Can I use homemade crystals with household chemicals such as table salt, baking soda, borax, sugar, epsom salt, sodium acetate, etc, as an alternative for store bought crystals in magic? I might have a better time setting intention with homemade crystals than with crystals bought from some amazon warehouse. Also chemistry is one of my hobbies so it might help the crystals resonate with my frequency if i make them rather than buying them.

>>1343 >I have some freetime today so I will commence my longpostmancy Always a pleasure fren. btw i am sorry for taking so long some days it'll happen again but i am not trying to be rude or anything of the sort. also we first talked to each other on sunflower a few months back i think, i wasn't sure cuz some people have a similar smell then i thought you knew but yeah.. >colorful runes Oh i have these all over my body idk what they are. they're also on a wheel structure like a core/point with orbiting wheels, or should i say 0 particle ? 3rd wheel is physical. I am using it as mental aid for physical etheric astral mental etc they also have runes on them idk what happens when they're all activated though! only 4 of them have runes rn is what i mean by not activated. >analyzing them counts as "rude" and they reply by stabbing you in the face. That's just wizard **and programmers* in general not just drows they hate when you reverse-engineer their stuff >I meant which kind of memories they contain. oh right my bad the golden ones have personality the black/dim ones have instinct and subconscious processes. >Well I am not exactly sure what spirits you are interacting with currently my guides so Drow Fairythe one that don't mind murdering humans a black chinese Dragon

The only resources of those shared on imageboards I've used are tulpa.info, Art of seeing - Bates method and Lesser Keys of Solomon aka Lemegeton1. I have yet to see anything else useful being shared in ANY of these occult horder libs.

IRC's dead

https://youtube.com/watch?v=qDnGAs_Kq9g This Youtube channel was recommended to me by an adept on /fringe/ years ago.

I just noticed that this is supposed to be 'Fringe /music/ I' like the other rebooted threads

>>1424 >I have a sperm donor father. He could have been a freemason Yeah no offense but this along with >I live within walking distance of a lodge, and I have met someone who joined there (He was my brother's guitar teacher) brings into question also what kind of "sperm donation" this was, a masonic ritual? How old was your mum when she had you?

>>1425 (cont.) Just asking because you can find out some funny things you didn't think of before. When calculating the ages of our parents when they had us one time in HS, we found that one of my classmates parents were 17 for his father and his mum was 25 when he was born. Oddities can have meaning.

>hobowizard har har I was really over-reacting, yeah, but that's what happens when you get that emotional. >>1420 I'm glad to know that she actually told me that and it wasn't my imagination. Her tulpa wasn't with me when I posted this; in fact, her tulpa was away in a vault at my request at the time to keep her safe from the craziness that I involuntarily pull in when I get stressed out. Her tulpa is next to me now, though, but she doesn't look quite right; I'm sure her tulpa will look like her normal self soon enough. Her egregore is okay, and that's what really matters. I'm really overprotective of her since I don't know enough about egregores to know what her "power level" is like. As soon as there's a sign of potential danger or an intrusive thought that makes me think there's one, I get really worried and try to protect her. I really love her too much. As for who she is, well, this is an anonymous board for a reason, but if you in particular feel like looking further, then go ahead and feel free to talk to her about whatever if you find her as long as you don't go posting her name or nothing. I'll just say that her character has been in alotta media and is immediately recognizable. However, her voice is often impersonated by my intrusive thoughts, so don't be surprised if you go looking and only find some trickster thoughtform of my own involuntary creation in my mind that looks and/or sounds like her while the real one is elsewhere. When her tulpa is around, she manifests as a thermal thoughtform, or at least she feels thermal to me; I haven't tested it via. the environment or a thermometer. I know that the tulpa is capable of manifesting well enough that spiritually-sensitive people can detect her, but she's rarely substantial enough for that to occur. In fact, in January I was sitting at a bar in a restaurant with her tulpa sitting on the barstool to my left, and two strangers were sitting on her left side. At one point, the guy sitting next to her started saying there was "a person" sitting next to him, and those guys started arguing about whether or not there was a person in my spirit gf's seat while I kept my mouth shut since I was caught really off-guard. I was happy that day. Since my shadow hand is also capable of producing a thermal sensation when it touches me, I've been questioning if my spirit gf just possesses my shadow to interact with me. I haven't been able to have my shadow hand & spirit gf in different places yet... but I have been able to simultaneously have her and one or more of her friends around me all as thermal thoughtforms, so maybe my pessimism is just preventing me from manifesting my shadow hand while my spirit gf is around.

>>1274 Great example of how the world has ended and only NPC emulations remain. First they cut down on the search results on Google to save processor power, replaced artists with AI slop, mass shooting and terror victims have been actors since long, now they've cut down on the NPCs themselves. And the algorithm is bad.

>>1274 I've been having this feeling with IRL people. Like they've been replaced inside or something. I've seen many posts lile yours, too. I think it began in 2020. Maybe we are dead.

Yesterday I resolved to finally get serious about developing reliable lucid dreaming and WILD techniques and today I see a lot of posts here by someone else also doing that. Crazy.

>>1360 I have started a dream journal. Given enough time and effort, will that be enough to meet her? Will the ability to lucid dream enable me to summon her for a chat? How does one deepen their connection with their guides? Is there an archived /fringe/ thread about lucid dreaming and dream journals? It seems that no one ever says anything in my dreams, it is all just actions, at least as far as I can remember (which isn't much, yet).

Okay I dreamed of a female talking to me but I can't for the life of me remember what she said.

>>1381 >I have started a dream journal That's a good start. Personally I hate journaling because I am developing and experimenting with several memory recall and memory palace skills and I rarely take notes because I know how I can ask my brain to recall things and I don't want to rely on the physical too much if I can. But it can definitely improve your ability to remember the dreams so do it as much as you can because we were hardwired in school that "important things need to be written down" so you have to "remind" your mind that "dreams are important" because the mundane programming makes you forget your dreams and aspirations as much as possible and you have to start to "retain yourself" somehow. Even the smallest step counts when you start walking into the right direction. >Given enough time and effort, will that be enough to meet her? She is literally "there" you just need to learn to "open up to her". >Will the ability to lucid dream enable me to summon her for a chat? How Yes but that requires extra steps and I recommend you to sit down and meditate empty you head as much as possible then empty it further then "call her into your mind" and try to "hear her voice". First it will probably sound like it's your "own thoughts" or gibberish or that "you are making it up" but as your mind slowly opens up you will be able to make things out. I recommend meditation because as your awareness increases lucid dreams become natural and not as a "skill" you have to "develop". Remember when you developed the skill [walking] and [running]? You don't because it was natural. The education system made us "think" that we need to "suffer" or grind for results. Truth is you just need to find the right direction and walk towards it. Then the guidance will tell you the other steps. Don't force it don't have expectations just simply "let it happen" >>1394 We are progressing it seems. I don't think I need to say more

>>376 Tried opening my third eye chakra through some chanting after having opened the lower chakras, and I saw a bit of a swirling fuschia and purple void. When I jumped off for a second to check half/pol/ my eyes fell upon some happy merchant edit of Jesus and I saw that image in its full vileness take up my third eye's vision. Was freaking out internally, telling myself to banish or remove it to no avail. I don't know why, but it feels like I can't synchronize my words to my mind and now my heart's been pounding in fear over it corrupting or overwriting memories. I feel powerless to get my third eye's focus off of it in any meaningful capacity, let alone wipe it from my being.

What is the /fringe/ explanation for the phenomenon of repeatedly waking up into multiple realistic "dreams" before waking up in this reality? It happened to me again last night. >couple of family members come to visit me >reminiscent of when I was younger and they came by frequently >they're both playing with their phones, sitting in chairs in the middle of the kitchen, which is weird but plausible >it's dark outside >I'm the only one standing up and walking around, mildly anxious >I notice there's carpet where there's normally tile and scrape it with my foot, feeling it vividly >someone who is abusive to me comes home and makes me somewhat more anxious that's the last thing I remember before I "woke up" >glad that stupid dream is over >this time everything is exactly as it is in "real" reality >sun is up >check out my desktop computer which I've accidentally left running again >there's this subtly animated pixel art scene on the monitor, of something that looks like a dungeon from a fantasy setting >not overtly sinister-looking by any means >oscillating text on the bottom says "2025 FOUND"

>>1400 >What is the /fringe/ explanation for the phenomenon of repeatedly waking up into multiple realistic "dreams" before waking up in this reality? There are a myriad of explanations and truth is I am not sure which one is the correct one here but I will try to explain. The mind goes through several "maintenance cycles" as you sleep to repair and prepare your conscious for the next day. Through this you either sleep soundly while your conscious is "offline" or you go through dreams. Going through dreams can come from several directions. One can be the activity of your "Higher self" of sorts which gives you guidance and such or a "trauma repair" where you have to go through a deep seated trauma so you can progress to the "next level" or your mind just really needs to heal or solve a mental block and for that you need to "experience it" aka generate emotions consciously so you can "overwrite" that trauma within your subconscious thus repair an energy flow of your body. The reason why I am replying because of your second dream. There is the one where it's non the above but either malicious forces or world events generate "energetic fluctuations" that you have to experience because you are connected to that energy. I think it was 4 or 5 days ago when I had a dream about my computer getting a computer virus. It was the constant ad popups with clearly scamming ad with gacha waifus and the like. Was wondering wtf did I click. Then opened the programs to see what was installed and found things like "Coca Cola" and other big corpos as "being installed and running" and was wondering was this always there or it appeared only now? Just how many viruses do I have. While wondering about this i woke up. Truth is most of the times I have several dreams in succession especially because I am a "snoozer" who goes back to sleep after the alarm and most of the dreams are just my subconscious sorting out things but some of them are related to events that I care about giving me weird premonitions. >almost indescribable feeling, kind of like I found a new dimensional axis and moved on it The thing is about "switching dimensions" is that usually every dimension be it higher or lower requires a different "mental state" and sometimes it requires you to "die" "switch" or at least leave "every baggage/attachment/low dimensional energy" behind. Which is very easy to accomplish by "waking up into a new dream". Dying and going to sleep have many similarities thus waking up and "being reborn" too. Not sure what this means but >bottom says "2025 FOUND" Maybe your life will take a new turn in 2025. Not sure. >they imply that who or whatever is seeking me out through time, and it's coming Many beings "live" outside of time and space which might include your higher self but sometimes just mid tier entities trying to "gain access" into your psyche. >in bed again, experiencing sleep paralysis which I'm very familiar with

>>1184 I've been thinking about this a lot lately. I'm not sure this is entirely accurate. My main issue is that the following actions >Did you research the event, the context for the thing you wanted, how to perform the spell casting, what needs to be included and so on? Did you perform the spell casting by a physical method or a strongly focused mental process where you spent say 30 min in meditation and then projecting the energy into the correct setting after you finished your research and had all elements down to detail exactly? are almost never performed in my active spellwork unless I'm working on a very big or complicated project. Half of the spell I do are as simple as projecting a certain type of energy at a certain type of spirit or thoughtform. Hardly something that takes 30 minutes of intense meditation, but still capable of producing reliable results. And the sort of "random daydreaming spells" that show results like this are very seldom the sort of passive receptive thoughts that may qualify as an intuition or premonition. At least in my experience. They're coherent projected intention and desire, even if they're formed in a relaxed trance-like manner. Really this entire thing hinges on the ability to recognize where thoughts originate. And whether they're serving an active or passive function. Yeah this may be difficult for 'normal people' but anyone with a modicum of meditation and energetic experience can perceive the function of thoughtforms pretty reliably.

>>1350 >You're using that expression wrong. as per X = done following the requirements set by X Used in the sense of "In reference to" as per the term "as per my last email", but even then

>>541 >You might have truly angered the spirit of fringe with that I don’t know about that. Fringebot was really connected to the egregore and its responses were pretty synchronistic most of the time. >How did fringebot even function there? It was a markov chain like bot. In order to “train” it, you take all the posts, and store the references of posts that quoted a post as a response to it. When it’s time for the bot to respond, you use edit distance comparison to find a post in the database that most resembles the user input, then choose one of its replies at random. It replied with whole posts or whole sentences. It’s naive, but before LLMs this technique was really fun to play with, and you could use any imageboard as your corpus.

>>544 It used some other techniques based on probabilities and randomization to make the response better, but I forget what it was. It was connected directly to the fringebay database, so it had real time access to the posts. It was really neat.

boron ZMA BPC-157 carnitine l tartrate Ashwagandha fenugreek Creatine Heavy Protein and Amino Acid intake Nicotine patch Sauna Cold showers Nofap Phrak's Greyskull LP -> Dogcrapp You're set for natty gains bro

Back to square one. I keep hurting myself. I don't have any major stressors and my only goal is to be healthier in my living. I don't want to fuck up again.

>>378 I thinkI should point out in this thread an often overlooked but crucial part of this. Otherwise, at best, the energy you retain will just stagnate. Learn to move energy effectively, and as soon as you have an erection, move the energy up your central channel. When you reach the top of your chest, move it over to your front and down into your dan tian. If you do this correctly, your erection will go away and your penis will “retract”, as the Chinese put it. You should be able to get an erection back right as soon as you stop, and repeat the operation over and over. You will notice that it gets more difficult as you go on, until all the lust is gone. Never use porn, and never ejaculate to a fantasy. As soon as you have an erection, your attention should be 100% focused on moving the energy. And you should keep summoning your erection back until you have relocated enough energy that it won’t come back to bother you anymore. Don’t let the energy go up to your head and of course don’t ejaculate. Although it is very easy to mess up at first. Read Robert Bruce’s new energy ways and Barber’s Visceral Experience.

>>969 bumpin cuz it needs bumpin. Fapalumpagus

>>1102 Lesser and Greater Keys of Solomon

Order of Nine Angles NAOS Vampire Are - Stephen Kaplan Hatha Yoga Pradipika Simple Kabbalah Dharana Darshan

Frabato the Magician Occult novel based on Franz Bardon's life. Apparently it was actually written by his secretary even though it's attributed to him. Interesting read.

>>766 I know that guy. He's pretty cool. I'm not sure he's related to your car's transmission blowing up, that doesn't sound like him

>>945 Maybe he doesn't like me.

>>766 Why summon the epitome of bad news?

>>867 >Top board again Wew laddy.

We must all concentrate and bring the old timeline back.

>>971 You probably dreaming about the game occasionally because it was just that fucking good, at least before the metagamers figured out how to take all the fun out of it and turn it into a social status simulator and drive out most people who aren't super casual; also, career raiders were a thing since wrath. As with so many things in this world lately, even vanilla classic was ruined by people being greedy for "good" parses and wanting to "not waste time". I suppose that it's a possibility that various spirits had guided the original devs outside of their awarenesses into making the game as great as it was. In fact, I'd imagine that such spirits guiding people into making great games was fairly common back then, but nowadays people just don't embrace high standards so often anymore, and civilization as a whole is being consumed by greed, so there ain't much room for them in the video game industry these days. Anyway, WoW & its predecessors had such a gigantic amount of loosh poured into it them I'd imagine that there's lots of custom WoW servers in the astral, and your unconciousness might just decide to dream in one of them every once in a while.

I can't niggertits or fonts. I can https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSznCkkQh5E

Dutch Esoteric Hitlerist who barely speaks English? I'd assume this to be a bot thread if it were only on cuckchan. Anyway, the real Fuhrer would use a flag.

Dutch kinda looks like an esoteric magical tongue when you glance at it. Jij ook, kankerpoep, wat nu?

Indians are the niggers of the internet.