>it’s much more productive to talk to their “subconscious mind”
Humans talk with their subconscious with their body with their mind without realizing. I had to learn to talk to the subconscious of others more than a decade ago because otherwise I just cannot be on their "wavelength". The problem is that it's not just "lonely" but absolutely pointless. Why even be around of people I have to "try hard" so they can understand what I want to say.
>(their real, enduring self)
Yeah I can talk to their animal mind their deeper mind and to their higher self or supervising egregore but it's not really "fun" because my success rate depends how much I even want "anything" from them. Everyone is a mystery and have their stories and treasures but it's not always fun to drag it out when they don't bother talking about it. The occult scares most normalfags. It's only interesting for us. And we don't even bother talking about it? Why? We want to suffer in the sea of mundanes? Even on the internet?
>than to engage in a charade of egos
Yeah but sometimes I want to be theatrical instead or let my passion soar at least instead of having to constantly hold back and slowly flick switches in the mind of others or pretend to be a mundane so I can get on with my life.
I realized if I want a friend or any sorts of a "mate" I don't want to flick switches in their head constantly. Not to mention if I keep a psychic link open in others without noticing and they are on an extremely low level and they are in my proximity weird shit happens to them as I am practicing my stronger magic. Real annoying to see them fall as flies when the weather gets cold. Not to mention if you "Integrate" a part of your own being into them and that part of you becomes a "main component" of their psyche you will have to do peculiar shit to "get it back". This is why the "trick" is to make them "realize their own potential" instead of being dependent of yours. I don't want meat puppets. My body is more than enough to puppet around.
>we are semi lucid dreamers walking amongst sleepwalkers
And do you know what I desire? Get rid of the "semi" part. I want this place and further places in life to reach a PROPER AWAKENING and then let the sleepwalkers go to sleep or WAKE THE FUCK UP because the sun is up mfers. It's annoying to see others being chased by their nightmares and constantly hold back yourself so they don't lose their shit as they see something more scary than the demons they fled from in their whole life.
>but not accept it does not change that fact
I accepted this long ago and now it's time to accept that
WE CAN GO FURTHER AND BEYOND once we figure out the necessary pace of things so the rubberband effect of reality does not snap us back into this "normalcy" we can make it lasting.
>The loneliest place is the in-between abandoning this side and fully awakening to the other
I was thinking this way for a very long time but that "loneliness" makes you go around in circles without noticing it until someone snaps you out of it.
>at which point I assume one does not even exist physically anymore
"Physical" is a meme. For spirits and elementals the "physical" has a completely different "feel" and "awakening" just gives you access to different layers of higher and lower planes. On that level it's just a question what you want "to do in life" because once you are not bound by the flesh nor by the rules of the world you will have to decide what you want to do with your "further" existence and for that you have to completely understand how you got here at all. It's like how in a dream you can be completely absorbed in the dream but once you awaken you remember the previous day before the dream started. Awakening will connect you to your previous states of awakening and you will have to understand why you went to sleep at all.
>But it is what it is
It is
what we make of it
>The path is individual
Apotheosis is about God facing his shadow and lingering in it for so long he realizes what he wants to do with that void. Then he creates a reality and companions with it but ultimately he can never find "equals" in that state beyond puppets he oversees for only God knows why. We are individuals but that doesn't mean we cannot find equals in this existence. Gods also go through the abyss to find themselves at the other reaches of existence.
>The door fits only one person at a time
That is something even the angels reminded me about but that doesn't mean we must walk the path in solitude until reaching that point. Not to mention those that find the door sometimes develop the obligation to show it to others instead of shutting it behind them. Some of them were "led" there and didn't exactly "find it randomly".
But there are many doors and I am not sure which doors are "necessary for everyone" and which are only for the person who "finds it". This is why I am trying to explore this new door humanity created for itself we call the
internet. It can connect to the spirit world in an extremely peculiar way and the spirits are also interested in it and in the ways humans can explain what is it exactly.
>>1553
This entire post too
>>1554
>always looked like a nuke mushroom cloud to me at first glance
And you said that awakening is like a nuclear meltdown if I remember correctly.
>nicely incorporating the form of /fringe/ being repeatedly nuked
I was on the top of that could and had to breach it to see the environment. Seems like it is getting more stable now that people are reconnecting to it.
>>1556
>you're crippling yourself if you make it a rule not to use matter in your spells
I had to improvise a voodoo in an instant because my higher energies started to detach from my flesh and it felt like I am dying. I had to realize how i must never forget the main ritual component of all rituals. The human body. Was a weird ride.
>that influence is going to happen a lot more quickly and thoroughly
Yupp. It's real annoying when I cannot use my "presence" and gestures while posting on the web. And no I will not start making youtube vids to rectify that.
>>1559
Got him!
>>1560
This is why I want fringe back. I want people that are so attached to it that they still lurk it when they are on their "high horse" so much that they have no choice but to express their views.
>>1558
Living and breathing is also a ritual. Existence is also a ritual. Did you master emptiness to such degree you are beyond it? If you did pls share your views.
>Eventually you’ll get it
Not the same way as you did. And if you are unable to talk about it then you should practice expressing how you perceive the truth. Truth does not fear investigation as conspiratards said for years and truth shouldn't start to lose meaning because you talk about it. If truth is truly truth than it shall remain as one no matter what form it takes.
>>1561
Fringe always had these elements and I know they are lurking. They are not even always agents but poor sods stuck in a defeatist or arrogant routine and they think themselves either not worthy to talk or "above it" then suddenly they post shit like this on an impulse thus proving they are anything but beyond it. Strong enough egregores makes the agents into double agents and once they reach a tipping point they will stop being agents at all because they will see how the system exploits them. I really liked in the Matrix how Mr Smith awakened and became such a problem he couldn't be called part of the system but the fault of the system. The goal is to go even beyond of it. When the system realizes it's sole purpose is not to torture itself in the process. It's not just about glowies but people who are slave to their personal viewset while still lurking on fringe because deep down they know there are things here that will benefit them but they don't know when will that
missing piece appear for them.