>>13003
I'm deeply masochistic and have cuck fantasies which blacked/interracial plays into. For me I think the 2 big reasons why are:
#1 it plays into my cuckold side by adding another layer of unachievable body standard that someone might cheat on me/develop a desire that I can't satiate. Like I'm white, so if my SO gets blacked and never goes back I would have no recourse for that, I'd have to live with having a trait my partner doesn't really like no matter how much I try to change myself in the future, which is hot. To be clear, when I say adding another layer I mean in a hypothetical situation where she's talking herself out of cheating she'd run through a list like "yeah I could stop cheating on my bf, but he's got a small dick, he's unathletic, he's got no stamina, and I find darker skin more masculine, etc, etc". This extra layer thing is really psychologically hot to me, and just having it in the back of my mind really activates this fetish for me, it's probably the main reason day to day why I like blacked stuff so much. Expanding a bit, I also find futa cuck stuff pretty hot for a similar reason but generally prefer blacked stuff because it feels more real to me.
#2 my subliminal racism/xenophobia gets activated by the white replacement/white genocide/beatdown stuff, and since I'm a masochist those negative emotion can make me really really horny. Now I really wouldn't say I'm a big fan of extreme stuff generally, but if I'm in the right mood it can totally get me going. I'd say this is probably the lesser reason I find it hot day to day, though ultimately I think this particular quirk of my masochism is where my entire cuckold fetishism arises from, and blacked/interracial stuff is like a perfectly moulded key to activate this fetishism.
I should also say I don't think this is a healthy fetish by any means. Ignoring the baseline of how horrible cuckoldry is period, it also undeniably feeds into my subliminal racism, which I don't think is great. Despite the fact my biggest fetish is basically a projection of my racial insecurities I don't really consider myself racist and don't like racism irl. Typing it out now I can see how my taboo toward racism may have some conflict with my deeply internalized subliminal racism which may play into my masochism somehow. Anyway all in all I'm just a huge self hating masochist and blacked stuff is perfectly formed to fuck this broken part of me.