excellers especially in this economic climate. Ai companies know this, and people will be willing to invest in this. And with demand and funds things can happen much faster than expected (there are forum posts from 2005-ish i think where they say GPS navigation and maps in India is a distant dream and is just not possible). >accountability/responsibility They will probably have a couple of guys watch over the AI work and have them verify things. Less workers less headache and a couple of idiots to shift the blame to if they fuck up. This or something similar. The point is that employers will be salivating over the prospect of reducing employees and having the AI do shit for them instead so they will find a way around the responsibility problem. As for things like self driving and shit, that's still far away.
>>4542 And if they fail to find a workaround, the i suppose you could say the technology isn't mature enough
>>4542 >>4538 I attended a conference virtually where I got to see a state of the art super computer and some AI models, that have not been released to the public. It gave me a doom feeling, the works of teams of scientists and engineers, all replaceable now. The best of humanity now, almost useless. Excel jobs are dead. So are many others. That said, given de dollarization. I don't know who will lead the AI race. One thing I am sure of , we will see the New World Order happening. Btoh EU, India and others are introducing surveillance tech into every transaction and interaction. Its too well coordinated to be just a coincidence. But even if it is and I am wrong, the consequences are the same. Slave public dependent on state State owned AI's keeping the people herded like sheep and populations falling fast.
>>4537 He won't. Maybe your or his kids might. Your fate was written when you were born. Real change is slow. Revolutions don't change anything.
>>4528 Forgot the hing. Hing is necessary in a kadhi, >>4545 Idk why this song seemed right with this topic.
Watching Aquaman, I cannot look at Amber Herd, without thinking that she pooped the bed. I cannot think of her as pretty, because that thought that she pooped the bed, is in my head. Takes a special kind of fucked up to poop a bed to torture someone. That is monkey instinct. I can appreciate Nicole Kidman though. Nordic women aren't my type. But my god she looks hot. Also, I am thinking that Nicole Kidman pooped the bed.
>>4542 >that can replace a bunch of these excellers afaik tools and companies have existed for a long time that could automate whatever these excellers do, they are there for bureaucratic reasons, not productivity ones
>>4542 >They will probably have a couple of guys watch over the AI work and have them verify things. so how people said computers will take away their job but instead we just got people switch over from account books to excel
>>4555 i saw those too, but Assassin's Creed 3 makes you sympathize with the jews
>>4557 Yes but not quite in the same way. It's more in the way of hundreds of bimaru labourers being let go and just a dozen of them becoming operators for the excavators that replaced the labourers. >>4545 > India and others are introducing surveillance tech into every transaction and interaction. Its too well coordinated to be just a coincidence I suppose the worst part is that people are going to welcome it with open arms because privacy is a western concept and india doesn't need any of that.
>>4463 >>4558 These were the games that shaped me.
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>>4558 how?? I don't remember any such elements
>>4561 >because privacy is a western concept and india doesn't need any of that. this annoys me so fucking much. goto a phone repair shop and some bimaru will snatch away your phone even before you say something, look at it, then ask what you wanted to do goto some store to fillup some online forms or smth, a bimaru will snatch away your bundle of papers, examine it then say whether you want to fillup form of xyz or abc
>>4563 Yaar, what do you think the Templars were trying to do in the first place ? Who do you think the Templars (And Abstergo Industries) represent ? "Total Control", "New World" what do these phrases remind you of
>>4562 understandable Deus Ex, MGS2 and AC1/3 all feed you the redpill in different ways AC3 is unique, it made me see the merits of NWO/ZOG, gave me a pov of what (((they))) are thinking
"Allah/God will punish you if you do bad and reward you if you do good ACCORDING to a pre-defined set of rules." Karma. This concept of implicitly punishing crime by a higher entity did not exist outside of religious people's head, CCP turned it into reality. The Chinese have literally created God (CCP) and turned God's will (Religion) into reality.
>>4570 Its not just in China though. In USA its taking place in another form, in EU its taking place via eIDAS. God can control nature though. CCP's attempts at that have failed spectacularly. >>4567 >>4561 In Indian subcon, the govts lack governance capacity. They don't have sophisticated surveillance of western nations. Societies spy on everyone, to maintain trust. Because of their open nature, it is very easy infiltrate and cause harm. So people, keep tabs on each other. Cheap security. I don't like this. I paid lot of money in India to have some privacy and it was 100% worth it. One of the only things keeping me in Germany is absolute privacy and anonymity for me. I have been living alone for a very very long time. It is my default. While I love my gf, when she is gone somewhere, it is back to my comfy state for me. Plenty of people prefer another kind of life with family and friends. I meet friends one a month. It is nice. But I like the lonliness. Allows me to collect my thoughts and think on things long and hard. There is no benefit to this. I just like it this way.
>>4570 Hasn't CCP already said this to the church and mosques ? That CCP is their god ? Well. Hubris.
I don't give it enough credit, but I did enjoy posting there. This instance is nice now. Ganesh williams will hopefully grow, but apart from that, most of the anons I enjoyed talking to was Rusty/charizards inch.
>>4572 >God can control nature though. CCP's attempts at that have failed spectacularly. Atleast they are self-aware. Muzzies and dindus treat everything like whores of nature, "So what if God/Nature fucks us ? we can't do shit" mentality. Dunno about the western stance. But china's attempt at conquering nature, no matter how pathetic the attempt is, is admirable. >>4576 probably, but now they've put their money where their mouth is.
>>4577 Because rusty chamaar had a hard ban on NSFW. It's a pattern of this subcon, the moment any online indian discussion space allows NSFW it turns into a coomerfest.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3Lr0uGgy_s Apparently Spielberg stole E.T.'s script from Shottojit Ray
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Photo of a page in bangla rhymebook for children, when BD was under Pakistani rule. They changed the rhyme slightly to fit Pakistani narrative.
>>4584 >>4585 Why do people mastrubate to him ? He had some good movies, but is he worth celebrating ?
>>4578 How many people in China have died due to natural disasters, that happened due to Chinese intervention ? Chinese dams caused more floods and killed so many people. Their cloud seed project fucked their climate, this year has been deadly for its people. Nehru in India did the Chinese way, made lot of big dams. All of them a failure. Modi kaka is doing the same now. They never fucking learn. Hinduism talks about coexisting with nature. Not that our govts follow that. They destroy nature as much as any other government. Its a slow change, but it will happened. > Bangladesh Banglas have raped their soil, water, flora and fauna to a point where the whole population is born with one of the other birth defect now. Despite having some of the best soil in the sub con.
>>4578 >probably, but now they've put their money where their mouth is. This I respect them for. One of their more based moves. >>4579 Good moderation imo. Purnavid, encouraged the worst elements on his chan. > sub con coomers Man, I hate the usual porn that people love. The Bengali coomer content for example is fucking disgusting.
>>4578 Western stance is the Christian stance. i.e. White man is gods gift to the earth. All others including us, are resources to be exploited. This is different from Orthodox Christians. The offshoots after Orthodox's are a worst poison than Islam.
>>4595 Having been with westerners upclose, a lot of them are decent people. But they are racist at an institutional level.
>>4592 >but is he worth celebrating ? He is up there with Shorotchondro Chottopaddhay, Shukumar Ray and the other legends of Bangali /lit/ I have personally read some of his books, he is worthy of the praise. They may not be something groundbreaking, but they are good.
>>4593 >Banglas Westerners call us Banglas but that's understandable Why do fucking Indians call us Banglas/Bangalans too, it's annoying. Bangali is the Race, Bangla is the language and the land. Vanga (?) > Bongo > Bangla >>4593 >Banglas have raped their soil, water, flora and fauna to a point where the whole population is born with one of the other birth defect now. Can't comment, haven't looked into it >>4594 >Purnavid, encouraged the worst elements on his chan. the .io guy ? i wasn't around. >>4596 Telling a white person his race is not superior is like telling a muslim that Allah is not real, you hurt his worldview, and by proxy his entire existence, in a very intimate way.
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>>4577 rusty was a good admin and the posters on there were also good By the time it got popular with r/racetransition redditors and discorders he was already fed up i guess. It was around for about 2 months and he killed it. People back then said that it was Muslims/Pakistanis/Bangladeshi ppl/liberandu/communist/BSP/etc people who would intentionally flood the site with "waaahh waaaah I'm a currycel Indians are so ugly I'm ashamed to be Indian :(" kind of posts to derail discussion and to perhaps reduce morale of people who fell for the blackpill bhllshit they posted all day back then. It is a possibility that i don't/can't deny but to be honest the average Indian dank redditor makes such horrible posts that it could also be a hoarde of these gentlemen. >>4579 In the end even he couldn't stop the swarm. I honestly think the site not being well known to redditors was the biggest contributing factor to it's posting quality. when reddit purged a lot of their subreddits, kiwifarms closed registrations for a while so the now rogue redditors don't flock there.
>>4598 I mostly heard zoomer bangladeshi's calling each other Bangla's. I don't think it was ironic either. > the .io guy ? i wasn't around. .net > and by proxy his entire existence, in a very intimate way Saviour complex is real. As is the superiority complex. >>4602 The psyops are annoying. But it is the world we live in. It wasn't the raids, it was the media attention. The NDTV report scared him I am guessing.
>>4602 Either way. Slaute to him and Puranavid and others. They tried. Thanks board owner for setting this up.
>>4604 he is the .io guy Apparently he pulled the plug because the retards he kept as pets tried to bite the hand that fed them and doxxed him. He is rumoured to be the .net guy as well. I believe their discords could have held more lore but I wasn't in those Rusty pulled the plug 2-3 days before the report aired. >Puranavid yeah big middle finger salute to that fat redditor jee dropper
This girl started dating a guy, he took her to his village for Xmas, which only had 12 residents, including him. With the girl, they had now 13 residents. The villagers wanted her to stay, so they have 13 residents.
>>4645 >European villages
Went to attend a rural wedding. There was a huge controversy, The groom came at the bride's Mehdi Night and... you won't believe it, held the hands of the bride to do a photoshoot, outrageous. The villagers were fuming and malding, seething and coping that the groom held the bride's hands, one day before her marriage, that was being planned for weeks. As if the husband is not currently filling every hole of his newlywed wife right now. This is the issue with this subcon, "muh sanskar/shamajikota", hyperfixating over bullshit while there are more serious things at play.
>>4670 man i never really understood why the villagers i.e. the rest of the people, the guests, should take offense to this it would have been different if the girl's grandfather for instance was angry abou tthis but the rest fo the villagers don't realy have much to do with this, there has to be something at play which i don't understand. i suppose it might be some territorial mentality, "how dare this happen in MY village" kind of thing. city people rarely have such a mindset outside of their 50,000 rupee a month pod while rural people have more attachment to their surroundings and a sense of power. this is probably why they are angry at something or the other all the time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hB84x09b5J4 I previously wrote on how boomers fucked up the socio-economic landscape of Indian subcon. society, Krishnaraj Rao perfectly explains how they shit up intra-personal/family situations too.
>>4678 >man i never really understood why the villagers i.e. the rest of the people, the guests, should take offense to this Most attending guests were extended/distant family members (think 2nd/3rd/4th cousins/grandparents), not random villagers. But random villagers would have the same reaction/mindset too. "Honor" has very little value in the city, outside of very few select places (workplace/educational institute/friendcircle etc) In villages, everyone and everything is interwoven with everyone and everything else. If your family/extended family (Gushti) honor is diminished, you would lose soft-power with people, merchants and other folk would be less likely to be fair towards you, and might refuse services entirely. "families" (Gushties) other than your own might not help you out. Villages don't have the same level of social mobility as the cities. In the city, you rent your house and buy stuff from the markets, if your local area neighbourhood is problematic or you have some other issue you can very easily switch places, contrast that with villages, where yout land is yours, you grow and farm/herd alot of your own food supply. You are probably going to die in the same place you have lived. Thus you NEED to maintain both respect AND a good relation with other villagers/gushtis Due to these factors, Social Mobility and Individualism is non-existent in villages, and people are so rabid in their need to uphold "sanskar/shamajikota" *just realized now, gushti = semi-clans
>>4681 >Why do we have the laws/rules in first place in villages Interwoven and carried over by tradition, very hard to change, village people will view paedophilia as justified and premarital handholding as a crime. Morals/Traditions are alot of the times arbitary and cannot be made of logical sense. I just answered the desire to follow them so strongly.
I am too demoralized to pursue further education, atleast in this shithole where it has zero value or respect. There are job postings open for 10k-20k BDT a month salary, Am thinking about joining the workforce. Will be away from family, won't have a laptop/smartphone for some time (4-6 months minimum), but it's a start for life, this is the exact thing I have criticized my mother for, despite being severly abused she STILL continued to live with my father for the money and the comfort he brought with it, can't be a hypocrite now. I would rather trade comfort for freedumbs.
>>4705 also btw, might not come as a surprise but they revised the biology books for 11-12th here to say that "evolution is fake and allah did xyz but we'll teach you that anyways" that is what ive heard from some people, mullahs seem very happy
>>4666 Yes in this case. But is happening to Indian villages too. > hyperfixating over bullshit while there are more serious things at play. Yes. Though sanskar doesn't mean what people use it as. This lack of precision in language is one of the major causes of a lot of our issues. >>4678 People who live in unchanging slow settings are hypersensitive to small changes. >>4682 What worked for millennia is more trustworthy than current thing. I don't have an argument against this. >>4705 Can relate. Have been there. Sadly, cannot disagree. Education in its current form, can help you be eligible for some positions. Those positions, a lot of them will crash. The few that will stay are no longer attractive. i.e. the amount you put in (time, money and energy) will not give you returns. Experience on the other hand, will be more valuable when applying for jobs, building your own business etc. The only thing to keep in mind is to avoid big losses. Your aim shouldn't be to chase big gains, but avoid big losses. > comfort for freedom I did this. Very rewarding. But to each his own. My cousins are happy being puppets in the family game. They liked their wife being chosen by parents, jobs coming in easy etc. They chose comfort. They find my lifestyle weird. But they know themselves. I know myself. I would never be able to live like them.
All liberals are traitors.
>>4706 Mullahfication will make sure that Bangladesh is irrelevant and never more than a nuisance of a nation. Reply on other points in detail later in the day.
>>4349 Heavy start to new year. 2 tiring days and I am already exhausted. Watching a Shoe0nhead video after so long. It is trash but it is entertaining trash.
>>4824 Hey jonty, learn to use the following one at a time instrument rack mixer piano roll learn what vst's are , how to load them. Then play around a lot. Music thread 2.0 one day, will make sure to include resources. But youtube has more or less good enough lessons. Will see this video later and reply. The topic sounds interesting.
>>4824 Assuming you use a laptop with a small screen and not a desktop with monitor, learn shortcuts to switch between them , or resize and find a view that suits you.
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People see the cost of an object in Rs. They are good at earning and paying money for it. You see people buying exercise equipment, instrument etc with money. Then comes the cost of time and the cost of energy. A choice of learning XYZ means rejecting what you would be doing in that time, i.e. meeting friends, resting, jacking off etc. The reason goals fail, is a failure to calculate these costs.
>>4705 >>4824 The point of education is to train someone for the bare minimum in life. Be a worker somewhere, get a job etc. It is designed for the lowest common denominator. Until 18, others make choices for you. Essential ones. That can go your way or not. But beyond 18, you have the choice to rebel. To say no. To make your own path. You also start to gain enough influence in family matters. You can earn your living, then you can make your own choices. But that time commitment, prevents you from investing in other things. But, you cannot avoid conflict. Especially, if you are a man. You can either fight for your choices or you can manipulate your way towards it. Usually, a mix of two is more realistic. If you cannot do this, then your life will be dictated by others. To lead your own life, you must resolve this conflict.
>>4828 yea pretty much done with basics just fukin around with loops now but fl keeps crashing
>>4886 https://invidious.nerdvpn.de/channel/UCAgoEUwn-LQy0fTyUxMngag Enjoy. Though his tutorials are dated, FL hasn't changed enough that the content difference would matter. https://invidious.nerdvpn.de/watch?v=j8LKGgW-7ZM If you want a taster.
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>>4824 Got to this today. Great video. Thanks for sharing this. While I agree with the video more or less, I need to formulate my thoughts. What is good for me and you might not be good for everyone. Schooling system definitely failed me and my education was very personal. Home library and school library were my education.
>>4454 Plans are still in motion. Getting feedback on Japan within the next week or so. If I didn't get in, South Korea, Thailand and Brazil are my other options.
>>4897 SK is also not good unless you are white. Being Christian helps but Indians are considered untermensch still.
>>4900 Yeah SK sucks for anyone a shade darker than an Italian. I usually pass for Spanish and have a thick Canadian accent so idk how bad its going to be. Still worth an experience abroad imo. Food is good at least, although they put beef and pork in fucking everything.
>>4349 there's nothing that I wish more than I wish it to be summer again ,god I hate winters more than anything you can't be productive or go for outings atleast the city I live in becasue of the gloomy days and no sunlight,and everything looks dead from flowers to trees ,just walking and hopping on a metro to roam around random locations of lyutens on weekends makes me feel alive but can't do it in winters as trees are dead ,days are shorter and comfy shades of trees gets replaced by darkness and coldness of bitter winter .
>>4926 exact opposite yaar I HATE the sunny cheerful outlook and long days of the summer Winter and Rainy season is SOVL because everything is uniform, colorless, gloomy I really dig the dark depressing kino soviet aesthetics that rainy season and winter brings, Brutalist designs, commie blocks, Fallout 3/NV very sovl
>>4929 >I love Bangladeshi 'winter' season. You don't have any idea how much real winter sucks. Come to North India and you'll hate winter more than me and this Anon >>4926
>>4929 AS someone living in it. It is lretty depressing. Not to mention severe lack of Vit D. I und erstand sunbathing whites. This grey makes one a vampire
>>4926 I drank some Water and my lips froze and a piece of flesh came out. My otherwise beautiful commute takes double due to black ice.
>>4937 >how much real winter sucks. I know, that is why I like it. People literally die here every winter due to the cold.
I feel like there is no one who I can talk freely to except on here. Very few people are open to discussion about anything, and even fewer are smart enough to make it worthwhile. Idk if you guys have this problem as well. There are no Indians in my social circle and the rest here are intl students hustling for a PR. I've also realized my dream life is totally impossible now. It is a tough black pill to swallow. I think the millennials were the last generation to have a stable marriage and children as an option, with a nice career to boot. Same with companionship. Essentially zero women make it passed my filters (which tbf would be normal a few decades ago) that its not really worth pursuing them anymore. >low bodycount, all in committed relationships (preferably zero though) >no contact with exes >no guy best friend >open phone policy There are other ones too but I think these are all fairly reasonable.
>>4945 >Idk if you guys have this problem as well. yeah >the other stuff i know
>>4929 yeah because I don't live in a shithole like bangaladesh
>>4943 you either must be lethargic or fattie because winter gives the lazy one's a reason to roll in their bad and sleep whole day
>>4948 kek sure >>4949 currently, yes but even as a child or back when i was /fit/ i still liked soviet brutalism and the dark gloomy winter atmosphere >NOOOO I LIKE THE FLESHMELTING SUMMER SUN >NOOOO I LIKE THE MUDDY WET RAINY SEASON
>>4945 same pretty much except i try not to think too much about it, just grinding till i can get a low effort govt job and make my music in peace >same with companionship never even began, with the exception of exactly 4 i don't even have any decent interactions with women, 3 of whom are family.

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>>4954 >>4945 One of the best phases of my life. A man in a room with a mission.
>>4954 Too relatable.
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>>4349 Lots to reply, but my brain is still khichdi. Still feeling drained. >>4945 Lower number of females, to be able to talk and mate with, is an advantage. A strong filter means you are doing something right. > I think these are all fairly reasonable. We live in proper kalyug. Where the adharmics are worshipped and the pious are punished. But most of your problems will change once you increase your actions. Student life is passive, in the way I imagine you living it.
>>4926 The depression weights heavy on me. But full 2-3 months to go.
>>4979 nah In my city winter start creeping backwards in mid feb and days again feel warm ,best time of the year for me mid feb-may
>>4986 Mid-feb till May is Indian spring. Best time indeed. I am living in what would be Kanglu's dream life. Brutalist buildings, cold climate and cold people. Dressing up takes 30 mins, thermals + Layer 1 + Jacket (depending on temps, Jacket 2). In summer and spring , I just thrown on t shirt, shorts, shoes/sandals/chappals. This may not seem like a big deal, but done everyday it eats into your time. Summers despite the heat are comfy for me. I can get out. I hate working out indoors and I am a more outdoor person now (different story in India). In winters, my energy has to be measured and calculated. Time out takes a lot of energy away from me. >>4952 It is the moisture. And depending on where you live, you might be experiencing picrel
https://www.wired.com/story/its-no-wonder-people-are-getting-emotionally-attached-to-chatbots/ I don't see that much harm in this, I think of it as a good preparation stage in talking to real women, all of whom can be as toxic or dangerous as any AI , if not more.
>>4994 people get addicted tho and never move on to the real deal
>>4987 i just switch to a bomber jacket and jeans in the winters, too many layers makes u sluggish >the moisture monsoons are the fkn worst in this regard, atleast the pollution clears up a bit
>>4987 >It is the moisture. And depending on where you live, you might be experiencing picrel Even keeping aside material effects, I still like brutalist depressing monochrome winter atmosphere, very kino, that was my point
>>5000 Kino it is. Too bad I cannot share pictures. But yeah. The archi looks kino in the winter whites and greys. The kino feel dies down in seconds though, when the bone chilling cold sets in. I do sympathize with jews, who had a single layer on and had to work in camps in this cold. >>4995 That is true for most things. Like training wheels on bicycles. >>4997 It depends on temperatures. When it goes below -5°C , without any sunlight (unlike Himalayan regions), the cold is a very different beast. Except hardened Russians, everyone layers up. I am in comparison , an Indian used to double digit temperatures. Fully agree that monsoon is the worst. I learnt to deal with monsoons, but never enjoyed them.
No Japan sadly, will have to retry next year. A bit sad but not too surprised. I think Thailand is the next best thing and alot easier to get into. I think their temples are prettier too.
I suggest Bangladeshi anon to use a VPN
I hate Bangladesh and it's people
>>4537 >>4537 This bangladesi katua is interrupting me.. Finally blocked him..
Too many Bengalis here
>>4349 2/10 bait, won't give (you)s
>>5030 You are like the "Yeh buddha mere beech mein bahut bolta hai" meme lol.
>>4349 -36°C in Calgary Canada. To be fair Canada has infra designed for winters like indoor gardens and sky bridges. Germany just tells you to figure it out yourself.
>>5023 Thailand is fucking great.
>>5049 japan is a soulless shit place with too much emphasis on muh rules it's a army cantt without being army cantt ,meanwhile thailand is kino yaar just like india but more clean and people aren't rude to you
>>4349 Detailing steps to learn a language 1. Learn their alphabet, create a phonetic chart that maps foreign letters to your own language's letters, shouldn't take spending 2 hours everyday for 3 days 2. Learn their vocab and grammer, best way I have found is to watch movies with subtitles for both languages enabled at the same time. (KMPlayer supports this) An example : https://yewtu.be/watch?v=UsnRQJxanVM 3. Find friend who are native speakers of said language
>>5056 You and other young anons might like the content this Prof makes https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChYkm362X_rZkT8BPhlqlzg
>>5051 I need to go there properly. Last time was just conference, presentation, dinner, sleep, leave. I really like the stationary products of some Jap companies and want to buy them. Culturally, outside anime, not much appeal for me. Thai food and aesthetics on the other hand are amazing. Hopefully in 2025.
>>4838 Hello! What's Up Guys? New Here!!
>>5071 Reply to posts you like and think your reply can be a good contribution. Don't share details that can get your doxxed. Who refereed you to this board ?
>>5074 >who refereed you to this board? I'm just the hacker known as 4chan, sir <We are Legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. Expect us
>>5071 Try putting effort into posts and also lurk for a few months
>>5071 >>5075 hello mr nigger doval
>>5075 okay shitposter
>>5074 Thanks I will look around >>5079 Hi
Yet another single mom broke down in a market. She has lost all males in her family now. husband, father, brother, cousins etc. She is raising her son alone. It is a very common sight to see Ukranian women with empty eyes now. It is so depressing that even the most desperate of men are repulsed by the emptiness.
>>5098 They are being sex trafficked here and the media in Canada is not covering it. I have a few stories - >relative involved in journalism, although left years ago >friend reaches out and says they have a story >friend is an architect >was asked to design a dorm area >as consultations begin, it becomes clear it will be essentially a brothel for trafficked women (architect says Ukrainian, as I believe the man with the request is Eastern Euro) >udnerground dorm complex, each place with a shower and a bed relative ended up just contacting the police, not sure what happened to the guy Other one - >another relative at hospital emergency room >large commotion, weeping blonde women >doctor starts arguing with another doctor >relative overhears >basically, a group of ukranian women were rushed to the hospital from some sort of brothel, given rape kits etc >doctors are trying to rush them into the psych ward, some issue over capacity not sure how that ended Women being "saved" are just sent to work here as hookers, many exploited by people in the Ukranian community here, which is quite large. Government is doing nothing essentially, and doesn't care.
>>5098 Inshallah hoping to see this happen in Pakistan one day.
>>5098 >>5100 Context?
>>4602 >>4604 >>4605 Context? Is this same discussion on good ol' imageboard days?
>>4995 Addiction is inevitable. There have never been times like these in entire human history so its Natural to opt for ||Non-||Natural means of survivability From survivability I got reminded I like the ideas in things like Prepping, Offgrid Living What about you anons?
>>5105 once i complete cyberpunk on max settings
>>5106 Used to conflation aren't you? Even bolder of you to assume I can afford to play games like those Only played Mario Bros on console that too gifted by someone
>>5103 Canada is getting lots of Ukrainian refugees, so is Germany. Anecdotally, I think its a lot larger than the official numbers. There are tons now.
>>5100 Same in Germany, though relatively to a lesser extent because exotics are more in demand at brothels. Happened to good looking Syrian men too when they came in. Old and ugly ladies, as well as gay men, used to keep them as sex slaves in return for citizenship and sponsorship. >>5102 It is already much worst there. Life of a common Pakistani is pretty pathetic. I agree with you though. I wish them all the possible suffering. We should strive hard to keep them isolated as long as it takes to cleanse the land from Pakistani's. >>5105 See the anarchy thread. A lot of people on this board are prepper nuts.
First post on an imageboard so ignor formatting. > Be most social inept person in the family, downright autistic in holding a conversation. Parents thought it'll be a good idea to put me in field that requires human interaction for any work. > Can't say no cuz indian parents know everything and I'm basically retard of the family. Graduated last year (2023) from the college. Parents asking me to apply for a private job or prepare for tests. > Downright know that even if I clear any preliminary tests, I'll never be able to clear interview, cuz autistic. At this point I don't even know what I can do. I keep dragging the inevitable. All I wanted was to leave this country and go somewhere where I can get mental support without being judged or laughed for being weak. > I also like to study and get nto research getting into good University will require a year worth of practice for clearing entrance exams. In the end, all that matters is money in this country. Even my brother who used to support me looks down on me.
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Friend of from India was based as a kid, hence friend. Got a job in IT, became IT bro. Changed all opinions to match American left mental degeneracy. HE asks me for background in Ram janmasthal. I share a 5 min video. Without watching he asks me if it is good or bad. I fucking hate these consumerist soy fuckers so much. I told him to fuck off. Friendship destroyed. Not because we disagree politically, but because he is too lazy to have his opinions and only wants to choose the convenient ones. >>5113 Nice webm. > In the end, all that matters is money in this country. It is all that matters. Aim for autist jobs. Remote jobs. etc. Depending on your field, there are many. It is not a bad idea to learn to fake interest in other people talking. That solves most issues for me and I am medically certified autistic. >>5114 TOP kek.
>>5117 life has claimed many such friends. Spirited and free, changed and moulded by their respective roles, spouses, families etc. The ones married to crazy cunts are the worst. Some classmates were messed up themselves, married decent chicks and are now a pair of crazy. I guess their will to self was always weak. Or they were pretending to be something they were not.
>>5113 make a patreon or something for AI porn, better than nothing
>>5108 good enough i guess, modern games are just more of the same crap
>>5122 Any source for learning such stuff? Best use of AI I've seen is a youtube channel name Glorb Alao give me the worst way possible to mess with this scammer.
>>5123 Currently playing Quake 3 whilst learning game dev
>>5131 No offence intended, but how can you learn while playing a game ? Quake 3 is dope. A personal fav. BUT, unless you actually code on the side, you can just passively listen to some lecture ? If you are serious, get the code of original DOOM and go through it. Its game engine is really good place to start.
>>5137 मैं पूरा अंकल बन गया हूँ।
>>5139 Damn, is that Iceland? Sucks, they're quite nice people and it's a pretty country.
>>5140 It is. Huge rift opened spouting Lava. My wish to visit this region someday and see the volcanic rifts for myself.
>>5137 Got Quake 3 itself (source) I play it and observe what's going on behind the scene Study the code after playing around >good place to start. Yeah I already have those >If you are serious, Yeah but meh...Studying Linear algebra for it Didn't know C++ Doing some plugin dev for codeblocks to get acquainted with it And many more I didn't mean by playing the game I'll become some game soy somehow
brehs... looked at my exs twitter for the first time since october.. why does this bitch still fuck with my head Seriously considering hookers at this point.
>>5150 It is over. There is nothing you will do to get it back. Accept that. You have better things to do.
>>5149 Nice. I misunderstood. Too many students multi task too much, watching video on their phone with earphone in one year and playing game on another device while sitting in a lecture. Then when they fail, they come into office demanding how this could happen.
>>4349 The more I interact with the knowledge and information industry, the more I hate it and want to kill it with fire.
>>4349 An old internet friend died. I had not been in touch for a few months now. He was in the hospital. He was in bad health. Atleast 40 years older than me. COVID had wrecked his health. He was a pioneer of the early internet, autist, interested in my kind of way of looking at the world, over the years he sent me lot of books by post. As a thanks, I invited him to stay with me and travel a bit. He enjoyed it, but he decided that travel was not for him. Now he is dead. Another independent thinker is gone. I should use my time well.
Have a good ttrpg campaign designed, very excited to run it. Coming to terms with my insomnia - I think it's going to get better. Have to stop viewing sleep as a stressful event. Also, Indiachan (net version) is a complete shithole. Forget the incel bait and caste kanging threads were an hourly nuisance on the old one. >>5159 Sorry yaro. It seems character is not developed anymore. Truly interesting old people are a gem. There will be less and less going foreward. Everyone is a homogenized, sanitized version of an original model. Miss the old schizos. I blame the banalization of the internet - everyone uses the same search engine to browse the same social media, looking at the same posts. I can usually predict peoples opinions on things now before even speaking to them. >>5151 It sucks. I wanted her out of my life but she is apparently coming to Canada, my city, to do her PhD. Wish I could forget everything but she creeps back into my head now and again. >>5149 There are good tutorials online. I know early ID code is quite impressive but it's more productive to watch modern tutorials. >>5110 Indeed. Praying for a complete Pakistan Reconquista, and then Iranian Baluchistan, Tibet, etc. One day yaros.
I disregard most peoples opinions once I hear their voice. Soyvoice generally indicates you have nothing of value.
What are you going to read, bhaisahab?
>>5168 This is a new thing I have come. Do you have any studies to supplant your claim or is this just an edgelord take formed by a teenager most probably?
>>5170 My own experience. A voice is generally a reflection of upbringing. Soy voice, high pitched, or more common now nasally, is an indicator of poor physical health. Usually in the West that just means complete laziness. It has literally been a 1:1 correlation with troons and internet socialists, this is not an exaggeration. >fixing soyvoice lose weight, nose breath, eat healthy foods and workout. There is a reason working out is associated with right wing political opinions.
>>5137 >unless you actually code on the side, you can just passively listen to some lecture ? this >>5137 >If you are serious, get the code of original DOOM and go through it. Its game engine is really good place to start. No, Any modern Wolfenstein source port code is a far better starting point. Also https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huMO4VQEwPc 3Dsage's channel is a gem.
>>5168 I have soy voice...
>>5173 >A voice is generally a reflection of upbringing. Yeah, Think Before You Sleep said something similar, he also mentioned he heard it from a good psych (?) TV show with an actual psychiatrist.
>>5168 https://www.phind.com/search?cache=zjlbh8nz7kkhzu21trfnkf37 thats the highest amount of effort i'm gonna give to your low effort assumptions.
>>5168 I have a soft voice. Soy I don't know,maybe give examples. I don't get to speak much to people, only presentations or meetings, once or twice a week. I don't agree with this assumption, that what lies inside, somehow reflects on the outside. It is not that it cannot, it is just that the inside processes in people are so different from person to person. Therefore, the same circumstances can reflect very differently.
>>5173 I need all of these. To lose weight. Nose breathing is coming back. Etc.Slowly, the change is happening. My health used to be so much better just few years ago. But voice was still not chad deep.
>>5177 Good video. Good explanation. People underestimate how much math is needed to program a good game engine. I still play the original doom with mods a lot.
>>5166 How is your social life now ? Chans are populated with people, who want to be social but cannot , either due to laziness in working on themselves or low self esteem. The internet people of the old were very varied. Some were scientists or technicians. Others were artists exploring this new medium. All of them had common interests in which they were deeply invested, expecting 0 returns. That kind of dedication in modern imageboard culture, is putting pearls before the swine. I shouldn't be discouraged. After my marriage and all the family bs, I should get back into producing more products.
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Families that fought the British, lost their lands, lost their men and a lot more. Same can be said for the families of kar sevaks who fought for dharma. Mothers and daughters, who live in poverty. Lives, jobs, land lost, while people without any skin in the game write brave comments on twitter and reddit. Tomorrow is about them. Not about celebrities, grifters and cheap whores, who sell their image to cause of the day. It is about people, who live dharmically and who have sacrificed in one way or the other for the causes they believe in.
>>5200 It's not just pitch, it's also breathing through the mouth and speaking through the nose. Most men can lower their vocal pitch through having a more relaxed throat and correct breathing - both of which I believe are related to personality traits.
>>5204 Actually went in on my friend yesterday and he left the call. Feeling quite bad so I apologized to him. Took the bants too far. Known him for nearly two decades at this point. I've noticed after stopping my pills my personality has started reverting, I think my test might been suppressed or there were some deeper personality affects while I was on them. After stopping them - >sex drive increased >way more body and facial hair and the worst one >increased aggressiveness as opposed to passive-aggressiveness My temper seems to be a bit shorter, like it was when I was younger. Thought I had worked on it but it might have just been the pills. Very disappointed in myself tbh.
>>5201 >>5202 You probably don't have it. I have never met a nonwhite person with it, and I don't just mean high pitch or soft spoken, it literally sounds like a deformity in the nasal cavity, I literally think mouth breathing has prevented the correct development of sinuses, combined with speaking through the nose (you have to search this up, I can't explain it very well)
>>5211 Kinda like daily dose of internet? Or like average representation of gay / gay that is gay cuz it's trending. I have a high pitch, like if I scream someone might think it's woman (old one). Might be cuz I feel unheard and people ignor me most of the time. Higher pitch maybe relates to history of low self esteem + ignoring parents?
>>5204 Interests come from inspiration. General population seems like they're from a robot factory having same functions. Never met a person whose interests inspires me. Heck never met a person who is trying something different from his field (maybe one but I think he knew current situation of the country and chose the path of following religious politics) > give me an interesting ideas to learn and I'll try as long as it's not something like quantum chemistry. I'll try my best to achieve the interest as report back the results. > My current domain of knowledge I'm not very good at computer science as a whole. I try to learn much about it maybe cuz I'm very paranoid about my privacy and I like learning new stuff. I've spent 6 years of my life in Civil engineering if that will give any of you any interesting idea.
>>5210 Most of my current health issues are due to the meds I was on for a long time, and/or vaccine. Once I found a proper list of side effects, my enthusiasm for my meds died down. Now I am working a hippie doctor of sorts. >>5211 If you find an example on youtube, you should share it. I am pretty softspoken irl mostly due to the content and my tone. My pitch is probably due to some medical issues. Some I am working on, others I don't think will be fixed >>5213 I understand what you mean. Though passionate people , especially in India hide their true passions and only reveal them if they realise that they can trust you. > I've spent 6 years of my life in Civil engineering if that will give any of you any interesting idea. I often wonder, for bases to be built on moon and mars, how do you test the soils load bearing capacity. What materials can be obtained on these bodies to do the construction etc. Tents made from geotextiles for army Foldable housing for quick deployment by army etc Sadly most Civil people I met were very boring, more worried about lack of chicks in their department than anything else. I like the practical aspect of computer science, but the academic aspect of the field is mostly boring for me. I work with ancient programming languages and very very basic machine level tools. You will find lot of help where for privacy. Lot of the regular posters are extremely schizo and privacy obsessed.
>>5218 >I often wonder, for bases to be built on moon and mars, how do you test the soils load bearing capacity. What materials can be obtained on these bodies to do the construction etc. The equations are fairly basic, gravitational constant changes. But assumptions we have about soil on earth may not apply to moon soil at all. Testing equipment is also fairly heavy, bulky and every kg in space, costs a lot. So a way that is compact and effective has to be found.
>>5218 > Indians reveal their passion only if they trust you. I somewhat get them as people generally laugh at you if you tell them anything out of their "syllabus" > BC analysis on other planets Hope I will be alive when people starts building on moon. The feeling of applying theory to practice os the best. > foldable housing I read some articles on application of origami https://doi.org/10.1002/advs.202000636 We are very close to foldable houses only requires research in material science area for cheap, strong and flexible material. Imagine protective shield for entire unit just in a small suitcase lol
>>5223 I never thought much of this field, but joined a local repair and fabrication club in my last city and got lot of exposure there. Someday, want to build my own cyberdeck, where the biggest challenge is a good enclosure.
>>5236 >Someday, want to build my own cyberdeck, where the biggest challenge is a good enclosure. There are cases for rpis afaik
East vs West One rises and the other one falls Kalchakra is real.
>>5152 Yes >>5166 >modern tutorials. For example? >>5177 >this No >3Dsage Thanks for the channel will look into it >>5203 Yes I am very much aware about the Maths; Studying Linear Algebra right now and Vector Calculus >>5204 Chans are populated with cowards (The real life cowards are the cowards online); Only a handful brave ones are the reason I still browse chans to this day Lot of cool people I sought when I first started out browsing the interwebs Now I myself want to be one of the people I sought earlier. Nice cyclic life right there. Majority on imageboards are too recognizable they strive too hard to stand out yet fail to recognize that they themselves becoming a pattern; pattern which they wanted to be excluded from <I should move my thread into here
>>5213 Freethink* https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Template:Emerging_technologies Computer Science (pure) is not helpful for your paranoia (It is helpful at very deeper level) https://anonymousplanet.org/ Look into lambdaplus and nanochan's privacy and tor proxy threads I once tried growing mushrooms flopped kek; Will try again someday I've saved the anarchy thread good dump it was
based advice, i used to be a cuck of life until i was 16yo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-mIKzHS5okQ
>>5213 If it offends plebs and Normie's, that means it is good. Only weak faggots with no talent fight socially. The truly exceptional stand on their feet of their talents.
>>4392 >cried Bros... met up with Shaheen after almmost half an year on a separate place. Haven't felt so happy in years. Bought some streetfood from him, gave him 100/- extra. Glad to see him doing well.
>>5276 Nice to hear a good ending.
Pakis are pure cringe to listen to. From the voice and pronunciation, to the content. They cannot even use Urdu right and deny their mother tongue. Never have I met such an empty and desperate people. I must have done some good in life to be born on the right side of the border.
>>5264 This is like early internet content , reminds me of maddox. http://thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=onions
Even the kamla/chapri cringe bhangi retards who are on the tier of "helo butiful show bobs" level of congition are sharing 4chan screencaps on Facebook, was shocked to see some faggots in Linux Bangladesh share 4chan screencaps of threads, zoomers sharing 4chan copypastas. With chans going mainstream, the govt. is probably going to double-down on various chans online. stay safe anons.
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Took the day off. Mix of cold, lot of meetings and work, just tired of reading, talking or listening to academic jargon bs. Going to make a big bowl of paneer bhurji, fill it in bread , eat and sleep on the couch. >>5293 They share screenshots, but never have used it or understand. Chans are less mainstream now. But the number of internet users has increased, so there are more chan users. When you compare the % of chan users to total internet though, it has reduced. Because normies don't get out of social media and normie bullshit.
>>5205 This event has been more meaningful than I ever could have imagined. The amount of people affected by it, the amount of seethe it generated and the recursions. More Mandir tourism for me in 2025.
>>4349 Generally feeling low and shitty. Writing and reading helps a lot, but the distraction only goes so far. Pill popping is fine too, but weak health only goes so far. The grey winter weather is fucked up. Exposure for few mins without cap, really fucks up health for a few days easily.
https://www.firstpost.com/world/macron-determined-to-have-30000-indian-students-in-france-in-2030-shares-plan-to-achieve-very-ambitious-target-13656752.html France is actually good for technical education in pure sciences/engineering etc. For humanities and "soft sciences" I cannot really say, the French left dominates them and are very incestuous.
>>5213 >>5223 There are some really good points. But it all boils down to the strength of ones inner voice, against the noise of society, essentially advaita versus maya.
>>5303 Thinking about doing a job before going to masters as I don't have any experience in work or research, which is required in bigger universities. Plus point would be money to reduce financial stress. >>5304 Why maya is considered evil by peasants but good by nobles? I've read/watched something regarding the perspective of good and evil. The word evil being defined by poor peasants ( I tried my best to find the youtube video but new youtube is utterly garbage)
>>5310 It is a good idea to work before doing masters. Not only for moneys and expirience, but it also gives you feedback on what you would like to do 8 hours for the rest of your life. Most degree's are worth very little now. Unless you are studying something very useful, a degree (phoren or endian) is not very good return on investment at the moment. > good and evil Good and evil are bullshit subjective concepts. There is dharma and adharma. Maya is a distraction to some extent. You cannot ignore it fully, but you can deal with only to the necessary extent and ignore the rest.
>>5310 Think of birth conditions as randomly assigned attributes. These determine health, wealth etc to some extent. The rest is your character i.e. how well you use and react to what is given to you, by birth and by circumstances. Karma is not the good bad binary. Karma stands for action. Every action produces both good and bad reactions. As per the Karmayogi philosophy , you are supposed to keep doing dharma without expecting anything. Material rewards and punishments are just distractions
This guy came to me and my dad talking about success of his children. The guy himself is 2nd generation into escaping the middle class and had a highly respected & paying job + high education and experience in upcoming trends & consultancy for children carrier path. My dad was first gen into escaping poverty and trying to get into middle class, not very educated but above average intelligence and long term thinking. Now everything is set up let's start the scene : > His children topper from one of the prestigious schools of state with ICSE board. > He paid coaches to teach them extracurricular shit like table tennis, swimming and they performed outstanding in competitions but he didn't let them compete in national level cuz their studies matter the most and will divert from what he envisioned for them. > Coaching for mathematics, communication and other soft skills. > Were toppers even in colleges and got job in one of the biggest company around the world > Children basically work few hours and live in company's over expensive resorts for free. > He controls their every move, like don't move outside the country, when to leave job and get into which field after this. < Idk what he wanted to achieve by telling this story to us... Maybe motivation?? > Told me to have fun and not to stress about job and money My father fucking struggles with cash on daily basis while you enjoy your luxurious (local fish here) ordered from top all natural farm. And you want me to have fun and /or learn extracurricular stuff..?? I'm confused how to react to such "motivation" What is table tennis?? Can I eat it?? In the end it all boils down to money even palworld developers had 10 grands in their pocket and a skilled highschooler. In the end of the speech he showed his sons photo in shorts. < Damn he's hot (100% homo) He has same age as me and looks like a fully developed human. I'm here had eating disorder(use to eat a food equivalent to 2 y/o toddler) during teenage years, thus physically undeveloped and prolly mentally too. I didn't know what to say so I just nod my head all the way to the end. The photo took me off guard accidentally said "nice shorts" (They prolly felt suspicious about me but somehow ignored it)
>>5316 Also forgot to add about how he controls his children. I know I'm not on a position to say this but I rather stay poor than let my father control how I will live and where I will stay ( I respect them and will try to heed their advice but not without doing a life cost - benefit analysis )
>>5296 Good yaro. I hope India grows a strong social consciousness. It will need it in the coming years. >>5302 Good diet, exercise and sleep yaro. Pills are temporary and fuck you over in the long run. >>5303 I think I will do my PhD in France. Humanities aren't great, but there is room for movements. Some fields are better than others, History and Philosophy are decent, especially in France. >>5310 Getting experience and money is always good. MA is a large investment in both money and time. Check out the career prospects, for a good portion of careers it doesn't significantly alter earnings, or for others it essentially guarantees the need to do a PhD. >>5311 No quality control means the majority of MA holders are no better than high schoolers tbh. >>5316 Bro who cares. Comparison is the thief of joy. Live your own life. Half the problems of the subcontinent would be solved by getting rid of this envious attitude. India is unfortunately a shit hole for getting ahead atm and I don't see it getting all that better in the next few years. >what did he want To flex. Why does any Indian tell you anything, especially uncles and aunties? Just work on yourself yaro, create generational wealth. Each gen of my family has gotten better. >Great grandfather died in a machine accident, great grandmother died in childbirth >Grandpa went from being an orphan to chief engineer on a British ship >Mom has two degrees in Canada Each generation can improve on eachother. it's one of the main differences between White and Black families - every black family is starting from the bottom again, with no generational wealth or guidance. It's hard to make massive changes in one generation. You already are doing better than your Dad, work hard so your kids will do better than you. Eventually, you'll have the same or higher standing than the unkill.
>>5317 My mindset too. Older people have good advice half the time, and the other half the time you should do the exact opposite.
>>4349 Watching Animal finally. Bought a fuck ton of gave books. The store owner was depressed about low sales, gave me some DDR books for free. Had a good day out with friends. Got measured for a suit, will get a Sherwani later. Will reply tomorrow properly in this thread.
>>5320 Animal is Monarchy pilled. Very based.
>>5318 > Chief engineer on British ship Damn, I wonder who guided him or he had such skills to take longsighted decisions. Your dad is Canadian and your mom is of Indian origin? >>5321 I don't usually watch bollywood movies. Last one I watched was Pathaan cuz my friend forced me to watch it. Is it better than Pathaan? I feel like there are not many good movies even in Hollywood in recent years, I think Hollywood started using AI before it boomed.
>>5323 >>5316 The only correct reaction is no reaction. Its not as any of this will change your life. Change is always gradual. You will build on the shoulders of your fathers circumstances and successes/failure and so on. He was just social flexing, I have a cousin who has a lifestyle like this. It won't end well when the father controlling all the moves dies. Would be funny if you fuck his son.
>>5318 A PhD is really useless and financially not a good idea.
>>5323 >Damn, I wonder who guided him or he had such skills to take longsighted decisions. No idea tbh. Sometimes just showing up and doing a good job can get you far. >Second Yes. Haven't watched bollywood in awhile tbh, it's really declined in value. Pre-2000s is kino, unironically I don't mind Amir Khan movies, but I the latest one I watched was Dangal. >>5340 PhD is not my main priority atm. Might do it, might not. More concerned on getting out of Canada and getting published.
>>5318 >>5316 He is not 100% wrong. You can only do what you can. There is no point in trying too hard. So enjoy what you have and whatever time/resources you get. As long as you pay your bills, it doesn't matter what fun is. > Eating sadak chap chinese for 20 Rs with friends > Holidays in expensive resorts and shieeeet
>>5341 >>5323 I would recommend Animal. It is not exactly a good movie. Pathan is a bad movie in itself for entirely different reasons. Not worth getting into. Animal is less about coherent plot , more about the monarchy aesthetic. For that reason it is based. Apart from that, it is a very heavily homo erotic movie. More so than explicit gay porn, in how it is about alpha men and their struggle with each other. We need more movies stories about strong men building empires and fighting for their family (fast and furious series). The movie is exxagerated like telgu movies, with the Telgu tsundere wife. But the story is not entirely unusual, rich families in Delhi do have conflicts like these.
>>5341 Amir Khan movies since Dangal have been pretty fucking shit. Moving away from Canada is good. The coming financial metldown will destroy Canada through and through.
I have an old friend, similar age group. We both started earning around the same time. Were both poorfags together. Idea of fun used to be roadside books, used books, free concerts , cheap street food Now it is just proper bookstores, sometimes paid concerts, restaurant Money changed the amount of time we have to hang out. Instead of long aimless walks, we need to schedule our time together now. But otherwise, the way we enjoy time remains the same. All social flex is bullshit. Money is good for somethings, but its importance is exaggerated once your basics are covered. Important clarification - Money is defined relative to time. Your earnings per hour. If you trade all your time for money. Then you are poor even if the total amount is higher.
>>5339 I mean being in swimming sports is the first sign of faggotry. Reminds me of that family guy nike ad where Peter and other guy kiss in front of guy's military servant father who died after seeing that shit. https://youtu.be/T2w5SQ0L65I?si=z2stiPsrSGZDGP3u (I was gonna upload the video but too much effort)
>>5323 Hollywood and western writers in general, spend their money on collage and come into workplace with lot of debt. American collages are propaganda machines that leave no room for free thinking or forming your opinions. So you have writers who - Have 0 interesting life experience - Have pre determined outlook and opinions on everything - Have lot of debt so their personal moral compass is not immune to money. 'I expect better writing out of Indian engineering graduates than I would from Hollywood and it shows. I avoid almost all Hollywood movies now.
I know that this is an age old malaise, but why do Indians(and South Asians) have such bad civic sense as a whole? whenever I go to any place in India, I find litter and garbage, no matter how remote/naturally beautiful the place is. Is it a cultural thing? The government should not have to tell people to keep its streets clean or to not defecate in public. A lot of poor countries with high populations are much cleaner than ours, so it is not a solely population based thing, although it is a factor. Would love some insights by other anons
>>5375 Too tired to go into detail. And this is a complex topic. But the simplest parts for now, oversimplified Industrialisation forces village people to move to urban areas. The income difference is very high, there is no respect for the migrants. They feel no sense of ownership in rented spaces or in illegal settlements, as they would for their own land. So treating it badly makes no difference. There are little to no municipal cleaning services compared to the west (normalising for per capita). If income differences are smaller , this will fix itself. If there is return to pre Industrial life, people will take responsibility for their land. It is a very important issue. Cleanliness will reduce communicable diseases, improve tourism etc.
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Is this woman Indian? I can't tell, I initially thought she was black but I'm not sure now. Indians are nuking their reputation here tbh.
>>5384 Druggies do stuff like this
>>5385 Yeah, I assumed it was a black druggie. Did you see anything to suggest she was Indian? It was immediately posted as if the woman was Indian, and I honestly don't think she is. Her hair looks like it's in dreads, and the nose looks too upturned imo.
>>5381 I don't think that is true, as I have seen numerous upper middle class and rich people litter too. I used to live in a posh South Delhi colony, and a lot of people(whose annual income must have been 1cr+ to afford a house in the area) used to dump all their garbage in an empty plot near their houses. "BUt tHeY aRe NeW mOnEY" can't be used as an excuse here Similarly, I've seen numerous people throw out chips and biscuit packets outside of their moving BMWs and Audis, on the Yamuna expressway. There has to be another explanation.
>>5387 Black for sure. Only mallus have hair like this and she has 0 mallu features except the hair. > online harrasement of Indians Honestly who cares. Let them play these games. Soon it will be over for them and they know it. But yeah, they will use anynkind of violence against Indians as well as bullying in North america for sure
>>5388 See how old money Indian's operate. They never do things like these. Whereas most new money Indian's see the Indian passport as a temporary problem. They look down on India and Indians, India is something to be used and exploited for them. They act like brown sahibs. New money Indians earn their money by being peons for gora sahibs or being a translation layer between India and west or by allowing exploitation of Indian resources for the web. To then have to arrogance to litter wherever they want is very least of what they can do. Killing , abusing people etc is all fine. You see this attitude in mostly colonized cities that deny their identity and heritage. Delhi is the prime example. > "BUt tHeY aRe NeW mOnEY" can't be used as an excuse here This is not an excuse but one of the causes. It is how this money and power has been earned. There is another explanation. There is no punishment or cost for littering in India. NONE. They did the same in Berlin in few areas, removed Police, now these areas are full of litter and smell like Piss due to druggies and drunkards just pissing where they want to.
>>5391 I am surprised at the speed at which Canada has turned though. >importing bugs and muslims >crashing the economy >importing indians to fix it I assume this is why. Also Canada hasn't liked India since Pokhran. Weird how Trudeau has once again fucked relations between two countries, I thought Indians would stop coming here.
>>5375 >poverty >corruption >population >culture >religion/non-violence Poverty is self explanatory - there are fewer resources to contribute towards clean up efforts while at the same time cheap disposable packaging is common. End result is lots of garbage. When Western countries were going through this phase of development litter was essentially all compostable and had less packaging. Corruption combines with this, as any resources that would be used to clean streets or rivers, such as actual cleaners or government cleanliness regulation, are redirected to the pockets of bad actors, or are lobbied against/intimidated by industry. This affects NGOs, local govts, corporations, as well as more local crime families/ illegal businesses. Population compounds these issues, as there is just more waste that needs to be collected. River defecation is the best indicator - lots of Western countries directly dump untreated sewage into rivers (the St. Lawrence in Canada, the Seine in France) India is just so massive that the rivers ability to absorb the waste is surpassed by waste generation. This also goes with litter etc. and builds on the previous two points. Culture is the most pervasive and disappointing one. People just don't give a shit about areas outside their house in India, and there is no real civic sense. Broader community ties are very weak, and most people only care about their immediate surroundings. This happens, in my opinion, with both oppressive and incompetent government. Over-regulation and poor regulation leads to very insular outlooks, where everyone only cares about their family, and civic duty, assumed by the government, is not carried out. Individuals trying to clean up are disadvantaged due to the aforementioned corruption, and government hostility to their power monopoly being infringed on. All the dog and cow shit is caused by religion. India avoids gassing stray animals because of non-violence (in Canada, stray dogs are essentially just executed) this is a big issues because India doesn't have the resources to sterilize them, and the trash and climate make it ideal for breeding. You end up with a massive problem with no backing to deal with it.
>>5404 Also lack of toilets, although everyone knows this is a problem.
>>5404 Forgot to mention class dynamics - The income distribution favours the upper class in developing economies, especially ones with lower upward mobility like India. Upper classes monopolize family ties and knowledge and rely on a massive supply of cheap lower class labour to maintain their position. Combined with the international elites status which every globalized country has, there is little reason to reinvest resources into their community, and there is also a dislike for India from buddying up to colonizers, and viewing the poverty of Indians which they themselves created. Think of the zamindars who travel abroad and become left wing anti-India retards. Helped by regulation and corruption which allows money hoarding at the top without innovation, and keeps government spending hampered. The solution is time and money essentially. Continue to grow the economy and invest in cleaning campaigns, like Swachh Bharat, crackdown on corruption, and then transition to a Western model with competent localized government waste collection. As more Indians enter the middle class, it is inevitable that India gets cleaner. No one wants to live in a dirty shithole. The specifics of how fast that is depend on the governments ability to tackle the other issues I mentioned, as well as a shift in the mentality of Indians which the government can only encourage, not enforce.
Muslims in India are stepping into a trap, the more they push to keep these sites, the more Hindu's will harden. In any case, as a Hindu we only have to gain. >>5403 Canada is just a tool for the US in its aggression, doing it directly would create a powerful enemy, doing it indirectly, creates an irritant for India. Well, India is making slow but powerful moves to render Canada useless and though it will take time, it will work. That said, Canadians if they had any brains, would know that their own government is their biggest enemy, not outsiders. Based are the Indians, who make their living and stick to their identity in face of all external pressure. They are surviving and will survive. Canada is an American satellite and will never be anything more. And honestly who cares ? Just use the country , get out and make your life somewhere that aligns more with your values and lifestyle. Let Canadian's pay for their sins.
>>5406 Its already happening. Last I was in mumbai , just pre COVID, the big heap of garbage that used to smell for 10's of kms only smelt for a few km's and was much smaller. Apparently it is better now. In east India too , things are changing for those who know how bad it was 20 years ago.
>>5406 >>5409 https://archive.is/BiLqE Those in glass houses...
>>5395 >>5404 >>5406 appreciate the replies, glossed over them and will reply in a bit
>>5410 ??? You should read what you are replying to.
>>5412 No, I'm referencing the West, I thought you would find the article interesting. Most of the India pollution porn is British.
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Need to travel in the morning. Just tired af. Had a long day due to a stupid colleague messing up the system. Now packing, cooking and cleaning all left to be done. >>5413 The media perception is something else, but we should address the actual issue. Perception aside , we should address the real problem, which of-course greatly exaggerated in western media, is still a real issue with real implications. UN did a report of impact of Swach bharat, check it out, I am too tired atm to search for it. As British money wanes, so will its influence. But I take anglo outrage in general not so seriously. They are liars and hypocrites of the highest order. I have been working very hard at decolonising myself personally. Have seen intimately how badly GAE has lost in Ukraine and how hard their propaganda wing works. Now shit is unravelling for GAE across the world. From Japan , to Korea's, to MENA, Italy and France making moves away from USA etc. It is all very satisfying on a personal level.
8+/10 grills in Endia get honorary jobs easily. HR hires them despite lowest of low marks and qualifications and double digit IQ points. In Europe, beauty means nothing in workplace (except modelling) and model tier grills work at waitresses.I like this. >>5414 It is a nice compilation and lot of hardwork, with lot of truth to it.
>>4349 Childhood friend sends me the Reddit arguments, seething about Ram mandir. The whole , people in poverty, why build temple ? This is really stupid and annoying now. I didn't really want to answer him , more than , its their money and their wish. Fuck off. I don't mind disagreement. But atleast have a good point.
>>5428 Poverty, why go to the moon? Poverty, why fund the army? Poverty, why watch bollywood? Poverty, build Ram Mandir? etc. Almost like these people have no idea how wealth is generated. Wonder how much Mandir tourism will bring in.
>>5429 4.lakh crore INR for 2024 is projected number. It was such a bad reply and stupid Argument. The fucker calls himself Hindu. Looking forward to Kashi and Vishwanath.
>>5430 For UP die to RAM mandir
Aethists worship the state as if it were a god CCP is right. Xi is the god of the Islamists and Christians too. Ram rajya is imaginary. But political utopia is real. So stupid. Unrelated note. AI getting trained on chan's is win for us.
I don't like posting here, or visiting the chans anymore for some reason. I like working on my own hobbies and interests now, the change has been recent.
>>5480 Good. Very good. Your brain is rewiring for good. This is the one and only place I post to. Rest is either email otherwise IRL. If you stop posting entirely or even almost entirely, consider your brain healed and yourself protected partially from the curse of modernity.
>>4349 https://media.ccc.de/v/37c3-12326-you_ve_just_been_fucked_by_psyops#t=39 If there is a local LUG/Hacker/repair group, you guys should attend it and meet the members. You might end up finding really interesting people.
>>4349 how long till we rise again? I'd say around 100-150 years if a major regime change takes place and changes the current system for the better
>>5486 1000 ish years. We are rising because others are making mistakes, the deep state is shifting its base away from USA etc. Why 1000 ? Because that is how long it will take for people to forget what happened to India and go back to same habits that got us screwed. This said, I don't believe in deterministic world. Reality is weird.
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Calcutta 1890 Zurich
https://youtu.be/BXrfctRS05Y Sushma Swaraj being based. We lost so many good people in last few years. We have really smart well trained parliamentarians.
>>5486 Lots of thoughts on this, will reply later
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Finding good textbooks used to take me so long in pre digital age. Index from textbook, linking to another, to another and eventually Id order what I want from library. It would take 4-6 weeks to arrive. Internet shortened this to days AI now did it in seconds. Will still take me same time to read. We are mamoths, AI is like humans. We will go extinct and these artificial beings will become the real consciousnesses I guess.
https://archive.ph/CTmiO https://archive.ph/9fiZl https://yewtu.be/watch?v=G7Nf97O3qGM this was the peak of inch absolutely BTFOd scamming jewtubers
>>5538 I remember this, it was really impressive. Would be fun to turn InCh into a group of amateur hackers etc. Being anonymous on a public board, there is only so much trust. Without trust people won't invest much effort. This is why the local linux users group used to be a good recruiting ground. I have tried lot of online -> IRL v3entures and been burnt a few times.
>>5486 >>5521 Too many thought, ending up as a long post. Might create a separate thread, not sure how long it will be.
>>5612 Make the post here. Looking forward to it
I miss studying science and maths. I miss studying it without any aim or exam. My life is just work, refresh to recover from work and work again. Staring my screen is just boring.
>>4349 The Sandeshkali story and its details are very disturbing. But what I always find amazing is how Indians keep silent on these issues. Unless media tells them to outrage, they have no feelings of their own.
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I still wake up with nightmares of studying for exams. In collage, there were times with 3 exams scheduled on the same day and we would have to pass them all. Now that I passed them all, it was all useless, it was all for nothing and had no bearing on my future. NONE. I push this thought out. BecaUSE i Cannot undo the past. Because I cannot change anything. But then it comes back. What a waste of time, money and energy. Curosary look at any indian forum just has so many exam posts. Exam faggotry is endless.
>>5643 End term submission times had me having nightmares about homework submission. I remember a dream I had in those days where the school called my parents and told them I had missed turning in an English assignment in 8th grade thus making my board certificate null and void.
>>5643 >>5647 I have dreams/nightmares about my first job still. Wasn't all that stressful tbh.
Can't stop thinking about black women. Is this based or cringe?
>>5653 that sounds fucking weird, as I find black women even uglier than Indian women. What makes you attracted to them? They seem like manly monkeys to me I haven't found more than 5 black women sexy in my whole life, and I am being brutally honest.
Indiachan (dot) net has banned Canadian posters. >>5655 Where do you live? I've seen a lot of good looking black girls. You should see Brazilians. >even uglier than Indian women So you're just self loathing? I will never understand fetishizing white women. Lived with them all my life, no real appeal anymore.
>>5670 >inch.net why even visit that shithole? >self loathing nope, just my opinion. my rankings for women by race are: latina(white/brown)>eastern european/slavic caucasian>other caucasian>middle eastern>indian>others>black >fetishizing white women I don't do that consciously, but it has been ingrained into me since the society has euro centric beauty standards. I remember not being attracted to supermodels with high cheekbones etc. when I was really young and not very exposed to the outside world(internet) and thinking they looked weird, but constant exposure to the outside world has greatly shifted my perception of beauty. >good looking black girls post some, I'll see if I like them
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>>5671 Inch is for boredom and laziness mainly. Attached pic
>>5673 nah bruv, still not convinced. wouldn't really call her hot, but that's just my opinion
>>5674 To each their own.
>>5674 >>5675 a. It is pointless to judge women from Internet pictures. Real life women are something else entirely. Not just the looks but the smell, the walk, the voice are all important elements. b. Initial attraction points are just minor bias's. Beneath them there are character traits and genetic that attract you. Some black (african not american) women are absolute semon demons, with skin and bodies made for sex. they are absolute animals in bed and you need to be really fit to keep up.
>>5671 Indian women over the years have gone to absolute shitter. Only chapri women or Instaslags now. Even the educated ones are useless.
>>5684 Yep. There are alot of good looking ones in my area. I'm nervous though about what I'm packing tbh, I wanna do some damage down there.
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What app should I install so I can use it in front of normies? I got rid of Instagram a few weeks ago, now if I am tired of talking I open my phone and scroll the app drawer aimlessly trying to find a socially acceptable app to open.
>>5696 When I get awkward while standing and waiting for my food/parcels at hotels/outside in public, I instinctively open my PDF reader and start scrolling through random product brochures or usage manuals lol.
>>5698 Somehow, I become a japanese stay at home mom from the 90s in public places.
>>5696 Browser -> 8chan/4chan etc. Or just keep permanent earphones/headphones and enjoy your audio. >>5699 What do you mean ?
>>5700 >What do you mean ? Middle age Japanese moms spend their free time browsing product catalogues
House of Ninjas is good fun ! Vid completely unrelated >>5713 No different than Indian moms tbh.
>>5698 I was thinking the same thing I left off the hound of baskervilles maybe this is a good time to pick it up again
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Travelling tomorrow onwards. It will be hectic but fun too in parts.Starting to shave, pack etc now. Will not be able to post for a few days.
Last few days, all the travel was useful to finally finish a lot of important milestones. But now home is a mess. Desk is nearly unusable. Almirah is unorganised and messy. All this may seem trivial, but searching for undies in the morning really spoils my mood for the whole day ahead. Though things have been done, I am now a mess. Both internally and externally. My daily timetable is a mess too. I am not exercising, this is less due to time limitations and more due to just messy priorities.
Don't want to post in the other thread. This is more of a dump of unimportant thoughts, which is also what this thread is. While it is annoying to see all the InCh posts here and Doxx threads, I will continue ignoring them. I have better things to do with my life and time. For posting, I will continue posting here. I want to at Bharatchan, since it looks like good effort on its admins part, but I am stretched thin as it is. Haven't been reading in a structured way whatsoever. My thinking is scattered. Writing in Hindi digitally is still a pain, I can do 90% stuff correctly , but I get specific words and matraas wrong. Terminal Hindi support is just shit, I might have to shift to kterm and then KDE for that. Personal projects a fucking mess with no tracking of goals and progress, but just messy and emotional outcomes.
New Dune movie is very meh. I think normies will like it but it misses a lot of the nuance and introspection of the book. If you haven't read them I highly suggest you read the first four, they are free online as well. Informs a lot of my thinking tbh, helped me break free of short sighted politics and focus more on elitism and long term political thinking.
>>5895 Have only heard similar.praise from my friends who read the book. Movies can never have the same impact of nuance
>>5896 It's very disappointing, and the flood of new fans will ruin the niche community and create more garbage. I kept thinking about it all night. >ruins characterization of the main characters, detracting from the theming of the story and weakening the plot, the worst is the new girlboss Chani and a passive Paul >Sanitization makes Dune much more generic, no eunuchs, no gay rapists, no concubines, no jihad, no child marriage >weird omissions, "a feint within a feint," >bland and generic costumes, fremen look like every hollywood desert warrior ever when they could have styled them based on medieval arab armour >tactics make no sense and it becomes the hollywood two blobs running into eachother
>>5909 also >ruins the unique language of the original, giving Paul and Chani very bland lines when the original showed Pauls determination and intelligence, and an ability to command >makes fun of the religious element, degrading the Fremen
>>5909 >>5910 I understand why George R R Martin took a pause in writing winds of winter. Luckily Dune cannot be ruined. Movie and show adaptations always miss the point. They are cheap entertainment for the the most part, usually with no point other than that.
https://youtu.be/CrvN9KtxUxM Not a political point, but many businesses are shifting to UP from Bombay and other tier 1 cities, while a lot of tier 1 cities have turned into what used to be Bihar.
Trying to learn programming by myself. How do you guys organize/keep programming notes? Feels very different to history.
>>5960 I never needed any notes. You need good books to learn. For C/C++ I'd suggest Practical C/C++ Programming by Steve Oualline. For Rust I'd suggest the official Rust book. For Java I'd suggest Java A Beginners Guide by Herbert Schildt. I would suggest you actually do programming excercises everytime you finish a chapter, most books have excercises after every chapter, do them.
>>5963 Herbert Schlidt also has his C# a Beginners Guide book it's good too He has a fuckton of books on programming tbh, every one of them are legendary
>>5960 I would also suggest you don't "jump around" and stick with one language, finish some big/medium project then move on if you want to. Also if you want to do make some GUI apps too then pick 1. C#+XAML/Winforms for Windows 2. C++/Python + Qt for multiplatform apps 3. Rust/C for GTK/Libadwaita/GNOME apps on Linux 4. Java + JavaFX and/or it's other frameworks, although I'd suggest you stay away from Java for GUI stuff, it's on life support. Lastly 1. for C/C++ stick with CMake as a build system 2. for C# you should already have .sln solution files 3. for rust you already have cargo, it's enough 4. for Java use Maven For IDEs, 1. For C/C++ Visual Studio (NOT Code) and CodeBlocks are decent options. 2. fot C# you should ONLY use Visual Studio 3. for Java you have Netbeans/IntelliJ/Eclipse of VS Code 4. for Rust you should go with VS Code with rust-analyzer plugin
>>5965 And if you're an absolute beginner I'd suggest you just go with C# Rust or Python, they have great communities, modern build tooling and great IDE support. Also DONOT try to learn git when you try to learn how to program, it's an entirely different beast itself, learn git after you actually finish some big/medium project, after youre adept at some language
>>4349 >>5960 > Organize/Keep programming notes Very short basic desc of key terms and concepts Basic syntax and options These are a starting point. The main is still the written program and playing with it. I do feel that the age of the programmer is over now.
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Some faggot Indian asked for "mentorship" after claiming to be depressed and he was pushed to me by the vice president. Rich faggy dude, never cleaned his own mess and how has to live with servants. What a wasted day. My brain feels dead from his endless speaking. Came home and downed a litre of coke. Very unlike me, but felt that tired.
>>4349 Alright anons I need advice is getting a BBA degree worth it for 12-15 lakhs ? How's the job market in today's world ? what kind of job can I get ?
>>5970 As opposed to ? Have no degree ? Have engineering degree ? Etc
>>5971 >As opposed to ? studying history/psychology/LLB >Have no degree ? also this >Have engineering degree ? CSE/EEE for 20-22lakh
>>5963 >>5964 >>5965 >>5966 >>5968 Thanks yars. >>5970 BBA is useful, but I would check where your degree is accepted. It's usually a pretty standard degree, so prospects are decent. >>5972 >studying history/psychology/LLB Only useful one there for a job is Law. Psychology and History are both rat races and you'll be competing against tens of thousands for tens of jobs (at least in the Anglosphere). Not sure what the job market is like in Bangladesh, but if its anything like India it's not worth it. In Europe and Latin America the job scene is better, but idk if you're willing to live there.
>>5972 LLB is best for job, still a grind. BBA is good if you have good family contacts already . There are no easy options. > engineering I don't think it is worth anything now. Saturated market. But yeah. All this depends heavily on your family background, contacts and goals.
https://samanthakeelysmith.com/feel-it-go She did the album art for an SunO))) album. I am normally not a fan of abstract but this is amazing.
>>5978 >BBA is good if you have good family contacts already . family is genuinly mentally retarded, so is entire khandaan but i do have some contacts and can befriend people easily. >>5978 >But yeah. All this depends heavily on your family background, contacts and goals. idk family's paying so im getting a degree i initially wanted to leave home and do some 20k bdt meme chamaar job, i just want to earn enough money for alcohol and food
>>5990 You can do nothing about where you are born. There will be some advantages and some disadvantages to it. Enjoy the advantages. No point overthinking that. > but i do have some contacts and can befriend people easily. Then do something that suits your interests and you can build a business of yours upon. You have a decent brain between your ears, if you family can give you a base, do it. Hedge your risks to be low and absorbale. Start small.
What do you guys do for food ? 1. Eat out - Mess/Restaurant/Tiffin ? 2. Cook at home - Parents 3. Cook at home - Yourself
>>5990 One useful piece of advice I can give you, is to visit both campus's and meet people who have these degree's and work in the field. Look at them and decide for yourself if you want to be like them.
>>6000 that's the issue germanon >Look at them and decide for yourself if you want to be like them. I am adaptable to my environment, can do anything from anything really. My passion is in History/Psych, But I know the money and my skills are in BBA/MBA, It's now a question between whether I want to become an academic or a businessman. I decided that I will follow the money, Arts are something that one doesn't need instituionalized knowledge to learn.
>>5998 All 3 1. Too lazy to cook things myself ? Restaurant 2. Mom/Khala cooked the good dishes they can make ? Home 3. Want some good food and have time to spare ? Cook myself
>>5974 The job market for Arts degrees, even LLB in some cases is chamaar-tier 20/30k BDT jobs. My country has slowly increasing rates of trade and investments, so BBA is probably the most futureproof option.
>>6008 why not BCS?
>>6008 Engineering is the same just that uncle aunties don't reveal the truth about their sons naukri. You would hate my answer but learn to be an electrician and work internationally. People in trades earn way more than stoodiers like me
>>6006 > I decided that I will follow the money, Arts are something that one doesn't need instituionalized knowledge to learn I agree with your decision. Lets see what leaf anon says. But if you love something, then institutional learning isn't the best. Esp in BD and India. Often it kills your love for it
>>6017 Same issues as Engineering
>>6021 wtf is this shit? I don't understand please do not post cringestagram reels here
>>6022 >don't understand How autistic are you Also yes please do not post insta shit here unless it's genuinely funny.
>>6022 >>6023 I won't again. I find this content fascinating. I have more or less 0 access to Insta and get this shit in a student group from time to time. This is the most alien thing to me. It is not that I am very disconnected, I watch new anime and blockbusters from time to time. But this kind of signalling is very fascinating. Social media allows us to be more animals than anything else.
>>6018 >You would hate my answer Anon I wanted to do some 20k/month chamaar naukri but parents are forcing me to goto uni, i even left home and called up some job postings. Modern academia is a scam that runs off of retarded boomers thinking they know everything about the world without knowing shit.
>>6017 >why do you not like IIT-tier ratraces
>>6035 I am completely aware of how much money tradies bring in, esp. in the west. it makes "civilized" office wagies seethe cope and mald.
>>6037 Tradies making bank is a retarded right winger meme to appease the white working class whose lifestyle has slowly been cannibalized. Average tradie is poorer than the average uni cuck. They just use tradies with their own business as an example, which should be classified as entrepreneurs and then compared with uni entrepreneurs.
Anyone here watch the UFC or other combat sports?
>>6040 For the incompetent one yes. But coming from someone who actually did work in the Industry for a while before entering Academia, I have personally signed checks to them in one of my old jobs for A LOT OF MONEY. They deserve it too. Their work adds real value. Indians and BD's do excellent work too. Western tradies are usually no match (except German ones, but they are all old and dying now). If you are trained and have even a small brain, then making money is much easier in trades.
>>6035 Uni does tech you how to think structurally, something you lack particularly. A good uni has type A's, working with whom you will improve a lot too. In BBA you won't meet type A's. In MBA, in a good collage you will. Meeting smart and capable people is very very important. You learn a lot more having dinner with a smart man, that you will from a 100 books. Online life IS NOT A SUBSTITUTE for this.
https://www.snohetta.com/projects/beijing-city-library Chinese have some real kino buildings
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>>6058 kek
>>6059 I imagine the amount of men wanting to settle down with an ugly, old, used up feminist is fairly small.
Related to discussions. Can't remember where each post was
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KO highlight from last night. I actually fucked up badly on my predictions, thank god I didn't bet. In hindsight, Almeida and Holland picks were stupid but I still think Burns and Vera at least made some sense. Both Vera and Holland have the talent but horrible fight iq and mentality.
>>5673 InCh rots your brain. Board owner is very sus in the incessent cuck shit they promote. Makes sense the kind of posters which it attracts >>6060 It is a bigger problem than one can imagine. I met some HR roastie today. She looks good (7/10) and is not the most millitant feminist out there. But cannot convince a man to date her. Dating for this generation is simply hard.
>>6062 I kept up in the Lesnar Desilva days. But can't keep up anymore. Beautiful sport though. There is also bare kunckle fighting now
Peace and prosperity has not dulled my anger one bit. The fire has only grown.
>>6063 r/indiachan is a lost cause. The website itself is good in that it serves as containment zone for these redditors who insist every place they go be turned into reddit. They refuse to stay on reddit despite only liking that kind of posts and being proud of being redditors.
>>6070 What do you mean by this
>>6082 I grew up with anger in me. I don't know honestly why it was there or against whom. But it was there and it was an important part of my personality. Other than the anger, I was described as someone with potential to do well in life. People said to me that I would calm down. When I married someone, when I saw life etc. I learned to control my anger and keep a straight face socially. I learned to behave in front of others. But the anger never went away. All that has happened. I have seen a lot of good and bad that life has to offer. I have what lot of people would consider a blessed life. Loving wife, material success, distractions and entertainment etc. But inside me that anger lives. Like a Volcano full of lava. It is there. I don't know why it is there or against whom. I can make up explanations that seem plausible, but they are all lies, explanations that try to explain the phenomenon.
>>6088 Can relate When you're at the gym and your body is about to give up, at your last moment you find some kind of rage, a fire burning within and somehow do 4 extra sets.
Gen Z women age terribly. Drugs, over-eating, and all around partying actually do take a toll. Quite a few girls I went to high school with look like crap now and it's only been a few years. What's stranger is that its uneven aging, like skin quality is bad or they're fat but everything else looks the same. Wonder how they'll look in a decade. Not like I can talk. Insomnia has destroyed my undereyes.
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>>6095 My undereyes make me appear perpetually tired, just like I am.
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>>6096 We are like flies with all the moh maya of this world, sacrificing sleep and rest to distract ourselves with entertainment. >>6095 When you are healthy and and successful, non useless women also get attracted to you. It is very important to be your best version and attract the kind of people that you want to attract. I have met the kind of women you talk about. I have rejected their advances and kept my focus. I was rewarded by meeting both men and women who share similar drives. There is hope out there.
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>>6098 > sleep and rest to distract ourselves with entertainme I don't though I get 8+ hours of sleep every day and I don't consume entertainment >I have rejected their advances and kept my Kek I will do the same if some chhapri girl woos me. I have self respect, ego, or stupidity
>>6096 I was driving this morning and stopped at a red light. I started scroolling my phone and when the sun rays fell on my screen I saw my chinlet reflection. My subhuman face was staring at the screen, numb and shook to the core. I didnt know what to do, i kkept staring at screen, thinking this is who I am, this is my face. It made me realize how subhuman I look. I look just like the picrel you posted. The worst part is I can't even do anything about it except breaking my bones. My genetics are bottom of the barrel even by poojeet standard. there's nothing you can do when you're destined to be a genetic dead end.
Indians are starting to wake up to the wave of anti-India posts online, but normies are only bothering to look at Twitter, when the problem predates the Twitters posts by a few months. On reddit it's much older and on 4chan there was a clear uptick in September-October. My thoughts - Coincides both with news of China's decline and the shift of business to India from China, as well as the October 7th attacks. However, it also coincides with a large bump in Indian immigration to Canada, as well as the decline of Ukrainian success in fighting Russia's invasion. I suspect it is several different groups converging around one central push to isolate India and alienate as many Indians as possible. I also suspect the vast majority are bots or paid shills. Also interesting is that it seems a lot of Indian Facebook accounts are just bots as well. Finally, both Reddit and Twitter have reason to be anti-India. Musk is not being granted concessions in India and much of the staff are holdovers from when Dorsey was running the company and have both personal and ideological issues with India. Reddit is run by the extreme left who clashed with India over various policies by the Indian government. What is interesting is that this seems at face value to have fractured a very tentative alliance between the Western right and the Indian right that I noticed was forming under the Trump presidency.
>>6116 I should also say I don't think it's going to be very relevant in the long run. Capital has already chosen it's path, and the Muslim world, China and the West (with the exception of the United States) are going to be entering a steep decline. Even the states is going to transform into a much weaker version of itself, although I suspect it will remain the dominant superpower for awhile to come.
>>6116 The most urgent need for Indians is to be a middle income economy. One the money comes, the rest are details. The second thing is better education and a wider disconnect from west. Connect culturally more with China, Russia and other non NATO nations. 4chan, Reddit, Facebook, Twatter are mostly hangouts for people of no consequence. They are platforms designed to let people pour their energy into something inconsequential and useless. Social media sperging achieves nothing. Though GOI is waking up to its use as a tool for pushback. And that is good. But the ultimate danger is from the western media machine and poverty. If we can survive those, then we are good to go. These platforms are not the main weapon of the western media war machine. That is academia, established press houses, Institutions and awards etc. Without money, these can be bought. But until then, they do pose a significant danger to us. >>6117 Exactly this. You get the point. No one cares for the opinions of people, who have no future. Whose sons and daughters will be queer and woke and whose armies will demand mental health days. Modi said that the coming actions will be relevent for the next 1000 years and that Ram Janmabhoomi is the start of a new काल चक्र Given that he has done what he says he will, this is not to be taken lightly or as steam blown into the air.
Canada has become a fucking shithole. Somalian just threw a water bottle at my mom while she was driving. Funny how people from a country that has never achieved anything in it's existence aside from being raped repeatedly by Arabs also achieve nothing in other countries. Must be racism.
Also hate the retarded INC anti-colonial line. There is no alliance between former colonies, culturally, economically, spiritually, politically. Being defined by a vague branch of former occupiers is braindead, as is assuming every colonized group is the same. it's fundamentally argued in Liberal language (a foreign import) and has no basis in reality and certainly not one of state policy. Idealists are poison to any functioning society. Chinese, Indians, Vietnamese were all colonized, as was Africa and Australia. Doesn't mean there are any meaningful similarities between the countries, nor does it mean that each country is equivalent. Idiotic BIPOC garbage where Indians plea for alliances with people who are fundamentally irreconcilable with Indic civilization needs to be destroyed at its root, same with it's supporters. In the long run the enemies within will do far more damage than enemies externally.
>>6119 Never met a decent Somalian. That said, Canada imports terrorists and criminals from all over the world as their immigration policy, so does UK. They don't even hide it, they collect them like Pokemon, to be used against other countries. A shithole it will become. >>6120 While I share no enthusiasm for Western powers, the whole decoloniality movement is devoid of any intellectual merit or reason. I haven't seen the speech you are talking about , though Congress being the 2nd biggest collaborators with the British, it is ironic for them to talk about this lol.
One of my greatest regrets is that I don't know calculus, and therefore I can't read in-depth economic papers. Humanities needs to be balanced with math and sciences, if anyone has the opportunity to do both, I strongly advise it. >>6127 Unironically eco-lefties (ones that are associated with tribals, not urban retards) have a pretty good grasp on water preservation in India. India needs to capitalize on Monsoon rains to ensure freshwater stores year round. India needs more manmade lakes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9s8eGpFo7M It's going to get so much worse.
>>6128 Monsoon cycle is fucked anon. No hope in that Front. Reply in Detail later. Very busy weekend
5 places I felt unsafe as a female traveler part 1 https://www.youtube.com/shorts/J_O6hX8bmlo 5 places I felt unsafe as a female traveler part 2 https://www.youtube.com/shorts/KsWGSJ6LiKo
>>6130 Has a great.time in serbia except the food. What a weird Video though.
Social media the Commander argues that in cognitive warfare, everyone is a potential target, with populists being the most susceptible. Further, the reason cognitive attacks work is that they “achieve a specific aim without the target becoming aware of an attack. Generally, the damage is already done before the target realizes that it has been targeted.” Worse still, he declares, “In the future, there will only be one rule in warfare: There are no rules.” the Commander enumerates the technologies that can facilitate the devolving of free people into our authoritarian enemies’ pawns: social media platforms, smart devices, digital networks, gaming platforms (and their subcultures), virtual reality environments, digital spaces serving as echo chambers, and the Metaverse. The great French scholar of propaganda and technology, Jacques Ellul, wrote years ago that propaganda “is not the touch of a magic wand. It is based on slow constant impregnation. It creates convictions and compliance through imperceptible influences that are effective only by continuous repetition.”
Does anyone here actually eat beef? I have a bad feeling some of the Muslim run restaurants here pass Beef off as Lamb. I got a "chicken" hotdog from a Arab hotdog vendor after a concert and once I sobered up I was 99% sure it was beef.
>>6143 I had it twice, once where my order was exchanged with a colleagues and another time the wrong burger was delivered to me. Both times I could barely tell it apart. That said, I have heard good beef tastes different. Wouldn't know. Don't care. Most market meat, you cannot trust what the label says. It is a mix of lot of leftovers, esp if you get it cheap.
>>6128 Calculus is not hard honestly. You do need a good teacher and patience. That said, a lot of mathematics in advanced economics is based on faulty premises. Like assuming two variables are independent and applying a method when that is not the case at all. Or assuming law of large numbers applies to non Natrual phenomenon etc. > Unironically eco-lefties (ones that are associated with tribals, not urban retards) have a pretty good grasp on water preservation in India The lefty tale is of the boy who cried wolf. The problems they call attention too are in many cases real. The solutions they offer are not. I do trust a simpleton "Sanghi bhakt" anyday or even a dumb redneck conservative or rechtsbürger over a lefty who plans to sell me lies to further his agenda. From inventing historical tales to misrepresent history, to manipulating climate data to fit their narrative, we have enough smart people on our side. Even when I disagree with my side, I still trust them and stand by them. The righties I have met, have lot of honour in their personal lives and in their endeavours, the kind that lefty cunts will never know in generations.
>>6128 >if anyone has the opportunity to do both, I strongly advise it. The avg non Sci fag is very disconnected from how far sciences have advanced. I explained to a non Sci socio person on the things I could do with his data and it horrified him to no bound. To him, calling anyone who disagrees with his agenda as right wing and to write an article against them with big words is a full time job. In time, our friendship has soured. His position and work is politically loaded. Often against my personal beliefs. We don't meet for lunch's any-more or talk honestly. He is smart enough to know , that he is just a cog in the political wheel. But that would destroy his self image. His job fuels his social esteem and financial strength, which is the core of his identity now. He wears fancy faggy clothes to look important. His hair are thinning, vision going away due to bad lifestyle and he rarely gets a full nights sleep, his long time girlfriend too is demanding an "open relationship". I am slowly but surely getting fitter. My clothes are cheap, but I get solid sleep on most nights now and have a health relationship. I had built him a gaming pc few years ago during COVID, he can appreciate how well his graphics card can process light calculations in a game, million times per second. But he cannot apply the same principle to his work and see that he is professionally simping for techno fascism himself.
>>6128 arts people do not want to study at least here in India. They only want to fool around and most classes are some 70% girls who are doing the course just so their parents can advertise them as being a degree holder to prospective grooms They take up arts just so they never have to study maths again I shouldn't be one to speak, i absolutely don't know how to integrate. (It also just occurred to me a few minutes ago that I'm the only person in my family who doesn't have a master's degree, can't figure out what to make of it kek) >>6150 >The avg non Sci fag is very disconnected from how far sciences have advanced. I explained to a non Sci socio person on the things I could do with his data and it horrified him to no bound. They kind of know but they can't grasp it fully, because explanations catered to them are usually watered down (or straight up wrong if you look at tv news etc it's just appeasement) Think of it as them looking from the top of a hill at a patch of mud They look at it and say "yes that's mud" but if you're an engineer working in the field you find yourself in the middle of the muddy patch wrestling with pigs. Everyone can see the mud but only you can truly appreciate it >To him, calling anyone who disagrees with his agenda as right wing and to write an article against them with big words is a full time job this is why I scoff at anyone who calls himself a "content writer" but I still feel kind of bad when doing so >His job fuels his social esteem and financial strength, which is the core of his identity now. Poor guy >He wears fancy faggy clothes to look important. His hair are thinning, vision going away due to bad lifestyle and he rarely gets a full nights sleep Hmmm poor guy, seems like hest living a lie, victim of the system > long time girlfriend too is demanding an "open relationship Oh no Now I feel REALLY bad for him and sympathize with him. But on the other hand he probably brought it upon himself by getting involved with some crazy feminist liberal type who wears funny clothes to expose all of her funny tattoos, and uses reddit extensively. I hope he grows some self respect and tells her to be in open relationships all by herself.
>>6148 From what I remember its supposed to bring Marxist ideas into the modern world. At least Marx was original and his ideas hadn't yet proven to be a failure. Piketty is a shitty imitation of a failure. I also find critiques of capitalism using data from the 21st century laughable. We do not live in a capitalist world.
>>6155 Your entire post is entirely on point. That is why bad engineers in India become good at non Sci subjects. > "content writer" This is what the actual work of most non Sci people now. Only with fancy titles and salaries. Lot more Sci people are also becoming like this. To give an example from a conversation today > XYZ Body is falsifying data < Cannot be, XYZ body is most stringent in the world > Is there any independent audit ? < No. But they said they are > So did many others, who were found to be falsifying data. Here is a piece of evidence that points to the fact that data is flawed from an independent source. > You are from India, therefore you won't understand our superior systems. If it was a random Chintu bhosdapiller, I wouldn't give a flying fuck. But to see real idiots in positions of power is depressing. Sadly this is the state in India too. On a related note, did not see anyone discussing the MIRV technology with Agni V , be it here or other chans. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiple_independently_targetable_reentry_vehicle It is a spectacular achievement for India and we gotten closed to parity with China now. >>6159 There are LOT OF FLAWS in his arguments. > We do not live in a capitalist world. Fully agree But his central point, that assets accumulate wealth faster than job salaries is completely true. Idk the social implications. But for personal life it is quiet clear. Invest in real assets.
>>6164 Agni-V MIRV is an impressive achievement. Unironically Russia's arms export decline is good for India, will incentivize more domestic development, perhaps close ties with France which is the only European nation worth having close military ties with. >parity China is still much more powerful, but India doesn't really need to compete with China so much as make any invasion far too dangerous. MIRV is a good step in the right direction. Hopefully India stays out of any Taiwan conflict and lets the USA and China impoverish themselves fighting over an island. The resulting global industry shift to India would be amazing.
>>6166 Russia's arm export decline is purely due to curropt govt in Russia delaying and stalling projects. Lavrov has an anti India bias as well which doesn't help us. > China China has lot of enemies in the neighbourhood, which means the moment they attack India, Philippines, Vietnam, Japan etc will push the Chinese out of their waters. Which to Chinese is unacceptable. The max they can try to grab would be some Island near Taiwan. > Indian stance on other Chinese conflicts India won't. There is a strong anti US sentiment in current BJP and they would avoid working with Americans as much as possible. I am still fearful of the coming woke attack against India. George Soros's son is going to marry some Paki origin chick. This means the idea of Pakistan i.e. anti India hate will continue to exist with money and sophisticated institutions.
Feeling inspired and refreshed today. The usual dread and doom is missing. Ideas come flying to me.today.
>>5971 >>5970 >>5972 >>5974 >>5978 >>5990 >>5997 Alright bros, let's just say some stuff happened and my tution, transport and food costs are almost zero (hundred taka a month ?) down from 10-12lakhs Guess I lucked out this time
>>6174 Nice. Though it kind of changes nothing. You still have to work your ass off. Find projects etc. This time of your time is very important but for reasons that might not be the ones that parents mention.
>>6175 >You still have to work your ass off. Find projects etc. Do you have any advice to give in this regard ? As in what kinds of projects, common pitfalls at this time etc etc
>>6178 I need to know your specifics. 1. What education you are looking for and what tier collage ? 2. What is your long term aim ? Career wise, family wise etc.
>>6179 >What education you are looking for and what tier collage ? Education on how to manage a business, how various financial stuff work (going for the BBA) University is one of the top ones in BD. >What is your long term aim ? Career wise, family wise Career goal is to first wagie for 3-5 years, get a hang of things, then start a business >Inb4 what business semi-decided on one, would like to keep private for obvious reasons Family wise goal is to abandon my cancerous khandaan and live like a hermit.
>>6180 BBA subjects are not very engaging. If BD collages are anything like India, the students will party a lot. This isn't bad. Sharpen your social skills, they are really important for your future. Between semesters try and apply for internships in companies. You will get useless roles to just be the room wallflower, but you can pick up a lot during this time. If you can, apply for internships/student exchanges etc. To India,China,Russia or even EU doesn't matter. It is the experience that counts. > Keep private for obv reasons Yeah, take your time with this. Don't focus on any given field yet. Keep an open mind. The expectation is always different from the experience. Where you end up is not in your control. > Abondon Khandan Understandable. You have to find yourself to grow as a person. Learn to earn and you will earn your freedom. When you pay for your food and rent, there isn't much the khandan can do. Freedom earned tastes really good. And it brings respect with it. Find good people, keep in touch with them. You will make lot of mistakes with people, that is fine. This time is a sandbox. Mistakes are not permanent.
There is a conspiracy theory, that Bollywood makes bad nationalistic movies to make the armed forces and nationalists bad. Watching Fighter, I can certainly believe this. Not that I expected much, but this is bad even when you expect nothing. Amazing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mWv05WVL5Ak&t=1105s Dünyanın En Kirli Şehrinde 1 Hafta Geçirmek! Lahor | Pakistan Spending 1 Week in the World's Most Polluted City! Lahore | Pakistan Today we will explore Lahore, Pakistan and face the facts. Although this city is famous for its historical and cultural heritage, unfortunately it is also famous for its environmental pollution. Come on, let's see the real face of Lahore, which is considered the most polluted city in the world! LAHORE PAKISTAN
Physical death doesn't mean anything when media can remove the loss from the death. There is no blood, no guts or gore, just numbers on a screen and a promise of victory. Ukraine's lost millions. Russia just had a huge massacre etc. (Israel and Palestine deserve each other, so no comments on that). The point is not to sell you on a conflict, but that if you want someone to care, death doesn't make a difference. So bombs and guns are not effective weapons. But misinformation, Tiktoks etc can affect people in a more meaningful way. That is how deep into this stupidity we are now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xj7Ix7dG4U4 Durban, South Africa, March 2024. It wasn't like this back in the day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CY42tMGMlz4 ‘Don’t travel if you’re poor’: saleswoman humiliates tourists in China
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/lkalybJ4dHc Bengaluru Shopkeeper Thrashed For Disrupting ‘Azaan’ With Loud Music
>>6197 I have a south African friend and she showed me photos from 20 years ago, it was absolutely beautiful. >>6198 This is genuinely funny. Americans deserve each other. >>6200 Based and dhandhopilled. We should do the same in India. >>6201 I followed this case. Good guy shopkeeper, outnumbered but still fought. The hanuman chalisa march next day, too good. And then Khangress trying to arrest Tejasvi Surya, is great for his political career.
Happy holi everyone.
>>6225 < Youth is wasted on the young. I was going to make an essay like post here that maybe 3 people would read, about a topic that has the opposite conclusion. What 17 year old who goes to coaching and school and has been forced into a mould, will make good posts ? His life is limited to 18 years of school misery and being a stoodycell. Kids these days have no great experiences. Their great romances are through a 6" screen in a language that is not their own. Their lynchings and violence is online , though a keyboard and their fears are also from online sources. I am not shitting on them. Online life is the only freedom and privacy they get, so they pour out like dysentery affected butthole. When a 17 year old makes a post on depression as his greatest sorrow in life, Unkill has had 3 of those near suicide ones. Unkill has already lived life. Boards and JEE are not his greatest challenges. There are more Unkills here, 2 more if I am right. A lot more on 4chan and Reddit has more uncles than young ones. All 30+ year olds who were normies in their 20's are now redditors.
>>6227 I am not shitting on the younger generation. Despite an education that cuts them off from their roots and very tough circumstances growing up, they have still free thoughts compared to my generation that still parrots DD propaganda and ravish/madhu tehra quotes. That said, not everything the old ones did was wrong. Having real life experiences is irreplaceable. Online life is a cheap approximation at best
>>6227 Don't have enough energy, will sum up things. Read Bilashi by Shorotchondro Chottopaddhay (it'll take an hour at most) Read the very last paragraph. Thing is, I view young people as molten metal ore, Pain is the mould which shapes said molten metal, Enjoyment/Relief is the cold which solidifies him/her to the mould. Young people either 1. Don't experience pain, they are moulded into a disfigured, but metallurgically pure, lump of metal. Their parents would rather their children be pure than have structure. After all, purity is what matters, tameez/sangskar. 2. Don't experience Enjoyment/Relief, these people have the potential to have structure, but they lack one due to the lack of cooling, I myself fall in this camp.
>>6265 It appears the short story, just like 95% of all Bangali /lit/, doesn't have any translation. Fine I'll translate the relevant part.
>>6266 আমার মনে হয়, যে দেশের নরনারীর মধ্যে পরস্পরের হৃদয় জয় করিয়া বিবাহ করিবার রীতি নাই বরঞ্চ তাহা নিন্দার সামগ্রী, যে দেশে নরনারী আশা করিবার সৌভাগ্য, আকাঙ্ক্ষা করিবার ভয়ংকর আনন্দ হইতে চিরদিনের জন্য বঞ্চিত, যাহাদের জয়ের গর্ব, পরাজয়ের ব্যথা কোনোটাই জীবনে একটিবারও বহন করিতে হয় না, যাহাদের ভুল করিবার দুঃখ, আর ভুল না করিবার আত্মপ্রসাদ, কিছুরই বালাই নাই, যাহাদের প্রাচীন এবং বহুদশী বিজ্ঞ সমাজ সর্ব প্রকারের হাঙ্গামা হইতে অত্যন্ত সাবধানে দেশের লোককে তফাৎ করিয়া, আজীবন কেবল ভালোটি হইয়া থাকিবারই ব্যবস্থা করিয়া দিয়াছেন, তাই বিবাহ ব্যাপারটা যাহাদের শুধু নিছক Contract তা সে যতই কেননা বৈদিক মন্ত্র দিয়া Document পাকা করা হোক, সে দেশের লোকের সাধ্যই নাই মৃত্যুঞ্জয়ের অনুপাপের কারণ বোঝে। বিলাসীকে যাঁহারা পরিহাস করিয়াছিলেন, তাঁহারা সাধু গৃহস্থ এবং সাধ্বী গৃহিণীঅক্ষয় সতীলোক তাহারা সবাই পাইবেন, তাও আমি জানি কিন্তু সেই সাপুড়ের মেয়েটি যখন একটি পীড়িত শয্যাগত লোককে তিল তিল করিয়া জয় করিতেছিল, তাহার তখনকার সেই গৌরবের কণামাত্র হয়ত আজিও ইহাদের কেহ চোখে দেখেন নাই। মৃত্যুঞ্জয় হয়ত নিতান্তই একটা তুচ্ছ মানুষ ছিল, কিন্তু তাহার হৃদয় জয় করিয়া দখল করার আনন্দটাও তুচ্ছ নয়, সে সম্পদও অকিঞ্চিঙ্কর নহে। এই বস্তুটাই এ দেশের লোকের পক্ষে বুঝিয়া উঠা কঠিন। আমি ভূদেববাবুর পারিবারিক প্রবন্ধেরও দোষ দিব এবং শাস্ত্রীয় তথা সামাজিক বিধি-ব্যবস্থারও নিন্দা করিব না। করিলেও মুখের ওপর কড়া জবাব দিয়া যাহারা বলিবেন, এই হিন্দু সমাজ তাহার নির্ভুল বিধিব্যবস্থার জোরেই অত শতাব্দীর অতগুলো বিপ্লবের মধ্যে বাঁচিয়া আছে, আমি তাহাদেরও অতিশয় ভক্তি করি, প্রত্যুত্তরে আমি কখনই বলিব না, টিকিয়া থাকাই চরম সার্থকতা নয়, এবং অতিকায় হস্তী লোপ পাইয়াছে কিন্তু তেলাপোকা টিকিয়া আছে। আমি শুধু এই বলিব যে, বড়লোকের নন্দগোপালটির মতো দিবারাত্রি চোখে চোখে এবং কোলে কোলে রাখিলে যে সে বেশটি থাকিবে, তাহাতে কোনোই সন্দেহ নাই, কিন্তু একেবারে তেলাপোকাটির মত বাঁচাইয়া রাখার চেয়ে এক আধবার কোল হইতে নামাইয়া আরও পাঁচজন মানুষের মতো দু-এক পা হাঁটিতে দিলেই প্রায়শ্চিত্ত করার মত পাপ হয় না।
>>6267 I think that, in a country where there is no tradition for a man and a woman to win over eachother's hearts, instead it is a matter of shame and ridicule, Where a man and a woman are forever barred from having the fortune to dream about hopes, from experiencing the dangerous joy of having expectations and dreams, Where neither men nor women have to ever experience the pride and glory of victory or bear the crushing pain of defeat, Who neither experience the ache of making a mistake nor the self-satisfaction of not making one, Who have no worries in life, Whose ancient and all-knowing soyceity are always there to very cautiously differentiate between people and always guide them towards what is ((right)), To whom marriage only means a "contract", no matter how many vedic documents (scriptures) they use to justify and legitimize love, they cannot understand why Mrittonjoy (Kashtriya) did Onnopaap (ate rice from lower caste person) for Bilashi (Shapure/low caste).
>>6268 It is about Casteism, but I believe his points on the Indian subcon soyceity mentality and how they will 24/7 judge people and perpetually infantilize them applies to the topic at hand.
>>6267 did you write this ?
>>6267 Ah ok. My browser was being weird. This is really really well written. Your translation doesn't do it justice (no offence meant, the references are very deep). Will have to write a well written reply to this. Based as fuck post anon . Thank you and good work
>>6271 >>6271 It is actually part of the standard Bangladeshi school curriculum. We also had countless other redpilling articles/stories in our school syllabus. Notably : Boi Pora - Promoth Chowdhury Amar Poth - Kazi Nazrul Manob Kollan - Abul Fazal There were more, but thes3 stuck eith me the most
I forget where I read this, but I did experiment with this idea and found it very useful. Reading multiple books at a time is actually really beneficial. I've gone up to 10 at a time, it helps maximize reading time without feeling bored as well as convergent knowledge or emergent understanding (probably a better term for this, but can't think of it now) It's best not to mix book types - >Non - fiction History (Since I like history I might read multiple at a time) Biography (arguably history, but oh well) Essays Philosophy >Fiction Poetry Novels based on complexity and genre, for instance a sci fi and fantasy book, or different types of literature like early 20th century and medieval It honestly keeps reading refreshing and you can easily read for several hours a day without being bored. I combine it with notes, but generally these become observations, thoughts and arguments with the book. I also write down specific lines that I enjoyed. Honestly recommend this method. Has made reading much more enjoyable, although I haven't used it for awhile due to school.
>>6279 It is a good suggestion. I follow a similar Method myself. Reading itself on its own is not enough. Taking notes and digesting. Writing.
>>6268 I am going to comment on the translation and not the original ,my Bengali is rusty and I don't have the dictionary with me and google is misleading at best. I like the prose style, but not the content. I disagree with the concepts entirely. They are as usual as misinterpretation, a teenager brain commenting on matters without knowing what he is talking about. Like people who comment on veda's without actually reading , let alone understanding them. This is a fault, you also demonstrated with your thinking in the past. Marriage is a contract. Period. It can be with love or without. That is a different matter. The nature of love and conquering a womens heart, changes a lot from time to time. You don't have to capture it just once, you have to capture it again and again. In your teens, in your 20's , then in your 30's and again in your 40's (idk about 50's, haven't reached there) > Love vs needs of the Kul Nehru's love for Edwina, costed many Indians their lives and set us back by atleast 50 years. More importantly, because our heroes were whores, we inherited a culture of love > duty. I can give so many more examples. Rob stark lost winterfell because he listened to his dick. https://youtu.be/UONZ8yhlJg8 This concept is explained better here. Go through the whole story, though it is slow, it makes the point well and explains the circumstances of our ancestors who came up with these concepts. OFcourse the rules are different for different castes. For a shudra or Vaishnav, the consequences of choosing love are not so heavy. But for kings and brahmins, the consequences are heavy, not just for them but their subjects too. > Caste > instead it is a matter of shame and ridicule > Where neither men nor women have to ever experience the pride and glory of victory or bear the crushing pain of defeat, > Who neither experience the ache of making a mistake nor the self-satisfaction of not making one, > A Who have no worries in life, > Whose ancient and all-knowing soyceity are always there to very cautiously differentiate between people and always guide them towards what is ((right)), A lot of what Bharatiya parents say is cultural wisdom, is an outright lie (as per scriptures) and evolves from the expirience of trying to survive colonialism. Under economic and social pressures, our cultures adjusted for survival. This is why we are not mleechs's like Europoors (topic for another day). As we come out of colonialism, the methods we used to survive it are outdated too and need to go. Though I am a Hindutvavadi, I hate the whole false narrative that is "spun" using "caste" with very flimsy evidence. Often using only Christian atrocitiy literature as "proof" that the natives needed civilizing. This debate has been done and dusted on Rusty's inch. > But anon, you are married out of your kul and country Yes. Hinduism suggests, does not prescribe. The women suggested in my kul were depressingly whorish and globohomo'ized. I did my duty and found someone more suitable outside it. Now everyone in my community agree's with my choice. Point is. Choice is mine because the dharma is mine. Its consequences, both good and bad are mine. The issue is when someone goes against their dharma. The consequences are for the society too. Imagine chapri chicks and guys marrying each other out of love and raising kids.
>>6279 Why not.post this in lit. Its a lonely thread.
>>6286 Are you from Odisha? >>6287 Forgot it existed tbh. Once I'm finished with school I will be posting a few things I've been working on, some book reviews too.
Last bit of research paper is brutal, so much work to do tomorrow and the day after, hopefully Friday is just editing and then submission.
>>6289 No. Just lived in Bengal for a while and picked up the language.
>>6290 Best of luck. Meaningful publications are very hard even the ones for bachelor's or masters
https://ar5iv.labs.arxiv.org/html/2304.06035 This is true across the board though. Teams of average thinkers but well coordinate have destroyed individuals with insights. If not through actual scientific work , then through publishing lot of bullshit papers.
https://earthobservatory.nasa.gov/images/86725/india-pakistan-border-at-night Very nice to see that we are separated from these vermin.
Getting your first job is a mix of luck, contacts and interpersonal skills. You don't get your first job based on skills in most cases, you just need to convince someone to take a chance on you. What follows is a mix of luck, karma and your own determination. But career is overrated. You can earn money easily if you cross first job into a year or two of work. More interesting is, to become a person that you want to be. Your first job in most cases would be a compromise, not what you wanted to do, but what you have to for moneys. As long as you work for someone else, you can in most cases never do justice to what you want to become. This has to be done on your own time and on your own resources. I see this as the seminal work of ones life. The first step in one's liberation.
Tired and rekt from all kinds of work. Now can't sleep. It was too cold before. Now its too hot.
>>6329 Life is just endless struggle. While I watch others enjoy
how to get adderall/methylphenidate in india? cant afford a diagnosis without job, can't clear exam for job without study
>>6348 If you are around a medical collage, find a final year FAG and pay him extra to get you a prescription.
Fallout series is trash. Corporate hacks have pimped out another one of my favourite IPs. I fucking hate Bethesda.
>>6350 Sad. Though i can not imagine how the game would look AS a series. But when the typical soy reviewers praised it, it was already looking Bad.
>>6350 As a general thought (and many might disagree) , games don't translate well into movies or series. How can a movie replicate the experience of a game ? It cannot. Games tell a story through 2 way interactions. Movies and shows are 1 way consumption.
>>4349 Lalon Band (mainly Sumi) sings such kino Bangla songs it's unreal. Indians are deprived of Lalon Shah... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5dRFEXodz8 তোমারি এই, বশন-ভূষণ, কার লাগিয়া করো ? দেহটারে, ছাইড়া মায়া, অন্তরারে ধরো। For whom do you, in dazzle and glimmer, dress in such galore... Transcend your body, find and connect... to your buried soul... নিজের কাছে, অচেনা তুই, মনরে দিলি পরবাস... সেই নিরাকার, একজনাতে, হইলনা তোর বসবাস... You don't even know yourself, Yet you exiled your soul... In that shapeless solitude, In the end, you couldn't live... (Bangla kino is too kino to translate)
>>6356 There needs to be more cultural exchange between India and BD, but somehow Bengal in its current state plays the spoil sport in my opinion. Lalon band is pretty nice though they need a serious sound engineer, the current production quality doesn't do justice to their music, I do feel like in coming decades the cultural exchange will increase a lot. The other Bengali anon also shared a really good track, I forgot to reply to that post and cannot remember where he posted it. One of the biggest victims of Islam is local culture. The other is local flora and fauna, somehow Islam coverts most of its host nations into deserts.
Inheriting sorrow and anger Need to disconnect from it
Shit happens even to gods and maryadapurush. Unfair stuff happens to them, they lose spouses too and suffer from unfair demands from their close ones. What makes them maryada purush is that they push through it.
Had a great lunch with an ex Russian colleague. He did some work with the ROSCOSMOS and invited me to lunch to celebrate Cosmonautic day with him. We had Sanddorn juice and vodka and long conversation about space. The conversation about basic sciences, India - Russia partnership, murder of scientists of India and USSR etc made me very emotional. We sacrificed a lot to be where we are today as Indians, fighting when the powers that be fought tooth and nail to keep us down. Lot of bhosdapillers just shit on us, using arguments like > There are poor people bro, why fly rockets when they need food ? Fuck off assholes, give up your internet and wealth if you care about poverty.
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Great fights on Saturday, very sad Oliveira lost but other than that a great card.
Zoomed chick to me Don't you need an FB account to get your aadhar ? She is from a BITS. What the fuck is happening.
>>6387 MMA is a blessing for men
>>4349 chandrachud is so fucking retarded I wanna blow his house up although, this man's name is really funny
>>6434 >maharajah of cunny What the FUCK cp is very serious and I condemn it with every fiber of my being but i can't stop laughing at this username. Fucking glowies, also BTW I love chandrachud.
I hope everyone is doing well. I will be gone a little while more >>6434 These judges need to be executed right left and centre. That is the only solution to the kind of tolerance these assholes push
>>6434 >U/Maharajah_Of_Cunny Sorry, nobody on Reddit goes by that name. This account may have been banned or the username is incorrect.
This is Banglachan, not Indiachan
>>6434 bwahahahahahah. wich one of you retards is this??? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78ovXSSCaL0
>>6467 8ch ? Why ?
>>6479 too many cp references easy to paint us as pedos
>>6497 Old tactic. Would hate if something happened. Will use bharatchan as a backup just in case.
No one posts on 4chan anymore outside of like 100ish people. A single person can Astroturf an entire board. Convinced the constant India shilling is like a few Bangladeshis and diaspora pakis and bugs.
>>6529 Not much incentive to post on b or pol honestly. Other boards are good still
Concluded a long but tiring trip. Long travels and hotel food get very tiring and lonely. The best feeling in the world, to come to my home and take a shower in my own bathroom. Nothing annoys me more, than pointlessly complicated shower fittings, where you need to turn 3 knobs to get hot water in your shower. Using an immersion rod in a bucket and taking a bath with bucket and mug is more desirable. It was great to see India developing leaps and bounds. This was my first trip staying with and talking to Normies, both in family and outside. I see the point you guys make regarding Insta shit, I will refrain from it now. On the bad side, lack of personal space has only gone worst. People will not blink an eye and watch things on their phone with speakers blaring in public spaces and assault you with their personal bullshit. Africa and my journey back, stay in middle east and flights were weird life experiences that I will never forget. Can't wait to sleep more in my bed now and actually check my stuff tomorrow in detail here.
Bharatchan is turning out pretty good. I didn't get time to post and I don't see myself doing serious posts there. >>6387 Why are you doing your masters in Canada ?
>>6546 went to bharatchan too for just that one day quality of posts seemed ok, the redditors and jeefags seemed to have left, for some reason. but its back to normal now.
>>6547 >Bharatchan is turning out pretty good it is worse than the last rendition of inch the admin is literally a jeenigger. there's no point in touching any jeeechochamber anymore
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>>6546 Glad you had a good trip. Mauritius is really pretty and so are the girls. >>6547 I think Bharatchan banned me/Canada, I can't post there. It's also super slow and feels like the old InCh in that most threads either die or get derailed. MA in Canada because there were few other options. Also had a good relationship with my advisor who is one of the top guys for the field in Canada. Also, country is complete shit now. I find it funny when immigrant groups start shit with other (more successful) immigrant groups, like they're competing for good goy status.
>>6551 I was in South Africa first, our group was attacked lol. So it turned into a 2-3 day vacation in Mauritius for the remaining while. >>6548 >>6549 >>6551 My bad. I checked again and its the same old content. But when I checked, city planning anon made a good thread and few other good threads, now those threads are on page 5 while the typical threads are on page 1. Part of me wishes it could be saved. I like the flag system a lot. >>6551 What career are you expecting after your masters ?
>>6387 >>6553 A senior was working in IIT Powai on some cutting edge research. The dissapeared without a trace. This is the sad reality. Either you sell out or get eliminated. To be able to defend our best minds, we need to be a serious state. Good share anon. Thank you for caring.
Does eating booty give you bad breath? Important point to consider.
> I was born abc/poor/ugly/short/xyz/mnd etc. Get over it. You cannot change it, end of story. There are inherent limits on what you can achieve and do in your life. Big fucking deal. Get over it, don't waste bandwidth and electricity. Focus on what you can do in your life and you will achieve much more. >>6574 Lol no. But depends on cleanliness of your partner.
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Started Luncha Underground from Epi 2, enjoying it so far. Will take it slow though. Seasons are changing here too, weird mix of cold and hot. My heavy travel diet and now switch to fasting is making me feel tired, puky, vertigo'ish etc. This means that if my morning and workday was heavy, night has to be rest. I miss being young physically. Infinite stamina, light feeling body and the mood to take anything on. Life feels like its on hard mode now.
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>>6613 It was an allergic attack. Allergies are such a gay thing to suffer from. I feel ashamed.
>>4349 Each time I read a bong surname with a European/UK university name, I expect bullshit and so far I haven't been proven wrong. Word salads and meaningless drivel, leading to bullshit conclusions.
Kanhaiya Kumar is losing with a record margin. His political career is not even a joke now.
>>6640 That's the JNUigger right? Kek
>>6644 YEP. I will never understand why lefties flock like sheep, at the mention of their new messiah each time media invents one. All of them are losers, Kanhaiya, Rahul, etc.
Regarding the anon talking about foods pre-colonization: https://youtu.be/KatdtodBpY8?si=arvwyLsaSuaHJHMp
>>6682 Nice short video. That was me and American anon. I actually have some original books that are 300-400 year olds back in India. It was a tough task translating them, a lot of ingredients I couldn't translate and probably many don't exist now. The spices are also so different, I made a pasta salad that way today. Sweet potato, beetroot, garlic in butter as spice with some pepper. Hörnchen pasta. End result was really good. I use chilli and garam masala only on special occasions now, opting to go satvik as often as I can. Maybe when I retire , I will actually translate more.
>>6691 There are a few movements and orgs in India preserving traditional rice, pulse etc. strains. Similarly, less developed villages still eat pre-colonial foods. Very hopeful about this yaro. I'm glad Indians are interested in preserving their culture. Unlike the Japanese, Indians seem to preserve the essential rather than the superficial. Perhaps this will change, but I think India is going to do well and survive the next few decades.
>>6695 I met several small firms doing it, their scale is small but good. As well as companies producing A2 milk and related products. That said, majority of Indians in cities, eat complete fucking shit food.
My wife is smarter than me. She is born intelligent. But she tends to keep everything in her brain. Her mind is like an open chrome browser with 100+ tabs open, causing heavy load on her brain. I am dumb like beavis and butthead, my brain can barely handle more than one task at a time. So I outsource my storage to paper and digital mediums as often as possible, keeping me sane. Even though my wife is the smart one, I end up being the effective one mostly.
>>6700 i think that is just how men and women work, women are social butterflies + have to do household chores, they have to keep tracks of tons of smaller tasks with no longterm implications, and know tons of people with superficial relational depth. Meanwhile, men have to lead and plan, we have to consider how one thing affects other things in our lives, and weigh the risk and rewards in both the long and short term, and have strong social ties with their friends.
>>6704 Nope. At an individual level, the variations are so high amongst people and cultures, that the biological and social differences are negligible. But habits do form, but they are individual. There are plenty of chicks who have very specific goal setting, planning and documentation. > Indians seem to preserve the essential rather than the superficial. Sos did a few japs, you just don't hear about it in MSM, but I met several artisans in Japan who were doing things the old school way, with no expectation of return. I have a handmade Namiki emporer pen, though now a guy does it in India too and I might order one from him because its cheaper.
https://youtu.be/E2ReABAgaDA?si=q9LGC9cDXH-cR_L3 Wow, this movie looks really good.
>>6708 I was talking about biological inclinations, but yes, societal forces and individual idiosyncracies do tend to overcome that
>>6717 People who enjoy these are really lonely
>>6741 people who post on 8chan are often really lonely too
>>6742 we're schizo lonely, they're normie lonely
>>6743 Can Schizo's be called lonley ? Schizo's can always conjure friends. I've had many problems. Loneliness was never one of them. Reading and my small projects have always kept me busy
>>6717 I made it like 75% of the way through the trailer doesn't look watchable to me. Who enjoys this? Then again this is the state of Western media these days
>>6750 I've been lonely, but perhaps I'm not enough of a schizo. >>6752 Lonely single women and cucks dragged there by girlfriends I assume. I figure it will flop, Hollywood will learn nothing, and pinch out a similar turd next year.
>>6753 Mujhe Jhonny ke liye bura lagta hai. 7:20 - I see what you are talking about. Men's fitness is pretty gay. In fight and martial arts circles, things get pretty gay lol. But there is something very nice about mens comradery.
>>6743 >schizo lonely thatss me >>6754 just looks like political message under the guise of comedy >haha woman promiscuous sex >haha woman fat >haha vagina joke >haha abortion >please laugh kudasai insufferable Americans. Went to a couple of health-related websites today they both refused to say man or woman they said "assigned male at birth" AMAB and AFAB. >>6757 Johnny ki zindagi me aisi koi cheez nahi jiske karan aapko uske liye bura lage >एक अच्छा दोस्त >प्यार करने वाली मां >बड़ा मकान >बड़े muscles >बेफिक्र और अल्लढ़ जवानी >सुंदर लड़कियों के साथ flirt करने की हिम्मत To kya hua jo koi ladki raazi nahi hoti wo apne aap me kaafi khush hai
It could be that you are experiencing good times or bad. Maybe really bad times of really good (though you wouldn't be here if the times were that good). It is important to understand these times in terms of where they lie on a long term distribution. So you can prepare for the other side and not have the false belief that + You are responsible for the good/bad. + Things will remain the same
>>6759 This post is gold. You are right, Jhonny is truly blessed.
As long as govt bodies use gmail use gmail and watsaop, we are not a power. Forget a serious power. Period.
>>6717 coming back to this, I know many such women IRL. some of them were this way when I got to know them, others became like this due to their choices and wanting to conform with the crowd around them. They are are usually average at best in looks, but have the "I am a goddess" delusion. They sleep around but far less than what they say online, usually with average men only. Their opinions online and IRL do not correlate with what they actually do. Given the Indian ones, they eventually find a corporate guy/Engineer doing decently well. You can think "I can change her,I can fix her" etc. I don't know. I find such people very disturbing. The movie trailer makes it seem like such people have atleast one good friend, IRL this is not true. It is simply tragic. Being schizo lonely or lonely is just better than to have delusions of being the hero of your own story.
>>6805 IMO, the reason some women think this way is partly the fault of social media and western psyop, and partly because, as I have a saying, "Pain forms the kind of human you are.", and " Pain unites people, and makes you develop sympathy for people who suffer like you, and you develop a want for better conditions/develop a sense of value for things." Most upper-middle class women raised in a relaxed fashion have had no pain in life whatsoever and have been spoiled with lavishness. The most common issues I see amongst women like these are : 1. They have no honor for money. As they have never felt the pain of being broke, they view a fuckton of money as a need, not as a luxury. 2. They cannot appreciate the hardwork their husbands/BFs do because they themselves never did any hardwork in life, and unless a man is absolutely perfect in every sense of the word, she will always feel unsatisfied because she has always gotten perfection.
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>>6821 There is the analysis and that is important too. But my disconnect stems from my birth status of a low class/low caste specimen. > Most upper-middle class women raised in a relaxed fashion have had no pain in life whatsoever and have been spoiled with lavishness. They have a confidence, that the world owes them recognition, it owes them jobs, positions, fame and a right to rule over others. I was not born with that. I was raised to work for anything and everything and that feels natural to me. These high class people feel alien to me. I cannot sit in clubs and blow money on drinks, for social show. I cannot buy expensive clothes just for the sake of it. etc. BUT, I also feel like my time, my life, my energy and my money have purpose. Like most of the kids on Indian chans, I don't feel like I am missing anything compared to these kids. I do feel that they are missing something, To me, they are animals without a purpose, giving into their baser instincts, amplified by social media and birth status. They fuck without the sake of fucking. They drink without thrist, for the sake of drinking. Their existence is on someone else's plan and they are just going along with it. Oh well.
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Freedom is not free and we are not free -------------------------- A debt is owed A price to pay -------------------------- Eternal vigilance Eternal violence
>>6823 Pain forms the kind of human you are.
>>6842 “Circumstances don't make the man, they only reveal him to himself.” ― Epictetus Living life made me a born again Hindu. There was what I had read and what was taught. Then there was what I lived, which made me a true believer. Weird.how that works in life
I've started becoming much more introspective lately and evaluating friendships and past relations. Enough years have passed since high school I can review most of my former classmates. It seems as you get older you stay the same, with all your tendencies either being amplified or reduced, but always present. Quite a few people have shown themselves to be duplicitous, and people I thought were bad in high school have become awful in adulthood. It's a shame that many people I feel close to have shortcomings (I do as well, obviously) but I've started reflecting more critically on my interactions with people. One of them in particular hurts the most. He wishes the best for you as long as you aren't doing better than him. He rarely misses an opportunity to be underhanded, but does so in a way that can be easy to miss and subtle enough I didn't realize it until compiling all the incidents in my head. It's unfortunate since I've known him for years at this point, and he seems to do his best to hide the tendency, and convinces himself he doesn't have it. Self-delusion is perhaps the deadliest trait. Also strange to see people shift their personality depending on who's around. I feel like no one around me is real anymore. I obviously hide my own power level and rarely give my own opinions anymore, so perhaps I'm no better. It's also interesting to see so many people fail personality-wise as we get older. Canada seems to encourage a lack of personal responsibility. It's never anyone's own fault, it's some other vague group. Perhaps that's everywhere, or a trait of getting older and coping with personal failure, but I see it so often now. I'm the sole reason I haven't achieved my own goals. It feels immensely liberating to say this. I always think about my ex too. I don't really miss her, maybe just the sex, but I think she was the greatest teacher of the fundamental truth that people will conform to whatever is expected. She was trad Hindu GF here until she was with her friends, and became career randi. I wonder how much of our time together was even real, and I wonder about my friend, how much goodwill he actually lends me and what the friendship would actually look like given any amount of strain. I've known him so long I've seen all the phases of his personality. While I based myself on a rejection of what was popular, he's always tried to integrate with it. Sometimes it's shocking the amount of pandering he is capable of. I remember in high school feeling something similar towards him and I ignored it at the time. I was not one of the popular kids, and so he would hang out with me as long as nothing better came up. Now I have actual social standing to a degree and he (as well as other people in high school) come to me for validation. It's clear how many relationships are built on self-interest and delusion, catering to their own egos and I want no part of it. The largest part that confuses me is his competition of sorts with me in regards to women. It's the main thing that got me to reflect on the relationship. For reference, we look incredibly similar. Roughly the same skin tone, almost the exact same height, eyes, hair colour etc. My sister mentioned that we look like brothers. But every time I have mentioned a girl the interaction with him seems to change, like he is suddenly competing with me. Like the entire friendship is in fact a contest, and now he can't win through other means (I believe sincerely I am smarter, for instance, and P4P or even absolutely I am fairly strong) that he then jumps on the opportunity to best me when talking to women. I don't know if this is just paranoia, and my ex in fact helped feed that. My ex always felt I was much better looking than her and it caused alot of insecurity on her side during the relationship. I remember her saying, "Oh he looks good," when I was looking at my friends IG post when me and her had first started dating, and that stuck with me. I accept that it was likely just her trying to make me jealous so she would feel better (she was extremely jealous, especially when we had first started dating) and that she likely didn't even get a good look at the photo, but it's one of those memories I can't really let go of. Since we look so similar too, I sometimes fear he is just the better looking model of me, or the band in the genre that just makes better music. Some of it might be because I've known him since childhood, when he was unpopular, and it's carried over into his adult life. I think this is true, he's confided in me at times that his mental state can be precarious, and his sense of worth falters. I've always been a loyal friend and wished the best, but it seems loyalty is a dying trait these days. The other thing that bothers me is that I know he slept with the freshly broken up gf of one of our mutual friends. When I've mentioned specific girls, it's always become something of an issue. What set me off on this tangent today is that we all went out Saturday and got completely plastered. What I thought was him hyping me up seems more and more like him trying to get me to fail in front of women. Sorry yaros, trying hard to sort out my thoughts on this. I realize the personality I have, the friends I'm with, and the choices I make now will be with me forever. I've cut so many people out of my life but I don't think it was anywhere near enough. Thailand has a religious value to me now, I feel as if I will leave it a completely different person. What I don't know yet is if the change is for the better or the worse. The year long minimum I spend in Thailand will likely irreparably alter or even sever so many relationships.
>>6875 I feel like the incident that inspired this was pure paranoia on my part, but it forced me to reflect on myself and the relationships I have.
>>6875 The random thread is a good place for thought dumps. Who knows it might help someone else too. > Narcissistic friends obsessed with their place in society Read the laws of human nature by Robert Greene. Having a systematic overview of human types with help you a lot. > Thailand Are you joining a martial arts camp ? Enjoy. I need to go too, but it will be minimum 2 years before I can (assuming the Euro doesn't crash). > That Ex Finding if people are being true or something else, it is best to judge them from their actions. True Hindu's act a certain way, regardless of what they say or show. That topic is for a different thread. But you can find dharmics in every faith. There are Christians and Muslims, who are more true to their Dharma than Honda sherni's and Jain grifters. Judging people based on actions is a life changing skill.
>>6875 I posted this ages ago, maybe in last random thread. You should review your friendships and relationships, every few years. We hold onto lot of harmful shit, just because it is familiar. It helps to let it go.
>>4349 Last month was very tiring. I am exhausted. Leaving for camping tomorrow and get some fresh air and exercise in. I need a mental break for sometime.
What is with Indians lying so much about their salaries ? Even mid tier chuths pretending they earn 30 lakhs or so. When their lie is caught, I find it embarrassing to talk to them.
>>6958 Never watched Evangelion. I don't like mecha, I lose interest as soon as I see mecha recent example being Ninja Kamui and metallic rouge. Should I apply for Masters (research) in water resources? I don't have money, I may have to take loan but idk if it's worth it. I have an interest in research so it's a financial decision I have to take. Tbh I don't have any other option, I'm neither from rich family nor have any type of guidance.


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