>>8213 Yeah, i figured as much. the only thing i've been doing is being a little more serious about relearning programming stuff (well stuff i learned in college but took a break from) like front end web dev stuff and some backend like python and C and gaming more instead of shitposting as much on 4chan like i used to and witnessing retarded gender war shit. Guess they're just attacking anyone and everything at this point

>>8208 I had waves of nightmares last night. Sweat prints in the form of my body left on my bed. First time it's that bad in nearly two years. Usually for me that's just purification and cleansing where I find myself in a scary situation I had to endure but conquer it this time killing the negative entity in the process and reclaiming that energy. >Anyone been getting harassed by glowies as of late? My whole life yeah but that's beside the point. I think something is going on things are speeding up. >>8213 >Ever since I started seriously learning C#, it's like they completely lost their minds. I was trying to get back into programming the past days. Looking up "old" website designs from the late 90s up to 2001. Wonder if it's related. Remembering something simpler.

/fringe/ revival soundtrack: https://8tracks.com/the_cartographer/magic-moments

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>>8233 >>8234 Penumbra look good on /fringe/ >Also Happy birthday (7 years) to Loli Refugiada 😭

>>8249 Should we start a Santa Muerte thread for the beaners of fringe?

>>8252 I dont know. "Santa muerte" i think is Mexican. "San la muerte" is Argentinian (and there exist others with other name or little motifs on Uruguay, Paraguay, etc) I dont pray or call to Popular Saints (Santos Populares) >Penumbra I talking about the CSS. Penunbra Aesthetic colors look good here.

>>8121 >sorry i didnt respond to it yesterday No need to instant reply. Take your time. As much as you need. This is a slow board and not discord where I ghost you if you don't reply within 2 minutes >due to the fusion more and more people are bringing attention to whenever i make typos and stuff You format quite well nowadays. You are far less of an airhead nowadays. You are certainly improving. It's a good sign. >one thing i forgot to mention about the pink elf woman was, one night she appeared and went into my current human body. it was like she turned into mist or something and slowly but surely started changing my body into exactly like hers and she kept talking about "Love and passion" saying how i will understand by being in that body or something to that effect You mentioned here >>7684 but yes I didn't comment on it much. Entities turning into "Mist" or energy can show you how an energy channel operates. Love and passion is an important aspect of the animating forces of the human mind body and spirit. To fuse it well you will have to clean your internal channels. Like cracks having dirt on it and that is why you cannot fuse it back. You shake of the dirt and melt your shards together with love and passion. When spirits enter that way it is a different type of "possession". Similar to invocation in a manner. Because they only enter a part of you and not "overtake you". They can usually highlight parts of you that you ignored previously and show you their perspective. I too had to accept that I should allow some spirits to "enter" this way instead of auto murdering them for the suspicion that they are trying something funny. Some internal channels of mine are still murky and I wouldn't ever notice it if no one showed me that it "exists". And I will explain what is happening >>8208 >>8218 in these posts. So... Currently many major egregores are crumbling. They are crumbling fast. And because of that that fragments might enter your awareness. I too started a major cleansing to avoid fallout. But this is important because glowniggers are not your "real worry" but you should get used to scenarios like this and learn to adapt to them. I will continue my timeline explanation now.

>Look into Persephone because I never worked with her and wonder if I can help anon out >Once i notice her energy a voice tells me that I shouldn't work her because she hates me >It makes me more curious to know why >She appears as some sort of haggard witch at first and starts yelling <Your heart is in heaven and hell already yet you still waste your time on earth <if you don't find yourself soon enough you will suffer on earth eternally <and stop amputating yourself constantly and find your own light already Turns out that removing energetic blockages amounted as "amputating" and I should have accepted them as "dried branches" and should have let them break down on their own. Then let the new ones made from pure light "grow instead". It was a nice imagery which showed me how trees naturally break down old branches and new ones grow from light. This method instantly cleaned up several blockages. I want to help anon too but... she is still not very nice to me until I fix my currents. Like she told me the reason she hates me because she is in her "autumn form" and I told her "but it's spring currently" so she grew into her "spring form" but she is still angry. Supposedly she is angry because I "transcended death" (according to the spirit that warned me) and people like that keep their dried branches forever and refusing to grow new ones. <Molded death into your own image yet refused to improve she just said this Some parts of me want to cry while other parts of me are overjoyed because this was the most useful advice I got for a while. She can't stop insulting me tho. I am starting to see why. Ho boy. The next days will hurt. Now I see my body as a dead forest. I will have to break the entire thing apart and regrow it. >>8148

>>8255 >Look into Persephone Uh weird I named a character in skyrim Persephone the other day but now I am playing with "Lili". I love how the Merovingian in the matrix says it Persephoneeee with his cute accent. >I will get back to you later fam Shhhh you don't have to worry focus on yourself yes. You realize we are but reflections of each other yes? If you fall I fall too so keep walking and I won't have to worry about murdering my way into heaven. I will share a bit but not too much. In truth I could overflow this board with poison but the root tree cannot handle it even though I too have claimed it. Anyway. My skull changes shape elongated neanderthal. Happened overnight we are quite distrissed about looking too strange but we do miss being very tall and very beautiful so we will let it happen. I deal in dangerous energies you see and until this board can handle it I won't show them. You don't have to answer don't fall for it we will eat you.

>>8240 >>8244 Interesting, thanks for the advice. >>8243 I am interested in asking something of Persephone, but I am not really experienced in this. I'm interested in the subject of "divine heritage" and blessed bloodlines. The question I have relates to that (if I am connected to her).

>>8246 >asking something of Persephone A question or a task?

>>8253 A question, whether we have some special connection. In history and myths we learn how for example Alexander was believed to be connected to Zeus. I want to ask about that specifically (not that I'm comparing myself to Alexander, but it makes me wonder how these relationships work).

The illusionist was here, and his tricks are unwanted. Yes I think OP has a point. Mara is kinda a prick.

>>8248 >The illusionist was here, and his tricks are unwanted. Which one?

>>8250 >Yes I think OP has a point. Mara is kinda a prick.

>>8193 >which manifests as purposely ugly androgynous characters For me it is that disgusting "oily" look most prominent in western games but also to be found in recent TV shows and movies. As if they all had aids and veneral diseases and sweating waste was as inevitable as breathing. People outside look like that too it feels gross to just be near them. I am not sure when the shift happened or if a kiddie-safe filter was removed. Horrifying.

>>8197 >that disgusting "oily" look most prominent in western games I remember when Silent Hill 3 came out, and the main character >pic looked more realistic than the image of pop stars of the time, who all had this glossy appearance. Now just compare this old intentionally "worn and ugly" woman with what they look like in mainstream games today, and she's still pretty hot.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3K-FW1PyOuY >VRMMO isekai >can't log out plot, no details, no one cares >routine gender bender >no one cares about gender bender, not mc, not script writers >mc starts as man but is a girl for all but EP1, making it just a mindgame and irrelevant in every other aspect --- but it's actually good with decent magic representations. It's like they just have to check off the boxes to tell a normal fantasy story of an OP girl, but it requires that it's a game and the girl is actually a man.

Previously one of my online friends created a thing called Geburah fire, this was back during early discord days when real things were organized over at 4/x/ and it was possible to actually get good connections with real people. It's just 7 years and yet it feels like a different age back then. He shared the method and I copied it, creating my own version. It's one of the things which has proven to hold over time, where other things have become obsolete or less effective in new situations, the Geburah fire ring still works to block hostile energies when placed around yourself or others to a high degree. I've used various spells with specific functions for healing and recovery, but they're all single-cast effects which have to be recast again and again for a limited and specific effect. This lead to the conclusion that maybe I need to actually use kabbalah to create a new thing, based on the same old idea: the Chesed ring. I don't do well with vague concepts like those used in Kabbalah under most circumstances, but by now I know what the spheres stand for inside the body and am able to relate them to concrete functions. It didn't turn into a ring, but it's done. Presented to any reader: the Chesed healing sphere. Anyone skilled in energy work enough to see and direct energy, should be able to use it. Just ask and I can send a projection of this energy form to you, which you can build up in your own way after experiencing it.

>>8230 What the... Just after posting this, I noticed a weak presence of a muscular devil with red skin putting a rather large golden ring with some meandering engravings on it on my middle finger. I asked what it's for and he gave a detailed function explanation of a very narrow use for it, then left again.

>>8229 Turns out that some sort sexual demon is still here, attacking me via. implantation of hypnogogic thought that gets me in trouble that causes me to perform actual astral actions that aren't merely my imagination. Before that when I was actually getting ready to fall asleep, my sinus infection got so bad that I was hacking up congealed mucus too much to breathe while asleep, so I'd woken up and decided to pull an all-nighter. I've had this infection for the past few or several days now, but at least I was able to get kinda close to Amy again. >>8218 is right that they're just attacking everyone here by this point.

>>8236 That could just be pollen from trees. I don't normally feel this, but this year it's been really thick, especially when the air is dry. I've heard people who aren't really allergic still feel it from the mere amount floating the air.

>>7979 Even more likely the Nazis had this planned for decades with their Chronovisor

>>7988 Checked.

With this post we remember the GET which was not checked >>7222 Rest in piece trip brother. Always check your GETs so they may not end up in places where they cannot be checked anymore

https://x.com/BRICSinfo/status/1905342528523768005 Hmm, actually, reminds me...

Clive Barker wrote a peculiar short story about Kek and Israel back in the 1980s I wish I'd pushed this harder when I stumbled upon it during the height of Pepe mania. One other anon on 8/pol/ got to read it, at least

Yesterday I noooticed that the English alphabet encodes sex chromosomes. X & Y appear in that order as the 24th and 25th letters, obviously. Letter T is symbolically identical with X, and it's the 20th letter, which is XX in Roman numerals. Interestingly there are three letters between the two crosses, all corresponding to Hebrew letter ו (vav) which represents both number 6 and a nail. Back when I was studying Hebrew grammar I noticed sex chromosomes there too. It is said that the letter ה (heh) ending on feminine singular nouns was formerly ﬨ (tav, the equivalent of both X & T) in pre-biblical times, and the latter regularly re-emerges in the plural and when a suffix is added. Masculine plural nouns, with suffixes, and especially in plural construct form typically have endings including י (yod, equivalent to letter 'I' but phonetically resembles Y) maybe Y originally was a variant of 'I' but I never studied Greek so idk

>>8204 I know what you mean about the demons in Frieren, it took me a while to grasp how they were meant to function, the part about being so intelligent and magically proficient, while still not grasping basic human relations. They seem to represent how "evil spirits" behave, at a very basic level of development. Think about the growing "monster" thing in Akira, (if anyone even recalls this manga/anime) it's described as being the isolated form of human creativity, which is actually just an amoeba. Its only two drives are to eat and expand. This is then illustrated with orderly Japanese workers building houses, as a form of refined expression of the same two drives. The "monster" is what happens when the base drives are let loose free of modern standards and culture. I think this is a uniquely Japanese view on evolution, and it doesn't fall in the right place when seen from the western view, for some reason. There is perhaps an idea that >we have come so far from that primitive state and >we are better than that and yet people are advocating for war and violence every day? They can't keep both images in their head at once, so they cope by denying that they have a violent nature at their core. Kinda like how, again westerners, can't grasp that these two pictures were made by the same artist. I think it's the detachment of civilized life and brutality in the west that's causing this. Asians may not have this mental inconsistency. I could say the same about Russia or Muslim countries in general, those who were on the Soviet Union side previously. They have a culture where military equipment and its use is "everyday", in a way you won't see in Europe/USA. If you saw the https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Putin_Interviews where Oliver Stone talks to Putin over several days, Stone's "autism" fits right in when he starts talking about nuclear weapons and other things with Putin. It's "right to the point" and doesn't feel off.

>>8209 Yeah,fundamentally I always saw it as trying to be too separated from animals. Of course I wasn't necessarily spiritual back then. And I remember those interviews too. Perhaps my mindset in already different,but I really do think it's cause I base things on what I see myself. It can be said to be Asian but only insofar as the west created this weird separation. I don't think it was a thing in say the middle ages. Sure there was "those people over there are savages mentality" but the reliance on violence as needed tool was still to real for people to be estranged by it. I think it's the norm you go back the more clear it is. The less societal capital and technology separating one from baseline survival the less estranged their mentality is able to be. That's why farmers at the beginning of societies are probably more similar all over. Europe's weird thinking is only kinda possible because 1 technology and also many layers of social and political shielding. Also the very fact that things on larger scale get obfuscated in the human mind since it's not meant for those things. To a politician them doing ridiculous things and a their countries failing some years later are abrely able to be linked. I'd say Europe has this clearly by on the one hand wanting to fight the "east" while on the other hand making every move like shutting down plants amd becoming more reliant in them. Either being friendly and reliant or challenging and independent could have worked. They choose the hybrid strategy of attacking and becoming reliant which makes less than zero sense. I think it's cause it's big and people have no direct feedback plus no one can immidiatly tell who is making sense because of it. Of course you can tell but it basically means you have to be savy and understand the basics in a large scale,and unless most leaders are that smart its not gonna work. Basically either you dont have this weird culture at all so people know how to act as common sense or people are smart enough to see it themselves. The latter is too rare to be dependable.a system where people arent that seperated like a small low tech clan also solves thst issue since even dumbos can tell if something was a good idea based kn the direct effects on their nearest. Other than people being simple one other thing I learned in life is small scale things are the same in large scale things exactly.

>>8210 And maybe it is Asian. Since when reading Manga,which I almost never do, I tend to find I'm getting what they want to portray rather easily. It's kinda double edged sword as series that are 'deep' are hard to watch if I get what it's trying to say. I think in my case for example with frieren I thought the idea of 'elf being so old that she has to deal with fragility of human life and her relationships' quite interesting. But then every episode since is just the same idea explained again. There's also this thing where she was into this dude but my interest in that doesnt stretch for more than a few episodes at best and from what I can tell she's still at it. But then again I'm the same with western stuff. Actually I don't see the distinction. Although maybe that for a long while Asian stuff was higher level in terms of series. Not sure if it's still true. Things seem more complex/adult nowadays in the live action series.

So in short, the doctrine of this negative T-shaped mushroom sigil cult, and its connection to monastic catholicism, is that the "female" 女 is reduced by the exclusion of the horizon line being used for reference, into 1 and 4, making up 14, then using the eternal series to make up for this presence, forming 1488. After realizing this, one of my servitors again stumbled onto a "cloaked cult leader" who was this time concealed behind a group of evil beings in a desert. He told me to come inside and study, after thanking me for getting rid of said evil beings. It turned out his doctrine is the original of the 14 grimoires, but all written by himself in one volume. It's also the "shadow" form of the large and high trumpet mushroom shown to me by the Queen in the beginning of this story.

When I cleared out the desert cult HQ which was later revealed to contain the six original "buddhas" and they were actually evil occultists, one of them when turning to ashes dropped a golden tiara. It was divined as "the crown of Solomon". Some while later, when clearing out some remaining cult branch outside of the community, another group of cult leaders were again exposed. I was at this point not paying attention to it, my yellow army servitors were operating on auto. One of these cult leaders dropped a larger golden crown, which was divined as "the crown of Lucifer, the Lightbringer". I just put them in my archive for later and didn't think about it more after that. When I created the astral grimoire "Rites of the Temple", a modernized version of Atlanthean temple organization for my Russian girls, we also used it for an activation. I found that to make it work, it's needed to initiate your harem as an actual temple, which means it's one local temple, compared to the main temple, which is the Babel's tower. The Babel's tower is connected to Venus, which is its main star. Thinking back at the ages of man, and how they relate to the planets/old suns, I reiterated it as such, again: First age had no sun, second age had Jupiter, who in the correct form resembles almond nougat both texture and energy. 3rd age had Uranus, the cyan coloured sun, which in its positive form creates clarity, in its negative form myopia. This was followed by Saturn, a natural sun deity, and Mercury during the initial Babylonian age. Atlantis then had Venus associated with the tower, but also Pluto as the supplement. So I decided to use the correct form of Pluto, who brings wealth an power, as the star of the activation for the temple. This may have shown to be a choice in itself, effecting greater changes. Earlier tonight I went for a walk in the dark. I noticed a shape on top of the chimney of the first building to the right. Astral vision revealed a male demon in gargoyle style, but human sized, maybe somewhat taller. My servitors said "he's in an adjacent dimension and can't touch you, that's why you don't feel his presence." When I looked in his direction again, he suddenly flew down and landed very close to me. It felt like he was on the other side of a glass wall however. I could feel a positive warmth emitted from him, there was no hostility. My servitors said something about "contracted" which I interpreted as him being sent by someone. I didn't know his intentions so I just walked on and ignored him. Then he came closer and directly asked me about the "crown of Lucifer, the Lightbringer". He said I should activate it, wear it. I had my servitors investigate this course of action, and halfway to the spot where I do my stargazing, they said I should go for it, that it would be beneficial. I felt something on the crown of my head, and an energy burst causing an opening. It seemed the crown had been placed on my head, as the servitor wasn't holding it any longer. The demon then held up a document, saying "I have the contract here". I let Wendy, my representative for my subconscious, look at it to determine if it was good enough, she changed a number of things in the wording, using her ability to locate loopholes. The demon seemed to accept the changes, and a new document was produced. When I got to my stargazing spot, the demon jumped ahead and stood on the right side of the road, saying "here" as I walked past him, "this is the spot", implying I had to do the activation in that exact spot. I told him I'll come back again after I reset my mind and my eyes by looking at the stars. For that I had to walk some bit further to get away from artificial lights. When I came back, he said to "pick my directions, and order", so I activated the four directions based on my preferred symbolism, then placed my hands together in front of my chest for the last direction and did a single AAA breath out, holding the position for the breakthrough of energy to take place. It came through the crown, which then moved to different parts of the body according to the points I normally work on, where it appeared as an image, until returning to the head. I then said "let's do this properly" and aimed for bringing this particle of myself being worked on for the activation all the way from "useful to no one" up to the topmost position I know of so far. This took around 10 min of focused effort, after which a strong energy breakthrough took place, again on my crown, which also activated the crown artifact. I did an final A-U-M breath out and finished up. I asked my servitors about the "crown of Solomon" to which both them and the demon said "you can only have one". I looked at the crown and asked to have it examined closer, but this appeared true. The demon said he was done and left, flying diagonally up, disappearing in the dark sky. I didn't know what to do with the "crown of Solomon", the servitor examining it basically said "unless activated, it's just trash, but it's also indestructible because it's a ritual item". If I can't use it, I should give it away, I thought, so I sent my servitor to give it to Putin.

A Russian on /int/ made a decent post about Ukrainian front line tactics, which caught my attention because it actually had a view on reality and not just the regular posturing and taunting, as often is the case when Russians and Ukrainians risk interaction. Then he added last that >ukrainians would turn against their government the moment someone killed off all the swedenborgian cultists which was an odd and specific thing to say. He then went on to elaborate his view that these cultists are embedded in the Ukrainian army and serve a similar role as occultists in the nazi SS in WW2, causing them to believe they will go to Valhalla if they die. He also implied the muslims already don't like the government, so they won't be a problem once these cultists are gone. I decided to investigate this, because there was a certain energy to the claim, which hinted of something unseen. Locating some astral forms corresponding to Ukrainian fanatics was easy, then I proceeded with the same method as previously, of containing the entire time complex in a time-tube and running them on a loop in there. This time with the purpose of studying their behaviour when placed under pressure. I left an outpost for those who would want to flee and get into bible or quran study instead of fighting, but I made no effort on getting anyone to go there. Then I used the yellow army servitors to just attack them in as brutal ways as possible, to see how they'd cope with this, while registering their reactions for research. They used all kinds of devious methods, including trying to talk to the servitors directly to make them stop the research. When this didn't work, they tried behaving as stereotyped as possible to reduce the production of useful research data. Eventually a higher energy level was exposed, coming from a city egregore which was now suddenly exposed. Having it placed under siege and then storming it after bombardment, soon got me inside. I located 3 decent cult leaders, one of who was in a central tower. I did not believe this to be true at first, because I've interacted with her before, but the leader in the tower was Olga of Kiev. It appears, similar to Metatron, she was surrounded by fanatical cultists who didn't obey her, except that it was somewhat better, because out of the 5 leaders directly below her, 2 were ok. The other 3 were "living corpse" energy stealers. It seems I hadn't been communicating with her core previously, maybe it was a servitor or part of her subconscious. I don't know yet what kind of doctrine was used, but it was so evil its material had to be contained in a safe space for study, where strong magic circles are placed around the area to prevent leakage. My Ezu servitor is still working on analysing the cult material.

>>8127 Ain't that the mural that got demolished by lightning?

buddhism BTFO

>>8166 Ah yes impermanence!

Has anyone on /fringe/ done the traditional lbrp with the hebrew god names and felt like their energy was drained instead of made better?

>>8100 Maybe you're so negative it banished your own energy?

>>8101 semi joke

I browse fringe. Meditate and do unexplainable things to myself and to those that stand in my way. Sometimes I have to do some mundane stuff too to keep myself anchored in this reality. Can't really share more. Words are not really my forte nowadays

My base practice since around 5 years consist mostly of exercises picked from Hatha Yoga Pradipika. For what constitutes "magic" in a more conventional sense, I use mostly a ritual system I've slowly built up over the past 10 or so years. The control of mind and body, along with physical fitness is still the core, and what makes is possible to concentrate energy into something. For any more serious activation I use a number of ritual locations I've picked as my practice grounds. These involve a traditional witchcraft method of performing spell casting in road crossings. 4 way crossing for bigger things, if smaller a 3 way crossing will do. Because there is a tendency of traffic and people walking in daytime, this leads to most workings having to be done at night when no one is on the road. This especially so when using fire to burn something, drawing magic circles and such, which requires to perform this undisturbed. It's part of the effectiveness that roads are public spaces, and crossings in particular connect to large parts of the world. The difficulty of using them is part of what makes it more effective when it works.

I have been continuing to perform the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram. Throughout my life I have gone in circles in regard to meditation but watching foolish fish on YouTube he recommends if you can’t make meditation every day a habit, try 30 seconds of meditation every day and I feel hopeful this will help me finally advance the circle into a spiral. I already have enabled the upward spiral in other parts of my life but i could never manage to make meditation specifically a habit or upward spiral. Foolish fish says 30 seconds of meditation every day is better than 5 minutes once a week. I have been watching a lot of da’at darling, foolish fish, and occasionally mind and magic although a lot of mind and magick doesn’t resonate with me at all. I sometimes wonder if mind and magic is a shill for the new world order. At the very least he definitely sold out for commercial reasons. Once I have made a habit of the lbrp I will look into adding some other rituals to my practice. I have been an armchair occultist for a while but I have been wanting to start doing instead of just reading when it comes to occultism and I have come to the conclusion that I really resonate with ceremonial magic in particular. When it comes to things like creating thought forms or energy work it doesn’t resonate with me as much because I am not sure if I do it right or not but with ceremonial magic there is a lot of material objects such as robes, tools, words being said and motions of the body. I currently use black bath robes and just a random butter knife but in the future maybe I will gain better ritual materials. Maybe I should start looking into plant magic maybe it will resonate with me because it uses physical objects.