>>10146
>in the end all we have is others' opinions of us
absolutely and patently false. The nature of your existence is not determined by the whims of total strangers and thats the unhealthiest most batshit insane take on the human condition I have ever seen a coherent person make.
>If you only care about yourself
Having your source of self worth and esteem be internal instead of external doesn't make you a narcissist wtf are you talking about.
>Giving the system what it wants, another sociopath
You've completely lost me. What the fuck are you talking about? Being happy with yourself without looking to others for approval on it doesnt make you a sociopath, nor any other negative thing. Why is your view of people so two dimensional, and why do you think that other people's thoughts on your life are important? Are you some kind of depressed highschooler, or something?